Pre-crash Natalie Scatorccio headcanons!!
Warnings: mentions of death, sh, drugs/drinking
-Barely steps foot in her trailer, only goes there periodically to change into other clothes(she def uses the gym showers after practice)
-Is actually really smart but she never tries in school.
-Always cries after she wakes up hungover(or after she gets high)
-Only hangs out with Kevyn most of the time cause she feels safer around him and because he knows how her home life is.
-I’m 100% sure that Nat and Kev have a place that’s special in their hearts, like a small clearing in the woods behind the trailer park where they both got high for the first time together.
-She’s definitely a daydreamer, listens to music and just lets her thoughts roam and relax.
-She used to wish that her dad would give up drinking and start acting like an actual father to her.
-After her father died, she locked herself in her room for days, disassociating and barely eating.
-Soccer was probably one of the best things in her life since it always felt good to be congratulated for wins or goals.
-Prays every night, prays to be able to get out of Wiskayok, prays to get a good paying job, prays to forget seeing her father die.
-Used to get really defensive over people saying she was to blame for her father’s death, but after a while she started believing it herself.
-Always puts herself second..or third..or fourth.
-Used to self-harm, especially after her father died, but it was never her wrists(because she needed to wear T-shirts at practice or competitions like all the other girls) so it was always her thighs.