On my way to my happy place to snuggle here all day.
I’m coming with!

#extradirty
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"I'm Dorothy Gale from Kansas"

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@se7enshadesofrafe
On my way to my happy place to snuggle here all day.
I’m coming with!
Just some simple stripes. 😍
Be a priority, not an option.
Today, it hits different.
This tracks
LOL why must you put us on blast?! 😆
I’m a sucker for a grey house. I like the contrasts here. Would love to paint my parents’ house this color scheme. They wouldn’t like it, though.
@carolapojer
I like the aesthetic of it. The book flea in me, though, is having anxiety. It’s like they made the books stand in the corner because they’re in trouble. 🫣☹️
Tank ewe! Tank ewe!
I'd like to thank my English teachers of days past.
To the ones who pushed knowledge into me and pulled out confidence...👏
Thank you!
To the ones who taught me to love literature, to prize poetry, and to lavish myself in the luster of language...👏
Thank you!
I'll begin with sixth grade because, in Alabama, middle school is where the subjects became independent. Each subject had its unique teacher with his or her flare for their passion.
Thank you...
Mrs. Jones, 6th grade 😍👏💐 | Mrs. Carden, 7th grade 😍👏💐
Mrs. Fletcher, 8th grade 😍👏💐 | Mrs. Johnson, 9th grade 😍👏💐
Mrs. Dabbs, 10th grade 😍👏💐 | Mrs. Henderson, 11th grade 😍👏💐
Mrs. Bidwell, 11th grade 😍👏💐 | Mrs. Williams, 12th grade 😍👏💐
Honorable mention: Mrs. Roberts, Literary Magazine, High School
Sixth grade was my induction into grammar and composition. Mrs. Jones was fun and strict. She enjoyed the precision of sentence structure. But as hard as she was, she always held a special place in my heart. Almost ten years after I sat in her class, I returned to Huntsville to help my mom homeschool my brother. I called on Mrs. Jones for English help. Like a king knighting a soldier, she passed me not only a student edition of the grammar and composition book I had used, but she also gave me a teacher's edition. She hugged me and sent me off with words of encouragement and good will. Thank you, Mrs. Jones!
The seventh grade me was turning into a little sh^t, yet Mrs. Carden found a way to pull out the creative genius in my writing. She was hard, rough, and seemingly unforgiving. Somehow, though, I produced some of my greatest short stories. I wish I had copies of them now. All I remember was writing a story of a boy escaping his kidnappers and running down the highway and ducking into the woods. [shrugs] Oh, Mrs. Carden! If only I knew what you saw in me.
Mrs. Fletcher held down eighth grade English with an iron fist and a tongue hardened in the streets and sharpened in the annals of university. I can't tell you a doggone thing I did in that class. I can't even remember what we read in there. I had checked out by eighth grade. Sorry, Mrs. Fletcher. Sorry for fighting in your class, too. Well, less of fighting and more of keeping the person from kicking my butt. You still get love from me!
Somehow, I was able to slide into Advanced Placement English (AP Eng) my freshman year of high school (ninth grade). Mrs. Johnson took no prisoners. She tried to teach me the value of journaling...it didn't take then. She introduced me to Atticus Finch and Odysseus. They're still my boys. My paper on Odysseus garnered me an invitation into the Literary Magazine with the honorable mention, Mrs. Roberts. There were plenty of days Mrs. Johnson would have loved to strangle me, but it never stopped her from coaxing the English Major/Communications Minor out of me.
Vocabulary would best summarize tenth grade and my AP Eng class that year. Vocabulary and Paris and Mrs. Dabbs. I'm not sure what was in Mrs. Dabbs and her approach that kept me focused. Maybe it was being fifteen and turning sixteen, a new surge of maturity accompanying my learner's permit and my driver's license. Maybe I just liked her style. Whatever it was, she managed to encourage me to write a letter to the editor of the local paper. And she was elated when she saw it in the paper the following week. I bumped into Mrs. Dabbs in 2005, almost ten years after graduating. We exchanged addresses and became pen-pals for about a year. I fell off. Tsk, tsk! She encouraged me to follow my dreams of writing, believing in the love I had for it. May I do you proud, Mrs. Dabbs.
If having one hard-nosed teacher for AP Eng my eleventh-grade year was bad, imagine having two. Yes...TWO. Mrs. Henderson was my teacher the 1st semester, submerging my class into classics, introducing me to Geoffrey Chaucer's arse and Hamlet's monologue. She was another one who calmed the savage beast rising inside of me. The beast which gained control my last year of middle school. High school advanced placement teachers seemed to have a music about them. I also found my love for presentation progressing under Mrs. Henderson. She, unfortunately, relocated due to her husband's job and left us in the care of Mrs. Bidwell. Oh, how I missed you, Mrs. Henderson!
Mrs. Bidwell got the raw end of the deal. Coming in mid-stream in any situation spells trouble. And, although now, I know it isn't her fault, and I understand her method and her belief system (now), I hated her guts then. Hated her! What do you do with a bunch of juniors accustomed to engaging in literature and literary work? You make them go back to the basics, of course. Especially if you're tired of grading papers full of grammatical errors. I despised her. I felt she was belittling us. We're eleventh grade AP Eng, by George! Where's our respect? How dare you make us review grammar daily like the common English classes! I'm so, so, so sorry, Mrs. Bidwell. Thank you for what you were trying to do. I would beg you for those worksheets and grammar pointers now.
My final bouquet goes to Mrs. Williams. She lifted my twelfth-grade experience to new heights. She was real and raw. She taught me how to write essays and poetry. She encouraged me and took the time to try and figure out why she was losing me. She couldn’t understand and she didn’t pick it up in my poetry. I didn’t know I was crying out then, either. I’ve reread some of those poems I wrote in Senior Year, and I hug myself. That guy was struggling to be seen while hiding. I couldn’t tell her she - and my grades - were casualties in the war against my dad and society. She pulled me aside once, opening her grade book as I rounded her desk. “What the f**k is this,” she asked, pointing at a number of empty slots where numbers should have been. I wanted to spill the beans. Cry out. Divulge all my secrets. I was a trained assassin by then, though. I knew better. I couldn’t take the chance that she may side with the enemy. She was still kind to me. Always had a smile for me and a side-eye. She knew what she had in her student, she just couldn’t figure out how to unlock it and unleash it. You’re the greatest, Mrs. Williams. Thank you!
Trevante Rhodes, Alex R. Hibbert and Ashton Sanders getting ready the 89th Annual Academy Awards at Hollywood & Highland Center on February 26, 2017 in Hollywood, California.
rewatched this last night... I always catch something different. Love this character’s story.
love the styling here. Would like to do a shoot like this with my nephews.
We stepped into the cold, night air.
"Here, take my scarf."
The warm, moist yarn was wrapped around my neck before I registered what he had said. It was full. Weighted. Fragrant.
He stood in front of me, adjusting the scarf to his liking, tucking here, pulling there, grinning the entire time. I smiled approval. He kissed my forehead. My stomach churned.
What. Just. Happened?
"You okay?"
"Why? Because I'm just staring at you?"
Smoke billowed above him as his laughter hit the frigid darkness.
"Yes, because you're just standing there."
"Shocked, I guess."
"I see." He began shuffling in place, tucking his hands in his pockets and turning slowly. His head tilted slightly as if he were about to ask the moon why it was shining brightly. He remained silent as he finished his journey.
"You ready?" he asked after facing me again.
I stepped forward, nodding, my knees hackey-sacking the ends of the scarf.
exactly what I did. Almost done with Lovecraft Country.
This. Yeeeeeeeeessss, Jesus loves meeeeeee!
When Jesus said, “the son of man has no place to lay his head”, was he also talking about not having a boo? You know, a warm body to lay against.
I know the obvious, yet the past couple of days I’ve been thinking about how the more I put my trust in God and go to him with my problems, the less I need my friends. In the sense that I’ve kind of released them from having to be my caretakers and crutches.
This morning, I was thinking the same about lovers. What if I really put that energy into God, would I then release my romantic interests from having to be my all & all? Would they just be free to love me and I them?
It is clear to me walking the path of faith can be lonely. Living for God, doing his will doesn’t take away desires for human contact, for close friends, for a bae. And that’s why I wonder if Jesus was talking about not having shelter AND not having a special someone to call his own when he said he had no place to lay his head.
I weighed the pros and cons for becoming a loan officer, prayed and decided it was my next move.
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Until that moment, I felt stuck. Stuck in a nice position with a wonderful trainer/mentor on a great team. So why was I tripping? And no move I looked into materialized because I hadn’t decided what I actually wanted. I tossed other positions around in my mind, even contemplated switching companies which I really didn’t want to do. Besides, what was I going to do if I left? Exactly what I was doing now? Being indecisive?
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What do you want, Rafe?!
I want to be a loan officer! I want to be a loan officer with this company. It fits where I want to go, who I want to be and what I want to do. All of my passions are wrapped up in this position. That is what I want to do.
And when I locked on that decision, come what may, and then put it in writing (making it official in my annual review)...just like that things changed.
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Immediately.
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I know, sounds too magical, right?! Too mystical.
🤷🏻♂️
It isn’t, though. When I decided, I changed. Plain and simple. My life had to start matching my decision. When I stopped riding the fence, trembling in the wings and tiptoed toward what I decided I wanted, I opened myself to all the blessings and opportunities that came with it. It gave my supporters freedom to move on my behalf, too. Likewise, I’m now open to all the mishaps and all the haters on this path. It gets overwhelming and challenging at times, but it’s what I decided to do.
🙂
But what if it doesn’t work out?! Well, then I need to make a better decision next time.
😉🤵🏻🥰
My back-to-school motivational speech for the boys today:
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Alright, new year. You got this! Remember, it’s all about your decisions. You gotta make better ones. Consider the consequences, both good and bad. Nice outfits, by the way. You look good. Great choices! You actually combed and styled your hair?! See? Great decision!
😁👨👦👦🙃
•Doting Uncle
Come on...
We know what it’s talking about. That thing, or things, we’ve been dreaming to do that we don’t do because it may take a little more work so we try to ignore it, burying it deeper in our subconscious. But like an old school zombie it lingers on the borders of sleep and quiet moments, whispering, “Brains.”
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It crawls out of our mental and emotional graves during shower time and during our binge-watching crying, “Brains!”
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And it should. Why are we turning our dreams and goals into zombies? Why are we trying to kill them? Why aren’t we working toward those things we say we need, or we tell our friends we want?! And those things are different for everyone, of course. What’re yours?
🤔
My haunting zombies are:
•Finish my next novel
•Write the other 13 books in my head
•Increase my spiritual exercises, like prayer
•Visit my as-whole dad who is sick & shut-in
•Get back into dance and yoga
•Take the boys on more day/weekend trips
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[sighs] If we can’t stop thinking about it, we shouldn’t stop working for it. We’ll be glad we didn’t.
👍👑👍
| ARDENT BELIEVER |
National Ice Cream Sandwich Day
What?! How come nobody told me we were celebrating ice cream sandwiches? I would have participated. 😞
Now, all I can do is flashback Friday from Christmas ‘17 at mom’s:
Like that blurry “flashback” effect? 🤫😉