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ireneangel21

me for 2016…

I low key want to be in a relationship. High key don’t want my heart or head to be fucked with again.

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If I date you

I’m not doing it for fun. Of course, I want the fun times - but that’s not all I’m signing up for. I want the highs, the lows, the bickering, the kisses, the hugs, the tears, the laughs. I want to meet your family, I want you to meet mine. I want my nieces and nephews to know your name - not because I mention it, but because you played Candy Land with them. I want to know your favorite songs and which ones you listen to when you’re sad. I want to know everything about you, from every freckle to the way you crinkle your nose when you laugh. I want to know who your first crush was and your first heartbreak. I want to know how you’re feeling, I don’t want to guess. I’m not signing up to have something “perfect” - I’m signing up to have something real, mature, and healthy.

I rarely commit to anyone, so if I commit to you, it’s because I’m hoping that you’re the last person I ever have to commit to. Please don’t waste my time.

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If you want to love me

I must warn you, I’m difficult. There will be days where I don’t feel like talking and days where I need constant affirmation. I will need down time and time to recharge. I need to know how you feel about me and where I stand. There will be days where I can’t look in the mirror and I won’t believe any compliment you tell me. I will have trust issues at first, that are not a dig at you, but a dig at my past. I need you to tell me to trust you and mean it. I will need you to listen. I will need you. On the other side, I will open myself up to you, tear down every brick from the walls that I built. I will tell you secrets and expect you to keep them safe. I will spend my days wondering how to make yours better. I will listen carefully to your struggles and your stories. I will love you harder than anyone ever has. I will give you pieces of me I reserved. If you want to love me and then you walk away - How dare you? I warned you, I’m difficult.