Live Life With No Doubts

26| Chicago | Tomboy | Lady lover

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I get high because the lows can be so cold

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I feel like the Grinch these days.....is it over yet?

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I thought I needed you.....but I don't..

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Just wanna cuddle and maybe give you like 12 orgasms idk

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Sex sex sex!

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Like a breath of fresh air, the light has been shown to me...I see it...I see it...

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Done....done with the crying.....done with the hoping.....done with thinking I'm "bad"....done with worrying about you and wondering if you still care....I'm done with being sad....my soul and my heart can take no more....it's time to live...live on let go and let life be....come to terms with reality....and let it be......I don't blame you, I don't blame me but I must be done....so that my heart and soul may live on with peace and happiness❤️

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Just tell me you don't love me....so I know you don't love me

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She fades.....she fades.....she fades...I have hoped...I have prayed...I have tried...but still she fades...I'm learning to live on....just live on I must do 😌

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The things we lost in the fire....

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What about when you can no longer cry?

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When you try, you try, you try...but reality is a hard pill to swallow

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My heart so heavy these days...my chest can no longer hold it

[astound]

I don’t know which part of me wants you more; my lips that crave yours pressed against mine, or my skin that is starving for your fingers. But I guess it doesn’t really matter. Because I wouldn’t mind having every part of you

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I miss you…. And I hope you see this....

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I use to love myself, prideful B......but now I don't know myself

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The other day I drank wine all morning, slurred my speech by noon....that's so unlike me...I went to sleep that night with a headache and woke the next morning feeling nauseous. I thought to myself , maybe if I throw up the pain will go away. I found out the pain doesn't go away..not this pain....this pain is stubborn...self righteous ass pain...

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Water falling from my face blurring the letters in front of me. What to do when I can no longer cry? What happens when my well runs dry?