IM A FRAUD

drunken writings by a drunken mess

[seatit]

you never loved me.

you were toxic and i interpretted your need for control as love

but you didnt love me enough to change 

you didnt listen to my cries every night and 

wait for daylight to fix your wrongs.

instead you drowned yourself in your own addiction

you watched me pull away from you and lashed out instead of 

trying to mend the wounds you left on me. 

you wanted me to feel weak, and small.

you wanted me to need you and no one else.

you wanted

you wanted

you wanted

you wanted

you wanted

[seatit]

tears fill my eyes as i think of you deliberately trying to hurt the people who care about you. the fear in your eyes, getting attached to something that could hurt you, damage you so deeply; scares you more than the happiness it could bring even if for a short period of time. I feel both our pain since you hurt me. you hurt the people you love so they dont have a chance to hurt you first. but this time it backfired. 

[thebootydiaries]

Me(when someone doesn't reply in .2 seconds): ah they hate me nice

[seatit]

how fitting for us to end when the bar closes. i’ll love you forever.

[seatit]

how am i supposed to explain this how do i rationalize these feelings that i wish i had. i can’t force myself to love you no matter how hard you try. i read your messages over and over. i see you in my dreams telling me that it’s gonna be okay, we can still be friends. i never wanted to hurt you i never wanted you to hurt me either.

[seatit]

i don’t know how to say goodbye to you

[seatit]

we used to hold each other on your porch at 2 am while we smoked and now we don’t

[seatit]

it’s strange to think that you could miss someone so much that even when you’re being held in someone’s arms you still feel hallow

[seatit]

i fell in love again and boy does it fuCkInG hURt

[seatit]

there’s obviously no such thing as privacy on the internet but this is the only place i have to share my thoughts!! being heart broken is horrible! moving on is horrible and being vulnerable is absolutely fucking horrible. some days i’m okay and other days i cant even believe i’m feeling this much pain.

[seatit]

he stopped talking about me and that’s when i knew it was over.

he never started talking about me and that’s how i knew it never began.

[seatit]

i’m fucking up

[thebootydiaries]

me: pls talk to me pls !!pls pls!!!

me: *can't hold a conversation*

me: *has nothing interesting to say*

me: *is bad at replying*

me: pls :) talkto me

[rabioheab-deactivated20200416]

Why Infant Babies Are Total Nerds

they have never played ANY sports at all

if you tried to explain the rules of football to them they wouldn’t understand

they don’t even lift

they can’t name even 1 sports team or athlete

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