Thank you! as an info, i'm born in october 28th, 1993 in 1 pm, Malang. Somehow reading an astrology for me is like how the color flows ( i think?? but maybe it's just mere assumptions )
How color flows xDD I’m sooo sorry again for taking forever on this.
Sun: Scorpio , Moon: Aries , Ascending: Aquarius.
Sun, moon and ascending signs are the three most important signs in your birth chart, these three signs alone can tell a lot about you, your emotions, your parents, your life in general, how you react to things right in front of you. Firstly, you have your Ascending in Aquarius. Aquarius is an air sign, the water bearer, ruler of the 11th house of gains in astrology. Having an Aquarius ascending tells me that you are very aloof, or you seem so. You come off as very aloof and unaware of things around you. You may even sometimes pretend not to notice or hear things, but seeing you have a Scorpio sun and Aries moon, you probably do just that, “pretend not to hear” or just seemingly keep to yourself.
You have a Scorpio sun. You’re extremely deep and passionate, sometimes even obsessive, but you don’t let anyone see it. People who know you probably know you as an intelligent person who is very quiet most of the time. Having a scorpio sun means you have the core values of a scoprion, plutarian. You value depth, life, death, secrets, darkness, you may find joy in even being dark or alone, angsty even. But scorpios are intelligent, you would never do something without thinking it through, seeing how it would benefit you or what good it does for you. Everyone knows all about Scorpio suns, so let’s move on to the more interesting stuff.
Your Moon is in Aries. You are actually full of fire, under all that water and air. You have a quick mind, even if you don’t have a quick mouth. You may think of things as black or white, yes or no. You may find yourself doing things, then forgetting what you were doing and starting other things. You never really finish what you start, not because you don’t want to, but mostly because it suddenly isn’t as important to finish the task at hand anymore or you just don’t feel like it. Your mind is quick, and I’m going to guess your head is very sensitive. Head massages could be very helpful for you to relieve stress.
Just by looking at these three things, I would say your father is a pretty strong controlling person. He may even be abusive, physically or emotionally. Or he just speaks very loudly and strongly, always wanting you to do better. He is your ultimate authority figure. He probably has always taught you to tell the truth, no matter what the situation is. Because of this, you have grown up extremely quickly. Responsibility is not just a word, it’s a meaning that takes your entire life. Your mother on the other hand, is more lenient than your father, but she is very strong opinionated on self help and self growth. Your mother probably was the parent to teach you to speak or read. She may have read books to you when you were younger.
You have Saturn in Aquarius, situated in your first house. Your physical self may be a darker shade of tan, perhaps ashy tan. You may struggle with your appearance quite a bit, and this will last for a few more years, until Saturn matures when you’re middle aged. Because of this Saturn in Aquarius, it may seem like, everything you do seems to be genius, but doesn’t work out. You would make a genius project, a tool to help you do your craft, but people around you would just talk about how terrible of a job you did. You may have a hard time coming to realize and accept that you are different than everyone. You want to be accepted by your peers, you have to be seen for your accomplishments, but it just seems like people don’t notice it. My dear, this is the load of karma you’ll be forced to deal with this lifetime. The sooner you come to terms with it, and accept it, work at it, the easier you’ll be free from it. I would advise you to accept yourself, love yourself, enjoy the work that you do, give yourself a break when you need it, but don’t let yourself wallow in the dryness of Saturn’s lessons.
The biggest thing I would stress for you right now is to study what you love. Your passion and your intelligence go hand in hand in your schooling. The sooner you come to study what you love, the more you will reap from it. It looks to me like traveling abroad or studying abroad could be very possible for you. Traveling for teaching or learning, anything like that would be a great idea. You are a diplomat, a highly intelligent scholar, despite your inability to really speak your mind. -which, you can always work at. You are a curious old soul, and you should do what you love, learn and love what you do.
I believe you asked me about your career and schooling. You weren’t sure what you wanted to study or major in, you were at a crossroads or such. It looks to me, like you will have to deal with this problem for a very long time. Pluto and Mercury are toying with your Sun and Mars in the 10th house of your chart. The 10th house is your career and how the world sees you, your work, your public persona. If you learn to speak as strongly as your father, learn to use your voice for your passion, you will easily benefit from your career. I would advise you to choose a career that you are most passionate about. Something that you love to study and feel very strongly for. Criminal justice, police work force, court systems, lawyers, these types of jobs are coming up for me as I look at your chart. You have the responsibility to take on such a government job because you are very strong willed. Having Pluto in the 10th house means you will gain and lose very quickly your status. You may be hired one day, then fired the next. You may be promoted to manager one day, then demoted the next. Just remember that Pluto is a testing planet. Pluto is power. You are ruled by Pluto. Once you fall, do not stop. Pluto may cause you to gain and lose quickly, but remember that once you lose, Pluto will always make you gain again, so long as you’ve worked hard for it and really want it.
Looks to me like you’ve got a lot on your plate and a lot of power struggles to deal with. This is just your life path, your karma and the things you will need to work on and sort out this life. You can do it. You are extremely strong.
I hope this reading has helped you somehow at all, a little bit, if anything. Again, I apologize for taking forever to do this, let me know if you have any questions or need any further explanations.
