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I'm having the calmest crash out of my life right now. Like I'm going a little insane but I'm also just chillin' and vibin. I'm stressed about a bunch of stuff but at the same time l am not.

Idk how to explain it

#mine

myheaddisananimal

do I love my life? yes.

do I like being single? a lot of the time, yes.

do I long for love, marriage, &kids? literally non-stop always.

do I wish I was in a relationship? yes.

and:

I'd rather be alone for the rest of my life than settle for the wrong person, just for the sake of no longer being alone.

being alone isn't something to be afraid of. spending your whole life feeling alone while there's another person right next to you is.

#mine

The 11 year old L just living out her dreams. 🥰 tonight was nostalgic. Thank you Hils. I feel complete.

#mine #hilary duff #come clean #nostalgia

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My heart is trying to reunite with someone who only existed in my hope.

This realization is painful! But it’s also the beginning of freedom. It doesn’t erase the love I gave. It helps separate my capacity to love from her capacity to return it. & that’s an important distinction, because one of those things are still mine. 💚

#mine #loveL

Today was one of those days, a song comes on and completely captures me. Emotions, on 100. Yes it’s about to be that time of the month… go figure. Trying/Needing to occupy my mind (&time).

Sometimes you think you’re “healed” and you just get slapped in the face.

I’m at the point now, where the question goes, will I ever truly heal from whatever “this” is? Whatever the fuck I keep holding onto. Whatever I keep feeding my delusional ass

I NEED ME A DAMN CAMPING TRIP, GET RIGHT WITH NATURE, GET SOME SUN, SLEEP ON THE FLOOR, & AWAY FROM CELL SERVICE!