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20s - agender - they/it ❌NSFW BLOG THAT COVERS HEAVY TOPICS ❌

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BEFORE YOU SCROLL

20s/agender/therian/schizophrenic (given the url i wanted to clarify that im not a "schizoposter" or whatever the hell zoomers say now)

if you see an mlp blog like your post/follow you, sorry thats me and thats my main lol

hieee! this blog comes from a very special strange and most likely “fucked up” place in my heart. i cannot stress enough that if i find out that you are under the age of 18 and you try to follow me ill block you on site. hopefully i wont have to do that

do NOT interact if the idea of reading text posts about delusions, sh, and general nsfl idealizations makes you want to call in a welfare check.

do not let the rambling posts fool you, im dom in writing and sub in practice. also please dont flirt with me it makes me uncomfortable!!!

hazy answers for ask box things,

hazy rambles for just normal posts

hazy stories for my short story stuff

hazy scribbles for my arts

topics that will be discussed here are under the cut! 

drug abuse/intox

abuse in general

stalking

self harm

suicidal idealization

obsession

homicidal thoughts

sexual assault

gore

delusions

sex (consensual and not!!!)

incest (sibcest, maybe a mom post from time to time)

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Its NEVER that serious bro

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Oh, forget it

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first full colored art of serene and its them bleeding from numerous gashes and cuts lollll

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"Fuck yea I'm gonna cum in my sleeping sister" cums in her, no hangups, is satisfied, goes to sleep ❎️

"Oh my god I can't cum in my sleeping sister no that would be so wrong ugh I should stop before I get too close but she feels so good oh fuck" cums in her, appalled by actions, still extremely hard, considers a 2nd run ✅️

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Serene and [UNIDENTIFIED].

Bonus

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Hehe im such cultbait

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Imagine if I delete this whole shit. Lol

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Sorry uhmmmm loser fuckass chud brother who will never pass is that better is that good. Sorry. Oh yea and you can fuck him. Is that alright is this great

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Imagine if I delete this whole shit. Lol

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In the bathroom at work typing this out bc im working through my break.

Last week, I had to take off of work due to a friend passing away, and then a snow storm, and then getting sick. Im going to be getting half of my usual paycheck, which does not bode well when my student loans are due as well as rent. Im already part time because of my anxiety, and if I work more I risk throwing myself into panic attacks each and every shift, therefore making less money than I am now.

Im just asking for $250USD, with 130 going to my rent while I use the rest of my paycheck for my loan. The remaining I get raised will just be to keep my afloat.

If you like my weird drawings and rambling and are in a safe enough position to do so, I ask if you can spare some amount of money.

Paypal.me/tayartsstuffs

$0/250

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$50/250 so far, thank you so much!!

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The 50 has come and gone and now im struggling with a knee injury at work. Im here for another 3 hours, if anyone could pitch in for me to get this brace specifically that would be awesome dear god

EDIT: Was able to buy it!!!!!!!!!! Thank you so fucking much ugh

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what if. older brother loses bet to you. has to dress up as a puppy boy and post a pic on his twitter. you're taking the pictures for him and realizing his face is getting red and he's even more pissed off with each sound of the shutter. "Cut it out already, it's bad enough I'm wearing your panties...you could've bought new ones and forced me to wear those, yknow.." he'd mutter, rolling his eyes. you keep asking him to do different poses to "compare" and see which one is "the best" to upload. as much as he's telling you he's going to kill you after this, he doesn't disappoint, though he's getting more shy. asking him to get on his knees and wag his tail, to give you paw..he's being complicit. you pretend you don't notice the tent he's pitching in your panties right now, or the fact he's leaking right through them as he hisses more threats.

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In the bathroom at work typing this out bc im working through my break.

Last week, I had to take off of work due to a friend passing away, and then a snow storm, and then getting sick. Im going to be getting half of my usual paycheck, which does not bode well when my student loans are due as well as rent. Im already part time because of my anxiety, and if I work more I risk throwing myself into panic attacks each and every shift, therefore making less money than I am now.

Im just asking for $250USD, with 130 going to my rent while I use the rest of my paycheck for my loan. The remaining I get raised will just be to keep my afloat.

If you like my weird drawings and rambling and are in a safe enough position to do so, I ask if you can spare some amount of money.

Paypal.me/tayartsstuffs

$0/250

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$50/250 so far, thank you so much!!

[schizodesires]

In the bathroom at work typing this out bc im working through my break.

Last week, I had to take off of work due to a friend passing away, and then a snow storm, and then getting sick. Im going to be getting half of my usual paycheck, which does not bode well when my student loans are due as well as rent. Im already part time because of my anxiety, and if I work more I risk throwing myself into panic attacks each and every shift, therefore making less money than I am now.

Im just asking for $250USD, with 130 going to my rent while I use the rest of my paycheck for my loan. The remaining I get raised will just be to keep my afloat.

If you like my weird drawings and rambling and are in a safe enough position to do so, I ask if you can spare some amount of money.

Paypal.me/tayartsstuffs

$0/250

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If i post links to my paypal and cashapp bc this paycheck is going towards student loans and I cant deal with my shitty housing authority repeatedly sending me letters about being 2 weeks late lol? Id take the letters over the interest in my loans going up each fucking day I put off paying

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trans girls can rape whoever they want. doesn't matter if you don't want it. shouldn't have gotten me hard. now keep sucking

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PLEASE PUNCH ME. PLEASE STAB ME. GIVE ME MARKS THAT MAKE ME THINK OF YOU YEARS DOWN THE LINE.