What i think Dr Robby's apartment would look like đŁČ.
[sad!robby] i just finished the pitt and my heart hurts for this man, so i had to let it out by making everyone else sad too.
entryway:
his entryway is bleak with nothing much going on. the skirting boards are scuffed from his boots and the door's paint is chipped in places. a singular jacket hangs from one of two hooks. he installed two when he moved in, thinking that he would of found someone by now to use it. he gets a slight throb in his heart when he sees it empty, but can't get himself to remove it.
kitchen:
his kitchen is dark, a large window looking out to a brick wall on the right side. his decorations are minimal except for some cacti that were gifted to him from Dana. she persisted on getting him a gift for his birthday, even if it was as small as a plant. his sink is filled with pots that he hasn't had the time or motivation to clean. there's a polaroid of him and Denis stuck on his fridge, sometimes he stares at it, tears welling up in his eyes. he imagines what it would be like to cook dinner with Denis; soft jazz playing in the background as they laugh and talk about their day.
living room:
Michael would have a couch, yes, but he'd only use the arm chair. he sinks into the chair with a heavy sigh after a long shift, staring out into space whilst he fails to hold his head up from tiredness, eventually falling asleep in it; waking up with a sore back. he doesn't really have the time for watching tv, so he just has the old box tv from his childhood bedroom. the corners of the room are filled with books gathering dust.
bedroom:
his bed is unmade, laundry piles high and there's a thick layer of melancholy floating around the room. the room doesn't provide anything for him other than a place to sleep if he hasn't already conked out in his armchair. in his bedside table he has a box containing memories from past relationships. he sometimes pulls out the watch that Collins got him for his 45th birthday. he inspects it with half-lidded eyes, feeling the leather between his finger tips. the engraving on the back says "for my grumpy man". those nights would be the hardest. the nights where his mind would be loud. he knows they ended for the best, but sometimes he wished they worked out so he wouldn't feel so alone.
bathroom:
his bathroom would be simple, no dressy decor or scented soaps. just toothpaste, toothbrush, razor, soap and shampoo. he would spend a while in the shower, letting the hot water run down his face as he closed his eyes and tries not to focus on the pain in his chest. the shower would provide enough noise to stop him from listening too hard to his head. sometimes, when the florescent light of the bathroom hits at a certain angle when he's stood in front of the mirror, he sees just how deep his eye bags have grown, how much his hair needs to cut and how his beard has grown out. he would just look at himself in the mirror, tiredness and depression wearing a heavy weight on his shoulders.
thank you for reading! i hope this broke you just as much as it broke me. i was listening to a lot of sufjan stevens whilst making this so take that as you will.
[benoit blanc voice] pardon the freudian slip father it's just that you look sooo tortured and crucifiable sittin' beneath an evocatively framed handrail like that
in which you have your first sleepover at nancyâs house. as her girlfriend, of course.
warnings: previous friends to lovers, kissing, fluff!!
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The bathroom is foggy once you step out of the shower, slipping into your comfy pajamas as quick as you can. Both because youâre growing sleepy and youâd never want to make someone think youâre that guest who hogs the bathroom.
You fold your clothes carefully, feeling a little awkward. Not because itâs a new environment, youâve been to the Wheelerâs house countless times. But this is your first time sleeping over as Nancyâs girlfriend.
And as much as you donât think anyone has a clue on what is happening between you two, you feel yourself threading more lightly.
You also feel like you have to make this whole new impression on her. Being a best friend is different from being a girlfriend â thereâs no denying in that.
Youâre sitting by the edge of the bathtub pulling on your fuzzy socks when thereâs a gentle knock on the door, your girlfriendâs head peaking inside once sheâs sure youâre okay with her coming in.
âHi.â She throws you shy smile, sweet honey voice. Her own hair is damp from the shower you insisted she took first, curls adorably falling over her forehead.
âHey.â You smile back warmly.
âThought we could get ready for bed together.â Nancy suggests, your toiletries bag on her hand.
âCourse.â You pull yourself up, taking it from her with a quick kiss on the cheek. âThank you.â
You could get used to this, doing your skincare beside her as you sneak looks at her through the mirror. The headband on her head has you holding back a smile, floral scent of the shampoo she used filling the stuffy air of the bathroom.
The silence is comfortable, both of you tired from the day you spent together at the mall. Your eyes feel droopy as you brush your teeth, elbow knocking against hers when you stumble.
You both giggle as your eyes lock on the mirror, toothpaste foam on the corner of your mouth making you feel silly.
Nancy grabs your hand once youâre both done, cold sweeping through once she opens the door and you quickly make your way back to her bedroom.
âItâs freezing.â You rub your arms, goosebumps on your legs that are uncovered by your shorts.
Her feet pad all the way to her wardrobe, pulling out a pink sweater that youâre already accustomed to see on her before handing it to you.
âYour favorite?â You ask with raised eyebrows. âI feel special.â
She answers with a light push to your shoulder, grabbing your shoulder to pull you right back. âDonât push it.â
Youâre guided towards the bed by her soft hands, siting on the corner as she settles behind you. Her fingers work through your hair carefully, never pulling too hard as she fixes up a braid.
Her lips press on your shoulder once sheâs finished, doe eyes peering at you over your shoulder. âCâmon.â
You feel giddy once your back hits the pink cushions of her bed, realization of this being the first time youâre sharing a bed with her as a girlfriend.
âWhat are you so smiley about?â She teases, crawling towards you until she practically on top of you.
âJust happy.â You hum, pressing a kiss to her knuckles as you hold her hand that comes to rest on your chest. âIs that allowed?â
Nancy traps her lips between her teeth, holding back the smile that sheâs gotten used to having around you. She looks comfortable, eyes crinkling under the dim light and skin glowing reminding you too much of an angel.
âYouâre so pretty.â She whispers, nose nuzzling against yours in affection.
Itâs new to have her expressing her thoughts about you so freely, still takes the breath away from your lungs. So you settle with pressing your mouth to hers, arms wrapping around her to press her close.
The fabric of her tank top is smooth against your fingers, leaving you feeling like youâre in the clouds with her sweet taste invading your mouth. It doesnât help that sheâs just as eager as you, rubbing the skin that peaks from the colar of your shirt with her thumb and leaning impossibly closer until your legs tangle with her.
Sheâs a little breathless once you pull away, slightly frustrated but not ready nor with the energy for anything else.
âYou just stole all the lip balm on my lips, thief.â She pretends to be annoyed, snuggling against your neck.
âSorry, sweet girl.â You chuckle, because you really donât sound sorry at all. If anything, the strawberry taste that lingers on your lips makes adds up to the warm feeling on your chest.
You spent too much time borrowing it from her and pretending that somehow it might feel a bit closer to what kissing her would be like.
âLiar.â You feel her smile against your collarbone, cheeks warm at the pet name.
You donât answer, reaching to turn off the bedside lamp before swiftly pulling her back on top of you. She shrieks in surprise, setting against you nevertheless.
Your hands settle against her back as you run them through it, occasionally squeezing her shoulder gently and pressing kisses against her hair. To which she hums contently, face hidden in your neck as she relishes in your smell with legs still intertwined with yours.
âNance.â Your whispers comes after a moment of silence, fingers tracing the space between her shoulder plates.
âHm?â Nancy hums, sleepy state overtaking her.
âI really am happy.â The statement is soft, almost inaudible.
But the smile you feel pressed against your neck tells you she heard it just fine, breath fanning your skin in a slightly ticklish way.
ââM happy, too.â Her words slur a bit as she speaks, breath starting to even out as she falls into slumber.
Your head feels fuzzy as you lay there, girl that youâve dreamed about countless times laying on top of you like youâre the most comfortable pillow sheâs laid on. Sleep comes after you soon enough, more at ease than ever.
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iâm obsessed with fluff blah blah blah and im obsessed with cassie mckay #duh
so what if u wrote something like reader & cassie dating and itâs their first time spending the night together and itâs just very cozy and cute!!! and then in the morning cassie wakes up first and feels like she could cry tears of happiness (even tho she said she canât remember the last time she cried, sheâs just so overcome with joy and love!) because she never thought she would have such a sweet love after everything with chad!!!
i hope ur picking up what im putting down!! i just binge read everything on your profile since i havenât stumbled across u in so long! u are a freaking geniusâ€ïžđ
in which cassie sleeps over at your house for the first time.
warning: none its just fluff
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Cassie is exhausted.
Thereâs really no other word to it. This shift is something she wants to forget and not think about the next one until she has to. All thatâs giving her some peace is knowing youâre waiting right outside for her.
Sheâs doing her best not to look tired, because although the last thing she wants is to have a date at a restaurant, she really wants to spend time with you. And she doesnât have the heart to tell you about the restaurant you so thoughtfully planned.
Just as expected, you are on the parking lot waiting for her. Your back against the hood as a smile makes itâs ways to your lips once you spot her walking over.
âHey, baby.â You greet excitedly, hands reaching her shoulders and pressing a peck to her lips.
âHi.â She hums into it, her own hands settling over your sweater covered waist.
âExcited for your hot date?â You ask, though she notices a hint of something behind it â knowing maybe.
âAlways.â She tries, regretfully of the way her overly happy smile doesnât match her tired eyebags.
âSuch a liar.â Your retort comes with a gentle smile, letting her know youâre not mad at all that she feels this way but that you were aware she did even before talking to her. Maybe the daily pics she sends to you arenât a good idea anymore. You could be a profiler.
Cassie huffs, forehead slumping a little against your shoulder. âMâsorry.â Because she knows youâre not letting her get her way.
âDonât be.â You reassure with simplicity. âCan i suggest something?â
âSure, honey.â Her voice is laced with affection, making your stomach erupt in a thousand butterflies.
âStay over today? We can have dinner and sleep early.â Your fingers work on her shoulder as you speak, massaging the tension in them away. âYou kinda canât say no cause i already cooked and iâm gonna think you hate me.â
Youâre so sweet she wants to aggressively shove you in her pocket.
âI donât have pjâs with me.â She reasons, very inclined to accept anyway.
âSo what? Wear mine.â Youâre quick to come up with a resolution.
âOkay.â Your girlfriend relents easily.
With a happy grin you pull her to you, lips to her forehead before opening the door to the e seat for her and closing it only once youâre sure sheâs comfy.
Your apartment is still a little unfamiliar to her, way tidier than hers and definitely cozier. Though she does try to make hers looked lived in and happy. You just have the gift to make everything look so you, she thinks. It smells good too, a mix of the candles you keep and the homemade meal you prepared for her.
While she puts on something from your wardrobe you set the living room, tv turned on in a low volume and meals on the coffee table. Her stomach grumbles as soon as she sees it.
You somehow (not really) end up paying more attention to her than the food, plate forgotten before youâre even halfway through your meal. Your legs are thrown lazily over hers, cheek squished against her shoulder as you feel particularly in the mood to annoy her.
Without much thought your finger find her brown hair, carding through it like a second nature.
âYou need to cut your bangs.â You state with a twirl of her hair.
âI do.â Cassie hums before bringing another forkful of rice to her mouth.
If sheâs bothered by your crowding and slouching over her, she doesnât mention it at all. In fact, she seems quite unbothered by it. Her hand rests on your calve when itâs not holding the fork, head leaning towards your hand without noticing.
âJust donât let me do it iâll leave you bald.â You joke, teasing her.
âI can cut them.â
âYou cut your own hair?â You pretend to be surprised, nose nudging her jaw softly. Though she really does seem like the type to cut her own hair.
âSometimes, yeah.â Her shoulders shrug slightly, picking up the napkin to dab at the sauce on the corner of her lips â which you eye for too long.
âWoah so handy.â You exagerate, arm slipping around her shoulders. âReally need to thrim them.â A little lower.
âJust say if you donât like my hair.â Cassie grumbles, though itâs not heartfelt. Sheâs not mad at all, throwing herself into your dramatic antics.
âShut up.â You hit her shoulder without force, pouting. âHow would i see your pretty eyes if they were covered?â
Youâre mostly teasing, but she feels the heat rush up her cheeks anyway. She doesnât think sheâs ever been with someone who compliments her so openly. It makes her overly giddy.
âSuch a dork.â The nervous chuckle she lets out is enough to let you know how she feels.
You nose her jaw and cheek again, pressing a soft kiss soft next to her eye once you reach it. âI love your hair, promise.â
âI know, sweet girl.â Her fingers squeeze your leg, pet name leaving her mouth way too easily by now. Itâs taken her a bit to get used to it. âYou should eat.â
âIâm not hungry.â You answer honestly, having spent too much time cooking and trying the food.
She hums, taking note to have you eat something later before bed. And to make you a nice breakfast in bed as a payback for your loveliness.
You both go to bed not late after, lazily doing your skincare and brushing your teeth side by side in front of the mirror.
Cassie falls asleep to the feeling of your hot wet kisses against her neck.
When she wakes up itâs several hours later â nine or ten she thinks. But sheâs happy from the moment she does, warmth pressed to her chest and comfortable coverts wrapping her in a soft hug.
The sight of you has her softening inside, hair mussed from rolling around in your sleep and face more relaxed than ever. Your pajamas rumpled, neckline of your shirt drifted to the side and exposing your collarbone. She presses a kiss there impulsively.
You hum, still asleep but scrunching your face softly and pressing closer to her with the sweetest pout on your lips.
Her eyes suddenly waver with tears, heart thumping against her chest as she watches you with what sheâs sure are heart eyes.
Though she doesnât remember the last time she cried, this really does feel fitting. She doesnât remember ever knowing someone who treats her as nicely as you, so soft and gentle.
âYou okay?â You ask with a groggy voice, eyes only half open but alert at her wet cheeks.
Cassie nods in reassuring, guiding your face back into her neck and squeezing you with strength. âVery okay.â
You press a kiss to her skin, not questioning her tears as if you know theyâre not from sadness.
She settles that she could probably die happy right here, her sweet love right on her arms.