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I won’t give up

[typelikeagirl]

[scholasticawenger]

Constant

I’m constantly wrong!

When I’m trying so hard to be good, I’m still wrong.

Even when I express my feelings, I’m still wrong.

I’m trying to understand what’s so wrong about my actions. I’m trying to understand what’s so wrong about my words.

But no one is willing to tell or show me how are the right ways. They just tell me the problem but no solutions.

I’m tired of being constantly wrong.

I’m sick of these shits.

[melancholy---kaleidoscope]

I wish you knew how much I need you right now,

I wish you knew how close I am to giving up on myself.

@pizza-and-insanity

[duhtrinity]

oblivion is bliss

(these are my poems, my dms and ask is always open for anyone)

[thepartsyoullneversee]

Person: "You need to start putting yourself first. You care way more about others than you do about yourself"

Me: *puts self first*

Person: "Ugh you're so fucking selfish and rude!!"

[scholasticawenger]

Exactly this

[booksandcows]

[duhtrinity]

***TRIGGER WARNING***

"crawling out of the womb"

(these are my poems, my dms and ask is always open for anyone)

[mydiarynotesz]

They said “Don’t worry, things will get better, I just need to wait”....

I’ve been waiting....for years now.

[futuredeathmeme]

I haven’t gotten out of bed in 5 days.

[scholasticawenger]

17th Dec 2019

My head took over again.

I’m in a dark place.

I never been able to handle myself whenever being ignored.

Tears...

My heart aching.

I don’t know what to do.

My head is leading me to this dark place and I can’t seem to get out.

Dark place...

I’m longing for the smell of blood. The pain.

I hate it when my head took over.

[blad-e]

[teraineishurt]

[livingfortherainydays]

[nothing-but-a-depressed-teen]

[scholasticawenger]

And when you try to explain what’s going on, people just brush it off. Pushed you to your limit.

[http-xxaxx]

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]