ABOUT ME !
My name is Sebastian, but you may call me Seb. I'm 25 & I use he/him pronouns. I love metal and music in general. ♥️
Personally, my favorite genres are deathcore, death metal, and everything else metal. I also like classical music. My favorite bands are Slaughter to Prevail, Slipknot, Lorna Shore, Behemoth, and Shadow of Intent. I also like visual kei—JILUKA, Kebyo, and kaneto-juusei, to name some.
I'm open to talking about metal & music too. If you want to learn more about my interests or just discuss about it with me, my inbox is open to all. ^^
WARNING: Some of my works contain dark content. Please read at your own risk.
ENG/FIL/DEU
* I will mostly write in English, although it is not my first language. Constructive criticism is greatly appreciated.
FANDOMS :
— ♥ Call of Duty: Modern Warfare II
— ♥ ULTRAKILL
— ♥ Solo Leveling
— ♥ Tokyo Ghoul
— ♥ Soul Eater
— ♥ Servamp
— ♥ Creepypasta
— ♥ Epic Seven
— ♥ Genshin Impact
— ♥ Honkai: Star Rail
— ♥ Danganronpa
— ♥ Diabolik Lovers
* you may request characters from other fandoms, although these may take longer than usual.
+ I can also talk about utaite! Feel free to send me a request<3
MASTERLIST
ORIGINALS / BOOKS :
Nostalgia (Unfortunately, I have decided to discontinue this as there has been no real direction. You may still read if you are interested.)
SOCS
WATTPAD, IG, TWT, QUOTEV
REQUESTS : OPEN!
* Please note that I have a personal life outside of the Internet, and I therefore may not be able to maintain a consistent schedule. I apologize for slow updates in advance.
hi guys... so um. yes. i haven't updated in a long time. i've really tried to work on requests, but i can't find the right words or the motivation to continue. so, i've decided to take a break from writing.
i'll still be active here, and i'll answer as much as possible if you guys have anything to say to me personally
i'm sorry :(
hello everyone. i apologize for my sudden inactivity. i've been busy lately, and i can finally have some rest... ^^'
rest assured, i will be responding to asks today. for the meantime, here is a recent work i have made, requested by my friend for her birthday. i hope it will be enough to make up for my temporary hiatus.
CONTENT WARNING: sex, orgasm denial, overstimulation, hair pulling, implications of rut/heat, degradation, dacryphilia, spanking, vulgar language, blood, vampires, bloodsucking, use of collars, use of handcuffs, reader has female anatomy, ruki might be a little ooc, desperate ruki, i suck at smut, DL stuff...
SWEET INDULGENCE
Pairing: Ruki Mukami x Reader
Oneshot
A knock rasps at the door, and Ruki looks up from his desk to the sturdy oak.
“Enter,” he responds bluntly, dropping his pen with a sigh as he rubs his temples.
Footsteps clack on hardwood floorboards then skid to a halt in front of him.
“Ruki,” you acknowledged, putting your hands in front of yourself. “Did you call for me?”
His steely gaze shifts from the ground to your form as soon as the words leave your lips. His expression flashes to a surprised one at first, before he returns to his usual stoic face.
“Come, sit.” Ruki commands under the guise of an offer, moving his chair back as he spreads his legs and pats his thigh.
“Don’t keep me waiting, livestock,” he warns, beckoning you to reduce the distance between you both as you hesitantly walk toward him.
“I said sit.” He spat, glaring at you as he grabs your wrist and tugs you into his lap without warning. A small yelp escapes your mouth as he smirks, pulling you closer into his abnormally warm body. A bead of sweat falls from his forehead, you notice, before wiping it off with the sleeve of your sweater as he subconsciously leans into your touch.
“Ruki… Are you sick?” You ask, concerned. His hand travels down to your thigh, dangerously close to your nether region.
“What makes you think so, pet? I’m doing… just fine,” he reassures you, caressing the flesh with his thumb, although his tone seemed as if he even questioned himself.
“You’re… Too warm for a vampire.” You observe, pushing his hair out the way to reveal even more sweat glistening on his pale skin. “And you’re sweating,” you add, shifting in your position on his lap as Ruki groans at the movement. You feel something poke at your inner thigh, realization dawning upon you as you put a hand on his shoulder empathetically.
“I’m so sorry, I’ll go–”
“No. Stay.” Ruki interrupts, his tone firm and yet somewhat pleading. His eyes glimmer in desperation for a split second, before he returns to his cold gaze. “How dare you even attempt to leave without my permission,” he tuts, narrowing his eyes. “You deserve a punishment.” He bares his fangs, the pearly whites gleaming in the moonlight intimidatingly.
Before you could even mutter a response, Ruki teleports you both onto his bed, pinning you down onto the soft mattress. He outstretches his arm to retrieve something from his bedside table, as a soft click reverberates around the room. You felt thick leather wrapped around your neck, as your hand flew up to touch it. He smacks your hand away with the irritated click of his tongue.
Ruki leans forward, placing his lips next to your ear. “You’ve been bad,” he whispers breathily, as you gulp in anxiety. “First, you tempt me with such revealing clothing… while I’m in my rut.” He whispers the final sentence, which barely registers in your head, before continuing. “Then you touch me so seductively… and try to leave. You know I don’t tolerate disobedience.”
“Ruki–!” You whimper, tugging at the collar with both hands. You feel him grab your wrists with his left hand, and suddenly you feel restraints at your hands. He had put a collar and handcuffs on you.
“That’ll teach you to be a good pet,” he smirks, moving back to admire your form. “These clothes don’t leave much to the imagination… And they only serve as a hindrance for your punishment, no?” He says condescendingly, his eyes glimmering in delight. In a flash, your clothing was ripped apart as he rakes his eyes over your body.
Cold air nips at your skin, as you whine at the sudden exposure. You feel his hips twitch forward as his temperature increases with every second he takes to ogle at your frame, lying on the sheets so openly for him.
“Please…” You begged, but you didn’t know for what. He raises a brow, a smug grin playing at his lips.
“Please what? Do you want more? Greedy slut.” He chuckles, degrading you as he only ducks his head to your level, taking in your scent and licking your collarbone before biting down harshly.
You hiss at the pain, suddenly hyper aware of your life source getting drained from you. A surge of heat ran down to your core as you shut your eyes at the sensation.
The bite of a vampire had always been odd to you; first would be the pain, when you’d feel the sting of his fangs sink into you. Then, it sent a rush of pleasure spreading throughout your body, overwhelming you until all you could feel was the mind-numbing feeling of your blood getting sucked.
Ruki then pulls away, the crimson liquid trickling down his chin as he runs his tongue over his bloodstained fangs.
“Your blood is so sweet and warm… Are you getting excited?” He asks, not exactly waiting for your answer, before carefully stripping his clothes, tossing them to the side. It ironically opposed the rough manner he had displayed when ripping yours off.
His hands roam you, traveling up and down your sides as your warmth spreads to his body.
“Having you splayed out underneath me like this… This punishment shall also serve as a reminder that this body is mine, and mine alone. Nobody else can see you like this, got it?” His hands settle on your hips, gripping them tightly. Your face flush a shade of pink at his words, staring into his gray eyes lovingly.
“Yes, Ruki,” you reply obediently, before he raises a brow, expecting a different response.
“It’s master Ruki to you, livestock,” he scolds, tugging at the attached leash as you mewl at the sensation of the leather tightening around your neck.
“Yes, Master Ruki!” Your eyes widen at the pain as you exclaimed, tugging at the cuffs as tears well up in your eyes.
“Don’t tell me you’re already getting desperate. Are you that easy to please?” He scoffs before gripping your thighs, spreading them open. Without warning, he plunges two fingers into your warmth and scissors you open, making quick work to prepare you.
“You’re dripping for me… And I’ve barely done anything,” he laughs at the mess he’s already made of you, the wet sounds of your hole being stretched open by his slim fingers and your quiet moans resounding through the room.
It silently drones on for a while, you nearly reaching your climax as you feel a knot tighten in your core.
“A-Ah, Master Ruki–” You stutter, before he suddenly ceases his movements and pulls his fingers out in a swift motion.
“You’ve been bad... Tell me, do you think you deserve to cum for that?” He whispers, grunting as he ruts his hips forward to incite a reaction from you.
“N-No, I’m sorry,” You whimper, as he only chuckles and gropes your thighs, kneading them with an amused look in his eyes.
“What was that, livestock?” He asked, grinning with a predatory look as he emphasized the nickname.
“I’m sorry, Master Ruki,” you repeat, shutting your eyes and biting your lips to contain your noises as he slowly inserted his tip into your hole.
“Fuck,” he curses, which was quite unlikely for him to do. “You make me want to destroy you.” Ruki growls, ramming his member into you with a loud, breathy moan. Your walls pulse against his length and the sweating intensifies, his expression morphing into pure bliss as you tighten around him.
“Ah!” You shriek at the sudden movement as he only leans forward, his chest heaving at every breath he took. He furrows his brows, attempting to let you adjust as a hand reaches down to play with your clit.
Ruki bites into your flesh, sucking your blood with an unexpected, high-pitched whimper as he pants desperately, sweat trickling down his feverish skin as he fully bottoms out.
“A-Ah… My pet… You’re so tight,” he whines, eyelids unveiling his glossy gray eyes cloaked with desperation. Ruki impatiently begins thrusting into you at an inhuman pace, biting his lip to hold in his noises.
His tip kisses your cervix and you moan so loud you’re sure even your ancestors could hear you shamefully receiving pleasure from the punishment of a demonic vampire.
“Master Ruki… So full,” you slur out, tears welling up in your eyes when he hits that certain spot deep inside you, ramming his cock into it ruthlessly. His warmth increases with yours as he orgasms quicker than he typically did, his hands frantically rushing to leave a bruising grip on your hips.
“Hnngh–!” He moans as his seed fills your womb, although he doesn’t cease his thrusts and continues to ram into you. He bit his lip hard enough to draw blood, fingernails leaving crescents on your skin as he felt you tighten around him.
You feel a knot tighten in your core, drool trickling down your chin. “M-Master Ruki, I’m c-cumming!” You squeal, as his thrusts cease and you whine in confusion. He lies there, panting and leaning forward until his cheek rests on your breast.
“Master Ruki… Why’d you stop?” You whine, as he only grunts in response. “It’s… A punishment for a reason, livestock,” he reasons, his tone betraying his true intentions as his cock pulses in your desperate heat. You subtly push him deeper into your hole with a suppressed moan, squeezing your eyes shut.
“So desperate already? Fine.” He narrows his gray eyes at you. “Since you’re so impatient, I’ll just give you what you want,” Ruki groans as he emphasizes the last sentence with his own thrusts, coming in quicker than before.
“Oh, fuck,” you moan, eyes rolling to the back of your head.
“What a d-dirty mouth,” he taunts you in between grunts. His hand reaches for your strands, harshly tugging at it as you moan in response. “Heh. You like that, whore?” Ruki tilts his head with amusement playing in his eyes. The only things you could utter are praises for how good he’s doing despite his own degrading words, and he visibly melts.
“M-Master Ruki, you’re… Ngh, so good to me,” you say in between heavy pants, as his gray eyes soften and he whimpers quietly.
“You… Feel so good,” he unexpectedly responds with a lick of his lips, sinking his fangs into your flesh with a moan.
Words escape his brain after his own confession as he completely focuses on fucking you into the mattress, his noises raising in pitch until he reaches his peak and you do too. Despite this, his speed never falters and he feels your juices spill onto his cock. The wet noises intensify and reverberate around the room as he continues his movement, even as you squirm in retaliation.
“Those tears…” He whispered, kissing the wetness you never noticed off your cheeks. “So beautiful.” Ruki praises, and at that moment you could recognize this as the true, raw, human side of the man you loved. Not the heartless, cold vampire that barked orders at you every passing second, but the one that willingly melted his icy walls for you and experienced a love with you he never did before.
“M-Master Ruki…” You call out, and the hand that once tugged at your hair runs through your soft locks with skinny fingers. He hums, lapping at the blood that dripped from the bite. His thrusts remain harsh as he grips at your hip.
The room is filled with the smell of sex and the metallic stench of blood as you both whimper in unison. Ruki nuzzles his head into the crook of your collared neck, taking in your scent with a longing, subtle smile.
“Are you… In your heat?” You question in between moans, as his soft side fades away and he glares at you in response. He sits up and suddenly pulls out right before you cum, slapping your hip lightly.
“All fours. Now.” Ruki demands, watching you with a blank stare as you obey. He grins at your compliance, impatiently grabbing at your hips as he inserts his cock into you with a groan. “Oh, you’re even tighter in this position,” he grunts into your ear, bare chest brushing against your back as his hand goes back up to pull your hair.
He pounds into your hole vigorously as the sound of skin against skin echoed, his noises now coming at full volume as he loses his shame and pride, whimpering and whining at such a high-pitch you were convinced he was even more pleased than you were. He spanks your ass, leaning forward as his lips touch your ear.
“I-I’ll fill you up with my seed and f-fuck you until you can’t walk,” he breaks the wordless silence, grinning sadistically. You could feel his sweat mixing with yours on your bare back, and you could do nothing about it but moan his name.
“A-Ah, Master Ruki! I’m going to–” You were cut off by a particularly hard thrust as you feel your overstimulated walls tighten around his member. You cum so hard at the sensation of his hard cock spurting out ropes of white into you.
His grip on your hair loosens as he collapses onto the bed, pulling you down with him as you whine in exhaustion.
“Ruki… I’m so tired,” you pout, and he closes his eyes and hums. Ruki brings you closer and basks in your warmth, relaxing in your presence.
After a few moments of your post-sex bliss, he abruptly leaves and enters the bathroom as you hear the sound of water running. He calls you over, and you stumble over your feet as he giggles at your struggle. Ruki helps you walk to the bubble bath prepared in the tub, and you smile softly.
“Thank you,” you put a hand on his shoulder, and Ruki being the typically stoic man he is, simply nods in response and assists you into the ceramic fixture. He goes in with you too, washing your hair and pulling you into his chest afterward.
“...Just relax,” he speaks against your skin as your muscles fall limp and you shut your eyes, snuggling comfortably against his body.
The next moment you open your eyes, you’re greeted with the sight of Ruki’s ceiling and you look around in confusion. He’s next to you in pajamas, reading his book as his gray eyes flicker to you.
“Ah. You’re awake,” he acknowledges, patting your head. “Go back to sleep. You need more rest for the next round.” he teases with a grin, as you cross your arms and lightly nudge his thigh.
“Goodnight, Ruki.” You say as he gingerly sets the book down and lies next to you.
“Goodnight, pet. Happy birthday.” He runs his hand through your hair with a soft smile, kissing your forehead.
MASTERLIST
i'm so sorry guys... i'm not good at smut💀
Hi Can you write a creepypasta story where the reader smells absolutely foul from non-stop playing fortnite thx
i'm so sorry i laughed 💀 btw i don't play fortnite so i didn't incorporate it much, and this request was kinda vague so i apologize if this isn't what you wanted
CONTENT WARNING: breaking into houses, hints of murder, violent threats, inhuman reader, stinky ahh reader, profanity, creepypasta stuff
ON THE GRIND
Character/s: (stinky) Reader, random victim, BEN Drowned (the voice)
Oneshot
As the brunette walked to his room, he scrunched up his nose in disgust at the scent emanating from within.
"Holy shit, it fucking stinks..." His hand flew to cover his nostrils as he hesitantly turned the knob, only to reveal the last thing he expected.
"Hey! Get out of my house!" He demanded with urgency in his tone, rushing to his closet and grabbing a baseball bat. He swung it once as it whipped through the air, his other hand returning to cover his nose as the smell grew stronger, the human in his room standing from their seated position on the floor as they stalked toward him slowly.
"Are you deaf? I said get out or I'll bash your head!" He threatened, amber eyes darting to the door that flew shut at the flick of the person's wrist.
"You'll do what?" The humanoid repeated tauntingly, their voice somewhat distorted as the smell grew stronger and invaded the other man's senses despite the fingers pinching his nostrils shut.
"I-I'll hit you!" He exclaimed again, his panic arising as the opposite person calmly neared his quivering form. They only raised an eyebrow, putting their hands behind their back as they tilted their head.
"Then what are you waiting for?" They challenged, grinning from ear to ear.
"I'm... trying to answer a lot of questions right now. That includes why you reek and why you have been playing Fortnite in my room," he replied, tone now one of confusion as his posture remains stiff, amber eyes warily scanning over the other's figure and occasionally flickering to the game behind them.
"I've been kicked out of my house," they pouted, now slouching as they hold their head down in shame.
"And I needed to grind. Badly. This event is what I've been wai-"
"Okay, I get it! Shut up," he groaned, lowering his bat as he sighed. "The main question is how long you've been here. I was out with my family for a week, and I get home to this stranger playing Fortnite in my room," he said, pinky finger jutting out to point at the person in front of him to not remove the index and thumb covering his nose.
They only hum, rubbing their chin thoughtfully before giving a response.
"I've been here for... about six days."
"What the fuck? Six days straight?!" He exclaimed, amber eyes growing wide in shock at the statement. The other person only shrugged.
"Yeah. I haven't showered in some time," they mentioned casually, as the brunette's jaw drops.
"I don't care about you going homeless anymore. Get the fuck out of my house, you musty pest!" He aggressively pushed the person out of his room as the humanoid slowly turned their head and seemed angered.
"You dare defy me, mortal?" Their voice dropped an octave, narrowing their eyes at him as he stepped backward.
"H-Heeey, I thought we were homies," he laughed nervously, eyes darting to the side as he was cornered into the wall.
They growl, baring their teeth intimidatingly only to be interrupted by a cough from an invisible third party.
"Complete your mission. You can come back afterward." A distorted voice cut through the tense silence as the stranger shook their head and quickly pulled out a knife.
"Hopefully this will be quick enough."
gray, cloudy skies. abandoned, rotting buildings. the world is engulfed in a gloomy atmosphere, as silence dominates the once bustling city.
signs of animal life or souls are nowhere to be found, except for one lone human.
curious eyes scan the empty place. a sigh escapes the tall man's pale, dehydrated lips as he attempts to look for a live companion. one to stay with him throughout his remaining years-- if he could even last that long.
he enters a small building littered in pathetic cracks. nature evidently begins its reign once again as moss fills random spaces inside the structure.
the man stands before the entrance, careful eyes slowly darting across the room. he hums and ruffles his messy hair, tucking his hands into the deep pockets of his gray sweatpants as he approaches the untrustworthy steps that led to the rooftop.
the man mindlessly scratches his left eye as he reaches his destination with a small, grateful smile.
"how am i even alive?" he asks himself quietly, chuckling lightly.
he looks up at the dismal, cloudy skies with an empty expression.
he doesn't know what to feel. he doesn't know what to do.
the tall man closes his eyes in relaxation, feeling the cool air pass by his soft features as he allows his lips to curl up into a smile.
the lone man's eyelids slowly flutter open as he observes his surroundings with the same curiosity he initially had, staring at the dead, lifeless area and admiring the strange and eerie beauty from within.
he sighs and puts a hand on his chest.
the young man's heart feels rather empty. lonely. he yearns for a sort of connection with anything that would be able to react-- talking to plants and rocks was not sufficient.
"last human on earth. a curse and a blessing at the same time, no?"
Hiya! You think I can please request Reiji and Shuu fluff headcannons, like before they started their fight? (My favorite brother pairing <33)
i believe the fight you were referring to was before reiji burnt down edgar's village. and i agree, these two would seem so wholesome if they didn't have so much beef lmao
BOUND BY BLOOD
Pairing: Reiji Sakamaki, Shuu Sakamaki
Headcanons
"Reiji, come on! Let's play," whined Shuu, tugging on his younger brother's sleeve.
"I have to study," Reiji replied, magenta eyes emptily scanning over the book page. Though, he felt more inclined to join his brother in a game of tag.
"Come on, just one game?" Shuu pleaded, as Reiji heaved a sigh and wordlessly put down his book.
At his brother's agreement, Shuu jumped up and down in excitement and pulled him away.
These two were inseparable. Despite Reiji's stoic demeanor, he clearly loved his brother.
They often spent their free time playing games together in the great expanse of the dense forest surrounding their manor, usually when their mother was away.
"Found you," the dark-haired boy smirked, putting a hand on his elder brother's shoulder as he shrieked in surprise.
"Reiji? How?!" Shuu exclaimed, puffing his cheeks as Reiji chuckled.
Even as Beatrix attempted to pull the blonde back into his studies, he dared defy her when he was spending time with his younger brother.
Sometimes, when Shuu did have to study, he dragged Reiji along with him for help.
"Wait, Reiji. Why is this wrong?" Shuu pouted in confusion, tilting his head as he pointed to his answer marked with an X.
"Substitute x as 11," Reiji replied, writing down all the steps and patiently explaining the process to his brother.
Whenever Shuu had exams, Reiji would always help him review and get better results. Being levels ahead of his elder brother benefitted both parties a lot.
"Reiji, look! I got perfect because of you!" Shuu grinned, flashing the A+ in front of the magenta-eyed vampire's face as he embraced the younger boy in appreciation.
Surprisingly, Reiji did get nightmares. Some shaking him up to the point where all he could do was pace in his room and ponder. He was still a young boy, after all.
At these moments, he'd teleport into the blue-eyed boy's room, though with reluctance. He always ensured he was unseen and that Shuu was alone.
As daylight poured in through the windows, Reiji rushed to shut the blinds. His bare feet padded on the wooden floor as he put a finger in front of his lips, Shuu's face curled into a confused expression.
"Reiji? What are you doing here?" The taller boy frowned. Reiji only stared into his ocean blue eyes intently before walking to the bed quietly.
As the cogs in his brain turned, Shuu gasped and leaped onto his bed next to his brother.
"Ah! Did you have a nightmare?" He asked, as Reiji's eyes widened. He furrowed his brows, letting out a whispered 'shhh' as Shuu nodded.
"Okay, got it. You can sleep here. Wanna cuddle?"
With Shuu's energy and Reiji's cold front, the two were an unlikely pair.
They were like peas in a pod; wherever Shuu was, Reiji followed, unnoticed by all. Almost like his own shadow.
The brothers' bond, however, was unfortunately fragile.
MASTERLIST
i really wanted to blend some mini scenarios in! it doesn't really fit the format for headcanons, but i hope you enjoyed anyway : )
hi! i'm doing fine, but i've been quite busy lately. i apologize for the inconsistent updates, but i'll try my best to complete all requests as soon as possible. thank you for asking, how have you been? : )
Hello!!!! I love your work :3 can I get Gabriel Ultrakill and a reader who tries to make nice things for him? Like flower crowns or knitted plushies, just giving him nice things.
thank you so much! here is your request :)
WELL-DESERVED REWARDS
Pairing: Gabriel x Reader
Oneshot
"What is this for?" Gabriel inquires with a hint of confusion as he grabs the flower crown from your hands and inspects it.
"It's a flower crown." You reply bluntly, folding your arms behind your back as you smile at the angel sweetly.
"For what...?" He asks again, looking at your form with uncertainty.
"It's a reward for all your hard work," you say with a soft laugh, before snatching it from his hands and walking in front of him. "You deserve it."
You place the flower crown on top of his helmet, a wide and toothy grin painting your features as you move back to witness his bewildered reaction.
"...Humans are such enigmatic creatures," he whispers, as he watches your form walk away with a cheery bounce in your step.
✮
"Gabriel!" A familiar voice calls out, as the angel quickly whips his head around, alerted, hands swiftly flying to his swords.
"Woah, calm down," you say in between pants. "It's... just me." You back away with your hands behind your back, as he sheaths his swords once more with a relieved sigh.
"What is it, mortal?" Gabriel questions harshly, having been exhausted from his previous battles before encountering you.
"I see you're still wearing the flower crown I gave you," you say with a grateful smile, as his hand reluctantly reaches up to his head to feel it. He takes it off his head as you watch with an amused chuckle, before continuing. "I brought you another gift. I know you've been tired today, and I made you a little something."
You finally reveal your hands, showing the bear plush you made earlier that day.
"Here. It's a bear plush," you hand the soft toy over, as he only looks at you with what you assumed to be shock. His bloodstained hand hesitantly receives the knitted animal, as he brings it closer to his face and redirects his gaze to yours.
"Why?" Was the only word he mutters.
"Well, bears remind me of you. At first glance, you're big and scary, but you're just a nice guy. Plus, you deserve lots of gifts!" You beam, as his hand holding the bear drops to his side.
"...Thank you." He says quietly before turning on his heel, leaving without giving you another chance to respond.
"I guess that's big enough of an achievement," you whisper to yourself, going on your own way with a big smile imprinted on your face.
MASTERLIST
hope you enjoyed!
**first image above is not mine.
it's either i'm falling out of love
or i might have gone blind.
it flew far, far away like a dove
and i'm sorry we couldn't meet in time.
here i will be to end another chapter,
but i'm not sure i'll see you again.
i looked behind, witnessed the past
holding my heart was you, the previous captor.
i can't guarantee this will be the last
nor can i promise i'd love another.
signed, the fool
