épidémie.

souviens-toi des moments divins

[secondkira]

i think i’ll probably just make a multi bc i havent been on any blogs but sometimes i feel like writing

[namenoted-a-deactivated20220227]

There is no HEAVEN OR HELL.    No matter what you do while you’re alive, everybody goes to the same place once you die.    DEATH IS EQUAL.

[ryuudeus]

misa misa misa !

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[rosecrystal]

*exfoliates and puts face mask on after a long day of being evil*

[whostrikesfirst-deactivated2020]

             Amane-san  —-  I’m being serious.  

i.       decisively, he carves out a ball of coffee ice cream from his glass dish and stuffs it in his mouth.   he then proceeds to talk with his mouth open, because he has the nerve.

             Ice cream does not make you fat. That was a myth pedaled by the diet industry in the eighties.      @secondkira​

[secondkira]

❛  the  diet  industry  ?  suuuure.  get  real,  ryuzaki,  ❜  she  sneers,  scoffing  incredulously  at  his  rather  ungracious  conduct.  she  should  be  used  to  it  by  now;  he’s  forgone  even  a  guise  of  civil  mannerisms  since  their  very  first  encounter.  but  she  will  never  stoop  to  feign  approval  of  his  disrespect  or  opt  to  disregard  it  instead.  ❛  besides,  fattening  or  not,  dairy  isn’t  good  for  singers  like  me  who  take  their  profession  seriously.  it  causes  acid  reflux  which  could  totally  like,  ruin  your  vocal  cords  !  ❜

[hisnote-a]

@secondkira

HE WAS CASUALLY DOING A BIT OF RESEARCH, when a sound alerted him to a message. brows furrowed as the mouse moved over to the chatbox and with a sigh, he hesitantly clicked on it to open it, and then almost instantly regretted it. she was good at getting information, he had to admit that, but this wasn’t the information he expected her to get. truth be told, light the messenger only for friends from his school, so her having this information was surprising.

( 夜神月 is typing… )

( 夜神月 ) do i really want to know how you got this information? ( 夜神月 ) wait, let me guess… was it sayu?

[secondkira]

she  had  messaged  him  on  a  whim,  halfway  expecting  that  the  studious  light  yagami  never  utilized  such  idle  and  adolescent  pursuits  as  instant  messaging.  but  when  the  telltale  ‘  blip  ’  resounds  and  the  popup  in  the  corner  of  the  screen  notifies  misa  that  she  has  been  graced  with  a  reply,  she  cannot  suppress  an  excited  squeal.  she  doesn’t  care  too  much  about  the  nature  of  the  response,  but  rather  that  he  simply  acknowledges  her.  that’s  enough  !  her  thumb  glides  over  the  mouse  pad  and  she  maximizes  the  chat  box,  giggling  as  she  reads  his  message  aloud  to  rem.  

( MISAMISA is typing... )

( MISAMISA ) lightttt!!!!! OMFG :’’O ( MISAMISA ) it’s a secret<333 :D jkjk, it was sayu lolz ( MISAMISA ) soooo what r u doing~?!! :3 imy!!!

[rpmemesource]

a list of don’t sentence starters :

❝ don’t you dare touch him/her. ❞

❝ don’t look at me like that; like i matter to you. ❞

❝ i don’t understand why you’re acting this way. ❞

❝ don’t say that to me, [NAME]. not you, of all people. ❞

❝ what i don’t understand is how you can be so nonchalant in this situation. ❞

❝ please don’t make me go. ❞

❝ i don’t want to leave yet. ❞

❝ why don’t you just stay the night ? ❞

❝ don’t you love me anymore ? ❞

❝ no, you don’t understand. ❞

❝ you could, but you just don’t want to. ❞

❝ no matter what happens, don’t forget about me. ❞

❝ don’t say that you love me. ❞

❝ how can i live with myself if i don’t at least try to save you ? ❞

❝ don’t you know better than that by now ? ❞

❝ i don’t want anything to do with you anymore. ❞

❝ i don’t want to live a life without you in it. ❞

❝ your mind games don’t work on me. ❞

❝ i don’t want anything to happen to you. ❞

❝ please don’t miss me once i’m gone. ❞

❝ don’t go breaking my heart. ❞

❝ i don’t think anyone could love you the way i do. ❞

❝ you really don’t understand how much you mean to me, do you ? ❞

❝ i don’t want to die. ❞

❝ now don’t assume that this suddenly means we’re friends. ❞

❝ i don’t want you to be with anyone else. ❞

❝ don’t touch that, it’s valuable ! ❞

❝ ’ just friends ’ don’t look at each other like that. ❞

❝ please don’t cry. ❞

❝ don’t we deserve a happy ending ? ❞

[secondkira]

@hisnote  /  continued

she  is  quick  to  notice  how  light  crosses  his  legs  and  slides  his  hand  into  his  lap,  closing  in  on  himself  in  a  sudden  onset  of  great  discomfort  ...  or  something.  his  breathing  has  slowed,  too,  ragged  and  low  as  he  quips  in  her  ear.  typically  misa  would  agree  with  his  joke,  laugh  it  off  cutely  and  commend  his  sharp  sense  of  humor.  had  it  not  been  for  his  strange  reaction,  the  desperation  in  his  voice,  she  would  have.  in  fact,  she’d  only  made  the  offhand  comment  to  gauge  his  priorities.  would  he  deny  any  such  assertion  in  order  to  reassure  her,  or  would  he  disparagingly  divert  her  attention  to  something  else  ?  

he  chooses  the  latter,  evidently,  and  his  hand  is  tentative  as  he  touches  the  fabric.  had  the  circumstances  been  different,  her  heart  would  have  leapt  from  her  chest  at  the  following  compliment.  but  she  can’t  shake  the  feeling  that  something  is  terribly  off.  

❛  not  really.  you  saw  it  last  week,  ❜  her  voice  is  inquisitive,  but  it  lacks  its  usual  lilt  and  cheerful  timbre.  her  focus  darts  from  light  to  L  and  back  again,  and  without  glancing  down  she  places  her  hand  atop  light’s  and  guides  his  hand  a  bit  higher  up  her  thigh.  then,  ❛  light,  you  love  me,  don’t  you  ?  you’d  tell  me  if  something  was  wrong.  ❜  it’s  more  of  a  statement  than  a  question,  something  she  wants  desperately  to  believe,  something  that  might  be  true  if  she  tells  herself  enough.  

[secondkira]

@hateslosing​

❛  misa’s  been  wondering  this  ...  ❜  she  begins,  blinking  up  at  ryuzaki  as  she  considers  whether  or  not  she  should  ask  him  the  question.  she  would  ask  light,  but  he  has  been  notably  impatient  today  and  she  doesn’t  wish  to  irritate  him  any  further.  hopefully  she  can  gain  some  insight  from  his  handcuffed  counterpart,  because  this  particular  inquiry  has  been  nagging  misa  since  she  learned  of  the  bizarre  arrangement,  leaving  her  unsettled.  ❛  what  about  nighttime  ?  does  one  of  you  sleep  on  the  floor  ?  the  couch  doesn’t  seem  close  enough  to  the  bed  for  someone  to  sleep  there  ...  ❜  does  L  even  sleep  at  normal  hours  ?  maybe  it’s  not  an  issue  and  she’s  just  being  paranoid,  but  she  sincerely  hopes  that  his  response  is  favorable  rather  than  what  she  has  feared  is  the  case.

[hisnote-a]

IT’S BEEN AN ADJUSTMENT, to say the least, but with eyes now closed he can imagine silence filling in the room much easier and it allows him to feel like he’s one step closer to actually falling asleep. yet, it doesn’t last. misa’s words bring him back into the present, but his eyes remain closed as he moves the hand that is chained to the raven-haired male. as the chains raddle it serves as a reminder that he can never truly be alone.

outside of his thoughts, he is constantly under the other’s gaze. one wrong move and the assumptions about him being kira begin all over again. that is to say that they aren’t there already, which the adolescent wishes they weren’t, but if anything, they would only become more frequent due to him acting in a slightly different way. ironically, if there’s one thing light has become certain of through all of this, it’s that ryuzaki really doesn’t know how humans work.

change in behavior is normal, but it doesn’t deem one as a serial killer, however, it’s not like he can say that without getting a response that is worthy of an eye roll.

dark eyes open to the world, greeting it with a gentle haze that is gone with a blink. chest heaves with a silent sigh as he responds to the question that hung in the air for far too long.   ❝   nothing is bothering me. ❞     but he can’t speak freely, even if ryuzaki says that he can, light knows better which is why he bites his tongue. oh, how he hates it.   ❝   why do you ask?    ❞

@secondkira​    ›   continued 

[secondkira]

he’s  obviously  lying,  bluffing  so  that  his  distaste  with  current  affairs  will  not  serve  him  ill  once  misa  leaves  the  room.  she  can  see  through  it,  ryuzaki  can  see  through  it,  but  she  supposes  it’s  more  tactful  for  light  to  feign  his  resignation.  tact  has  never  been  her  stronger  suit,  or  rather,  she’s  always  used  ingenuity  masked  as  naivete  to  her  advantage.  but  in  this  particular  instance,  she  doesn’t  see  any  value  in  hiding  her  true  thoughts  on  the  matter,  even  if  light  must  be  hyper  vigilant  in  his  compliance.

❛  you  seem  tired,  ❜  she  whines  dotingly,  nuzzling  her  head  into  his  side  and  embracing  him  loosely  with  one  arm.  ❛  you  need  sleep,  light.  why  don’t  we  take  a  nap  together  ?  you  can  be  the  big  spoon.  and  i’m  sure  ryuzaki  won’t  mind  us  sharing  the  bed,  he’s  a  pervert  after  all.  he  can  just  watch  us  from  the  desk  or  whatever.  ❜

misa  tugs  at  light’s  sleeve  and  glances  up  at  him  pleadingly,  hoping  he’ll  agree  and  lead  them  towards  the  corner  of  the  room.  L  would  have  to  follow  behind  and  position  his  computer  closer  to  the  bed,  which  she  knows  would  annoy  light.  if  nothing  else,  perhaps  this  can  provide  him  with  a  deal  of  momentary  solace,  which  will  ultimately  lead  to  the  clearance  of  his  name.  once  light  is  proven  innocent,  the  two  of  them  can  do  everything  together  instead  of  sharing  their  time  with  L.

[mikami]

Misa and Light after the timeskip

[ghostpotion]

misa misa !

[moraldestitute]

l'appe𝓁。

                    it wasn’t the most ideal arrangement of course   –   L knew going into this idea of his that it’d be inconvenient at best, but putting a stop to Kira’s crimes wasn’t about convenience after all.   &   the more it irritated Light, or rather, Kira, the better   …

                    that being said, sitting outside of a bathroom, knees to his chest with a laptop balanced to pass the time didn’t really look like detective work … 

                    L was unbothered by the chain pooled next to him, silver gleam waiting to be attached to his wrist in anticipation for Light any minute now. it was routine, or at least becoming routine   –   with the amount of surveillance cameras around this custom-built tower, it really wasn’t of absolute necessity that they be attached twenty-four, seven. that being said, it was absolutely necessary to deprive his main suspect of basic autonomy;   though that wasn’t the motivation he’d voice to the others working this case   …   there were plenty of mixed feelings he planned to continue ignoring about the staggering morality retained by those otherwise willing to put their lives on the line.     //     @secondkira​

[secondkira]

misa  yawns  loudly  into  the  palm  of  her  hand,  sinking  back  against  the  sofa  as  her  expression  contorts  into  a  dissatisfied  pout.  it’s  always  so  outlandishly  dull  when  light  goes  back  to  shower,  leaving  her  with  only  the  rapping  of  ryuzaki’s  fingers  against  his  computer  keyboard  as  entertainment.  she  twirls  a  tress  of  honey  blonde  around  her  index  finger,  turning  around  to  side  -  eye  the  detective  crouched  on  the  floor.  his  position  looks  uncomfortable;  she’ll  never  understand  his  bizarre  antics,  and  frankly,  she  has  no  desire  to  do  so.  

the  incessant  typing  is  serving  to  agitate  her  beyond  forbearance.  she  doesn’t  know  why  all  this  is  necessary,  considering  light  isn’t  kira,  but  if  it  will  prove  his  innocence  so  that  they  can  begin  spending  more  time  together,  alone,  then  it  will  all  be  worth  it  in  the  end.  it’s  needless  to  say  that  she’s  unbearably  jealous  of  L,  as  he  is  the  one  who  gets  to  be  with  light  when  it  should  be  her  instead.  but  distance  makes  the  heart  grow  fonder,  or  so  they  say.  perhaps  it  will  draw  them  closer  somehow,  lovers  reunited  after  weeks  of  insufferable  separation,  how  romantic  ...

❛  oh  my  god,  ryuzaki,  ❜  she  whines,  peering  over  the  back  of  the  couch  with  narrowed  eyes.  ❛  i’m  literally  gonna  die.  don’t  you  have  anything  better  to  do  than  wait  for  my  boyfriend  outside  the  bathroom  door  ?  you  know,  he’s  naked  in  there.  that’s  kinda  messed  up,  ryuzaki.  have  you  got  any  other  hobbies  besides  being  a  pervert  ?  ❜  she  hops  up  from  her  place  on  the  couch  and  marches  towards  him,  pointedly  closing  his  laptop  with  her  foot.  ❛  come  on,  i’m  sick  of  this.  ❜  she  seizes  his  bony  wrist  in  attempts  to  drag  him  upwards.  ❛  is  there  anything  to  do  in  here  ?  ❜ 

[pakimog]

ROSE

[deathnoting]

by enu

[secondkira]

❝ say misa, since today is your special day. what would you like to do? you name it, and we can do it. ❞ he grins as he speaks, and then holds out a hand for her.

❛  huh  ?  for  real,  you  mean  it  ?  ❜  an  authentic  date  invitation  from  light  ?  is  she  understanding  him  correctly  ?  nonetheless,  she  places  her  hand  within  his  and  nuzzles  her  head  against  his  shoulder  as  she  considers  his  offer.  ❛  well,  um  …  most  restaurants  are  closed  today,  but  i  know  a  park  that  puts  up  really  pretty  lights  !  ❜  the  idea  of  walking  hand  -  in  -  hand  with  him  through  the  park  as  the  sunlight  fades,  huddling  together  on  a  bench  and  watching  their  breath  condensate  before  them,  brushing  snowflakes  out  of  light’s  hair;  it’s  almost  too  much  for  her  to  take.  her  heart  leaps  in  her  chest  and  she  tilts  her  head  back  to  look  up  at  him,  batting  her  eyelashes.  ❛  how  romantic  !  ❜  

misa  giggles,  using  her  free  arm  to  wrap  around  him  in  an  embrace  of  gratitude.  once  she  relinquishes  him,  she  turns  to  open  his  closet  door.  ❛  you’ll  need  a  coat.  ❜  she  cards  through  the  hanging  shirts  and  jackets  until  she  finds  one  that  catches  her  eye  –  black  cashmere  with  silver  buttons.  she  pulls  it  from  the  hanger  and  holds  it  towards  light.  ❛  how  about  this  one  ?  it  would  look  so  handsome  on  you,  plus  it  matches  mine  …  ❜

[secondkira]