and straight on 'til morning.

paxtin price. 23. barista at the tea kettle. maybe you were just afraid, KNOWING you were miles away from the place where you needed to be, and that’s RIGHT here with me.

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stella buteaux + moodboard 4/??

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adeladydarling :

Adelaide gnawed at her lower lip. Paxtin meant well, and she knew he just wanted to make her feel better. He couldn’t understand what she meant, and she was thankful for that. He shouldn’t need to feel this sort of pain. “I know I won’t be broken forever.” Adelaide told him with the smallest of smiles. “But for now… I’m a little broken. I’ll fix, but it’ll take time.” She said simply. “You’re right.” She nodded slowly.

he felt hopeless. the more he tried to understand, the more he failed. perhaps that’ll always be the way things work for him. crossing his legs, he heaves a sigh and puts his chin in his hand. as much as he wants to help, he isn’t sure he can. pursing his lips, he decides he’s the least capable out of all of her boys. “’m sorry ‘m not much help,” he deadpans, “i don’t think i’ll ever understand much’a anything.”

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wand, pickett

wand: stars or moon?

“stars.”

pickett: describe your perfect partner.

"noah tuthill.”

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i love the way you write pax, i'd just like to say. you give him such life, and you never seem to write a moment that is out of character for him. he is such a fun and unique addition to the group, and your writing style is really amazing.

i have such a big smile on my face from this !! i love writing him so much, hearing this has literally made my entire night, it’s so damn sweet ! thank you so much for all of this, sweet anon !! i’m so :’) let me love you !!

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🐝 💐

🐝 — tag three friends and your three favourite things about them! 

“well, i’ll start with noah! there’s ( obviously ) more than three, and i could just say everything, but, i guess… his heart. it’s big and kind and makes him the greatest person ever. and how he’s always been able to help. nobody else does— not like him. the bad nights… aren’t as bad with him there. and his eyes. but his hair, too. both tie for third!

my three favourite things about jay… how well he’s always understood me. this is partially why i chose him as my second, of course! and how he’s always had my back in everything— everything ever. he’d always be the first to support me, and was always by my side in seconds. can ya even ask for a better friend than that? and lastly… how he’s made sure all these years that we still go out on trips together!

i can’t choose between jenna and addie, so i’ll do both of ‘em! well, they’re my lost girls! jenna’s been around the lost boys and i for forever. she isn’t the best at tellin’ stories, but that’s okay. i think she’s one’a the bravest people i know, ‘n she’s a big dreamer, which is somethin’ i really like, too. she always believes in me. addie’s like my big sister. she tags along on my adventures ‘n never complains ‘bout ‘em. she takes care’a me so much ‘n i know i’ll never be able to repay her for that. ‘n she cooks really, really good food. 

@lcstmarbles, @braceyerselveslads, @jenna-edwards && @adeladydarling.

💐 — are you/do you want to get married? 

“one day i’d like to.”

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’ you’re the smarter one out of the two of us. ’

a character of childlike wonder; paxtin has many childish traits. loud, conceited, impractical and immature. one very well may be able to accuse him of never growing up. quite frankly, he hasn’t. but he’s not limited to his childishness, which many people fail to see. in fact, he can be very grown up and mature when it comes down to it. he can put his big ego aside. simmering down, for the sake of the situation at hand. noah’s a very special case. he has always been a special case. since their younger days, he’s always gotten a different side of pax. the gentler, natural, loving side. three months prior, all of this became clear. pax has always loved noah. he loved his lost boys, but treatment towards noah had always been so tender. he loved in a different way. a better way.

usually, a comment quite like this would be a stroke to his ego. usually, he’d be priding himself on it ( ‘oh, the cleverness of me!’ ), and then moving right along. but it’s coming from noah. noah, who is incredible beyond words. noah, who is beauty and who is love. pax will always be proud of him. “nuh-uh, gumdrop! you’ve always been the smarter one,” he is a clever boy, but nowhere near as smart as noah. that much is clear.

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happy meme monday, pals !! here are the memes i have open: classical divinity asks, fantastic beasts themed asks, lovely asks && ship meme.

paxtin. poncho. luke. bentley. nick.

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what can i say? i love your characters like i love my own family and seeing them happy makes me happy. they're so beautiful and such individuals that i feel honored to be rping with them. also you're always there for me which speaks volumes, thank you so much for everything!

i can’t even begin to explain how happy this has made me !! this is one of the nicest messages i’ve ever received and it means so much, thank you so so much ! you’ve been here for me as well ( if this is who i think it is ) and i can’t thank you enough for that. either way, i stinkin love you and you’re a real one ! ty for making my day !! 

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braceyerselveslads :

     JAY WASN’T QUITE SURE WHAT brought him to the topic to begin with, but honestly he didn’t always remember what brought him to the compliment that left his mouth, only that he meant it and it was deserved. and pax could always count on getting one from him and he took pride in that fact. because if someone didn’t have someone to bolster their confidence then that was one lonely life. just like how things would be if the lost boys had never found each other and stuck together.

     “ of course i think so, ” jay said, smiling to add to the point. he looked away to finish the hot cocoa he was making and put it in the window, calling out the name, before his attention turned back to pax. “ really? that means a lot. loads. ” not that he didn’t already know pax thought so before this moment. they all always had good things to say about each other.

from time to time, he gets into thinking about how lucky their little group has been. many friendships don’t last, especially those formed in childhood. falling apart happens, as unfortunate as it is. that’d never been the case for them. their time together could’ve ended so quickly back in foster. had one of them been adopted, the rest left behind. the lost boys were a take it or leave it package, and not many ( or any ) other groups can say they’ve shared similar experiences. the lost boys are a very special case. pax’ll always be grateful.

the smile stays in place as jay gives his confirmation, watching as he placed the order out. “well of course!” he assures, swinging his legs and glancing over his shoulder to make sure there were no new customers in line. at this point anyway, everyone who frequents is familiar with pax’s behaviour. sitting on the countertops may be shunned by some, but even then, he couldn’t care less if he tried. “one’a the smartest people i know, too.”

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whirrrbleep :

     THE SMILE ON RICH’S FACE stayed with each sentiment pax said. he could feel it becoming more solid, more permanent, and now he owed pax more than he might realize. “ i wonder where we’d go if i ended up going somewhere to take everyone with me, ” he pondered out loud, not that he was leaving any time soon if ever. never being the most likely. “ now i think that needs to be on a plaque or something too. ‘only bar in town that’s really worth somethin’.”

     nodding, rich looked behind himself to the spot where he was thinking about putting it behind the bar. “ i think that’s the better place too. ” he looks back at pax, pursing his lips together for a second. “ you know? you’d be good in advertising. or marketing, i’m not actually an expert by any means. which sounds terrible since i’m a business owner, but i always hear the word marketing and i think it sounds boring. so forget i suggested it anyway. ”

he’s not sure if rich is being serious or not, but either way, it makes for interesting conversation. the thought of them leaving here to go somewhere else ( even for a short amount of time ) definitely peaked his interest. his mind begins to swirl with possibilities of a road-trip— or even a flight to somewhere tropical! his excitement shows. “somewhere nice ‘n warm. maybe hawaii... or maybe we could even travel the entire world!” it’s a lot easier said than done, but nothing’s impossible if you believe. “well, i can whip that up for ya too if y’want! with my name under it, to show who came up with it.”

the decision’s already been made, he’ll be ordering a custom plaque for rich to hang in that exact spot. he’ll likely pride himself on coming up with the whole idea, but never in ill intent. scratching his head and cocking it to the side, pax goes over what rich has just said. “both of those sound boring...” his nose scrunches a bit, expressing disgust. still, he’s curious, mostly because he doesn’t fully understand what either job is. “what d’ya do? if you’re sittin’ around in an office all day... bleugh.” 

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adeladydarling :

Adelaide bit her lip, thinking about his question for a moment. She fiddled with her fingers anxiously, mimicking his actions. But while he was serious, she looked hesitant. Adelaide wasn’t normally in the role of needing to be comforted. She was the comforter. “I know it sounds silly but… ever since he left, I’ve just… felt a little less.” Adelaide admitted. “It makes no sense, I know but… a lot of things have been going through my head, and that’s one of them. That maybe I’m just not… good enough.” She admitted, avoiding eye contact with her friend. 

it’s difficult for him to put himself in her shoes. their personalities and their experiences are vastly different. he doesn’t understand much. he isn’t able to sympathize with much. he’s never had a lover leave him. though people going away is one of his greatest fears, so perhaps that gives him at least a little insight. just the thought of noah leaving has him feeling hurt. “but you are good enough, addie,” he urges, perhaps not gentle enough, but he’s trying. “y’can’t be broken forever. forever is an awfully long time, ya know. i think that it’ll take some time, but you’ll be alright again soon, i know you will.”

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gisclllc :

  “I stil dont get it why some people don’t like kids, they are the most precious humans in the world.

"i don’t get it either. bein’ a kid is the best thing, growin’ up is what stinks.”

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stxrshiip :

Stella took the straw from his hand, giving him a quick thank you.  “ Thanks. ”  She said with a small smile. She slid the paper seal off the straw, putting it into her shake. Her rainbow painted fingernails wrapped around the glass as she took a few sips. With her free hand, Stella reached down into the cheesy plate. Taking several tortilla chips in hand, she stuffed them into her mouth.

dropping back down into the booth, pax recrosses his arms and sits back. “uh-huh,” he says in response to her word of thanks, watching with a quirked brow as she worked at it. a smile begins to spread over his face. “y’know, i think you might actually do it!” 

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11/09

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adeladydarling :

Adelaide kept her small smile on her face, biting her lip. It was a strange role reversal that had happened. Usually Adelaide was the one trying to bring up Pax, not the other way around. Adelaide usually didn’t voice her own insecurities. “You do claim that…” Adelaide teased lightly, though she shook her head. “I don’t know Pax… I guess I just don’t right now.”

it’s known that he isn’t the best with comfort. dealing with people emotionally has never been his strong suit. a majority of emotions and feeling had only just come into his life a few months prior. his way of dealing with things had always been shove them aside, suppress ( and therefore forget ) and move on. he’s learning sympathy and understanding. slowly, but surely. he plays with his fingers, falling serious for the sake of his girl. “why don’t you?”

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’ why does everything you buy fit you so well? ugh. ’

they’re not close by any means, but they know each other. pax would consider her a friend. hell, she even went through with his dare of eating a bug. not many people would be so willing, which made her even cooler in his books. her compliment makes him like her more. an easy way to gain points with pax is to give him a boost of ego; a little praise here and there. admiring how well his newly bought hoodie looks on him, he sticks his chest out and puts his hands on his hips; a pleased smirk. “say, it does look nice, doesn’t it? i knew it was a good purchase...”