well fuck

one of those cartoon obsessed lesbians she/her 21 livin in a mountain town

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Just remembered the ending to what we do in the shadows…. Whole Mood ruined

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how to train your girlfriend(s)

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each month im gonna make a painting of the fruits that are ripe during that month

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listening to rebecca sugars new album about art school and trying not to cry at work bc i’d give anything for that to have been my life

no matter how hard the world tries to beat it out of me, no matter how badly the odds might be stacked against me,

i’ll never stop creating

i’ll never lose my passion for storytelling

still….. a part of me can’t help but mourn the life i could have had if i had been born in a more progressive state, came from money or artists, had the support and encouragement i needed from the start, the funds to finance my aspirations.

it’s a grief i fear i’ll never be able to shake; its cold grip will slowly hollow me out if i don’t tend to that creative ache within my soul

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oh to have grown up in maryland w artsy parents who encourage your creativity from a young age, go to art college in NYC, become a storyboard artist and later create your own show……

growing up is realizing that if you’re born in the south or midwest the odds are astronomically stacked against you, especially in any creative field

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yeah ig u could say i love my gf or whatever

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destined to be a concept artist, forced to be born poor in america

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caine’s my favorite character idc idc he’s so silly and his design is so frightening and he’s about to do something crazy i can feel it

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ok current life update:

got my own apartment (no roomies !!!), over a year together w my gf, i think imma major in landscape architecture w a minor in illustration :3

we’ll see where i go from here !

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i need to follow more weirdo cringe freaks who use this site like a diary

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any current SCAD students on this hellsite wanting a mutual/ a new friend ? i’m wanting to go there and i’d love to already have at least one person im familiar with

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during the deed my gf said my eyes turn evil when i’m fucking her……. my bad ig lol

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made a comic to portray what my days blending together feels like nowadays

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hiding in the side closet at work bc i’m about to have some sort of break down over wanting to go to school for illustration and be a cartoonist

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everyone wants a bitch like lottie mathew until they pull this shit🙄

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i’m daydreaming about painting dandelions in the sun,

sitting on the grass, painting exactly what i see, not caring if it looks good or not

i’m at my job, mopping the floor, cleaning the counters, but in my brain i’m painting wildflowers in the sun

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i hate capitalism !!!!

i can’t go anywhere without getting so sad seeing the workers bc to me all i see are ppl forced to be doing this useless job instead of their hobbies or passions or anything Real that matters and makes them feel fulfilled

i work 40 hours a week and can’t even afford my own place. so what’s the point of working when it doesn’t guarantee your most BASIC needs are met (food, housing, healthcare)

what are we all doing this for?? i’ve wanted to be a cartoonist for as long as i can remember, now i work at a gas station (w another girl who went to school for animation)

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i’m getting the bootlickers Really pissed w this one so allow me to add on to it.

i make GOOD money, almost double minimum wage, but even making $20 an hour, 40 hours a week doesn’t change the fact that groceries are at least $200 a Week, gas is $30 a week, and a one bedroom apartment in my area averages at around $1500 a month. you do the math

but even if i was making enough to live comfortably, i still don’t think capitalism should exist. majority of jobs are completely useless and people shouldn’t have to slave their ENTIRE lives away for a faceless corporation.

i’m not saying we should all just never work and hold hands singing songs all day, but the work we’re doing should be going directly back into our local community and be balanced so that we’re doing more than just work and recharge for our whole lives

people should be allowed to truly live their lives, not just a 4 day vacation once a year, but really and truly live their lives doing things They enjoy that make Them feel fulfilled and bring a sense of community

if you’re seriously mad by anything i said you need to take a look in the mirror ask yourself why the idea of people working to build a better community instead of get billionaires richer makes you so angry. maybe that stick can come out of ur ass. youre not gonna win this game of monopoly bro