Wandering

Xyyyylas

[seannesruins]

Pagkatapos ko linisin yung mga 2016 kalat posts ko, di ko naman inexpect na babalik ako ng tumblr dahil nasasaktan na naman ako hahahahahaha.

[seannesruins]

It’s my birthday! Send me some loving today hahahaha.

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Inaya kami ng friends ni jowa mag hang out last weekend. We played pickleball and then went to a coffee shop that’s owned by one of the friends. The place is nice but I’m not a fan of the coffee talaga.

Anyway, since they know I like coffee, they asked me to leave a review sa page nila. So sabi ko na lang I’m not on Facebook hahahahaa. Ang sama ko ba?

[seasonofhorror]

MAXXXINE (2024) dir. Ti West

THE SUBSTANCE (2024) dir. Coralie Fargeat

READY OR NOT 2: HERE I COME (2026) dir. Matt Bettinelli-Olpin & Tyler Gillett

OBSESSION (2026) dir. Curry Barker

[shoelace4-48]

how do i kill these thoughts, before they kill me

[vexheart]

[seannesruins]

Ang hirap naman maging adult… need mo magluto pag nagugutom ka. Itulog ko na lang kaya.

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The girlfriend got me flowers. Uggghhh, idk what I did to deserve this girlieeeee. Lord, wala na pong bawian, plsssss.

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I guess I’ve always been drawn to empty spaces. Nice ass interiors, too.

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17.05.26 1830P | The Theater at Solaire

Went on a date with the father.

My dad and I have a lot of interests in common but we barely have any time to do things together. That’s why I didn’t miss my chance when I found out Jesus Christ Superstar will have a run in Manila. We’re both fans of the musical and have watched the 70s film version countless times.

Glad to see my dad have a great time. He was almost singing along lmao. Also had dinner before heading home. Wish I could spend more date nights with the father.

[gumuhit]

you’re going to love again, find a job again, create art again, do what you love again, feel powerful again. you’re going to be back on track. i don’t know when, but you are going to feel like yourself again, eventually. this isn’t the end. hang in there.

[seannesruins]

Grabe po ang pagod ko these days. Kaya ayan, grabe din mag coffee at kumain! Hahaha.

📍UCC Mentore

📍Italianni’s

📍Nono’s

📍Dean and Deluca

📍Harlan and Holden

📍Sulok Coffee

📍Tarsier Fried Food

📍Mendokoro

📍Peri Peri

[seannesruins]

I've been craving for platonic connections lately. It feels as if getting older feels a little lonelier

[seannesruins]

Haven't been on Tumblr in a while. I really do miss oversharing here. Might start ulit one of these days hahaha.

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I thought I've come to terms with the fact that I'm not a generally well liked person. Pero sometimes I still get low key offended with the disrespect haha.

[seannesruins]

Sleeping in a familiar bed, in an unfamiliar room that once held the solace of my mind. This is how going home feels like.

Ps. I was in the mood to take a selfie but not in a mood to clean so apologies for the mess hahaha. I only visit home once in 1-3 months so my room is always messy bc my fam already converted it into a guest/ storage room.

[seannesruins]

Nagtampo girlfriend ko kasi my dad threw a birthday party for our ampon’s daughter who turned 7 recently tapos hindi kami invited haha. The rest of the family were, pati mga tropa ng kapatid ko. Family oriented kasi si jowa kaya hindi nya ma gets bakit hindi ako affected.

The whole ampon story is crazy, too. Kaya inis na inis sya sa parents ko kasi hindi ko daw deserve ma left out sa sarili kong pamilya. Family is crazy, bruh. We all love each other anyway, haha. Hirap explain pero sanay na ko.