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Oli was proud of himself for his answer, even if it did reek a bit of being overly territorial. Still, he hadn’t been rude; it was only a joke, unless she decided to take it differently. And besides, he was carrying Sebastian’s child. The Alpha was his, just as much as Oli was Seb’s. She didn’t need to like it or even understand it, and it would still remain true. Oli returned the sugar-sweet smile with another chuckle before she started going on about the nursery.

Oli was surprised to see the massive ring, but after a moment of shock, it made perfect sense. He too had been in a marriage of convenience once, even if it hadn’t been his choice to participate. Clearly, this seemed to be Jane’s. “I think we’ll go with a theme for the nursery.” He responded, moving away from the topic of her aging husband. “I don’t like the whole ‘pink for girls, blue for boys’ bullshit. I was thinking we could just pick a universal theme and go with that.”

This was weird. And Sebastian was uncomfortable. Instead of sitting idle in the kitchen, he got up to pretend to be doing something in the fridge, rearranging or looking for something. He wasn't sure what was more believable, so he just kept his head stuck in it. He listened to Oli's plans for the nursery, something they hadn't really spoken about in their time together. They probably should have before this moment, though. 

"Of course you don't," the woman laughed. "Gay men love pink." Her ignorance was even making Sebastian roll his eyes, but he stayed silent. "Let me help you!" Jane insisted. "With the nursery, I mean. I took a college coarse in interior design and have been itching to get involved in the field." At this, Sebastian knew he had to object. He looked back from the fridge and at Jane. "Actually, I don't thi-," he was cut off. "Oh shush. I'm doing it. You'll thank me later."

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Slut - Seb & Oli

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Sebastian was about to answer the question when Oli took over, leaving him free to continue eating the bag of potato chips he had in his hand. “She knows, by the way,” he chimed in when it was clear Oli was trying to keep the truth away from her. “Oh yeah, Seb and I go way back. I was the first person he told,” the woman told Oli. Sebastian nodded, admitting to the friendship. He had mentioned to Oli and the two had dated for a short time, but he wasn’t sure if he remembered. It wasn’t something Sebastian wanted to bring up.

“I wish I was pregnant, but Ronald is just too old,” she moaned. Sebastian was slowly being reminded why he grew out of being friends with Jane. Her conversations had so little depth. “So when is it due? What are you having?” She looked up at Seb. “Are you like, fully gay now?” Sebastian cleared his throat, unsure of how to answer without upsetting one of the two others in the kitchen.

That was at least some relief; he didn’t have to keep his Omega nature a secret while also having to somehow explain his pregnancy. He clenched his jaw when Jane said they went ‘way back’, and Oli did remember the old photo and the remark about them dating. He tightened his grip on Sebastian’s arm when Jane asked her question. “He’s fully mine now.” Oli answered with a laugh that made it seem like he was joking and light-hearted about the question. 

“We don’t know the gender yet, but I’m five months along now. Five-and-a-half? I’m due mid-April, so it’ll be a spring baby.” He rubbed his other hand over his stomach affectionately. “Ronald? Your boyfriend?” Oli asked, sincerely trying to be friendly and make small talk. 

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Sebastian was highly relieved when Oli answered for him, though Jane did not look pleased by the answer. He lips perched together as if she had just bit in to a lemon. "What a shame," she said in a tone that was far too sweet for the words she was saying. The subject was quickly changed, as was the mood. "You must find out! Then you can do all the shopping. Paint the nursery, all that fun stuff!" She genuinely looked excited. Either that or she really needed to urinate.

Sebastian could sense this wasn't going to end well. But he felt helpless, he had already accepted her in to their home and said she could stay until the Friday. It was going to be a long week. "Oh, he's my husband," she corrected, holding up her hand that was sporting the massive ring. "He's like 98," Sebastian joked. "Not funny," Jane replied. "He's 72," she said proudly. "Very active though, you wouldn't tell he's over 60."

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Slut - Seb & Oli

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The weekend they had spent together was well needed, and well spent. They stayed and home and enjoyed each other’s company, cooking and watching dumb shows. And had sex, duh. But it was Monday night and Sebastian’s friend was due to arrive at the house any time. He had set up the guest room and reassured Oli a million times, but he still have a weird feeling about it all. 

There was a knock at the door, notifying Sebastian she had arrived. He moved to open it, giving her a warm hug. “It’s great to see you again, Jane,” he greeted, followed by meaningless how are you’s. Once settled in to her room, she came to join both Oli and Sebastian in the kitchen. Sebastian grabbed Oli’s hand and squeezed it softly, making sure he knew that he was there. 

“So, how exactly does a man even get pregnant?” She giggled. She was a 15 year old in a 27 year old’s body. 

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Oli always liked wearing Sebastian’s clothes around the house, whether it was both of them home together or just himself. He liked how his much taller mate’s shirts went down practically to his knees, and how they smelled so richly like his Alpha, even if they were freshly washed. So naturally, he spent the weekend in Sebastian’s shirt, when he wasn’t undressed entirely. Come Monday morning, it felt only appropriate to greet Sebastian’s friend in another such shirt, but this time he did put on a pair of maternity jeans on underneath.

The question had a tight smile on his lips, but he had promised to play nice. He squeezed Sebastian’s hand and chuckled. “By fucking.” He answered with a giggle of his own, shaking his head. “Not all men can.” Oli answered more seriously, leaning his head against Sebastian’s shoulder. “But I can, thanks to some unique biology.” He looked up at Sebastian, wondering how much exactly he had told her about what they were.

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Sebastian was about to answer the question when Oli took over, leaving him free to continue eating the bag of potato chips he had in his hand. "She knows, by the way," he chimed in when it was clear Oli was trying to keep the truth away from her. "Oh yeah, Seb and I go way back. I was the first person he told," the woman told Oli. Sebastian nodded, admitting to the friendship. He had mentioned to Oli and the two had dated for a short time, but he wasn't sure if he remembered. It wasn't something Sebastian wanted to bring up.

"I wish I was pregnant, but Ronald is just too old," she moaned. Sebastian was slowly being reminded why he grew out of being friends with Jane. Her conversations had so little depth. "So when is it due? What are you having?" She looked up at Seb. "Are you like, fully gay now?" Sebastian cleared his throat, unsure of how to answer without upsetting one of the two others in the kitchen.

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The weekend they had spent together was well needed, and well spent. They stayed and home and enjoyed each other's company, cooking and watching dumb shows. And had sex, duh. But it was Monday night and Sebastian's friend was due to arrive at the house any time. He had set up the guest room and reassured Oli a million times, but he still have a weird feeling about it all. 

There was a knock at the door, notifying Sebastian she had arrived. He moved to open it, giving her a warm hug. "It's great to see you again, Jane," he greeted, followed by meaningless how are you's. Once settled in to her room, she came to join both Oli and Sebastian in the kitchen. Sebastian grabbed Oli's hand and squeezed it softly, making sure he knew that he was there. 

"So, how exactly does a man even get pregnant?" She giggled. She was a 15 year old in a 27 year old's body. 

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Sebastian was relieved that Oli was finally getting it. He stroked his stomach, his family on his lap. “I’ll cancel my appointments this weekend. We can spend it together. Then that friend will be here, if you’re okay with that. You can do something together so you aren’t lonely or something. But the weekend will be ours.” He brushed Oli’s fringe out of his face and looked at his mate, red eyes and sniffly nose. “I still want you when we have sex. I still want you all the time. I’m sorry I don’t show it enough.”

He was struggling. With stress, with anxiety. He knew he couldn’t put that on Oli, though. He knew he needed to deal with it himself. But it was hard when Oli got like this.

Oli smiled softly and nodded, inching up to press a small, sweet kiss to Sebastian’s lips. “That sounds nice.” He agreed with a little smile. “And I’m sorry I was a dick about your friend. I’m sure she’s not a slut. She’s probably really nice. I don’t mind her staying, I promise.” He reached up, cupping Sebastian’s jaw and rubbing his thumb tenderly over the strong line of his mate’s jawbone. 

“I’m sorry I’m like this…” He murmured his confession quietly. “I just… get scared.” That was perhaps the hardest thing to admit, even to himself, let alone say it out loud. “I never thought I’d need anyone. But I need you. Now more than ever. I need my mate. And I know you’re working hard and it’s all for us and our family… I just need to know sometimes that it still feels worth it to you. That I still feel worth it to you… That coming home to me is a treat, not a chore. And if there’s something I can do to help with that, just tell me. I’ll do it, Seb. I will.”

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His eyes locked on to Oli's, as if they got lost in the future he saw for them both. Together. "You're what gets me up in the morning. What helps me sleep at night. You're the reason I don't go looking for trouble anymore, and why I don't mind working this much. You're my favourite chore," he teased, smiling softly. "I just need you to try and not hate me for always being gone when you're feeling emotional. I know it's hard. But it's hard for me too to deal with that after a long day." He was being honest but only because Oli asked him to.

He kissed Oli's lips softly, and then his jaw. "Just look after yourself. Ask if you need me to make you something. Use the card if you want anything. I want you to be as healthy as you can be.. I want you both to be," he smiled. "I'm really happy this is happening with you."

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He left when Oli began talking shit again. It hurt him when he was insulted for his sexual performance lately. Life wasn’t as carefree as it was when they first started sleeping together. It was only when he heard Oli weeping that he couldn’t stay in the other room. He might have been angry, but he didn’t want his mate to be in that kind of state alone.

He went back to their room, sitting on Oli’s side of the bed and pulling him, along with the covers, on to his lap. He held him close, not allowing the hiccups to move him away from his chest. “I need to work, Oli. For our family. I’ll be the only one working for awhile. We need money for that time. I’ll have to take time off to help you for at least a month. I’m preparing us for that. Please try understand. Please.” He let out a soft sigh and kisses his head, laying his head atop Oli’s. “I’ll try to be better in bed,” he added, between gritted teeth.

Oli was devastated when Sebastian left the room. He was a sobbing mess by the time his mate returned, but he climbed willingly into his lap and very nearly glued himself to Sebastian’s side. Slowly, the hiccups subsided to sniffles, and after a minute he could pull himself together enough to talk again, though his voice was hoarse. 

“I… I know…” He murmured quietly, his nose pressed up against Sebastian’s chest so he could inhale the scent of his mate. Even now, it was the only thing that calmed him. “I know you’re doing it for us…” Oli reached for Sebastian’s hand, guiding it to his own belly, round and swollen with their pup. “It’s not like you’re bad it’s just…” He felt himself instinctively nuzzle against Sebastian. “…I miss feeling like you couldn’t get enough of me. And I know you’re working hard for us. I know you’re tired when you come home. I know… I’m sorry…”

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Sebastian was relieved that Oli was finally getting it. He stroked his stomach, his family on his lap. "I'll cancel my appointments this weekend. We can spend it together. Then that friend will be here, if you're okay with that. You can do something together so you aren't lonely or something. But the weekend will be ours." He brushed Oli's fringe out of his face and looked at his mate, red eyes and sniffly nose. "I still want you when we have sex. I still want you all the time. I'm sorry I don't show it enough."

He was struggling. With stress, with anxiety. He knew he couldn't put that on Oli, though. He knew he needed to deal with it himself. But it was hard when Oli got like this.

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Sebastian ignored his mate for the first bit of the rant, but when he started insulting his friend and once again assuming the wildest things about him, he came back to the room. “Be quiet and go to bed. You know what you’re saying isn’t true and it’s fucked up that you’d say that bullshit.” He grabbed a few clothes from his closet as well as a few toiletries. “You fucking sleeping alone tonight. I’m sleeping in the guest room until you apologize for making that shit up about my attraction to you.”

He took his things and placed them in the guest room. He hoped Oli would just apologize, allowing him to sleep in his own bed. But this was getting stupid.

Oli sniffled as he watched Sebastian gather his things, and try as he might, he couldn’t stop the tears from leaking. He was sitting up in bed, his arms wrapped around his legs, the blankets covering all of him except for his face. “I’m not ‘making shit up’.” Oli retorted. “What am I supposed to think? You’re working so much that I barely get to see you. And when we do get to see each other, you can hardly get it up for five minutes, even though it’s been like two weeks. And now that I pissed you off, you’re just going to go away?” 

The Omega’s voice was breaking more and more as the seconds passed, until the anger was gone entirely and he was left only with raw despair. He was beginning to cry so hard that he had inadvertently given himself the hiccups, but now he hid his face in shame and embarrassment. 

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He left when Oli began talking shit again. It hurt him when he was insulted for his sexual performance lately. Life wasn't as carefree as it was when they first started sleeping together. It was only when he heard Oli weeping that he couldn't stay in the other room. He might have been angry, but he didn't want his mate to be in that kind of state alone.

He went back to their room, sitting on Oli's side of the bed and pulling him, along with the covers, on to his lap. He held him close, not allowing the hiccups to move him away from his chest. "I need to work, Oli. For our family. I'll be the only one working for awhile. We need money for that time. I'll have to take time off to help you for at least a month. I'm preparing us for that. Please try understand. Please." He let out a soft sigh and kisses his head, laying his head atop Oli's. "I'll try to be better in bed," he added, between gritted teeth.

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He began to frown again when Oli began to be swear at him. “You don’t have to speak to me like a piece of shit, Oli. I didn’t do anything to you.” Usually, at this point, he would be yelling. But he had really been working on his temper, and it was finally beginning to show. “You think I don’t want to have sex with you? You can’t go around assuming this bullshit, Oli. I never once said that or implied that. I felt weird cumming inside of you, not having sex with you. It has nothing to do with you. It feels wrong because our child is inside of you.” He was getting worked up at this point. “Fucking ask, Oli. Don’t just assume this bullshit and act like I’m some horrible mate.”

He got out of bed and pulled a wear of underwear on before heading out of the room and to the kitchen. He was tired and angry and didn’t want to deal with being spoken to like a bad boyfriend. If it was one thing he had learnt through being a slut, it was to never let someone make you feel bad for what makes you uncomfortable.

Oli continued to pout as Sebastian left the room. He hated when his mate just walked out when they were arguing. It made him feel like what he had to say was inconsequential. “Why the hell do you always walk away from me then?” Oli shouted into the other room, though the anger in his voice was starting to fail and the sorrow was becoming more and more obvious.

“I don’t care if you don’t want to cum in me!” He sniffled, gathering up the blankets around himself to create a little nest in the middle of the bed. It was a subconscious effort to surround himself with more of his mate’s scent, a natural comfort. “I care that you wanna have some slut come stay at our house because I’m knocked up and I’m not sexy enough for you to get it up anymore!” It was Oli’s own insecurities talking now, but in his mind, it was justified. 

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Sebastian ignored his mate for the first bit of the rant, but when he started insulting his friend and once again assuming the wildest things about him, he came back to the room. "Be quiet and go to bed. You know what you're saying isn't true and it's fucked up that you'd say that bullshit." He grabbed a few clothes from his closet as well as a few toiletries. "You fucking sleeping alone tonight. I'm sleeping in the guest room until you apologize for making that shit up about my attraction to you."

He took his things and placed them in the guest room. He hoped Oli would just apologize, allowing him to sleep in his own bed. But this was getting stupid.

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He lay there in silence for awhile, waiting for Oli to speak. But he didn’t. When he turned on his side, Sebastian did as well, wrapping his arms around Oli and pulling him in to his lap. After only a few moments he could feel Oli making a weird movement, almost as if he was shaking. He sat up, leaning on his elbow. “Are you crying?” He pulled him down on to his back so that he could look at him. “Did I upset you? If you don’t want her to stay, just tell me. You don’t have to cry.” Sebastian was tired and frustrated and didn’t feel like Oli’s hormonal behavior.

He wiped Oli’s tears off of his cheek and continued to look down at him. “You need to talk to me when you feel shit. Not just cry.”

Oli grumbled when Sebastian pulled him into his lap and tried to wiggle away after a few moments, but then his mate was was pulling him down and looking him in the face. Oli reached up and began wiping the tears from his cheeks in frustration. “I don’t give a fuck if she stays.” He lied with a huff, already feeling too pathetic and miserable to admit how insecure the thought made him feel.

“Stop touching me.” Oli huffed, trying to pull himself out of Sebastian’s grip again. “If I’m so gross that it makes you feel ‘weird’ just to fuck me- for the first time in weeks- then I don’t want you to fucking touch me at all anymore.” He knew that this would happen; Oli knew that the moment he was no longer sexy, Sebastian would get sick of him, but that didn’t make it any easier to digest.

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He began to frown again when Oli began to be swear at him. "You don't have to speak to me like a piece of shit, Oli. I didn't do anything to you." Usually, at this point, he would be yelling. But he had really been working on his temper, and it was finally beginning to show. "You think I don't want to have sex with you? You can't go around assuming this bullshit, Oli. I never once said that or implied that. I felt weird cumming inside of you, not having sex with you. It has nothing to do with you. It feels wrong because our child is inside of you." He was getting worked up at this point. "Fucking ask, Oli. Don't just assume this bullshit and act like I'm some horrible mate."

He got out of bed and pulled a wear of underwear on before heading out of the room and to the kitchen. He was tired and angry and didn't want to deal with being spoken to like a bad boyfriend. If it was one thing he had learnt through being a slut, it was to never let someone make you feel bad for what makes you uncomfortable.

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Missing Moments - Seb & Oli

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It all turned very intense very quickly. He had gotten better at knotting when he wanted to, although it was still something that only happened sometimes. He held on to his mate tightly as he came inside of him, quickly knotting soon after. During the knot, however, Sebastian was overcome with a feeling of guilt and disgust. The thought of cumming inside his mate while he was already pregnant made Sebastian feel negatively. He’d never experienced that before. The knot quickly faded, faster than usual, and Sebastian pulled out.

He may back down on his back, his eyebrows frowned. “I don’t want to do that again.” At this point, he was usually still in the aftermath of the orgasm. Now he just felt weird and shitty. “Cum in you when you still have the baby,” he explained. “I feel weird now.” Weird was the only way he could describe it.

Oli rode his high when it came, but it felt far… shorter than usual. And Sebastian was behaving… strangely. Distant, almost. Was it that girl? Why the hell had he mentioned her during sex in the first place? When they hadn’t been able to see each other for more than a few minutes at a time in weeks? Then Sebastian spoke, and he was saying he felt ‘weird’? 

Oli pulled away from his mate, feeling hot tears on his cheeks but not making so much as even the slightest sniffling noise. He curled up on his own side of the bed, his back to Sebastian. What the hell kind of stupid mistake had he made? He let himself get not only knocked up, but mated by an Alpha, and then was dumb enough to fall in love with him. Oli should have known better. He was never meant to have a happy life. 

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He lay there in silence for awhile, waiting for Oli to speak. But he didn't. When he turned on his side, Sebastian did as well, wrapping his arms around Oli and pulling him in to his lap. After only a few moments he could feel Oli making a weird movement, almost as if he was shaking. He sat up, leaning on his elbow. "Are you crying?" He pulled him down on to his back so that he could look at him. "Did I upset you? If you don't want her to stay, just tell me. You don't have to cry." Sebastian was tired and frustrated and didn't feel like Oli's hormonal behavior.

He wiped Oli's tears off of his cheek and continued to look down at him. "You need to talk to me when you feel shit. Not just cry."

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Moments had passed which had felt like an eternity of imagining a life with Oli. In these close moments, his mind often wondered to those places. It was only when he had a different thought that we was snapped back to the current time. His thrusting slowed down to a slower pace. “I need someone to come stay over. You know that girl I told you about? She needs somewhere to stay for a few days. I said I’d talk to you.” The entire time, his lips were laying soft kisses along his neck and ear.

It was only once he had asked that he thought maybe that wasn’t the right moment. So instead of lingering on the question, he quickened his pace again and held him close to his body once more. He closed his eyes and pressed his face against Oli’s neck, hoping the sensation would distract him.

It definitely wasn’t the right time. Oli was moody at best nowadays, and he didn’t want his precious little alone time with his mate to be invaded by some woman he didn’t even know. But before the Omega could throw a fit over it, Sebastian changed the angle of his thrusts and had Oli arching and moaning in sheer bliss. It would be a topic for another time. After, perhaps. But at this particular second, he could only focus on one thing at a time, and he chose for it to be Sebastian.

“Fuck! Ohhh, Seb… Knot me…!” The words were spoken with an almost heat-like hunger, though naturally the Omega was nowhere near heat. It was only the increased hormones from his pregnancy that made it seem that way. His hands reached back, scrambling to touch any part of Sebastian’s skin that he could reach, feeling himself beginning to reach the end of his tether.

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It all turned very intense very quickly. He had gotten better at knotting when he wanted to, although it was still something that only happened sometimes. He held on to his mate tightly as he came inside of him, quickly knotting soon after. During the knot, however, Sebastian was overcome with a feeling of guilt and disgust. The thought of cumming inside his mate while he was already pregnant made Sebastian feel negatively. He'd never experienced that before. The knot quickly faded, faster than usual, and Sebastian pulled out.

He may back down on his back, his eyebrows frowned. "I don't want to do that again." At this point, he was usually still in the aftermath of the orgasm. Now he just felt weird and shitty. "Cum in you when you still have the baby," he explained. "I feel weird now." Weird was the only way he could describe it.

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Oli moaned softly as he felt his mate’s mouth covering that spot on his throat, the place which ached for attention more than almost anywhere else. His moan turned into a higher pitched whine when Sebastian’s cock slid between his cheeks. He had already been starting to get wet from his mate’s scent and touch alone. A smile turned up the corner of Oli’s mouth at the question. “We’re good…” He crooned softly, a little hitch in his voice from want. “Missing Daddy though…” The Omega added, shamelessly grinding his ass against his Alpha’s crotch. “Mmm… want you inside me so bad, babe…”

Since the baby had begun to grow inside Oli, the times the two of them had sex had become more gentle. One, because Sebastian didn’t want to hurt either of them, and two, because he didn’t feel the desire to be rough. He enjoyed the closeness of just holding each other. He followed his Omega’s wishes, lowering his hand to coat his cock on the precum it had produced. He positioned Oli before slowly pushing inside of him, a deep sigh escaping his mouth when he was as deep as he could go. There was nothing more stress relieving than being inside his mate. He began thrusting slowly, his arms around Oli as if to keep him as close as possible. “I love you,” he muttered out. “And I can’t wait for you to have the baby so we can show it what love looks like.”

Oli gasped softly as his mate pushed into him, the feeling of completeness at last soaking through his limbs like a blanket made of warm honey. He melted against Sebastian’s skin, allowing his Alpha to guide their movements as he basked in the pleasure of it all. Oli had spent so much time performing as a lover for men with whom he had to be selfish in order to get any pleasure at all. But not with Sebastian. Not with his mate. Sebastian filled him and touched him and held him just like he wanted- just like he needed right now- and Oli only had to exist and enjoy. Of course, that wasn’t all he did. He clenched his body tight around his mate’s cock, lolling his head back to allow Sebastian unrestricted access to his throat. “I love you, too…” Shocking, how easy those words to say now that they were true. “Our kid is gonna be the most fucking loved kid ever…” Oli would never let their child wonder if they had loving parents. He would make sure that their child knew exactly how much both he and Sebastian adored them.

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Moments had passed which had felt like an eternity of imagining a life with Oli. In these close moments, his mind often wondered to those places. It was only when he had a different thought that we was snapped back to the current time. His thrusting slowed down to a slower pace. "I need someone to come stay over. You know that girl I told you about? She needs somewhere to stay for a few days. I said I'd talk to you." The entire time, his lips were laying soft kisses along his neck and ear.

It was only once he had asked that he thought maybe that wasn't the right moment. So instead of lingering on the question, he quickened his pace again and held him close to his body once more. He closed his eyes and pressed his face against Oli's neck, hoping the sensation would distract him.

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Missing Moments - Seb & Oli

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Oli moaned softly as he felt his mate’s mouth covering that spot on his throat, the place which ached for attention more than almost anywhere else. His moan turned into a higher pitched whine when Sebastian’s cock slid between his cheeks. He had already been starting to get wet from his mate’s scent and touch alone. A smile turned up the corner of Oli’s mouth at the question. “We’re good…” He crooned softly, a little hitch in his voice from want. “Missing Daddy though…” The Omega added, shamelessly grinding his ass against his Alpha’s crotch. “Mmm… want you inside me so bad, babe…”

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Since the baby had begun to grow inside Oli, the times the two of them had sex had become more gentle. One, because Sebastian didn't want to hurt either of them, and two, because he didn't feel the desire to be rough. He enjoyed the closeness of just holding each other. He followed his Omega's wishes, lowering his hand to coat his cock on the precum it had produced. He positioned Oli before slowly pushing inside of him, a deep sigh escaping his mouth when he was as deep as he could go. There was nothing more stress relieving than being inside his mate. He began thrusting slowly, his arms around Oli as if to keep him as close as possible. "I love you," he muttered out. "And I can't wait for you to have the baby so we can show it what love looks like."

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sebastians-perspective:

The prospect of having a child was very exciting for Sebastian, but it was also frightening. He knew he’d be the one needing to provide for the family, and he was okay with that. It just meant that he would be working longer hours and more days, which he had started doing when they first found out.

It was a Thursday and the 3rd time he’d gotten home after 10 in the evening. He stumbled his way through the front door, kicking off his shoes and dropping his coat on the ground as he made his way to the main bedroom. He didn’t expect Oli to be awake. He stripped down to his underwear and headed in to the bathroom to take a shower before emerging again and climbing in to bed in the nude. He pulled Oli close to him and on to his lap before closing his eyes. Not to sleep, just rather just to rest.

Days had turned into weeks, and weeks into three whole months. Oli had stopped dancing at the Howl when he learned he was pregnant, for safety, and he was now sporting what felt like a giant bump on his tiny frame, even if he wasn’t all that giant yet. He spent his days alone and bored, aimlessly wandering around the apartment he shared with his mate, looking for entertainment. More often than not, he found it in porn, since his mate never seemed to be home and his hormones were out of control thanks to the pregnancy.

Most nights, Sebastian wasn’t even home until Oli had went to bed. Being pregnant was tiring. He had no idea that he would be this hungry and exhausted all the time. But tonight, he had napped earlier, so he could wake up when Sebastian got home. He felt his mate slide into bed and tug him close, and Oli smiled softly. He began to grind his hips back a little, a soft moan slipping from him. “Mm… welcome home, babe…”

[sebastians-perspective]

Being able to run his hands over Oli’s stomach was one of Sebastian’s favourite things. He thought Oli was beautiful with his bump, even he knew Oli probably hated it. He noticed right away what Oli wanted. The moan was just confirmation. In any other context, Sebastian would jump at the opportunity. However today he was tired, really tired. “Someone’s horny,” he teased, his hand still on his mate’s stomach.

Even though he was tired, it wouldn’t have stopped him. Nothing could have stopped him. His pregnancy fetish was beginning to poke its head out and make it clear that it existed. With his cock began to fill with blood, his hand slide in to Oli’s underwear and grabbed on to his cock. He began stroking it, pushing the underwear out of the way. “How was your day?”

[blamelessandshameless]

“Boring…” Oli whimpered, feeling his mate’s cock beginning to fill against his backside. “Lonely…” He added with a little keening whine, followed by a small moan. He slipped his boxers off entirely and pressed himself back against Sebastian all the more, soaking up every second of his beloved Alpha’s attention. “Missed you…” He whispered, tilting his head back to expose his throat and lean in for a kiss at the same time.

[sebastians-perspective]

He felt a bit of guilt when Oli said he was bored and lonely, but he wasn't going to let it kill the mood. It was clear Oli wanted to have sex. When Oli leaned back to a kiss, Sebastian returned it but quickly moved to kiss his neck. The spot he had made months earlier that bound the two forever. He knew it was the most sensitive and he used it to his advantage.

"How's my baby doing? The one in my other baby's tummy," he muttered against his skin as he kissed Oli. He softly moved his hips in a very gentle thrusting motion, allowing his dick to slide up and down the hollow of Oli's back.

[sebastians-perspective]

Missing Moments - Seb & Oli

[blamelessandshameless]

sebastians-perspective:

The prospect of having a child was very exciting for Sebastian, but it was also frightening. He knew he’d be the one needing to provide for the family, and he was okay with that. It just meant that he would be working longer hours and more days, which he had started doing when they first found out.

It was a Thursday and the 3rd time he’d gotten home after 10 in the evening. He stumbled his way through the front door, kicking off his shoes and dropping his coat on the ground as he made his way to the main bedroom. He didn’t expect Oli to be awake. He stripped down to his underwear and headed in to the bathroom to take a shower before emerging again and climbing in to bed in the nude. He pulled Oli close to him and on to his lap before closing his eyes. Not to sleep, just rather just to rest.

Days had turned into weeks, and weeks into three whole months. Oli had stopped dancing at the Howl when he learned he was pregnant, for safety, and he was now sporting what felt like a giant bump on his tiny frame, even if he wasn’t all that giant yet. He spent his days alone and bored, aimlessly wandering around the apartment he shared with his mate, looking for entertainment. More often than not, he found it in porn, since his mate never seemed to be home and his hormones were out of control thanks to the pregnancy.

Most nights, Sebastian wasn’t even home until Oli had went to bed. Being pregnant was tiring. He had no idea that he would be this hungry and exhausted all the time. But tonight, he had napped earlier, so he could wake up when Sebastian got home. He felt his mate slide into bed and tug him close, and Oli smiled softly. He began to grind his hips back a little, a soft moan slipping from him. “Mm… welcome home, babe…”

[sebastians-perspective]

Being able to run his hands over Oli's stomach was one of Sebastian's favourite things. He thought Oli was beautiful with his bump, even he knew Oli probably hated it. He noticed right away what Oli wanted. The moan was just confirmation. In any other context, Sebastian would jump at the opportunity. However today he was tired, really tired. "Someone's horny," he teased, his hand still on his mate's stomach.

Even though he was tired, it wouldn't have stopped him. Nothing could have stopped him. His pregnancy fetish was beginning to poke its head out and make it clear that it existed. With his cock began to fill with blood, his hand slide in to Oli's underwear and grabbed on to his cock. He began stroking it, pushing the underwear out of the way. "How was your day?"

[sebastians-perspective]

Missing Moments - Seb & Oli

The prospect of having a child was very exciting for Sebastian, but it was also frightening. He knew he’d be the one needing to provide for the family, and he was okay with that. It just meant that he would be working longer hours and more days, which he had started doing when they first found out.

It was a Thursday and the 3rd time he’d gotten home after 10 in the evening. He stumbled his way through the front door, kicking off his shoes and dropping his coat on the ground as he made his way to the main bedroom. He didn’t except Oli to be awake. He stripped down to his underwear and headed in to the bathroom to take a shower before emerging again and climbing in to bed in the nude. He pulled Oli close to him and on to his lap before closing his eyes. Not to sleep, just rather just to rest.

[blamelessandshameless]

I’m NOT Sick

[blamelessandshameless]

sebastians-perspective:

“We should probably talk about that. Can’t we sort out something where you go in to ballet instead of stripping? I know I sound stupid and kinda shit for not wanting you to do it, but I get worried. Not because of you but because of them. The ones you dance for. They’re dirty.” He sighed, kissing Oli’s forehead softly. “I’m sorry I get jealous like this. I just hate seeing you being made to entertain someone that isn’t me.” He went silent. “That sounds super fucked. I don’t mean you have to entertain me, but just.. don’t entertain them.” He knew he was digging himself in to an even deeper hole.

He stayed quiet for awhile, not stroking or kissing him. “He will like you. I’ve told him all about you. He already likes you.” He sat up straight and ran his fingers through his own hair, letting out a heavy sigh. It had been a long day and it felt like he still had so much to do. The fact that he hasn’t said much to his clear expression of love towards him also made him feel uncomfortable and a bit sad. He didn’t have the excuse of pregnancy to explain his weird emotions. “I have to go finish doing laundry,” he explained as he got out of bed.

Oli was surprised by the sudden request to do something other than stripping. He didn’t have many other talents, and no education. And besides, Sebastian had known what he did when they met. Still, he had a point about the patrons… and it wasn’t as though it was Oli’s dream job. “No one’s going to pay me to do ballet…” He said with a little chuckle. 

Then Sebastian went silent for a little while, and Oli reached out to grab his hand before he left. “Wait.” His brows where furrowed and worried, and his face looked sullen. “Talk to me. We’re mates. We’re gonna have a kid. I’m pregnant with your kid. Our kid. We’ve gotta talk about shit.” That much he knew, even if he knew next to nothing about relationships. He knew that his ex ‘owner’ never talked to him, only at him to give orders, and Oli hated it more than anything. Well, almost anything. He swallowed hard and looked to Sebastian pleadingly. 

“I…” I don’t know what I’m doing. I’m scared. Terrified. Please, don’t leave me alone right now. All words that Oli wanted to say, but couldn’t, not for all his desire to talk about ‘things’. “I just want to be around you right now, okay? Laundry can wait. At least a little longer.”

[sebastians-perspective]

He was being stupid. He knew he was being stupid. He was meant to overfilling with joy, but he wasn't. He had let his emotions get in the way. He took a deep breath in and exhaled, trying to let go on the feelings that had harbored inside of him within the past few minutes. He looked at Oli with honest eyes, giving him a soft smile when he said all he wanted was to be close to him.

The more time passed, the more what was happening became so real. The more he began to realize that he was going to be a dad, and more than likely have to support the family. At least for the next few years. He moved closer to Oli. "People will come. I know they will." Even as he was saying that, he was mentally trying to budget putting money away each month for their child's education. Over everything else, that was the most important. Good education. "I'm just happy that this is all happening with you and nobody else."