hi.

it's just you, me and the rest of nct individual group

[seajeuni]

Flavor confusion // n.yt

been a while.

🌸🌸🌸

Your local milk tea shop had crazy long lines since yesterday. Being curious and all, you decided to stop by and see what the hype was all about. While waiting, you "unintentionally" listened other people's conversation about the new menu, mostly about the part-timers.

After two agonizing hours, it's finally your turn, approaching the counter while mumbling your order so you won't forget. However,

"Hi! What can I get you?"

"Can I have the, uh..."

You stuttered the moment you had a closer look at the person manning the cashier. Beautiful.

"Uh?"

"Milk tea?"

"Hm? There's many." He gave a smile.

You racked your brain trying to remember the name of the flavor you overheard earlier. Was it Hokkaido? Okinawa?

"Can I have a Nakamoto Yuta, please?"

Next morning.

Your friend sent you a video.

: Johnrista becoming barista this time with Yuta | Johnny's Communication Center.

: sis had a Yuta. How was it?

You glanced at the bottom of the cup which had an 11-digit number written using a marker.

"Love it."

[seajeuni]

Jaehyun's been on my mind lately 🙂. WikiHow, how do I stop thinking about someone? ____

Kiss and make ... out later // j.jh

Just You, your boyfriend Jaehyun, in a room. This is how your everyday is like ever since the start of quarantine.

"It's been a very long time." Jaehyun rolled over the bed next to you.

"What is?"

"You know what it is." He inched closer and started making suggestive kisses. His hand tracing your sides making you ticklish.

"Get up, Yoonoh. I'm hungry." You shrugged him off.

"Get up? Already awake, baby. Hungry too." His smiles became widers that showed off his deep dimples.

"I mean-"

Jaehyun gave you a look. A look you can't refuse and everytime he does it, it's effective.

"Can't we do it later? It's still early."

"Then how about a kiss to seal the deal?" He said as he pursed his lips.

"Jung Jaehyun, I swear..."

[seajeuni]

revised.

Who messed with my daughter? // j.jh

You stared at Jaehyun from the side. He's wearing this expensive, sponspored high-end brand black suit. Hair slicked back and honestly, you are in awe at how effortlessly handsome he is.

"Baby are you ready?" Jaehyun gave your and his 5 years old daughter a look and took her hand.

"Jaehyun, we're only going to talk to the teacher and her classmate's parents she punched."

Since earlier, you're wondering why he wore a suit, but then again he's Jung Jaehyun and an NCT member.

"Good for him. He started it first. If I had known earlier I'd do it myself--"

"God! You're so dramatic!"

Jaehyun rolled his eyes, "Let's see who messed with my daughter."

Side note: The boys were praising their goddaughter about fighting back to her bully, but was lectured by you for condoning her punching someone in the face.

[seajeuni]

All is well. // n.yt

If you only listened then things would've turn out differently. If you didn't insist, then you would've been celebrating your 7th year anniversary with Nakamoto Yuta today.

"Woah! Wait- is that a tear I see, (y/n)?" It was Mark, whose smile turned into frown upon seeing you.

"Tears of joy! Can't you see?" You laughed.

He took a seat next to you, "Right. Today's a happy occasion." He said.

"It is."

"I was really happy when you and Yuta hyung talked and made up."

"I was too!"

The two of you went silent then, until the wedding march resounded throughout the church.

"Are you ready?" He asked. You only gave him a smile and stood up from the seats.

Your gaze landed on Yuta, who's looking extra dashing in his suit. Then you looked at his bride, who was an acquaintance, walking down the aisle. Pretty. She's wearing the dress you picked yourself, the veil, flowers. Everything she is wearing was once yours, from head to toe. Yuta too. But the baby inside of her isn't.

-

You begged Yuta to let your friend stay in your apartment. He accepted. It was fine. Little did you know that decision will be the reason of your fall out. Then one time he came home very drunk and from then on eveything fell apart. 'It was a mistake.' He said. A mistake done more than once.

-

"Of course I'm ready. All is well."

but still, you blame yourself.

[seajeuni]

ˢᵗʳᵉᵃᵐ ᵗᵘʳⁿ ᵇᵃᶜᵏ ᵗᶦᵐᵉ

Hey Wong Yukhei, Hey now we'll be okay. // w.lc

Meeting Lucas isn't exciting as it used to be. Both of you were deeply in love before, but due to his tight schedule, the two of you decided to end your 5 year relationship.

Who asked for the break-up? Not him.

To others, the reason may come out as petty, however, it affected you so much. He was nowhere to be seen when you were having life hard, he was completely missing in action. Where was he? Choose one: the company, practicing, not with you.

Lucas loved you, he loves being an idol too. But being an entertainer came with a price. You.

"What are you doing here?" You were the first one to break the 10 minute silence.

You heard him clear his throat, "I should be the one asking you that, (y/n). The fuck you're doing here?"

He looked at you with a piercing gaze. An eyebrow raised and his mouth formed a frown.

"Having a blind date, obviously."

"Oh. Same."

You cursed internally, confused as to why Lucas is your date. The very Wong Lucas.

"Can you please leave? My date will be arriving-"

"But I'm your date." He cut you off.

"We broke up like, a year ago. I've moved on." You reasoned out when in fact, you haven't.

"A year should be enough for you to decide that that break-up was a mistake."

"Yeah." You spoke mindlessly.

Your heart started beating fast, raising your head to look at him only to meet Lucas' wide, shocked, expectant, hopeful eyes.

"Wait! I mean-!"

His frown from earlier turned into a smile. The smile you haven't seen in a long time.

He stood up and dragged the chair next to you, "I've learned a lot the past years. Can't we act as if that one year never happened? I swear, this time, now--"

"Hey, Wong Yukhei!" You tried to cut him off. He was speaking a little too fast in korean mixed with mandarin.

"-- we'll be okay." He finished.

[seajeuni]

Welcome home // s.jn

daddy!johnny

Today’s the day that your husband, Johnny, will come home alongside others. You finally get to see him after 4 years.

Johnny and you live in two different places. Because of work, he stayed in another country while you and your daughter stayed in Korea. He didn’t really have to, but he volunteered.

“Mama~ what’s taking them sooo long?” Your daughter whined, tugging the hem of your dress. 

“Papa and uncles will come out soon. Be patient while we’re waiting for them, okay?”

While you look out for their arrival, your daughter kept on mumbling on the side. You can hear her practicing how she would greet her father. Your heart ache for her. She's really looking forward to meet him.

Then cameras started clicking from the distance, lights flashed around like the usual when a celebrity arrives. The difference is that, no one’s screaming. Just pure silence.

One by one, soldiers appeared wearing their uniform. Then appeared coffins with South Korean flags placed on top. 

Johnny was one of the soldiers deployed in war that lasted for years, preventing you to meet him. Your husband sacrificed himself, fought in the war, and made many contributions. 

“Uncle Yong! Did papa read the letters I’ve sent him?” Your daughter welcomed Taeyong. 

The sight of your excited daughter made you tear. The last time she saw Johnny was at her 1st birthday, which she doesn’t probably remember. This will be their second meeting and you’re nervous how she’d react.

Taeyong smiled, not really a happy one, “Ofcourse! He’s so happy and kept on boasting about how much your handwriting improved. He’s so proud.”

Haechan waved at you, then turned around to his niece and slipped a letter between her hands, “Papa’s letter for you.” She went silent for a while, “Then, where is he?”.

“Come here.” You called out to her. 

She hesitated. Giving you a confused look, “I have yet to greet daddy.” Your heart started beating fast, you were about to answer when a voice behind stopped you from doing so.

“I’m here. I’m back.” Johnny was last to appear.

It's supposed to be a surprise for her. Who knew she spotted her giant father right away.

No words can describe how relieve you were when you got a phone call from him not too long ago.

“Welcome home.”

[seajeuni]

Chef's kiss // l.ty

"Taeyong, how come you're not backing down yet?"

You and Taeyong are currently in the kitchen with a very tensed, heated atmosphere. It all started when he was seriously cooking a meal and you just provoked him out of the blue. Continuously making remarks, hugging him from behind and kissing him unexpectedly.

"You asked for this." He looked at you, wiping off sweat from his face.

"I- we can stop now." You nervously laughed, waving your hands up in the air.

"We'll stop until I say so." Then he winked at you.

"Tae, I was wrong. I shouldn't have challenged you to a cook-off. I forfeit-"

Your words were cut short when Taeyong kissed you without a warning. It was deep, rich, amazing-

literally a chef's kiss.

[seajeuni]

dXyXXng’s thoughts. // k.dy

Summary in three words: stressed, banana, seductive

unfinished, unedited

-

You were stressed lately due to schoolworks, especially your upcoming re-defense. So you couldn't help but frown throughout the first two subjects. Noticing your bad mood, your friends gave you some space.

That's how you ended up eating alone at lunch. You couldn't care less and indulged yourself with your favorite comfort food. With your mind out there, somewhere, you didn't notice that your not-so-ladylike eating habits at home is showing, publicly exposed.

On the other table, Doyoung licked his lips when he saw you eating. He choked in your stead seeing you bite down half of that banana. I would've gagged, he thought.

He quietly observed how you opened your mouth, how you lick your lips after your swallow. On how you hold on to the banana and how that small mouth of yours can get big. And the way you often close your eyes as if savouring the flavors.

Would it be the same if she...

Doyoung's lips formed a smile, crossing his legs tightly and distracted himself from you. He'll deal with it later.

-

[seajeuni]

New moon // m.ti

Taeil held his breath as he looked at the paper he's clutching tightly. His hands trembling and cold. Tears pooled around the brim of his eyes and a long sigh escaped from his lips.

After 4 years of marriage with you, (y/n)...

He just couldn't believe it is happening real time and he'd be lying if he say he isn't scared. At that moment, he suddenly found a new fear.

"Sir? Are you finish filling out the paper?"

The person in front of him spoke, holding out her hand.

Seeing his hesitation, "You don't need to worry. Your wife and son are healthy."

Taeil glanced at the paper again, taking time to look at the name he gave to his newborn baby as warmth and assurance entered his body. Knowing you and the kid are safe and sound, a contented smile rest on his face.

[seajeuni]

Puzzle Piece // nct dream

Nct Dream, I'll wait, ok?😔

-

Another successful concert of NCT Dream has come to an end, the members bid goodbye to everyone. Every czennies got ready to leave the concert halls when the whole arena turned dark.

Everyone was alarmed.

Then a song was played, it's from their recent album. Czennies sat right back to their seats as Renjun, Jeno, Haechan, Jaemin, Chenle, and Jisung appeared again on stage.

「You're my missing puzzle piece...」

Czennies sang along, not until Jaemin stopped singing.

A very familiar voice resonated the whole place as Mark slowly emerges from backstage and stood beside the rest.

「안녕 오랜만이야 오래됐지...」

[seajeuni]

Daddy peach, baby peach // j.jh

He did say if he wasn't an idol, he'd probably be a dad.

Jaehyun was dead sure you were the one he's gonna marry, and have a family with. Not until he got casted by this company,audtioned, trained, practiced, debuted and currently successful. He had to leave, no matter how much he wanted to stay.

You, on the other hand, are taking care of your 5 years old daughter whose features mirrored Jaehyun, her father. Sitting her on your lap while watching a music show, which showed Nct performing.

"Mama, that brother is so handsome." She happily pointed at the screen when Jaehyun appeared.

[seajeuni]

Daddy // l.ty

You gasped for air and screamed your husband's name. Your grip on his forearm getting tighter and tighter.

"Oh God, Taeyong--"

Taeyong held on to your hand, giving it a kiss.

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Just one more..."

You shook your head, "I can't. I can't do it anymore."

"Oh yes you can, baby." He whispered, biting on his lips while wiping the sweat off your forehead.

Being encouraged with his words, you took a deep breath and pushed harder.

"Baby out 10:10 pm."

[seajeuni]

NCT DREAM RIDIN

mark, you're the missing piece

just some of my fav ss 😳✊

[seajeuni]

Just saw RIDIN and every second is perfection

[seajeuni]

 ; he added you on facebook.

🍑 = jaehyun ☕ = you

                      You are now connected on Messenger.                               Say hi with a wave.                                       👋                              Jaehyun waved at you!

🍑: 👋

🍑: Hi

🍑: I've always wanted to tell you

🍑: I love you

🍑: since..

🍑: like,

🍑: dang. I really really like you

🍑: i don't know since when but

🍑: the first time I saw you?

🍑: My heart skipped a beat 👉👈

☕: I have a boyfriend.

🍑: Oh.

☕: What the hell

☕: are you high on?

🍑: who's your bf?

☕: babe. I swear--

🍑: Oh look, it's me haha

🍑: are you not mad anymore?

Seen 1:27 am  

[seajeuni]

「10:23」

You snooped behind and hugged your boyfriend lovingly. He was dead tired from all the promotions, but still you manage to energize him by simply doing that.

"Jungwoo, I missed you."

Despite the lack of sleep, he turned around with a smile and gave you a deep kiss.

"I missed you too."

You can't help but stare at his perfect self, "I love you so damn much."

"Tell me something I don't know."

[seajeuni]

Lie to me. // ten

"-- P-please open your eyes."

Ten sniffled a cry as he watch you sleeping on the bed. When he received a call from the hospital, it was as if someone poured a cold water on him.

Slowly, you opened your eyes and immediately saw him. Though feeling weak, you were overjoyed to finally see your husband, Ten, again.

"I've been waiting for you. This is your first time visiting me.

Ten felt guilty for many reasons. He was determined to come even when his mistress told him not too.

"Ten, lie to me?"

"I- I love you,(y/n)

...

Then the room was filled with silence. Both of you had nothing to say to each other.

silence,

and silence.

The monitor beside the bed, which shows her heartbeat started moving slower.

Ten panicked. Instead of ringing the button for faster call, he ran outside to call a nurse.

and your heartbeat started moving slower,

and slower.

- Then the room was filled with silence. Ten still have many things to say, and he'll never hear yours again.