Updates on my Non-Existent Love Life
1. I never ended up hanging out with the guy who didn't get a tag... Not from a lack of him trying, but I pushed him away until he went to do the Appalachian trail for a month. Now that he's back, he watches my every story on IG and has tried to reach out a few times. Currently he's trying to connect with me over Lizzo which is PAINFULLY ironic given that I've thought about him while listening to her on NUMEROUS occasions.
2. Past that I talked to a guy a LOT for like over a month but he never asked me out, I lost interest, and it just sort of naturally faded LOL. He seemed cool but I'm so shy and awkward with stuff that I just can't with someone who is even moreso than I am... And I know I could've asked him out. But. That idea made me not into it at all because I'm a needy mess. Anyway.
3. Currently heavily flirting with a VERY cute bearded guy with tats who works with nature stuff and just spent a year traveling the world on a fishing boat and came out directly on TINDER of all places about wanting a relationship.............. Who is 24 LMAAAAAAO FUCK MY ENTIRE LIFE!!!!!!!! I freaked about that at 27 with my 24 at the time ex and now I'm 29!!!!!!! We haven't talked ages at all but. Omg. I haven't told anyone about him yet because I'm very private about that stuff.
And tbh I know I should just block the guy without a tag. But. Idk. :/ :/ :/ I know to not expect anything fruitful from that mess but :/ he was very cute and had a big dick and was funny :/ and I'm only human :/
So the funny thing about this is I ended up marrying 3.......... And definitely did block the guy with no tag!
