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This is a existential, tryin' stay alive and find hope, find a will type of blog. I just decided to make it to share corn dog thoughts , sorry I'm still "human" . Partially human. Writing, and i don't fucking know click off

Sorry in advance, I tried to stay so badly, just know I came around, not like it's worth a thing. I deserved it

Age: 21

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These ppl will be incoherent barely speak in full sentences and will somehow still say the n word .. thickest accent in the galaxy and will still fix their lips to say the n word.

I was hate crimed years and years ago I had it on video but in the end it doesn't matter since it's a daily occurrence on the internet while black. This world is obsessed with black ppl it's so FUCKING STRANGE and I will never not stop talking about how u ppl are so fucking complicit in other groups of ppl being hated FOR SOMETNJNG THEY CAN NOT CONTROL AND INCTHE SAME BREATH STILL USINF SLAVE LABOR TO FUEL THIS SCAMMING TOXIC RAPE COUNTRY genuine hive mind

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The men are obsessed with trans women b/c they are attracted to trans women . The women are obsessed with trans women b/c they feel they need to "compete" for cis het men validation when cis het men is killing u regardless of ur identity. Women are also obsessed with gay men b/c "it's not right" for a man to be gay he needs to "procreate" with a woman. "You're too handsome to be gay"

All of this shit is so fucking weird

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Went to go see adolescence of Utena in theatre it was packed , and that movie is so beautiful and so well done . I adore that movie I adore the symbolism the animation the music the soundtrack . I actually have the movie on dvd but hearing the suspense of the scenes in the theater was so exciting I wish I could idk remember it in my head forever bottle the emotion. I absolutely love the anime as well, but the movie design of the characters are soooo good . Utena's new prince look in the movie was gas gas gas. And juri's shadow looking like touga for a split second during their duels I think was always on purpose . Anyways lovely fucking movie. I can't express how much it felt to feel represented in some capacity. Yeah i absolutely love the movie . The bravest and strongest ppl are girls are rose brides and yeah when they end up going to the outside world i did cry

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Bruh honestly idc how ppl take this but im genuinely so tired of little kids mostly young girls being killed in video games for these gamers(men) to have a shred of empathy they forgot about . Especially especially after so much shit about these e files has been released. Too many parts in resident evil requiem felt too on the nose for the things happening in the world that ppl don't like to talk about and it felt so disturbing to me that I don't even want to continue watching the gameplay. Also assassins creed has done it too often of killing young girls for the player to feel sad .. STOP KILLING YOUNG GIRLS IN YOUR GAMES it's fucking disturbing seeing some game about cloning little girls and seeing them be stripped of their humanity and childhood during this climate . It's making me sick . Maybe some of it is to "raise awareness" but I don't find it to be raising awareness at all I just find it as shock value at this point it's weird asf to me. And honestly all this media on little girls/kids being used for manipulation and weird shit I think it shows how powerful little girls are and how we need to protect little girls now more than ever . That's why there's so many laws pushed to control women's bodies and there was a ring of women found unground RECENTLY LIKE HUMAN INCUBATORS . Seriously ppl need to start talking about shit that actually matters bruh and no this is not me pointing the blame at these two franchises these are just the franchises I've seen it happen in recent times

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I cooked a debater by asking them what their pronouns were . Ws in the chat . I even went to read their bio to see what they identified as and it didn't tell me .

The debater was saying that everyone should be Muslim and I specifically went on their forum to ask why should I be Muslim when I'm currently agnostic and before we could "debate" they / it kicked me from the live b/c I wanted to clarify what their pronouns/what they identified as . I was told it was a silly question and was swiftly kicked from the live . Pronouns win again . Pronouns have been trembling in fear bruh it's crazy💀🌞

Deceased

(Two types of Naruto fans b/c their profile name was 'Itachi' and I had my Sasuke and Sakura pfp 💀😭)

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I love you can we get married to each other I think we'd make each other happy. And I don't want to think about what ifs. I'm so tired of ppl defying themselves of love and letting others dictate who they can give their own love too. Can we get married..? I mean we don't have to get married but be together forever . She told me she loved me chat I was the one who always said it I'd even get shy and not say it but I was always thinking it she's so sweet . I wanna talk to her all the time . It's all In my head

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Still burst into tears / hyperventilating over my dead dog he's been dead for 7 years damn near . I miss my best friends, hope he's living a better life

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Having a dream about the "bi" girl that had her almost bf tell her to stop being friends with me all b/c I said I liked her. I just feel like a walking pile of sin burdened by societal bs. We really restrict ourselves from love itself . Anyways I just want it over with .

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Have I seriously ever met a man worth a damn ? Have I ever met a man that was genuinely a "protector" um hell no not even my dad. Apparently my messed up in the head ass uncle is going around attacking his black female family members and he just went to my mom's house and attacked her property and he was calling me for some fucking reason. ( I specify black female family members because there's not many men in our households since most of them died honestly) but I'm so confused . My uncle apparently has "mental issues" or some type of ptsd and so he does this from time to time. He even tried to kill my oldest female cousin son years ago . But I'm just so confused wtf maybe he's actually possessed because there's no reason why he should just me allowed to run around and harass his family like he's got a switch in his head . I'm so confused .

Ig this man really is crazy or it's "light skin man syndrome" I just made that shit up . But I'm just so tired of this world . It's a possibly if he tried hard enough he could actually break into this house I'm at b/c .. yeah . Nobody cares ok bye

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I remember when I was in grammar school my friends at the time commented on how i flinched a lot "u must be getting hit at home" ( or something like that she said ) and I can't remember what I replied back . I think I thought that everyone was getting beat/whoopin/popped as a black skinned child. I thought everyone got beaten and abused by the ppl that claim to love u. I still flinch alot

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Crazy how ppl have to get on these social media platforms (run by billionaire 🦎) and beg for ppl to give a fuck about their unlivable situation and hope somebody will help them get a meal for the day. How tf is any of this real life . We can damn near cure almost any illness(caused by the very ppl we supposed to seek help from) but at the same time will charge someone thousands of dollars to even get said treatment . And yes ppl have made discoveries to cure cancer if u haven't known. .. like I don't understand anything about this world

I can see a turtle and cat become friends, cheetahs and dogs , fish and ppl BECOME FRIENSS FORM A BOND OF TRUST AND UNDERSTANDING BUT WE STILL HAVE PPL IN THIS WORLD HATING ANOTHER PERSON BECAUSE THEIR SKIN IS DARKER THAN ANOTHER . HOW DOES THAT MAKE ANY FUCKING SENSE . I HAVW TO BEG FOR A HUMAN NECCESITY A HUMAN RIGHT AND PPL LOOK AT U CRAZY AND TELL U UR NOT WORKING HARD ENOUGH. WHAT IS RHIS LIFE . How is any of this living . How can anyone live a proper life seeing ppl bombed for living in their own places of birth .....???? HOW TF IS ANY OF THIS NORMAL HOW IS ANY OF THIS "RIGHT" WHY ARE SO MANY PPL COMPLICIT IN SO MUCH HURT why does our world promote so much hate and violence towards the literal SEX that brings life into this sorry ass world

Idk why ppl don't care . Why do I need to beg u to care for another person , why don't u care for someone suffering . This shit is the most unnatural shit to me . Not trans ppl, this right here . Ppl not caring for another life form is the most unnatural shit to me . Idk how much a person in misery has to scream loud enough for u ppl to have a glimpse of empathy .

Nothing in this world has really changed

This person has jaw cancer

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This person needs a place to lay their head

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I'd say I'm a bit more "privileged" that's why I find it hard to reach out but I'm also struggling to buy groceries if anyone wants to help $raspykid cashapp

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I already have terrible heart palpitations since I was a little kid , gonna eat some burgers till I die . They are so good I just wanna pass fr

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"We should prioritize mental health, the way we treat the mentally ill is a problem in this world" and it's about a fully developed grown man that blew up a hospital and killed thousands of ppl.. are we being deadass rn

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I met a 100year old lady named Venus , volunteering . That was pretty cool

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Crimes against humanity, these ppl not even human

Ebola outbreak, rape festivals, bombings in multiple parts of the world, our country run by pedos and lizard ppl, time to take off the rose colored glasses gng

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BMSCO