everyday i wake up and i feel worse than the day before. it's been almost a month and i feel empty and lonely and envious of everyone around me. i've been hurt so many times but this time it feels like the worst. i hate you and i miss you everyday. i want to still talk to you but there's nothing to say. i feel like i have this weird built up anger to everyone. it feels like being betrayed is just something i will deal with for the rest of my life by everyone who comes into it.









