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Hello I'm depressed man with unpleasant personality and you can call me Vincent. I'm old enough to be able to name all the creatures from the primordial soup. I am a hobby artist and I have no need to sell my works because I consider it pointless. English is not my first language and I have some communication problems

Anyway I love anatomy, bats, bugs and most of water creatures (no I don't have autism ffs)

On this blog you can mainly see drawings of my sona and fanarts from various media. Sometimes some other crap

Thanks for you attention, you can block me now

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scrunklybathypocrite

#wake up

#psychopomp #psychopomp 2 #psychopomp mercury #mercury #crusnr colven #psychopomp fanart #traditional art

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dude why all you do online is just complaining about people, atp it's your whole personality 😭

If people were normal and wanted to talk normally, there wouldn't be these posts. Besides, it's not a complaint, it's just raising a problem. Ah wait! For you every sentence said in a negative light is a complaint and immediately makes you toxic. I forget

#ask n answer #it's not nice to stalk like that anyway #you piece of shit.

Now let's talk about a topic that has been discussed on this "friendly, supportive" server. Namely, what I mentioned earlier: What exactly is an artist, and what makes you one? The answer was simple: anyone can call themselves one. But the topic turned more to what to do to create what you love. So, there was mentioning the obvious. You have to create first and foremost, hone your skills without looking at others. Easy to say but harder to do. Motivation in creating is also important, and nothing gives you as much motivation as the thought that someone will be interested in what you create. Not everyone has a psyche of steel that doesn't care about anyone around them. It's natural.

Then the topic turned to conquering one's reach. "If you have many friends who will increase your range, you will have better drawing skills" said a certain great personality, and then she enlisted the support of her cronies. So, you need connections, you need to suck up, you need to literally kiss the ass of a bigger artist to be able to call yourself one. Sucking up to bigger artists doesn't make you an artist. Because you can create and sell work that isn't worth the price, but it's boosted by a bigger "friend," so you have that option. But that doesn't make you create better things, because you start making mass production for an audience that is of poor quality

Despite everything, there is no justice in this sphere, you can only rely on the mercy of others not to criticize you for a sarcastic comment.

#vincent's rambling #vent post #art community #artists

Hello there Vincent here

I recently experienced an interesting incident. Let me put it bluntly, I was banned from a server where, as I've said after talking to a mod, I was toxic. I saw screenshots where the tone without context was quite aggressive, but in each case I repeated that it was simply sarcasm. This is my type of humor, I won't change it because I don't feel the need to force myself to pretend to be someone I'm not. An adult wouldn't be offended by something like that. In fact, I may have been teasing some people a bit, because I think some people think a little too highly of themselves. One person couldn't stand it when someone dared to comment negatively on her work, while another spoke relatively normally, but I still noticed the distance she felt towards me. This is probably how people over 30 operate: instead of solving a problem and talking, they prefer to cut everything off and lock themselves in their toxic bubble of positivity, not caring that they are worsening the other person's condition and, along with it, worsening their own reputation.

Another thing was the second group of extremely irritating people who literally shit themselves when they saw their friends' work as if they had never seen it in their lives. If you weren't their friend, or you didn't have an interesting style, or you were just me, you were automatically ignored. I was ignored solely because they didn't like me. Why? Because a former friend didn't like me and I suppose I was slandered. So I was automatically this negative, bad person that no one wants to talk to because he has too pessimistic an approach to life.

I probably don't have to say that I felt unfair because I was banned by a mod who simply prefers those people. So there was no reaction to their spam, but once I got involved in the discussion there was an immediate reaction. All you had to do was speak in a different tone than everyone loves and you were immediately labeled a "racist, Nazi, homophobe".

This is the fantastic, artificial environment found in Warhammer Community.

I will postpone the next topic until tomorrow, because it was also a display of absurdity and logical somersaults

#warhammer community #darktide #vincent's rambling #vent post

I saw you mentioning Reghata from TADC, I wonder what other characters you like or dislike there

I'm not really into this universe, but I've watched it two or three times and honestly, I really like Kinger ( I especially liked the third episode because of this) and Caine. As for the rest of the crew, they're nothing special to me. Zobble and Gangle irritate me, Raghata is just what I can't stand, and Pomni is just Pomni.

#ask n answer #the amazing digital circus

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#hp lovecraft #lovecraft #shoggoth #lovecraftian horror #at the mountains of madness #cosmic horror #traditonal art

Do you have some facts about your ocs regarding pridemonth? If not it's fine too ofc ^^"

Honestly, I don't really know how to answer such questions. I don't consider myself queer and I've never really thought about it in depth. It's only been a year since I've become more aware of basic things in terms of body, identity, and love. Therefore, each version of my sona represents some problem that has bothered me over the years.

A Netrunner, ripped from his former life, has completely lost control of his own mind and body. He felt things he hadn't felt in years, ever since they'd put all the hormone-controlling implants in him. For me, a person is mainly pushed by hormones and values instilled over the years. That's why Vincent was lost. He didn't know how he worked, what attracted him, he doubted his heterosexuality, just like I do now.

The Inquisitor, on the other hand, mainly experienced stigmatization for who he was. His father guided him with a firm hand where he should go and what he should be like. Despite everything, the effect was completely different, it was only fed with additional hatred towards himself and everyone around him. Because of all this, he was also unable to love.

The latest version was supposed to be, above all, a body horror. I wanted to include all the suffering that comes with a changing body. But I won't spoil anything more.

Generally, I will mention that I have been struggling with dysphoria for many years. Therefore, each version has some theme related to body hatred. You can interpret it however you want because I don't really need to talk publicly about who I am, what I'm going through, or what's happening to me. You already know too much and I don't want to further damage your perception of me.

#ask n answer #pride month #lgbt

I am nobody. I don't mean anything. I am worthless. I contribute nothing to this world, just like every single human being. Yet I feel that I am not like other individuals. I am worse. I don't enjoy success, I don't enjoy small things, I don't see the positive in praising every single piece of crap and everyone condemned me for it. Maybe it's better, maybe I should continue dying in my head. The emptiness is consuming me more and more, there is more and more nothing good in my head. I'm tired, tired of my paranoia, tired of my obsessions. I just wanted the only person I care about to be happy, and once again I ruined everything. Why do I need this existence? Why couldn't I hang myself? I don't deserve anything. Attention-seeking piece od shit.

Its pride month,

you know what that means.

Happy gay month

#ask n answer

Are you non binary?

Your favorite colour's are the flag

O I didn't notice it

No I'm not nonbinary

#ask n answer

Hey... no hate or anything but I was just wondering why you hate Marazhai... ? He's one of my favorite characters so I'm just curious...

I just didn't like this character. Plus, the fact that everyone loves him and he's everywhere put me off. Besides, it's not a sin to dislike a character, right?

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Give me:

10 literally me characters

favourite color combo

least favourite color combo

10 characters that you hate

!!!

Alright!

Literally me characters:

- Jakub from 1670

- Griffith

- Yoshikage Kira