I watch a lot of YouTube, so it's not a total surprise that since becoming a therapist the creative gremlins in my head keep trying to point me towards making a mental health focused YouTube channel.
This is ironic, as it would likely be quite difficult on my own mental health, without better tools to handle how much fucking admin is involved.
So, it's unlikely to happen with the current rhythms of my life. Still, partly to be amusing, partly to try to herd those gremlins into some sort of order, here's a list of ideas I've had:
Therapist reacts to Video Games: probably the easiest, just play a game and talk about brain stuff that comes up while I do. More casual, less editing involved, there's a couple channels like this already but they're all dude presenting folks. I could bring something fresh to the space!
Therapist uses Video Games in an Educational Essay: way harder, I'm seeing something edited with footage and a cohesive researched narrative. This requires many skills I do not currently have, but also feels like the most responsible product - off the top of my head I might say some nonsense, with a script I can make sure I'm actually spreading beneficial information. This one feels like it has the biggest chance of actually producing effective education for people who like video games, and a big part of why the gremlins want to do this is to basically be a mental health science communicator.
Forget video games, remember how I wanted to do the version of my job that's a witch in the woods? Let's film that! - deeply viscerally appealing, probably the closest to where my creative spark is in the product. The process though - I'd need to figure out how to *do witch makeup* and *get a green screen* or *find a filming location*. But it might be worth it to create "A Pratchett Witch is also a Licensed Therapist"
Forget mental health, let's just play video games online! - Okay so this one is more spite inspired because I really wanted to have a Book of Hours letsplay on in the background but every one I found was unlistenable for one reason or another. Imagine how cool it would be to see a letsplay by someone actually role playing the librarian. I could do that. I could do such a good job at that.
Therapist does Blorbo Therapy - what do various media characters need from therapy? Camera on the therapist as they ask questions/repeat back what the character says. Comedic compassion at how over the top terrible people's life has been, and some genuine therapeutic education/coping tools in there. I like this one for one good reason and one morally grey reason - good: I genuinely have this thought while watching media and it could be fun. Morally grey: I think it's most likely to go viral.
To wrap this up let's have a little fun!
I should herd the brain gremlins towards:
Playing video games and talking brains in an informed but casual way
An edited video essay that uses video game moments to explain mental health
A witch in the woods is also a Licensed Therapist
Book of Hours Let's Play where someone roleplays as the librarian
Blorbo goes to Therapy
More than one, and I will tell you which below
Something else entirely, which I shall tell you about now
Voting ended onJul 4
I do think writing it out helped a bit - interestingly it made the costs go from "impossible" to "yeah it'd be hard but I know how to learn stuff, if I decide this is something I want to learn". It's good to remember that!