scribblingOaf

[sjowgren-deactivated20240728]

people who are mutuals with their irl friends on tumblr are braver than any us marine

[scribblingoaf]

this is me except i dont have irl friends

[gaucheguy]

dean on reddit like /relationships: not sure where to put this but i (m, 40s) have had multiple orgies where men were present and also when i fantasize about growing old it’s always by the side of my best friend (m, 30s/40s i guess? long story) but i’m not gay. however, i also have no desire to have sex with women anymore because all of my emotional needs / etc are being fulfilled by my best friend. it’s not like we have sex, we DON’T (i’m not gay), but over time i’ve found that spending time with him is just more fulfilling in general. what do i do. i’m not gay. why do i feel this way?? and he also recently came out to me (longer story) and like, i WOULD have sex with him if he asked because he’s just been having a rough time recently, so i would definitely have sex with him if he asked. but that doesn’t make me gay, right? it’s NOT gay to have sex with your buddy if you’re just helping a buddy out, you know? that’s just what friends do and it’s common courtesy. should i wait for him to ask first or should i just offer it. he’s kind of awkward about this stuff so i feel like i might need to just go ahead and ask myself

tldr: should i (not gay) offer gay sex to my best friend because he likes me, and i also want to live with him for the rest of my life anyway so i figure this will clear the air 

[scribblingoaf]

this shouldve been the finale

[casmick-consequences]

if dean not in love with cas, then why s11 sam constantly being like

[cursed-byesexual]

[veitstanz]

Ladies and Gentlemen

her

[scribblingoaf]

it's the eyes for me

[whattarush]

Did I ever tell you? That night that I came to you at school? You know dad hadn’t come back from his hunting trip? I must’ve stood outside your dorm for hours. Because I didn’t know what you would say. I thought you’d tell me to get lost or get dead. And I didn’t know what I would’ve done….if I didn’t have you. Cause I was so scared. I was scared cause when it all came down to it….it was always you and me. It’s always been you…….and me.

[awabubbles]

AU where Dean actually becomes a demon when he’s in hell and is never saved. He comes back to his little brother drinking demon blood and taunts Sammy for being a ‘bad boy’ and then offers up himself and his own blood instead.

Even as a demon he’s got a twisted sense of protection, and if someone’s gotta turn the boy king into Satan’s vessel he’d rather be there to do it than Ruby.

[scribblingoaf]

y'all someone better do this

[spikievstheuniverse]

Just saw 4x02…

[scribblingoaf]

Fic update: "When in Rome" (Supernatural) - Part 2 of 3

Status: Ongoing (Part 2 of 3) Characters: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Loki (Trickster/Gabriel) Pairing(s): Sam/Dean Rating: NC-17 Summary:

Chapter 1: The Champion and His Prize Loki transports the Winchesters to Sam's favorite porno. And until they play the roles assigned to them, they are destined to die horrible deaths. Either that or Dean gets ravaged by pent-up gladiators just itching to get a taste of him. Dean chooses the latter. Sam does what he has to. Loosely based on ash_carpenter's fic entitled Just a Role.

Chapter 2: Half-truths Finally, the Winchesters are out of Loki's grasp, or are they?

Genre: Angst, Romance Warnings: noncon, character talking about rape Word Count: ~6,000 Links: Chapter 1 Chapter 2

[deanscolette]

dean is both within and outside the narrative an empty space for other people to put things in

[deanscolette]

[plainwater-pdf]

[scribblingoaf]

you know that feeling when youre researching gods and goddesses for an spn fanfic and then you realize youre laptoppin it up like sam and digging into the lore

im now planning to leave school and follow my calling which is obv to be a hunter

[cowboydeanwinchester]

my favorite thing about fingers in my mouth friday is that it’s abbreviated into fimmf which sounds like you currently have fingers in your m

[cowboydeanwinchester]

mouth. sorry post got cut off because i had finge

[castiels-coat]

[castiel-rising]

[destielette]

This interview was seven months after they first met and look how comfortable they are with each other . Also cockles personal space ™

[vminvisiblestring]

all i think can about when i see these gifs is that old tumblr post that said they looked like a pretentious gay couple on house hunters

[scribblingoaf]

mediocre writing (my own) is the bane of my existence

[scribblingoaf]

did i just spend 8 hours finishing a fanfic no one would read?

why, yes. yes i did.

[scribblingoaf]

Fic: "When in Rome" (Supernatural)

Status: Ongoing (Part 1 of 3) Characters: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Loki (Trickster/Gabriel) Pairing(s): Sam/Dean Rating: NC-17 Summary: Loki transports the Winchesters to Sam's favorite porno. And until they play the roles assigned to them, they are destined to die horrible deaths. Either that or Dean gets ravaged by pent-up gladiators just itching to get a taste of him. Dean chooses the latter. Sam does what he has to. Loosely based on ash_carpenter's fic entitled Just a Role. Genre: Angst, Romance Warnings: noncon Word count: ~7,200 Link: FanFiction

This is my first time ever publishing a fanfic so if somehow, someone stumbles upon this, I'd be ecstatic. Reviews welcome. Also tried my best to not have Sam and Dean be OOC. Keyword being tried.