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ofthefourthking:

alternatively send ‘ + ‘ after the symbol for the roles to be reversed where possible !

✘ = hugging them . Δ = playing with their hair .  ❤ = kissing them .  ₪ =  asking them out for dinner . ☀ = giving them a gift of ___ ( asker’s choice ) . ♘ = stabbing them . ♕ = bowing down before them . ♒ = lying to them .   ✿ = buying them flowers . ☾ = being found shirtless . ♢ = reading them a story . ☂ = giving them their jumper to keep warm . ✎ = speaking in a different language . ✏ = teaching them a different language . ▄ = telling them a joke . ♬ = singing to them . ☹ = insulting a loved one . ஐ = slapping them . ✂ = threatening them . ❃ = dancing with them . ▤ = falling asleep on them . ☮ = waking them up after a nightmare .  ♣ = discovering them crying .  回 = patching a wound .  ✮ = stargazing . ▓ = caught stealing their belongings . ☽ = wandering alone at night . ♡ = complimenting them . ≡ = offering a place to stay overnight . ☢ = falling over . ✦ = being well-dressed . ❂ = wiping blood off their face . ◎ = taking care of them while ill . ☁ = being caught in the middle a storm with them . ⇕ = holding their hand . ↱ = being lost with them . ☠ = pushing them against a wall .

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bluebreezemainsqueeze:

  The aged high roller remained undeterred by the exhale of a sudden current of air. Most gawked, astonished that the streak was him. The blue blur, the elusive ultramarine hedgehog. It didn’t take a human to gape, yet this individual was unflinching. Humans, a race that knew little of him, at least stared. Except this old man.   To the wild and extroverted wind, the elderly man appeared abandoned. That was just the impression this city infected the hedgehog with. Yet, his fellow bettor laughs, as if pleasantly occupied by the damp morning papers that scattered thanks to his draft. He was the picture of windless, and Sonic couldn’t help but roll his ankle in response to his offer.   No…the fidgets displayed by the robust teenager weren’t a response, but a habit. He opened his mouth to refuse, gaze trusting but unwavering. Inquisitive. 

  “Why else would ya be out here all alone?” He asks instead, deflecting the offer altogether whilst shifting his weight up and down with his hind paws. A stranger couldn’t coax him to sit still easily.

“ Is it a crime? “

Akagi shrugs away the hedgehog not sitting dealing with it as though he never suggested in the first place.  He turns back to his sake cup slowly inclining it from side to another.

“ Why not? I wanted to have some sake, is all there is to it really. The brand here has a good taste to it. “

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Relit Spark

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trojanquarterback:

Hector, enjoy his smoke. Was approached by a similar spirit. How lucky for him, the other made Hector feel a lot less old, compared to this white husk he was at the peak of his youth!

“Haha, I guess sharing a lighter from one old man to another is harmless enough. A bit of gambling eh? That sounds good to me! “ Hector smiled and shared his simple gas station lighter you can buy for two bucks.

“I hope you’re not gonna gamble away your pension tonight gramps.” He lighted up with a flashing grin.

Akagi now glimpses the other from the corner of his eye before turning for the light. Few clicks and he’s able to take a good long inhale preceding the exhale. He smirks as he nods to thank.

“  Betting? Ah, I’m a little broke at the moment but... “

It IS more enjoyable like that. Testing and all is fine and all that but a little thrill always delivers more.

“ I don’t really mind if you put in money but of course I can’t just walk out losing nothing if you do... “

He pauses for a short while. He looks up without much of an expression to make a note of. A casual suggestion follows:

“ Finger then. I have ten to spare after all. “

Sealed with a smile like, Akagi seems to find  it amusing.

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“You look lonely.”

“ ‘s that so? “ he says with a laughter in his voice.  The smile on his face remains as indecipherable as ever.

“ How so? I don’t feel like I’m particularly enduring anything. “

He pats the seat next to him. 

“ And I don’t reject company. Why don’t you take a seat? “

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Relit Spark

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revolvingmist:

There were the shocked stares he was so familiar with. Kurogiri’s mist wavered as he waited for them to return to reality. “Yes, I am not of your world.” Not if their world lacked anyone so strange as he was. Kurogiri’s quirk was still surprising to anyone with a quirk of their own but it was nothing worth doubting one’s sanity over.

“Understandable. It will take you time to adjust.” What little time they would have left from smoking and other vices. “Your currency will work effectively as the currency of this city. But the yen is also what I am familiar with. Small universe.” Strange how that worked but not entirely unsurprising. After all there was a point in time before quirks existed. A largely boring and forgettable past. 

“You do not look as desperate as I imagined for one with nothing. What hopes do you cling to?”

It doesn’t take long, Akagi’s not one to fall to the trap of doubting himself after all. And ultimately there are plenty of physical proofs to not to allow him. His vision is clear for instance.That part is a good thing at least. 

Same currency is it? Akagi casts curious look towards ‘the creature’. Universe huh... It’s not that he’s grateful to the unruly one’s that interrupted his progress. But he can’t say there’s no relief over his head working again. 

“ Hopes? “ Akagi repeats. The words are followed with a thoughtful hum. 

“ I wouldn’t say nothing. “

“ Having this head on my shoulders should do it haha. “

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Questions/Comments to be sent anonymously!

(though off anon is fine too!)

“Is there someone you hold dear?”

“Don’t you feel any guilt?”

“You’re actually afraid to be alone, aren’t you?”

“There must be something you fear.”

“Do you have a home?”

“Is there someone you like?”

“Are you really expecting a positive outcome out of this?”

“Aren’t you ashamed?”

“Aren’t you happy?”

“Who do you despise?” 

“How do you sleep at night?”

“What do you think of kindness?”

“What do you think of hatred?”

“Why do you fight?”

“Why do you live?”

“How much blood have you spilled?”

“How much death have you seen?”

“Don’t you think your actions are reckless?”

“Don’t you know how much good you’ve done for others?”

“Can’t you tell they love you?”

“Can’t you see he/she would die for you?”

“Can’t you tell the truth for once?”

“You’re not tainted.”

“You’re not alone.”

“You’re awful.”

“You don’t think of anyone but yourself.”

“You’re an emotionless robot.”

“You’re just a lap dog.”

“It’s not over.”

“He/she needs you.”

“Stop lying.”

“Stop fighting.”

“Stop pushing others away.”

“You’re cruel.”

“You’re far too kind. Too kind for your own good.”

“You depend on him/her too often.”

“You’re overprotective, it’s stifling.”

“He/she is bringing you down.”

“You’re too timid, it’s easy to see you as a target.”

“You need to listen.”

“You need to speak up more often.”

“You’re weak.”

“You’re too proud.”

“Quit blaming others for your mistakes.”

“You won’t always be around to save him/her.”

“One day, he/she won’t need you anymore.”

“You can’t cheat death.”

“You can’t hide forever.”

“They’ll find out the truth eventually.”

“That person is only holding you back.”

“They’re too good for you.”

“You’ll be rewarded for your efforts if you keep trying.”

“It will get better.”

“You look lonely.”

“You look bitter.”

“You look tired.”

“You’re hiding a painful burden.”

“You’re perfect.”

“You’re beautiful.”

“You will always be worthless.”

“Your hands are too dirty, too tainted to be clean.”

“You’re lost in this world. Wandering without a purpose.”

“You’ll rise above them all.” 

“You’ll find your place in this world.”

“Eventually, someone will knock you off your pedestal.”

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princesshcrxine:

>> @scatterinthewind

“U-Um, excuse me!” 

Kyra reached her hand out towards many passerbys, hoping one of them would stop and approach her, answer any questions that she had. But, she was only met with people walking right by her or apologizing and saying that they were in a rush. 

She wasn’t entirely sure what it was she should be doing. Everything happened in an instant, one minute she was roaming an open field practicing her aim and shooting an arrow, and then the next a flash of light shone in her face and she…suddenly woke up in an unfamiliar room and told she was going to be part of a social experiment.

It was frightening for the poor girl, she just wanted a little bit of help. She snapped herself out of her thoughts and noticed a man walking in her direction and made eye contact with him, holding out her hand towards him in an attempt to get him to stop.

“Excuse me, sir! Can you help me, please?” 

It’s not as if there’s anywhere to go but even if there it’s rarely in his style to hurry. Akagi goes his own pace, stops his own pace and so on. Regardless of the circumstances. You notice more things like that, he figures. 

The girls doesn’t go unnoticed either. Speaking in such polite tone as she reaches towards him. Akagi turns his glance only a bit studying her slightly frantic appearance and stops on his tracks. 

“ ...recently arrived?  “ 

It’s a guess. Common occurrence in the City after all.

“ If it’s something I can do... “

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The tree is very old.

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This tree is very old. 

Its aging bark bears witness to the lines of winters cold. The girl perched in the branchesThe man sitting below

Eyes meet in just an instantHis sharp gaze and her dull glow.

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“A bet?” Ray echoes, before her eyebrows furrowed into a line. “What for?”

“To help us decide.”

“…why?” 

“Because there’s an equal chance to win or lose,” Or cheat, he adds silently to himself. “I like to take gambles.”

She wraps her hand around a stray branch, feeling the wood digging into her skin. “You sound like you know you’re going to win.”

“Only because you sound like someone ready to lose.”

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❛ kindness won’t save anyone. ❜

“ Oh? “

 But then, girl, what do you think will save someone? “

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❛ how do you say goodbye to someone who was never there? ❜

“ Hmm?“ It’s a strange question you’re asking. “ 

But... Perhaps you’ll just let them go. That’s the only way to part with them, isn’t it? “

He pauses casting a look at her with a smile.

“ But you should tell me more, I don’t mind gambling my words but I’d hope you to do the same. “

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❛ i don’t want a world without pain, or loss. i just want them to mean something. ❜

“ Hmmhmm…. “ he hums sinking deeper back to the chair he’s sitting on. 

“ Well, it’s all part of life itself. It’s not something you will ever get rid of either way… It’s a good mindset isn’t it? After all, it’ll come to mean something to you - whether you want it or not.“

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❛ you can’t always want what you get. ❜

“ That’s true.That’s how life goes, you’ll always be left with some regrets, right? “

“ But I don’t think I’m asking a lot in the first place…  Just to keep my life as it has been to the extend it’s possible.  To keep being alive like that. “

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a softer world sentence starters.

❛ some people are so good at disappearing that you start to doubt your memories that they were ever there. ❜ 

❛ how do you say goodbye to someone who was never there? ❜

❛ i don’t want a world without pain, or loss. i just want them to mean something. ❜

❛ there are some people who believe a photo captures their soul. ❜

❛ if you love something let it go. ❜

❛ you were not the first, you will not be the last. ❜

❛ there are some secrets i will take to my grave, but i don’t want loving you to be one of them. ❜

❛ you can still back out before anyone gets hurt. ❜

❛ i said i’d love you forever, and really meant it at the time. i guess that’s my problem. ❜

❛ kindness won’t save anyone. ❜

❛ for a long time i thought i deserved better. but the truth is we both deserve better than this. ❜

❛ i wish there was a word that meant “goodbye” for someone who was already gone. ❜

❛ i never meant to hurt you. you have to believe me. ❜

❛ we’ll always have yesterday. ❜

❛ hope softens the rough edge of every promise. ❜

❛ love is stupid. happiness is admitting we aren’t better than stupid. ❜

❛ you can’t always want what you get. ❜

❛ i wish i had a dollar for every dollar’s worth of work i did. ❜

❛ we are empty inside and hollow. hoping something sweet will make its nest in us. ❜

❛ we’re too far from help. ❜

❛ monsters are even more scary when you see them afraid. ❜

❛ we carry our own loneliness with us. ❜ 

❛ fake happiness beats genuine misery. ❜

❛ they always trust me to be someone who i don’t even want to be. ❜

❛ i cannot see where i want to go, only that i want the going.❜

❛ you are never here. you are always almost there. ❜

❛ you and me will die the way we lived, telling ourselves stories to make it mean something. ❜

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❂ nice 2 have u back, uncle akagi

wiping blood off their face

who are you welcoming back idk any blue fast things other than all the cars ive crashed

Akagi raises his eyebrows looking at the creature, barely reaching his knee. There’s blood spread on his cheeks that he’s wiping off with some kind of napkin that looks just about clean as the cheek does. 

“ Hmm.... “ 

Akagi leans down dropping few napkins on the creatures head.

“ I don’t have any more than that unless you want to try my suit haha. “

[spctlessminds]

this ask meme is based on the blog gravesuggestion.  i’ve divided it up into two categories  ( light  &  dark )  based on the themes.  some of these can be somewhat triggering seeing that the darker ones deal with a lot of death mentions.  please be cautious before continuing on!!

L I G H T

‘  at night i dream of you.  ’ ‘  don’t give up yet.  you still have time to fix things.  ’ ‘  falling in love with someone else is not a personal attack.  ’ ‘  i am still so weak when it comes to you.  ’ ‘  i can’t believe i let myself let you down.  ’ ‘  i don’t care where we go when we die,  as long as i’m with you.  ’ ‘  i dream of saying to you all the words i held inside until it was too late.  ’ ‘  i feel so warm  &  safe when you talk to me.  maybe i could love you if you’d let me.  ’ ‘  i finally let the right people in  &  i have never felt so loved.  ’ ‘  i like the way your nails paint red stripes along my spine days after you’re gone.  ’ ‘  i lived in your permafrost for twenty years  &  then you looked at me  &  i felt the warmth of spring.  ’ ‘  i once wished you’d leave me alone,  but i take it back.  ’ ‘  i want to be able to love someone else,  but you stretch your arms  &  spread your legs inside my heart so that there is no room for anyone or anything else.  ’ ‘  i want to believe that we got it right this time.  ’ ‘  i wonder how much longer i can cling to your light before it expires completely.  ’ ‘  i would travel across the world to be by your side,  because as long as you are with me,  anywhere is a perfect place to me.  ’ ‘  it took me awhile to realize it myself,  but you are not what other people say you are.  ’ ‘  it’s not that i really need you,  but life would be pretty boring without you around.  there’s no one i would rather be with.  ’ ‘  i’d like to stay like this for awhile.  ’ ‘  life  &  death don’t have to be so boring,  let’s make both an adventure.  ’ ‘  life imitates art,  they say.  i didn’t believe it until i started to notice the way your eyelashes look so much like tiny ink stroke.  ’ ‘  live your life so that when you die,  souls will come for miles just to hear your historic tales.  ’ ‘  make your exes jealous  &  your past self proud.  ’ ‘  maybe you’re what i needed to find in order to move on.  ’ ‘  never get caught falling harder.  they’ll never let you back up.  ’ ‘  please don’t go.  ’ ‘  some days it’s easier to just stop fighting it  &  succumb.  ’ ‘  sometimes,  you’ll find it hard to keep going,  but you always will.  ’ ‘  the desire i feel for you is that same itching,  insidious hunger that an addict has for their addiction.  ’ ‘  the worst thing about you is that you weren’t all bad.  ’ ‘  there is absolutely nothing  &  no one who can stop me.  ’ ‘  there is no route of losing you that is without pain.  ’ ‘  there’s still room for adventure  &  there is no one i’d rather have by my side.  ’ ‘  things didn’t turn out the way i planned,  but i’m alright with that.  ’ ‘  we could be really incredible together,  you know?  ’ ‘  you are beautiful  &  vibrant  &  confident.  you are light  &  laughter incarnate  &  every fiber of your being screams freedom  &  joy.  when i am with you,  i am truly happy.  ’ ‘  you are starlight incarnate,  from the grand way you sway your hips to the wide mysterious way you think.  blessed are any to be loved by you.  ’ ‘  you are too afraid of the future to let go of a past that was never kind to you.  ’ ‘  you call me yours  &  i have no idea what that even means to you.  ’ ‘  you remind me of bubblegum  &  sweets;  soft  &  pink  &  warm.  you are strong in the gentlest way.  you are so stubbornly kind.  i wish i could be like that.  ’ ‘  you still visit me while i sleep sometimes.  your fingers trace my spine  &  i listen to you breathe.  please stop haunting me.  ’ ‘  ‘morbid curiosity’ is a wonderful way to describe how i feel about you.  ’

D A R K

‘  a thousand empty bottles  &  fist fights will never return to us what we lost that day.  ’ ‘  everyone else has moved on,  but i am still here.  ’ ‘  everything about you screams danger.  ’ ‘  everything is worthless to you  &  you,  in turn,  became worthless.  ’ ‘  for once in my life i want to be surrounded by people that i don’t feel like i need to impress.  ’ ‘  freedom is really hard to get used to.  ’ ‘  how could you do this to me?  how fucking could you?  ’ ‘  i am becoming everything we always dreamed of  &  i am leaving you behind.  ’ ‘  i buried you so well that you might as well have died.  ’ ‘  i can rest easy knowing that the person i love is dead  &  not the monster you became.  ’ ‘  i can’t look at you.  not now,  not ever.  ’ ‘  i don’t ask how you’ve been.  what’s the point?  you’d lie anyways.  ’ ‘  i dream of hearing the words i so desperately needed to lay your memory to rest.  ’ ‘  i haunted this house first.  there is no room for you here.  ’ ‘  i have a right to be upset.  i loved them too, you know.  ’ ‘  i just want it to end.  i want it to all go away.  i want to go away.  ’ ‘  i may be a wolf in sheep’s clothing,  but a snake hiding in the skin of a mouse is far more dangerous.  ’ ‘  i saw your face today  &  didn’t feel anything.  i am free.  ’ ‘  i tried to save you,  but you didn’t want to be saved.  you just wanted someone to suffer with you.  ’ ‘  it’s almost as if you were never here.  ’ ‘  it’s unhealthy to do these things,  you tell me.  you say it’s time to stop smoking,  time to stop gambling,  &  dammit,  i f you don’t stop drinking it’ll kill you.  i sure hope you’re right,  darling.  ’ ‘  i’m always pleasantly surprised by how easy it is to kill you in my mind  ’ ‘  i’m not really scared to die.  i’m more afraid that no one will miss me when i’m gone.  ’ ‘  i’m not the person you left behind anymore.  there’s no one here to miss.  ’ ‘  i’ve been dead far longer than i’ve been alive.  ’ ‘  i’ve eaten nothing but flower petals  &  ivy for weeks because i want to be beautiful inside like you.  ’ ‘  i’ve never been completely satisfied.  i most likely will still be unsatisfied long after my death.  ’ ‘  no motive other than pleasure,  my dear.  ’ ‘  one day i’ll go or you will.  either way,  it will be as if i’m losing a piece of myself.  ’ ‘  our dreams  &  promises decay along with you.  ’ ‘  the leaves change,  but nothing else does.  ’ ‘  the only difference between avoiding  &  leaving is that now i’m not waiting up for you.  ’ ‘  there is no such thing as a person who is required to love you.  ’ ‘  there’s only so much that can be done to repair old damage.  ’ ‘  things aren’t going as i hoped.  maybe if i die,  i can start over again?  better luck next time.  ’ ‘  this is not something to be proud of.  this is a tragedy.  ’ ‘  trying to get rid of me?  oh honey,  you’ll have to try much harder than that.  ’ ‘  trying to get under my skin?  you’re nothing more than a pesky itch.  ’ ‘  unlike you,  i can’t hide my identity when it becomes an inconvenience or a danger.  ’ ‘  weeping is for gods  &  martyrs,  we cannot afford such luxuries.  ’ ‘  would you even miss me?  ’ ‘  you are not important enough to earn an eternal place in my heart.  ’ ‘  you complain nonstop about being unloved  &  alone,  i can’t imagine what you’d be like if that were actually true.  ’ ‘  you don’t know what it’s like.  ’ ‘  you made this so fucking easy for me.  ’ ‘  you should see me as a threat.  i will tear down everything you know until there is nothing left of you.  i am a walking threat.  ’ ‘  you think i’m already gone,  but i’m still fighting.  ’ ‘  you think i’m dead,  but i’m just dying.  ’ ‘  you were never an addiction,  you were a fucking disease.  ’ ‘  you wouldn’t dare cross me.  i am god  &  you are the soil beneath my feet.  ’ ‘  your existence takes up so much more space in mine that we might as well be one entity.  ’ ‘  your fingers are so cold  &  bruised,  but you’re still slamming your fists again the barricade as if it makes a difference.  ’ ‘  your hair is tied in a noose  &  your fingernails are razor blades,  your lips are poison  &  i will gratefully kiss them.  ’ ‘  your hatred has a body count  &  we will not forget.  ’ ‘  your loss,  not mine.  ’ ‘  you’re a sick fuck.  you know that?  ’ ‘  you’re not gentle with me  &  i would never ask you to be.  ’ ‘  you’ve trapped yourself so thoroughly in your own mind that it’s not even a rut anymore,  it’s a pit.   ’

[scatterinthewind-blog]

☂ = giving them their jumper to keep warm .

Rain falls heavy on both of their shoulders.

“ Hey. “

A bothersome group had been on it. The shady kind, less harmful to Akagi perhaps but before he had any time to step to interfere the girl had managed it all on her own. In the end she had been thrown out of the restaurant but at least no kicks or punches were landed anywhere. 

“ Smart thinking there... Too bad it didn’t save you from the shower haha “, he says throwing her suit jacket.

“ Next time maybe you can chase them out, don’t you think? “

[tatturmemes]

On Anon or not, send “Plot:” + describe something you really want to RP with my muse or something you want to see my muse do (if it’s to/with another RPer, list their username) and I’ll rate it:

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