Tw/cw- Established friendship, slight argument, clingy riki?, reader is enamoured by his hands, no pv only fingering, starts gentle, gets rough and then gentle again, reader gets cocky at start but is sub, petnames, penetrative o! from fingers, might not be like amazing perfect i am so out of it writing this right now guys also kinda blunt ending.
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Wc- 3k [i swore i wrote more… how did this happen] also lowkey un proofread.
Tag/req- @babygoblinn ❤️
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The day was coming to an unfortunate end, not so much for the fact that work was ending but more the fact you’d have to return home.
Or whatever you called home at this point.
The thought of doing more work bored you out of your mind but even worse was whose face you’d see waiting for you in your own hallway.
You didn’t hate him and you never would. Nor would you ever gaslight yourself into thinking that way.
But your feelings were so muddled.
Did you like him, do you hate him? No way, theres no way. But you didn’t just like him.
Ever since inviting him to stay at yours for a little while he was complaining about how you never spent time together, you were anxious to step through your own doors.
Well, fair to say you did welcome him into your arms. And your home.
It was a good job you enjoyed his company, you loved it.
But seeing him when you came home after conceptualising a relationship all day to pass the cooperate job boredom would just rub it in.
It felt extra personal.
You’d been friends for years, best friends even longer and for years you had been thinking about this. But you never allowed yourself to call it a crush, rather an interest.
The word crush spilled in you, a wave of guilt at the thought of ruining what your relationship held.
Your palm pushed the door exiting your workplace, the cold evenings air blowing your hair back.
You practically ran to the car, you couldn’t wait to get out of that place.
But back to your place?
That was another feeling.
Your mind drifted to the list of things that could take place after seeing him at home, losing attention of the wheel and living in a maladaptive state until you got back. It was a miracle you got there safe, the weight of your imagination stacking upon you.
You felt bad for leaving him home alone all day, not going home during your lunch break and abandoning your phone.
For the past week you texted him on your break, even about silly things.
But everything got caught up in your schedule today and you simply forgot to update him.
But, you appreciated your moments, even though you felt bad for not texting today.
You got out the car, whispered a walk up to the door and unlocked it gently as to not distract him from whatever he was maybe doing.
You beckoned the door open, looked over to the kitchen and.. he wasn’t there? For the past 4 days he had been cooking you dinner. Maybe you had just expected too much and got used to the routine too fast?
You turned the corner to the living room, placing your black handbag on the dining table in the corner.
There he was, on the sofa with the tv on,turning back when he heard the keys in your bag smashing into the table.
He had the look of a sad kitten trying to hide something, of which you liked. A lot.
But you wouldn’t admit, you’d known each other for too long. You didn’t want to break it.
You really didn’t.
“You didn’t text.” he whined, his eyes almost glassy but you couldn’t take it seriously. Maybe he was being sarcastic or playful?
“Hey, i’m sorry. Work just got so busy i couldn’t even check my phone Riki,” you sighed.
A day of exhaustion and not wanting to explain your feelings. His deep sighs was doing nothing to help.
“I thought you were just ignoring me,” he said.
Your regret started to pile up, Riki seemed hurt by your neglect and you didn’t want him to feel sorry for himself.
You sat next to him and analysed the tv, some music show he had put on to keep himself entertained.
You both sat in silence, eyes on the tv, the show getting boring very fast as you picked up your phone.
15+ missed calls.
“You called me?”
What a stupid question, you could see that he called you.
“Yes, you didn’t text and I was worried,” his voice was clear.
“Im so sorry you know i was busy-“
“Do you love me?”
His question, blunt and straightforward caught you off guard.
“Huh?”
“You heard me,” Rikis hand reached for your free palm, your fluster becoming evident by the way his pupils reacted to the compliment of his hand on your skin.
He said no more, as you blanked out at his question and sat back up.
He returned his hands to himself and looked somewhat defeated by his failed advances.
You discarded your phone to the coffee table, you sat up straight and tried to meet his gaze.
He avoided it awfully successfully, fully turning away.
You could tell something was up, obviously. But you weren’t mad.
Just shocked.
“Tell me what you mean by that..” your voice broke out into a giggle of disbelief, staring at the side of his face as he looked down at his hands.
Caressing the rings adorning his fingers ;you never noticed them before.
“I just, you never see it do you? Why do you think I wanted to stay with you? Did you think i was just doing it for fun?” Riki’s voice carried sincerity, that of which you had never heard from him.
But the questions were so direct.
You assumed he had came because he was ‘lonely’ and you just wanted to help a friend out.
But maybe he was doing this for fun.
“What do you mean, i was just trying to help you.”
He turned to face you, the word ‘help’ from your lips aimed at him struck his heart like an arrow, the fact you were so open to helping him.
It was just different from you.
“You want to help me?”
“Of course i do, why would i not want to? You’ve always been nothing but kind to me”, your tone shifted into soft from accusatory.
He pouted, you could see the exact moment his energy shifted by the way he presented himself.
“Why are you…” you trailed off.
“What?”
You raised an eyebrow at his cockiness, what is with all the questions?
“Just answer me Niki”
He didn’t answer, he stared into your soul so deep you swore he could read your mind. In that case he knew what you wanted from him, you wouldn’t have to somehow make it painfully obvious and perhaps embarrass yourself in the process.
You let out a sigh, weakly, as he inched closer again.
He finally spoke, “Do you really want me to tell you? Or are you going to start again?”
Your jaw dropped at his sudden expression of words.
Start again?
You must have looked insane, his eyes swallowed you whole as he continued.
“I didn’t think so, i came here because i wanted this.”
Still too blunt, it could mean anything.
You knew it probably didn’t, but still you had doubts.
You didn’t know what to do with yourself, your hands started to tremble. You never expected your feelings to be reciprocated, by such a man who you have been dreaming of your whole life but were too scared to tell.
You shot up and headed to the hallway, Riki’s hands grabbing your wrist and pulling you back towards him.
He wasn’t letting you escape this easily.
“Hey it’s okay, i know how you feel” his voice was heavy and carried weight, your only response was to look at him and pout.
The way this whole week had shifted, the first day he was giggly and excited then distant and then this?
You knew how his feelings changed, but this was unpredictable.
His hand moved from your wrist to your palms, stroking them with the tips of his fingers.
All of him was gorgeous, but his hands were encapsulating.
“How long have you felt like this, I mean i haven’t been one to show it i know but you don’t hide it well. Especially not this week”
Especially not this week.
“What? How do you even know?” You spoke, you were genuinely flustered at the fact he knew.
Riki’s lips curved to a smile.
“I see the way you’ve been looking at me and caring for me, you get so flustered so easily when you even hear me.”
‘Well shit, i guess it was obvious’ you thought.
You knew you got flustered, you felt the way the heat rose up your face when he even helped you wash the dishes and put away clutter around your place.
But it wasn’t that obvious.
“It’s been a while. Im sure you know that too, right?” You tried not to say with a shake in your voice.
His free hand found your face, the other hand embracing your hand fully.
“I do.”
Your bodies drew closer, intimate and passionate.
But you were yet to embrace to your fullest.
You were dragged to your own bedroom where you had co incidentally been sharing a bed because you lacked a spare room and Riki preferred to sleep next to someone anyway.
You see it as nothing but casual.
The door slammed behind you, your back meeting it and leaving no gap in time for thinking between the actions.
It wasn’t rough, just passionate.
“God you’re so obvious” his voice practically whined as he met you face to face. His frame practically swallowed yours up, his height doing a few numbers on yours.
You placed your hands on his shoulders, moving them to the back of his neck as you just waited for him to make a move.
You could look at him all day even if nothing was happening which was obvious by how he noticed you staring at him all those times. And especially now, he could tell you were desperate. Your face could never hide such feelings.
He let out a little laugh before his lips met yours, the pressure was so sudden you didn’t expect it.
You didn’t break the kiss though, you deepened it even more. The weight of this whole situation you had been thinking of for years and especially this week being lifted gave your ego a boost and your body a strength you didn’t know you had.
You moved your hands from the back of his neck to his chest and pushed him towards the corner of the bed which was neatly layed out but begging to be ruined.
The sound he made in response made you cock your head to the left slightly like a puppy, you didn’t expect him to react quite so.. desperately?
His eyes, his whole face shifted into something that you hadn’t ever seen.
“That was strong, what do you want from me pretty girl?” His voice deepened.
“Why don’t you tell me? Since you know everything.”
He moved swiftly, walking around you and pushing you down instead.
You’d never had someone be quite so heavy handed with you, but you were quick to learn that it might not be a bad thing.
“Don’t think i didn’t notice the way you look at my hands, seriously.”
The accusation caught you like a criminal.
He continued, “ And since you’ve been focusing on them, it’s all you’ll get tonight.”
And you settled.
“You won’t ignore me ever again, right baby?” Riki’s soft talk got to you leaving you speechless, all he got was a weak nod from you. But that wasn’t good enough for him, of course it wasn’t.
“You have to talk to me.”
“I won’t ignore you again i swear I’m sorry-“
His habit of cutting you off was irritating, he moved his hand over your mouth to shush.
“You won’t ignore me after this.”
He wasted no time getting to work, pushing you lightly up the bed to get comfortable.
His hands caressed your sides with the lightness and warmth of touching something precious, moving to your thighs to part them gently.
He positioned himself between them, not doing anything other than making sure to gently ghost touches all over your body.
You watched as he did so, his hands flush against the skin now perfectly contorting the way your body curved and dipped.
The desperation was growing, your face was blushed as you kept your eyes on his fingers.
“So focused. Stay focused.” Riki gently cooed as he brought his hands from your hips to your face as he kissed you so gently.
The argument from earlier was replaced with adoration. Only now did it become obvious that he definitely had feelings for you too. And that relief alone was pleasurable.
“Are you ready?” Riki inquired, voice deep and lids heavy.
“Yes baby” you reciprocated.
He tenderly removed your clothes, his eyes checking out everything he could. You let him, you made it easier for him to do so after repositioning yourself as your shirt came free from your frame.
He didn’t say a word, just purred and hummed in approval.
His hands moved to your chest, the friction he gave was enamouring.
It honestly felt like nothing you’d felt before, the way he touched you it was just perfect.
The light pressure dissipated fast, hardening pressure on your body earning him a whimper from your lips.
He furrowed his brows slightly in surprise, his expression turning into something you didn’t see from him often.
The whimper set him off, he was obviously determined to get you to reveal the extent of the pleasure he was giving you as his hands disregarded your chest and moved down to your core.
You knew how wet you were, you felt pathetic layed in front of him so vulnerable.
He barely applied any force to your wetness, but the heat coming from his body and the way he was looking at you was just making you more and more desperate.
You bucked up your hips to meet his hand, the hand on your hip pushing you right back down as you whined from the stimulation you got from his other ghosting hand.
“Be careful darling. You want me to be rough?”
Obviously.
“Please” you begged of him. All these years of wanting this. You wanted him to take it out on you, to give you what you always wanted.
“Mmhm,” he purred,
“If you want it so bad then you’ll get it, don’t want you waiting any longer do we princess?”
Riki’s words were electric, making you react in ways you never thought you could get to.
The point was gotten to straight as he applied the pressure you had been chasing.
The contact was instant and effective, causing you to react vocally. And loud it was.
You didn’t expect such a feeling to emit such a response.
And it was obviously appreciated, you didn’t have time to even adjust before he pushed his fingers into you.
He didn’t move them, but the stretch and the length of his digits in you was euphoric.
The way it filled you effortlessly to him.
And when he did start moving he didn’t stop himself, his motions were done with a firm purpose to provoke as many noises from you as possible.
And holy fuck was it working.
He used his free hand to trail up your sides again to reach your cheek and made your mouth prevail to his thumb.
You instantly took it in, pornographically as he threw his head back from the vision alone.
Riki himself was starting to let soft whines escape, all from just getting you off.
“God you’re doing so well for me sweetheart.” He cooed, his eyes on you the whole time.
“Harder, please”
Your request was pathetic but it worked, prompting him to start hitting your spot harder.
He could tell you liked it as he went even harder, his free hand gone from your mouth and stroking your sides to now scratching them as he whined in tandem with you.
You moved your hand onto his wrist, not to stop him but to hold his hand.
You pulled him closer to you, kissing him as you felt your orgasm draw near.
You didn’t utter a word, too in the moment and focused to string together thoughts.
Just focused on each other.
Your breathing became sharper, Riki noticing and nodding weakly watching you fall apart around his fingers with glassy eyes and pouted lips.
He didn’t need to verbally complement you, the look alone showing you all you needed.
He kissed you softly, slowing his movements as your climax passed and pulled out gently.
The roughness was only temporary, instantly going back to compliments and sweetness.
But through all of it, you were relieved that you didn’t have to carry the weight of your secrets anymore.
And it looked like he would be staying over a lot more as he lay next to you and covered you in the numerous blankets that adorned your bed.
hey..dont wanna feel like im rushing by any means but lowk update in the riki finger fic👀
Hello lovely.
Ive had some issues writing this, i wrote some plot and then lost it and re wrote some and then just haven’t gone back to yet.
I will try finish it tonight if i can, im working on like 3 stories at once and im finding it best to add to them when i have odd ideas in the day. I can say though its only the smut i actually need to write, which for that i have ideas listed. Just need to write it down properly!
Thank you for being so patient, it would have been out earlier if i didn’t get sick and have a pretty bad ocd episode 😭 I will try to get it out tonight or tomorrow! Promise you!
you arent obligated to do anything you dont want to and its okay to take time off for yourself!!
we love you no matter what
xoxo, babygoblinn
Hello my love ❤️
Exams went well! I get my results back in a couple months.
“Well” I say, i had to take maths and we all know that never goes well for me at this point. But honestly it’s my last shot and I’ve never been one to math.
Im too creative to understand it i think. But I’ve made peace with that, i don’t mind and i don’t like things to take up room in my mind. Stressing about it and being sad that i didn’t pass isn’t going to get me anywhere, i have to work and move on!! Thank you for allowing me to talk about it! I don’t think anyone should linger on failure, when strength is to come from it. You cant have strength without periods of weakness.
Also, thank you. I very much do take time for myself and i wont pressure myself.
Being unwell has only made me feel more excited to write and create in all forms whether that be draw, write or even sing. It’s funny, you really yearn to live when you see yourself so depleted. And i want to write and create so in my own time i will!
I am so sorry it seems i am in and out of everything at the moment. I have been unwell and tired and college stuff has wrapped up. Hopefully now i can get my head in the game because i have so many drafts to edit and ideas to write!
As its summer break now too, i have extra time to just piss around and write.
If there are any requests of any group or post, please tell me <3
As well as fics, i want to start writing just letters (like this). Even if no one is receiving, it’s a creative outlet to me and i love writing anything.
I hope all is well with you, have a nice rest of the day <3
[authors note: im sorry this is a little shorter than the usual, its honestly just because its hard to pad out a backstory when… i dont… want to. Anyway please enjoy!]
(Smut obv, gentle, established relationship)
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It was evening, and to be honest you had a very empty day. You chose it, you felt vulnerable today. Otherwise you felt fine but you couldn’t shake the slightly off feeling you had all day. The energy was different, not in a bad way.
Just something you hadn’t felt before.
You and your partner, Jay, had been lingering around the house all day. Not talking but not ignoring each-other either.
The odd hug from behind, the kiss on the cheek.
You both appreciated that you could enjoy each other’s space while not communicating. Thats what you liked about him.
But now that evening had rolled around and you were both on the couch together under the dim light of the lamp in the corner, you felt comfortable to break the silence that you so desperately wanted to shatter the whole day.
“I feel different today.” You said. Straight out and forward, just like that.
“I can tell, that’s why I’ve been careful with you all day honey” Jay replied in his usual soft tone, pulling you closer to him.
The warmth of the room was perfect, everything seemed more natural than normal.
“I hope you didn’t think I was like… Crazy or anything…” you said, genuinely hoping you hadn’t scared him away with your isolation of your voice.
“Crazy? I don’t think you’re crazy baby.” He said, running a hand through your hair as you let out a deep sigh.
“Hey, it’s okay. Tell me whats wrong, communicate” Jay continued as he turned to face you, your eyes meeting with a deep gaze.
“Jongseong…” you began, a breath left his lips as you called him this. You rarely called him this but he adored when you did. And you adored that it caught him off guard every time.
“It’s you.”
“What about me baby?”
He raised his eyebrow and tilted his head, curious.
“I want you” you managed to murmur under your breath, coming out with less confidence than you had in mind.
“Say it again, louder.”
“I want you.”
This seemed to satisfy him, a subtle shift in energy from curious to understanding.
“Show me what you want.” He whispered, lowering you down onto the couch.
You didn’t speak, it seemed he knew what you wanted as his eyes complemented your body with viscosity.
“Come on, you can tell me. I know you want to.” He said with a giggle as he met you face to face.
“Jongseong…”
“Say it again for me”
“Touch me Jongseong.” You whispered in his ear.
“See, it wasn’t that difficult was it?” Jay said, kissing you.
The connection between your lips was magnetic after he had been teasing you. You could feel him smiling against you, his kisses ever so gentle.
Jay sat up, the break in the kiss causing you to pout in response.
Jay fake sympathised, mocking your pout as he brought his hands to your hips, up your sides and back down to your hips.
“Are you okay? Are you ready?” He checked in, you nodded in response.
“Okay darling” he said as he coaxed both of your clothes off.
“Tell me when you want me to start” Jay lowered himself to meet you again, kissing your neck.
Your hands instinctively locked around the back of his head, pulling his hair as you tried to regain control of yourself.
“Im ready” your voice softly said, bringing his lips to yours again to make the awkwardness of the silence before dissipate.
Jays hands met the sides of your face, caressing your cheeks with a feathering pressure as he carefully pushed into you.
The sudden sensations causing you to both set out small whimpers as you adjusted to your senses again.
“Are you okay?” He checked in, the care in his voice offered a hum from you in response.
He understood, gradually starting to pick up the pace as he continued to kiss you where he could reach.
No place was left untouched, every moment was full of sensation.
The pace speeding up only made your hunger for him more audible, Jay soon following in audible vulnerability.
The two voices melodically tied together, souls pulling closer at each other.
“Look how well you are doing for me” Jay complemented.
You just got more vocal, the casual praise from his raspy voice hitting you harder than you expected.
The way he was pleasuring you so gently was overwhelming, you didn’t expect it to mess you up like this.
You could feel your closeness, the two of you panting together as you dragged your nails into Jays back to maybe relieve some of the pressure momentarily.
“God please, keep going Jongseong” your whines trailed off.
Upon hearing his name again, Jay slumped his head into your shoulder as his pace began to drop. Both of you were a gentle mess of noise and sweat, holding each other with adoration.
“Like… this?” Jay took breaths between his words, moving himself up so he could look at you.
Your head had instinctively moved to the side, losing focus on what you were supposed to be looking at.
But you were soon reminded.
“Hey, look at me.” Jays voice was demanding but sympathetic.
You looked at him instantly, not wasting a second thought. You admired his flushed face, expressions of need only to be revealed by such needy senses.
“Good girl.” He growled as he instinctively moaned your name.
You loved hearing it from him, it made you feel wanted. But in this instance it made you feel beautifully owned in bodies and souls.
You were both close, and you didn’t even check in with each other again. You just let it happen, the seconds building up fast.
Your bodies unraveled in synchrony, moans of relief and pent up energy finally falling from your lips.
The moment stilled, the appreciation of each other was finished off with another gentle kiss.
“I’m glad you told me how you felt” Jay said, kissing you again as he sat up and watched your hands fall to his which layed on your sides.
You adored the softness of the night, you would wallow in it forevermore if you could.
Quick Enha [ot7] one shots/imagines (18+ ) Suggestive -
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{Lia’s author note- I am trying to write a full fic atm, i just dont know why it’s so hard for me to write a whole fic these past months. So please, take this as compensation for my absence}
Smut/ suggestive will be marked with a 🩸
Starts under the line !! ⬇️
𑣲 Heeseung-
•Heeseung who adores your touch more than anything, your fingers on his skin complementing every part of it.
•Heeseung who can’t stop admiring you in every situation, getting lost in your beauty.
•Heeseung who enjoys his slight power imbalance over you but loves it even more when you take control.
•Heeseung who cannot shut up about you, fluster on his face when you even brush past him. A soft romantic.
🩸Heeseung who talks you through it so gently. His voice is always compassionate, every movement full of meaning.
“You’re doing so well”
𑣲Jay
•Jay who always over appreciates the little things you do for him, making you feel special. Even little chores around the house are met with a kiss and affection.
•Jay who teaches you guitar, carefully repositioning your fingers when you can’t get a chord quite right but always saying “can i?” before touching you.
•Jay who will go out of his way to treat you extra well, opening every door in your way even though you don’t mind doing it yourself.
🩸Jay who checks in with you a lot while doing it.
“How does this feel darling?”
𑣲Sunghoon
•Sunghoon who hugs you from behind while cooking or doing a little task, affirming you on your progress.
•Sunghoon who doesn’t let the extent of his feelings show too much, but its obvious for those who know what to look for.
•Sunghoon who stutters over his words while complementing you when he sees you in a different outfit for the first time.
🩸Sunghoon who isn’t afraid to hold you down when you start moving too much, reminding you who’s in control with his strength.
“Come on, you can do it for me”
𑣲Jake
•Jake who smiles at you after doing anything, giggling all the time in affection.
•Jake who loves listening to what you have to say, no matter what it is. Your day? Your favourite song? The new hobby you’ve been wanting to pick up? He will listen to you all day.
•Jake who loves to encourage you into doing things you’d never consider doing, approaching it with nothing but respect and motivation.
🩸Jake who loves to be on his knees in-front of you or under you. He loves when you do things to him, watching you; his pleasure.
“Keep going”
𑣲Jungwon
•Jungwon who loves to spend every second spoiling you with his presence. Every interaction is made extra notable by his care.
•Jungwon who loves taking you out to your favourite restaurant casually, as much as you want. Sometimes he will surprise you with the fanciest.
•Jungwon who loves getting lost in your eyes, his gaze deepening as soon as you lock eye contact.
🩸Jungwon who loves to use his words, knowing their effect on you.
“Look at how well you’re handling it”
𑣲Sunoo
•Sunoo who loves when you compliment him, instantly play fighting as a flustered response to your kind words.
•Sunoo who loves talking to you through anything and about anything, but every word holds purpose.
•Sunoo who’s so incredibly in love and whose face cannot hide it. He’s always flustered when you are around.
🩸Sunoo whose noises are almost a whisper until you grow his confidence enough. Encouragement is key.
“Please keep talking”
𑣲Ni-ki
•Ni-ki who loves styling you in his clothes. He loves going out of his way to help you make outfits for the week. He secretly loves it when you steal his clothes.
•Ni-ki who appears to be nonchalant in public, but at home is the softest and most caring. Doing everything with extra softness around you to show you how much he does care.
•Ni-ki who adores when you do your hair differently, complementing you extra.
•Ni-ki who showers you in gifts, favourite snacks are always stocked.
🩸Ni-ki who caresses and kisses you extra, making sure you know he loves and appreciates every part of you.
hihi, you DONT have to do this right now unless you can bc of ex*ms but i have another request yes yes i know 🙄 🙄
can you right niki x reader and reader loves his long fingers sm and is like hyper fixated on them BADDDD and niki notices and like does something about it 🥹
