Pairing: Reader x Kang Seungyoon
I looked over at the clock. I was fucking half past two in the morning. I am so done with this shit. I just want to sleep. Fuck.
âY/N? Y/N, are you fucking paying attention?â I heard Seungyoon say softly, slowing increasing the volume of his voice as he realised I was nodding off.
âYeahâŠIâm sorryâ I replied for the millionth time in a row.
I just couldnât keep my eyes open. I havenât slept in three days because I am preparing for my debut. I know I shouldnât complain, it is a one in a million chance that Iâm debuting under YG Entertainment, one of the leading entertainment companies in South Korea. I was so grateful for all the help I was getting but I needed to sleep. I was going pass out from exhaustion. I could have been asleep right now, but Seungyoon insisted on meeting up and working on my debut song. Not that he was being of much help besides being a pain in the ass. He suggested this idea and ever since I got to the studio, around eight hours ago, he had been chastising me. Commenting on everything from my âlack of mannersâ to my âappearanceâ and I was so done with his shit by now.
âListen, Y/N, if you arenât going to appreciated the help Iâm giving you-â he started off, standing up and crossing his arms.
I started getting annoyed and my eyes shot open and I stood up to face him. While standing up he was a few inches taller than me, and I have to agree it made him more intimidating, but I wasnât going to back down.
âNo. Seungyoon. You listen to me.â I said as he stared back at me in shock.âI am extremely sick and tired of all your shit! I know you are clearly more  accustomed in the entertainment business and way more knowledgeable and everything, but thereâs a certain limit to how much you can boss me around. Ever since weâve started working together youâve been ordering me around to do stupid irrelevant tasks like getting you food and whatnot and are just simply wasting my time.â I sighed as I stopped to catch my breath.
âI-â he started, but I cut him off again.
âNo. Iâm not done. Youâve been commenting on how I suck at this or how Iâm terrible at that, how I should improve on this, how I should give up thatâŠand just no. Just stop. Please. I do not need your negative attitude around me. Goodbye, and thanks for all your help.â I said, with a tint of sarcasm as I walked towards the door.
I was so done with this shit. Iâm tired and I miss my family and my friends and I knew if I argued with him longer I would start crying. Not because Iâm sad, just from sheer exhaustion and frustration.
I reached the door and was about to turn the handle when I heard him say, âY/N, wait.â
âWhat now?â I asked not even bothering to turn around. There was no reply. Instead I heard a shuffling sound and I turned around to see what was going on behind my back.
In a matter of seconds, he had managed to walk over and was standing right behind me. I had never been this close to him before and had just noticed the little specks of golden yellow, in his otherwise dark brown eyes. Also the few moles that graced his neck and face. I would probably never admit this to him but I used to, and still did, have a itty-bitty crush on him and thatâs why I just got even more pissed off. Was he on a mission to make my life miserable? Making me attracted to him and then being a dick. He just stared straight at me and started walking even closer. As a reflex I took a step back and another and just ended hitting the wall with my back. He took another step and closed the distance between us. Shit, did I really piss him off? He then slammed the wall really hard with his hand and leaned against it, his head parallel to the floor giving me a view of the top of his head. I was slightly scared at what was going to happen. Was he going to give me a lecture? Was he going to make me run errands as a punishment? Or even worse, was he going to rat me out to YG? Fuck. I am so screwed. Why did I say all that? Shit, shit, shit. God, please help me.
He finally looked back up at me, his eyes piercing into my soul. I didnât even have enough time to process what was happening as I suddenly felt his hand move from the wall to the small of my back and his other taking a hold of my face and finally his lips colliding with mine.
What the fuck was happening?
I freaked out and just pushed him away and then proceeded to slap him.âWhat the fuck?â I said as bent down to catch my breath.
âOw! Jesus fucking Christ, why did you have to slap me?â he replied.Thatâs when I realised. I just fucking slapped an idol. Not just any idol. Kang Seungyoon, a senior in the entertainment business and fellow label mate. I just slapped him. As this realisation hit me I snapped my neck up to look and him holding his left cheek in his hands, caressing the red skin.
âShit, shit, shit! Iâm so sorry!â I said as I ran up to him, pulling his hands away and looking at the skin slowly turning red. What I didnât notice, however, was that while I was paying attention to his cheek, his eyes were just on me.
He started smiling.âYouâre so adorable.â He replied ruffling my hair.
âBruh. Stop messing up my hair.â I said, my hands still attending to his sensitive skin.
âIâm sorry, Y/N.â He said still looking straight at my face.
âFor what?â I replied, the kiss incident that occurred a few seconds ago completely out of my mind as I tried to make up for the fact that I had just slapped him.
âFor being a dickhead.â He said. This is when I turned to look right into his eyes. I could feel the sincerity and a hint of concern tingeing his words and it made my heart beat a little faster. Fuck, this stupid crush.
âItâs okayâŠâ I replied looking down again.
âNo it isntâ!â he said as he pulled my chin up with his hand making me look him straight in the eyes.âI was stupid and irrationalâŠâ He continued.
âSeungyoon ple-â I tried to interrupt him but to no avail.
âAnd I canât believe I hurt you. How could I have done that? What was I thinking?â He continued rambling pacing back and forthâWhy did I hurt the person I like and care about?
âWait what?â Did I hear him correctly? Does he like me? What is going on? My thoughts were all jumbled up and could continue hearing him ramble in the background though it sounded more faint. âSeungyoonâŠwhat did you just say?â I asked softly.
âSay about what?â He stopped rambling to turn back towards me and replied.
âWhat did you say just now?â I asked again hoping I didnât have to hint towards it anymore. What if I heard wrong and he said he liked food or something...ok thatâs unlikely but I donât know, I was just having a mental breakdown.
âOh! About, Mino? Yeah, he was just annoying me about how I wasnât talking to you-â He started rambling.
âNo! Before that, you said something about me?â I interrupted him, my voice getting quieter towards the end of the sentence.
âOh!â he said as he walked closer and put his hands on my cheeks making me look up at him again. The warmth radiated off his hands and made me feel so comfortable and warm. He continued, âY/N, I like youâŠâ
It was true. I had heard correctly! I wasnât hallucinating. My heartbeat increased and was pounding against my chest. Different thoughts were running through my head at the speed light.
âI donât know why I was like that I am so sorry. I donât think youâll ever forgive me so itâs okay, just tell me to leave and-â He has started rambling again, oh my god.
âApology accepted!â I said as I pulled him closer and kissed him. I felt his initial shock die down as he relaxed and wrapped his arms around my waist deepening the kiss. We eventually had to pull away to breathe and when we did I smacked him on the head.
âOw! The fuck was that for?â he asked rubbing the spot where I hit him, and in the process making his hair stick up in weird directions. I couldnât help but laugh.
I walking towards him I said, âFor being a real dick and not knowing how to express your feelings and making me confused as fuckâ, as I smoothed down his hair stepping away and admiring my work.
âIâll take that as an âI like you tooââ he said stepping closer and engulfing me in a bear hug.
âSeungyoonâŠpleaseâŠI canât breathe,â I said with much difficulty.
âSorry!â he said as he let me go. I inhaled deeply.
âNow lets back to work!â he replied and he walked towards the computer.
âUgh, no please let me sleepâ I whined as I followed him proceeding to jump onto the couch in the studio.âHeyâŠSeungyoon! Seungyoon! Seungyoon!â I said increasing the volume of my voice each time I said his name.
âWhat?â he turned around to see me making a âsexy poseâ, or what I thought was a sexy pose, on the couch.
âHow about we just cuddle and fall asleep on the couch, huh?â I said seductively trying to get myself some sleep.
âNice try.â He said laughing. âIâm not falling for that. Now get a chair and come here, we need work!â he continued as he turned his back to me and rolled a chair next to the computer.
I grabbed a pillow and dug my face into it as I screamed. This was going to be a long night.
A/N: I apologise for this it isnât that good but I just wanted to post something to get myself started somewhere, so this is an older fic that I wrote a while back. Iâm swamped with school work and canât write much more at the moment so all I could post was an older fic. Sorry ;-;
btw by the âsexy poseâ I was imaging jacksonâs âjust relaxâ pose aha just so you have an image in your mind, or you can think of any other awkwardly cute sexy pose. Â