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Please can you continue omega??? Please i'm waiting for this...
We are definitely working on Omega! We’ve both been pretty busy, so the finishing process was put on a backburner; but it’s at the top of our list. Hopefully we’ll have that up for you soon!
And, for any new followers who haven’t read it, check out our werewolf AU!
Can you please? Please please please write part 2 of Once Bitten? I mean I love ALL vampire aus. Im a sucker for them. My favourite series are of them. Can you please write it? IM SO IN LOVE WITH IT! *_*
Ahh, thank you so much!! We are so happy you like it! We weren’t sure how much you all would be into Bitten verse, but it’s one of our favorites – and, personally, vampire Clarke is one of my favorites to write. We are so happy that you all love it as much as we do!
We definitely have plans to continue that universe, but I’m not sure how long it will be before we do. We’ve got two other universes published that we’d like to continue, so we’re bouncing between the three. It’s definitely in progress for the near future, though!
I'm sure you've probably already been asked this but are you planning on writing anything else in the 'Once Bitten' universe? I think I've read the piece you've written like five times already!
Oh wow, thank you so much! We’re so happy that you like it! (Five times? Are you sure? Five?!)
We’ll probably (definitely) revisit the Bitten universe again. We already have a lot of ideas for it, and we’re partway into a thread about their (very sexy) reunion. We are, on the other hand, juggling a lot of verses at this point, so I’m not sure which one will be updated next or how soon we’ll get to them. But Bitten has been so well received that the sequel is definitely getting higher on our list. We’ll do our best!
He shouldn’t have done that, clapped his hand over his neck, because now she can’t take her eyes from it, this expanse of flesh, skin and blood, soft and so easily breakable, and she takes another step forward, tongue sliding over her fangs. Blood. Warm, flowing blood, over her tongue, coating her lips. He looks terrified, shows the fear he’s tried so hard to hide from her, but she doesn’t falter. She takes another step, and another, watching him and his thin, fragile human skin.
She wakes with drops of blood on her lips. They land, wet, dark, metal over her mouth, seeping gently through her lips, onto her tongue, soaking into her until she slowly opens her eyes. Eyes that haven’t opened in nearly a century. And her first instinct is to attack.
She senses more than sees something in the corner, something warm, and she lunges at the soft, beating flesh, the blood thrumming beneath the skin, the warm, hot mess of a human she wants, needs to devour, and before he can blink she has her hand in his hair, her mouth open in a snarl, her fangs descending, and he barely has time to draw out his cross to keep her at bay.
He's read the stories, talked to people, he's believed in things he never thought possible, and it's all led him here. Leaning over the original vampire, his last hope to save his sister, holding a cross between him and her to save his own life long enough to get what he needs. It doesn't matter the evil he could be releasing on the world by waking her, as long as his sister is cured. But despite his preparation there's still the fear that blankets him underneath his confident facade, fear that cracks his voice and freezes his feet in place for a moment too long. "Are you really --?" It seems good enough of a question, although the moment he says it he wonders if she even speaks English.
It's been centuries since a cross has repulsed her. It rarely did even before -- only when held by the most devout, only when paired with focused, whispered prayers -- and she's shocked when it repels her now. But she's so weak. So weak, and her tongue moves slowly over her lips, collecting every piece, every last drop and remnant, of the blood that had been used to wake her. It's good, it's so good, she’s missed the taste of blood, the life force she steals and devours and craves, and she opens her eyes as she turns towards him again -- fangs apparent under her lips, eyes black with hunger. And he looks so young to her, so naive and maybe innocent, such a pretty man. He looks like he would be delicious in every way. She's been asleep too long, she knows, when his accent falls askew on her ears -- something more casual, rounder than she remembers -- and she licks her lips again as she draws herself up into a proper stance. "Yes," she whispers.
It's strange to watch her. The way she relishes every drop of blood he gave her, he was so careful about that. Not too much to strengthen her too soon. When Octavia turned... Well she hated what she'd become. Waking up as a vampire had been painful and frightening and confusing. They'd both been thrown into the deep end, but her? After hundreds or thousands of years she still moves and acts like it's been the blink of an eye. She actually enjoys the blood on her lips, and there's a hint of a smile threatening to curl over her fangs, becoming of a vampire. The vampire. The original. He knows he's lucky that she's weak enough to feel the sting of the cross, especially as she’s looking at him like he's a glorified blood bag. He supposes, or reminds himself even, that it's all he is to her kind, and he needs to save his sister before she looks at him the same way, before it's too ingrained into her being. But this one, with her shoulders that square up as she straightens her spine and her accent so proper and other worldly, she's not turned. She just is. He finds a confidence with his fingers wrapped around the wood of his cross, wary of the time he has before she lunges for his neck. "I woke you and I can give you more blood, but I need the cure."
She tilts her head to one side. Watching him. Evaluating him. He seems so young -- so young compared to her thousands of years, spent crawling and gasping and preying on this earth, and so young as a man. A boy still breaking through his growing pains, a man in the shell of his past life. He is caked in the fear he thinks he's hiding, digging deep for a motivation that could only be a loved one. She still has strands of his hair in her hand, from where she had clutched at his skull to feed herself from his throat, and she quirks her head. He smells like he would taste better than anything she's had in years, and she's thirsty. So thirsty. Her eyes are pitch black with hunger, dancing between focus and unfocused, veering between her prey and watching for more, when he finally speaks and she latches on. Eyes gleaming as they settle on him. Unmoving, unflinching. "Blood," she says quietly. And she takes one step forward.
He knows he must look like nothing more than a pawn to her. A nuisance or pest that provides no real threat. The stories he's read about her and the things she's done. Even if they're only half true then he's still completely justified in being completely terrified of her. He knows he's nothing to her and her ethereal power, but at the same time he knows she's weak and hungry. He knows he'll never have this opportunity again. But he still accidentally lets a glimpse of fear flash over his face as she steps towards him. His free hand, the one protectively hovering over the messenger bag hanging from his shoulder, goes to his neck instinctively. "Not from the source," he says in what could almost be a chuckle. That he might be stupid enough to let this ravenous vampire feed on him, words he'd uttered in a similar fashion to Octavia. He reaches into the tattered material for a blood bag and flashes it to her. She may not been around for modern medicine, but he thinks she'll get the idea. He takes a step back and slides it away again before he continues, "The cure. I need the cure. And safe passage away from here. Then you can have the blood. My blood." He's not sure why he added that nugget of information, blood must be blood to her, but then he thinks, maybe it's a sign of good faith. Or a promise for more of the same blood that woke her.
Blood. That's all, the only thing circling over and over in her mind, one word repeating in her head (those drawn o's like a snarl, that hard d like the smack of her lips), one image of hot, flowing, plentiful, dripping blood, hot and red between her fingers and between her teeth. He's young and beautiful, sweet and tempting, and she hears somewhere that he wants the cure, but it's too far away, a distant cavern under a distant sea, tinny and small under this ravenous hunger. Blood. He shouldn't have done that, clapped his hand over his neck, because now she can't take her eyes from it again, this expanse of flesh, skin and blood, soft and so easily breakable, and she takes another step forward, tongue sliding over her fangs. Blood. Warm, flowing blood, over her tongue, coating her lips. And she takes another step, and the boy looks terrified, shows the fear he's tried so hard to hide from her, but she doesn't falter. She doesn't stop, or pause, or apologize. She takes another step, and another, watching him and his thin, fragile human skin.
He draws out a bag full of blood -- his blood, he mentions, like the blood she woke to, and she runs her tongue over her upper lip again -- and promises it to her for the cure. The cure, and she would laugh if she weren't so focused. The one thing consuming her. She needs to consume it. Blood. She sways as she takes a step forward, lips parted, hungry. So hungry. "The cure?" she murmurs. Her voice has gone too far unused, a soft croak that echoes through the crypt. "A cure for what?" She careens forward, another step closer, closer to the boy and his blood, fangs free from her lips and the rotted rags of her clothes falling awry, revealing the curves of her naked body, preternaturally attractive, preternaturally young, and as his gaze drops her eyes are back on his throat. Delicate breakable skin and blood.
Perhaps if he weren't so terrified he'd be annoyed. Annoyed at repeating himself, annoyed that she's ignoring him, annoyed that she's staring at his neck for too long. But he is terrified. She takes too many steps and shrinks the space between them. And each step brings her a little closer from the darkness, outlines of her face becoming clearer, more defined, and the rags that were once clothes barely clinging to her curves as she walks. He knows he shouldn't but he glances at her body while she's distracted looking at his throat. He hadn't prepared for this. Hadn't thought about it. It would be easy to ignore if she weren't so... Hot. Beautiful even. The thousands of years passing over her perfect skin like water over a stone. Somewhere in the back of his mind he knows it's the vampirism. He sees the words written on the pages of texts he'd read as if they're in front of him now, 'Vampires are designed to be flawless creatures, all the better to lure in their prey,' and right now he's the prey, it's simple. His eyes don't get the message though, as they follow every curve of her body, watch the sway of her hips as she takes another step. The step should be an alarm bell, but he's distracted. It's only when she speaks her question that he manages to pull himself back and remember his situation. He squares his shoulders again, eyes returning to the (beautiful) face that's still so determined to drink his blood. He's horrified to find his arm holding the cross, his defence, slipped a little, and he stiffens it again in the now smaller space between them. She flinches a little and for the second time that day he's infinitely glad that he did his homework. "The cure for vampirism," he repeats, and again it's almost frustrating to have to repeat himself except it's still mixed with fear. "If you give me the cure for vampirism, I'll give you the blood bag and you'll be strong enough to go and wreak as much vampire havoc as you want. Just give me the cure and let me go."
His eyes drop and fall down her body, tracing every curve, dragging over her breasts, her hips. She can feel his gaze over her, that innocent, naive hunger of lust behind his eyes, the darkness he should be resisting, and it pales next to hers. She wants to smirk, gloat in how easily she's snared him, how easily she's won, but she hasn't won yet and she's too consumed. Hunger. Thirst. Want. Lust. She wants blood, his blood, human blood, and she takes another step forward, towards him, faster since his arm slipped and then faltering. That damned cross. She bares her fangs instinctively. It's a nuisance, and she can't wait to break it, snap it in two when she's gotten some of her strength back, curse the God that cursed her millennia ago and tear his relics apart, but for now it's just her and this boy and whether she's going to kill him. She presses forward, another step, until she's pressing against all the repulsion the cross can throw at her. A few feet from him. And she studies his face, carefully, the freckles she wants to bite and the curly hair she wants to grab and the olive skin. From here, she can practically feel his pulse, that steady, earthy rhythm of his heart and his blood, and she can hear it, running through his veins, sweeping through his body, shooting through his arteries, hot, wet, flowing blood. She licks her lips. "You do not need a cure," she mutters, "You are not yet mine." She stops suddenly, mid-thought, and her eyes drop back across his body. The lines of his chest and hips and thighs, his silhouette before her, and she looks at the exposed skin of his throat. Hunger. She needs it, she needs it all, she needs. "Give me the blood. Or give me your neck." It comes from her like a growl, or a snarl, her back arched, leaning forward, animalistic. Hunting.
Her eyes flash at the cross, and her fangs remind him of what he's so desperately trying to cling to. She's a vampire. The original vampire. The strongest, the most resilient, the truest immortal. He scolds himself for his own distraction, his resilience broken so quickly by her albeit perfect curves. He can see her body trace the invisible barrier the cross is providing him. It's comforting to see her stop and offers him some of his confidence back. There's a line, at least for now. Her words surprise him. He'd heard her speak, short and few words, so now he's surprised by the musical quality of her voice. Despite the threatening undertone it's like poetry, her accent refined and proper, and her lips hide her fangs as she speaks. Another moment of distracting, ethereal beauty. Then he remembers why he's here risking everything, "I don't need the cure for me. My sister. I need to cure my sister. She needs --" He’s cut off. By her change, too quick for his eyes to see. She becomes the vampire, the animalistic one. The demand is harsh and forceful, and for a moment he's shocked as if he wasn't expecting it. Like he hasn't seen vampires already. He'd laughed at Octavia the first time she'd been like this because he'd been naive. He'd thought she was still his sister, but instead his laugh had angered her and she'd attacked. He's wise enough now to know he needs to be careful instead of following his instinct to laugh again and tell her she'll never get his neck. This original is weak now, but she won't always be. "If you want the bag of fresh, still warm blood, give me the cure and let me go to my sister."
He promises blood. Fresh, hot blood, just pulled from his veins, thick and red and warm, packaged for her in plastic or beating quiet under his skin. She wants it. Craves it. It's all she has in her head, his blood, coursing through him, innocent, sweet blood she needs, and she pushes closer against the barrier of the cross, taking advantage where her sudden snarl made him drop it an inch in fear. Closer, closer, and her rags fall further from her, her body more exposed, naked breasts and nipples peaked in the dampness of the tomb and flat stomach and curved hips and thick hair between her legs. She can feel him, his gaze, sweep over her, touching on every swell and curve, and as his hand falters again she takes another step closer. Bare feet slapping on the wet, dank stone floor. Fingers clawing her palms, waiting for blood. Hair mussed from sleep and age, tumbling and tangling around her face. Eyes pale blue and harsh. "And why do you believe I have the cure?" she murmurs. Another step, as far as she can, quiet and menacing and dark. "Give me blood," she says quietly, "and I will tell you what I know of your cure."
"You've been asleep for a long time, and while you have things have been written about you. About the only cure for vampirism being buried with you. I have searched everywhere, and it all comes back to you." His emphasis on 'you' leaves his mouth in a small 'o' shape as she takes another step. The rags fall away as if caught in a breeze and she doesn't seem to care. She really is hot. Perfect. Milky skin in curves that look like they're shaped for his hands, and he almost feels like this is one of her powers, like she can become the manifestation of anyone's idea of perfection, but he knows that's not true. He knows he must just be so utterly unlucky that he can't take his eyes off of her. Months of searching, research, planning. Planning every detail to make the trip, to make waking her up as safe as it could be, and now he'll be undone by what? His sexual frustration? He shakes his head a little, not really taking his eyes off of her but neither noticing how close she is, not instantly pulling the cross back up at full arm’s length. "If I give you the blood, you'll kill me before I can blink. Tell me about the cure, and I'll give you the blood." He reaches in to his bag again to bring the blood bag out, the cross slipping a little lower again as he does, and holds the plastic close to his body. "In the spirit of good faith I'm ready to hand it over once you tell me about the cure." 'Good faith,' he repeats in his own head. He's talking about good faith with a vampire.
A millennium. She's been alive more than a millennium, more than a thousand years, and she's seen her name in hundreds of texts and dozens of languages, on the tongues of philosophers and scholars and priests, seen her history and her soul poured into pages against her will, etched with ink and vellum and guiding the reader to her end. She's expected a reader to wake her, brimming with probing questions and an inflating ego, but she's killed them after waking, one by one, and she still hasn't come across someone who came through Anya's writings to find her. Clever boy. Her mouth quirks, nearly in a smile of appreciation, small outside the gape of her fangs. Maybe, she thinks, maybe he's better than just a plaything -- or maybe he's good enough for a plaything, she thinks again, instead of just a meal, as her instincts are screaming for. Blood. Fresh, dripping, hot blood, running over skin and onto her tongue, metal and spice and depth and life.
He shuffles his things, drops the cross, and she takes another step forward. So close now, barely a few feet away, so she can hear every thump and carom of his heartbeat, feel every buzz of his breath and drip of his sweat. "And what if I require the blood to give you the cure?" she says softly, evenly. He fumbles with the cross, the bag, and another step. She's close to him, so close, and she can feel him suck in a breath as she shifts closer. Closer, closer. And she leans in, soft, and kisses him. His lips, soft and supple and sweet, take a moment before they can move against hers, tentative and confused and maybe terrified, but then he's kissing her back and she's taking him down with her. Pummeling headfirst into blinding, aching, unimaginable want. He tastes like ambition and fear and she wants it, drawing him further into her, further in as she leads her lips with hers, moving over his mouth with the slow, easy movements of a thousand years' experience, further in as she closes her eyes and savors the feeling, a kiss, lust, a human lover.
And then she lightly bites his lip with her fangs. It's just enough -- just enough for blood to seep out of the dual wounds into his mouth, onto his tongue, across his teeth, but she chases it, scoops it up with her tongue and swallows. Blood, the blood she wants. Needs. Craves. And she presses against him more completely, cold, naked skin tight against every seam and fabric of the modern clothes she doesn't yet understand, but she's focused on the blood on his lip, intent, consumed. She pulls back long enough to suck on his lip, wrap her mouth around it and suck and savor the blood, then opens to him again, her tongue sweeping across his and scooping it up, over and over, eager, desperate, and she gives a small, wanting moan against his mouth.
"Then you can at least explain the cure before I hand over the blood." He's distracted balancing a bag of blood against his chest as the words fall from his mouth. So distracted that he hasn't noticed something else has fallen too. His other arm is limp by his side, fingers slack around his protective trinket while he closes the flap of his bag with his other elbow. He looks up too late, and she moves far too silently. She must glide through the air rather than barrelling through it like mortals because she's there, suddenly, catching him off guard. Fear seeps out of every pore, and he swears he can feel the tiny hairs at the back of his neck stand to attention. He doesn't usually experience fear like this, so stereotypical and sudden that it feels foreign. He constantly marches through life and into the unknown with adrenaline fuelling his next step into the darkness, but then again he's never truly been this close to the end. She's death. Both in status and the representative marker of his very imminent demise, yet she looks nothing like the hooded reaper that he might expect. If he didn't know what she was, he might relish in how close this beautiful woman is to him, but instead he sucks in a lung full of air and holds it desperately like it might replace the cross he's forgotten. The cross that it's too late to use now. Even weakened she'd swipe it away before he could properly repel her. Her head tilts and he can't even find it in himself to close his eyes in his final moments. He clings to the vision of her face like maybe she's too beautiful to actually kill him. But she is going to kill him. She's going to tear open his throat with ease and drink until she's full, and the last glimmer of his life has floated away on a breeze. He just wanted to save his sister. Now he'll never see her again.
Except the pain he's expecting never happens. Instead she presses her lips to his softly and sweetly. He'd gasp if he wasn't already full of air and pressed against her mouth. For a moment, maybe a minute, he's a strange mix of still utterly terrified and horribly confused. This is not how the stories go. She's hungry and he suspects beneath it all desperate and shouldn't he be dead by now? He can feel his brow furrow for a moment as his confusion intensifies, but the longer she kisses him it's new questions that spring to mind. How are her lips so warm? Why him? They all become nothing as he gives himself over to her. Maybe it's her vampish ability to control people or maybe it's just how good her lips feel against his but he melts into the kiss like she's not above him in the food chain. His lips soften against hers and the cross clatters to the floor somewhere in the background, but that doesn't matter while his hand settles on her still very naked waist. She kisses with intent and power, like he couldn't pull back even if he wanted to. He doesn't want to.
And then pain. Fleeting but sharp. Her fangs dip into his lip and copper floods his mouth quicker than he could imagine. His tongue and his teeth taste like dull metal, and it's unpleasant but then she's there. Saving him from it, sucking it up like she's his saviour rather than his hunter. When she pulls back she takes his lip with her like a lover might, but she's just tasting him still. Moaning as she feeds on him, samples him, decides if she wants to kill him. How much does she like his blood, he wonders morbidly. He doesn't really get an answer. Her tongue slips into his mouth again, but he still doesn't know what it means. A kiss, or is she just chasing the crimson that's leaking onto his tongue again?
She's warmer already. A few degrees maybe but it's noticeable against his hand on her waist and an unexplainable seed of pride blooms in his chest for helping her. For feeding her and warming her. There's a conscious part of him that knows what's happening and then there's this new autonomous part that only wants to please her. He has no idea if the kiss of all vampires does this or if it's just her. Or maybe it's the effects of hers being the first fangs to bite him. Whatever the cause, he's not fighting. He's still gripping the blood bag to his chest between them, and the scientist in his head is asking too many questions about how long he has left to live, but outwardly he lowers his head further into her, groans with pleasure against her lips and finally closes his eyes as if he trusts her.
He tastes like she's been waiting centuries for him. Blood, sating, over her tongue, that thick metal taste she wants, craves, needs, spiced with fear and longing. He tastes like his terror, like the reluctance of his mouth and the stiffness of his limbs, and then his hand comes to her waist and he closes his eyes, and he tastes like bliss and honor. Her eyes glint in the darkness. Watching him fall to her. Prey. Weak and wanting, lapping the copper and richness from the inside of his mouth, she takes him. His blood tastes like the only thing that has ever mattered, what she needs most, what she cannot survive without, and she doesn't let him go. She draws him into her, further, further as his hands meet her skin, still cold from her crypt but warming as she takes from him, heat and lust and life, and she brings up a hand to grasp in his hair, gentle in his curls, tugging him where she wants him, so she can suck at his lower lip, so she can slip her tongue to the darkest corners of his mouth and take. She takes from him. And as he reciprocates, as he groans into her mouth, she uses him. Another prick of her fangs into his tongue, and more blood, and she sucks, harder, growing stronger, swallowing mouthfuls of his blood, his tongue entwined with hers, her handsome little plaything, with a soft, hungry moan she leaves against his mouth.
It's almost telepathic, the way he expects the second bite. His tongue is prepared, flat against the base of his mouth for her to bite with both fangs. There's that voice that he's holding on to asking him why. Why are you letting her do this? He doesn't have an answer, doesn't need one. A much larger part of him just wants her. She tastes sweet, which is almost unexplainable. She should taste like his blood, the blood she's greedily taking from him and he's happily giving her. But she's sweeter still, and her kiss only becomes more intense as he opens his mouth further like he's offering all of himself on a silver platter. He tightens the hand at her waist but only to anchor himself to her as if she's the only thing keeping him standing as she pulls him to where he needs to be. He practically scolds himself for not knowing to move his head there. He should have known and anticipated. Not that it matters. He's still wrapped up in her, the beautiful curve of her mouth and the feel of her skin. He'd seen it before they kissed, but it was only now he really appreciated it. Only now he wanted her so much. So much that, even as he feels himself needing a breath, he can't tear himself away from her. He falls deeper and deeper while she sucks harder at the bites she's made. The corners of his mouth curve against her face in as much of a smile as he can manage mid kiss, and he groans again into her mouth along with his blood.
She kisses him as long as she can. Curls her tongue around his, moves her lips against his, sucks and laps and scoops the blood out of his mouth until she can feel him, gasping against her mouth like he's going to suffocate in her kiss, and she gives him a quick breath, keeps him going, tilts his head and kisses him again. She doesn't stop. She loves his blood, needs his blood, taking, taking all that he'll give her, red, hot, copper coursing into her mouth, as she retreats to suck at his bottom lip more fiercely, returns to suck at his tongue. Somewhere, somewhere she knows he's good at this, handsome, the plaything she would keep, consider making hers after she saw how he fucked, but now it's all blood, blood and wet, and eventually his mouth, his lips aren't enough, and she pulls back, tugging once more on his lower lip, before she moves to his neck. Leaving a smooth trail of kisses in her wake before she bites. She adjusts his head, nuzzles his throat, searches for his veins with her lips before she bites, fangs piercing his skin smoothly, and blood streams out, so much more, so much faster, and the moan she releases is primal. She laps up his blood fervently, focused on the taste over her tongue, pausing to lick her lips, lick up every errant drop, not letting any fall to waste outside her mouth. She drinks and sucks until she can feel him weaken, her beautiful boy, and she pauses long enough to soothe him. To ease him through this. She layers kisses over his neck, moves her hand in his hair, comforts him before she dives back in to the blood pooling at his neck. Makes a small noise of encouragement as his hand slips down to her hips. And she drinks, drinks from him, takes from him what she wants and takes him for herself, moaning and kissing him and draining him of blood.
He's so grateful. So fucking grateful to this beautiful woman when she allows him a gulp of air. It hits him like a wave, soothes the dizziness threatening his head, and he'd mutter a thank you if he had time. But there's only time to breathe in before she's taking his mouth again. As grateful as he is for the air she gave him he's happier for her mouth. How it tastes and moves over his. She's so perfect. He chases her lips as she pulls back, desperate to give her more. Then she's moving, lips light over his jaw, making a quick trail to his neck. He knows what happens next, but now he's not afraid. He's ready to let her take whatever she needs. He's hers now after all.
He moves with her hand as she adjusts him again, giving her access to the full expanse of his neck. She takes her time. Careful and gentle before she sinks her teeth into his skin. It's painful but it's pain he needs to feel for her. Every drop she takes feels exactly like what it is. A piece of him leaking out of his skin and surging straight into her mouth. It doesn't go to waste though because she drinks from him, laps up every drop from his skin, her lips scooping up his blood and her tongue cleaning up the rest. He stays that way, suspended in between pain and pleasure until his vision starts to darken and blur at the edges and he lets out a small gasp despite himself. He doesn't mean to interrupt her and he'd apologise but before the words leave his mouth she's kissing him again, a soft purr from her mouth that tells him how good he's doing before she drinks more. His hand slips down to her hip as his knees shake and he feels himself weaken. Giving in to the darkening vision as much as he's already given in to her. As his eyes close, he thinks about how glad he is that he woke her up and how he shouldn't drop the bag of blood he's still clinging to his chest in case she needs that as well.
Her lips move swiftly over his neck, tongue chasing every last drop of his blood, savoring, relishing, licking up every piece from his shoulder, his collarbone, his shoulder blade, every trickle and stream of the blood pouring from his veins onto his skin and into her mouth. He tastes like bliss, as he closes his eyes and melts away with her, this ecstasy with his fading free will, under her power and control and whims, and she drinks from him, sucks at his neck and draws his blood into her mouth, swallow, lick, savor, repeat, and the more she drains him, the weaker he becomes against her, and he tastes like the darkness and lust she craves and the best kind of sin, the devolving, aching sin of death and gore and her. She moans into his shoulder, fangs digging in again, another wound, another bite and more blood and more, fast and hard spurting into her mouth, and she drinks and drinks from him, hungry and taking and using. He is her plaything, her prey, and she tilts his head further to the side, more expanse of skin, more comfortable, and she hums happily as his knees weaken and he sinks lower, easier to reach his neck when she's still shorter than he is, when he still towers over her and covers her the way she likes in a man. Her plaything. She drinks and drains until she can feel his knees begin to give way, can feel the darkening of his vision and the numbing of his limbs, clinging to life by the thinnest of threads, and she lets him slip through her arms and collapse. And takes the blood bag, tears it open with her fangs, and drinks. It's warm, like he promised, and it tastes like his blood, the same innocence and richness and want, and it isn't as good as from his neck but she devours it. Swallowing, mouthful after mouthful, until some spills over her mouth and tips onto her cheeks, her body, her breasts. His blood is ecstasy, and she groans as she drinks and swallows, as she sucks the last from the bag and lets it fall to the ground at her feet, weak and unmoving like him.
She's so much stronger. With the blood of just one man, she can feel it -- the straightening of her bones, the warming of her skin, the power of her limbs and the swiftness of her movements, her darkness and death sliding back into place. For a moment, she savors the rebirth, the awakening after decades and the return of her power, and then she notices the boy at her feet. The boy whose eyes are closing, the boy hovering over death, brushing it with his fingertips, her plaything. For a moment, she might leave, leave him here to die like so many others she has abandoned, darkened and waiting for an end, but she pauses. Reconsiders. And leans down over him. He manages to look at her, and she smiles softly. He's so pretty, she thinks. A waste of beauty. She leans over him, her naked body over his and streaked in his blood, and she pricks the inside of her lower lip with her fangs. "Drink," she murmurs, before she leans down and she kisses him again.
He doesn't cry out in pain, even as her fangs sink into his neck again, making a second bite. The pain slows. It fades away from a sharp stabbing into a dull ache, like maybe his body doesn't have the strength to feel it anymore. His limbs tremble in her arms that hold him like a rag doll. Her strength and his weakness collide as he falls so far that even with her shorter height she has to lean down to drag him back up to her mouth. He's starting to inconvenience her and he wishes he could do something about it but his body is so weak and helpless. And as the cold floods over every inch of his skin until he's as frozen as he expected her to be he knows this is the moment he will die. He can practically feel death lingering over him like she is, and even as she drops him to the floor death remains by his side while she straightens her spine and squares her shoulders in the darkness. She's so beautiful. Even as she rips the blood bag from his hands with the ghost of a snarl on her face. He's lucky he gets to see her in all her glory before he dies.
He's bleeding out quickly, it won't be long now. He can feel his own heartbeat in the thick, red substance as it spills over his neck. He tries to will his hand to cover the gaping holes and stop the bleeding but he just can't. He can't manage more than absently writhing around on the dank stone beneath him while his own blood splatters on him from above where she's devouring his blood bag. But then she drops the empty plastic and moves as if to walk away. It's like his vocal chords have been snapped. He wants to beg her not to leave him as he dies but he doesn't manage the words, not as his eyes close again, slowly, finally. Until he can feel her. Lean over him again. He fights with the last ounce of life to open them for that, seeing her again. She's closer again, knees bent and by his side, smiling, and he doesn't understand. Take what? Then she kisses him, her lips working against his unmoving mouth, and he tastes copper again.
He can tell instantly it isn't his. Her blood is sweeter somehow, colder, darker. And the copper taste still makes him wince. He doesn't want to drink it, doesn't know what good will come of it, and then something in his head tells him he has to. Is it her voice? Wherever it comes from he obeys it. Drinks the liquid despite the taste. The effect is instant. It's completely the most curious sensation he's ever experienced. It's the opposite of a bite. He can feel the strands of his skin heal and close the gap, but it's indescribable even to himself. Even as he's finally participating in kissing her. His tongue sweeping over her lips for the blood that heals him. He finds his own strength and his arm flies to his neck to verify his healed wound. His eyes widen in shock at still being alive, and as she pulls back, because he couldn't even if he tried, he manages to look up at her with awe and say, "Thank you."
He doesn't drink from her as she drank from him. He fumbles against her mouth, messy, awkward, his tongue weakly crossing her teeth, brushing over her fangs before finding her lower lip, the cut and the blood she made for him, and he licks it up tentatively before he finds the strength to hold and taste and suck. His lips mold to hers sloppily, grasping and weak, his tongue fumbling in her mouth for more of the blood he doesn't want, and it's almost endearing to her, his desperation and ineptitude, his awkwardness and hunger. He drinks from her like youth and naivete, like inexperience and unpreparedness, like a boy. She straddles him, leaning down further against him until their bodies rest close together, one hand soothing through his hair, a thumb caressing his scalp. And she pours her kiss into him, listens to him moan, kisses him so the blood of her lip seeps into his tongue and his mouth and him, so he strengthens underneath her, so she wraps a finger in hers and pulls him back from an end she hasn't chosen for him yet. Her boy. He gasps a thank you and she pulls back to watch him. Studying him, judging, eyes glinting in the dark of her crypt and watching the quirk of his lips as he breathes. She pauses, watching, considering, licking his and her blood from her lips, before she murmurs, "You brought a vial?"
He realises she's sitting over him as he thanks her. Her body covering his like a warm blanket. Warm now that he gave her what she needed to get strong, and she's repaying him with his life. By his calculation that still puts him in debt to this beautiful woman he'd do anything for. He keeps sucking at her lip, running his tongue over it, trying to wipe away the blood and taste her mouth again, just her without the twinge of copper, but blood keeps coming. Coming and coming, and he keeps drinking because she wants him to and he wants to please her. God does he want to please her.
Then she pulls back, towering over him as if to remind him that her power, her strength and speed, well her everything, outstrips him in every way he could possibly imagine. The corner of his mouth curves at the thought. Of course he knows. He knows she was probably still stronger than him even at her weakest. He knows the cross, that thing he should have never threatened her with, was the only reason he had the chance to hold a conversation with her. Silly rules made by ancient fools trying to control the majesty that is her. Her whose tongue darts over her lower lip reminding him of her kiss before she speaks.
He's so distracted that it takes him a moment to realise she's asked him a question that requires an answer. A vial? A vial for what? And then it hits him like a freight train. The cure, his sister, the reason he woke her in the first place. His eyes glint in recognition, and although he can't remember why he needs to cure his sister, since vampires are such perfectly beautiful creatures, he nods anyway. Remembers himself as he replies, "A vial. Yeah. I have a bottle." His limbs react almost wildly with fast movements that overcompensate for his actions. Like he's rediscovering them after losing all attachment to them, moments ago on the brink of death. He reaches for his bag which is luckily not far enough that he has to move from under her and digs his hand inside pulling out several empty miniature alcohol bottles from his plane journey. He holds them up to her, as if presenting them for inspection, with a nervous smile.
He squirms under her to reach his bag, arms stretching far enough to shift his weight and hers over him, hips wriggling as he tries to maneuver an open pouch, sliding and jutting against hers. Her eyes flash, her brow quirks, and she can feel her hunger settling in again, rising in the back of her throat, curling up in her chest, caressing the low of her back, the hunger from giving him strength when she had so little. The want again for blood, for humans, for prey, the bloodlust in her eyes and the growl at the back of her throat. As he settles back down under her, she cycles her hips over his once, hard, almost brutally, to sit straighter, over him, stronger and more dangerous and dominating.
He presents his vials to her and she plucks one from his hands, small but extravagant, and she flips it over in her hands curiously, opening it and breathing in the remnants of alcohol. Whisky, she remembers. She liked whisky once.
And as he adjusts under her she slams her hips into his again, the lightest movement from her but it's too powerful, too much for him and he can just watch. Watch as she lifts a finger to her mouth, pricks her fingertip, and lets it drop into the class. One, two. Two small, delicate drops of blood from her pale, thin fingertip, in a bottle she carefully seals and sets aside. "She must drink from a willing victim. A sacrifice. And as she drinks the last of his blood, she must have two drops of mine. She will change." Her expression barely changes. A small glint in her eyes like a blurred shout from a distance, a turn at the corner of her mouth as she wraps her tongue around secrets no one would believe. A thin line of regret and discord drawn into her brow, and then smoothed. And then she leans over him again, body covering his, aching and deep and absorbing his warmth, and she brushes a hand through his curls under her.
He writes the first one off, the first grind of her hips over his. He's sure she's just adjusting to sit more comfortably over him, and he's too busy finding his bottles anyway to ask. Not that he would question her, since she can do as she pleases. She's given him so much today, he can let her get comfortable in his lap. He watches her as she smells the bottle she's chosen from his hands, and there's almost a quirk of a smile at his choice of drink. And there he was thinking he might be in trouble for his ramshackle attempt at a 'vial.' Instead now he's curious, wondering if maybe she likes whiskey, or liked it once upon a time?
Through the haze of who he's become for her, his curiosity, questions, ring in his ears. He remembers that she was a person with a life, and he wonders what that looked like. He can't imagine it. He can't picture her as anything other that the powerful perfection she is now. With her teeth glinting in some mysterious light, she bites her finger and he watches the drops of blood fall into the glass. She gave him so much more than that. He hadn't drunk much but he'd still drunk a hundred cures compared to the two tiny drops she's put in his bottle and placed next to him. How many other vampires could be cured? All of them? Could she even cure herself?
The scientist in him is silenced by the voice that tells him, again, she's perfect the way she is. It tells him as he barely noticed where she puts the cure, distracted by the second swish of her hips over him. Lighter this time but still strong. Pressure over him that feels delicious. The way her body connects with his and the jump of his hips as they try to push off of the cold stone floor beneath them to meet her. He half sighs and half groans at the feeling. Unashamedly letting the sound fade slowly into the darkness of her crypt. His hands smooth up her legs and to the curve of her waist as she leans forward, and God the lines of her body fit in his hands like he was made to touch her. Her chest pushes into his, colder again, and he's surprised by the reminder of her nakedness. Her nipples almost piercing through his shirt, the unhindered access to her skin as his hands move higher until he's cupping her shoulder blades like he has some choice over whether she stays where she is, close to him. It's a seemingly human motion to run her fingers through his hair, it's gentle and loving and he never really equated those words with the original vampire, who legend said would rip his throat out sooner than give his life a second thought. But it is gentle. And soft. And he whispers into the inches between them, "Thank you for the cure. Thank you for my life."
His hair is light under her fingers. Soft, delicate, easy curls teasing over her fingers as she smooths over his scalp, fragile strands of hair, fragile skin, fragile neck she could snap. There's something different about this one, she thinks. Something rare, if not unique, something that nurses memories of favorite lovers, something that challenges them into myth and doubt. He is clever, too clever, to have deciphered the texts, read between the ink and calligraphy to trace back the sources, deciphered Anya's amusingly unintelligible prophecies to find her archaic, buried tomb, the tomb she carved for herself and kept under trees and stones. He is clever, and beautiful, strong and fragile, so unimaginably human, his dark, savoring skin she wants to taste, delicate curls and freckles she wants to tumble into and map into constellations. She wants to fuck him, to see how he fucks her, wandering hands and jerking hips and an urgent, anxious desperation she hasn't found in a century, a mortal lust that sparks in the pit of her stomach and presses her hips to his again. He's eager, so eager, murmuring admiration and watching her with something deeper than awe, clear focused eyes and calm lips.
And, she thinks, perhaps that's the rarity, the trait that catches her and made her stay and convinced her to save him when she was screaming to leave, to search, to hunt -- compelled, mesmerized, enchanted the way she has enchanted so many victims, he tore free enough to escape and chose to stay. Chose her. Wanted her. He murmurs a thank you between untrembling lips, hands reverent and honest as he tugs at her, as he fails. His skin is too soft for that.
"You should be mine," she murmurs, eyes tracing over him. Her beautiful, clever boy. Her plaything. Hers. His breath heaves under her, and she wants to take it, devour it, squash it, take him as her own. He should be hers. He should be like her, and he should be owned by her, a new companion, a new pet for a new century. She wants, craves, and her tongue darts out over her fangs, curling and threatening, but she is still needs the blood. Blood, and his sunk in her system, filling her veins is not enough, not enough to bring her back to warmth and power and invincibility, not enough to make her strong again. She needs it. More, always more, more now. There was a village nearby when she fell asleep here, small and quaint, etched into the countryside and brimming with people, warm, breakable, blooded people, and she licks her lips and tastes his blood and she goes. "Find me," she murmurs again, brushing her lips again his, feeling his blood, tasting his blood, copper and want, and before he can move she disappears from the tomb and his arms.
She doesn’t know why she started dreaming about him. He’s an asshole, a complete asshole. He’s the annoying, cocky, always has to be right upperclassman in her freshman history class by some technicality, who knows more than everyone and tells them he knows more and is just a nightmare. And there’s absolutely no reason why she should be having sex dreams about him. Or thinking about the shape of his mouth, or the texture of his hair, or watching the smirk on his lips when he has the right answer. No reason at all.
Raven’s dragged her to a bar one day, letting loose with fake IDs after Clarke’s midterms and before hers, and they’re a few drinks in when Clarke sees him across the room, and she’s torn, as always, between glaring at him and licking her lips. And when she stumbles on her way to the bar it’s in front of him, of course, and she just meets his eyes and mutters, “You…”
He’s flirting with her. Actually flirting with her, and her stomach twists and her face warms. One good thing, and she doesn’t look at him because she can’t think of one good thing about him, he’s cocky and self absorbed and dominates the class and makes smartass comments to anyone who disagrees and god he’s an asshole. An asshole still steadying her with big hands and strong arms and she’s not going to think about it, she’s not going to think about him.
She doesn’t know why she started dreaming about him. He’s an asshole, a complete asshole. He’s the annoying, cocky, always has to be right upperclassman in her freshman history class by some technicality, who knows more than everyone and tells them he knows more and is just a nightmare. And there’s absolutely no reason why she should be having sex dreams about him. Or thinking about the shape of his mouth, or the texture of his hair, or watching the smirk on his lips when he has the right answer. No reason at all.
Raven’s dragged her to a bar one day, letting loose with fake IDs after Clarke’s midterms and before hers, and they’re a few drinks in when Clarke sees him across the room, and she’s torn, as always, between glaring at him and licking her lips. And when she stumbles on her way to the bar it’s in front of him, of course, and she just meets his eyes and mutters, “You...”
He's had that feeling all night like someone is staring at him, but every time he looks around she's casually looking elsewhere and he can’t see anyone else looking his way. So when she trips on her way past him he notices her suddenly. She doesn't fall all the way but he reaches out for her instinctively, even though there's a few steps between them, so by the time she's stumbled forward a little to right herself he's stepped forward enough for his hand to support her forearm like she might topple again at any minute. She shoots her head up with slightly wild eyes and her mouth ajar as she starts a sentence she never finishes. With a grin pulling at his lips he gladly takes over, "...saved you from totally embarrassing yourself? I'm the best and you'll never be able to thank me enough? I'm as charming as I am handsome and you're glad you bumped into me? Please, please pick just one nice thing to say about me."
He's flirting with her. Actually flirting with her, and her stomach twists and her face warms. One good thing, and she doesn't look at him because she can't think of one good thing, he's cocky and self absorbed and dominates the class and makes smartass comments to anyone who disagrees and god he's an asshole. An asshole still holding her arm with big hands and strong arms and she's not going to think about it. "Thanks," she grumbles and finds her balance again.
He's grinning at her, as if proving just how charming he can be, when she ducks her head a little. He wonders if she's blushing, because of course she is he's a stand up guy, but he'd never see it to confirm in this dim light. He realises where he knows her from when she looks back up, but over his shoulder, to her side, anywhere but him. She's that girl who always scowls at him in his History class. She especially hates it (hates him maybe) when he's right and she's wrong, but it’s history so that kind of happens a lot. She mumbles her thanks and he winks at her because yeah he's had a few beers, maybe he winks at pretty girls when he's had a drink. Maybe he does it sober too. He likes pretty girls. "Why don't you thank me by having a drink with me... Clarke right? I promise I'll let you buy if it'll make you feel better about me saving you?"
She's steadying herself on the back of a chair (his chair? but that would require looking up) and trying to figure out how to duck out of this conversation because she's had one too many rum and cokes and she doesn't want to do something she regrets, punch him or kiss him or both. She's only half listening to him, glancing over her shoulder at Raven, who's wasted no time finding a hot guy to buy her a drink, when she hears her name. And, against all her instincts, she looks up and meets his eyes, surprise washing out some of the drunkenness. And she just bites her lip, tongue brushing over it before she can speak. "No, I'm sure -- I'm sure you're busy, I should get back to my friend. I'm fine..."
He gets a little distracted watching her tongue dart out over her lower lip so he misses the first few words, he only manages to tune in just in time to hear her excuse. She really does not want to have a drink with him so he has to wonder to himself why he's being so persistent. He turns his head and sees who he thinks she was with, not that he was keeping tabs obviously, but her friend seems perfectly content with the guy currently buying her a drink. He swings back around with a jerk of his head in that general direction but a hand held up in surrender, " I won't force you to have a drink with me. If you don't want witty conversation and impeccable historical references that's your choice, but it looks like your friend isn't rushing out the door or anything." He pouts a little, momentarily, before he leans back to the bar realising that he's not sure when he stopped holding her arm. "But you know where to find the guy who saved your life if you need him."
She's too drunk for this. Or not drunk enough. She's gone weeks without talking to him, minus a few indignant exchanges in class, weeks to ignore and dismiss him and those stupid dreams she had about him. Still has, occasionally. That tell her he would be so damn good. She chews her lip, glancing back at Raven -- of all times for her to meet a cute guy, now, why now -- and there's not much else to do except say no and sit alone. And -- "You mean, be condescending about all the history you know and I don't," she grumbles, almost under her breath but not quite. God, she's not drunk enough. She spares another look at Raven (traitor) before she looks back up at him. Licking her lips. Watching his more than she means to. "I'm not buying," she says, like she still hasn't caught her breath.
He has to hold in his laugh when she calls him condescending because maybe he is, history is his thing, but she looks like she’s coming to some kind of life altering decision in her head as she says it and he doubts him laughing will help. He almost points out to her that he can be considerate if he tries to but very quickly she’s looking at him, or his lips anyway. He’s seen that look before, not from her obviously, but fuck she’s licking her lips while she stares at his. She definitely wants him and it’s kind of hilarious to watch her struggle with it. At least now he knows what she’s wrestling with. It makes it all the more funny then when she says she’s not buying. He lets out a small bark of a laugh as his he reaches out for her arm again to guide her securely into the spot next to him at the bar. “Just what I always dreamed of, begrudging and implicit agreement from a pretty girl to let me buy her a drink. You really know how to woo a guy Clarke.” He cocks as eyebrow at her while he works his lips a little, as if they’re not used to saying her name, of course then he sees her eyes dart to them again, briefly, and he figures maybe he shouldn't draw attention to them. Or maybe he should, her obvious crush on him is amusing him no end. “So what am I buying you anyway?”
She smiles. Begrudgingly, maybe, and then it's not so begrudging, a genuine smile. Because it is sort of rude, or annoying, to act so resentful and frustrated and annoyed to someone who hasn't meant anything, who doesn't know her -- and how does he know her name? she wonders, her teeth returning to her lip, stopping her smile as she turns to look at him, brushing past the freckles lining his face, drifting to the width of his shoulders. God, he's hot. And her lips stretch beyond her teeth. "Rum and coke," she says, less hostility and the slightest bit more warmth, then blurts out suddenly, "How do you know my name?"
He honestly doesn't realise her smile is fake until it melts into something more honest. It then dawns on him that he's only ever seen the fake smile and then he remembers she thinks he condescending and he gets it. It's nice to see something real, it softens her face, her whole body in fact as she moves easily into that pocket of space next to him. He's never actually seen her this close up he guesses, it's normally in class, while he's schooling her, or while she's smiling sarcastically at him from across the room and thanking him for his input, yeah, he definitely gets it now. He notices little things when she tells him her order, like how her nose scrunches a bit when she smiles with her whole face, it's cute. She's cute. Then she throws him with her question. He turns back to her, almost incredulously, from where he was leaning over the bar looking for his opportunity to order. There wasn't really a better time to test the water than with this story. "I heard your name when Kane called on you in the first lecture of the semester. Something about the aqueduct system and I remember checking to see who I was about to correct," he flashes her a 'I-know-I'm-a-dick' grin as he says it. "But I remembered it because the girl I was about to correct was pretty cute." God he's so smooth. But she kinda hates him maybe so it could still be hit or miss.
Somehow she didn't really expect him to buy her a drink -- it was nice that he offered, sure, but she expected to buy her own, maybe be abandoned for a prettier girl he might miraculously consider not talking down to, and her mouth quirks as he turns to try and order. A small, disbelieving smile, started and stunted at the corner of her mouth, but then -- god, he's such an ass. She's close to sliding out of her seat and going back to wherever she and Raven were sitting, she isn't sure now, and Clarke rolls her eyes and starts to turn away, a strangling sigh forming in her throat, but he follows up with calling her cute. Her, cute, and maybe it's more flattering than it should be and maybe she wets her lower lip but she doesn't blush. She doesn't blush. Her lips quirk into a small, amused smile, and she settles back into the seat next to him, even for just a moment. "Does that really work on girls?"
He sees it in her eyes. The hesitation. The moment she reconsiders giving him the time of day. Most girls feign offence with fake shock all over their faces but she's actually thinking of leaving. She almost slides away trying to eye around him when he calls her cute and damn if she isn't the actual cutest after that. Her tongue edges out over her bottom lip, which instantly distracts him thinking about her lips, and she's got this tiny, genuine smile on her face. He just has to look away for a second. Luckily the guy behind the bar finally makes it over and he orders her drink, plus another beer for him, absently palming some money into his hand. He turns back just in time to see how amused she is with herself as she calls him out on his line. He laughs and turns his charm up 100% as he leans in with a predatory smile, "You would be incredibly surprised how many times it's worked for me. Then again, need I remind you, it got a smile out of you too." He's so sure if it wasn't so dark in here he’d be calling her out for blushing too. "So is it just that you find me incredibly attractive and you were thinking about me naked, or do I actually have really good pick up lines?"
Some part of her wasn't expecting him to buy her a drink. He asked her, maybe, but he'd been joking, or she thought, she's not sure, but he calls over the bartender and pays for her drink and she flushes. She doesn't know what's going on here, how the guy she hates and wants has invited her for a drink and she can't read him and she just lifts her drink to her lips, sipping it too quickly. Because God she's not drunk enough for this. She sets it back in the counter when she turns and sees him suddenly. Moved so much closer towards her (her eyes widen) and with a smirk on his face, wanting and intimidating and alluring. Clarke swallows, and her teeth worry her lips again, licking over them. So maybe he did get a smile out of her, maybe, because he called her cute or something, but she -- She swallows, and maybe she's blushing, because maybe she's thought of him naked, but she holds it back. Smiling. "You're getting all that from one smile?"
She didn't answer his question which immediately makes him think it was the first answer. The one she definitely won't admit to thinking about. God he knows he's an ass but when he's got a girl like Clarke all worked up its just too much fun. She's too much fun, even just for the 5 minutes they've spent exclusively in each other's company. He holds his hands up in mock surrender as he leans back a little, despite her licking those lips again like an invitation. He doesn't move as far back as he was originally but far enough that he's not quite as tempted to kiss her without a second thought. "Hey now, if you want to deflect and not answer me then please be my guest. I mean I'll just have to go ahead and assume that you have naughty images of me in your head if you won't deny it. But yeah I'm getting that from one smile when it's a smile like that." And she is smiling like it again, small but tempting. He wants to reach out and touch her cheek just to confirm it's warm but he's not there yet so he takes a long drag on his fresh beer instead. "Of course you could lie to yourself and tell me how wrong I am?"
He leans away and something, some part of her, actually feels disappointed. She's too deep, she's in too far, and she feels like she's over her head in this conversation, like she can't keep up, because he knows she wants him -- God, he's such an ass -- and he's toying with her. And she's playing along, and she chews her lip and leans backwards, taking a sip of her drink. Wrapping her lips easily around the straw, watching his eyes drift. And her stomach twists. "What kind of smile is that?" she murmurs, turning back towards him, biting back a grin.
If he knows she has a crush on him and he's playing that this hard then he really shouldn't put it past her that she knows a few tricks herself. And she does. It's that slow and seductive way she wraps her lips around her straw that specifically makes him think about those same lips wrapped around his cock. God it's the oldest trick in the book but he knows his eyes have wandered to staring at her mouth now, hell he wouldn't be surprised if drool is starting to pool at the edge of his mouth because her lips are just fucking perfect. Luckily when she puts the drink down, turns back to him and starts talking again he smiles and feels no sign of wetness which means he's not a complete embarrassment at least. "It's the smile all women have when they're thinking about how hot I am. I call it the 'commando' because you're definitely wondering if I'm wearing underwear. Which, by the way, I'm not." He's good at this game, he knows, and he's not sure if it's her or the beer he's drunk but he's never had this much fun playing it.
She can practically feel the way his eyes darken, the way his attention drifts down to her lips, the way he watches too intently as she sucks on her straw and licks the remnants before she sets it back down. And she fights back a shiver. God, he's gorgeous, and he's hot, and part of her can't believe that the star of the history department who could probably have any girl in here he wanted wants her, is letting his eyes drift over her body, focus and darken, and she swallows. And -- she blushes so hard she has to duck her head. She wasn't wondering if he was wearing underwear, she wasn't thinking anything like that, but now she knows and she's flushed, wide eyes and embarrassment. "I wasn't --" but she can't finish, and she just says in a voice too small for how low it is, "Good to know." She looks up at him, biting her lip again -- but more slowly, this time, as she notices his attention, and she licks them slowly. And leans in, just as much. "Show me the smile where you're thinking about how hot I am. Where you're thinking about me naked."
When he lowers her face away from him with another small smile he has all the confirmation that he was looking for about the colour in her cheeks. And then she turns back to with a half vocalised, feeble attempt to insist she hadn’t been thinking about it. But now she is and her tiny little “good to know” affirms that. He’s about to tease her, to tell her to stop thinking about him naked until she’s bought him dinner, but he’s stopped by that lip bite. Fuck it’s so coy and cute and not what he expected from the freshmen who occasionally, stubbornly argues with him even when she’s wrong. She licks that lip again and he can feel himself leaning in, he can feel every tiny inch of space between them become smaller. Because, he realises, she’s leaning too. He grins at her request with a cocked eyebrow, his eyes darting over her face trying to capture all of it as he gets closer with his own tongue swiping over his own lips, “I don’t want to smile while I think about you naked, I want to stop fucking around and kiss you.” But he still falls into her lips slowly giving her time to push him away if she wants.
This doesn't make sense. She doesn't know how it's happening, how the hot guy she hates is buying her a drink, how he's leaning in towards her, tongue darting over her lips, how she's letting him and she wants him. And she's smiling -- coy and small, but she's smiling, and he keeps inching forward, closer to her, and she keeps her breath steady, her gaze darting from his lips to his eyes to his freckles to his unruly hair and his lips again, and how close they are. And then -- he wants to kiss her, and she breathes deeper, watching him move closer. And closer, and she doesn't speak again, and she doesn't move to close the difference, she just lets him lean into her until his lips take hers. And she licks into his mouth. Hot, eager, forward -- she runs her tongue through his mouth, exploring every inch, tasting him and savoring, and god he's hot. God he tastes good. And she doesn't move her arms, doesn't hold him, but takes his mouth with blind heat and want.
She kisses like the tough freshmen from class. The blushes and lip bites and nervousness all fall away when her tongue swirls into his mouth. His hand snakes around her waist so that he can sprawl his hand over her lower back securely while he runs his tongue over hers. She's fucking good at this, her mouth and tongue move so perfectly and God help him he lets a groan pour into her. She tastes sweet, like rum and coke, and he smiles into her mouth when he realises, vague thoughts about her lips around that straw again mingled with her lips actually against his. And when he reluctantly pulls back for a gasp of air he feels her teeth catch his lower lip and whether it's accidental or planned it's fucking hot either way. The hand at her back travels up, the tips of his fingers ghosting along her spine, until he slides himself from around her to scoop some errant hair out of her face, "I was definitely thinking about you naked then. Definitely. But I bet you're a good girl who's wearing underwear huh?"
She doesn't have to be nervous when she's kissing him. When she's not thinking, not speaking, not looking at him, the shape of his lips and the color of his eyes and thinking about who he is, how much he drives her crazy, when she's letting herself just want. And she wants him. So much, god he tastes so good, and her mouth is greedy on his. And her dreams were right, they were actually right, he's amazing, even better than she thought somehow, and she shivers a moment at his hand sliding up her back. Feeling him moan against her lips and licking up any traces of the sound she can find in his mouth. She doesn't want to pull away, doesn't ever want to leave how good this feels, and her teeth brush against him as they pull apart and she sees how his eyes darken. How the hand lightly brushing back her hair has stilled. And, so close to his lips. "Yeah," she whispers, inches from his lips, and she gently moves closer. "For now." And she nips at his lip before she devours him again.
For now. She's wearing underwear for now. It makes him grin and stare darkly, intensely at her, as close as he is. God she's going to be so good. He's going to fuck her so good and he wonders if she'll scream or bite her lip like she's done while he flirted with her tonight. And then she leans in again and pulls him the remainder of the distance with her lips and he realises he's created a monster. Fuck he might actually be in trouble. She's taking him, she steals his mouth and he's half convinced it can't be the same woman. Minutes ago she was ducking her head because he mentioned underwear, she was flustered because of her obvious crush on him and now her tongue is winding into his mouth, blurring the lines between him ending and her beginning. His hand tangles in her hair this time, holding on for dear life or keeping her attached to him? He's not sure. All he knows is he needs more. More of this kiss and more of her. He's so glad she nearly tripped into him, he's so glad she argues with him in class and thank fuck she let him buy her a drink. When his lungs protest finally that, no, they need air, he doesn't pull back. Not really. He just tears his mouth from her but stays close. Breathing between chaste presses of their lips. Lapping at her gently while he calms his breath. His lips are pressing into the corner of her mouth as he mutters to himself, "So fucking hot," like he might need to remind himself.
There's a part of her feeling smug. Smug, overconfident, amused that the hot guy from her history class, the asshole who corrects everyone whenever he gets a chance, the jerk who likes to be the center of attention and the dick who gets off on putting her down... He's moaning and gasping and muttering against her lips how hot she is, and a part of her is so smug. She's done that, she's made him want her, like she's wanted him, or probably more, and a smile quirks at the corners of her mouth. But it disappears quickly, because that part is buried so far under sensation -- the alcohol buzzing in her veins, the numbness in her mind that lets her just feel, feel the shape of his lips against hers, the pattern of his tongue exploring her mouth, savor his taste. God he tastes good. And finally she moves her hands, setting one on his thigh, her thumb brushing the inseam of his jeans, the other settling on his shoulder. God, he's amazing. He tastes amazing, and he feels even better, and she licks into his mouth so hotly, so hungry. And who needs to breathe when she has this, breathless and wanting, and she licks his lips before she draws him back into her again, crooking an elbow around his neck. Keeping his mouth for hers.
He should be grinning, smirking, gloating maybe. That the girl who hates him, argues with him like she's not a freshmen, who obviously has a crush on him but was still reluctant to even talk to him, is kissing him like this but he can't. Because as much as she's kissing him like there's no tomorrow, he's kissing her back just as desperately, lost in her so-addictive-he-might-need-a-12-step-program mouth. She's so sexy like this, so confident and in control. And her hand on his thigh, her thumb brushing his inseam enough that he can feel her through the heavy denim, God he just wants her. He can be greedy, he knows, and he wants a lot of things all at once usually but right now he just wants her to the point of being overwhelmed. Somehow they end up so wrapped up in each other. Her arm around his neck like she's never letting go and his hand in her hair with the same intentions of staying like that. Other limbs wrapped around hips or resting on thighs, and they're nothing but lips, tongues and teeth all mingling and clashing together until his hand starts toying with the material covering her like he's looking for a way to rid her of it and then his hand stills against her as he remembers. They're standing in the middle of a bar surrounded by people. Fuck. But he doesn't even give it a second thought as he pulls his mouth back with a pant, his forehead resting on hers while he asks, "My place or yours?"
"Yours," she breathes. She doesn't think about it, doesn't question, doesn't doubt because her head is filled with nothing but him, a haze of need and lust swamping all her reason, all her awareness until she doesn't understand his hands aren't sliding further up her skin, under her shirt, around her bra, cupping her breasts, and she hums in her pause against his lips, a small pitched sound broken with want. His breath is hot against her lips, so hot, and it tastes like his tongue and his tongue tastes like hers, and she has to kiss him again, again, before she can explain, "Freshman dorm. I share with Raven." She says it like she expects him to know who that is, and suddenly he does. A loud voice over the loud music in her ear. "Clarke!" And she looks up to see Raven, sobering, or more sober than she is, staring at her stubbornly. "We need to go. Now."
He’s already calling a cab in his head, pulling her from it by her lips attached to his. Wrapping her legs around his waist as he kisses her against his front door like he can’t wait until they get inside and then carrying her to his bed. If they make it that far, Octavia is away this weekend so maybe he’ll just fuck her on his sofa first or maybe he’ll actually make the effort to tangle her up in his sheets while she makes that sound that just came out of her. As needy as it is breathless between kisses and tongues. He even finds it adorable when she stops to speak words even though it involves taking her lips away from him for an unnecessary explanation about a dorm and her roommate. She doesn’t need to explain and he won’t lyrical about his sister. Then they’re interrupted and he can feel the scowl on his face at this person with the audacity to interrupt his happiness. Clarke’s face looks confused as she looks at her friend, confused and distracted. And worryingly that’s not what ends up in his bed tonight. He runs his fingers up and down her arm that isn’t snugly wrapped around his neck and he leans in to whisper, “Want me to call a cab so I can show you what else I can do with my mouth?”
His fingertips brush over her like his lips don't -- soft, teasing, delicate when his mouth feels like an open flame burning her from the inside out, and chills run over her, her attention drawn back to him, turning back in his arms, away from stubbornness and obstinacy of Raven. It doesn't matter. She's fine. She doesn't want to go. She wants to go with him, to go home with him, him and his hands and his mouth, see what his mouth can do, and his breath is hot against her skin as she tilts her head back to him. As she starts to kiss him again. And she opens her eyes, and remembers that it's him. Bellamy Blake. The asshole, the one she hates, the one she doesn't want to want the way she does. And he's drawing her into him, her, putting his lips on her neck and his hands around her waist and his fingers sliding up her shirt, and she's dreamt about this, she's wanted this, she wants this, and she's about to whisper a distracted, desperate "yeah" against his lips and tilt her lips back to his when there's a thin, olive hand tugging her arm away from around his neck.
It's working like he knew it would. His promises whispered in her ear amongst the loud darkness of the bar and his hands roaming her body. Exploring what he can in public, hands sliding under her shirt to feel the warmth of her skin against his fingertips. And she falls back into him so easily. Kisses him again, hard and demanding, until her eyes shoot open and she pulls back with a gasp. Even then he's not worried. He kisses her jaw, her neck, tastes her skin and let's her breathe this hopeful little pant into his hair. And then it happens. Her arm unhooked from around his neck and for a second he's just drunk enough to be completely lost. He whips his head up from the spot where his lips were brushing against at her throat to see this Raven character peeling her off of him. One limb at a time. With no regard for him or how much he was looking forward to all the sex. He's incredulous as he looks at this so called roommate but, with his hands still in Clarke's shirt, he tells her matter of factly, "We're going back to my place." As if this friend of hers didn't know where they were going or his intentions. "Right?" He asks pressing a kiss to the corner of her mouth.
Her arm is pulled away from around his neck, where she was keeping him close, so close to her, and she looks up again, pries herself from his mouth in surprise and shock and annoyance. And Raven looks at her levelly, sobering or at least more sober than she is, and threads her fingers through hers with a small trusting squeeze. "Clarke," she says, and Clarke knows. She knows something's not right, whether she's being saved or Raven is, they've been out and been through this enough, and she gives a small nod, leaning away as Bellamy tries to draw her back, pull her back in close, press his lips to her skin, whisper his promises. She only half hears Raven's response -- something like, "the fuck she is, who the hell are you, asshat" -- as she gently untangles herself from his arms, her breath still pressed against his mouth. "I have to go," she mumbles, with another kiss to his lips. He feels so good, so damn good, his body hard against hers and the shape of his mouth and the warmth of his hands and she hates it, hates to leave, but she has to, and she just whispers a small, "Sorry," before she takes one last kiss. She takes it, her tongue roaming the inside of his mouth, lips parsing his, exploring him, tasting him, memorizing the way he kisses and the taste of his tongue, something to hold onto for tonight. Giving him the same. And she steps back. Steps away from him, out of his grasp then out of his reach, biting her lip and sucking on his taste, squeezing Raven's hand like it will remind her why she's leaving, why she trusts her, why she has to walk away. And she gets a squeeze of her hand back and a tug on her arm, and she whispers, "See you," a slow, hot, coy smile crawling over her lips as she watches him, remembers how he tastes, before she walks away.
and the winner for the next AU fic + graphic we will post is...
Lecture, a college AU
It was pretty much a landslide victory (sorry, @we-are-fangirlsss, I’m a sucker for a vampire AU too (ha), but we’ll post it soon!), so we will get the first of the Lecture universe up tonight!
Apparently you all are very excited for some history loving Bellamy -- though he’s more of an asshole than a nerd, to warn you; sorry, @gossamerchild... There is smut early on, though, if that’s any consolation. (cough, @cupcakesandtv)
Thank you to everyone who voted (congrats, @feminist14er, @tvseriejunkie!), and look out for that thread in a couple of hours! We love you all!
Wow guys! Thank you so much for the influx of love we’ve had recently, especially for Omega AU. We’re so pleased you guys enjoy it as much as we enjoy writing it.
The next part will be with you very soon. We’re in the process of wrapping it up and hopefully you’re going to love it (can I get a howl for wolf fluff?), but in the meantime, how about something completely different?
We have the start to two new AU’s ready to go, and we’d like you, our dear readers, to choose your next adventure. Would you rather read:
Lecture, a college AU (featuring asshole history major Bellamy)
Mine, a vampire AU (featuring sexy vampire Clarke)
Hit us up with a message in our ask. Which Bellarke do you choose?
Wow guys! Thank you so much for the influx of love we’ve had recently, especially for Omega AU. We’re so pleased you guys enjoy it as much as we enjoy writing it.
The next part will be with you very soon. We’re in the process of wrapping it up and hopefully you’re going to love it (can I get a howl for wolf fluff?), but in the meantime, how about something completely different?
We have the start to two new AU’s ready to go, and we’d like you, our dear readers, to choose your next adventure. Would you rather read:
Lecture, a college AU (featuring asshole history major Bellamy)
Mine, a vampire AU (featuring sexy vampire Clarke)
Hit us up with a message in our ask. Which Bellarke do you choose?
Wow guys! Thank you so much for the influx of love we’ve had recently, especially for Omega AU. We’re so pleased you guys enjoy it as much as we enjoy writing it.
The next part will be with you very soon. We're in the process of wrapping it up and hopefully you’re going to love it (can I get a howl for wolf fluff?), but in the meantime, how about something completely different?
We have the start to two new AU’s ready to go, and we’d like you, our dear readers, to choose your next adventure. Would you rather read:
Lecture, a college AU (featuring asshole history major Bellamy)
Mine, a vampire AU (featuring sexy vampire Clarke)
Hit us up with a message in our ask. Which Bellarke do you choose?
Wow, thank you! We’re so happy that you all like our Omega verse! We’re finishing up one or two threads for Omega that we should be ready to post in the next week or so, so you will definitely see some soon.
heyy! I love that omega au it's soooo amazing and I absolutely need more! do you think you're gonna continue it any time soon? (:
Wow! Thank you so much for the feedback! The Omega verse has had some great responses that we really appreciate and we totally get why you need more, Werewolf Bellarke are pretty great.
We actually have some more Omega already written but we need to edit and fill in any possible gaps (we mainly write over text message and sometimes we can get a little distracted) but we’re drafting these next few threads now and hopefully some more Omega will be coming your way very soon.