Blink Back To Let Me Know

Sebastian Smythe, 23, married to the lovely Kurt Hummel. Eccentric Millionaire.

[grantgustinbrasil]

[sugarvalmotta]

It’s not the same, Sebbers. Making Jake wear a yama/kippahclaus is the whole point and making him wear a yama/kippah head dress with feathers on it doesn’t work.

[sebastiansaysyes]

I'm sorry...? I'm Catholic.

[sebastiansaysyes]

Text: Sebtana

Sugar: Babies usually love Sam. It's a curse since it means he'll probably want more. He told me he wants six. Who in their right mind wants six kids? That is a whole basketball team with a fill in.

Sebastian: He's on crack. It's okay. He'll forget about that when you have the two and can't remember what sleep feels like. They wake up a lot and it's always together so we both have to be up.

[sebastiansaysyes]

Text: Sebtana

Santana: you better not. I'm going to just have to save this for proof later on in case you want to act a fool and try.

Sebastian: At least not alone. Sam's pretty good with them. Lizzie likes him.

[sebastiansaysyes]

Text: Sebtana

Santana: you usually are pretty pathetic without me. I guess we can try this thing again. Just don't think for a second you can dump your brats on me even after I see them or when I have my own because there is no way I would be able to handle four.

Sebastian: I would never throw four kids at you. We'll have play dates when they're old enough.

[sebastiansaysyes]

Private Message: Kurtbastian

Sebastian: Is it still weird for you? Having all this money?

Sebastian: Steve is scared of them. They're bigger than he is.

Kurt: Yes it is. I don't think I'll ever get used to it. Plus, I love my job, so I wouldn't want to quit it.

Kurt: True... and it's not like they're very big either.

Sebastian: I would never ask you to quit something you loved. Even my mother had a job. I mean it was planning events for charities and she hardly got paid but she had a job.

Sebastian: They're beautiful.

[sebastiansaysyes]

Text: Sebtana

Santana: Don't push it Feivel. I'll make my way around eventually I just need time alright. It'll be soon just let me do it in my own time

Sebastian: Can we be friends again? I really... really missed you. You can ask Kurt I've been pretty pathetic.

[sebastiansaysyes]

Private Message: Kurtbastian

Kurt: I know that. That's why we both work hard to be here as much as possible. You know that, I know that. You're not going to be that guy.

Kurt: He doesn't hate you. Pepper just loves everything. Also Steve's been hiding on top of the wardrobe in the spare room. I don't know why, but I saw him up there today.

Sebastian: Is it still weird for you? Having all this money?

Sebastian: Steve is scared of them. They're bigger than he is.

[sebastiansaysyes]

Text: Sebtana

Santana: being a dad has made you a total sap, I just need you to know that.

Sebastian: You would really know if you came to visit.

[sebastiansaysyes]

Private Message: Kurtbastian

Kurt: I wish you were, too. But I understand. The only reason I can is because I demanded it when I got the promotion from Isabelle, because she knew we were expecting our babies soon at that point. I only really get another couple of months like this before I'[ll have to head in more.

Kurt: That sounds nice. Been a while since it was just mac and cheese. Grocery shopping needs to happen. We're also almost out of cat food.

Sebastian: I don't want them to grow up like I did. With a nanny. I love, God do I love Mrs. Carraway but looking back I wish my Dad was around more. I don't want to be that guy.

Sebastian: Bucky hates me. But at least Pepper likes the babies.

[sebastiansaysyes]

Private Message: Kurtbastian

Kurt: I hate it too. I know. We both do. And it sucks, but this is life. Real life. All the horrible bits with the good bits. All at once. Alex grabbed my finger and looked me directly in the eye today, and Lizzie cried a lot, but then she smiled. Oh... she smiled so pretty, 'Bas.

Kurt: I love you, too.

Sebastian: I wish I was home more. I hate having to work a real 9 to 5 job when you can work from home.

Sebastian: It's almost dinner, and I have their bottles ready. If you wanna come feed them with me and then we can eat as well. It's just mac and cheese. We really need to go grocery shopping.

[sebastiansaysyes]

Text: Sebtana

Santana: do you think I actually want to listen to him while he tells me all the shit that can go wrong when I already worry every day that I can lose them? Seriously he sits up at night and tells me that our kids can be born with teeth, webbed toes or how because I have tattoos how we can have complications or a hell of a lot worse. I'm throwing them out to save my sanity and from me killing him. I love him but he doesn't get that I'm scared because he is too busy being fucking happy that I'm having his kids when we thought it wasn't possible. I had accepted that fact but then I wanted it and now I'm too afraid to keep wanting it when it is already too late. I am carrying his kids and I'm not saying this isn't what I want but this fear that I keep living in isn't what I want.

Santana: then the fact that there is two of them drives me nuts because I was only expecting one. The fact that the treatments I took and then Sam already having twins in his family fucked me over tenfold. Then one of them actually can be a girl which terrifies me even more because you and I both know that the world does not need another Santana Lopez.

Sebastian: Honey. Do you know what you can tell him that. And he'll read you all the good stuff about when they can sit up on their own. About when they can have more than milk or solid food. Walking, talking. He reads that too. The bad stuff is scary but it's fascinating. I'll give him some of ours, ours aren't all the bad things. They're the good things. When babies smile, and laugh, and what their cries mean. How to know when they're hungry or tired or whatever. It's scary. But it's helpful.

Sebastian: Maybe the world doesn't need another Santana Lopez, but maybe the world needs a mix of Santana and Sam Evans.

[sebastiansaysyes]

Private Message: Kurtbastian

Kurt: Grace is an option, but I really... I just want things to be okay with you two again.

Kurt: I know you are, 'Bas. I miss her too. I don't know. Maybe we have to give her time until she's less hormonal or maybe we need to show her that we haven't given up on her. I don't know. Girls are hard. How do straight and bi guys, and bi and gay girls handle this?

Sebastian: I hate it, Kurt. I hate this. All we're doing is fighting, me and her. It's too much stress and God knows I have enough at the office and here at home.

Sebastian: I love you.

[sebastiansaysyes]

Text: Sebtana

Santana: that Santana grew up and stopped talking about her recent lay because she fell in love. I just don't know Seb. I'm just fucking scared and I don't know how the hell to deal with it and I don't really want to talk about it because the more I talk about it the more real it seems and the more I hate it for getting to me.

Sebastian: You talked to me about a lot more than just your recent lay. Talk to me about this, because you know what? Talking, making it real? It's scary as shit but you need to do it. Sam told me you throw out all the baby books he gets. Why? You need them because this, having kids and having twins, it is not easy. It is the farthest thing from easy. And it's okay that it gets to you, I hated myself for being scared but you know what? Having those babies in my arms even after how they were born. It was the best feeling ever.

Sebastian: It's okay to be scared, she was, I was. I still am. I am scared every day. But it's okay because I have Kurt and you have Sam and soon you'll have two babies and being scared won't mean much because you'll love them more than you're scared.

[sebastiansaysyes]

Text: Cap and Tony

Sam: She's probably just being stubborn. Don't worry it doesn't affect my relationship with you and Kurt and the twins at all. If you and Kurt ever need a night out you can call me to babysit.

Sebastian: I don't think we'll want a night out for a while. But I will let you know. Love you, man.

[sebastiansaysyes]

Text: Sebtana

Santana: I don't know how Seb. I just can't. You're happy, Kurt is busy. It's whatever. Just bye.

Sebastian: Yes, you can. What happened to the girl who would call me at 2am and force me to drive her to whatever diner was open and buy her milkshakes and talk. Kurt and I have jobs and a family and yes we're busy. But not so busy that you can't talk to us.

[sebastiansaysyes]

Text: Cap and Tony

Sam: Yeah I know, I get it, family comes first and you've probably got your plate full with the twins. Santana's a difficult person, we both know that, I just hope eventually things can work out and you two don't ignore each other or fight.

Sebastian: She doesn't want me in her life. She's made that apparent. I hope that doesn't affect your relationship with my family.