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your daughterâs first tooth fairy toru fairy visit đà§
âtoru, you canât be serious.â
it was times like these you questioned why you married satoru gojo.Â
the white-haired, tall man stood in your dimly lit living room, wearing cheap party city fairy wings (probably from mangoâs halloween costume two years ago), a small tiara atop his fluffy hair, a tutu over his sweats, and to top it all off, a golden star-shaped wand.Â
âgod help meâŠâ you dragged a hand over your face.Â
âthereâs nothing wrong with my costume.â
âeverything is wrong with it.âÂ
âmaybe iâm just a good dad, one who actually cares about our daughters milestones enough to dress the part,â he huffed, straightening his tiara and giving your pajama a pointed once over.
âexcuse me??â you laugh incredulously, âdo you have something you want to say to me??â
âjust said it, love.â
he was impossible. truly fucking impossible.
âwhatever, explain what you're doing again.âÂ
your little mango had just turned five last month, and now the milestones of the last years of toddlerhood were showing up. sheâd lost her first tooth yesterday, and of course the dramatic father, satoru, made sure it was memorable.Â
kento n: âsatoru, why am i being sent a bloody tooth during my meeting??? satoru g: âitâs mangoâs; she lost it today, send money. and a card.â kento n: ??? kento n: *kento nanami has sent a payment of 50 dollars.* kento n: for your lobotomy. have your wife email me the results.
satoru g: [attachment]  satoru g: mango lost her first tooth; be a good godfather and send some bands her way. sugu g: i donât see a âplease suguruâ in that sentence, so you canât be talking to me. sugu g: also, bands?? lmfaoo. leave yujiâs slang to him please, thanks.
beyond pestering his friends to death, he took hundreds of pictures, frame by frame, capturing the moment you pulled his tooth out using the floss doornob method, the last one including you glaring at him while your daughter gasped.Â
âanyways,â satoru cleared his throat, broad shoulders rolling. âi'm the tooth fairy, obviously.â he gestured to himself, the entire ridiculous get-up.
ânow shut up and record,â he stuffed the camera into your hands, pausing at the scowl you gave. âhahâŠi mean, please, my beautiful, loving wife??â satoru gave your nose a quick kiss for good measure before scurrying off to your daughter's bedroom.
her room was like a fairytale of her own. the bedside night light cast stars onto the ceiling, pink striped walls and fuzzy carpets, not to mention the mountain of stuffed animals satoru wouldnât stop buying for her each time she picked one up. he could never say no to her.Â
you quietly snorted, recording as he tippy-toed into the room, nearly busting his ass and shooting you a warning glance.Â
mango was sound asleep in her princess bed, completely unaware of her father's tomfoolery. once he was in range, he lifted her pillow just enough, slipping a tooth fairy certificate he had you make at 3 am in place of the tooth, sixty dollars (which she didnât need), and finishing everything off by dusting glitter everywhere.
âtoruâ!âÂ
âshhh!!!âÂ
you immediately stilled, camera still rolling. after dusting himself off, he leaned down, kissing her cheek. âso proud of you, big girl,â he whispered, nuzzling his nose against her warm skin before pulling back.Â
and for a while he just watched her sleep; she let out a sleepy sigh, leaning into her father's palm as he brushed her hair. satoruâs heart ached thinking of how big she was getting so fast, no longer the blabbering big-mouthed mango he planned pranks and secret missions on you with. growing up faster than either of you liked.
âbaby, are youâŠcrying??â you whispered, lowering the camera slowly and taking a step closer.Â
âwhat?â he avoided your gaze purposely, managing a quiet laugh. âno, iâm not crying.â
âreally, i thought i saw a tearââ
âit was the glitter; it got in my eye.â
that lie wasnât convincing to either of you.Â
you set the camera down, arms wrapping around him from behind, and resting your chin on his shoulder.Â
âhey.â
âhey...â
âyouâre crying.â
a beat of silence passed. âyeah.â
your hands squeeze him briefly, pressing a soft kiss to his skin. âsheâs growing up; it was bound to happen, toru.âÂ
âi know,â he sighed, still brushing her hair, eyes never leaving her perfect little face. still a baby face, still some sliver of his baby there. âi just didnât believe them when they said it happens so fastâŠâ
âdo you think sheâll forget these momentsâŠ?âÂ
âno,â you murmured after a moment, fingers soothing a path up his ribs. âshe canât forget with a dad like you, toru.âÂ
he finally turned to you, his eyes glossed, but there was a faint smile of fondness there. âthink sheâd appreciate all this? know how much i love her, not just think i was some annoying dad?âÂ
âyes.â you smiled back, pressing your foreheads together with a shared breath. one of parenthood, of late nights with endless crying and sleep deprivation, switching off between feedings and naps, potty-training disasters, and chasing after her bubbly form for bath time.Â
âwe canât keep her a baby forever, but we can continue loving her and making her childhood the best,â you reached out, fixing her blanket before guiding him out of the room. once the door shut softly behind you, he immediately pulled you into his chest. a shaky breath came out.Â
âi love you. and iâm glad to share this with you.âÂ
you almost felt your own tears threaten to spill over, hugging him back tightly.Â
âi love you more, toru.â
âbaby?â
âhmm?âÂ
âcan i ask you something?â
âanything.â
âletâs make another.â
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swear to god i teared up
papa-paparazzi! nsfw
âyou're a creep who keeps pictures of your crush, Satoru on your wall, but he's into it?
wait guys lowk mean!gojo in bed, wait freak!jo too
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You stare at your wall that had hundreds of pictures of the love of your life before you head out. Well, he doesn't know you exist but it's okay, you'll settle for the pictures you printed at Walgreens. He smiles back at you in one of the pictures, he was talking to some other bitch, but he'll know who he belongs to. someday. but not today.
You later sneak into his frat's house party, you knew you weren't going to be let in, so you took matters into your own hands and went through the backyard door. It's okay, nobody caught you.
You wore the sluttiest outfit you owned since you had to fit in with the other girls here, you're so uncomfortable but you'll do anything just to see your man.
And there he is.
His hand is slung over some other girl's shoulder, but you don't pay any mind to that. He's wearing glasses that don't have any frames attached to them, imitating a nerd you assume. His white tank top is about to burst from his big muscles that glisten under the led lights.
You're drooling. Actually drooling. Your red cup catches it in time, mixing in with the jungle juice.
Pull yourself together, you thought. You'll never fit in if you're drooling in the middle of the living room.
The next hour you sit on one of the couches and stare at him. Admire him. His laugh sounds like heaven to your ears, he throws his head back dramatically, showing all 32 of his teeth, (you know it's 32 because you've counted them before), and you notice he's never alone. There's either a girl clinging onto his bicep, or one of his frat buddies slapping his back jokingly.
But you knew it was time to go when one of them yells, "IF YOU'RE NOT A BRO OR FUCKING A BRO, GET THE FUCK OUTTA HERE."
You make it back safely, but you don't go to sleep before cheesing over the new picture you took of Satoru tonight.
~~~
The only reason you're comfortable enough to have a wall of Satoru is because your dorm has separate rooms, thankfully. Your roommate was very quiet and valued her privacy as much as you did, so she didn't bother coming in your room.
What you didn't expect this afternoon was banging on your room door. It sounded like a man, a voice you should've known better than anyone, but you've just woken up, so you sluggishly walk over to your door and open it.
"SHOKOâ"
Oh fuck.
It's Satoru who was on the other side of the door. Why the fuck is he here. Wait, Shoko? Since when were they friends?
"U-uh wrong door." you nervously say, but he isn't looking at you, he's looking right past your shoulder. Looking right at your wall.
Where hundreds of pictures of him are hung.
Oh, God.
You slam the door in his face in embarrassment.
Oh no.
Oh no.
What the fuck is he doing here?
You jump onto your hard mattress and open your phone to see a text from your roommate, Shoko.
hey. my friend insists he visits me today, but I won't be there until later today. just wanted to let you know :)
Oh my God.
If only you checked your phone before opening the damn door.
Now he thinks you're a creep. I mean you are, but he isn't supposed to know that?!
oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no
~~~
Him seeing your wall woke something up within. You took every single picture down, leaving hundreds of tiny holes from the ticktacks you used.
You're a fucking creep.
The look on his face when he saw the wall will forever be engraved in your mind. He was so shocked, I mean who wouldn't be?
He looked so pretty though, as if he just woke upâSTOPITSTOPIT
You forever ruined your chance of being with him. As if you ever had a fucking chance but now your chances were in the negatives.
Like seriously who does thisâ
knock knock knock
"Hey. It's Satoru, I hope I'm not intruding." he says gently.
...
...
...
...
"I just want to talk. That's the least you can do."
Your heart is beating out of your chest as you step towards the door.
The door creaks as you slowly open it.
He looks exactly the same as 9 hours ago, gorgeous as always.
"I'm sorry, okay? I took it down, it was weird and intrusiveâ"
"You took it down?"
"...yeah?"
"Can I come in?" he doesn't wait for an answer, he pushes past you and looks at your wall that had a shrine of him.
You follow him, leaving the door open because he should be leaving soon.
He sends a look past his shoulder.
"Shut the door." He commands. His voice is low and rough, making you shiver.
He jumps up onto your bed and gets comfortable with his legs spread wide open. He pats the space in front of him, telling you to sit.
You can't believe you're so close to him. He smells so good, a little smokey with a hint of mint, and he's so big compared to your twin bed. You're used to him being at least 20 feet away but now you're so close you can smell the slight floral scent of his shampoo.
"Why'd you take it down?" He asks; breaking the silence.
"It was weirdâ"
"To whom?" he tilts his head, purposefully staring you down so he can watch you squirm.
"I liked it." he continues.
...
"What?" Your eyes grow into a size that's comparable to the moon. Are you hearing him correctly?
Did he just say he liked it?
...
"What?"
"I'm into it. Kinda sad you took it down." he pouts.
"I-Is this a joke?"
"Nah. Put it back up for me, yeah?"
Without a word, you get up to your closet to take the bucket of pictures out. Your legs feel like Jello, and the box suddenly feels 50lbs heavier.
He's watching you intensely, not blinking.
You're back on the bed and you're about to stick a picture back on the wall when Satoru lifts you up into his lap. Your back is pressed against his chest, and your ass is right on top of his clothed cock.
"What are you doing?" you yelp.
"Don't mind me. Get started."
You manage to get one picture up, but the second one is much harder to put up when one of Satoru's large hands move under your shirt and grope.
"Keep going." He murmurs against the nape of your neck while his hand has a smug grip on your tit. He strategically blows air onto your neck when you get close to putting another picture up.
"When was this one taken?" Your nipple is put between his pointer finger and thumb, pinching it softly. You completely forget his question under his touch, but he bites your neck sternly.
"Hm? Think I asked you something, pervert."
Him calling you a pervert shouldn't have made you wetter, but it does.
"A-aahâuhm, right b-before finals week..."
~~~
30 minutes pass and you're completely naked while he's fully clothed. You're dripping all over your clean sheets and his fingers are drenched with you.
He hasn't let you come yet.
You've put almost half of the pictures up when you should've been done a while ago, but his touch is so addicting you get lost.
His two fingers are deep inside your pussy, but he doesn't move, he just stuffs you full. You try to move but he slaps your tit so hard it turns red, surely leaving bruises as he goes.
He can't hide how hard he is though. His cock is begging to be let out of his sweatpants but not yet, he wants to punish you first before he can have his fun.
When he first saw your wall, he was creeped the fuck out. But when he sat at home and thought about it, he loved it. He loved it when a girl was dedicated. And this? This was dedication.
He was amazed with how many pictures you had of him, how has he never noticed a freak taking pictures of him?
"Keep going. I'll let you come, jus' got to finish up." He softly encourages, only because he wants to fuck you so, so bad.
The right side of your neck is completely red, covered in bite marks.
He's using your neck as a reminder that he has to wait too.
You shakily bring you hand up, putting the last picture up.
"Good girl."
He flips you over on your back as soon as you finish; keeping his promise. He quickly frees his cock from his sweats.
Oh, God, how is this happening right now?
"You don't need to be prepped, right? You can take me right now?" he eagerly says. He's grinding up and down between your folds, waiting so patiently for you to give him the green light.
"Nononono, I can take it, p-put it inâFUCK"
Tears immediately leave your eyes when you feel him stretch your insides, he's so big you see a bulge in your lower stomach.
"Look, look here. You can see me in here." He's smiling evilly at the sight, bringing his thumb to move your stomach against him. When he notices he's the only one looking, he grabs a fistful of your hair and forces you to look down.
"Do you not have fucking ears?" he pats your cheek with his other hand in warning.
"I-I'm sorryâ"
"Shut up."
He starts pounding, his hips slap against your thighs and you take it, take it with a smile on your face because this is what you've wanted for years.
He lets your head go carelessly and brings both your legs together, squeezing tightly. Your feet settle on his chest and he kisses them passionately.
"Is this what you wanted, huh?" he mocks.
"Fuuuckâ"
"Answer me, slut."
"Yesyesyes, I-I dreamt of you cumming i-inside me, making me yours."
Your mouth stays wide open with your eyebrows furrowed together.
Your eyes stay in the back of your head; you look like a disaster.
"I'm fucking you out of kindness, and now you want me to come inside you too? Greedy, greedy girl." he tuts.
"Please? I-I'll be good, I promise." You plead.
You'd sell your first-born child to feel his come drip out your cunt; just once.
He doesn't answer, he continues to drill into you, making sure your insides never forget. He's full on making out with your toes, lost in how warm and tight you feel.
You on the other hand has come countless times. But you want more.
You need more.
"Gonna fill you up, okay? Fill this tight pussy up, yeah?" He's rambling on and on about filling you up and while he talks away, it makes you wetter and wetter.
"Fuuck." he whines, finally coming inside of you, his hips twitch against your thighs.
You don't want to waste a drop, so you move your feet to his back, pulling him closer.
And then you're out. You fall asleep.
~~~
You wake up to the sound of birds chirping.
Your legs and neck are sore but the first thing you see are a bunch of new pictures of you and Satoru on your wall.
Satoru's dick with come dripping down his length.
You sleeping soundly with angry bite marks on your neck.
Satoru deep inside you with a prominent stomach bulge.
and many more.
The poor walgreens worker.
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A/N; LEGENDARY LOVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRSSSSSS
enjoy u little freaks
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To say Gojoâs apartment is intimidating would be an understatement. Not just in the sense that itâs large and expensive but also because itâs your first time sleeping over. The first full night⊠alone⊠with your boyfriend. Youâre nervous, the relationship is on the fresher side, and youâre worried about how tonight will go.
If you had to describe the relationship, youâd say youâre still in that stage of trying to be a better version of yourself for the other. You havenât even gone past second base together, just another thing youâre nervous about tonight. Itâs probably showing, youâre lingering awkwardly at the entrance of his home. Â
He stops when he realises you have, turning back towards you, âWhat are you doing?â The overnight bag youâve brought with you is draped over his left shoulder.
âSorry,â you smile, âjust lost in thought,â slipping your shoes from your feet and walking up to him. You try to take your bag, but he steps back.
âMy bag now,â he jokes, walking backwards a bit to make sure youâre following him before spinning and walking off a bit more hastily.
âHey!â your steps pick up in speed after him, and he breaks into a full run once he hears you on his tail. âCome back here!â Chasing after him now, following him into his room where heâs finally stopped.
As soon as you catch up with him, he drops the bag and raises his hands like youâve caught him for a crime and heâs surrendering. âIâm innocent.â
His back is facing you still and you canât help but admire just how large his build is. You approach him carefully. âAn innocent man wouldnât have run.â
âMaybe youâre right.â His head turns to the side and he looks at you, eyes sparkling. âCould you possibly forgive me?â
âI donât know⊠you donât seem awful sorry about stealing from a poor, kind, beautiful, ethereal, sparklingââ
ââOh! Well, I had no idea Iâd slighted someone so important and perfect,â grinning wide at you and slowly turning to face you properly.
You pout like heâs seriously wronged you. âAnd thatâs exactly why I donât forgive you.â
âWhat should I do to make it up to you?â
âHmmâŠâ trying to think of something clever to ask for, a kiss? A little clichĂ©. Dinner? Youâre pretty sure youâll get that either way. Â
Just as youâre mulling over your options, heâs suddenly in front of you and picking you up. Quickly dropping you onto his bed with him following after you, his arms caging you in against the very comfortable mattress. Gojoâs eyes on yours are intense, like heâs lost himself for a moment. It has a thrill running through you.
Trying your best to not sound as breathless as you feel when asking, âAnd what were you hoping for this to accomplish?â
No reply, his eyes flicking to your lips is the only warning you get before he kisses you. Itâs more desperate than you were expecting or are used to. One of his hands moving to cradle the side of your face as he kisses you to the point youâre a little dazed.
Doing your very best to meet the ferocity of his lips but falling short, it doesnât matter though because heâs pulling away to speak, âIâm hoping to make it up to you.â
And because of the fog over your brain, it takes you a second to catch onto what he means, âIââ
He kisses you again, thumb pressing into the hinge of your jaw so your mouth opens to him. Taking the opportunity he created to lick against your tongue. Kiss deep and a bit messy, growing more and more filthy with each passing second. Already, youâre unbelievably worked up, pussy hot and throbbing.
Again though, he pulls back. This time he asks through kisses, âIs it working?â
Humming back, âHuh?â Too lost in the moment to function properly, chasing his lips.
Gojo laughs a little, âIâll take that as a yes.â
âIâll forgive you⊠this time,â your eyes are glassy when you look up into his.
He falters for a moment, like heâs thinking about what he should do next. Then he blinks a few times quick and stands up with a last peck to your lips. âWanna watch a movie?â
You pull yourself up onto your forearms and watch him curiously, his back is to you, hand rubbing the back of his neck. âSure, what you got in mind?â
âIn the mood for something scary?â
âDoes it have to be scary,â flopping back onto the mattress. You donât even mind scary movies but the ones he picks are⊠odd.
âOf course not,â he hums, âwe can watch whatever you want to.â
Lifting your arms lazily and huffing, âHelp me up.â
He approaches you and lifts you up off the bed by your hands without complaint, âYou know what you wanna watch?â
âNope,â you smile up at him, âweâll figure it out though.â
The both of you end up on the couch after that, your legs resting in his lap as you enjoy one of your favourite films. Youâve seen it a bunch of times and you will continue to watch it every opportunity you get. When itâd appeared on streaming and he said heâd never watched it before, you jumped at the chance to show it to him.
Every now and again, youâll look over to see if heâs enjoying it. Feeling uncertain because, while his eyes are on the TV, heâs fiddling in his spot. Leg jumping or readjusting every few moments. It has you sitting up to crawl over him just so you can get to the remote.
âWhat are you doing?â he laughs breathlessly.
You pause the movie and kneel back beside him, âYouâre not paying attention.â
âI am! Iâm invested like crazy.â
âTell me what happened in the scene we just watched?â You challenge.
âUhâŠâ he looks away from you and thinks for too long before saying, âOkay, so maybe Iâm a little distracted but itâs not my fault.â
Frown falling over your features as you ask, âWhose fault is it then?â
âDonât pout,â hands reaching for you, grabbing your face on either side, âyouâre so cute.â Planting a soft kiss to your lips.
âIâm not pouting.â Itâs not convincing, since heâs squished your face and forced your lips into a pout.
His big hands pinch your cheeks together a little more, completely amused look on his face. âYou definitely are but itâs very cute.â
âIâm not trying to be cute.â
âYou donât have to.â
Another kiss to your pouty mouth, and then another, and another. Continuing his onslaught of kisses until heâs deepening it. Grasping the back of your head and tipping you back so he can have better access.
You manage to pant at him, âYou canât distract me too.â
âYou gotta let me try first,â lips tracing the line of your jaw.
âYou never answered my question.â
âI thought the answer was obvious,â he laughs, mouthing at your neck now.
Whinging half-heartedly at him, âSatoru, this is my favourite movie.â
âI know but youâre my favourite, ever.â
Your arms reach up to wrap around his neck, holding onto him as he leans you back into the couch cushions. Still kissing your neck, softly nipping at you every now and again. Getting more daring and sucking hickeys into your skin as your breaths come heavier.
Stifling down a small whimper to accuse, âSweet talker.â
âOf course,â his words vibrate through you, âalways for you.â
âSatoru,â huffing because his mouth is hot on your skin and his teeth are grazing over where heâs just sucked and youâre very quickly getting dizzy.
âYes, sweetie?â he mumbles back, attention still very much on where heâs mouthing against you.
âWe were supposed to be watching a movie.â And if your complaint comes out half-hearted, thatâs because it is.
âI knowww,â he whines, resting his chin on your sternum and looking up at you through his pretty lashes, âbut you distracted me.â
Threading your fingers through his hair absentmindedly and replying, âI didnât do anything.â
âYou didnât have to,â he leans into your touch, enjoying how your nails scratch lightly against his scalp. âCanât stop thinking about you.â
Heâs sweet and his words make your heart skip but you take the opportunity toânot so subtlyâguilt trip him. âAnd thatâs why you canât focus on my favourite movie?â
âIâm sorryy,â his words drag out as he buries his face against you. And then he must get distracted again because he mumbles, âhmm, you smell really good.â
Excitement shocking you as he drags his nose further up your body, eventually nosing into your neck. His breath tickles against your skin as he inhales your scent and youâre reacting to it more than you thought you would.
Hands pushing lightly at his shoulders, âSatoru, stop sniffing me.â
âBut you smell so good,â audibly breathing heavier against you.
Youâre flushing under him, growing hotter the longer he rests his weight on you and tickles against your sensitive neck. Gojo decides then, that itâs the perfect time to just lick against you. Tongue trailing over your already delicate skin.
The suddenness of it jolts through you and results in a moan pulling from deep inside your chest. A little sound youâd been holding down so well until heâd unintentionally toyed with you. It has him stilling above you and youâre worried youâve done something wrong, maybe he didnât like that youâre getting turned on from him showing affection.
Starting to spiral when he does it again, pulling another noise from you because heâs chosen to also nip against you. Feeling hot from arousal and shame, bumbling out, âIâm sorry, I didnât mean toâ I donât know whyââ
ââWoah,â he cuts you off with a small laugh, âWhy are you apologising?â Moving back so he can look you in the eyes.
Your hands raise to cover your face, muttering out a reply thatâs barely audible.
âYou know I couldnât hear that,â you donât have to peak a look at him to know heâs smiling, you can hear it.
âIâm embarrassed!â words still coming out muffled behind clasped hands.
âBecause you moaned?â
âShut upââ
ââWoe is me,â he starts, âmy pretty girlfriend moaned while I was playing with her.â He wraps his hand around your wrist and pries it away from your face, âItâs so weird that she would do that! I mean, all I was doing was making out with her and then teasing her where she was sensitive. Why would she get turned on from that?â
Brows pinching at him, âSo, you were doing it on purpose?â
Heâs grinning now, âDid I know how sensitive your neck is?â he pauses, âSort of. Did I know you were going to be that affected?â Another pause, âA guy can hope.â He kisses your cheek, âI also do just think you smell really good though, you getting horny is a bonus.â
The acknowledgement that heâs aware of your growing arousal only makes this harder for you. Heâs always been annoyingly observant, especially when it comes to you. âDo you enjoy embarrassing me?â
âA little.â Opening his mouth to bite onto the fat of your cheek, âBut thatâs just because I really like your reactions.â
âStop tormenting me, weâre meant to be watching a movie.â
âSweetie,â his head drops to your collarbone, âIâm way too hard to sit through a movie.â
âWhat?â Youâre a bit surprised, you know you probably shouldnât be but heâs being a lot more forward than youâre used to and heâs already stopped a heated session once today in favour of a movie.
âI havenât stopped thinking about you since you stepped foot in my apartment and now youâre all horny under me and moaning over me getting off on smelling you,â his words keep tumbling from him, âthereâs no possible way Iâm getting through the rest of this movie with you beside me unless Iâm touching you the whole time, I barely made it through what we have watched.â
His confessions make you squirm, tummy flipping at the gravity of it all. âWhat are you gonna do now then?â
âIâm hoping⊠that my very sweet girlfriend will let me touch her, lots,â leaning up until his lips are on yours and taking your breath away, âbecause Iâm needy for it.â
Not letting him kiss you again as you pretend to be in deep thought, âHmmmâŠ.â
âYouâre on a real mean streak today,â he huffs.
âWhen was I ever mean to you?â
He looks at you for a moment and then, âDonât be petty by bringing up the past.â
Scoffing at him, âYouâre the one who brought it up first!â
âYouâre being mean right now by not answering my heartfelt wishes.â
âYouâre so hard to keep up with, Satoru.â
Laughing at his silly antics a bit and when he pouts at you because of it, you kiss him again. Lips slotting over his easily as your fingers tug at his hair. It pulls his focus well enough, humming against you as he kisses you back.
Heâs impatient this time though, his kisses messy and needy and all the built-up feelings of being forced to sit through a movie without touching you. And then he readjusts so his erection is resting right over your core and youâre gasping. Finally feeling the evidence of his earlier words. How heâs managed to be this hard and still joke around, you have no idea.
The way he kisses you is dizzying. Before Gojo, you had never experienced a kiss that worked you up so carefully. Itâs like he knows exactly how to build you up, what exactly about this you enjoy. It feels good, it feels so fucking good. Is this what kissing is supposed to feel like? Youâre growing addicted to it, how it feels to be overwhelmed by his lips.
So lost in it that when he pulls back by sucking on your tongue, you moan pitifully. Gojo bristles over top of you, his eyes lighting up. Pecking your mouth again and trying to coax you into kissing him again but you shake your head, mouth shut.
âCome on, pretty,â he almost begs, âopen your mouth for me.â
Not replying verbally, âmhm.â Heâs only kissed you and youâre moaning and itâs embarrassing.
âbut I wanna hear it again.â
He licks your lips and sucks on your lower one, pulling a breath from you that opens your mouth enough to allow him to shove his tongue in. Lewdly licking against you, kissing deep once more just so he can pull back and suck on your tongue the way he did before.
Giving him exactly what he wanted when you whine, eyes glassy as you look up at him. Gojo shudders at the look on your face, his hips digging down into you. The heavy weight of his erection rutting into you that little bit makes your lashes flutter.
Naturally, he does it again, grinding down into you and watching your reactions carefully. His breaths huffed against your own with how he lingers by your mouth. Kissing you every now and again to greedily swallow down a moan of yours. The pair of you devolving into messes the longer he ruts at you like heâs in heat.
Big hand reaching down to grab at your thigh, pulling at you until your legs have opened enough for him to slot his waist in between them. Hard cock now parting your pussy lips through your clothes as he continues to hump you. His aching shaft catching on your clit and making you squirm under him.
His forehead drops to yours, âYouâre so pretty like this,â heâs panting but still talking, like itâs so important you know just what heâs thinking. âAll horny and shy,â humming at you, âyouâre getting over that though, arenât you? Is dry humping me making you forget how embarrassed you were?â
âStop talking,â your lips slam onto his, aiming for his silence.
Itâs the first time heâs spoken to you like that and itâs doing things to you. Fresh slick dampening your panties the longer his breathless voice spoke to you. Heâs always been a bit of a tease but more in an annoying way. Realistically, you shouldâve expected him to tease you during your hotter moments together too.
He retorts through kisses, âI like talking.â Moving back so he can speak clearly, âI like talking to you.â
âWell, I donât like being tormented.â
âOh⊠I donât know if I agree with that, sweetie.â Grinning at you like he knows something you donât, âYou do know youâve been meeting every one of my thrusts, right?â
And his words have you gaining awareness of your own movements, giving grinds back up into him. Begging for more friction wordlessly, writhing under him and trying to coax him into doing more, touch you more, anything.
You stop though, hips stilling and flat on the couch. It makes Gojo whinge, âNoo, thatâs not what I wanted,â his hand moving to your hip and trying to get you to move, his own grinds coming faster, desperate.
The frantic way heâs moving has your lungs stuttering in your chest, choking on a moan. Legs wrapping around his waist and holding on tight, how heâs rutting against your clit making your stomach flip. And as good as it feels, you feel achingly empty at the same time. Hole spasming around nothing as he gets you closer to that delicious edge.
âSatoruâ hffâ you gotta stop,â head lolling back onto the cushions, pleasantly foggy.
And just as youâre about to cum, he listens and stops moving. Only resting his lower half on you, smiling patiently down at your face. Youâre blearily looking back, displeasure apparently written on your features because he says, âYouâre the one who asked me to stop.â
âI know that.â
âWanna tell me why?â
Mumbling back, âBecause I was gonna⊠finish.â
âI was trying to make you cum,â thrusting forward slightly, as a treat.
âIn my pants?â You gape.
âWhy not? I think itâs hot.â
âMessy.â
He shrugs, âI bet your panties are already a mess anyways.â
And he says it so casually, like itâs not something new for him to talk like that. But it is, itâs new and exciting and you maybe want him to tease you a little more.
His breath by your ear makes you shiver and pulls your attention back to him. Gojoâs words are low and curious, âYou gonna let me see?â
âAre you gonna be nice to me?â Lips curving in a coy smile.
âIâm always nice to you, sweetheart.â But the way his eyes dance with mirth tells you he knows heâs bending the truth, tells you heâs not going to be completely nice to you. The hand he has on your waist dips below your pants, asking, âYou gonna show me just how messy youâve gotten?â
You grab his wrist, âMaybe if you ask nicely.â
âPleaseâŠâ hovering his mouth right over yours, âpretty please let me look at your pussy. I wanna touch you so bad, sweetie. Please.â
Something evil in you is tempted to deny him but the way heâs pleaded has you wanting him more. Accepting his hot kiss before managing out, âOkay, since you begged so sweetly.â
âMm, thank god.â
Speaking at the exact same time that heâs moving back to tug your pants off completely. Itâs head spinning how quickly he gets them off you. Even more so how he kneels back and spreads your legs with his large hands on your inner thighs. Gaze set firmly on your panties, on the damp spot left behind from your arousal.
Heâs just staring and itâs almost worse than his teasing grinds. Frustratedly asking, âHaving fun?â
âYeah. Lots of it,â he grins back.
But he catches onto your impatience and strokes a finger between your folds, biting into his lip so he doesnât whine at just how slick youâve made the pathetic scrap of clothing. Already so drenched and heâs only been playing with you a little bit, no judgement from him though, itâs got him hot and stiff.
Using the pad of his finger to circle your clit cruelly, not enough pressure to give you what you want. Or it wouldnât be, but you were so close not that long ago and the direct focus on your sensitive nerves makes your back arch and lips part.
Gojo coos at you, âLook how sensitive you are,â a tiny bit more pressure just to get a bigger reaction, âlook at that.â
âDo something about it,â hips bucking upwards.
He sighs happily, âAnd what do you want me to do?â
âAnythingâ Satoru, please, justââ frowning when he withdraws his touch and pushes you down by your hip so you canât writhe against him.
ââAnything?â He can feel how his heart is leaping behind his ribcage. âYouâre gonna let me do anything I want to you?â
âIf it means youâll touch me more.â Lashes sticking together from how your eyes have gotten wetter. âAnything.â
âYou wonât regret it, sweetheart.â
And then he grabs either side of your pantiesâfingers wrapping around the waistbandâjust to tug them upwards forcefully. The material moulding to your pussy obscenely, and with your wetness and the pale colour, theyâre almost rendered completely see-through. Thereâs nothing left to the imagination, and itâs got your skin warming. Trying not to fidget too much as a result, since you did say he could do anything to you and heâs not done much of anything yet.
Gojo canât help himself, fingers tickling against you. His touch so much more overwhelming now that everything is pressed tight to your delicate skin. Nearly able to trick yourself into thinking heâs directly touching you, his warmth enticing you. The urge to raise your hips and grind into him taking over, only to be snuffed out. His other hand firmly planted on your hip and holding you down.
âI was right,â he rumbles, âyouâre all wet and these panties are ruined.â
âThey mightâve been fine if you hadnâtâ hnnââ
Cut off by him poking at your entrance, material stopping him from doing anything but the taunting to your needy hole makes you weak.
He encourages youâor he mocks youâyour fuzzy brain canât quite tell right now. ââIf I hadnâtâ what, pretty?â Before you speak though, heâs clear, âSay it properly.â
âIf you hadnâtâ hffâ hadnât pulled my underwear into myâ my pussy, theyâd be salvageable.â
And when you squeaked out, âmy pussyâ Gojoâs breath stuttered almost to a complete halt. He can feel the way precum dribbles from the tip of his cock. He wants to hear you say dirtier things; wants to make you say dirtier things.
Gathering himself enough to retort, âI donât agree.â
The sound of him shuffling down the couch reaches your ears but you barely register what it is heâs doing. Not until heâs between your spread legs and his warm breath is hitting your soaked cunt. On reflex, you close your legs, but it only traps his head between your thighs.
âJokes on you, sweetheart, Iâm into this.â
He nuzzles himself deeper between your legs until his nose is grazing your panties, and then he pushes into you even further, you can hear how he inhales against you. Soft moan leaving him as he does, and you can feel it vibrate through you. Youâd wiggle away so heâs not nose deep in your pussy but heâs gripping the outside of your thighs tight to keep them sturdy either side his head.
âDonât move,â his voice almost cracks with his desperation. Still shamelessly sniffing you, gaining a perverse joy from it.
Familiar words leaving you, âStop sniffing me, Satoru.â
âBut you smell so good,â he reminds. âGood enough to eat.â
Opening his mouth to let his tongue hang, pressing it to your cunt through the thin cotton. Insistently licking at your clit through the material before trailing down to your entrance and doing his best to penetrate without luck. Somehow nosing closer to you in the process, lapping at you crudely.
Your hand is slapping over your mouth as you gasp, stifling down all your needy sounds. Gojoâs too busy devouring you through your panties to complain, getting dizzy himself with how aroused he is. Hips digging into the cushions below him, grinding against them for that little bit of relief.
Messily mouthing at your core, happily suffocating himself between your thighs. Flicking his tongue against your sensitive nerves, the friction from your underwear making your hips fight against him.
Heâs ruining you; youâre panting and curling your toes. Previous denied orgasm leaving you so weak to the pleasure. The hand you donât have on your mouth slides down to hold onto Gojoâs hair, needing to ground yourself with something. Feverous in how he pursues your high, moaning when you accidentally tug at his hair.
The continuous repetition of his movements has you finally cumming for him, fresh slick gushing from you as your hole spasms around nothing. Feeling the ache of emptiness, especially in this moment. Moans too loud to hide behind the hand clasped over your lower face. The release is sweet and welcome but could be so much better if he filled you, if he took your panties off.
And while youâre distracted and floating in the bliss of your high, Gojo sucks the material clinging lewdly to your cunt into his mouth. Savouring the taste of your cum on his tongue as he licks and sucks at the now sopping wet mess that is your cotton panties. If they werenât ruined before, they certainly are now. Enjoying himself immensely, delighting in the flavour that is you.
As soon as he speaks, your underwear drops from his mouth and he almost regrets having to say anything. âIâm taking these off now, sweetie.â
Your head feels heavy as you look him in the eye, âPlease.â
His heart skips a couple beats, âYouâre so cute,â then he tears your panties off. Ripping them at the sides to get them off as quickly as possible. Making eye contact with you as he gives one last deep inhale directly to the material itself.
Whinging, âStop playing with them,â trying to lean up to snatch them away from him but he moves them out of reach.
âAh,â he tuts at you, âthese are mine now,â tucking them into his back pocket. Sneering at him has the opposite effect, it has him getting close to you just to say, âCareful, sweetie, I can only get so horny.â
Thereâs one word floating in your head regarding him right nowâpervertâyour boyfriend is a degenerate pervert, and you had no idea. The hazy look of lust overwhelming his features completely. You find yourself wondering just what else heâs into that heâs keeping from you.
âSatoru,â you call to him, gaining his attention on you wholly, âHave you always been a pervert?â
âMaybe,â he replies cryptically with an easy smile, not even bothering to deny it.
âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â
Shrugging at you, âI didnât really take any notice until after I met you.â His hands slide under your shirt, slowly pulling it upwards.
âI donât know if I should be flattered or not,â you laugh.
âI think⊠you should be lifting your arms so I can take your top off.â
Still a little docile from your recent orgasm and easily listening to him, arms raised over your head so he can undress you the rest of the way. At your bare chest on display, heâs shamelessly staring. A split second later, heâs groping. Kneading your tits between his hands as he rolls your nipples between his index fingers and thumbs.
You hiss at his pinching, âEasy.â
âMmm, sensitive all over, arenât you?â
Dropping himself so his head is between your breasts, kissing at your sternum, leaving behind love bites as he nestles himself there. Turning his head to the side so he can kiss your boob, apparently warming you up for his next move. His mouth opening wide to envelop your nipple, sucking and nipping at you, tongue flicking the sensitive bud.
His clothed dick rutting against your bare cunt makes you keen into him, huffing a whine as you wrap your legs around his waist. Feeling sickeningly needy as you grind up against his erection.
Gojoâs huffing out his own small sounds, kissing his way up your body until he can take your lips in his. Making out with you hotly for a moment before departing in such a cruel way, licking over your lips as he goes.
Nipping your lower lip as he informs, âIâm gonna open you up on my fingers now.â
âGood,â boldly stating, âI feel empty.â
He could swear he hears the sound of his own heart breaking, âI know, pretty,â he pouts at you, âIâll fix it.â
Deft fingers glide down your body, not stopping until they slip through your glistening folds. Gojo chokes on a groan and drops his head, your pussy so creamy heâs overwhelmed. Single finger welcomed easily by your greedy hole, sucking him in and clinging to him desperately. He crooks it upwards just to watch you moan and shudder.
The wet clicking sounds of his digit moving inside your snug cunt makes him restless. Suddenly announcing, âI need to watch this.â
Getting himself back into his previous position, his body no longer over top of yours making you feel somehow more exposed. âNo, donât look.â
âSweetieâŠâ he laughs breathlessly, âI plan on putting my dick in you, donât get shy over me watching you take my fingers.â
A bit incoherent in your reply, âPervâ youâre probablyâ hngâ probably gonna like it too much.â
âOh, Iâm absolutely gonna get off to it.â
Youâve not persuaded him to not watch how his fingers fill you. Lecherous grin on his face as he slides another finger in alongside the first, stretching you open on them. His digits leave your hole all shiny and slick from arousal, dripping down into his palm.
âFuckâ youâre so fucking wet.â His other hand holds your left thigh, keeping you spread open for him. Not that you could close your legs anyways, not with him in-between them. He continues, âBaby, youâre killing me here. Iâm definitely getting off to this by the way, Iâm so goddamn hard my dick hurts.â
Half-heartedly chastising, âShut upâ hngâ stop being such aâ ah!â perv.â
âBut Iâm your perv,â he pouts like heâs offended when you both know heâs really not.
Gojoâs mouth is watering as he watches his fingers slip in and out of you repeatedly, lulled into a hypnotic sort of trance. Finding himself further between your legs and stuffing his tongue in alongside his scissoring fingers before he knows it. The addition has you squeaking, moaning loud as he laps at you in time with his digits.
The slurping is obscene and driving you both wild, maybe him more so you. Youâre writhing and trying to stifle down your moans. Hand back in his hair like earlier and trying to contain his movements but utterly failing. Gojo is ravenous, turned on and losing his mind. Eyes rolling in his head as you whine all embarrassed and shy like.
âStop, itâs embarrassingâ oh my godââ lashes fluttering and your stomach flipping as his nose digs against your clit.
If his mouth was free, heâd reply âI know,â because he does know and itâs just another thing to turn him on so much that heâs dizzy. But his mouth isnât free and heâs almost completely certain youâre about to cum again. Moving the hand from your thigh to your lower tummy, pressing down to add delicious pressure that makes your squirming heighten.
âWaitâ hngâ wait, it feels differentâ Iâve neverâ hahâ Satoru.â Youâre trying to warn him that it feels weird, unfamiliar. Youâve never felt such intense and white hot pleasure before and itâs got you worrying.
On the other hand, Gojo doesnât seem the least bit concerned. Only speeding up his movements, his usually bright eyes a few shades darker and focused on your face as he continues fucking you with both his fingers and tongue. Spurred on by your pitiful whines, crooking his fingers to hit the sweetest deep spot each time.
Just as youâre about to raise your concerns again, youâre cumming, hard. Orgasm ripping through you and making your head feel like youâre floating. Whole body wracked in shudders as your pussy feels fucking insane. Throbbing hot and dripping around Gojoâs fingers and tongue, making an even bigger mess than before.
Gojo pulls his digits from you first and then sloppily tongue kisses your cunt, if you were to ask, heâd claim he was cleaning up but heâs only making a bigger mess. Heâs desperately grinding down into the couch, worse than before. Heâs got it so bad right now, his cock pulsing hot in his pants, begging to be touched.
Lazily, you raise your head to look down your body and youâre hit with an overwhelming amount of embarrassment. Gojoâs couch a complete mess, and all ruined with your orgasm, slick leaking into the cushions.
âOh my god⊠Satoru, Iâm so sorry.â
Heâs still busy with tonguing your hole, humming back noncommittally, âHmm?â
âStopâ hffâ stop for a second,â pushing his forehead.
âSweetie, itâs fine,â he assures, but he looks worse than before. Panting heavily and eyes practically swallowed by his pupils.
âButââ
ââNo,â diverting his gaze back to your pussy, âyou squirted and it was hot, donât apologise to me for that.â Glancing back up to you, âLetâs make a bigger mess, yeah?â
âIâve neverâŠâ
âYouâve never squirted before?â grin overtaking his features, âthat just for me, huh? Just for your perv boyfriend?â
Heâs too happy about his pervert title.
You sulk, âYour couch.â
âIâll just buy a new one and then you can christen that one by squirting on it too.â
âI hate you,â you grumble, not finding his joke as funny as he does.
âNo, you donât,â he says, âin fact, I think you might like me a whole lot,â and then smiling evilly because he thought of something perverse to say, âyour pussy sure does.â
Like a diversion, heâs immediately stripping himself of his shirt, torso stretching out as he pulls it off. Giving you a good view of his toned body that you hazily appreciate in your blissed out state. Forgetting to act annoyed at his comment because of it, something he notices and smirks to himself about.
Stepping off the couch for just a moment, long enough to remove his pants and boxers. Coming back to you with his dick free of its prior restraints and achingly hard. Tip flushed a pretty pink colour and dripping obscene amounts of pre, it beads from the head and drips down onto the couch; as well as traveling down his shaft.
âMy eyes are up here, sweetheart.â
Shooting back at him, âLike youâre one to talk.â
âDonât be petty,â his eyes sparkle. You glare at him and he has the gall to bite his lip and moan at it. âEnough foreplay.â
On his knees between your legs, resting one hand on your inner thigh while the other guides his length to your cunt, gliding it through your slit. Tapping the head against your clit three times and making you jolt about it. Then trailing down to your entrance and slowly stretching you open.
Gojoâs sight is trained on where heâs splitting you open, his breathing stuttered and heart going a million miles a second. His tip is so sensitive and youâre drooling silky, soft and wet on him, heâs light-headed about it. Feeding you more of his cock so slowly that youâre whining at him, but he canât go any faster. Not only does he want to savour it, but he will cum if he moves too fast.
Heâs taking so long and all you want is to feel him hit your womb, feeling antsy now that youâre finally getting filled. Looking at him through the tear drops resting on your eyelashes, taken completely off guard by the sight of him.
âAre you okay, Satoru?â Hand reaching for his face only to be grabbed and taken in his.
Deep blush dusting his cheeks and down to his chest, âIâmâ hnnâ Iâm fucking fantastic, why?â
âYouâre bleeding.â
âHmm?â he tilts his head, confused. And then he feels it, his nose dripping blood onto his mouth, he smiles wide at it.
The sight of him grinning while blood mixes with and stains his teeth shouldnât be as hot as you find it to be, but it is. Pulsing around him at the image, turned on by his borderline feral depravity. His tongue licks over his front teeth, lazily cleaning the blood.
Rolling his head back to look down his nose at you, âDonât worry about it, baby.â
âButâ hahââ
Shutting you up with a quick, sharp thrust forward. âOh fuckâ hffâ Iâm fine, sweetheart, you just feel so good.â
You can feel the veins of his dick throbbing inside you, pulsing against your walls. Itâs devastating, the thick stretch of him already making you feel faint and the added feel of his own need rendering you useless. Already so full on his cock, wiggling against him a bit. It only makes him grab hold of your hips, hissing through his teeth.
Looking at him and asking, âIs it all in?â
His breathless reply, âis it allââ smiling softly at you, âyeah, basically.â
âLiar,â you pout.
âYeah,â his smile turning a little devious as he sinks deeper still.
Heâs focusing so hard as he keeps moving his hips forward, feeling high strung and on edge. Youâre so inviting, loving on him so sweetly. Truly believing heâs like⊠five seconds away from cumming prematurely. Mustering up every ounce of self-control he has to hold himself back. The urge to thrust with reckless abandon whispering to him like a devil on his shoulder.
When he does finally sit as deep as he can possibly get, pelvis flush to you, he sighs out a whimper. Shudders going down his spine because itâs unbelievable, finally getting you like this is unreal to him. Heâs been wanting this for too long, you, all messy and slightly delirious while split open on his cock.
Youâre reaching for him, clinging to his hands gripping your hips. He grabs one of your hands and unfurls it with his own, interlocking fingers with you, âYouâre being so cute, sweetie.â
âDonât talk,â you moan back. Focusing hard on adjusting to him, trying to remain calm.
He sulks at you, asking, âWhy not?â But when you flutter around him again at the sound of his voice, he knows exactly why not.
Choosing to lower himself down, the hand holding onto yours raising it above your head as he goes, not letting go. Lowering until heâs flush to you, firm body pressed to you completely. Tucking his head by your ear and blowing on it just to tease you that bit more. You whine at it and struggle against him, but when you realise youâre not getting anywhere, you stop.
Glaring at him, âYouâre heavy.â
âYou like it.â Grinding against you, his tip kissing your womb.
His voice right by your ear is killing you. âKiss me?â
âUsing my distraction technique?â he moves his mouth closer to yours, âcopycat.â
And even though he knows youâre baiting him into shutting up for a bit, it works. His kiss imploring and deep, happily swept up in the impromptu distraction. Able to feel how it turns you on more, walls clingy and twitchy on his dick. It has him putting more into the kiss, tongue filling your mouth and playing with yours. Nipping at your bottom lip and licking over it before locking lips with you again.
The metallic taste of his blood is on your tongue, but it doesnât change the fact that every time he kisses you like this you forget every other kiss youâve ever experienced. Moaning into his mouth at it and then whimpering because his dick jerked inside you. Taking the opportunity, you wrap your legs around his waist. He slips impossibly deeper because of it.
Gojo sputters a little, lips disconnecting from yours. Choosing instead to rest his forehead against yours as he pants. Eyes glassy and lashes fluttering as he struggles to keep still. Youâre confused on why heâs doing that though, since youâre very quickly becoming impatient.
âAre you gonna move?â
âGimmie a sec,â he sighs.
Your lips purse at him, âSatoru.â
âBaby, if I move now, this is gonna be over real quick.â
So, you stay still too, silently hoping he gets over this soon. Fingers digging into his shoulders because the ache of him sitting so deep inside of you and not doing anything about it has you questioning how on earth, heâs managing to torture you like this.
Not even fully convinced heâs not doing it on purpose, from what youâve learned so far, itâs a possibility. This thought has you taking it upon yourself to torture him back, rutting your hips upwards into him. Grinding against his pelvis and moaning at how his tip knocks the deepest parts of you.
The action makes Gojo groan, hand speeding to grab your hip tight and stop your movements. The hand holding yours squeezes once in warning before heâs using his heavy weight to pin down your lower half. The look in his eyes telling you that youâve successfully enticed a reaction you wanted from him.
âYou want it that bad?â
âYouâve been making me wait too long.â
âIâm the one whoâs been waiting,â he counters. Slowly pulling out of your sopping wet cunt, teeth digging into his lower lip at the feel. âBeen waiting to get you in my house, keep you to myself.â
Your back arches at the drag of his cock, jerking because it feels so good. Finally getting what youâve been waiting for, the ache inside you soothing with his movement. Youâre anticipating his next move, the quick plunge of his descent back into your begging cunt.
He coos at you, âLook at that.â Grip on your hip moving to slide under your lower back, keeping you arched up. âSo eagerâŠâ
Not even realising youâd been holding your breath until heâs easing himself back in, your lungs releasing the air alongside a soft moan. The hand he has still holding yours is what keeps you grounded, head starting to drift off to the clouds.
Gojo whines as he hits balls deep again, your walls so accommodating to him, like you were made for him. The first proper glide in and out and heâs melting into a puddle, the floodgates opening as he gives up on self-control. Beginning to repeatedly thrust his hips, shallow quick movements because he doesnât want to pull away from how close he is to you.
Youâre struggling to consistently take in breaths, overwhelmed by the onslaught of pleasure. Positively creaming around him as he pummels deep, knocking against your womb each time he re-enters. Full range of movements restrained by his hands on you, forced to stay still and be subjected to euphoria that makes you want to run.
âFuck!â this feels insane,â his mouth drops and small whimpers stutter from him. âYouâ hngâ you have no idea how bad Iâve wanted this.â Itâs like heâs lost control of his mouth, revealing things to you heâs been holding back. âBasicallyâ hffâ been hard since you got hereâ oh fuckâ that turn you on a little? Knowing your poor boyfriend has been aching since he pinned you down and kissed you until you were a little dumb.â
Your head droops back, his dick hitting the perfect spot. âOhâ right there, âToruâ hngââ
He ignores you, carrying on with his babbling instead. âThatâs a lie, I was already a little hard just from having you in my home.â And even though heâs not replied to your cries of pleasure, heâs focusing his attention on that same spot that had you whining to him.
Thereâs not a chance for you to get your thoughts together well enough to reply to him. Gojo doesnât seem bothered by that though, still caught up on confessing to you.
âRemember when you wore that skirt last week?â Itâs phrased like a question, but it isnât one. âI kept getting low just to see what kind of panties you were wearing,â he moans at the memory, âblue looks good on you.â
If you werenât so wrapped up and consumed by the orgasm building inside you, youâd find some way to chastise him. Though youâre not entirely sure you even mind, the memories of him blushing a little from that day flooding back to you at this revelation. The idea of him trying to peek under your skirt while you were out on a date together amusing to you. He was sneaky because you didnât have any idea heâd done that. Now youâre wondering just what else heâs been hiding.
Still prattling on, âEverything looks good on youâ hffâ drives me insane.â His eyes fall to your chest, jiggling with every thrust, âYour tits always look good too.â Lowering his head to rest between them, teeth scraping at your sternum, âSmell so goodâ fuckâ hngâ why do youââ Cutting himself off with a moan, your cunt shivering around him causing his hips to stammer.
Gojo canât take it anymore, raising off you to rest back on his knees properly. Untangling his hand from yours and soothing it down your body, stopping on his way to grope you. Fingers pinching your nipple and grinning deliriously at your response. That hand continues to slide down your side until he can grip your hip tight, other one removing itself from you back to grab the other.
With his newfound hold, heâs dragging your lower half up with him. Back arched even more now, the new positioning hitching your breath. He hums appreciatively while greedily eyeing your stuffed pussy.
âHowâ hngââ your lungs squeeze with the effort of talking while on the precipice of finishing, âhow long you beenâ hahâ holding back, Satoru?â
He smiles innocently at you, head tilting with his question. âHow long we been dating for now?â
There doesnât seem to be an expectation of a reply though, his cock pulling almost all the way out of you before heâs bucking back inside. Rendering you completely dumb in the process; head lolling back and mewls tumbling freely. The way youâre spread obscenely open, and split even further open on him, itâs intense and good and intense.
The pace heâs set is world shattering; youâre on the fast track for being cock drunk. Eyes rolling as youâre forced to listen to the wet, sloppy sounds of him bullying your cervix. Cunt desperately clinging to him, leaking sweet and slick on him.
As you get closer and closer, Gojo realises and starts begging you. âPlease squirt again, baby.â Rearranging himself so one hand can press into your lower stomach, âPleaseâ oh godâ please soak me in it,â his voice cracks, âplease, for me? Ruin my couch some more.â
âI canâtâ hngââ shaking your head at him, âI donâtâ ah!â Satoru!â
âYou can, I know you can,â tone whingy and broken, âyou can because youâre such a good girl for me,â smiling lazily to himself because he knows that got to you, can feel it.
The hand he has on your tummy slides downwards a bit more, basically pressing into your pelvis. It has you tightening around him, the pressure making you shake as bliss fills your veins. His thumb heightens it, moving down to put pressure directly on your clit. Not circling or stimulating in any other way than to make you that bit more sensitive. Â
Gojoâs gaze flits from your stuffed pussy to your face, his heart wavering in his chest. âYouâre so pretty, sweetie.â
His innocent compliment while fucking you so depraved has you unravelling, pulsing hot and sugary sweet on him. Cumming so hard youâre barely able to hear anything but the blood pumping in your own ears.
Almost missing how Gojo whimpers pathetically, stumbling out, âThere you go!â hngâ thatâs my girlâ fuckââ
He canât take how youâre sucking him in so divinely, cunt squeezing him like a vice as you squirt for the second time. Truly making a mess of him, yourself, the couch. Itâs exactly what he wanted, and it has him immediately cumming too. Painting your walls the creamy white of his spend.
âYou did such a good job,â he fusses.
Grinding himself into you to ride out both your highs, keeping you tight to his pelvis so heâs balls deep. Youâre all sensitive and jittery under him, jolting through your aftershocks. Dazed and lost in the bliss to the point youâre not able to vocalise anything. Stuck dreamily looking up at him and appreciating the way heâs made you feel. Insides all warm and pleasant as you hug around him.
He sings you soft praise, âSo perfect for me, baby.â Tugging one of your hands to his mouth and kissing it, âAll pretty and sweet on me when you cum.â
You canât reply with words, well you could but itâs not worth the effort right now. Simply humming back at him as an acknowledgment of his words.
Eventually, Gojo does move, slowly pulling out of you. His sights carefully trained on how his cum slips from your hole onto the cushions below. Heâs lowering you back down onto the couch just so he can use his thumbs to part your folds and hold you obscenely open. Primal and possessive feelings flooding him as he keeps watching you leak his seed.
âStop staring at me,â you mutter, still managing to be shy.
âFine.â He replies too easily.
And you shouldâve known that his easy caving was going to come with a caveat. That being, his fingers collecting the cum thatâs leaked from you and pushing it back into your hole. Heâs moaning as he feels how your pussy is bloated full of his cum, all creamy and soft.
Itâs got him all dizzy, getting down between your legs without a second thought. His tongue licking up his spend, similar to how his digits were moving. Filling your cunt with his tongue over and over, using his mouth to clean you up.
You mewl and push at his head, bordering on overstimulation. He relents at your touch, climbing up your body and landing his lips on yours in an open-mouthed kiss. Sharing the cum heâd just licked up with you, youâre swallowing it down as he keeps his mouth heavily pressed to yours. The bitter taste outweighed by the natural sweetness that accompanies him.
Shuddering over it all, wrapping your arms around his neck and sucking on his tongue. Enjoying the intimacy of a kiss after sex, desiring him as close to you as possible. Wanting to fall into him even further, happy to comply to whatever he wants. Too drunk on all the orgasms heâs given you to be anything but obedient.
Gojo parts from you with a sigh, âIâm hard again.â
You can hardly believe it. âWhat?â
âYouâre just so adorable and youâre all sweet after cumming and I really wanna fuck you while my cum is still inside you.â
Heâs such a pervert and the more he talks the more obvious it becomes, âOkay.â
âFuckâ youâre so perfect,â he has to hold himself back from telling you he loves you. Itâs really not the time or place to say it for the first time but he wants to tell you so bad.
Everythingâs spinning and this time itâs not from your orgasm. Gojoâs grabbed you and flipped you onto your stomach. Pulling your ass cheeks apart so he can guide himself to your weeping hole. Easily sheathing himself back inside your tight heat. He chokes on whimpers as he bottoms out, leaning himself down and using his hands either side your head to keep himself sturdy.
Grinding into you deep and slow, the prone bone position leaving you dumb and shaky. His strokes are unhurried and profound and followed through with force that makes you feel like you might end up squirting for him⊠again.
âYour pussy is so weak for me, sweetheartââ He canât finish his sentence, moan pulling from him. Determined to continue though, spitting out, âAlreadyâ hngâ already feel you getting close.â
Gojo canât believe how silky soft your walls are, his cum only adding to how insane you feel. The way you wrap around him so snugly and quiver enticingly has got him hypnotised. The sloshing of his own spend fucking back into your womb makes him grin, happy with himself.
âEvery time weâ hffâ we made out and you grinded your warm pussy down onto me without realising had me nearly cumming in my pants.â Apparently, heâs back to sharing more lewd confessions.
Pulling a hand away from the couch so he can tickle it down your spine, pleased with how you throb around him at it. Your reactions intoxicating to him, every little thing you do keeps him on his toes and makes him hard.
âYouâve beenâ hahâ so painfully oblivious to how badly Iâve needed you,â he muses. âIâve been thinking about you like this the whole time and you had no idea. Sometimes youâd smile at me and Iâd get hard.â
âThen youâ hngâ you shouldâve made a move,â words coming out muffled, âbeen waiting for you to.â
He laughs, âI was trying to be a gentleman.â Hips slamming a little harsher as emphasis.
Apparently, he wasnât trying that hard considering he just admitted to trying to peek under your skirt on your last date. âUh huh.â
Youâre coming undone quicker than you thought you would, sensitive and worked up. All his talking making you even more needy. The sound of his voice cracking every now and again with a moan doing things to you.
âIf you wanna cum, do it.â You can practically hear the grin heâs wearing. âDonât hold back on me, sweetie.â
âYouâre so insufferable,â you whine. âBut it feels so good,â lips pursing and vision blurring with your tears.
âI know it does,â he soothes, hand stroking up and down your back, âfeels good for me too.â
Repeatedly hitting the gooey spot that has you seeing stars, slack jawed and mewling as he has you cumming for a third time. Not even having to check to know that heâs somehow managed to have you squirting for a third time. A fact that will have you almost crying from embarrassment later but feels so damn good right now that all you can do is float blissfully on your high.
âThis is like a dream come true,â he mumbles, words blending together because heâs about to lose it. âSuch a little squirter for me, itâs really hot of you.â
Fucking into you a few more times, grinding down to punctuate each thrust before heâs dumping another load inside your cunt. Gojo hadnât realised he started to tear up until heâs glancing down and his vision is all blurry. Overwhelmed by how good it feels to fuck you that heâs started crying over it. He feels pathetic and annoyed because heâs trying to look at how his cum is drooling around his dick from your overstuffed cunt and canât because heâs crying like an idiot.
He lowers himself all the way down until heâs resting his front to your back, slightly holding himself up with his forearm so as to not crush you but desperately craving proximity to you. Heâs as close as heâll ever get, literally balls deep inside you and still he wants to be closer.
Pressing gentle kisses to your cheek, overcome with his affection for you. âYou didnât pass out on me did you, sweetheart?â
Youâre slow to reply, âMm, youâre heavy.â
He scoffs, âIâm not that heavy.â
âYes, you are,â heâs all well-built muscle and youâre all soft and gooey after having so many orgasms.
âI donât wanna pull out yet though.â His voice coming out pitchy as he whinges. Heart breaking in his chest at the idea of pulling out so soon, youâre still so warm and twitchy. Itâs far too inviting to give up so soon.
âI need a shower.â
Able to feel how his chest vibrates with a hum, âGood idea.â Gojoâs thoughts are immediately thinking about how heâll get to see his semen drip from your pussy down your inner thighs. Now wanting to get you upright sooner rather than later. âIâll join you.â
âYouâre gonna have to,â glancing back at him, âI donât think I can stand on my own.â
âIâll take such good care of you,â he promises.
You gasp at how his dick twitches inside you, âAre you seriously getting hard again?â
âIgnore it.â He nuzzles into the side of your neck, chuckling.
Heâs insufferable and a pervert and heâs your boyfriend who youâre falling in love with.
α.η. thank you for reading !!! i'm sorry it took me so long to finish but i am, unfortunately, easily distracted :3 i hope you all liked this ! i had a hard time making him perverted enough .. or at least more perverted than i usually write him â ïž i held back a little because i don't know how freaky we were feeling ......
anyways, thank you again ! i hope you all have fabulous days / nights <3
âê°âê°. all works are the intellectual property of aliienangel .. do not plagiarise/translate/reupload/feed to ai âĄ. ă
SODA POP! - G.S.
Synopsis. Five times Gojo Satoru - the hottest k-pop idol right now - gets exposed for wanting you, his pretty, totally-not-girlfriend best friend. And the one time he gives them headlines to talk about.
Pairing. Gojo Satoru x Reader
Content. MDNI, fem!reader, idol!Gojo, k-pop idol au, 5 + 1 things, best-friends-to-Iovers, PINING, dispatch, fandom shenanigans, lie detector tests, variety shows, ISAC, heâs SO down bad, matĂng presses, oraI (fem. rec.), spĂtting, chokĂng, p sIapping, Gojoâs tongue pĂercing, PĂSSYDRĂNK Gojo, manhandIing, semi-public, heâs BIG, tummy buIges, D slipping, running from it, bIindfolds, talking you through it, first times (Gojoâs), creampĂes, cĂșmplay, getting together, happy ending, pet names, swĂ©aring.
Word count. 11.8k
A/N. Guess whoâs back from the beach-each and watched Kpop Demon Hunters-
âAnd here we have the goddess, the myth, the-âÂ
It would take quite the feat to leave Gojo Satoru - self-proclaimed king of idols (debatable), world-class chatterbox (not debatable) - of all people gaping soundlessly at his screen.
For a second. Two. Three- before heâs sputtering at the blur of incoming comments, âO-oi! Donât you lilâ perverts think you can get away with flirting with my best friend.â Arms crossed, he nods seriously at his fanbase, âEven I donât get away with flirting with my be-â
âSatoru, theyâre about to cut the cameras.â
âA joke. Obviously.â Smooth. Ever-so-smooth, Gojoâs flashing a winning smile at his stern-faced manager behind the tripod.
It was hard enough to convince Yaga into letting you join his livestream, but as a near-veteran in the entertainment industry, Gojo knew how to handle a little slip-up like this. Heâs got this- âBecause I am definitely not in love with my best friend, and am definitely not held hostage to say this.â
â...â
âAâŠa joke?â
In mild concern, the two of you can only watch as stoic, composed Yaga lets out what sounded like a strangled sob. Before whispering to another PR manager on-site, âWrite a company statement.âÂ
âOi-â Gojo pipes up, âWhy would you need a company statement when Iâm perfectly- user Fushidaddy type another pick-up line and Iâm blocking you.â
The dark-haired man chokes through almost tears, âJust start writing already.â
You try to smooth things over from your seat right beside your best friend, this was not what youâd anticipated after Gojo had practically begged on his knees asking for you to join him in one of his Bubble lives. Then again, what else could you expect from anything to do with him? âAh, itâs alright. I donât mind-â
âI do.âÂ
Snowy brows furrowed, heâs leaning in closer to the camera to take in every traitorous word-Â
satorusxkitten: okay but guys think ab it!! heâs rlly talented but no actor so itâs okay if heâs ass at pretending to not be a simp!! can u blame him??
âBlocked.â
P1BANG: took a shot every time he stares at her thinking heâs slick now Iâm at the hospital (this live started 3 minutes ago)
âBlocked.â
Fushidaddy: Pretty girl, blink twice if youâre being held hostage x.
âBlocked and reported what the-â Gojo frowns glancing over at you from the corner of his eyes, (thinking heâs slick, thank you very much). Before catching the way you lean in dramatically to flutter your eyes- âDonât you dare blink.â
As youâre bursting into ribbing laughter, so are the sheer amount of comments asking about you- and he canât help but entertain the sneaking suspicion that his own viewers were here simply because of you.
At least, thatâs why he wouldâve kept watching.
Fushidaddy2: Put us out of this pining misery or end the live, kid.
âI thought I blocked you.â
âOkay then.â You clap your hands once to gain the roomâs attention, slightly worried about the blood vessel about to burst near Yagaâs temple. âSatoru, I think you brought me here to do a Q nâ A, right?â
âWell yesâŠâ Gojoâs grumbling underneath his breath - that was the initial plan, to finally introduce one of the most precious parts of him to the fandom.Â
He just didnât account for the possibility that everyone on the livestream would fall in love with you - when that was clearly supposed to be his job! âAlright- ask away, and no funny business. Iâm looking at you, user Fushidaddy.â
sugu-rizzed: Are you single?
âHow dare you-â
âYes. Yes, I am.â Youâre nudging the towering man right next to you, subtly moving his hand off of that treacherous block button. âLighten up, Satoruââ
âYes, maâam. Correct, maâam.â
What a sight it was.Â
Honestly, youâre sure you hear at least several management staff gasp at just how easily youâd shut up their arguable star. Being the center of one of the fastest bands to sky-rocket into the k-pop world hadnât made it any easier for an agent to pose authority over Gojo Satoru - Yaga was barely hanging on by a thread and he submitted at least a few resignation letters every week.
Once the on-set whispers break out, youâre squirming in your seat. Rattling off yet another question-
ge.akuge: what do you think about the allegations of him wearing wigs?
âWell-â
âBlocked.â
KunaLuvrr: does he wear wigs?
stanjutsu: will he wear wigs?
Fushidaddy3: Yâknow I donât wear wigs, baby, x.Â
âI-â
âYou- blocked.â
haibarabias: Did u know he was yapping about you non-stop on the last live?
Youâre blinking in slight surprise, turning to Gojo - whoâd now stuffed himself into his oversized designer hoodie until you could only make out the tips of his ears. His bright, burning red ears. âReally?â Turning to the feverishly nodding staff at his silence, âReally?â
One of the fresh-faced interns in charge of lighting tries to hold back a squeal, âY-yeah! We tried to keep a tally of your name to edit on-screen but it went intoâŠthe tripleâŠdigits- eep!â
âE-hem.â Gojo cuts the newbie off with a slight glare, snitches. The whole lot. âI was just talking to them about what a boor you are and to be prepared-â
realistic.one: liar, you were giggling and kicking your feet the whole time-
â-which you would have known if you actually watched me.â Finishing off with relish, heâs mockingly glowering down at you. The perfect vision of a neglected best friend - if it wasnât for the way that he was flushed all the way from his cheeks to the back of his neck, that is.Â
And then your fingerpads reach out to pat the silky crown of his bangs, soothingly. âI do watch you, Toru. I must have missed that stream, sorry about that.â
He melts. And thereâs tens of thousands to watch him.
âY-yeah?â Gojoâs briefly snapping a scowl at the screen, already knowing that this particular clip of his voice breaking would be making rounds on the internet tomorrow. Crossing his arms with a huff, he acts like he isnât nuzzling his head even closer for you to caress, âTch, you make a shitty best friend, my star.â
Somewhere across the room, Yaga puts his head in his hands and sighs.Â
sugu-rizzed: My star?? Guys is heâŠ
CandyKento: that moment when you highkey ship them but realize bro has no game
sunflowerboy: Gojo-san fighting!!
Fushidaddy7: I could treat you better, girl x.Â
torutoaster: wonder what her type is from our boys^^
Itâs as if the room itself had hiked a few degrees in temperature, and youâre darting your eyes away from Gojoâs burning ones. From the staff that was snickering behind their hands, giving you knowing looks.Â
Instead, choosing to distract yourself by answering that last questionâ âHmm, my ideal type from Six Eyes, huh?â
âHah- what a silly little question.â Your best friend cocks his head with a smirk, âWhy- tell âem, my star. Who else has the visuals? The dance moves? The charisma? Of course, itâs-â
âSuguru.â You smile innocently, whilst the flashy idol next to you crumbles. âHeâs such a sweetheart.â
returnofP1BANG: five more shots for that wet cat look he gave her
Fushidaddy9: Ouch (lol).
sugu-rizzed: F in the chat
CandyKento: f
sunflowerboy: F
Fushidaddy10: F
ge.akuge: F
âTch- childish.â Gojo scoffs at the wave of that same letter flooding his comment section, heâs counting about twentyâŠbefore typing his own âFâ in there.Â
Immediately reinvigorated, heâs stabbing a determined finger in the air. âBut- but I have something that none of yâall and that stinky Suguru doesnât have-â And it takes every ounce of will, every shred of shamelessness in his body to wrap two strong arms around you and crash you to his broad chest. Emulating all those hours heâs spent watching k-dramas with you, Gojoâs barking out. â-sheâs mine!â
Fushidaddy14: Yeah. Your best friend. LMAO.
âBlocked-â
Masamichi Yaga handed in yet another resignation letter that very same night.
Which was likely why the livestream didnât last too long after that little catastrophe- and itâs about a few hours later once youâd safely made it home with excuses of work the next day, and Gojo was lying wide awake on his phone, that it happens.
It is sent to him, by none other than Geto - the most unthinkable, unspeakable link to a fan-made YouTube video aptly titled â100 Gojo Satorus vs. trying not to make a fool of himself in front of his baddie best friend challenge (failed)â
Edited and clipping every single moment heâd completely nâ utterly destroyed his cool idol façade during the brief live. Every (fine, not-so-slick) glance your way, every blush, every voice crack.
Fuck.
In two seconds heâs sending Geto a paragraph of middle finger emojis, and in one heâs slowly downloading the videoâŠfor research purposes.Â
.
.
.
As a celebrity hair stylist, Miwa Kasumi had never felt that she wasnât paid enough - after all, nearly unlimited contact with her favorite idols and she gets to see her work come to life on stage? What could go wrong?
WellâŠsheâs feeling her weary eyelid twitch just about the twelfth time she hears the same repeated meme audio blaring from Gojo Satoruâs phone.Â
Headphone-less. On full volume.Â
All on the set of one of the most important comeback shoots of this year, the much-anticipated music video for their single âBlue.â Penned by none other than the giggling idiot that was her client.Â
And it was only considering all her years of professionalism that she didnât whack the phone out of his hands the way sheâs been dying to for the past hour. âGojo-san, you are quite the fan of that video, hm?â
Subtle cues- subtle cues!
But Gojo was never one for subtle cues, as she has the misfortune of learning. And he only blinks up from his padded seat in front of her, âHuh? Oh yes-â In fact, increasing the volume of the dramatically edited fan video - one of those crack compilations she had the guilty pleasure of watching before bed sometimes.Â
But Gojo didnât seem to be watching for the laughs, his twinkling sapphire eyes were only locked on one thing on-screen - you.Â
Sighing at a short clip of you from the livestream a few days ago, grimacing at one of his bragging monologues. Giggling, he zooms in on you- âIsnât she gorgeousâ?â
âO-oh!â Now, introductions and love for artistry might be two of the main perks of working in such close proximity to idols - but who could forget the gossip. Immediately perking up, sheâs setting down one of the curlers and working on fluffing up Gojoâs ethereal white hair for the camera. âGirlfriend, Gojo-san?â
âNot at all.â Dreamily, heâs taking a blatant screenshot of the zoomed-in visual of your face. A man in heaven. âNot. At. All.â
Huh? Maybe all celebrities were just eccentric. What was that one saying about never meeting your heroes?Â
Well, it seems that the universe decided that Miwa hadnât learned enough of her lesson just yet- which is why sheâs startled by the swooshâ! of curtains being drawn back in the dressing room, and the heavy footsteps of none other than Gojoâs bandmates.Â
Who could mistake them?
Geto Suguru, long inky hair tied back, slow strides almost predatory, is the first to reach the two - one of them shivering in rapt excitement, the other glued to his phone. âOi- Satoru, they want you for your solo shot.â
Gojo grunts noncommittally, hands gripping his phone. âHm-â
Irritation gripping the otherâs tone, his best friend taps his feet. âSatoru.â
âMm.â
âSatoru.âÂ
ââŠâ
âYou little-âÂ
Itâs a damn miracle that the thin glass of Gojoâs phone screen doesnât crack with how swiftly Getoâs snatching it from the otherâs hands. Only to get a glimpse of the screen and have his mouth drop.
âSatoruâŠâÂ
ââŠSuguru.â
Pierced brows furrowing, Adamâs apple bobbing with a guffaw at the blatant screenshot of you displayed. Clearly taken from that one compilation video that he had sent the link to a few days ago. Their center gulps. âSatoru, whatâŠtheâŠf-â
âGojo-san! Gojo-sanâ!â
The youngest - Haibaraâs - sweet, sing-song voice dips through the tense dressing room as he stumbles in - all sunny smiles and the cutest bowl cut. Followed excruciatingly closely by a cameraman recording behind-the-scenes content, âKento and I are done, so Director Shoko wants you on set now or she said sheâll do some violent things that canât be said on camera~â
âOf course, of courseâ you should go, you strange little lecher- I mean, Satoru.â Geto waves the other over, âCâmere Yu, let your elder show you a little something.â
Gojo blanches, âNo-â
âOh? What is itâ?â
Gripping onto Getoâs jacket, âNo.â
Careful of the rolling camera, heâs mercilessly sidling up to the other and flashing the latest addition to Gojoâs photo album - that soft, slightly blurry screenshot of you. Simply smiling. âOh.â
ââOhâ is right.â Getoâs smizing out such a cat-like grin at the camera- this was sure to have the internet talking. Maybe even screaming. And as the staff with the lens steps closer in curiosity, heâs swiftly covering the screen, âLetâs just say our Satoru is ah- quite the fan of our cute little fansâ creations.â
Haibara titters, âEnough that itâs filling up his phone storage-â Catching Gojoâs groan, ready to jump out of his seat- âAh, my apologies, Gojo-san~â
Geto nods, âNo no, heâs right.â
âHeâs not.â
âI am?â
âAnd remember, kidsââ The pierced man calls out, finger hovering over the glaring screen of the phone.Â
Gojo gasps- âNo-â Realizing. Shooting to his feet. âNo no no-â
Registering the way his other best friend was giving particular attention to that bright, burning DELETE button. â-always help your friends in need.â
The scream that Gojo Satoru, most polished idol of the 21st century, lets off is devastated.Â
Enough that the cameraman - watching each interaction like a hawk - jumps, enough that even ruthless Geto Suguru himself feels a semblance of slight regret. Almost turning his thumb over to click on the recycle bin before Gojo can cry himself hoarse- until heâs scrolling just an inch - an inch - along the full camera roll and findingâŠmoreâŠscreenshots?
About 75,328 in his album, to be exact. Of you.Â
He looks at Gojo Satoru - knees cradled in such a pitiful fetal position on the floor, whimpering at the loss of his prized screenshot. And he looks at the 75,328 screenshots. He looks back at Gojo. Then at the screenshots, all 75,328.
Then back at Gojo.
And Geto doesnât even feel bad about the good kick heâs planting on the otherâs back, âGet out.â
If the dressing room was a hellhole made to ruin Gojoâs life - Geto being the devil incarnate, of course - then being on set wasnât any better.Â
The long lens of Shokoâs famed camera stares him down like it knew exactly how he was acting minutes prior, and any false façade of coolness would easily break through.Â
âUghâŠâ Shokoâs crinkling her nose in slight distaste at the footage playing on her screen, motioning for the rest of the crew to start putting each prop back in place for a reshoot.Â
Make-up airy, white bandages haphazardly falling from his eyes, surrounded by sparkling ivory decorations of stars; it was supposed to be something on theme with the song, something romantic, something that didnât make her want to hack up her coffee in a bad way.
But she could feel her stomach churning already. Leveling a glare at Gojo thatâs enough to make the much-taller man flinch- âYou- if you canât do the sparkly idol thing, just try looking at the camera and smiling. Itâs all we need for the solo shot today.â Tapping her camera, âLook at the lens like youâd look at a lover.â
Voice octaves higher, âA-a lover?âÂ
His dignity was scarred!Â
âYou got this, Gojo-san! Twentieth tryâs the charmâ!â Haibaraâs voice echoes. âAh- or was this the thirtiethâŠsomewhere along the line I lost count.â
âThirty-seventh.â Nanami helpfully supplies.
His reputation as a reliable elder ruined!
âSatoru, good luck! Geto called me- I donât know why but um, good luck!â
He didnât call himself the king of idols for nothing!
In a split-second, Gojo perks at the slightly-metallic sound of your voice through the other end of the line. Breath hitched, flashing irises widened- it doesnât take him even a nanosecond to snap his head towards where Geto was holding his phone up for the sound to project.
Your name flashing on the caller ID, Getoâs smile priggish at the reaction wrenched out of his best friend.Â
And Gojo canât help but let the mere sound of your voice make him smileâ
âThere we go- thatâs the shot! Thatâs the shot.â
The music video is edited and uploaded only a few weeks later, that behind-the-scenes following hastily afterwards.Â
It was a hit, of course, as every management and billboard had already predicted it would be. But what was unpredictable were the eagle-eyed comments-
SIX EYES - âBLUEâ MV
torutoaster: KYAAA THEY REALLY FED US LOOK AT HOW OUR TORU AND SUGU LOOOKKK
ryomichael: not even a satoru bias butâŠwowâŠhis visualsâŠthe way he looked at the camera made my heart just goâŠwow
zbstan: stream this song (and esp Gojoâs bridge) for clear skin guys!!
SIX EYES - âBLUEâ MV Behind [All]
getosuggs: Geto and Haibara giggling at Gojoâs phone screenâŠwonder what they were looking atâŠ
torutoaster: wonder why the filming of toruâs solo shot was muted?? strange but as long as we get more content of my bias oh well^^
sugu-rizzed: @torutoaster I think because they were on a call? Oooo imagine if it was Gojoâs best friend from the livestreamâŠ
mahitoe: @sugu-rizzed smh delulu shippers
zbstan: @mahitoe STFU look at that caller ID ik they tried to blur it but like there was an anonymous hair stylist on set who said it was so GUYS IT COULD BE-
Fushidaddy17: I wouldâve had no problem looking cool for her aha x.
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âTakada-chan! Takada-ch-AAAAAANâ!â
Honestly, what a woman to be able to smile politely in the face of a big, beefy high schooler ripping his shirt off from the stands of the stadium. The Idol Star Athletics Championships were always quite rambunctious considering the star-studded players, especially this year.Â
All lined up in their groups, donning flashy colored tracksuits.Â
And as the boy starts crying, Geto wincesâlooking back at their own section of fans invited to attend the annual celebrity sports tournament. Some squealing at the feeling of Getoâs stare, some waving banners hysterically - but thank goodness that none were as bad as-
âMY STAAAARâ!â
Geto takes that back very quickly.
Deadpan, exhausted- the leader of Six Eyes is turning to stare down their infamous center, the exact one whoâd been hogging every headline for the past few weeks for his exact antics with you. âSatoruâŠwhat are you doing?â
Ignoring him for your figure seated at the very front rowââMY STAR, YOU BETTER CHEER FOR ME.â You pretend not to hear him as he waves frantically, and Geto reaches over to tug Gojo back in line. âOi- OIII, DONâT LOOK AT NANAMI LOOK AT ME!â
On second thought, he backs away into another groupâs line.Â
You werenât the only one looking at him now- so were the announcers. Seasoned entertainers whoâve probably never seen a scene in all their years, âAaaand over in this row we have Six Eyes. Their center - that Gojo boy - seems to be a little preoccupied, no?â
âWith the girl? Oh, when is he not? Have you seen the clips from that livestream?â
âAhhâyou know my wife showed me and-â Seemingly catching the eye of whatever higher-up, or maybe the way that Yaga was swooning in his bench as if he was about to faint right then and there. âEhem- anyways, welcome all to this yearâs The Idol Star Athletics Championshipsâ!â
It goes off without a hitch.Â
Well, as much as it could with Gojo Satoru being in attendance.Â
Which meant having to wrangle him back by the scruff of his neck every time he meandered off to the shrieking stands to ask you to pet his tired head - âfor good luck.â
Which meant having him blow kisses to the stands suspiciously near you as he dribbled expertly during the basketball event, their team tied with yet another idol group.
With only a few seconds on the clock, every eye glued to his sprinting figure - breath stilling just as soon as he does near the netted hoop. Gojo had jumped, and pointed straight at your figureââThis oneâs for my star.â
Before he swung.Â
AndâŠ
âŠmissed.
But that was all water under the bridge.
It didnât matter that it was a failure recorded in 4K on hundreds of cameras, it didnât matter that youâd been the one laughing the most while watching his precious shot completely miss the hoop and bounce sadly on the floor.Â
It didnât matter that his ears were still burning red from embarrassment by the last leg of the tournament - the track-and-field events.Â
Geto had already won the gold medal in archery, Haibara with silver in football, and even woe-is-me Nanami had snagged a silver in fencing.Â
And this time, this yearâs new addition - one of those borrowed item races youâd play in middle school, those ones where heâd have to run to a box and pick out something silly to bring over the finish line - was about to be his turn.Â
âReadyâŠâ
Gojoâs steadying into position, making sure his back flexed just right so that youâd be able to see from the stands. And if the way that Nanami sighed was anything to go by then it was working, right?Â
âSetâŠâ
Azure eyes locked on the small wooden box that loomed a few yards in front of him.
âGo!â
Itâs a blur- one moment his expensive designer sneakers touch the ground, and the next heâs one of the first idols to run over to the box. Fighting to stick his hand inside, Gojoâs sure he elbows someoneâs dolled-up face to grab the first slip of paper he can.Â
Tugging it out with a grin, the neat typing stares back at him mockinglyââSomeone you love.â
Fuck.
Why did it have to be this one?
The announcerâs booming baritone breaks through- âWhatâs this? Six Eyesâ Gojo seems to have stalled? What could that paper say?â
âRun!â Getoâs voice calls over the chaos of countless other artists bee-lining towards their own missions, their own âitem.â Heâs waving at Gojo impatiently, âRun, you fool-âÂ
âGojo-san, you got thisâ!â
In a confused hurry, heâs darting a look down at the staff manning the box - some older, dryly deadpan man who merely takes a peek at his slip of paper and gives a thumbs up. And Gojo could have sworn he smirks.
Well.
âOh- oh, heâs running.â Both hosts gripping onto the edges of their tables, âThe legs on that boy- Gojo Satoru is overtaking his peers easily- ah, we promise weâre not biased.â
Yaga and the rest of his overworked PR team would have to forgive Gojo for this later- but his legs are turning towards your direction in an instant, just as they always have. Running. Sprinting.Â
âGojo- Gojo! Is it true you two eloped?â
âAn insider source is saying that your best friend was present on-set of Blue- any comment?â
âAre you two dating?â
Itâs like heâs running through a tunnel where the only thing he can see is you at the end. Announcersâ voices cotton in his mind- âOh, we think we know where this is going, ladies and gentlemen.â The only voice his popped ears can hear are yours-
âS-Satoruâ!â Youâre shrieking, nearly as loud as the throng of fans and cameras surrounding you. Clawing down his beefy upper bicep as your best friend leans his long torso over the barrier of the stands and throws you into an easy princess carry, âAre you crazy-â
âNah, weâre gonna win, my star.â He has his arms steady, jaw clicking - and you canât help but feel his strength thrum gently in his arms. Those lucky to be near enough for the entire ordeal would later claim to tabloids that theyâd never seen Gojo Satoru this serious.
ThisâŠresponsible when heâs carefully striding with you in his hold - an easy first place running past the finish line.Â
Stars in his eyes, mouth turned up into a smile that twitched when he gazed down at your own. Wantingly.Â
But he only hugged you in thanks, and took your half-joking swats with a smile.Â
They couldnât quite blatantly show the cameras what Gojoâs little paper had required him to bring, but you got to keep Gojoâs gold medal after the tournament - it was always meant for you, anyway.
And he gets an earful from Yaga, Geto, Haibara (though that was more grumbling about why those last two werenât the ones carried like a pretty princess instead), and a few articles speculating your relationship, and a Twitter timeline having a complete meltdown over clips of his race.Â
A video of those particular few seconds with you in his arms racked up a solid few million views in only a few hours since it was posted- but honestly, one million of those views might just be from him alone.
@torutoaster: THE WAYYYY HE CARRIED HER OMG- GOD I SEE WHAT YOUâVE DONE FOR OTHERS-
@CandyKento: did anyone watch the isacs? no but i am soooo curious what gojoâs item was-
@chorusito replying to @CandyKento: no but to bring his ehem ehem- âbest friendâ it has to be something scandalous right~
@CandyKento replying to @chorusito: right??
@mahitoe replying to @chorusito: lmfao idols canât date. you guys cant handle anything it was obvs just a friend or something. delulu.Â
@sugurusshampoobottle replying to @mahitoe: FIGHT ME.
@satorusxkitten: gojo and getoâs arms are so big!! fuck!!Â
@sugu-rizzed: That staff-member manning the box saw what the paper said oh what I would pay to knowâŠ
@fiendingforsixeyes: AHHHH I BET IT WAS SOMETHING OR SMTH HE LOVED IK U GOJO U LOVERBOY
@Fushidaddy33: She wouldâve looked better in my arms tbhâŠ
Gojo reports that last account.
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âSo, who do you think is the cutest from Six Eyes?â
âMe.â
âAnd who do you think is the best dancer?â
âMe.â
âThe most romantic?â
âAhâŠâ Regular interviews could be tedious - but an interview with a lie detector strapped to you somehow surpassed even the ninth chamber of hell. And Gojo thinks that anyone would shrink under the beady, unwavering gaze of the hostess interrogating- ah, interviewing him right now.
Not a hair out of place, not a lie she wouldnât be able to catch.
Damn that management for signing him up for one of those lie detection interviews - part of him already felt that this was punishment for rejecting Yagaâs seventh resignation letter since the chaos of the Idol Star Athletics Championships.
And damn Geto for goading him into going first.
The rest of the group watch leisurely from their comfort of a sofa away from the spotlight - thankfully lie detector-less for now - tittering as their bandmate cowers. Gulping through a slightly-wobbly grin, âMe. Iâm the most romantic.â
Nodding as the polygraph examiner gives the thumbs up for truth.
âNot quite humble, but quite honest arenât you, Mister Gojo?â
Gojoâs cracking his neck in his uncomfortable seat, the sooner he can get this over with, the better. Still strapped with leather buckles, âI think youâll find that Iâm very honest about things I truly feel.â
Geto sputters through faux coughs- âPfftâ Liar.â
Nanami looks away- murmuring just loud enough for the microphone to pick up, âEhemâŠfibber.â
And Haibara? Haibara merely snaps his fingers in realization- âAaaahâ! I see, theyâre calling you a âliarâ, Gojo-san, because you arenât honest about your feelings towards-â
âAh ah!â He tries to make a motion to shut up, but only ends up rocking the chair from side-to-side. And Gojo already knew he was done for the very second heâs catching the hostessâs eyes gleam at this juicy morsel of information.
âWell, I actually did haveâŠâ Trailing off, sheâs shuffling through her pack of pre-written questions. Painted nails fingering one at the very back that she seemed to have stowed away for when the interviews took a particular turn, she clears her throat. Saying your name-
âImpressively high heart rate.â The examiner drones out, bushy brows raising at what his screen flashed. Just from hearing your name.
As his self-proclaimed friends cackle - those traitors - the hostess shows off her pearly smile, âMister Gojo, is it true that sheâs your best friend?â
Gojo shifts slightly, âVery true.â Truth.
âAnd she is very beautiful- correct?â
âVery true.â Truth.
âAnd smart?â
âVery true-â Truth.
âAnd youâre in love with her?â
âVery tr-â He gasps, âWait no-â
To which the older lady cocks her head in genuine confusion, âDespite all the shipping- well, itâs all everyoneâs been talking about online these days- youâve never done anything? You donât have feelings for her, young man?â
âNâŠno.âÂ
Geto raises his hand in a split-second, almost as if he was some model student in a classroom. âYouâre mistaken, my lady, he doesnât have feelings for her. He has a lot of feelings for her-â
âSuguru!â
The final nail on Gojoâs coffin might just have been the way the polygraph examiner tries - and fails - to keep a largely neutral face. Instead raising his fist in the air, into a blatant thumbs down, next word tinged in amusement. âLie.â
Gojo fights against the belts tied to his wrist, monitoring his heartbeat, his deception. âItâs faulty, I tell you- faulty. Did you know that polygraphs are actually only 80% accurate andââ
âSo you honestly wouldnât mind if your best friend showed up with a fresh new boyfriend to introduce to you?â
â-I would rather die.â
Itâs silence.
Gojo basking in the shock of what heâd just blurted out, everyone else squinting at the overtly clear thumbs up that the examiner was gesturing. A truth. Trying to see whether it would change shape whether they stared hard enough.
Clearing her throat, their seasoned hostess is the first to speak- âAh- well, that was certainly, um.â Shuffling her cards, she stares at the rest of Six Eyes in bewilderment and they stare in bewilderment right back.Â
Muttering, âI wish my husband was more like that- anyways.â She leans in close to Gojo, âSo if I showed youâŠâ Waving her hand at a few of the tech specialists in charge of the projector behind him, â-this picture with a particular known tattoo artist?â
It wasnât even a question.
And a damn good thing it wasnât, because as soon as the screen behind Gojo lights up with a paparazzi shot - one of you, from years and years ago when you were dating that damn tch- asshole Ryomen Sukuna. All bathed in the light of the city at night, pretty hands in his, smile blinding - oh-so-gorgeous that he feels his heart stop.
Literally.
Thereâs a slight, sharp beeeeepâ! that emanates from the lie detectorâ
Geto stands, âSatoru, what-â
âGojo-san, are you okay-â
âI know CPR.â Hell, even Nanami was looking on with some degree of concern, âBut I wouldnât do it on you, no offense.â
As the examiner fiddles with his contraption, the hostess is the one to wonder whether she should call over the medical personnel in the studio. Reaching over her lilâ interrogation table to tap Gojoâs pale hand lightly- âU-uh, Mister Gojo-â
Gojo gasps- âHuh? Oh yeah-âÂ
The steady rhythm of his pulse beeps once more on the monitor, albeit it slightly faster than before after heâs setting his eyes on you. After his poor, pathetic heart had skipped a beat just at the mere sight of you.Â
âHeâs ruining the picture.â Gojoâs nose bridge wrinkles, gaze straying back to your smile the way an anchor follows a ship to see. No matter how far and deep they may go. The examiner signs out âtruthâ as the other man continues, âCan you crop the buffoon out and give me five printed copies of that photo, please?â
âEh?â
âEh?â
âGojo-san, eh?â
Nanami rubs his aching temples, âThis is why Iâd never give him CPR.â
That particular episode easily became one of the most watched of the season.Â
Six Eyesâ Gojo Satoru Takes a Lie Detector Test | Heart-stopping Revelations!
torutoaster: WHAT THE FUCK WHEN THEY SAID HEART-STOPPING THEY MEANT IT FRFR-
eathaibara: the pure aura to have your heartbeat stop then the first thing you do is simp over your girl.
100menvsmpreg: @eathaibara wait so are they actually dating?
fluffykento: @100menvsmpreg worse
jennyk10: @100menvsmpreg I meannn-
ButterSixKpop: Need me a real freak like this.
CandyKento: kento is so real ngl
getosuggs: @CandyKento the only thing we love more than satoru is bullying satoru
fiendingforsixeyes: LMAO GUYS HAVE YOU SEEN THAT PERSON GOINâ ON RANTS UNDER SUKUNAâS INSTA-
Gojo didnât read these comments, unfortunately, or see any of the edits they were making of him on tiktok. He was too busy spamming comments of his own on Sukunaâs official instagram.Â
Very colorfully-worded ones.Â
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âWhatâs your name?â
âGojo da strongest.â
âWhat are you drawing?â
âA star.â
For an eight-year-old, Gojo thinks you had the most pensive expression on your face after that particular answer. Brows scrunched cutely, and your tongue sticking slightly between missing teeth- and it was alright, Gojo wasnât a stranger to the staring.
He knew how to handle all the cooing from aunties at the marketplace, he was used to all the praises for being the fastest kid in all of primary school.Â
So surely the great, wise, nine-year-old Gojo Satoru could give a fellow classmate as much time as you needed to muster up the very best compliment-
âItâs kinda ugly.â
âWha- huh?â How dare you- Gojoâs pouting, snowy brows scrunching until youâre giggling. âMy star is not ugly.â Sticking a thumb proudly between his puffed-up chest, âAnd I should know because Iâm going to be a star.â
Youâre nodding, seriously. âMm, thatâs good.âÂ
And that makes him falter- just a bit, because true superstars never falter. âY-you think so?â Okay, maybe they falter a bit. But in Gojoâs defense, no one had ever taken his little daydream so seriously, âYou donât think itâs stupid? That I canât go up on stage?â
âNo, why would it be?â Oh. Youâre tapping his smudged crayon drawing, âBut thatâs still an ugly star.â
Stomping, âIs not.â
âIs too.â
âIsâŠâ He looks at you - in all you sparkly humor - then back at his fifteen-pointed star. He looks at you, then back at his brown-colored star for âartistic purposes.â He looks at you, then back at his star with a spotty face on it because it reminded him of Patrick Star. He looks at you and-
âFineâŠâ
âLet me teach you how to draw an actual star.â Youâre stumbling over your words a little, and it offends the great Gojo Satoru that he should be taught by such a child like you, a year younger.Â
But he does have to admit that you drew pretty nice stars.Â
Crossing his arms with a pout, âFine then- teach me how to draw stars-â And the grin breaking your tiny face was too bright, too pretty. Suddenly the classroom is too humid, and heâs scrambling for something - anything - to throw back in your face. â-star.â
ââStarâ, huh?â But you only smile, âI like that.â
Only to have it thrown back in his.Â
In a way heâs remembering nearly two decades later, your hand in his, your mouth near his earpiece. Quieter than the producers screaming in his ears, but louder than his very own racing heartbeat.
âTake it easy, Satoru.â Youâre humming, over the velvety-smooth voice of the MAMA award announcer. The one that was ecstatically saying the name of the very band that Gojo might just have forgotten he was a part of the moment your hands wound âround him.Â
You lift up his dark blindfold, part of his outfit for the day. âGo up, you fool.â
It wasnât every day that Six Eyes won a MAMA grand prize, and it also wasnât every day that the best friend heâd begged to be let in as the groupâs honorary plus one (also the very same best friend heâd been in love with since he knew what love was) was in his arms like this.
But youâd been in them when after heâd drawn the first star all those years back that youâd deemed âacceptable.â Youâd been in them when he decided to take up dancing lessons in middle school, waiting all those hours after dark to walk back home with him. Youâd been in them when he entered high school and told you heâd be a trainee slaving the days away in some dingy company basement. Youâd been in them even tighter when they debuted.Â
And youâd been in them the very second their name had been announced as artist of the year.
In front of all those cameras. All those gasping audiences.
And Geto who thumps him heartily on the back, âGet a room later, lovebirds- if Yaga doesnât kill you that is.â
âCome on, Gojo-san, we have to go up for our awardâ!â
Nanami flashes you what you swear was a slight smile, âI am happy for you.â Before frowning at a shining-eyed Gojo, âNot quite for you, though.â
âAww Nanamin, you love me~â
âO-kaaay-â Once the 6â4 mess of limbs had finally set you free, Geto was pushing them all to climb up the stage. In time with the blasting background music of their very own Blue, âLetâs have the aneurysms when weâre on stage.â
But what Gojo had on-stage wasnât anything to make Yaga wish to retire, or to have Nanamiâs pounding migraine throb harder. It was a single, sliding tear - and if the lights glaring down on them were bright enough that no one could tell for sure, then all was well with him.
âTo our fans, our family-â Gojoâs starting off into the mic in the middle, deep tone dry and hoarse, metal award cool in his hands. Heâs looking at you. â-and my star, this oneâs for you.â
Itâs all.Â
And later theyâd write articles about the hug, the speech, and what it means that youâre his âstarâ - but for now, that was for Gojo to know. And for him to step away from the booming mic, letting Geto take his place with much more eloquent words; knowing that in future interviews theyâd joke about all the speeches that they had planned.
That Gojo had planned in particular, but nothing came out just right.Â
Later, he would also wonder why he waited so long - when you were always there in the audience, clapping louder as if it was just for him.Â
And your best friend mouthsâall bedazzled in his dangling earrings, white suit starkly handsome. âMeet me after the show.â
That very same clip is made into a gif that gets replayed about twelve million times before the award show actually ends.Â
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âO-oh fuck-â Your tongue lolls out until itâs hitting midway down your chin, mouth watering with every curly swipe nâ prod of Gojoâs tastebuds.Â
His nose hits the edge of your treacly cunt and he whines, watchinâ the cute way your pupils roll allll the way to the back. The front of your chest polishing with a few wads of saliva that he canât lick up right now- no.
Not when his mouth was already so occupied.
All it took was a single step - a single step - inside Gojoâs personal dressing room after the MAMAs, before heâd crashed your lips against his in a way heâd just been dying to do.
Folding you easily over the armrest of the fluffy pink sofa, door locked, sparkly dress hiked up. Gojo hadnât even bothered to take off your flimsy panties before heâd started making out with your sweet, sweet pussy from behind.
Lavishing his tongue between the crevices of your cunt like he was a man parched- âFuck, my star.â With your underwear just pushed to the side and his throat vibrating with a guttural groan once heâs feeling your tight, cozy hole clench âround his tastebuds.âFuck- sâall I want-â
âA-are you seriously- nghâ!â And you couldnât believe anything your hazed mind was telling you right now - not of those familiar lyrics, and not of the smooth, frigid brush of something metallic studding just the end of Gojoâs tongue. â-quoting your song right now?â
âMmmâ canât help it. Wrote it just for you yâknowâŠâ Voice just a bit hitched, just a bit raspy.Â
There was something in it that made you oh-so-much wetter, and Gojoâs summer blue eyes flash as heâs taking in the sappy slick gluing your shivering thighs together.Â
âSh-shit.â Gurgling out the candied taste of you, you were dripping all down his tongue. Heâs pulling you close with a hand stuck on your hip, letting your slick splash at the bottom of his throat- and it still wasnât enough.Â
âShit, my star.â His usual lip gloss smeared all over your pussy, Gojo takes the time to lean in and lick it all clean off. Before pursing his lips to once more spitââShit-â
He didnât know what to say.
Your pretty pussy had him speechless, and itâs a damn miracle that heâs not tearing that suit off of his body. Stained all down the front with a snail-trail of your sappy juices-
âNeed- this-â Once his heavy fabric strikes the floor, Gojoâs inching even closer in his kneeling position. Thick fingers slide-slide-sliiiiding teasingly between your swollen folds, before tugging on your poor panties. â-off.â
Ripping.
And his little prize is now finding a home somewhere inside his pocket for later, but right now Gojo has to stop himself from fucking salivating as youâre exposed for him.
It takes one kiss before he pants- âOh my god.âÂ
And another- âO-oh fuck- oh my god.â
Fully shoving his face between your legs and letting you shiver at the feeling of his bejewelled earrings. That sunken in.Â
Flattened tongue slapping down between your driveling slit, Gojo takes his agonizing time lapping up every inch nâ cranny you have. âMy starââ Humming almost drunkenly, his pointed muscle swerves between the insides of your pussylips.Â
âF-fuuuckâ!â Just where you were most sensitive, Gojo lets the stubbed piercing on his tongue slip inside your hole and streeeeetch you out. Slipping out to draw a wet, sickly sweet starâ âSince when did you have a- nghh- a tongue piercing, Toru?â
The first answer youâre getting is a sharp swat on your pussy, âMmm- ever since you dated that fucking bastard with a tongue piercing.â Sukuna. Gojo croons out, more honest than he wouldâve usually been. âNever put it in butâŠI got it because I thought it was your hah- type.â
Another smack!
Another squeezing inch of his pierced tongue trying to fuck into your entrance, heâs impatient. Heâs throbbing in his pants with every tiny clench of your gooey insides, âGot buffer, too- cooler.â
âOh myâŠgod- your tongue, itâs- hck! going in-â Crying out through whines.
âWrote so many songs for you, my starââ Heâs drawling out, and you can feel the scorching breeze of his hot breath. The way that Gojoâs parting his lips even wider to let his tongue glue against your cunt, grinding all the way inside- âWell- heh- not for her, butâŠâ
Youâre still hypnotized by the sensual massage of his ridged taste buds rubbinâ across the front of your dripping pussy.Â
So much so that the lecherous sluuuurpâ! drawn out into the claggy air almost shocks you. Your cuntâs letting off the most sexual noises once Gojoâs dragging up a hand to tease your wet clit. â-but Iâll write a song for her as well.â
His metal rings are just sparkling with coats of slick, and your best friend doesnât waste even a second latching onto your sensitive nub. Dexterous fingers drawing cute circles over and over that have your hips lurching off of the sofa-Â
âPlease- ngh- pleeease-â Your head throws backwards, legs already starting to quake at the utter pressure of having his fingers on your clit. Tongue inside your pussy.Â
So lengthy that the slimy tip of it mazes between your walls, and Gojoâs purposefully stirrinâ around your insides with the icy edge of his piercing. Chin rubbing all red with friction as heâs leaning in even closer to dig the muscle of his tongue into your sweetest spots, âYeah- yeah nâ Iâll have her sing-â Another hand this time, another finger - pushinâ deeply inside you. And the syrupy sound is enough to make him close in on the side of the couch and rut- â-leadâŠh-heh.â
And if you thought being fucked into the cushy surface by Gojoâs tongue was making your head spin, then youâre being driven positively mad by the wild lashes of his fingertips.Â
Two ringed fingers fighting for space right along with his sticky tongue, Gojo glues the thick crowns of his digits to the top of your g-spot and watches as you shrill. âAll the reading paid off, hmmâ?â
âY-you read about this?â Youâre blinking through your tears, mouth dangling open once heâs pulling back. All the way to the rotund tips of his fingers- and slamming right down to press on your favorite nerves like a button. âFuck- fuck fuck fuck- just for- for me?â
âYou donât know what Iâd do for you, my star.â And it would sound sweet coming from your usual best friend.Â
But Gojo right now looked feral - pale eyes half-lidded, hair unruly, light make-up replaced by slimy oodles of your slick. Worn like a badge of honor, heâs gnawing down on your outer pussy, voice turning into something breathy. Octaves higher. âNoooo fucking idea what Iâd do.â
Gripping onto the dampening covers of the sofa, youâre bucking animalistically like you donât know whether you want to pull away or grind back down for more, more, more. Yelping, âT-Toru-!â
âNo- no no no- come back.â Gojo panics, beefy arms wrapped enough around your body to haaaul you backwards.Â
And when that wasnât far enough, Gojoâs lust-fogged mind tugs off the blindfold still looped âround his neck. Tightly restraining one over your thigh and manhandling you deeper onto his face-
âSh-shiiit, Satoruââ
âFuck- havenât had anything so sweet- so addictive, my star.â Heâs murmuring into your pussy, knuckles getting sloppier with all the spanks against the front of your cunt. Tongue lurching in nâ out until his jaw was sore and raw with all the movement- but heâs still rummaging his muscle along your insides.Â
Gojoâs eating you out like a man lacking a proper meal for eons, and you swear you could feel the way his Adamâs apple bob with each heavy gulp of your saccharine slick. âNâ now I donât think I can- haaaah- live without your sweet pussy on my face, sweetheart.â
The furniture creaks with every bump of his ravenous hips against the sofa, because Gojo didnât even want to spare a single handle to jerk himself off.
Not when he could target the throbbing nub of your clit, rolling over it until the harsh pleasure makes you squeeeal. âDonât have to- donât- ngh-â
âDâyou think so?â That overeager thumb latched to your clit does a quick circular motion that renders your mouth drier than the Sahara. Swooping. Pressing down. âReally really th-think I can?â
âYes- fuck- yes-â Whining, back arching into such a perfect curve. âJust make me cum, Satoru-â
âYes, maâam.â Gojo huffs out a cloud of breath, long lashes fluttering. The rapid thump-thump-thumps of his two fingers burrowing into your g-spot hasten, âBut only if you mmmmâ say my name.â
âSatoru.â
âLouder?â
âSatoru.â
With your wailing tone knocking off each corner of the wall, itâs like heâs rattling off all the unspeakable dreams heâs had of you. âThennnâ spit in my mouth?â
Almost like heâs testing it out- and youâre snapping your head over your shoulder. Not knowing whether to give him a piece of whateverâs left of your mind, or whether you would spit in his mouth.Â
But you didnât need to wrack your pretty brain over it any time soon.
Because Gojoâs shaking his bleary head, âHmm- guess you already have, though- heh.â Partially-closed eyes locked onto your agape cunt every time youâre suckinâ his tongue in- and itâs only then that you realize heâs talking to your pussy.Â
Letting your pussy spit out wads of juices that slip nâ slide down his throat, that get fucked back in by his relentless mouth.
Your hands grip the couch, âS-stop teasingâ please, mâso close.â
âAnd then finallyââ The tender edges of his fingers scrape your sweet spots in that strangely swooping motion that makes your toes curl restlessly. Dragging it oooon with his lilted bass, â-spell this out, my star?â
Your thighs twitch, the semicircles heâs drawinâ on your g-spot taking the formation of an âSâ. Then an âAâ-
âSa-sa-â
âYou got it. You got it, sweetheart.â
With the probinâ deepness of his fingers, heâs flicking his fingertips until your vision flashes white. âTâ, your favorite dragged-out âOâ that makes his pierced tongue swoop in tiny circles, too. âSato-âÂ
You knew where this was going. Faster. Harder.
You knew, and yet, youâre still letting him finish off a soppy âRâ and âUâ - branded in big capital letters from the gooey, heated insides of your pussy until youâre finishing off, too. âSatoru- Satoru. Mâcumming, oh fuck, mâcummingâŠngh.â
With a slight, stiled sob, youâre being run over by your high - just in time for Gojo to twist the orbed piercing on his tongue over in a S-A-T-O-R-U as well. Sloppily salivating down the sides of your slit, your thighs trickle with every ounce of sap youâre spraying out.Â
Whimpering, deep into the cavern of his mouth- âSh-shit-â Gojoâs hissing in that airy tone of his, feeling hot wetness seeping into his pants the very second youâre cumming - he is, too.Â
And yet, the only thing he can think about is dragging out your high.Â
To strike the bruised nâ battered areas of your walls until your thighs are shaking with every peak of your orgasm, mouth slobbering everywhere and anywhere.
From the pearly spatters of slick sheening your legs, to the pulsing top of your clit. Fucking and fucking your quivering entrance until your body feels all raw and sizzling. Every thrust of his fat, velvety tongue makes your pupils whirl stupidly in the whites of your eyes. âSh-shit- nghhh- shit.â
And it takes him such a long time to let go of you - especially when heâs this drunk on your pussy.Â
Pulling back with a final push of his piercing on top of your clit, and the loudest squeeelchâ!
âH-heheh.â Gojo whispers against your pussy and you mewl, falling onto your elbows over the cushions of the sofa.Â
Wearily, you look over your shoulder to take a good, solid look at him - only to feel your heart stutter at the utter grin on his face. Dopey. Glittered with slick. It beads down your best friendâs sharp jawline as he speaks, âReplaced my lipgloss- heh.â He cocks his head to the side, sapphire eyes fluttering priggishly. âDid I ever tell you that was my first time? Been savinâ myself for you, my starâŠâ
Your mouth drops open at his words.
Oh.
Oh.
You werenât making it out of this alive.Â
Within a few bats of your teary lashes, Gojo has you pushed onto your back on top of the springy cushions. His towering form hovering over you-
Pinkish tongue snagging at the end of one glistening lip, âYou should knowâŠIâve never done this before either.â He shivers, top layers shrugged off into a pile, golden clasps of his pants unbuttonedâpop! pop! pop!
With your stringy panties pulled out of his trousers, nâ the rest pushed down until heâd sexily bare in front of you. You canât tear your widened eyes away as Gojo wraps your underwear âround his thick, bulging cock and jerks.
And fuck- did it make your mouth water.
Oh, fuck.
Because Gojo was just so big - in every sense.
From the width of his towering shoulders, all chiseled with bouncy pecs. To the way he was so ripped with lean muscle that you couldnât stop imagining how itâd feel to have them pressed down against you.Â
A feverish blush drifts down the back of his neck, alllll the way down between his pale happy trail. And right up to the fat, pinkened globe of his cock - all heavy and long. So, so long that it had your thighs squeezing in both fear and anticipation.Â
You breathe, âY-youâre soâŠâ
Gojo gnaws down on his bottom lip with a moan, âMm- yeah, tell me, sweetheart.â Vein-covered fist flying up and down his shaft, the rub of your panties was just so delicious that heâs splurging out a thick wad of precum straight down your slit. âTell me- tell me.â
âSo big.â Youâre wondering where he even hid something like that.
Making such a mess.Â
And heâs made a mess before too - cumming in his pants just from eating you out. So your cunt was being soaked with a few wires of his ivory sap.Â
Being pushed in the very second Gojo slouches over your body and slaps his thick mushroom tip between your pussylips. Rutting his sloppy hips without even realizing-
âYou donât think itâs weird, my star?â Head hunched, white bangs covering his eyesight. The tone in his voice is thick with something primal, âHow I was- haaaah-â And so was his cadence, sandwiching between your soppy folds back nâ forth back nâ forth. â-fisting my cock to the thought of my ngh- pretty lilâ best friend for yeeeears?â
Dragging it out.Â
Just aaaaaching with a particularly sensual slide of his vein-covered shaft down your cunt, âJust aaaaching.â The knobbled top of his length slips against your oversaturated pussy and plugs up your hole. Hitting it with a damp plop! âFor one taste- for anything.â
Your hands claw up to the tufts of his soft hair, pulling and it makes his cock twitch. âWant it in. Please, Satoru?âÂ
âA-are you sure I- hah-â And fuck- his eyes gape as he looks down between your cute, shivering legs. Marvelling at the sheer size difference between the plump girth of his cockhead, and your tight hole. âIf itâs too much, I can just put the tip- oh, fuck.â
But you were impatient, and youâre wrapping your legs âround his toned waist to tug him closer. Deeper. Inside.Â
To feel the tender underside of his length scrape your walls, each nâ every zig-zagged vein snaking inside your cunt. Gojo was just so big that your vision flashes black and white with just a few inches stuffed-
âI take it back.â He gasps. He heaves - pants so labored that it was like heâd given up on catching his breath. Trying to hold his head up - failing.Â
âTake- oh, youâre so big- take what back?â
And the only thing Gojo can do is grab both sides of your waist and use the lecherous leverage to pull and pull you further down his rock-hard shaft. Straining out, his thumb cranes over to push inside a gluey wad of cum. âI t-taaake it back. Just the tip- n-never-â Just one singular taste of your sopping wet pussy on his cock and his voice cracks. â-never gonna be just the tip, my star.â
Heâs so untouched, biting down furiously on his lower lip.Â
Biting down furiously on your sodden panties just as soon as he remembers theyâre still in his hands, muffling every whimpering wail that threatens to leave his maw.Â
âNgh- ngh- what the f-fuck.â Gojoâs ripping from the back of his throat, head falling backwards to bare his attractive throat as he slips deeper in. Fighting against that snug resistance with a few good half-thrusts, not even able to pull out properly. To even move. âIt can feel this good?âÂ
And through your half-closed eyes youâre making out the fact that heâs pinching himself with a free hand. âOr mâI just in heaven?â
You feel his big, bulbous tip swab near your g-spot and start to mewl- âMmmâ and what if you are?â
âDonât even wanna know if sâreal.â Strings of saliva stick to Gojoâs lips as he babbles, still lathered in a layer of your pussy juices from before. And his mouth only waters even more when heâs feeling your hot insides clench around him, âDonât need to know anything else- ngh.â
Every syllable is punctuated by an almost vulgar rut.Â
Youâre screaming as heâs bullying his slimy, pre-glazed tip inside. Letting the rotund crown of his cock pry apart your cute walls, harder. Deeper.Â
Gojo smears your pussylips further open with one of his thumbs, letting just the top part of his digit fit into your entrance. Just so that he can fit his cock in fully.Â
âP-please fit.â Muttering underneath his breath, teeth clenching tight on your panties. Looking up at you ferally through his lashes, âPlease- please, didnât wait s-so fucking long for you not to take it, my star. For this pretty pussy to be left unsatisfied.â
Your nails dig into his back, âFuck- please- oh my god.â
âIt has to fit-âÂ
âWill it?â
âYes- yes, youâre gonna take it alll, my girl.âFucking you furiously, sloppily. No rhythm or rhyme - or even sanity in each of his jagged strikes aiming for the very bottom of your pussy, âHas to it has to it- fuck! It has to-â
And when it does - when it finally, finally does - Gojo Satoru is left gaping, your underwear now dropping from his mouth and cleanly onto the floor. Speechless.Â
Shit, if he hadnât cum just minutes prior then heâd be creaming himself all over again.
Blinking once, twice down wordlessly at the sultry vision of your bloated pussylips kissinâ his pelvis. Bottomed-out until his cock was swallowed all the way up until those tufts of white at his base-
And then it all happens at once.
In a singular split-second, Gojo has your legs thrown over his shoulder, your knees pushed all the way down to your tits. Striking your spongy cervix with a dull thud of his weepy cocktip, before heâs reeling out halfway and doing it all over again.
And again.
And again and again and again-
Youâre just shrillingâ âToru- hck!â Feeling your weary throat clog up with so many sobs nâ whines every time his globular head was piercing your cunt, pushinâ all the way into your womb. âToru Toru Toru-â
âMâon vocal rest after this, yâknow?â He blurts, seemingly out-of-the-blue.Â
That is, until Gojo stares down at you with such a heady grin, leaned down just close enough that his hot respiration wafts the shell of your ear. And his tongue lurches out to lick up the drooling spittle leaking from each side of your mouth, âSo you hafta scream twice as loud fâme, my star.â
Slamming the lines of his chiseled hips against yours, Gojoâs shaft was oh-so-veiny enough that youâre feeling your mind melt at the constant massage of your g-spot. âLike that- nghhh please-â
âLike- like this?â And itâs so difficult to remember that this was still Gojoâs first timeâ especially when he roams a palm over your tummy to feel for a particular bulging outline and press.
Carnally caressing the cylindrical bump that he was pounding into you, branding the fatness of his length right against your girth. âShit- you really took it all.â Heâs in awe at the feeling of his rotund cockhead pokinâ your very womb, âYou wanna be fucked like hngh- this, donât you? Want it hard? Fast?â
He was speaking utter filth, but his cadence was even filthier.Â
Shivering hand pushing down on your stomach, the other slithering between your sheeny legs to toy with your neglected clit.Â
âYour legs are shivering, my star- mâin trouble.â He arches his sculpted back to pick up the ruthless pace, throbbing cock stirrinâ within you to bash constantly straight into your g-spot. âS-sooooo much trouble.â
âMore- ngh! Satoru, more-â Youâre crying out through wobbly lips, âWant it even harder.â
âFuck-â Hissing underneath his breath, Gojoâs doughy fingertips speedily smack your slope. Making your legs grow all numb, âFuck fuck fuck fuck- then ngh- yeah, open those pretty legs and take this fat fucking cock-â
With a few more strokes heâs holding onto your throat, pinning you down so that Gojo can scratch the rough texture of his happy trail down your clit until you cry. âThis fat- haaah- fuckinâ- cock-â
Youâre so dumbified by the size and sheer pleasure that you can only repeat after him, stupidly. âFat- ngh- fuckinâ...â
A velvety tongue drags over your salty beads of tears, âAtta girlââ Grindinâ the circumference of his thick cock against your g-spot, Gojoâs biting down on your earlobe just to hear the way you sing. âLouder.â The dangly metal of his earrings are frosty against your own clammy face, sensual. âLouder- let them hear, let them know.â
Uncertainly, your eyes drift over to where the door of the dressing room was innocently positioned. Notably closed. Notably locked.
But your moans were reaching a fever point at the rough bludgeons of Gojoâs cock, the way he was swervinâ his hips juuuust right to snag your sweetest spots.Â
All those years of dancing helped him expertly target long glides down your g-spot. Leaving a trail of wet mucus from that particular bundle of nerves, nâ straight down-down-dooown to your cute cervix. âLet them all see-â
âS-see?â Youâre gasping out in disbelief.Â
With what almost sounds to you like a growl, âMhm- yeah, fuck!â Gojo spanks his hips hard enough against yours that the impact leaves his v-line reddening, the papping sound echoing within the dressing room. âYou think I wouldnât fuck you in front of every nosy lilâ camera out there?â
You donât even know what to say - what to do.
The only thing your pathetic body is capable of doing is gyratinâ back down to meet his tempo. Letting your limp legs tighten over his shoulders, âY-you would?â
âOh, my sweetheartââ Gojoâs crooning, snowy brows scrunching together. Giving your treacly cunt yet another hard jackhammer, âIf this pussy wasnât mine and mine alone, then that door wouldnât even be- hah- locked right now.â
And he was drilling into you like he meant it - like he was furious with himself for holding out this long on the heaven of your sweet, sweet pussy.
Wailing, your eyes crossing at the sheer pleasure.
Now that heâd slurped up one sip, he was eager for the next- and before you know it, the blindfold thatâd been dangling on your thigh was suddenly coiling âround your ankles. âYouâre not getting out of this- oh.â Gojoâs beefy biceps flex as heâs tying your legs behind his neck, all for him to pull back onââGonna- gonna fill you up so we hafta be- ngh- prepared.â
Your salivatinâ chin hits the front of your chest and you whine, âPlease- please make me cum, mm-â
âYeah? Gonna make you cum- hah-â Gojoâs mouth hangs ajar, blush so rosy. He feels your goopy walls tighten on reflex and that makes his hardened cock twitch, âThen- then mâgonna fuck you through that.â
Strike after strike.Â
His swollen lips lean down to suckle on one of your fingers - your left handâs ring finger, to be precise. âThen mâgonna put a ngh- ring on it. Gonna- gonna I swear-â
Push after push.
âToruââ Your tits jut up as youâre bowing your back off of the drenched sofa, â-not gonna- gonna- fuck!â
You donât even have the privilege of letting that sentence finish before your orgasm takes you over, thrumming white-hot zaps of pleasure through your veins. Your teeth set on edge at how utterly good it feels to have Gojoâs fattened cock swabbing your tight hole through every peak, âOh my god- oh my- fuuuuuck, thereâs jusâ so much, Toru.â
Toes curled, mouth unfastened.
Pinching your clit until youâre squeeealing- âSo- so much.â Heâs echoing in a whisper, crushing you tight to him once Gojoâs finishing off, too.Â
Abs plastered against your front until you memorize each ridge, his pecs smooth nâ plump against your tits. Your best friend just looked so pretty with his pearly whites grit in a snarl, brows knitted as heâs pumping you with cum until you overspilled.Â
With thick, seedy knots of cum that blanketed your pussy - his pointed cockhead nudges every droplet inside until you can feel your walls stretch with the utter size.Â
Thighs shaking with your release, his mess sploshing around inside of you. Your vision was still completely hazy- âFuck- fuck, Satoru.â
And itâs like the sound of his name plummeting from your mouth sends shockwaves down his spine.
Because Gojoâs staring at you - mushroomy tip still leaky, still slidinâ through the sappy puddle heâs formulating at your cervix. For a good few seconds, maybe even minutes until heâs chucklingââGod, they could see right through me. Everyone could.â
More to himself.
Although those next words were entirely for you.Â
âI love you.â Gojoâs pale lashes flutter, almost shyly, and youâre speechless at the fact that he was still fucking you. In slow, aching grinds that have him fucking his cum deeper nâ deeper inside you. âIâve always loved you, my star.â
Your heart quivers, and you canât help but reach a hand out to run through the sweaty valleys of his locks. Smile dazzling - something he could write songs, ballads, sonnets about some day. But for now it only makes his azure eyes wet, âAnd I love you, my Toru.â
Something weeps out of Gojo that sounds like a husky, drawn-out groanâ and you can feel his thick tip twitch inside of you with a few more beaded dollops of seed.
Cumming for the nth time tonight until all his heavy balls could let out was misty white, just from hearing that you loved him back.
And for once itâs silence.
Calm, warm silenceâ that is, until Gojoâs pulling his ravaged, red cock just far enough that your cunt lets off the soppiest wet sluuuurp!Â
Youâre gasping, still feeling the rush of your high make your head whirl. Thighs clenching around his broad deltoids automatically, âSatoru- wh-what are you-â
âOh, wellâŠâ Long, pale hands reach for the pile of fabric on the floor - your boyfriendâs pants. And Gojo has the sleaziest grin on his face as heâs digging his fingers into the depths of his pockets, promptly pulling out a lengthy line of condom foils. One heâd packed just in case, just for you.
Youâre mentally counting about twenty before heâs letting his proud stack drop right down to your front. âYou didnât think we were done, right, my sweetheart?â
Oh, fuck.
Neither of you are making it out of this alive.
.
.
.
âThereâs the wall of perfume, my books- especially songwriting books. And these clothes and, yeah, thatâs really it for my roomâŠâ Gojo kicks away the pile of his Digimon socks on the ground with the subtlety of a sledgehammer.Â
Something he was sure the cameraman intruding his dorm room would capture, and yet still edit to make something cute out of it anyway.Â
Ah- such was the life of an ever-popular idol.
And here he was, up bright and early in the morning to let some variety show stomp all through the Six Eyesâ penthouse as a sort of âhouse tour.â Well, sure he knew that this was bound to be a hit with the fans that probed into his life, but was it really necessary to not even give the man a heads-up?
Plastering on his most polished smile, he nods politely as the camera records a few more details. The hosts cooing over each little thing - all those fan letters he kept, a pretty crayon drawing of a blue star from years ago, and the-
âEh?â
âEh?â
âEh?â Getoâs poking his head in, grin already plastered just in case there was to be some sort of chaos upheaved in Gojoâs room. And why wouldnât there be?
Gojoâs following both hostsâ lines of vision, all the way down to his bed, âEh?â Was it not made properly? Was it an offense to have sheets of his own boyband at this day and his age? Or was- âOh.â
And then Gojo sees it - that.Â
The familiar, gauzy fabric of your panties that heâd stolen all those nights ago. Hidden neatly underneath the puff of his pillows - well, almost hidden.
Because obviously it was exceptionally still in the bedroom right now- fuck, even Geto had gone quiet from his station near the door, realizing what it was. Attracting the attention of two very curious other members that were currently fighting to get a glimpse-
One of the hosts clears her throat, âUm- Mister Gojo, is thatâŠâ Eyes dazzling at the possibility of a scoop this big - all in their almost-family-friendly home-touring show. âIs it possible thereâs a lady in your life the fans and world may want to know about? Is this that very same best friend everyone says you pine over?â
And the other host cackles, âWell, they certainly donât seem to be your size, boy. And ones so skimpy- oho, kids these days.âÂ
Unabashedly pushing a mic into his face, âAnything to say for yourself?â
âAh-â Gojo coughs out, jumping once the cameraman immediately swivels his lens towards him for his response. âAha, well- you see-â
Gojo looks at Geto.
ââŠâ
At Haibara.
ââŠâ
At Nanami.
ââŠFucking idiot.â
And finally at the camera itself- âCut the cameras. Deadass.â
Yaga might have bribed the network to never air that particular episode, and Dispatch might have done their best to leak it, anyway.
Right along with a few grainy paparazzi shots of figures that looked undeniably like you two. Hand-in-hand, suspicious blemishes on both your necks, wandering down the sidewalks of Han River.Â
And if Yaga was having a tough PR day with just that then it wouldâve been too merciful of the universe. Because how could you discount the fact that Gojo Satoru, notorious dodger of paparazzi questions, had proudly held up your joined hands and exclaimed at a few buzzing reportersââFuck yeah- my girlfriend now, suckers!â
No resignation letter would ever be enough.
@sunflowerboy: let it be known that I always believed in Gojo-san!!
@eathaibara replying to @sunflowerboy: we bow before you great sunflowerboy (the only one to believe in toruâs loser rizz)
@torutoaster: i luv how #go(jo)outthefriendzone is trending worldwide- LOSER RIZZ ALWAYS WINSÂ
@fiendingforsixeyes: HE DID IT?? MY BOY ACTUALLY DID IT??
@mahitoe: tch whatever
@zbstan replying to @mahitoe: womp womp
@sunflowerboy replying to @mahitoe: LMFAOOOO SUCK IT YOU LOSER HATER FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK-
@eathaibara replying to @sunflowerboy: omg sunflowerboy??
@sunflowerboy replying to @eathaibara: sorry got a little excited^^
@sugu-rizzed: I just know pr is SCRAMBLING rn but not as much as my boy scrambled to get that cookie.
@satorusxkitten: bi panic is wanting both of them!!
@ge.akuge: idk what she sees in him it must be the wigs
@CandyKento: the âmy starâ, isacs, the awards speech, the PANTIES?? gojo satoru it was always meant to be idk what to tell ya. now get married
@Fushidaddy107: I still think sheâd be better with me smh.
@officialgojosatoru replying to @Fushidaddy107: Blocked.
A/N. This was SOOO self-indulgent omg- ALSO DADDY TONYâS BAAAACK!!
Plagiarism not authorized.
The Soulmate Sprint | gojo x reader | chapter 3
Two professional grifters. One Netflix reality show. Five million dollars on the line. And a fake-dating backstory entirely plagiarized from Kaichou wa Maid-Sama!. You and Gojo Satoru have been best friends running cons together for nine years without catching feelings. But surviving The Soulmate Sprint requires military-grade resolve, gaslighting the entire world, and surviving a literal dead-lock target on your backs. The hardest challenge won't be convincing the public you're in love, it'll be accepting the fact that the con kinda stopped being a con somewhere along the way.
pairing: gojo x reader
warnings: explicit sexual content, 18+ (mdni!!), afab!reader, smut, fluff, crack treated seriously, best friends to lovers, fake dating, reality tv au, idiots in love, con artist!gojo and con artist!reader, questionable morals (affectionate), they are delusional, slow burn (derogatory), maid-sama references, unreliable narrator, mutual pining, sexual tension but it only being unresolved feelings?, jealousy and possessiveness, sex on camera, semi-public sex, weaponized kissing, they are absolutely shameless, gaslight gatekeep girlboss, itâs super cringe, happy ending
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word count: 11k+
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You woke up from your kneecaps being cold. And when your kneecaps are cold, you know something's not right. And something was not right, because the duvet was nowhere to be fucking found. Almost every inch of it was on the other side of the bed, wrapped around a six-foot-three man who was currently snoring like crazy, headfirst into his pillow.
Week two and you were already mourning a good night's sleep. RIP healthy, cozy sleep, it was fun while it lasted. Now you understood why Satoru was never able to keep a girlfriend. You'd run the fuck off too if he snored chainsaw-style into your ear every single damn night. Which, I mean, he kind of did, every single night, and you were kind of scared to ask the producers for earplugs. Maybe you could play it like your boyfriend had suddenly developed some chronic snoring illness from being on a Netflix show, and that's why you hadn't packed them. Which wasnât technically a lie, I know, crazy. Satoru never snored, usually, or as far as you remembered. Man must be getting old. What's next, going bald and playing Candy Crush competitively to complete the unclefication?
"Satoru," you rasped, to no avail. Just the gentle rotary-saw sounds, muffled into his drooled-up, moist pillow. So you kicked him. Not hard. Just enough to move him back to his half of the bed.
"I'm up, I'm up," he mumbled, immediately stealing the remaining two inches of fabric you had left, and you were about to kick him into next week.
By the time you dragged yourself into the bathroom you'd fully forgiven him for the duvet situation and fully un-forgiven him again in the time it took to find your toothbrush.
"Twenty-six," he mumbled to himself, sitting on the toilet, pissing. Because you trained him well.
"Good morning to you too. Also you stole the entire blanket. Again. I woke up and my left kneecap was fucking freezing! Itâs literally purple, look!"
"Twenty-six fucking points? Out of a hundred." He said it like he was reading off a court verdict. "We are losing to Kashimo and Utahime. We lost to the clown Naoya and his â uh, doesn't matterâ "
You propped your foot up on his knee anyway, right there mid-piss, shoving your leg into his eyeline so he'd have to actually look HOW purple your left kneecap actually was.
He glanced down at it for exactly half a second. "It looks fine? It's just a knee. Wear pants, instead of shorts, then?"
"Why should I wear pants when I'm supposed to be under a duvet, Satoru? Oh wait, I'm fucking not, because someone keeps stealing it. And it's your fault we only got a twenty-six, I told you â "
âMY fault? Now excuse me?!â he shouted after you as you went back to brushing your teeth in peace by the sink.
âYes! Your fault!â you mumbled with a mouth full of foamed-up toothpaste.
"It is not my fault!" he hissed back, standing up, flushing, and aggressively washing his hands next to you. He grabbed his phone and shoved the glowing screen into your face. "Look at this! Look at what these uncultured swines are saying!"
You squinted at the screen. It was a Reddit thread.
@ yukichoso4ever: no romantic chemistry whatsoever
@ dramaqueen34: did they even hug the entire episode? It's giving colleagues or awkward cousins
"Awkward cousins?!" you shrieked, legitimately offended. "EXCUSE ME?! I gave them the longing stare across the kitchen island of the century! With the lip-bite and all!"
âThatâs the problem! Whenever you do all of thatââ he gestured at your face, toothpaste currently beautifully running down your chin, âitâs weird! Or at least I feel weird anytime you do it, so no wonder you scared the fans off too!â
âYour fucking narration of al dente scared them off, if anything! I was just adding substance since you couldnât stop and shut the fuck up!â
âOh? I won us the challenge, tried to gain sympathies. I basically do all the work and now you complain?!â his voice pitched defensively as he thumbed away the frothy line trailing down your chin.
You batted his hand away, turning back to wash your face. "Don't touch me when I'm mad at you! And you don't do all the work, you just do the loudest work!"
"Because someone has to!" he shot back, but the volume was gone. You watched him deflate a little, though he still vaguely gestured at your chin because you had missed a spot.
"I didn't know it would be this hard," he said, frowning as he bit his lip with a heavy sigh. He turned around and walked out of the bathroom.
You followed him.
He was sitting on the very edge of the unmade bed, elbows resting on his knees, staring blankly at the floorboards. He looked baffled.
You kinda felt bad. Because Satoru didn't do failure. And neither did you. You sat down next to him and bumped your shoulder against his.
"I'm just trying to be good at this," he said quietly, not looking up. He bounced his leg nervously and you put your hand on his thigh to calm him down, your thumb doing the thing again. "I know I overdo it. I know I'm a showoff. But I just..." He trailed off as the thing soothed his spiraling, or made it worse. Didn't matter.
He looked like a miserable puppy, and it made you feel like shit. He was just doing everything he thought would be good to make you win this. Even though his idea of what was good was kinda stupid, it was still kinda endearing. In a best-friend kinda way, of course. But the last thing you needed was Depressed Satoru when you needed Show-off Satoru, just dialed A BIT down, especially when you needed to win immunity and try to win the viewers over.
You wrapped your arms around his neck, pulling him into a grounding hug. He stiffened for a microsecond before melting into it, burying his face in the crook of your neck. His arms came around your waist, holding on a little too tight.
"Hey. Chill out,â you murmured, resting your cheek against the top of his messy hair. "One fuck-up doesn't mean we're losing. You and me, weâre in this together, okay?"
He huffed something that was almost a laugh into your shoulder, and didn't say anything else.
What neither of you knew, was that the little black eye of the hidden camera in the corner of the ceiling had been quietly filming since last night.
The air was cold, the water was even colder, and the nylon tether was currently rubbing against your bare skin, violently yanking you flush against Satoru like every three fucking seconds.
For this week's challenge, the producers had decided it was a great idea to strip you down to basically just a swimsuit and leash you together while you tried to wade through a rapid. And look, it definitely looked good on camera. You could already see the TikTok edits â wet, sexy, surviving the elements. Or, it would be sexy if you were currently able to feel your fingers.
Today was particularly thick with overcast too, and Kusakabe was deadass standing on a pontoon boat in a North Face jacket.
The blood in your body had probably stopped circulating in a healthy way somewhere around the point Satoru yanked forward without warning for a buoy bobbing six feet to your left. The tether snapped taut and you both went sideways into deeper water than either of you wanted.
You inhaled half a gallon of spiteful white-water. Satoru coughed, his bare chest heaving against your bare shoulder, and immediately tried to push his dripping hair out of his eyes in slow-motion for the drone camera buzzing ten feet above your heads.
"There! Next buoy!" he yelled, pitching his voice down into that raspy, action-hero register that made you physically cringe.
You lunged for it together. Every time the current surged, the three-foot rope forced your shoulder against his slippery wet ribs. Skin on freezing skin. You had to step with him, your hips dragged into a halting sync just to stay upright, mostly because his strides were so annoyingly long.
You grabbed the red canister bobbing in an eddy behind a rock and fumbled with the waterproof seal using your numb thumbs. Next to being plunged into freezing water, you suspected they'd made it that cold on purpose, the other theme of the challenge was Milestones of Your Journey Together or something along those lines, though you weren't exactly listening, too busy bickering with Satoru over the hot dog discourse again to catch the briefing properly. The entire challenge was to basically collect these canisters, each filled with pictures and notes you'd submitted about your relationship. A little sweet, a little sentimental, and prime content for the viewers.
You popped the lid, reaching inside, expecting a cheesy producer-written note or some picture of you two stolen from your facebook during your college years. Instead, you pulled out the picture. The maid fuckass picture.Â
"Ohâ" Satoru peered over your shoulder, wiping the milky water from his eyes. You could feel the annoying soft little buzzing of the drone flying over you.
His arm was plastered across your belly. He could feel your slight shivers. His teeth were literally chattering, but then, suddenly, his cheeks turned a dusty pink. Obviously from the cold, because from what else. His thumb did a subconscious mini-caress against your freezing skin, and you instinctively curled into him more, because it was ticklish.
Actually, he didn't go pink. He looked kinda red, looking down at you. But it was nobodyâs fucking business.
"Satoru," you hissed, water splashing against your chin as you shoved the embarrassing picture back into the canister. "Move."
And he, in fact, didn't move. He gulped as he unknowingly squeezed you even closer â the combination of seeing the picture while having you so up close was apparently not a good combination, but you didnât hear it from me.
But stalling is stalling and downriver, Sukuna and Mei Mei blew past. They were moving fast, completely joyless, like some serial-killers. It was scary to look at, it was almost like watching yourself.
"They're passing us!" you shrieked, yanking the tether, not understanding what had gotten into your best friend, the touch of his arm making your skin weirdly warm. But you were getting upset, the aggression in the air made Satoru snap out of whatever that was. Panic seized his eyes because you two had to win. Mostly to win immunity, but to win in general. Because your mamas didn't raise losers. You both scrambled, surging forward, trying to aggressively make up the lost ground.
You almost made it standing up. Almost. That was the keyword. But you cannot sprint in water while strapped to a giant, that is clumsy as hell on top of that. He stepped left. You stepped right. The tether hit its limit almost immediately and snapped back with the force of a bungee cord. His footing slipped, undermining yours. He overcompensated to the right to catch you, but there was a massive fucking boulder hidden under all the foam.
"Fuck," he shrieked under his breath, having probably just kicked his toes into little nubs â and there went his dream foot-model career. He hugged you from behind, the tether caught wrong on a submerged rock at the worst possible second, some last vicious tug of current, and down he went, and him going down meant you were going down too.
Tangled, gasping, his arm locked instinctively around your ribs on the way down, taking the brunt of the fall so you hit water instead of rock. It meant an ugly half-second of chaos, knees and elbows and a mouthful of river, his shin catching yours, your hand fisting into the tether instead of finding anything actually useful to grab, the two of you rolling once in the shallows in a tangle neither God nor the editing team would ever fully make sense of.Â
You surfaced first, choking. He surfaced half a beat later with pond weed stuck to one eyebrow. Both of you surfaced to the sound of a producer already calling it for Sukuna and Mei Mei.
"Sukuna and Mei Mei have retrieved their final flag," Kusakabe's voice droned over the megaphone from his pontoon boat. "Couple Three have won the week's immunity! Congratulations! What a performance!"
You dragged yourselves out onto the muddy bank, still tangled, still freezing, dignity drowned somewhere along the way. Satoru was shivering like a large wet cat, coughing up river water. "We lost," he said, looking miserable, about three seconds away from literally crying. No shit, Sherlock.
"We lost because of you," you spat, grabbing his shoulder and shaking him, then noticed about three B-roll cameras pivoting toward you. So you immediately shifted, wrapping your arms around his neck and aggressively hauling him against your chest so it looked like you were comforting your sweet, devastated boyfriend over a tough loss. You already knew exactly how you were going to spin this in the confessionals.
"Why me?!" Satoru muffled into your collarbone.
"You fucking froze during the last picture, what the hell, Satoru?!" you whispered into his wet hair, stroking the back of his head for the cameras, tugging at his hair and taking a few strands with it.
He didn't argue that, he only huffed a breath against your cold skin, which was somehow worse than if he had. You sat there on the mud, still holding each other, his chin propped on your shoulder as you both watched Sukuna and Mei Mei get toweled off twenty feet away.
"Something's weird about those two," Satoru said, eventually.
"I know," you answered, slightly turning away to watch Mei Mei give Sukuna the weirdest, flattest little peck you've ever seen. "I don't know what. But I know."
You were then moved to the medical tent because toweling off hadn't exactly worked, mostly due to the fact that Satoru was still shivering like a washing machine. It smelled like antiseptic and, faintly, like a wet dog, which tracked, because you were fairly sure that's what you both smelled like too.
A PA wrapped you in a Mylar blanket and Satoru immediately started complaining about the noise it made.
"It sounds like I'm being gift-wrapped," Satoru said, holding the blanket close but still pinching the edge between his fingers to feel the material.
"You are being gift-wrapped. For hypothermia," you chattered next to him. He crinkled his way closer on the bench anyway, eyeing your lips. "Your lips are kinda blue," he pointed out, and you just glared at him.
"Yeah, because I'm cold. Thanks for almost drowning me."
"I did not drown you, I tripped, because you're uncoordinated and don't follow my lead."
"I'd rather die than follow your leadâ"
And you'd have argued further, but the flap of the tent shifted and Sukuna and Mei Mei walked in. They were not wrapped in Mylar, not shivering, barely damp, looking like they'd crossed a slightly brisk hallway rather than a river that had nearly drowned two people â you envied them. A medic offered Mei Mei a thermal blanket anyway. She waved it off without even looking at him, already raising her phone to frame up a cunty high-angle selfie.
"Congratulations," you chimed in, because someone had to say something and Satoru had apparently decided freezing in silence was the move, though you weren't exactly sure if the silence was offense or just deliberate pettiness.
"Mm," Sukuna grunted, not looking up from whatever he was doing to his own knuckles. He was cracking them, one at a time, unhurried, like he was gearing up to beat somebody up. You very nearly shoved Satoru off the bench in his direction just to volunteer him as tribute.
Mei Mei did look up, though. She lowered her phone and looked you both over, slow and assessing.
"You two almost win again," she said, mild as anything. "We almost thought you let us win, if we hadn't heard the bickering."
"Well, we kind of did," Satoru said almost immediately, everyone present knowing it was a terrible lie. He still gave her the fakest smile you'd ever seen him produce, like he personally had not caused a two-body pileup ten feet from the finish flag ten minutes ago. His Mylar blanket crinkled violently with every shiver, completely ruining the cool-guy aesthetic. Male ego really was a fragile, fragile thing. "It's episode two. You gotta manage your threat level. Classic pacing strategy."
"Mm," Sukuna said again, utterly unconvinced. He cracked another knuckle â it sounded like a gunshot, making you flinch. His jaw set into something that somehow became a full-blown alpha-male staring contest with Satoru.
Nobody elaborated further. There was something almost reptilian about the two of them side by side â eerily still, economical in movement, like some kind of lizard-people creatures. The four of you stayed in silence long enough that you caught the cameraman's eye, and even he looked mildly disturbed by the vibe.
"You guys don't talk much," you said, mostly to break the tension before Sukuna decided to actually murder your fake boyfriend for glaring at him. But Satoru had reason â he'd seen Sukuna eyeing you two days ago during the broadcast and it just did not sit right with him. First, fuck off. Second, don't you have your own girlfriend? The fuck.
"And you two talk plenty," Mei Mei said, blinking slowly. She delivered it like helpful advice instead of the insult it clearly was, flashed you a knowing, dead-eyed smirk, and went right back to her selfies.
Satoru's hand found yours under the crinkly silver. His palm was nicely warm. He usually held your hand like this whenever he was genuinely unsettled â like during horror movies he always wanted to watch for some reason, dentist appointments, or when a medium-sized dog looked at him funny.
"The fuck was that," he murmured, once Sukuna and Mei Mei had drifted back out of the tent, Sukuna's hand plastered flat on her ass in a way that made you feel simultaneously judgmental and a little jealous for unknown reasons.
You shrugged, squeezing his hand back. "It's giving high school bullies. No class whatsoever."
An assistant tentatively handed you a paper cup of tea. You took exactly one sip, realized it was lukewarm, and shoved it right back into the poor girl's hands with a vicious glare and a command to make it hotter. God, Sukuna and Mei Mei were such bullies it made you angry.
You showed Satoru your phone across the breakfast table. He looked at it the way he always looked at things you showed him on your phone. A little judgmental, a little skeptical, because apparently you had questionable meme taste and he had never fully recovered from the one meme incident a few years back.
You pressed play. Netflix had dropped the promotional packages for the week that morning.Â
âš Couple 8's Origin Story & Why We Can't Stop Talking About It â€ïžâ #TheSoulmateSprint
 They had given each couple a different colored heart emoji, which was already making your eye twitch. Why did you get the most boring, most basic, red one? You wanted the pink one or blue one or the sparkly one. The thumbnail was the maid café photo cropped and color-graded into oblivion.
"Oh no," you said, already cringing out of your skin. Because of course they would use this picture. You suspected they wouldn't let this die down since youâd fished the physical copy out of the water yesterday.
"It might be fine," Satoru said reassuringly, leaning over his plate of sausages to watch.
But it was, in fact, not fine. The video opened with that fuckass line of yours from the audition tape. "It all started at a maid café." And then the Netflix editing team layered a romantic indie-pop track over the picture, spliced with vertical snippets of your own audition tape and the promotional material you two had taken prior, all while Satoru delivered his absolute bullshit monologue about the maid café experience.
The editor did godâs work, framing your mutual glances like you were just so fondly exasperated by the love of your life. They included more pictures of the two of you throughout the years and it was genuinely making you emotional, seeing yourself and Satoru grow from the newbies you were into the seasoned grifters you had become. Oh, how the time flies.
It was disgusting. The Netflix editing team were truly masters of their craft. You looked horrifyingly in love, and you were legitimately scared of your own acting skills.
"The comments are probably great," you said eventually, mostly to fill the silence, mostly because you needed an ego boost. The "awkward cousins" comment was still pissing you off, and surely this heavily edited, aggressively romantic video had done its job. Surely the public was swooning, with the video already going viral and helping your popularity.
The top comment had forty thousand likes.
@ loveislandfan: OMG the maid cafe origin is literally straight out of anime, they are so cute Iâm crying!!! @ gojofancam: did yâall notice how he blushes? it is sending me to an early grave i cannot. @ thigh_enthusiast: : they way she is touching his thighs. SHOULDâVE BEEN ME UGHHHHH
Validation. Sweet, sweet validation.
Then you scrolled down exactly one inch. The third most liked comment was from that fucking stupid ass at detective_truth account again.
@ detective_truth: if you enhance the brightness then why at a maid café would there be a red solo cup and a beer pong table in the far left corner in the window reflection? fishy fishy
You looked up and Satoru already had his head in his hands. The breakfast sausages he had beautifully plated for you earlier were suddenly looking extremely unappetizing.
"Fuck," Satoru breathed.
"Fuck," you echoed, staring at the words red solo cup.
"FUCK!" Satoru whisper-shouted, his head snapping around to check if any cameras were pointed at your table so he could freak the fuck out in peace. He whipped out his own phone, his thumbs flying as he switched to one of his burner accounts. "We need to get on the burners RIGHT NOW. We need to deflect yesterday. What's the spin?!"
"I don't know!" you shrieked, snatching your phone back. "Who the fuck even enhances a window reflection?!"
"Letâs pretend to be one of your old coworkers! We'll say it was a themed pop-up! A fraternity party pop-up experience!"
"With a beer pong table, Satoru?! What kind of maid café has a beer pong table?!"
"And why couldn't it? Are you discriminating against beer pong in maid cafĂ©s right now? Are you seriously being a puritan right now?" He pressed a hand to his chest. "I don't even recognize you anymore. The fame changed you."Â
You could not even argue because you were already opening the other couplesâ videos frantically. You felt like you were back in college checking your own exam results against the class average.
Kashimo and Utahime met in high school. Choso and Yuki met at a concert. Nanami and Haibara met at university. Even Mei Mei and Sukuna met through mutual friends, though you were convinced those mutual friends were probably other lizards.Â
All the comments were either support, heart emojis but there were always at least a few about you for some fucking reason.
@ user829471: cute but not as cute as the maid café couple tho
You wanted to cry. The attention was good, the attention was the whole point. But Hiromi and Shimizu had met at a birthday party and nobody was currently forensically analyzing the window reflections in the background. Nobody was building a detective thread about Suguru and Shoko and their love story about meeting on a subway.
All their origin love stories were so aggressively, beautifully boring that the internet had simply accepted them and moved on, instead of spending precious time enhancing the brightness and dissecting every single pixel of a promotional video looking for evidence of fraud.
You had given them a maid café. A maid café. With drama and longing and nine years of half-fake, half-true history and a man who was currently mid-fencing-match with two of his breakfast sausages. This is what you got. It was kind of your fault, honestly. You should've left him on the floor during the gala.
"We should have just said we met at a party. Or at school," you said flatly, biting your lip.
"We are not Hiromi and Shimizu, nor Nanami and Haibara. We are more fun!" Satoru said, offended.
"But they are not being investigated by an anonymous internet pain in the ass right now!"
"But they are also not trending," he shot back, turning his phone around to show you that your video was, infuriatingly, trending.
Wednesday's mid-week update dropped during lunch. Kusakabe appeared out of nowhere in the dining room and read the numbers with his signature flat affect.
First was still Yuki and Choso, closely followed by Suguru and Shoko. Sukuna and Mei Mei sat at seventy-one, which continued to be nobody's business and everybody's problem.
And then he read yours. "Sixty-one. Thatâs a solid jump. Congrats to you too." He even shot you a very lukewarm thumbs-up before moving on to Kashimo and Utahime. Wow, he must really like you, because he never gave anyone a thumbs-up. You and Satoru both stared at him with your mouths open.
"Sixty-one," Satoru confirmed, repeating it slowly like he had been waiting for this since Saturday evening and was going to make the syllables last.
"Holy shit, we went up thirty-five points," your eyes widened as you did the mental math, barely containing your petty happiness.
"Twenty-five points," he corrected you, because your math, in fact, was apparently not correct again.
"Semantics," you rolled your eyes, trying to count on your fingers under the table. You then came to the realization he was probably right and decided to drop it. No need for the cameras to clock that you couldn't do math for shit.
"It's not semantics. Itâs just me wondering how you were able to get so far in life without even being able to count to ten without errors. Oh wait, you were able to get so far thanks to me. So you're welcome."
"Thanks to you? If it wasn't for me, you wouldn't even have your degree!"
"Now this is semantics. Just remember I will paint you as a villain in my memoir. I can smell one coming right after we win this."
"We won't win if I just stab you to death with a fork."
He laughed and wiggled his eyebrows. "Kinky. You know Iâd enjoy that," he chuckled.
You pointed the fork at him even further to cover up the fact that your stomach just did that weird flip again. But that wasn't the point. The point was that your Bond Score was obviously climbing, climbing, climbing! Things were, for the first time since you'd arrived at this estate, actually fine. Which meant, statistically, something was about to go very, very wrong.
By late afternoon, the producers had a campfire extravaganza planned for the entire cast. Except each part of the extravaganza was democratically divided between each couple, with everyone assigned a different task to complete for a successful evening of roasting marshmallows.
You and Satoru were undemocratically tasked with the fire. Which was lowkey a hate crime against both of you, and the wood as well.
The director had assigned it with the confidence that assumed at least one of you had done this before. Only you'd been crouching over the same sad pile of sticks for a very long time. Satoru had watched three YouTube tutorials on his phone, implemented exactly none of them right, and was currently holding a lighter to a thick piece of bark. You had made a fire once during summer camp in '09, and Satoru had famously never made one in his life. That was essentially why he was in charge.
"You need more kindling," you tried to explain.
"This is kindling," he looked up, annoyed. A vein on his forehead was slowly getting more and more pronounced.
"No, that's a log, Satoru."
"It's a small log. Small logs are basically kindling adjacent," he muttered under his breath. He tried to light it again, only to almost burn his thumb for the fourth time while trying to maintain the hardest poker face of his life right in front of the small camera crew.
"That is not what kindling means, Satoruâ"
"Do YOU want to hold the lighter?!" he barked at you, and you finally shut the fuck up. You were absolutely not about to hold the lighter and inevitably embarrass yourself on a Netflix show, it was his job.
Across the clearing, Kashimo and Utahime, who had been tasked with seating and decorations and finished thirty minutes ago, were sitting in two of the camping chairs, watching you both with an expression of mild, entertained pity. Everyone was watching, actually. The whole estate, all six other couples from a varying distance, handful of producers, camera crew, and one drone overhead, all bearing witness to the two of you failing to produce fire like it was the Stone Age and you'd only just discovered the concept.
"Try the pinecones!" Haibara called out helpfully from the distance.
"We know about the pinecones!" Satoru called back, though he discreetly reached for one that was lying nearby.
The pinecone caught for about four seconds before giving up entirely. Both of you crouched there with your fingers pressed over your mouths, striking an identical, fab pose of stressed contemplation. The sad, a bit charred pile of sticks just sat there. The sun was doing something beautiful on the horizon that the camera was definitely capturing, while the two of you actively failed to perform basic human survival skills. Truly picturesque.
Apparently, you sucked ass so much that even Kusakabe appeared out of the shadows.
He crouched down next to the pit, gently took the lighter out of Satoruâs hand, did something very fast and very specific with the arrangement of sticks that you couldn't fully follow, and touched the flame to it once. It immediately caught.
"Here," Kusakabe said. He stood up and walked away, absolutely done.
"We were about to do that!" Satoru called after him, his eyes getting immediately hypnotized by the golden warmth of the flames.
"Absolutely," you agreed.
The fire crackled cheerfully. Around the clearing, everyone started drifting toward the seating. The cheese board, that Choso and Yuki arranged, made its way to the center log, someone handed you a drink, and the evening settled into that performative exhale of we're done filming for today that wasn't really true, but felt true enough that people started acting like themselves. You even saw Sukuna smile for a bit! Scary.
You'd stepped away from the fire with an excuse about the restroom, really just to check on your phone if the bitchass @ detective_truth thread had gotten any worse, which it had, ugh. You'd wandered maybe thirty feet away from the group, past the dark treeline, when Kashimo caught you alone. He and his Pantene-commercial hair had been staring at you since the afternoon, and you'd had a bad feeling he was going to ask for your hair oil routine.
"Hey," he said, falling into step beside you and up close, his hair looked even more silky. You were kind of jealous.
"Hey," you said back, a bit nervous, because the energy was giving minor nice guy sliding into your DMs and you did not like it.
"Can I ask you something?" Oh God, okay, you stood corrected. The energy was major nice guy sliding into your DMs, and you hated it.
You knew the question was going to be something stupid, something you wouldn't like, and you were going to have to try not to be awkward about it. You nodded and froze anyway.
"I want to use my Poach on you," he said, and he didn't miss a single beat. "I think we'd make a better team. Satoru is a showboat and he's dragging you down. You two bicker all the time. You're the brains. You and I could run the board, get the immunity, and take the five million."
Your eyes widened and narrowed at the same time. What the fuck. Weren't he and Utahime the high school sweethearts of the show?! Also, you and Satoru were not bickering â why did everyone keep insisting on that? You stood paralyzed in the silence, just staring at him.
"Iâ" you started, but the rest got swallowed down, because you were in a genuine state of shock. Look, poaching had seemed like all fun and games on paper, like something you'd filed under contingencies back in week zero, thinking it would never actually happen to you. And now here it was, some guy asking you to break up with your fake boyfriend to be with him instead.
"I think," he said, when it became clear you weren't finishing that sentence anytime soon, "if you ditched your boyfriend, you'd have a better chance with me. I'm competitive but I'm not stupid or reactive. You're far more interesting than him, and I think you already know that. We can win this together."
It was a good line. You hated that it was a good line.
"Kashimo â" But before you could finish it, before you could ask him what the actual fuck, no?, he walked back toward the fire like nothing had happened, hands in his pockets, Pantene hair fluttering in the evening breeze. You stood there in the dark for a second with your phone still open on the thread and the camera you'd completely forgotten about having recorded every second of your shock-born hesitation.
Meanwhile, in the opposite direction, Satoru was wistfully playing Subway Surfers.Â
He'd slipped away from the circle after he demolished about an entire bag of marshmallows, falling into a sugar-induced cocomelon kid coma. Heâd watched you wander off toward the treeline, Kashimo following you, but had made a very deliberate choice not to do anything about it because you were both adults and he trusted you, and also he needed a second alone, and also he was on his personal best.
He was sitting on a cooler behind one of the equipment tents, iPad balanced on his knees, when Utahime sat down next to him.
"Oh," he said, not looking up as he swiped across the screen, jumping on trains. "Hey."
"Hey," she tucked her knees up, watching as he ducked in between trains and jumped onto another with the jump-enhancing boots.
"You disappeared to play Subway Surfers?" she asked, saccharine sweet, though already regretting coming up here.
"I disappeared because Sukuna was glaring at me again," he said, which was embarrassing but the truth. He had eaten Sukunaâs marshmallows too, so he tentatively disappeared before The Soulmate Sprint could turn into a true crime show.
"Right," Utahime said, scrunching her nose. "Okay, listen. I wanna use my Poach on you."
Satoruâs thumb froze. On his screen, the little cartoon guy slammed face-first into a bullet train. Game Over.
A camera guy and a production assistant walking past, genuinely wanting to take a break, caught sight of them. They immediately dove into a nearby bush to film.
"Huh?" Satoru hummed. He was mildly confused, and mildly annoyed that he had lost the game.
"I'm going to be honest with you," she cleared her throat, trying to sound very sincere. "You're funny, and very hot, and you're wasted carrying dead weight."
Satoru, ever the narcissist, took the bait of the flattery before he could rationally think like a devoted fake boyfriend he was supposed to be. He was basking in the afterglow of the praise before Utahime went straight back to business.
"Look, Kashimo and I decided that it would be better if we split, in the name of the game. You and I would pull better numbers. You need someone to actually manage you, and I need someone who understands the cameras. We drop them, we take the five million."
Eh, no? He narrowed his eyes at her. Werenât Utahime and Kashimo supposed to be the longest together on the show?! The fuck were they thinking about splitting for? Look, he wasn't surprised Utahime might want his dick, but Kashimo wanting you? That did not sit right with him. Perhaps he should dust off the Swedish arranged husband bit and deploy it on top of the Maid-sama! story. He could easily lie his way around this with production.
Utahime frowned at his silence. "No? You're not even going to consider the math?"
Satoru only stood up, iPad in hand, and started to march back to the campfire half in fear, half in disgust. "I'm terrible at math and my girlfriend would stab me to death with any given sharp object nearby. Good talk, though!" he called out after her, his heart hammering as he heard some weird rustling in the bush next to him.
Satoru was mid-picking his Lulu five-inch shorts of the day when he couldn't drop it again.
He'd been doing this since last night â circling back, picking at the same thread, asking slightly different versions of the same question like he was going to get a different answer if he just found the right angle. You were sitting on the edge of the unmade bed watching him rifle through the drawer, still in your PJs.
"So he said," Satoru started, and you eyed his thighs, which were currently covered only by the black boxers he slept in. You bit the inside of your cheek because you knew exactly where this sentence was going. "That I'm dragging you down."
"Yep," you said absently, and watched him hold up the pink shorts versus the red ones. Both hideous, for the record.Â
"And he was â " He went with the pink ones, god help you all. "How was he standing when he said it?"
You looked at him and he was very focused on pulling the drawstring. "What kind of question is that," it was more of a declaration than a question, because what was he going to ask next, what was Kashimo thinking when he approached you?
"It's a body language question. Posture conveys intent, it's a legitimate â "
You turned around and faced the window, absolutely not engaging with this. Outside, the estate grounds were doing something grey and not exactly sunny that matched your mood precisely.
"Can we drop this? We already talked about it four times."
He gasped in shock. "We are in the middle of a crisis and brand protection requires thoroughness."
"Maybe nobody even saw it yet. We could deny it never happenedâ"
"How was he standing."
"I don't know!" You turned back around. "It was dark and I was too shocked to dissect his body language in real time, Satoru, I'm not a body language expertâ"
"Okay, soâ " He smoothed the front of the shorts, apparently satisfied with his terrible choice. "What do you think he was thinking when he asked?"
You stared at him. You gotta be kidding me now. You were oh so going to murder this man for real.Â
"It is not relevant, why don't we dissect Utahime's poach instead, hmm? Since we're doing this,â you raised your eyebrows.Â
"That isn't needed," he said confidently, as if he didnât completely rewritten the last twelve hours in his own head. He rolled his eyes at his own reflection. "I immediately told her no."
And as if on cue, your phone lit up. A push notification from the Instagram.
đš FIRST POACH ATTEMPT OF THE SEASON IS HERE đ and it's a DOUBLE. EXCLUSIVE CLIP: Trouble in Paradise? đđ Watch to find out. #TheSoulmateSprint
âWell, fuck,â you muttered as you opened the post. Satoru walked over, sitting on the mattress next to you, his bare thigh brushing yours as you hit play.
It was a split-screen edit. Because of course it was.
On the left side of the screen, you watched yourself stand in the dark, staring at Kashimo in paralyzed silence for what the editor had masterfully stretched into a solid twelve seconds. The quality was shit due to the lack of proper lighting but they still somehow were able to edit it so you in fact somehow didn't look shocked, but rather like you were genuinely calculating the capital gains tax on five million dollars if you filed it without Satoru.
On the right side of the screen, Utahime called you dead weight, what a bitch, the hell. And Satoru deadass smiled, instead of defending you and your honor, THE HELL. A flattered, narcissistic little smirk as he soaked up the compliment for a full five seconds that Netflix had brightened too, zoomed in on it, and set the whole thing to a dramatic acoustic track that had absolutely no business being that emotionally manipulative. Before eventually turning her down.Â
"Immediately told her no, my ass, Satoru, what the fuck?!" you shrieked, shoving his shoulder. "You were basically purring! For what? Because she called you hot? I do that basically daily!" Because baddies support baddies.
"I was only assessing the threat!" he yelled, waving his hands defensively. "I was waiting it out so she wouldn't retaliate! It's called de-escalation!"
"It's called batting your eyelashes! She called me dead weight and you just sat there basking in the glow of her validation!"
"Oh, excuse a poor man for taking a compliment after his supposed partner hasn't told him he's pretty in three days!" Satoru stood up, pacing the sliver of floor between the bed and the dresser. The pink shorts were nicely enhancing his glutes. Again, baddies support baddies.Â
"But let's talk about the real issue here." He turned around and pointed an accusatory finger at you. "You stood there for twelve actual seconds. I counted. Do you actually think I'm dragging you down?"
"I don't think you're dragging me down, I was in a state of shock! And it actually wasnât twelve seconds," you yelled, standing up too. "And don't try to flip this on me! You always do this! You deflect when you know you're guilty! Like when we got cornered by the resort manager in Boca Raton and you pretended to have scurvy just so you wouldn't have to answer questions about the stolen golf cart! What's up with you and stealing golf carts anyway?!"
"Scurvy is a very serious nautical disease! And it worked!" he shouted back. "And I'm not deflecting! Kashimo essentially called me a useless bimbo and offered you a way out, and you had to think about it."
"I didn't think about it!"
"Then why didn't you defend me?!"
"Why didn't you defend me when she called me dead weight?!"
"B-because â " He sucked in his lips, still pointing at you, and you were looking at him with those crazy eyes he was kind of scared of. "Because I deadass did not know what the fuck was happening, okay?! I was in shock too, so leave me alone!"
Satoru broke eye contact first. He looked down at the floor, chest heaving, then reached up to aggressively run a hand through his messy hair. "We have a call time in twenty minutes," he clipped out, his voice very thin and hurt. "Just check the comments. You made me so angry I need to take a piss."
You looked down at your phone, swiping to refresh the Instagram post and it was a bloodbath.
@ realitytvjunkie: the way she actually did the math on leaving him đđđ @ gojofancam: HIS SMIRK THO. he knows he's the prize and she's just lucky to be there @ soulmatesprintupdates: they declined tho!!! they chose each other!!! I'm choosing to focus on that!!! @ utahime_nation: bless Kashi and Uta for understanding the game and going for a stronger game couple tbh. love can be practical! true soulmates right there đ  @ detective_truth: notice how they don't even defend each other? itâs giving transactional. FRAUDS.Â
You locked the screen. The urge to throw your phone out the window was astronomical.
"Well?" Satoru asked, as he returned from the bathroom. His tone was perfectly casual, which meant he was still absolutely furious.
"They think I'm a gold digger and that you're an arrogant narcissist, and the detective account is using it as proof that our relationship is a sham," you recited flatly. "Shall we go get a quick breakfast, darling?"
"Lead the way, sweetheart," he said, with a very fake bat of his long eyelashes.
And god help the production team. That's all you could say. Because the two of you were absolutely unbearable for the rest of the morning and afternoon, and everyone on the estate knew it. The passive-aggressiveness was straight oozing out of both of you. Satoru was now not only glaring at Sukuna at any given moment, but the looks he was giving Kashimo whenever he entered his eyeline were worse than homicidal.
But remember, Satoru was dead set on winning, so he was dead set on showing just how much you two loved each other. He would reach over to demonstrate his unyielding feelings for you, preferably in places with a lot of cameras, only for you to, in fact, yield the other direction, swatting him away the way you'd swat a mosquito that had been bothering you for six consecutive hours and had not taken a single previous hint.
At this point you did not care that the camera operators were probably having a field day getting increasingly creative with their angles.
After you finished taping another segment, you drifted outside to take a calming walk, only for Satoru to follow right on your heels, still very much in each other's hair.
"You won't even let me touch you anymore? What's next, you calling me Sotaru again?!"
You nearly walked straight into Suguru and Shoko, who were sitting out on the garden patio with their coffees, enjoying their break by watching you both circle the garden path for the last twenty minutes.
"Guys," Suguru said, waving you both over with a weird-ass smirk on his face. "Come here. Sit down."
You crossed your arms and dropped into one of the chairs opposite them. It screeched against the stone patio.
Shoko looked between you both as she sipped her coffee. "So," she said. "We saw the poach clips. Did they really try to poach the two of you? Rough."
Satoru dropped into the chair next to you, sitting aggressively far away while still managing to take up way too much space. "It wasn't rough. It was a poor excuse of a tactical move that I immediately shut down, thank you very much."
"Mhm," Suguru hummed, leaning back in his chair. "Great de-escalation, really. It only took you five seconds of heavy preening to remember you had a girlfriend."
Your pettiness couldn't shut the fuck up even in front of your rivals, and you chuckled. The laugh bubbled out on its own, trust me. Satoru shot you a confused and annoyed glare before turning back to defend his own honor.
"I wasn't preening!" Satoru barked, his pink shorts riding up his thighs as he shifted defensively. "I was in shock!"
"And what about you?" Shoko asked, turning her gaze to you. "Not saying no outright isn't exactly a convincing way of saying actually no to a poach."
"I didn't say anything because I was trying to understand the meaning of the words!" you hissed, leaning over the table. "I was in shock!"
Satoru scoffed very loudly next to you.
"Okay, relax," Shoko interrupted, waving a hand dismissively. "We were just teasing you guys."
You blinked, immediately suspicious. Suguru just smiled into his coffee cup.
"We actually just wanted to say that we watched your promotional origin video," Shoko continued, casually stirring her iced latte with the plastic straw. "And it is so cute. Seriously. The longing glances, the whole maid café vibe? Adorable."
Satoru's posture immediately straightened. His ego, currently battered and starved for validation, took the bait instantly. "Right? You really couldn't make the story up even if you wanted. We are just that lucky."
"Incredibly cute," Suguru agreed smoothly. "Almost anime-like, even."
"Yeah," Shoko tilted her head, her dark eyes locking onto yours. "But somehow... very reminiscent of Maid-Sama!, no?"
You were seasoned grifters, goddamn it, and you had years of synchronized lying under your belts. You exchanged a brief, entirely imperceptible glance.
"Maid-Sama!?" you laughed, a breezy sound that was only about ten percent too hysterical. "Oh, the anime? Yeah, what a crazy coincidence, right? Art imitating life and all that."
"Exactly. I mean, tropes exist for a reason," Satoru chimed in, leaning back in his chair and crossing his arms with the easiest smile. "Classic meet-cute structure."
"Right. A coincidence," Suguru smiled, resting his chin on his hand. "Right down to the secretly working at a maid café to make ends meet, and the most popular boy at school discovering your secret and keeping it in exchange for hanging around to annoy you?"
"It's just so specific," Shoko added, taking a sip of her drink. "Almost like you watched episode one and just... transcribed it."
And what the fuck, that was offensive. You'd watched the entire anime twice and read the entire series one and a half times. You knew your shit, the lore and all, thank you very much. Satoru's knee started bouncing under the table. His con persona actively fighting a losing battle against his massive ego.
"Well, it's not exactly the same," Satoru scoffed, his voice pitching up slightly in defensive panic. "For one, I'm way hotter than Usui anyway. My hair is natural, he's a two-dimensional drawing with zero depth, and frankly, she looked ridiculously hot in that little frilly apron, so who could blame me for sticking around?"
You stared at the side of his head. What the actual fuck.
He was actively digging your shared grave and you just hoped it wasn't captured on camera. He was picking up a shovel and enthusiastically excavating a trench while simultaneously dropping a wildly out-of-pocket compliment about a costume you had worn exactly once.
"You know, finding your own girlfriend hot is kind of expected. What I'm trying to say â" Suguru started, but something in you just fucking snapped.
"You know what?" you interrupted, standing up. Satoru clamped his mouth shut. Suguru clamped his mouth shut too. Shoko just took another slow sip of her coffee, looking thoroughly entertained.
"Go to hell. All three of you can go to actual hell," you announced, pointing at each of them in turn. "I'm going to find Shimizu and talk about offshore banking. She's probably the only sensible person left on this bloody estate," you hissed, and marched aggressively toward the garden path, leaving Satoru completely alone at the table with Shoko and Suguru. Which was its own specific kind of torture, but he fucking deserved it.
You and Satoru were sitting shoulder-to-shoulder on one of the studio couches, hands laced together on his knee, white-knuckling each other in a display of performative unity. The air around you was freezing â mostly because of the still unresolved argument and the underlying issue you refused to talk about, and only minorly due to the AC being cranked up to oblivion to combat the studio lights.
Kusakabe took the stage and the cameras found their marks.
"Welcome back to The Soulmate Sprint," he paused, connecting his fingers. "This week, our couples introduced themselves and their amazing love stories to the world." Another pause. "Some more memorably than others," his eyes moved across the semi-circle and landed briefly on you. "And tonight, we will check in on how they're doing." The faintest suggestion of something crossed his face. "Particularly our Couple Eight, who have had â" he tilted his head "â a week."
The audience laughed, and your eye repeatedly twitched while you let out the fakest chuckle imaginable, desperate to be perceived as someone who didn't mind the masses laughing at her and her best friend all across the world.
"Let's take a look."
The episode started with a short recap of the last live show, reminding everybody that you were in fact last, then cut to footage from your bedroom? Huh. So there was a camera in your room, interestingâŠ
They showed how Satoru kept stealing the duvet, you both disappearing suspiciously into the bathroom together, and then they showed that hug you'd shared on the edge of the bed. But instead of looking comforting, the editors had slapped a melancholic track over it, making it look like something it was definitely not.
"You and me, we're in this together, okay?" The audience gasped at that, AT LEAST.
Then came the challenge footage. It was all slow-mo of Sukuna and Mei Mei glazing, and you fucking couldn't even stand watching it. Of course they repeated the part where you fell over each other into the water from several different camera angles for grand effect. And you thought Netflix was a serious streaming service.
They sliced it with Kashimo's confessional. "They might be in sync," he told the camera, giving a casual shrug. "But the second he loses his footing, he literally drags her under with him. Why stay tied to an anchor?"
Satoru's hand tightened around yours so hard you almost winced. A collective, dramatic "ooooh" rippled through the live audience. Because Kashimo wasn't exactly lying â Satoru had taken you down with him. But you understood it wasn't exactly about the water, now was it.
But the editors weren't done. No, no, no. That was just the appetizer, baby, and the main course this week was apparently your misery.
The screen transitioned into a sickeningly sweet montage of the campfire preparations. It moved seamlessly from couple to couple. Showing Choso and Yuki cutely arranging a charcuterie board, Utahime and Kashimo demurely laughing as they hung up string lights, Suguru squeezing fresh lemons while Shoko lovingly tasted the lemonade.
Then the acoustic guitar music abruptly stopped with a record scratch and smash-cut to footage of you and Satoru astronomically failing to light a pile of twigs.
It showed you both crouching in the dirt, looking miserable, bickering over whose twig formation was superior. And then, right in the middle of Satoru almost burning his eyebrows off with the lighter, it cut to Nanami in the diary room.
"Watching them attempt to light a fire using a lighter and dry wood was, let's say, a sobering experience," he said. "We watched them argue about the definition of kindling for the entire time we were retrieving the wood. At some point, it stopped feeling like a joke and more like a cry for help."
The live studio audience erupted into laughter again. Satoru sank about an inch lower into the velvet couch next to you.
Then it cut to Mei Mei's confessional as well. She was leaning back in the chair, a smirk playing on her lips. "It's actually kinda fascinating," she purred to the camera. "They present themselves as this power couple, but take away the things they're good at, and they can't even produce a single spark. It makes you wonder what else they're completely faking."
Thank god for the inch of stage makeup currently doing god's work, because all the blood rushed away from your face. Fuck, fuck, fuck. Which, rude, and also completely beside the point, and also hitting way too close to home. What a bitch.
The screen flashed back to the campfire, showing the exact moment Kusakabe walked up to you, took the lighter from Satoru's hands, and lit the fire in a single second. It immediately cut to his confessional too. The editors had truly gone for blood, your blood, this week. He wasn't even looking at the camera, he was just rubbing his temples like he had a migraine.
"I didn't intervene to be nice," Kusakabe said flatly. "I stepped in because I had a production schedule to keep. If I had left them to their own devices, we would have been sitting in the dark until next week."
More laughter from the crowd. Satoru's jaw was working so hard you could practically hear his teeth getting ground to absolute atoms.
And then they went for the jugular. The absolute nail in the coffin came after they showed you all chilling by the fire â the fire you two had created and tended to, thank you very much â roasting marshmallows. They even counted how many pieces Satoru ate, which was a genuinely concerning amount of sugar. But that didn't matter. What mattered was that they of course had to include the poach, and it was much worse than the, in retrospect, silly Instagram video.
They showed each poach attempt layered exactly on top of the other, time-stamping each line like a precise knife stab into the wound. Your hesitation was haunting on the big screen, and Satoru's smug-ass smirk was pissing you off more than you would like to admit.
Right as the camera panned blurry on Kashimo disappearing between the trees, it cut to you in the diary room chair, looking dead into the camera with zero emotion.
"Five million dollars is a life-changing amount of money," you said flatly. "Anyone would be stupid not to calculate the math on that."
They conveniently cut the part where you immediately followed that up with, "But I'd never actually leave him." Because you never fucking would.
Then it cut to Satoru in his confessional. "Honestly? She is dead weight sometimes. I basically have to carry us."
And god fucking help him, because he was talking about your lack of coordination during the challenge when he tripped over the boulder, but the editors laid his audio directly over the footage of Utahime calling you dead weight by the tents. You shot him a homicidal side-eye and he started circling your skin with his thumb to soothe your nerves.
You kind of blacked out for the rest of the episode. You just stared blankly past the jumbotron, past Kusakabe, past the audience. You heard your voice multiple times again, some âawws" following it. You were angry, you were upset, you were sad, and most importantly, you had been played. You'd laughed at Naoya last week when the producers made him the absolute clown of the episode and now you were starting to understand that karma is, in fact, real.
You got snapped back to reality when Kusakabe announced the Bond Score of Mei Mei and Sukuna. A fucking seventy-three. Which continued to baffle science, logic, and any common sense. Mei Mei let out a soft, pitying hum from above that made you want to flip your couch backward, and Sukuna chuckled.
"Could have been worse," she said to Sukuna. You couldn't hold yourself together anymore and snapped around. They were sitting right behind you, one tier up, looking down at you as Sukuna shot you a very pitying, very sinister expression.
Fuck her, fuck him. Everything was wrong.
"Higuruma and Shimizu, a solid sixty-eight," Kusakabe droned on, reading off his card. They politely clapped for themselves and you clapped for them too, mostly because you were getting a bit too psychotic. Why wasn't he reading yours yet?
"Which brings us to the bottom two," Kusakabe announced. The studio lights dimmed, leaving only dramatic, blinding spotlights on your couch and Nanami's.Â
"Nanami and Haibara. You scored a fifty-four."
Nanami blinked and nodded politely.
Kusakabe then turned to you and Satoru. "And Couple Eight scored a forty-two."
A collective gasp echoed through the live studio audience. Someone in the back actually booed.
Forty-two.
Huh. (Deragotory.)Â
Satoru's hand jerked on your knee. You leaned in, keeping your teeth perfectly bared in a PR-friendly smile of the century as you panic-whispered out the side of your mouth.
"Forty-two?!" you hissed, your heart dropping into your stomach. "How the fuck do we have a forty-two? We were at sixty-one on Wednesday!"
Then the giant screen behind Kusakabe flashed with a live feed of trending tweets. Your faces were plastered next to a tweet with ten thousand likes.
@ realitytvjunkie: im so confused by the maid couple rn. do i root for them to fix their mess or do i vote against them just to put them out of their misery???
"Put us out of our misery?" Satoru muttered under his breath. His fake smile was plastered so tightly onto his face he looked a little deranged.
But before you could launch into a full semi-private discourse about why the fuck you'd scored the lowest again, Kusakabe called the bottom two couples forward. Without immunity, this was lowkey giving game over.
It was a fatal score. The maid café fraud discourse was still very much ongoing on the internet. The matching jet-ski dream evaporating as quickly as Satoru had handed in his resignation letter.
Haibara shot you a sympathetic look as you took the center of the stage, the harsh blinding lights beaming directly at you.
"We have exactly three minutes before the live voting closes," Kusakabe announced, looking up from his cue cards. "Do either of our bottom couples have anything they want to say to the viewers at home? A final plea?"
Nanami cleared his throat. "Thank you for this experience. Even if the world might not see us as true soulmates, I will love you forever."
And look, you found them very sweet, very cute, but could they fucking not right now? The ass-climbing was waaay too visible.
You opened your mouth. You had something prepared, vaguely. A line about the week being a learning curve, about evolving as people and as a couple, about the poach making you realize what you had and what you almost had lost. Something camera-ready and emotionally legible and con-professionally delivered. You accused Satoru of cheating on you approximately once a month, delivering something emotionally devastated was essentially a coffee break.
Satoru's blues frantically scanned past the blinding glare of the spotlights and locked onto the front row of the live audience. A girl sitting in the center section was leaning over, giving her boyfriend a quick peck on the lips as the tension in the studio spiked.
Words weren't going to fix a forty-two. Words could be spliced, taken out of context, and manipulated by sadistic Netflix producers, as you should have already known by now. Words were exactly what had gotten you the "awkward cousins" allegations in the first place.
The poach edit had destroyed your image, painting you as two greedy grifters who couldn't stand the sight of each other and were only staying together for the cash, which obviously wasn't the truth. You two were greedy grifters who loved each other, not as awkward cousins but as... well, something else, okay. Semantics.
"We obviously wanna thank the production for letting us show the world our story â" but you were interrupted by Satoru's hand lowering your mic, and you looked at him, confused. He had this unreadable expression you knew he used when he was crunching numbers in that airhead of his.
"Satoru?" you breathed out, the lowered microphone catching the faint slip of your voice.
You two had been best friends for nine years. You shared a bed, held hands, touched each other a million times before in every configuration that possibly existed.Â
...What was one kiss actually going to do?
It was just a tactical move to save five million dollars.
He finally looked at you, and your body did this weird thing in response to the specific look he was currently giving you. He grabbed your face, his thumb plastered across your cheek as his fingers buried into the updo you were rocking.
"Close your eyes," he murmured, so so close his breath was already on your mouth.
So you did, because first, he had a plan and you trusted a plan, and second, having him this close was making your stomach do the weird flip multiple times in quick succession and you just didn't want to look at him while that was happening.
He tilted your head up and then you had exactly one microsecond before his mouth came down on yours.
Your hands were uselessly hanging at your sides. "Kiss me back," he murmured against your lips as he tugged at your hair. So you did, because you trusted the plan and you kissed your best friend back, because the connection between your braincells finally sparked to life again and you mildly understood what and why the fuck was happening.
You brought your hands up, sliding them around the nape of his neck, your fingers tangling in his white hair. As his mouth moved against yours, soft and weird, you parted your lips with a soft gasp. He slid his tongue in. He tasted like that watermelon gum flavour you always swore you hated.
The entire studio lost its mind. There was a wave of screams, cheers, gasps, and everything in between around you.
One second.
Two seconds.
Three seconds.
Four seconds.
Five seconds.
That was exactly how long it took for your brain to finally catch up to your body and realize you were full-on making out with your best friend with tongue and all on a live global broadcast.
Panic overrode the haze in your head. You tore yourself away, gasping for air, your hands flattening against his chest to push him back, your cheeks burning even through the caked-up makeup.
You thought he would flash the cameras a victorious smirk, look at us, but he kept leaning forward, dipping his head to chase your mouth, completely dazed by the loss of contact.
Your wide, glossy, what-the-fuck-is-happening eyes snapped him out of it. He blinked rapidly. The thought of losing must have really scrambled his mind. Because same, that's why your eyes drifted to his lips again before you snapped your gaze to Kusakabe, who was looking at you through his cue cards, shaking his head.
A loud buzzer echoed through the studio, mercifully cutting through the screams of the audience and ending the voting timer.
Kusakabe stared at you both for a moment, severely underpaid to witness whatever the hell that just was, before bringing the microphone back to his mouth.
"The voting is officially closed."
Satoru finally took a step back. He shoved his hands behind his back, rocking on his feet. You kept your eyes glued to the giant screen behind Kusakabe, refusing to look at your best friend, refusing to acknowledge the lingering taste of watermelon gum, and absolutely refusing to think about the fact that his pupils had been blown wide open when you pulled away.
It was for the money. It was for the grift.
...What could one kiss have done?
The studio lights shifted, flashing in dramatic red and gold as the live votes were tallied into the final Bond Scores.
"The public has spoken," Kusakabe announced, looking down at his freshly updated tablet. "One of these couples is going back to the estate. The other is going home."
Next to you, Haibara grabbed Nanami's hand.
A few seconds of silence built the suspense.
"Nanami and Haibara,â Kusakabe eventually read, his voice echoing through the suddenly silent room. "Your final adjusted score is fifty-six. I am sorry, but you have been eliminated from The Soulmate Sprint."
Nanami exhaled a breath of relief. He gave Haibara a gentle squeeze, offered a polite bow to the audience, and looked ready to sprint to the nearest airport before his NDA could officially dry. It was fun while it lasted, but that man was far too mentally stable to carry on with this shit show. Literally.
Which meantâ
Kusakabe looked up at you from his tablet. "It appears the viewers at home appreciate a dramatic reconciliation. Your live vote bumped your final score to seventy-four. Congratulations, you are safe."
The live crowd erupted all over again, screaming and chanting your names.
Seventy-four. You had skyrocketed from dead last to above Sukuna and Mei Mei in exactly five seconds of live tongue action. The five million dollars was back in play, baby. And you couldn't believe Satoru's psychotic mental math had actually worked, manipulating the audience perfectly.
But instead of an obnoxious celebratory hug, a smug high-five, or some arrogant quip, you two stood there awkwardly staring at god knows what, unable to look at each other. Your hands were sweating, your lips still buzzing, and everything landing all at once.
You survived, yes. You were returning to the estate, yes. You would win the five million, yes.
But at what cost.
ââ Dividers from robinavitchslut, puppizai and s-silk!
âïœĄËâ â” â Slow and secret. â â” ËïœĄâ
Synopsis: Scar!jo's wife misses her husband's touch.
Pairing: Scar!jo x wife!reader.
Tags: [MDNI] Slow and intimate SMUT some fluff and angst sprinkled, voyarism, public sex, exhibitionism, breeding, p in v, reader is a horny little shit, praise kink ig, missionary, overstimulation (can people learn the diff between this and overwhelmed..?) cunnilingus.
From Shibuya and Shinjuku's ruins to the Italian coast is a long, dreadful and sorrowful journey you embarked on with your husband.
Freshly scarred and high from the adrenaline after the showdown, Satoru hadn't realised just who he was after defeating Sukuna.
He wasn't just the strongest anymore.
He was a survivor.
The winner.
But he came crashing down from the peak sooner than he expected.
One look in the mirror.
And he wasn't anyone.
Not your husband, and most definitely not Gojo Satoru anymore.
So for months, he hid.
The characteristic charming and confident man you married was nowhere to be seen the last three months. Buried in the rubble that consumes what Tokyo once was.
Satoru is still somewhat a ghost of himselfâyou watch him as he stays rooted at the shore, tall frame swallowed by his orange oversized sweatshirt to hide the dents in his canvas underneath that follow his skin until his mid thighs.
Just staring at the horizon of azure blue, a mirror of his own eyes.
Though you can't see his face, or read his thoughts from where you lay on the sunbed shaded behind the creamy, semi-see through curtains, you can tell his gaze is voidâempty like it's been for some time now.
Or perhaps foggy with his everlasting fear. Paranoia of ever having to relieve what he did. Unfortunately for you, as much as you've tried to be a reassuring and wife, nothing has quite helped your husband with abolishing that mindset just yetâthat he's on the battlefield.
You don't dare to say it out loud.
But you miss your husband.
Your Satoru.
So much.
Not how he looks.
Never that.
But the cheerful, loud and lively version of him. It pains you far too much to see him so far away despite being right next to you.
You press your face further into the plush white pillow beneath your cheek and try to find comfort in itâto no avail, you can only fall asleep on your husband's chest but he's refused physical contact ever since he came home.
It breaks your heart every time.
Because you love him either wayâscarred or notâmaybe now even more than before after he kept his promise of coming back to you.
He doesn't see it that way though. And he avoids you like it's better for you to stay away and not see the outcome of the events carved into him.
Says he's "not worthy for you anymore." or "unattractive." So you won't need to force intimacy onto him because he hates the feeling of your fingers brushing every dip of his skin that wasn't there before and that only serves as a reminder that he was still weak.
You wish he'd understand he's anything but weak.
In the distance he's still watching the waves, you begin to wonder if today, on the third day of your vacationâthe one you forcefully dragged him on, far away from Japan so he'd have a change of scenery (a positive one)âhe will finally get inside the water.
Tug off his cover-up, dip himself beyond his feet in the blue and lose himself in the ocean.
The answer lingers in the back of your mind like a pest, you're sure he's not ready yet, but there's a sliver of hope in your chest.
Which disappears and gets overtaken by vast disappointment once he turns around and makes his way to you. A few long strikes and he reaches where you're bundled up on the bed, hair messily sprawled out on the sheets, curtains half drawn to sheild you from the sun.
And he would usually cling onto you immediately. Throw a hand over your waist, press himself against your back and curl into you. Cuddle you until you both fell asleep in this nice weather.
Instead, now he takes the other end of the bed. Swinging his feet up after dusting the sand off and leaning against the headboardâquiet as a church mouse.
Sadness pools in your stomach, an uneasy feeling taking over your every fiber. You try to be strong knowing he has it so hardâbut you can't help but feel undesirable at some point.
Swallowing the prickling feeling of wanting to cry, you try to keep your voice leveledâclear of any sentimental emotionsâwhen you attempt small talk with him.
"How's the water, honey?"
He's quiet for a beat before mumbling "I didn't go in."
You hum, a sorry excuse of a smile on your face.
And you can't help it when the tears bubble quickly in you and you accidentally choke out a sob you were meant to push down.
Satoruâs head whips over to your sideways curled up figure on the bed when the sound reaches his ear.
You feel pathetic.
Making small talk with your husband.
Helpless, and feeling incredibly selfish.
For the first time in months, Satoru feels himself live in an emotional fully. Worry spreading through his whole body.
He pushes himself off his side of the bed and circles the bed till he reaches your side and crouches right where your face is hidden in the pillow and from where tiny whimpers are muffled.
"Baby, what's wrong?" You start sobbing at the sound of the nickname. He has no idea just how much it means to you to just hear him talk or look at you.
The tears spill past your waterline like a waterfall with no direction or limit, dampening your cheeks, soon turning your eyes raw from the dryness.
You hiccup into the pillow, muffle sobs that rip straight from your chest while your husband stays crouched next to the bed and rubs your backâunaware of the inner turmoil you actually fight everyday because of him.
Because heâs there.
Yet, heâs not.
And it stings.
âItâs okay, tell me why youâre crying.â His voice soothes in your ear, questioning softly with the underlying care in his words that he always had with you.
That has your heart clenching even more, your chest tightening at how the man you knew only shows up every once a never now.
You feel like a terrible wife for wanting him back.
âI miss you.â You frailly cry out, voice a pitch higher and shaky.
Though you canât see him, you know heâs probably wearing that face of indescribable confusion. Heâs there, so what are you talking about?
âIâm right here, sweetheart..?â Heâs unsure as he points out the obvious.
You donât miss a beat in replying. âNo, I miss my husband.â
His mind slowly wraps around the idea he has about what your talking about and something shifts in him.
For the first time since heâs gotten back from the shore, you show your face again. Mascara smudged around the corners, hair messy, cheeks glossy and lips puffy.
âYou donât look at me anymore. You donât let me touch you. We barely talk. You donât let me help. We are married for fucks sake, Satoru.â
Your voice breaks as you spill your hearts content out through the tip of your tongue. Months of frustration and loneliness piercing right at the one man you love most in the world.
Satoru falls quiet with a frozen tongue and a paralysed mind. Internally, he feels the gears shift, his mind rewire as he understands you.
And he gets it.
Shit.
Where has he been these last months?
Back at the battlefield while his wife desperately tried to cling onto his consciousness and ground him like the tether she always was to him in his world of curses?
Uneasiness washes over him at the realisation that he canât erase the pastâthe last months youâve spent in solitude with an absent husband at home, constantly nurturing it without reward.
So all he can offer and pray you accept are apologies.
âShit, babe, Iâm so sorry.â His long fingers clasp around your hand against the pillow. Holding tight enough for you to feel your bones being squished against his.
âIâm so sorry.â
But you donât need his apologies.
He has no need to apologise for. After all, youâre not the only one grieving him. He is too. The life he had, who he was, who the mirror showed him before the slashes.
Itâs different though. He doesnât love who he is now, while you still do.
Heâs still your husband. You said âI do.â 4 years ago with the same confidence youâd say it today. Even after all of the hardships and even after all of the forgiving.
âDonât apologise.â You mutter, shifting on the mattress and sitting upwardâmoving your weight to sit on your legsâand cup his cheek with your right hand to caress it.
Only now do you realise his eyes are glossy too, guilt swimming in themâregret. The kind that eats at your bones for mistakes you didnât mean.
Quietly, you confess with the sound of the waves in the background supporting you.
âIâll always be by your side, Satoru. But you need to let me in. Iâm your wife.â
Your eyes follow the way his Adams apple bobs as he swallows your honest words. Their meaning sinking into his marked skin with permission this time.
He nods onceâslow and sureâand the knot in your chest loosens. In the blink of an eye, heâs getting off his knees.
The matress dips where he sits down next to you, hand still in hand, his body fully turned to you while your legsâfolded beneath youâstill are angled straight ahead.
In a slow pace, he draws himself closer to you. The smell of his natural musk that always drove you crazy mixed with the ocean breeze in his milky white hair filling your senses.
His lips brush against you in the comforting way they always did before meeting.
And slowly, he whispers.
âYou are so much more than my wife.â
You hum once, curtly.
âYouâre my everything.â
And the man you thought you no longer recognised, kissed you like the man you know by heart.
The kiss is impossibly soft. Tender and warm. Electrifying all of your dormant atoms to life, cells buzzing under his touch.
Itâs magical. An open door to the world you thought you were shut out of entirelyâone with him and your love.
His lips move slowly against yours. Plush skin meeting plush skin in a desperate yet patient reunion.
You didnât realise you missed it so much till now.
It hurts to part.
Satoru only pulls away for a second to look in your eyes.
Neither of you exchange words before diving back into each otherâs essences.
His hands find your waist, your body turns to him completelyâback pressing against the headboard as he holds you, your hands fitting on his broad shoulders.
Beneath the tips of your delicate fingers, you feel the dips and uneven surfaces under the thin layer of his sweatshirt.
The kiss deepens once he swipes his tongue under your lip and you grant him that quiet access like you always have under the sun or moon.
Youâve always been Satoruâs.
From the day you saw him on the other side of the train station.
Till now.
And you always will be his.
Your nails slightly dig into his flesh as he explores your mouth, one of his hands now on your chinâtilting your face upâso he can follow the same path he always did.
Tongues fighting, bodies heating up under the daylight, you feel the need to reduce the layers between your thin white cover-up dress and his sweatshirt.
Hesitantly, the pressure on his shoulders caused by your fingers lessens and your hands migrate to the collar of the orange material.
Heâs still kissing you as you tug on the zipper.
Then he freezes.
Tongue retreating and lips separating from the heated kiss. Eyes locking together.
You see the fear and hesitation in his baby blues. A silent prayer for you to not see him.
âSatoru, I love you.â You croak out. Voice scratchy and hoarse. The remaining few drops of tears spill from the corners of your eyes.
âI love you so much you have no idea. And I have always loved you and I always will. Even when you change.â
Your husbandâs heart shatters.
Loud, like glass breaking against the floor. Unmendable.
But he trusts you.
So he dries your face with the buds of his fingers. Kisses the corner of your damp eye, and pulls the zipper down himselfâshowing the tainted and raw outcome of his fight.
Pink scars, painfully painted stars in his history.
You see beyond them. See the chiseled body he worked for, the defined v-line that you go crazy for, his rock-hard abs. His determination.
The scars are mere decorations you wish he accepts someday.
âYouâre beautiful, honey. Even more now.â
Satoru has doubled in mass since being in the prison realm.
Thereâs nothing unattractive about him.
Your mind momentarily flashes to the promises of him giving you a family after the fight if he made it.
Every time you think about it, nausea overtakes you.
That dangerous what if that haunted you for nights before the showdown.
What if he didnâtâŠ
No, heâs home.
And that matters so much to you.
That he could come home missing half of his body and youâd still cherish him to death.
Because you know there were others without the gift or the fortune to see their loved ones faces ever again.
Your hands press against the hard surface of his pecks before peeling your back off the headboard and reaching up to kiss him.
Youâre caged in between his arms that hold himself up against the headrest. He happily accepts the kiss, lighter than a few seconds ago.
He melts into you again. Your back presses against the cushioned board again as he hovers over you once more.
Hands dipping, your nails feel every dip of his abs. Your legs subconsciously closing as the heat in between them grows.
Satoru bites your bottom lip so he can slip inside your mouth this time, his confidence recovering little by little as he sees the effect he still has on you.
You rein back a whimper that almost escapes once he lowers his lower body onto you. Hard boner pressing against your thinly covered clitâslotting himself perfectly against her.
With the palms of your hands, you push the orange sweatshirt off Satoru and he pulls his hands back quickly to throw it off before latching them on your breasts.
Your mouths dance a ballad youâve both practiced across different lives.
With no regard for even considering that people might walk by and catch whatâs happening through the slightly agape curtains, you slowly plunge your hands inside your husbandâs swim trunks.
He hisses against your mouth as your hands wrap around his shaft, sensitive from not being touched or touching himself at all these last months.
Every fiber in you is on fire. His lips leave yours and attach to your neckâpeppering your skin with love bites that show youâre his as he works on kneading your tits.
You start pumping his girth at a rhythmic pace, swiping your index finger to collect the small amount of pre-cum oozing out of his tip to stroke him.
Satoruâs face lifts to see you spit on your hand while maintaining eye contact and he feels himself grow harder even when itâs not even possible anymore.
His hand messily pushes down his swim shorts and his cock springs up, hitting him in his lower belly where you immediately grab it and coat it in your spit.
He lets out a deep rumble from his chest that has you twitching around nothing. One large hand pushing your cover up just enough for your bikini-covered breasts to meet the light of day.
A finger hooks under the thin strap underneath them and he sets them free once he tugs the string over your tits.
Your stroking falters when he moves to your nipple, biting as a greeting and then sooting the sensitive bundle of nerves.
Youâre drippingâsoaking the expensive material of your bathing suit under your cover.
Satoruâs still working on your nipple when his hand pushes up your cover up and moves aside your panties. Long fingers pressing against your warm wetness.
He swears he could cum just for the fact that youâre this wet over him.
A thick, rough digit of his pokes at your entrance before slipping inside. You gasp at the stretch, not having had sex in a long time.
Satoru relishes in the small sound. He pumps the finger once, twice and on the third thrust he unexpectedly adds another finger.
Now, his middle and ring finger stretch you. Wedding ring pressing against your cunt whenever he bottoms his hand out.
His palm rubs against your clit in a way that has you twitching beneath him. Your body jerks at his tongue swirling around your nipple and his palm slapping your bud.
Small moans ring in his ear. With your hands still wrapped around him, he starts thrusting against the mattress, chasing that friction while your mind crashes.
He feels you tense up when your walls start to flutter around his fingers so he pulls them out before you can reach your release.
You feel him lower and latch his mouth onto your pussy before you can process it and whimper for the loss of his digits. Hands letting go of his length as he lowered himself.
Immediately, your hips buck when he flattens his tongueâtrying to lap up and consume relish in every taste of his wifeâs nectar that sheâll offer him.
You lose all control over the moans and whimpers that leave your mouthâtoo far gone to even think about others now when your husband eats you up so messily.
Your juices mixed with his saliva soak into the white mattress, staining it, yet the two of you couldnât care less.
Satoru laps up like a starved man. As he is. His tongue slips past your ring of resistance at times, teasing. Testing to see if youâre ready.
Your nails cling at his back, scratching new redness that he doesnât mindânot in the way he does with his scars.
His hands are now under your plush ass, angling you upwards and holding you in place as he devours you with the reverence and need he has always had with you.
Your orgasm approaches quickly once he reignites it. Satoru holds the need to smirk against you once he feels your clit twitch and your sweet cunt start to flutter all alone.
He looks up with your bud in between his lips to see the heavenly sight of you propped on your elbows, tits out and glistening, your head thrown back.
His rutting against the bed stops.
You come undone on his tone aggressively. It hits you all at once, shivers overtaking you as your mind falls into pure euphoria.
Satoru doesnât let a single drop spill.
Not giving you much time to recover, too eager to melt his body with yours, and with you all over his face, your husband climbs over your body again and captures your lips in a kiss.
Tasting yourself on his glistening lips, you shudder and whimper from how sensitive you are once you feel him rub his tip against your entrance.
â âtoruuu.â You whine, tears brimming your eyes.
A mock pity pout spawns on his face. His head lolls to the side as he watches your struggled expressionâmouth parted, eyes fluttering open and shut when he brushes himself against your overstimulated clit.
âDidnât you miss me, baby?â He teases.
"Iâdid-I missed you so much, mmh!" You mewl out in high-pitched stutters. Eyes falling shut and letting the tears spill from your clamped shut eyelids once he bottoms out in one go.
âOh fuck.â Satoru bites back a low groan that escapes straight from his chest, his thighs pressing against the round and plush skin of your ass.
He wastes no time in pulling back and snapping himself back home. Letting his length disappear inside of you with little to no resistance. âYeah, baby. Take all of me.â
Electricity sparks every once-dormant nerve in your body back to life.
Your mind momentarily flashes back to the promises he had vowed to keep before the fight. How heâd retire if he won, give you a family and spend the rest of his days cherishing the moments he spends in your arms.
And you snap out of your thoughts once you feel his two hands slide under your thighs, strong forearms locking them against your hamstrings so he can snugly wrap your legs around his textured waistâcarved skin firmed up from days in a dark realm where he fought against time and his own mind.
You feel him everywhere. To the veins harshly reminding you how they have a place within your velvety walls ever since he vowed to be the only one who would ever walk the earth to please youâto the heat swirling in your chest out of profound and raw love you have for your husband.
Itâs not supposed to be such a bittersweetly beautiful moment as Satoru is keeping your legs folded around himâforcing him to voluntarily slam down and dip his bulging cock back down home, juices welcoming him and kissing his length goodbye when he pulls backâbut itâs so painfully good.
The way heâs back within your reachâcaging you under his huffing, feral state where you can see the light color of his eyes sparkling as his body is electrified with life for the first time in monthsâand the way heâs stretching you out so deliciously.
Making you mewl out incomprehensible words that end up being letters melted into each other with no real meaning because your brain can barely form a real thought.
Heâs finding the love you have for him in every crevice of you as your tongues mesh together again. Saliva on saliva as he connects his hips to yours without faltering once.
Begrudgingly, he pulls back. Your eyes fall down to his plush baby pink swollen lips that once shined with your release.
His breathing is heavy, chest rising and fallingâoccasionally shaking as a deep groan escapes him when you suck him in so greedilyâfor a second, you catch his stare falling to your bodies connecting.
Then he snaps back upâface levelling to you where youâre still giving him that fucked out doe-eyed look that he swears will have him falling over the edge sooner than he intends to.
âBaby?â He softly calls out, the four-lettered word spilling out of his mouth with ease that comes out of the habit he has of calling you that loving name.
You barely hear the sound of his voice, mind somewhere over the clouds. His tip is pushing past your cervix soo nicely. Kissing that little spot that makes your muscles start to spasm in uneven wavesâyour eyesight blur and the tears streak down the sides of your face quick.
Unbeknownst to you, Satoru is a lot more pleased with himself than heâd admit right now. Even after the noise, the trauma and the ashesâhe still has it in him.
Still has it inside of him to unravel you with the simples touches, to have you with your mouth parted open and your eyes rhythmically rolling back as he plunges inside of youâsearching for your release.
It fills his body with a tingling sensationâa lingering hot feeling right where his heart sits at the realisation that youâre his wife in every sense of the word.
That youâre still here and still so loving.
All for him.
âM-mhm?â He hears you barely make out, nails moving from his back and onto his forearms where your nails subconsciously dig into his tainted skin.
A cannined smile pulls on his handsome face, almost resembling one of his characteristic smirks that has you knowingâeven in your hazeâthat something is coming.
âRemember the promise I made you?â
Instantly, you scramble around your mind to try and filter to the thousands of promises youâve offered each other and that he has yet to break.
There are so many, and you donât have enough mind to run through them all.
âWhichângh, âtoru!â In the middle of your attempt to speak, he shifts, hooking both legs over his shoulders. Drawing his chest down, the strong surface of his chest weighing down on your smooth skin.
ââright there! Ohââ
Youâre loud. Too loud for someone on a sunbed in a public place. Satoru probably knows it. Yet he makes no effort in shutting you upâhe doesnât muffle your real moans with a kiss, doesnât silence your babbles with his hand. He lets them pour out into the open.
He lets the world know youâre his.
And that heâs back.
Either way, you donât make any effort to stop the shore from knowing your lover is back.
His calloused hands, detailed with resilience and his unmatched strength, go delicate as he tries to wipe the stream of tears on the sides of your face.
âCâmon baby, you know which one.â
Seeing the way you fall quietâhalf losing the fight between yourself and climaxing too early as your orgasm holds you by your throat, and half winning over the chaos of your mindâhe âaidsâ you just a bit as his left hand drops and finds your clit with soft circles.
Heâs teasing you, worsening the internal struggle heâs putting you throughâsetting every nerve in your body on fire as he pulls your release by the reins.
âWhat do you want from me?â
His words find a place in your disoriented head, clicking with his previous question.
A baby.
You wanted a baby with him before the fight.
A family.
Something to remember him by
Every night before that godforsaken day.
You tried.
Clung onto his body with a differentâmore painful kind of desperation than the one you have right now.
Tried for a baby.
Tried to leave a part of him within you just in case heâ
The answer spills out of your mouth before your mind dips to darker places.
âA family.â You breathe out, eyes clamping shut for a second.
He muses, face dipping to press soft kisses to your pulsing temple. âYeah?â
âYâyeah!â
Your voice pitches higher at the last second as he presses down on your clit.
âPleaseâplease, âtoruâdonât leave me. Give me a baby.â
You donât realise just how your fear is spilling through the cracks as you beg to finish and for him to never be done with you.
And Satoru goes soft.
Pace stuttering, abs tighteningâheâs so close, youâre so close too.
With slow strokes, already high off demolishing you the past momentsâSatoru rides the last moments of the roller coaster as he reaches his end.
âIâll give you everything, honey.â He whispers, the bed creaking less beneath the both of you as he takes you to the edge.
And you titter to your orgasm that crashes over you twice as strong the second time once he completes his sentence. âJust take it all.â
He places a soft kiss to your lips as he buries himself inside, ropes and ropes of white milky cum filing your wombâoverflowing right out of your walls while he remains inside, twitching and unwilling to leave.
A choked sob is muffled as Satoruâs lips catch it, right hand caressing your cheek.
Everything falls quiet, the smell of sex in the open air quickly settles back into the horizon as the sea overtakes the atmosphere and your ears hear the waves crashing against the sand.
The birds sing a song that relaxes your muscles. Your husband goes limp inside of you before pulling outâno longer having anything left of his to give thatâs not love.
He plops down to you, the bed dipping in two sides nowâbut it quickly goes back to only one spot when he wraps his arms around you, pulling you over his warm body, letting you hear his heartbeat underneath the layers of skin.
Thud thud thud.
The sound goes straight to your veins, travelling through arteries and shifting your own heartbeat till it follows his.
Heâs home.
Your Satoru is home.
And you fall asleep in his arms.
Safe, the way you both deserve to be.
Three hours later, Satoru walks over to the rim of the sea, stares off into the distance as the sun kisses his pale skin.
Heâs uncovered, letting the salty breeze greet his open and slowly healing scars.
But heâs real.
And you join him when he goes inside the water.
Because this is just the first step out of the trenches.
And youâll be there with him every stretch of the way.
Please excuse the way this turned out, tumblr has been deleting my completed drafts and not saving anything I write and it has been killing my motivation to write. Nonetheless, thank you to the 800 of u who have been patient w me, satosugu x reader and suguru x reader smut coming soon~ bye loves. More <3 Taglist.
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Satoru Gojoâhandsome, rich, untouchable. He was basically royalty, which is kind of an accurate comparison per se. His everything came not from hard work but from simply being born. A man born lucky just like each rich bum that came before him.
Sure, he had a somewhat self-made infamous name for himself by the time he was sixteen from modeling and all that prissy shit, but everyone knows he had and always will have a foot in the door. Even if his familyâs enterprise meets its inevitable demise, the whole world knows that sick fuck will come out on top just because he always does.
Because heâs Satoru.
Little to nothing changed when he met you during freshman orientation about a year ago. Despite being a fresh adult, who should be a little more mature, he was still the same irksome, suave guy, who never quite fell off of their high school peak, the exact type of man you hate.
Bored out of his mind, he decided to find the next victim of his irresistable charm. And his eyes landed on you. You weren't his usual type, but you were definitely pretty enough to have fun with. To a prick like him, it didn't really matter who you were for as long as you adorned a cute face.
And so, it begun.
âHey, pretty girl,â he purred low in your ear, upon seeing you alone. Heâs a little too close for a stranger, but of course, he doesnât care. Why would he? "Girls like you probably wouldn't mind receiving a little attention from a guy like him, yeah? It's probably once in a lifetime," he snickers to himself.
Boy, was he wrong. You spurned, stepping back with pure disgust written on your adorably dolled face. âSorry,â you start sarcastically. âDo I know you or are you just some upperclassman creep?â
The snowy-locked manchild only snickered, âYouâre feisty, I like that. Buuut I know youâre a good girl deep down.â He poked your cheek like it was his godforsaken right to be so near. He was so annoyingly confident (though, you have to admit, his looks did cushion the blow).
âDefinitely not towards you,â you hissed at the bold boy.
Satoru shrugged. âSure, pretty, whatever. Satoru Gojo, by the way. A first year, just like youânot some âupperclassman creepâ as you so colorfully put it, angel face,â he held his hand out for you to shake.
For a moment, you rightfully hesitated. But really, what was the harm in accepting affection he so easily threw away?
You put your hand in his, manicured paw clutching soft hand that knew no labor. Just then, he intertwined your fingers with his freakishly long ones and brought the back of your palm close to his lips. âItâs a pleasure to meet you,â he says so softly, and you swear you saw a few girls almost swooning as he winked, wishing it was directed at them. And you hate to admit it, but your cheeks definitely flushed at his stupid trap.
He chuckled, eyes narrowing and everything. âYouâre cute. Youâre my best friend now, okay?â
You gave him a derisive look, trying to hide the blush that crept up your cheeks. âI donât even know you.â
âWell, you already know my name, that's a start,â he kids. "You'll know more about me soon enough, don't worry your pretty little head about it, princess," he said. All the while, tapping your skull thrice.
Back then, it was all a jokeâyou were supposed to be a pastime. Someone pretty to look at while ugly enough to discard. He didnât expect himself to fall for your simple charm and weird idiosyncrasies. You're cute, witty, and nice (for the most part), just enough to hit his trifecta. Yeah, he knew that eventually, heâd kiss you, touch you, and sleep with you; but it should never have been that serious.
He doesnât do romance. Not even for you.
â
Right now, you're at another one of Jujutsu Phi's parties. The other Alpha Kaisen girls are nowhere around to be found on the large couchâprobably already with their own guy of the night.
You're just with Satoru, propped on his lap like a good little doll, always at his disposal. His friends converse while you just listen, too buzzed, maybe even plastered. Well, who wouldn't be after they were given one, two many cocktails by, none other than, Satoru Gojo?
âBaby,â he chirps, tapping your ass with his large palm twice. âDâya mind getting me another drink?â he whispers in your ear, shedding his arms off of your almost limp body. You groan, not out of disdain. Youâre just drunk out of your mind, and a little bit dazed.
You shuffle on his lap, brushing over the obvious tent on his crotch. He groans a bit, but youâre a little too out of it to catch the sound. âBut Iâm so sleepy, âToruâŠâ you grumble against the skin of his neck. In turn, he sighs out a response, âCâmon, angel. âToruâs really thirsty.â But you only shake your head against him.
With a deep exhale, he cradles your head in his palm, keeping you in place. âLetâs get you up to my room,â he mutters, âAlways so dependent on your dear âToru, huh, baby?â
You nod, mind unable to think coherently enough to tell him off. He laughs, knowing you'd be kicking him in the balls right about now if you were the least bit sober. "Mhm, super dependent," he mocks.
He puts his empty solo cup down on the short mahogany table and stands, making sure to hold you tightly enough so you won't fall yet gently enough so your skin won't bruise. Silently, he eases through the dancing crowd with practiced ease.
"Where're ya heading, Gojobaby?" the frat sweetheart asks with slurred speech, blatantly ignoring you, who's cradled so sweetly in Satoru's arms.
"To my room, sweets. Don'cha worry, I'll be back though," he winks, not at all caring that you're there to hear. What a whore he is.
Before reaching the stairs, he catches a certain dark-haired senior mouthing, âwhipped,â in the corner of his eye. He scowls. Tojiâs definitely his least favorite senior by far. As he steps, he hears cackling from below. He knows it's about himâhe knows of the torment that will follow.
Once you reach his room, he sets you down on his bed. âStay upright for me for a bit, princess. Can your cute drunk self do that for me?â he asks, and you nod in response. He leaves you be after offering a gentle grin, just to ease whatever worries run rampant in your mindâthe ones you'd never openly tell.
He rummages through his closet for clothes small enough to fit your stature and a soft, clean towel to use on your face then body. For a moment, you just quietly sit down, surveying his room as if you havenât been here a million times already.
Neatly stacked books, seemingly untouched. Navy blue sheets, soft and warm. Posters, figurines, and what could only be described as a shrine of you. Right, he never lets other girls in his roomâunless it's you. But you're just friends, right?
Right, yet on n the walls are arranged polaroids of the two of youânone with any other girl heâs flirted with. Maybe he keeps them in a box, away from prying eyes such as your own. You donât really know. You try not to probe and think too much around him.
Your eyes fall onto one specific photo. You and him after seven minutes in heavenâan image taken by Yuki Tsukumo, your favorite senior. He looks a little fucked out in the picture and so do you.
Hair disheveled. Eyes narrowed. Bodies tangled.
You start to look back on the not-so-distant past.
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Everyone who knows Satoru, close or not, remembers the story like it was yesterday. The two of you were pulled into a game of "seven minutes in heaven" by Toji Fushiguro, a third-year at the time. To be frank, everything was going great at first. The two of you touched a bit then made out. He whispered something along the lines of, "Are you sure about this?" In response, you just nodded shyly.
Not even seven minutes later, maybe five at best, the doors opened abruptly with flashing lights directed towards you and the drunken boy. While Yuki took the polaroid photo, other stupid college kids took digital snapshots that made it all over social media before dawnâfanmade forums asked who you are, thirsty netizens scoured the internet for your posts, and an ungodly amount of people got involved for no damn reason but a stupid makeout session.
Your boy(friend), as gossip outlets put it, even had to release a statement saying it was just a fun party game and that you're both just friends. It was a straightforward statement that held no malice, yet it wasn't reported as such.
"Gojo Satoru calls College Blockmate 'Not Pretty Enough'" and other headlines along the lines of that cruel joke circulated the net. You remember sobbing as you read the articles and while you watched his statement and the interviews. You thought maybe you really weren't cut out for his lifestyle. In retrospect, maybe you really aren't.
Unsolicited comments were thrown at you no matter how many times you've hit the block button, which ultimately made you decide on keeping your count private for the time being.
You tried to ignore him in campusâyou really really did, but it was no use. He was everywhere, and he wouldn't leave you alone. To some extent, you're glad he didn't. Even when you pushed him away, yelled at him, and almost spat in his face, he stayed.
He was sweetâonly behind closed doors. Much like you, afraid of what the world has to say, afraid of being seen as weak.
A month after the whole thing blew off, he called you. "Hey, baby, 'you hungry?" he said through the phone. You rubbed your eyes and groaned softly, fatigue excruciatingly evident even without visual evidence. You didn't respond to him for a moment, only clicked the side of your cell to check the time: one in the fucking morning, how poetic.
Despite the late hour (perhaps early hour would be more appropriate), you snuck out of the sorority house, being careful as to not wake the other girls up.
"You know I didn't mean it, angel face," he cooed as he placed a kiss on the apple of your cheek. Now, the two of you were in his car, dark, sleekâa vehicle that reeked of old money and strong connections. It looked out of place in the random fast food place's parking lot.
"But you still said it," you sniffled, biting into whatever food he offered you. It was probably a burger or fries? You don't really remember much from this moment apart from the heartache he embedded into you.
"Well, I had to save my ass some way, no? How else would I have a viable source of income for your shopping sprees?" he joked, but not a happy sound escaped past your pursed lips.
At that moment, it really hit you. He'll save his ass first before anyone else's, if at all. And maybe, just maybe, you sat in the passenger's seat in silence, hoping, one day, he'd choose to rescue you.
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You're soon pulled out of your "harking back" trance as Satoru speaks.
âReminiscing there, cutie?â he says, coming out of the closet bearing gifts. In one hand, a small white tee with big bold letters over the chest saying âtitties make me smile.â It looks a little too small for him but perfect for you, just a little number that'll go a little past your thighs.
âClassy,â you remark with a smile. âOnly the best for my princess!â he replies. You giggle at his words, of course you do, not even caring about the melancholic thoughts from earlierâyouâre easy and heâs hard.
Like always.
He kneels on the foot of his bed right in front of you to take your shoes off. Theyâre cute kitten heelsâthe ones he got you for your birthday last year. A gift you wouldnât just give a girl. You wiggle your toes, now free from the pretty pink jail. He laughs, leaning down to kiss the arch gently.
âFoot kink?â you tease. âYeah, but just for you,â he replies. Smooth. So annoying.
He stands back up, trying to stay awake. You canât both be on the verge of passing out. He probably wouldnât care if you were any other girl though.
Satoru opens his arms, and you instinctively dive in. He takes you to his private bathroom and sets you down gently on the cool marble counter on which you shift uncomfortably. âSo coldâŠâ you murmur with a pout on your plump lips. He then laughs, a boyish grin adorning his perfect face.
âI know, baby. But itâs just for a bit, yeah? Letâs just clean your face and change your clothes, âkay?â he reasons while gently rubbing the side of your thighs to warm his sweet girl up.
âOkay, âToru,â you pliantly agree.
Right after, he dampens the face cloth with warm water. His large palm then rests behind your head to keep you still as he gently pats then wipes over the planes of your skin. Itâs intimateâgentle, much unlike the Satoru the world knew.
âSatoru,â you randomly call out, now, all giggly. âYes, baby?â he asks, inviting you to tell him more. âWhat if I turned into a cat, would you keep me?â
He pretends to think for a second, thinking of some otherworldly response to your inane yet adorable question. âOf course I would, angel. Youâd be the fratâs kittenâmore so than you already are,â he chides.
You instantly beam at his words. âWhat if I could no longer open my mouth; therefore, I couldnât communicate with you,â you challenge.
The young man only shrugs as if heâs been asked the same question a hundred times before and over. âWell, Iâll be kind of sad that you canât suck my dick anymoreâthatâs a really big bummer, but other than that, itâs fine. We can find other ways to speak to each other, yeah?â Adding humor to a nice message, on-brand.
You pinch his nose playfully. âYouâre such a pervert.â
âOnly for you,â he repeats his earlier sentiments.
After successfully cleaning your face, he helps you remove your clothes. Like always, when your bra is off, he stares a little too long. âEyes up here, âToru,â you huff, crossing your arms over your chest. Though, it only works in his favor since it accentuates your tits.
âThey looked at me first. Plus, I missed my girls. I barely got to see them all week,â he all but whines.
âDonâcha have hic other good fucks?â you slur, raising an eyebrow at the blue-eyed brat.
He chuckles. âNone as good as you.â
âWhy?â you ask, irises dark yet hopeful with drunken haze and curiosity.
He wants to respond with: because with you, itâs intimate, like I donât have to pretend that lust is the highest high I could get. But, of course, he doesnât. Is there an invisible power that prevents him from fleshing out his raw emotions because if there is, youâd gladly fucking defeat it.
You can see it clearly in his expressionâhow he turns away then glances back. Heâs pining. Hoping. Wishing. And all you want is for him to accept that fact.
âYâknow, for such a nerdy little princess, you sure do ask little olâ me a lot of questions,â he forces a smile as he puts his âtitties make me smileâ shirt over your head and onto your body.
You decide not to push it further as to not dampen his mood. He thanks you quietly with a soft smile. âAlright, dâya wanna wear sweatpants or just the shirt and panties?â he inquires. âThis is fine, âToru, thank you,â you reply.
He plants a soft kiss on the apple of your cheek like he did a year ago. Is this fate? Is the universe telling you that he's bound to trample on your precious little heart until it can no longer trust or be given to another? âLetâs put you to sleep then, angel face,â he says before bringing you back to his bed, shutting the bright lights off to give way to his bedside lampâs dim glow. He's sort of rushing, but you don't quite understand why. God, the suddenness of everything makes you want to throw up, but you hold it in.
Immediately, you close your eyes as he tucks you in, swallowing whatever it is your throat wants outâvomit or a confession of your undying love? Whatever it is, itâs falling back down to the pits of your stomach, where it can soak in acid.
âThank you for taking care hic of me,â you murmur as he caresses your face. âOf course, baby. Besides, you always take care of me,â he replies.
You simper. âAre you going back down?â
He nods in response. âYeah, maybe play a little beer pong after I grab myself a drink. Just go to sleep okay? Your phoneâs just on the nighstand. Call me if you need me, pretty girl,â he instructs before leaving a kiss on your jaw. Consequently, he leaves you to wallow in your own, self-destructive, thoughts much like he's doing behind the door, away from the alluring pool in your eyes that sing to him like sirensâready to entrap him.
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The party rages downstairs, even more so now that Satoru's been spotted by the sweetheart. "Gojo!" she exclaims. He smiles lazily, squeezing her ass with a sizzling hiss. "Hey, baby," he greets her.
"Where's y/n?" she asks, feigning concern as the two of them walk over to the kitchen, where Suguru's mixing drinks and Choso's passing out blunts for a only a few thousand yen.
Satoru shrugs, desperately trying to radiate disinterest at the mention of your name. "Upstairs, asleep. Couldn't handle her liquor," he replies.
"And you took care of her," the pretty blonde points out. She's trying gauge his reaction, checking if he's going to blindly agree or deflect.
"Well yeah, I did," he starts, and she thinks she doesn't stand a chance. "But I'm just returning the favor, if you know what I mean."
âWanna smoke? Maybe itâll take your mind off whatever,â the girl giggles. He turns her down though, âNah, donât really like the smell.â What a lie. You donât like the smell, and heâs sleeping beside you tonight.
âJust a drink then?â
âYeah, just a drink,â he repeats.
The snowy-locked bastard then decides to finally pour himself a drink, grabbing a new solo cup to fill it with one of Suguru's newest mixâit's something sweet and tangy, and it almost reminds him of you.
Upon the first sip, he pauses for a bit and the shorter girl notices. "Something wrong, Gojo?"
He shakes his head, "Nah, probably just a foreign taste," he lies through his pearly teeth, filling his cup a little more. Alien taste or a flavor he can never forget?
"Hm, it tastes pretty good to me, kinda sweet though, don'cha think?" He nods in response to her prompt, "Yeah, a little," he answers as if it bothers him. And maybe it does because his mind is flooded with memories of that sickeningly sweet substance you insist of coating your lips with everytime you kiss. Fuck, did you pavlov him?
Well, whatever it is doesn't really matter, right? He'll totally forget about you soon enough. He'll tear down your pictures on his wall and he'll throw away your little trinkets in his room. Because Satoru Gojo doesn't do relationships even if the mere thought of tucking away that cute polaroid he has of you brings him immense discomfort.
"Oi! Satoru!" Toji calls out from across the room. "Got a new girl with ya? What happened to y/n?" he asked teasingly.
Satoru sighs in response, "Why does everyone keep asking me about her??"
"'Cause you're totally in love with her, dude," Sukuna scoffs from behind. Since when did he get here? And why the fuck is he butting in right now?
"So you do like her!" the girl on his arm accuses.
"So what is it, Gojo? Do you like her or is she just a good fuck?" Toji interrogates, âBut like, I heard sheâs kinda a study-holic, so whatâs that like? She just cockwarms you while going through flash cards?â
Choso, ever-so-sweet, interjects, "Cut it out, dude... y/n's nice." Nanami, listening from the other side of the counter nods in agreement. "She is. Additionally, the girls won't be happy if they hear us bad mouthing their favorite pledge."
The large man with a scarred lip rolls his eyes playfully and points a circling finger on his like to say: Nanami's being cuckoo! "Ahh, they won't find out. There's a hundred people here and the girls are probably with their guys."
"Right, and she's in her second year, dummy. Yukiâs prolly got a new favorite," Sukuna jests, which makes Nanami's face harden. The tattooed brute with pink hair then turns back to Satoru, "So? Spit it out? Ya like 'good girl pussy' now? Or dâya like nerds or what?"
Suguruâs about to speak, but he bites his tongue, seeing as Satoruâs about to burst. The white-haired jerk downs his spirits in frustration. With a loud scoff, he says, "Get your head outta your asses and listen to me when I say I don't like her, okay? I donât think sheâs all that with her crooked teeth, painted faceâuneven eyes! Justâwhatever!" he yells like judging who you are is his birthright. Wow! It really takes a man to spill out the little things youâre insecure about to a room full of friends and strangers. He wipes a large hand over his face in anger directed at whoever. "She's nothing. We're nothing," he says with finality as he dismisses the girl that clung onto his arm with a harsh shrug.
Sukuna raises his arms in jest. "Woah, boy. No need to get your panties in a twist." The room bursts in laughter at the, clearly, inebriated boy.
He stomps away from the group and marches up to his room, where you're waiting for him with eyes wide open.
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You hear the lock shift, but you don't panic. You know it's just Satoru. He locks the door for extra securityâhe says it's to keep his collector's items intact, but you know it's to protect you.
Frustration is evident in his expression as he enters the room. The lamp is still on while you're scrolling on your phone that you abruptly shut as soon as his eyes land on you. "Back so soon?" you call out from under his sheets. It hasn't even been half an hour and he's already waltzing in.
He kicks the door behind him and locks it with a soft click, gaze never wavering away from your form. "Yeah, the guys were pissing me off," he finally answers you.
"Oh? What were they saying?" you question as you sit up.
Satoru toes his shoes off, not bothering to lay them properly beside the door. He then comes closer, getting on hs bed to hover over youâthe soft mattress dipping because of his weight.
You look up at his face, he's flushed, intoxicated by whatever he drank. "Are you okay, 'Toru?" you tell him so sweetly. Your tone has him almost moaning from how sickening it is to hear.
"Yeah, pretty, I just need ta taste ya right now, okay? âCan I?" he slightly slurs. You're a little less drunk than you were earlier, so you can properly understand what's going on. Though, you're unsure whether saying yes right now would be wise. But really, when have you ever been wise with Satoru Gojo?
"Okay," you breathe out gently, and he smirks.
His lips immediately latch onto your own. God, you taste just like that concoction Suguru came up with. It's uncanny. He laps you up like a man who almost died of thirst. "Satoru!" you giggle in between shameless kisses.
You wrap your arms around his head, hoping to keep him still. By the way he's moving, you're sure your lips are going to be chafed.
Teeth, clashed. Tongues, drawn. Salivas, exchanged.
And Satoru's still not done. He wants more, he needs moreâflavor.
He trails down your body, leaving hickeys all over plump porcelain skin. "Ya taste so good, angel," he heaves as you start to squirm beneath him.
"Shh," he hushes, "Stay still for me, yeah?" And all you could do is whine as he pins you down harder. You try to relax, but he's sucking on all your sensitive spots. It's too hard to act normal like this.
He intertwines his fingers with yours while he spreads your legs with his knees, rendering you completely unable to fight back. "Gentler..." you murmur, hoping he'll listen.
His dark eyes flicker back to the usual baby blue, softening his grip on you and leaving kisses instead of countless bites on your, now, bruised collar. "Sorry," he whispers back. "Jus'... need to go lower, please?" he begs, busting out the puppy eyes that always seem to work.
"Just be gentle, okay, 'Toru?" you warn, and he nods in response.
He sits up, drinking in how you look under him for just a moment before pushing himself back to stare at your clothed sex. Almost immediately, a pink tint brushes over your cheeks. "Stop staring, 'Toru. It's embarassing," you whine.
The large man laughs a little bit at your words. "Seriously? I'm about to eat your cunt, and me staring is what you're worried about?" he jokes. "If I were you, pretty, I'd be more worried about how I'm to keep my head on straight a few minutes from now."
"Satoru!" you aqueal at his crude words.
He rolls his eyes. "Yeah, yeah, whatever. You know it's true." Well, he may be right but hearing it from him just sounds weird! "Lift your ass for me a little bit," he instructs as he tugs your panties down your legs. He chuckles upon seeing sticky slick already coating your entrance, some even stuck on the fabric that once housed your core.
"Is all this f'me or were you watching porn on your phone before I came inâperhaps looking at my photos, huh?" he teases while you look to the side. "I wasn't," you try to defend yourself.
"Mhm, sure, princess. You can tell me though, I wouldn't mind such a cutie getting off to me," he winks with a boyish grin plastered on his stupidly sculpted face. He's no longer clinging on to the frustration he acquired from going downstairs. Now, he's just slightly insufferable and slightly yours.
He licks a long, slow stripe on your slit, making sure your juices coat his tongue thickly. It's gross how he keeps eye contact while he lets out exaggerated pornographic mewls. "Fuck, now that's a taste Suguru can't recreate."
Those words stop you mid whimper. "HâHuh...?" you stammer.
âEveryone was pissing me off downstairs,â Satoru starts while making out with your pussy lips, the vibrations send a tingle through every neuron in your body, and you canât help but yelp. He hushes you again, âBaby, Iâm talking to her right now.â
âYouâre being too noisy,â he adds.
You whine but oblige anyways. âRight, so, everyone was pissing me off so bad!â he rants in between sloppy slurps. âToji and Sukuna were being such shitheads. I wish I could beat them up, but I donât really want to deal with administrative nonsense right now.â
âWâWhat did they dooooo?â you manage to stutter out, almost shrieking.
He raises an eyebrow playfully, pausing for a second. âHuh, I didnât know pussies could talk, thatâs fun,â he teases. âWell, they were talking about stuff, but thatâs unimportant right now. Iâm jusâ so fuckinâ pissed, and itâs all your fault.â
âMâMy fault?â you whine out a question.
âYour fault,â he just repeats as he inserts a finger in your tired hole. Itâs painstakingly slow as it wriggles in, curling and poking against your gummy walls.
Your repressed moans are music to his ears. He sighs, âYou try so hard to be a good girl. Itâs adorable.â
Satoru then sucks on your clit as he lets another finger slide through your slippery folds. He breathes warm against your bud. âYâknow, this is also your fault. If youâd just gone to sleep, you wouldnât be writhing right now,â he lectures you.
âIâI couldnât sleep⊠but I wasnât watching anything! I promise, âToruuu!â you whine.
He hums against your sobbing slit, âThen maybe thisâll help then. Cum for me, angel face.â He curls his index and ring finger inside of you as he sucks exponentially well on the bundle of nerves above your puffy skin.
In turn, you reach for his hair, gripping the white tufts tightly while preparing to come undone. âSatoru!â you mewl then shut your thighs around his head with all the strength you have left in you.
He laps your fluids up. It could be urine for all he cares. Heâd gladly drink whatever comes out of you (what a weirdo, right?).
For about half a minute, you keep him there as you ride your high. Itâs when he laughs against your sex that you let go, pant, then spasm.
Like earlier, he hovers over youânot a hint of fatigue on his face. âSo pretty,â he whispers against your lips before he lets you taste yourself on his tongue. The kiss is gentle, even as he quenches his undying thirst with your saliva.
âSheâs nothing,â my ass.
When he pulls away, he keeps his forehead on yours. âLetâs get you cleaned up again, baby,â he mutters, and you just nod. Maybe this set up is alright⊠or perhapsâpost nut clarity just hasnât hit yet.
After wiping you down with another clean towel and letting you pee, he sets you back down on his bed, tucking you in so gently. âGood night, princess,â he whispers against your bruised lips followed by a barely there peck. âGood night, âToruâŠâ you respond, volume barely above a whisper.
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The next day, you donât wake up with a wicked hangover. Just a little throbbing pain in your noggin but thatâs about it. Satoruâs just lying right beside you, sound asleep.
He looks so peaceful like this, without the weight of everybodyâs gaze weighing down on everything he wants to be. You stare at him for a while, just enjoying the sweet serenity of being someone he trusts wholly for a fleeting moment.
Unfortunately, the moment doesnât last.
After a few minutes, you hear shuffling outside the door and the distinct sound of Yuki yelling, âWhere the hell is y/n, Zenin?!â
Toji raises his hands in mock surrender. âChill, Yuks!â he says with a laugh, âSheâs just with the Gojo kid, alright? Nothing out of the ordinary.â
Shoko, your âotherâ best friend (and in the same year as you), then follows from behind the blonde. Sheâs calmer than Yuki, but the two of them share the same mission: to get you out of here. âPack it up, Tojâ, she saw the video. Everyone did. This is gonna be another fucking fiasco, and weâd like to leave y/n out of it this time.â
âWhat video?â the large man questions.
Yuki facepalms out of pure frustration then grabs the green-eyed goblin by the collar. âJust fuckinâ show us where y/n is! I doubt you want to keep her here.â
âThe fuckâs that supposed to mean??â
Shoko points at Tojiâs chest as if he isnât her upperclassman. âIt means Jujutsu Phi and Alpha Kaisen are taking a break.â
âWhat?! Thatâs a long-standing alliance! You canât break it just because of some fucking video I havenât even seen yet!â He scramblesânot in panic but in something a little short of resentment thatâs bubbling within him. Maybe, in reality, the angerâs directed towards him, and heâs just spewing bullshit at anyone who dares to cross him.
âSheâs a junior officer, your fratâand most specially Gojo, bad-mouthed y/n. We have every right to cut ties right now,â the short brunette calmly explains.
Then, Yuki, the president adds with a lazy, annoyed grin, âYâknow, Tojâ. Not because Fushiguro left you because youâre a manchild means you have to pull everyone down with you. So just take us to Gojoâs room, so we can take y/n home.â
Toji scoffs.
All the while, inside Satoruâs room, he finally stirs awake. With a deep sleepy voice, he asks, âWhat the hell is happening?â He doesnât even look at you, just wraps an arm around your body and pulls you close.
âI donât know,â you whisper back, âbut I can hear arguing outside⊠I think I heard my name, âToru. I donât want another rumorâŠâ
He immediately sits up at your tone, the comforter fallings off the planes of his toned body. âRumor? What makes you think there is one?â
You fidget with your fingers, averting your gaze from Satoruâs hazy baby blues. His headâs absolutely pounding, but all he cares about right now are your worries. âI dunnoâlike last year itâs just like⊠a nagging feeling?â you try to explain, feeling a little paranoid as you speak.
He reaches out but then abruptly clutches his head with a hiss. âAre you okay?â you check upon him in concern, propping yourself on your knees to reach for his face.
A hint of red dusts his cheeks and ears at your actions, but youâre a little too worried to realize your position. Though, itâs kinda stupid. Heâs blushing like he didnât have his face on your pussy the night before. Sigh.
He chuckles softly, putting his large hands over your own, keeping it securely on his face. Silently, heâs hoping it covers the rosy tint that doesnât really suit a âcoolâ guy like him. âIâm okay, baby, just a littleââ
Just as heâs about to speak, the door flings open to reveal the voices behind the door. âWrap it up, Gojo! Youâve been caught,â Toji says playfully even when there was nothing funny about the situation.
Yuki sighs, pushing Toji away. He stumbles back a step, but he doesnât take it personally. âBabe, y/n, letâs go back to the sorority house,â the blonde says, ignoring the shirtless boy right next to you.
âBut⊠what? Whatâs happening?â you ask in confusion.
âI think itâs better if we talk it out back at home, yeah? A few of the pledges cooked breakfast. Youâre hungry, arenât you, baby?â Shoko hums, trying to get you to leave on your on volition.
You glance between Satoru and your friends. Why the hell is all of this happening so early in the morning?! An awkward silence settles in the room as everyone waits to hear your decision. Your heart beats out of your chest, feeling a little pressured, which all the more boosts the ridiculous premonition of a conflict.
âCâmon, Sho,â you break the silence with a hesitant chuckle, âItâs not like someone died, right? Just say what you wanna say.â
The brunette sucks her teeth in. She knows that playing the leaked video here will be messy. But honestly, there was no way this situation will just blow away gently. Thatâs just life⊠probably.
After a soft sigh she hands you her phone from her pocket. âPlay the video,â she instructs, and you do as youâre told.
The video plays, and at first, itâs just a video of two girls and a guy dancing, lip syncing, and having fun. Shuffling can be heard as well as a distinct mention of your name. Then, someone shouts in the background, "Get your head outta your asses and listen to me when I say I don't like her, okay? I donât think sheâs all that with her crooked teeth, painted faceâuneven eyes! Justâwhatever!" Satoruâs voice. Itâs unmistakable. "She's nothing. We're nothing," he scoffs while the camera pans to him and the others who were part of the scene.
You canât see their faces, but they go quiet for a second until phone picked up a short conversation after Satoru presumably left the area. âWas that about y/n?â a girl asked. âYeah, duuuudeee! I thought he was in love with her or something,â another person replied.
âOh, shit, Iâm stillââ and the video stops.
Everyone freezes, waiting for your reaction. First, you turn to who was supposedly your friend, âDid you really say thatâabout me?â you say calmly. Thereâs no need to burst out right now. You need to hear his side, right?
Wrong. Youâre just in denial. Nothing can justify pointing out specific features on a person and saying that you hate it. Itâs cruel. Itâs shitty.
He takes a deep breath before looking you in the eyes. The truth is he said it. You already know it too. But shit. How is he just supposed to tell you?
âPrincess, you know I didnât mean it,â he says so softly that it almost chips away at the walls you just built around your heart.
âDid you or did you not, Satoru?!â you yell, and everyoneâs taken aback. âShit,â Toji mutters underneath his breath.
He turns to Toji with an annoyed glare while Yuki and Shoko look at him with nothing but disappointment and disgust. âI diââ smack! The harsh sound echoes in his room. No one dares to react as you erupt, standing up despite lacking pants.
âYou fucking jerk!â you scream at the top of your lungs, not at all caring who hears. âThatâs what pissed you off last night?! And you had the fucking audacity to makeout with me and eat my pussy?!!â you shout shamelessly.
The blonde and brunette turn to each other as if to say, âDo we stop her?â but they donât. Not yet.
âWhat the hell is with you?! How the fuck are you so sweet behind closed doors, but you spew absolute bullshit when youâre out or when youâre drinking or when youâre with your friends? Is it about being fuckinâ cool?â you spit. âSorority girls not cool enough for your high and mighty standards?â
âNoâitâs not⊠itâs not you, babyâI swe-â he starts, but you cut him off, âThen what is it?!â
He gets up from his bed to hold your hands in his. The guys on the second floor start waking up and gathering inside the booming roomâso nosy.
âI didnât mean it, angel face⊠I promiseâŠâ he pleads with you, trying to leave a kiss on your cheek, but you swerve. You cross your arms over your chest, clearly done with the overgrown child standing in front of you.
With all his friends watching, he gets on his knees. âIâm sorry, baby. Câmon, forgive your sweet âToruâŠâ he begs. Even the frat brothers are shocked seeing Satoru so close to the ground.
It doesnât matter though. All you can see is red. âYouâre a bitch, Satoru Gojo,â you scoff, âA fucking bitch in heat. I hope you catch an STD!â
You shove everyone out of the way as you walk out with Yuki and Shoko following closely behind you. âBabe! Wait! Your pants!â Shoko hurries to give you her hoodie.
Satoru just sits there while the guys are also frozen.
Itâs Suguru that speaks first after a moment of brooding. âLetâs get some breakfast, yeah? Nanamin and Haibara cooked,â he smiles gently.
Toji is the first to leave the suddenly chilly room. Thereâs an air of neutrality to himâand to some extent, you felt it too, but anger also sits inside you, knowing his jests fuel Satoruâs obnoxious need to be seen as âcool.â
Then again, Satoruâs a grown man, capable of making his own decisions and fixing his mindset. On the other hand (for the nth time in your mind), you know what itâs like to want to fit in. In your youth, you tried desperately to join cliques and hang around groups, and it never seemed to work. Though, you couldnât imagine trying to keep up with those people through a fabricated persona like Satoruâs.
Moreover, you try to tell yourself that youâll never truly understand how it is to even be a sliver of who Satoru is. Heâs told you before about how heavy it feels to be the âbest,â everyone expects no less than perfect from him. Heâd tell you his deepest, darkest secrets with solemnity written on his face. Then, heâd kiss you and whisper how youâre the closest thing he has to a cure.
But maybeâhe was just exploiting your kindness, told you stories he knows will make you stay. What makes you so angry is how it worked, and it still is working because you donât know how to feel about the whole ordeal. A minute ago you were angry and ready to end his bloodline right then and there. Right now, however, you canât help but feel guilty.
Empathy is a twisted curse, and you are its avatar.
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Two weeks pass, and it seems like not much has changed. Only a few people have brought up the video, namely your family, some people from your sorority, and a few acquaintances. Though, youâve seen an unbearable amount of sad ship edits of you and Satoru on your feed the past couple of days.
The conversation with your parents went as expected. The usual, âI knew that Gojo kid was trouble!â your father huffed at the dinner table last Friday, when you came to visit. âHoney, we should let her choose who she wants even if it ends up spectacularly failing,â your mother said, sarcasm dripping in her tone.
You only sighed while eating the supposedly delicious food that tastes bland atop the tongue youâre lightly biting.
âPrincess,â your father started, âyour mother and I do have someone to introduce to you though. We just waited until that boy goes.â
Your mother smiled, âHeâs fairly handsome and strong, honey! Heâs taking a business course in your university.â You wanted to say, âSo does Satoru,â but you didnât. That wouldâve caused a whole ass scene, and you werenât in the mood for drama.
âWho is he?â you asked. A little curious but more skeptical.
âNaoya Zenâin,â your father answered, âHeâs Naobitoâs son. Donât you remember the person I mentioned about a month ago?â
âOh, himâŠâ you murmur.
âIt would make me very happy if you agreed to meet him, my princess,â your father spoke with a honeyed tone. You felt bad rejecting him, and you saw the way mother glanced at you as if to tell you that itâs important for you to agree and behave.
âOkay, daddy,â you replied as if you were back to being their little girl, and perhaps thatâs all you were to them. Maybe it just never gets better.
Now, youâre here with the dirty blond on an agonizingly awkward date probably a week after your father introduced him to you. This man hasnât stopped talking about himself for an hour at this point! Even when he asks about you, he finds a way to circle back the conversation to himself. What the actual fuck?
âWhat course are you taking at the university?â he asks, trying to seem kind as he slices a piece of his steak then using a fork to put the cut in his mouth.
âOh, Iâm taking [course], Iâm in my second year, actually,â you mention, thinking he spontaneously âgrewâ some manners.
âCool, cool,â he says as if dismissing your answer entirely, âIâm in my first year, taking a BusFi course, if you know what that is.â
âYeah, busiââ
âBusiness finance,â he interrupts because, of course.
âYeahâŠâ you awkwardly chime. Yâknow what? Youâre just glad he isnât mentioning Satoru. Maybe his father instructed him not to. You donât really care as long as he doesnât mention he who must not be named.
For the rest of the night, you decide to just eat and sit pretty. You drink a bit of wine then curse your body that tonightâs the night it chooses to be a lightweight âcause after your second glass, youâre already a little sleepy and giggly.
âNaoya, âm a little warmâŠâ you whisper, cutting him off while he was talking about something you can barely remember. You look up at him with a sultry gaze, but youâre clearly inebriated.
âHm? Warm, huh?â he restates with a mischievous smirk creeping up his lips.
In less than a minute, he flags down a waiter for the bill and pays.
Everything that happens after is a little hazy and way too quick. Youâre pulled into a hotel roomâitâs nice, warm, like the luxurious beds Satoru accustomed you to.
He sits on the ottoman and you follow in suit. âYou look so pretty,â he says, and you blush like you always do.
âThank you,â you whisper like you havenât heard the compliment a million times beforeâfrom a boy so crooked, you wish itâs him, whoâs here before you, but maybe this Zenâin brat will do. In your parentsâ eyes, heâs better than that âGojo kid.â
You stand in between his legs, and he coaxes you to kneel. âYou know what to do,â he muses, and you nod in response. Slowly, you undo his belt and pull the zipper of his pants. Youâre soon faced with his growing bulge, only covered by his dark boxers.
From the outline, you can already deduce that itâs not larger than Satoruâs, so it should be easier, right? Maybe. As you pulled his underwear down, letting his member spring free, you give his mushroom tip kitten licks.
One, two, three. Slow and on the slit.
He groans. Beads of pre exit, and you taste it on your tongueâsalty you remark to yourself. Two long veins protrude at his shaft as if to balance each other out.
âYouâreâhah! So good at thisâŠâ he breathes as your hands make its way around his dick. You pump slowlyâonce, twice, just to tease the bully.
Your mouth, already accustomed to Satoruâs cock, takes Naoyaâs with indifference. The curve isnât the same, but really, whatâs the difference? Itâs just a boner thatâll soon soften.
You go slow at first, bobbing your head then swirling your tongue on the top. Gluck. Gluck. Gluck. The noise is pornographic as it echoes against the walls. What would your father think if he saw you right now? His beloved daughter, the one who he set up, sucking off his business partnerâs son.
You giggle softly as he starts to make meeker sounds. âFuck, whereâd you learn this shit?â he rasps, trying to keep in a mewl. Ultimately, he fails, moaning into his hand whenever you pull back because you suck him off like itâs a straw. âShit, so fuckinâ dirty, ma.â
His hips buck into you, almost using you like a damn pussy. And when heâs close, he holds your head down. Satoru rarely did that with you, but you donât really mind. âDrink it all, okay? Donât fuckinâ waste it or Iâll make you lick that shit on the floor.â
You try to babble, âI wonât, I wonât!â but the words drown in your throat as he releases his seed into your mouth. Warm and stickyâyet a little too salty for your liking. Like instructed, you drink it all up without breaking a sweat.
Out of the blue, he strikes your cheek softly. Your eyes widen, but he doesnât care. âGood girl,â he grins, and somehow, you now feel like letting him into your life was a grave mistake.
The next day, you slip out of the barely made bed and collect your clothes. You're as quiet as a mouse while rummaging through the blurry floors. It's crazy how hungover you are.
On the bed, Naoya hardly stirs even when you accidentally bump your big toe on a corner. You have half the mind to just scream!
Fortunately, you were succesful enough with gathering your items.
You hurriedly enter the elevator, looking as disheveled as ever and not even wearing your heels yet. Upon reaching the ground floor, you put on your shoes and exit the facility to hail a cab.
"To the university please, greek row," you say while handing the driver a few hundred yen. He only nods and speeds through the streets like he lives only for himself.
Once you reach the campus gates, you show security your student ID, so they'll let the cab in. The guard nods upon seeing your face, already familiar with who you are. You smile, waving politely.
You're immediately greeted by Shokko when you arrive, so you thank the older man and hop out of the vehicle. "Babe!" she exclaims, throwing her arms around you. "Everyone's been calling you for hours."
"You said you were going on a date with Naoya, and we all got scared when we didn't see you home the next day! Like literally!" she says. All the while, inspecting your body for any signs that you were mistreatedâbecause duh! It's fucking Naoya Zenin. You can never be too sure around him.
"Did he hurt you?" the short-haired brunette continued to ask as the two of you enter the house. "DID YOU SLEEP WITH HIM?!" she questions as if that's the worst thing you could've ever done (which maybe... she's right about).
"W-Well yeah? Kind of..." you answer. "But like! It wasn't that good."
"Oh my god!" Yuki screams from the kitchen. "You slept with him?!"
You sigh. Well, the whole sorority now knows you slept with a notorious fuck boy. It can't get any worse than the scandals you had with Satoru though, so you don't really mind anymore. Still, this situation deserves a disappointed sigh more directed at yourself than anyone else.
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Things for the blue-eyed piece of shit wasnât any better. Satoru hates how Naoyaâs been around you recently. Itâs uncanny. You? Pretty, kind, and smart with that dirtbag excuse of a person? Un-fucking-believable. To be fair, he was a pretty shitty person around you, so he guesses Naoyaâs right up your alley.
His mindâs a fucking minefield of memories of you.
Satoruâs been reflectingâtrying to improve, but he did pick up some old habits he told you he left in the pastânamely smoking. It started a few days after Toji caught wind of the whole situation regarding you and his cousin. After hearing the news, Satoru just spiraled.
He grabbed a red pack for the first time in months, grumbling under his breath as he walked up the flights of stairs.
âHm, you havenât taken a hit in a while,â Suguru chuckled as Satoru approached him on the balcony.
ââGuess I like the smell again,â Satoru fibbed as he dragged a long puff.
âYou donât have to lie yâknow, itâs just us,â the raven-haired hunk said, âWe both know you quit âcause the smoke makes her cough.â
The sky-eyed boy still didnât let up, âSo? It couldâve just coincided.â
His friend laughed again, âYâknow, Satoru, youâre really fuckinâ smart, but you canât seem to understand that youâll lose her if you donât stop playing around.â
âWhy? âCause youâll go after her?â Satoru challenged.
âI might,â is all Suguru said before extinguishing the flame of his own cigarette on an ashtray nearby.
Satoru inhaled, deep. He let the smoke fill his lungs as if it kept him alive and sane. It was at that moment he decided that when the time comes, heâll swoop in and take you back. All he needs is a chance and for Suguru and Naoya to not notice it.
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Since that night, Naoyaâs been hovering around you on campus. You guess you like him. Heâs nice for the most part, but heâs utterlyâboring and to some extent, misogynistic. He comments on your clothes, makeup, and even the stuff you like. Satoru never did that! If anything, he was waaaayyyy too dirty about it.
It really is a "pick your poison" situation.
Ring! Finally, your final class for this hectic weekâs done. You can relax, lay down andâ âHey, babe, letâs go to that convenience store by the ramen shop downtown.â Suddenly, an arm is around you before you can even take three steps out the door. It weighs you down more so than your books already are. Naoyaâs been getting more touchy in public, but it always made you so uncomfortable. You avoided his advances like the plague. You sucked his dick ONCE, and now heâs acting like youâre married.
He doesnât make you feel safe like Satoru did. Yeah, heâs big, bad, and strong, but Satoru was justâeverything. If anything, Naoya Zenin made you feel like there's always a target on your back.
He doesnât even offer to carry your thingsânot even some textbooks or your ipad at the very least. âI dunno, Nao⊠Iâm pretty tired⊠and um. I told you, stop calling me babe. People are going to think youâre my boyfriend,â you all but whisper.
âSo? Itâs not like youâre still with Gojo,â he scoffs.
âHe wasnât my boyfriend.â
âSure.â
âI just donât want to go,â you say, pleading clear in your tone.
âWhy not? Itâs just a convenience store run. Then we can eat at the ramen shop before or after, yeah?â
You just sigh, knowing heâll just keep yapping, âOkay⊠let me just leave my books in my locker.â
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At the store, heâs a little more tame yet still annoying and persistent while looking through the selection of snacks and other things. At the very least, he's no longer trying to grope you anymore. âCome on, y/n⊠give me a kiss⊠I took you all the way here, didnât I?â He says while grabbing your waist. âLet go, Naoya.. plus, you were the one that wanted to go,â you whisper, not wanting to cause a scene. Youâre quite literally in line and barely anyoneâs making a peep. This is just embarrassing.
âBut, princessâŠâ Princess? Only Satoru and your father calls you that nickname⊠it feels weird to hear it from someone else.
Behind one of the aisles, unbeknownst to you, Satoruâs listening in. It just so happens that he got here first, looking through the selection of the new collaboration candies! But alas, fate had been cruel to him and slapped his biggest mistake right in his face.
âI really donât want to, Nao'âŠâ you try to reason, but he only pulls you closer to his side ('guess you spoke too soon).
You lightly push him off. âStop,â you mutter.
âNah, donât you wanna be held? Iâm sure you miss it,â he snickers, and your expression turns sour. You step out of line and scoff, âNaoya! I said let go!â
Instantly, his playful demeanor shifts to something possessiveâcontrolling. He holds your arm and drags you away to a blind spot in the corner. âReally? You want me to let go?â he mumbles in your ear like a threat.
âShe said let go, asshole,â a familiar voice comes from behind Naoya. The jerk turns, but immediately, he catches a fist on the side of his face, and you shriek.
âYou fuckingââ the disoriented guy immediately gathers himself to strike back, and you make out the other person to be Satoru.
You state his name in confusion and Naoya takes it as an opening as the taller man turns to you. Unfortunately for him, Satoru dodges and takes the fight outside, dragging the petulant boy by the collar.
You look over to the people who just witnesed the conflict arise and apologize for the two menâs delinquent behavior, leaving the items you were supposed to but at the counter. You then run outside the store before one of them commits murder.
Outside, theyâre hitting each other like theyâre in an octagon. Itâs brash, juvenileâoverall fucking stupid.
âIf the both of you donât fucking stop, Iâm calling the cops!â you yell.
Satoru pushes Naoya to the ground and stops hitting. Naoya looks at you, somehow still cocky as ever. âBullshit, you wouldnât,â he spits.
âScram, Naoya,â Satoru deadpans, but Naoya turns to you to see what youâd decide. You look away from the dirty blond, silently choosing your white knight, Satoru.
He stomps as he walks awayâwhat a fucking joke. How were these men able to make it past the sixth grade? Seriously? The immaturity is astounding.
Satoru doesnât move from his place and neither do you. Honestly, what is there to say? âHey, Iâm sorry for blurting out your deepest insecurities that youâve only told me and no one else!â Be so for real right now.
âLetâs go inside?â he breaks the silence, and you just nod. Is this what shell shock feels like?
You beside him as you both enter the establishment. His lip bleeding and a gash is present on his cheek. You know you have to patch him up. So for the first time in a while, you hold his hand, dragging him to the small medical supplies aisle. Silently, you grab Betadine, cotton, and bandaids then a lukewarm water bottle.
Like always, Satoru pays for what you got. Then, you make him sit on the curb outside the convenience store. You stand in between his legs as you start cleaning his wounds with the water. Then, dabbing on Betadine generously, except for the cut on his lip, just a bit on the skin. Lastly, you put the bandaid on gently, careful as to not place the sticky area on any wounded part.
After the process, he hugs your thighs to the side of his face without warning. âIâm sorry, y/n. Please forgive me,â he murmurs.
Youâre absolutely stunned, ââŠSatoru?â
Hot tears cascade down your legs. To him, there is nothing better in his godforsaken life than being close to you.
He sniffles, âForgive me. Please, y/n. Pleaseâsay you forgive me.â
âWhat is there to forgive?â
âIâve already told everyone that I didnât mean it. I told them that Iâm an asshole and that I canât spend another minute without you becauseâbecause I love you,â He confesses.
âNo you donât,â you respond too quickly. Cold, practiced, like you knew it was a prank (itâs not) before he even spoke. Then, you add, âYou canât love someone and say all that, and even if I do fucking love you, I donât know if I can ever stop thinking about what you said.â You avert your gaze.
âAngel, please, Iâm so sorry, Iâll do anythingâŠâ he throws onto the cool air, where no warmth can be palpable. âJust let me stay close,â he adds quietly.
Thereâs a brief moment of silenceâperhaps clarity. Maybe itâs acceptance or something less comforting, but your anger or whatever you felt towards this whole kerfuffle shifts.
You hold his head to make him look up. His expressionâabsolutely wrecked. You lean down to kiss his temple, and all he could do is nuzzle. Nuzzle into your warm skin that once accepted his asshole self, heâs hoping this is forgiveness.
âWe should stay as friends,â you whisper against his pale skin, still leaning down. His features are illuminated by the soft glow of moonlightâitâs poetic, really. How heâs prettier at night when itâs quiet and barely anyone can see. Maybe you just think itâs better this way because without everyone else, heâs just yours.
His heart shatters, but he doesnât overreact, âFriends, right. YeahâŠâ he tries to seem cool about it.
You donât know if youâre ready to fully accept the gravity of the situation, but you still somewhat accept his teary apology. âJust friends,â you mirror his words.
Youâve been bullied and made fun of, so it wasnât really new, but coming from Satoru, it all felt worse. He didnât just call you names. Satoru took your insecurities and announced them to the world. Someone who could just throw everything away and do thatâeven if intoxicated, just isnât the kind of man youâd want to spend your whole life with.
Uncomfortable silence settles outside the convenience store after the confrontation, and neither of you want to break it. But you know Satoru, heâs restless, so you outlast him. âTake me with you,â he begs, unable to look into your eyes.
âTo the soroâ?â
âYes,â he interjects.
âAnd what if Utahime crucifies you?â you scoff playfully, trying to fix the dampened mood with your dry tone.
âLet her. I deserve it, donât I?â he pouts, hugging your thighs tighter as you fully adjust yourself up. You push his face away, laughing at his desperation. Itâs mean, but you canât help but love the power you hold over the hunk everyone wants. He takes it all without complaint.
âIf you need to be mean, be mean to me, baby,â he smiles through tear-stricken cheeks that you caress away with your thumbs. Your smile fades, and heâs a little confused.
âWhatâs wrong?â he asks with a sniffle, but you donât have an answer. Seeing him sad doesnât make you feel good or betterâif anything, it makes you feel like shit.
âNothing, SatoruâŠâ you smile, and it barely reaches your eyes. He mimics your expression, and itâs weird yet comforting.
The breeze of the night is cold and piercing as the two of you make your way to the sorority house. Satoru tries to hover close to you, but you discretely try to move away. Though, youâre clearly trembling as the first few drops of the holiday spirit fell on top of both your heads. Heâs already carrying the bag you didnât leave in your lockerâand youâre grateful he took it.
Honestly, despite the whole ordeal earlier, a part of you still thinks heâs trying to get into your pantsâor under your skirt. Though, youâre really trying to let go of the ugly thought, trying to start a fresh rapport with the notorious playboy.
Your body continues to shake under the first winter breeze, and Satoru can no longer take it. He wraps an arm around your shoulder and pulls you to his side without a word. Yeah, the action is verbatim of Naoyaâs, but this time, you donât swerve. Even without saying it, youâre thankful for his warmthâalthough, maybe the redness of your face already says too much.
Satoru sees the hue and smiles slyly to himself. Heâs going to get you back. He has to.
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âFinally,â you pant softly as you finally reach your destination: the sorority house! Satoru laughs at your reactions as you walk with him side by side.
You start climbing up the porch when thereâs a sudden gnawing feeling thatâs rising up your chest. And a realization hits just before you turn the doorknob. Would your peers think of you as stupid or would they pity you for letting him back in? You pause.
To be honest, you donât really want to know.
Behind the door, you hear chattering, a blender whirring, and footsteps. The girls are awake, obviously. Why wouldnât they be? Itâs only 7PM. But fuck, you really donât want to see the disappointment on Yuki and Shokoâs faces when you walk in. Youâre sure theyâre there because you can hear them arguing about who gets control of the TV remote.
âCan we go through the back?â you ask him with a pleading look on your face as you look to meet his baby blues.
âTryna sneak me in?â he snickers, but you deadpan in return, âYeah, something like that.â
He isnât taken aback. He gets it. Plussss, he knows that guys arenât usually allowed to enter the âfeminine sanctuaryâ as your senior, Utahime, playfully cals it. âLetâs be stealthy then,â he smirks.
The two of you keep your heads low as you sneak around the garden to get to the back door. Thankfully, through the window, you see that no oneâs in the laundry area, so you just waltz in with Satoru.
Now, the problem is going upstairs.
You look around, trying to gauge where everyone is like some kind of psychic or otherworldly being able to sense seismic waves. âWhat the hell are you doing?â Satoru whispers, but you shush him abruptly.
In your head, youâre mapping out the best route to take. From the sounds, you can deduce that the TV is turned on to some movie starring Andy Samberg, which means Shoko and Yuki reached an agreement on who gets to choose tonightâs feature. Since the screen faces away from the stairs, the two women will not be able to see you. Then, you hear two doors shutting from above, signaling that some other occupants have retreated to their personal quartersâyou assume itâs Utahime and Mei. Since itâs Thursday, you assume the pledges are just about to come home from their last class. It really pays to be observant, huh?
âOkay, I have a plan. Just follow me, okay?â you turn to Satoru to say, and he nods, âOkay, pretty girl.â Fuck him and his charm. Youâre blushing, and itâs not even cute. Itâs the tint from someone who walked a few miles and an omega in heat. Shitty combo? You think so. He giggles like a schoolgirl at your flushed expression probably thinking something along the lines of, âGod, Iâm glad Iâm not a fuckinâ uggo.â And in your head, you jest.
You hold his wrist to lead him in, but he chooses to intertwine his fingers with yours. At this point, you donât argue, and just try to stick to your plan. Theoretically, it should work.
But unfortunately, youâre no omniscient omnipotent deity. Just as soon as you make your way out of the laundry area and into the connecting kitchen, youâre met with a hungry, now, shocked Shoko. âHeyâŠâ you awkwardly cut through the perpetual staring contest.
âHeyâŠâ Shoko awkwardly replies while eyeing Satoru up and down then turning her gaze to you. She then greets again, âHiâŠâ
Silence.
âYour⊠friend is back,â she says like itâs a betrayal to everything sheâs ever known.
âYeahâyes. Yes, he isâŠâ you straighten up and clear your throat. âWeâre just friends.â
âAnd youâre sneaking him in?â You nod in response. Your head whips to Satoru, but he just looks back at you. Useless. Well, clearly, the brunette is just justifiably skeptical. Last time you let him into your life again, he still decided to act like you were unimportant. What poppycock is this?!
Youâre ready for a barrage of warnings or a huge conflict, but it never comes. Instead, she shrugs and sighs, âBabe, itâs your pussy, âcanât really dictate what you do with it. Just scream bloody murder, and Iâll throw him out.â
Her words make you turn unbelievably⊠elated?
âTâThanks?â you reply in confusion, hurriedly dragging the large man upstairs to avoid any other awkward interaction with a sister.
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You shut the door to your room and lock it, double checking by turning the knob once. âNo oneâs going to just barge in to watch us, yâknow?â Satoru jokes, but you ignore him.
Heâs about to sit on your bed when you call his name like a thunderclap, âSatoru!â You glare at the snowy-locked manchild as he stands back up before your plush mattress. âWash up and change your clothes first. Donât use your outside clothes on my bed,â you huff.
âRight, right, the angelâs laws!â he chides as you rummage through a drawer of his stuff, handing him a change of, well, everythingâeven boxers! You might as well have been living together before all this happened.
âYâknow, itâs much more efficient to shower togetherâto lessen droughts ânâ all,â he starts. âSince when did you care about efficiency?â you raise an eyebrow at his crystal clear ploy.
âSince I fucked up, so now, Iâm very eager to show my princess how sorry her âToru is,â he pouts, feigning melancholy as he moves to stand behind you.
But once you make your hesitance known, the sultry tone he used with practiced ease falters. âI dunno, Satoru⊠I donât think we should have sex,â you admit, averting your gaze as if taboo topics exist between the two of you.
He laughs lightly, and youâre sure thereâs no hidden truth. âItâs okay, baby. I get it, just had to shoot my shot, yâknow?â he says with that boyish grin plastered on his perfect face.
Curse him.
Before he could reach your small private bathroom, you speak, âBut uhâwe can shower together⊠if youâre alright with just⊠coexisting?â Maybe you shouldâve just let the words die down in your throat.
Lord, please let the ground just swallow you whole.
Satoru doesnât deserve to still be treated so nicelyâeveryone knows and thinks the same, but a part of you still yearns for his presence. Heâs Satoru Gojoâyour Satoru Gojo.
âMhm, of course, angel,â He speaks, voice sounding tired but hopelessly lovestruck.
You just smiled sweetly. Was it still worth it to accept him into your heart? Youâve been warned before that this was the kind of person he is and always be. Now that itâs happened, would it be stupid for you to give him another chance?
Fuck, you know it isâŠ
Still, you let him take you away, trailing behind him as you both enter the bathroom. Itâs a little cramped since itâs only made for one, but you make do. He helps you undress like he always does, and you help him shed like you always do.
The air feels light even if neither of you dare to make a sound.
Water cascades on your skin and his. It falls to the ground rapidly, not an obstacle in its path. That is until Satoru decides to place his hand above your hip, which allows the water to swerve due to the curve of his palm and onto the fat of your ass.
You let his hand stay, not minding the contact. Heâs not pushing further, not being annoying, so who were you to complain, no? He uses the same soap as you do when you finish siding it over the planes of your skin. He wishes to himself that he has the option of not showering for a couple days after this just to let your scent linger on him. What a weirdo. He even snickers aloud, which just makes him look crazy because you canât hear his nasty thoughts.
âDonât laugh at me,â you say without looking back.
âIâm not laughing at you, baby, Iâm sorry,â he replies.
âPromise?â you ask, and he spins you around. A childish smirk tugs on the corner of his lips, âPromise,â he repeats, intertwining his pinky with yours.
In a flash, his gaze falls on your chest then back up at your face. Your perky tits are staring right at him! It would be rude to ignore his girls.
âPerv,â you mutter playfully, pulling away from his finger and turning back around. âIâll just stare lower then,â he jokes.
Then, you playfully throw your soap at him. âIf youâre gonna stare, at least be helpful,â you spit, telling him to help you wash. And he does soâwith gusto even!
The steamy air in the bathroom feels light, and you let your worries fade. âThis is nice,â he whispers against the shell of your ear.
You smile, genuine as you turn your head to the side to glance toward the bare boy. âIt is,â you utter.
After you rinse and wring yourself dry, Satoru canât help but hold you close with your back to his chest, spooning youâstill naked yet no longer wet, afraid to lose what he loves once again. âI really am sorry, babyâŠâ
âI knowâŠâ you reply, âI know, Satoru.â
Satoru hides himself on the crook of your neck as if embarrassed. And truly, he is. Heâs ashamed that it took him so long to realize that heâs got it good, being by your side.
He keeps apologizing while hot tears run down his face and onto your skin like theyâre racing to be on the mounds of your chest. âIâm sorry,â he says. You only reply in a quieter tone, âI know, SatoruâŠâ
The intimacy of being held skin-to-skin⊠god, itâs unmatched. But a part of you wishes you felt for another manâsomeone who wonât break your heart even if otherâs see him as less of a superior being because of it. Alas, your body betrays you. Without warning, you limp against him, and he catches you.
Wordlessly, he lays you on your bed, climbing on top of your form while kissing your warmth. And his lipsâthey leave goosebumps in their wake.
â
Fast forward to the night before Christmas break, the whole conflict basically started around a month or two ago, and about a week since you and Satoru âmade up.â Tojiâs apologized for the shit he said, and he even made up with Fushiguro, who trying things out with again. Youâre happy for them, really! But youâre just a little bitter that they got the happy ending while youâre stuck next to Satoru, semi-sulking because he got back into smoking.
Jujutsu Phi and Alpha Kaisen are currently throwing a joint Winter Wonderland Christmas Party. The housesâadjacent to each other are decorated with holiday streamers, cut out snowflakes, and a ton of edible glitter. Blue sparkles and silver sequins shimmered on the doorway and the roof as real snowflakes fell atop.
On the couch in the living room is where youâre sat next to him. âSeriously, âToru?â you whine and pout upon seeing him take a cigarette from someone that offered.
âCâmon, baby, just tonight, okay?â he rasps, âJust got back into it when we werenât talking.â He takes out a lighter, the one you thought he threw away months ago, and burns the end of the stick.
You huff at his answer, excusing yourself from the area. âWhatever, Iâm gonna go get drinks,â you tell him while he just shoots you a wink. âOkay, angel face, get me something fruity, mâkay?â
In return, you rolls your eyes, not bothering with a verbal response. âWhatâs wrong between you guys?â Choso asks from across the den.
Satoru only shrugs, âNothing, sheâs probably just in a bad mood.â He doesnât take it seriouslyâdoesnât read into it too much, but the chocolate-haired hunk in front of him senses another brewing scandal afoot.
Still, Choso just watches as you make your way to the kitchen like youâd break if he says something out of placeâif he makes it known that he can perceive your emotions through your face. Additionally, Itâs clear that the people who were seated by you, could sense your growing frustration and Satoruâs dismissive (rather, his normal) attitude. Those who admired him feigned kindness, and everyone in between acted indifferent.
Typical.
â
A few moments later, Suguru, enters the kitchen, walking over to you by the counter, where youâve been pretending to pour yourself a drink for almost ten minutes.
âSatoruâs wondering where you are, yâknow..â Suguru speaks as he stands next to you, actually pouring alcohol into his cup with another bottle
âI know,â you deadpan despite not wanting to sound too harsh.
Suguru chuckles at your tone, âAre you high or something?â
âNo, I donât do those stuff,â you reply a little more calmly.
âOh? Hm.. âguess you really are a good girl then,â the raven-haired hunk says as he takes a massive swig of his drink.
You pout at his words, finally putting alcohol in your cup only to take a small sip.
He laughs, âFrom the amount you put, I thought youâd down it all. And âcause Satoruâs being an ass.â
âWhat?â
He shrugs, âI mean, I thought youâd drown your sorrows in alcohol or something. No one would blame ya, yâknow?â
âWell, Satoruâs not really being him right now, so I donât really feel safe drinking my mind away,â you scoff.
âWhy does it have to be Satoru?â
âWhat?â you repeat.
âWhy lean on Satoru when you can lean on me?â he says with brazen confidence.
You snort, âArenât you supposed to be his actual best friend?â
That comment shouldâve bothered him, but it doesnât. âArenât you supposed to be his, quote, girlfriend?â he doubles down.
âTouche,â you mutter, âIs that all you came here for? Flirt with me but because itâs met with rejection, you kick me while Iâm down?â
He laughs, leaning back on the counter with his hands in his pockets. âNah, just came here for a drink, you being here was just a bonus, angel,â he says while amethyst eyes peer at you through foxy slits.
Well, it canât hurt to just strike up a conversation, right? Right! If he can indulge in a bad habit, then you can make this small, somewhat bad, decision. âHow long have you been friends with Satoru?â You ask.
âLong enough,â he replies lazily while stepping right next to you to mix himself a different drink.
âCome on, that isnât much of an answerâŠâ You whine to which he chuckles.
âOkay, yeah, sorry, sweetheart.â Why was his voice so calming? So grounding.. âWe met when we were in high school with Shoko, Nanami, and Yu. âGuess you can say we all really grew up together,â he says.
âWoah! Thatâs cool!â you say with a smile. âHas he uh⊠always been like that?â
âLike an asshole? yeah, but it wasnât always that bad,â he scoffs with a chuckle that heâs trying to stifle. âHe really tried to keep it in for you though.â
âDoesnât feel like itâŠâ you respond, your happy expression slightly faltering.
âI know, and Iâm sorry.â
âDonât be, itâs not your fault,â you let out with a soft smile. âHow was he in high school⊠aside from the whole asshole thing.â
Suguru finishes mixing his concoction and brings it to his nose before answering your query, âStill the same, really. Heâs fun, light, someone youâre glad to be around. But heâs always had a bad habit of putting the world on his shoulders then pushing permanence away by filling his world with temporary strangers.â
âThen why am I at armâs reach?â you question as if Suguru was omniscient.
He takes a deep breath, and you feel the subtle shift. âHe needs permanence to feel human, but when itâs too much, heâll make himself temporary. Itâs a cycle, and honestly, Shoko and I donât understand why or how you still stay.â
âStupidity and a whole lot of romantic loneliness, I guess,â you laugh bitterly. When his eyebrows furrow, you immediately try and change the topic, âWhat did you mix?â
âOh, um,â he was just about to acknowledge what you said, but then you sprung a tangent. Maybe you didnât want to talk about Satoru anymore, which is fine, he guesses. âJust some fruity syrups and straight vodka. Itâs a little strong, but my flight home isnât until the morning after tomorrow.â
âCan I try?â
For a moment, heâs taken aback in a non-negative way. Just shocked since youâre not all that close. Still, he hands you his solo cup, âSure, take a sip first. Donât want ya throwing up, pretty girl,â he winks.
â
Back with Satoru, the people around him are now playing spin the bottle, and he refused to play even when two girls started pleading!
He just notices that Suguru isnât in his seat anymore and that you havenât gone back in so long. Despite the pretty women on either side of him right now, he rises and extinguishes his second cigarette on the ashtray above the mahogany coffee table.
âGojo-senpai!â the two whine, but he doesnât even give them the time of day.
He stomps towards the kitchen, where youâre now sitting on the counter next to Suguru, once again, drunk out of your mind (you really need to go sober at this point), leaning on him while heâs telling you a long story from his childhood.
âBaby, I didnât know you were talking to Suguru,â Satoru says as he climbs on the marble, sitting on your other side.
You glance to the side, a hazy view of snowy locks blocked your vision of the raging sea of dancing bodies. âSatoru?â you croak. âYes, angel face, Satoru,â he chimes, giving the apple of your cheek a sweet kiss. You giggle and lean on Satoruâs body instead, squished between the two men.
Suguruâs amethyst gaze fall on Satoruâs baby bluesâstare full of annoyance. âWhatâs wrong, Suguru?â the taller man smirks.
âJust surprised youâre here so soon,â he chuckles, relaxing his body against the cool counter.
âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â Satoru says, wrapping an arm around you, securing your place by his side.
âIt means,â Suguru sighs, âYouâre only here when someoneâs about to sweep her off her feet because youâre afraid that sheâll start to realize how shitty of a man you really are.â
Satoru stays silent.
Suguru breathes out then holds a hand out to caress the side of your face gentlyâtoo tender for it not to mean a thing. You look him in the eyes, the usually intimidating glint is now lavender for you. He leans in, leaving a barely there peck on your alcohol-stained lips.
âRun to me when you leave him,â he whispers before pushing himself off and walking out.
Youâre dumbfounded by what just happened. You sit up and turn to Satoru as if asking for help with your hazy mind.
âPrincess, youâre blushing,â he coos, âDâya like Suguru more than me now?â
âNâNo⊠heâs just niceâŠâ you murmur in response.
âSo you like nice?â
âAre you saying youâre not nice, âToru?â
He pauses. âWhat if I am saying that?â he challenges.
Your eyebrows furrow as you search for a hint of mischief in his eyes, something thatâll tell you that heâs just your silly Satoru, but there is none. And quickly, self-preservation takes over. âPlease donât be mean to meâŠâ you plead.
âI dunno⊠you seemed so close to Suguru earlier.â
âWe were just talking,â you reply.
He grabs your face a little aggressively, âOh? Then whyâd he kiss you before leaving? Were you provoking him?â How he missed tormenting his princess. The way your nose curls in disgust is just toe-curlingly adorable. He knows his best friend has a HUGE crush on you, but heâll still lead you to believe that itâs your fault.
âNoââ
âThen why were you leaning on him before I walked in?â he questions in an accusatory manner.
âHe was just telling me a story from his childhoodâŠâ
âI can tell you stories too,â he immediately retorts.
âYou were too busy smoking,â you huff.
Then, he slumps a little, and his demeanor shifts to something terrifyingly playful. âIâm never too busy for you, angel face. And I said itâs a one-time thing, didnât I? If you needed company, all you had to do was ask,â he smiles as he grounds his feet to stand in between your legs, effectively trapping you against the, now, freezing marble.
âAw? Are you shy?â he mocks while poking your cheek. âI suppose Iâm into meek little girls as well,â he shrugs.
You try to push him off, but he doesnât budge. âThat sounds so wrong, Satoru,â you whine, looking away.
âWhat does, baby?â he asks, feigning innocence. âHonesty isnât wrong, no? Youâre meek, little, and a girlâand me? Iâm into that bullshit,â he says gruffly as he grabs you by the chin, almost squeezing your cheeks into your mouth.
âCan you do the same for me?â
âSame what?â you try to say, though, a little slurred, but itâs not due to how intoxicated you must be from Suguruâs tropical mix.
âDescribe me like I did with you,â he grinsâboyish yet almost villain-like.
âWhat games are you playing, Satoru?â you peer, kicking him away with a force not enough to leave a bruise. His smirk only grows; itâs fucking uncanny yet undeniably arousing. He knows the buttons to push, and you hate yourself for it.
âWhy, pretty? You wanna play aggressive now?â
âWhat? Noâwhat? Let go!â you yell and thrash against the brute as he lifts you up into his arms. âSatoru, what the hell?!â You immediately sober up at his actions, continuing to be difficult as he expertly maneuvers the way through the sea of people.
Of course, he brings you to his room, slamming the door with his foot then dropping you on the bed as if it wouldnât grant you the chance to escape.
You immediately roll over and land on your feet. You speed to the door, but itâs no use. Heâs faster, and he moves as if heâs already planned out everything that heâll do down to how youâll react.
He wraps his arms around you, lifting your body above the ground. âSatoru! Youâre scaring me!â you finally sob instead of fight.
Like a switch flipped, his demeanor shifts in ab instant. From eerily intimidating to the puppy dog boyfriend from the time he was pleading for your attention. âScare you? No, no, no, baby⊠I just want you to stayâŠâ he mewls, setting you down, yet not letting go.
You shake your head, trying to push him away as he desperately tightens his grip while keeping your head under his chin. âYouâll just be rough again! I donât want to do that, âToru!â you shriek.
If there werenât a party going on downstairs, the whole Greek row wouldâve heard your screams.
âShitâno! I promise, I wonât beâŠâ he murmurs softly in your ear as he feels your body start to tremble out of fatigue. He runs his palm over your back gently, trying to soothe you.
âYouâre lyingâŠâ your voice turns shaky as you no longer prevent the tears from falling.
âPretty girlâŠâ he coos before carrying you back onto the bed, setting you down gently and wiping the tears on your face with his thumbsânow, hovering over you. âFuck, Iâm so sorryâI donât know what came over me⊠donât cry, pleaseâŠâ
âYouâre making it worse,â he adds.
âWorse?â you question through sniffles, gripping onto his sheets because of anxiety.
âI want you so bad, princess⊠canât you see? So fuckinâ badâŠâ he rasps while guiding your smaller hand to his annoyingly massive bulge, âAnd a part of me feels so bad when you cry, but I really just want to bottom out in your mouth.â
For a moment, youâre silent, afraid of doingâanything as he allows you to palm him.
âIâm trying to be good for you, baby. I really am, but can you be good for me tonight? Please, sweet girl?â he groans while cradling your head in his other palm then resting his forehead on your own.
Itâs nauseating, how intimate it is. From pain to confusion to lust to something not even latin could quite describe⊠itâs all so tiring, and itâs just too easy to fall into his arms.
Your heart aches at the thought of rejecting him. It always does. Itâs like youâd rather be hurt near him than be happy far from. His air of familiarity is comfort, and to him, your air of sweetness is lust wrapped in joy. âOâOkay, âToru,â you reply.
In your ear, he whispers, âThank you, angel,â while peppering pecks on your face. âThank you. Thank you, baby girl⊠youâre so sweet to your âToruâŠâ
He starts with the usual, making out with your lips and skin until youâre bruising all over. Well, honestly, itâs only a few spots, but still! Visible hickeys suck!
As expected, Satoruâs a little less patient tonight. He undresses you and himself simultaneously, as if heâs wishing to spontaneously grow two more arms just for the efficiency of it all during sex.
Then, he rips your underwear offâbra and panties, which has you almost writhing in shock. âSatoru!â you huff while holding onto his beefy biceps. âYou said youâd be gentle!â
âI am though, sweets?â he says in confusion, âIs this not gentle enough?â
âRipping off my panties is not gentleâŠâ you whine.
He pouts, âIâll buy you a new set, I promiseâŠâ
âThree sets,â you childishly reply, trying to calm your jittery heart.
He chuckles, âOkay, angel face, three new sets.â
Prepping your pussy isnât all that hard, especially since youâre embarrassingly dripping right now. Heâs sure that his dick could slide right in, but he, at least, wants to do a few things right.
He inserts a few fingers first, curling and scissoring against your sweet g-spot. âSo pretty, he compliments, and youâre back arches every time. Heâs hits each sensitive area like thereâs a clearly marked target in his mind. Utterly unbelievable.
You grip his sheets so tightly that your fists start to turn white. âSatoru!â you mewl, drooling in your mouth and your lower lips. His mouth is occupied on one of your tits while his other hand rolls a nipple against the lengthy appendages.
âShitâ!â you shriek as you cum, and he immediately dives down to taste your sweet juice on his tongueâstill better than any concoction Suguru can make up.
He pulls the three fingers out, and you make a porno hum. Itâs cute. He loves it when you try not to make âgrossâ sounds. âOpen your mouth, baby,â he instructs.
You follow, letting your tongue out like you know he wants. âGood girl,â he whispers with a chuckle, placing his fingers on your pretty pink appendage, âSuck,â he commands.
âTastes good, no?â You nod your head in response.
He chuckles, low, âYou think youâre ready now, baby? Ya look like youâre clenching on nothing.â He laughs while removing his fingers from your mouth. You dribble a little and he leans down to lick it. He canât get enough of whatever he can taste from you. Youâre sure that if youâd let him, heâd eat your ass.
âSatoru! You canât just do thatâŠâ you scold.
âWhy not? Iâm sure if you were in my shoes, youâd want to do it too,â he jokes.
âJustâfuck me alreadyâŠâ you murmur the last few words, barely audible, but he catches it.
âWhat? I canât hear you if youâre too quiet, pretty,â he pretends.
âSatoru! You know you heard me,â you pout.
âNah, I donât think so princess,â he shrugs.
You turn away, blushing furiously, knowing he wonât let you have what you want until you give in. âPlease⊠just fuck meâŠâ you whisper a little bit louder.
He snickers, âSee? That wasnât so hard, was it?â
You shake your head. Then, you finally notice his cock, dripping in pre and standing proud. Your eyes widenâthe same reaction you have every time. For the nth time tonight, he laughs, âStill scared, seriously, baby?â
âWell⊠if you were in my shoes,â you mimic his words from earlier, âYouâd be scared too, âToru.â
âPoint taken,â he says, but you know heâs brushing off your statement. âCounter point, you always love it. Donât ya? My little cockslut,â he smiles while reaching for a condom on the shelf above his headboard.
You help him put the rubber on, feeling filthy as your skin touches his. âYou make it sound so dirty,â you complain as you feel his tip on the edge of your folds. Heâs only coating the shaft in your slick, but every time it hits your clit, you whimper.
âBut it is dirty, isnât it?â he hums in your ear as his dick starts to protrude through your gummy walls. Itâs slow at first. He doesnât want to hurt you, of course.
He may be an ass, but he isnât a monster (kinda).
When heâs halfway in, he pauses.
âIs that itâŠ?â you nervously ask.
âOnly half,â he tells you gently while scratching your head to help you relax.
âSo fullâŠâ you murmur. âIt canât just be half, âToru⊠youâre lyingâŠâ you accuse the large man.
He chortles, âIâm not! I swear! Maybe itâs because we havenât done it in a while, princess.â He continues to pet your hair. âCâmon, relax fâme. Itâll start to hurt if you tense up.â
You take deep breaths at calculated intervals, evening it out. He gives your neck a few kisses as if to praise your actions.
After a few minutes of holding himself back, Satoru finally bottoms out. Itâs like you can feel him in your cervix. âItâs like a little baby, no?â he giggles.
He moves a little, just about an inch out then in. âMnh⊠it feelsânice, âToruâŠâ you coo as wet squelches echo in his room.
âYeah? Does it, pretty?â You wrap your arms around his neck and nod, âMhm⊠itâs⊠hah! It makes me wanna pee!â you softly squeal.
âYou know you can say squirt, right? I wonât make fun of ya,â he mocks a little.
You hum in annoyance, which signals him to pick up the pace. Canât be annoyed when youâre fucked dumb, yeah?
Plap! Plap! Plap!
The sounds are so wet and loud that itâs drowning out all the pornographic moans youâre making. At this point, Satoruâs even whining praises in your ear. âYouâre so cute, mwah!â He presses a soft kiss to your cheekbone. âCâmon, donât hide your noisesâŠâ he gradually quickens his pace.
âFuck, donât squeeze my cock like that, pretty. I donât wanna cum so early,â he licks your ear and you clench again.
His hips stutter for a moment. âSo close already, baby. âToruâs so close, yeahhh, fuck! Keep clenching⊠jusâ like thaâhah..t!â he groans and you wrap your legs around him, pulling him impossibly close to your heat.
He keeps rutting into you, leaving little hickeys on your collar and chest since the ones from that night are now gone. âSo pretty, donât cover âem up, okay? We gotta show that Zenin loser and Suguru that youâre mine.â
You whimper, âYouâre mine too, right, âToru?â
He huffs and fucks harder into you. One of his hands journeys low to claim your bud. He rubs circles on it, using your slick to lubricate his movements.
Tears prick the corners of your eyes as his motions become rougher. âRight, âToru?â you manage to babble, but he just lets out a gruff sigh. Seriously, whatâs wrong with this man? âShut up,â he rasps.
You sniffle as you feel a pooling sensation in your core. Itâs weird. Your heart feels heavy and yet your orgasm still finds a way to take over.
Again, Satoruâs hips stutter. Three heavy strokes and he cums into the rubber. How he wishes he can coat your baby room in white. He rasps your name as he lets his body lay limp on yours.
âSatoru!â you mewl, drooling onto his pillow. Your legs shake lightly as your pussy continues to slobber.
A white ring forms on the base of his cock as you cream, and he doesnât stop thrusting. Though, itâs soft and slow, just to let the both of you ride your respective highs. âYouâre so heavy,â you whine, and he lifts himself up a little.
As post-nut clarity sets in, you sob not because of pleasure but because of confusion. Youâre utterly unsure whether he wants you or notâand whether heâs ready accept his feelings or let you go. Okay, maybe he is a monster.
While he keeps himself up with his elbow, he wipes your tears away with the back of his knuckles, knowing full well that heâs the cause. âYou keep asking questions you donât want the answer to, princess,â he starts, placing his lips on the corner of your own.
âI said I want you back, didnât I?â
âYou did butâŠâ you whine, tearing up a little more.
He pouts mockingly, âOh, baby, youâre dampening the mood and my sheets.â His mouth starts trailing down your body to leave soft kisses everywhere.
And after his exploration, he sits up. âOn the floor, now, pretty,â he commands as he leans back on his hands, spreading his legs wide on the edge of his bed. You see his dick, still standing, still ready for more.
You do as youâre told, bringing your shaking body down to his carpet and kneeling in front of his hard member. He looks down at you with a cocky expression pasted above the vulnerability he wants to expose.
Your arms reach for his shaft, and at your light touch, it twitches. His hand shoots behind your head, you flinch, but his touch is gentle. âHm, youâre so sweet,â he purrs as he runs his fingers through your hair, still relaxed, still open, still leaning as if heâs content, knowing you wonât run or bite.
He smiles as you take him inside your warm mouth. God, youâre so stupid, and he loves it. He loves how sweet you are, how youâre so eager to make him feel good. He loves that youâre so book smart and that you help him with his homework when he pretends to be a stupid fuck. He loves when you look at him or when you cry because of something he does. He loves when you compliment him and hide shyly behind your manicured hands. He loves how kind you are even towards people who donât deserve it. He loves when you make him wait for you outside your lectures with a snack and drink in hand. He loves the way you smile when you catch him with a trinket or large gift. He loves when youâre red and embarrassed after he whispers a dirty joke. He loves how you allow him to think deeper about the world and he helps you let go for a bit. He loves how you make him feel human when everyone else treats him like a curse or god.
You pull back, confusion written all over your face as he looks like heâs spacing out. âAre you okay, âToru?â you ask, putting your hands on his thighs to lift yourself up and look him in the eyes.
Your irises meet his baby blues, and he swears he cums without contact.
Then, like the stupid man he is. He finally allows himself to realize that fuck, he loves you.
đïž: lwk, Satoruâs reminding me of Clavicular (sorry for the late post)
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Summary: You are an unfortunate scientist who has fallen into the cracks between reality, a place more commonly known as âthe backroomsâ. Navigating such a bizarre world would be harrowing enough all on its own, but things only become more challenging when you realize youâre far from alone.
X (Chi): a symbol that denotes the point where the pieces of the worldâs soul meet
cw: minors do not interact, blood and violence, dacryphilia, dubious consent, yandere, monsterfucking, dehumanization, psychological horror
entity!gojo x reader
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eventually i'll fix all the posts to make them pretty too :3
Part 1: Schwarzschild Drainhole
Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4
Part 2: Eureka
Chapter 5 Chapter 6 Chapter 7
Part 3: Carry the Zero
Chapter 8 Chapter 9 Chapter 10 Chapter 11 Chapter 12
Part 4: The Scientists
Chapter 13
B O U N D Masterlist
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Summary:
In the Jujutsu Empire, it is considered taboo among the upper class to indulge in something so animal as seeking out one's soulmate.
You, the third daughter of a grand duke and the bearer of a secret soulmark, have your life suddenly uprooted in order to become the bride of the crown prince, Satoru Gojo, a notorious bachelor who couldn't care less about getting married after it was long ago guaranteed his soulmate would never be an option.
general cw for this fic: angst (happy ending), hurt/comfort, arranged marriage, child abuse, yandere, dacryphilia, breeding kink, lactation kink, not abo but i am stealing some themes, possessive behavior, voyeurism, praise kink (but he's kinda mean about it), bondage, dubious consent
minors do not interact
ËïœĄâËâ€ïžâ ââč ĘàŒșâŠàŒ» Ęâčââ€ïžâ ËâïœĄË
Chapter 1: True Love Chapter 2: Flowers Chapter 3: Desire Lines Chapter 4: Always on My Mind Chapter 5: If You Want Me Chapter 6: Destiny
Vows of Attachment
Yandere Gojo x Reader
Thinking about Yandere Gojo that the clan is worried about not being able to control. To make him settle down they arrange for him to be married. Choosing a cold, mellow women that they believe will blend into the background and not cause any trouble for them but root him to the clan.
What they didn't account for was how attached Gojo would get to you. To finally have someone in that house to call his own. How much it would distance him from them when he had someone to be his family, wanting to take you away all for himself. Somewhere you both would see only one another and no one would see you or speak to you. No one to keep him from you.
Wordcount: 6k+
Notes: Not canon compliant and contains both yandere and violent behaviour.
The clan had chosen you on purpose despite the fact that you were no match for your so called husband. Not in looks, not in family, not in wealth and certainly not in power.
Your husband was a man renown far and wide for his power. Tall and broad with a face that would have women falling at his feet. Your aunt had informed you that they had gotten much more prestigious matches for him but had come to your uncle seeking your hand.
You didn't know why they had chosen you until you had overheard one of the women of the clan explaining to her maid that they had chosen a cold, passionless little thing like you to ensure no one could use their daughter's influence over Gojo to lure him away from their clan. You would provide just enough roots to ensure Gojo wouldn't leave, he wasn't one to abandon his own but they couldn't have him falling in love. A man in love was a dangerous thing.
The man himself frightened you at first, so large and imposing with otherworldly eyes. Your grandmother had always warned you about men who had everything, said they were never satisfied.
Your aunt and uncle though they had treated you fairly well after your parents' passing - had in the end done you wrong. You wish you had been allowed to marry a man who was more on par with you, not someone so above you that you couldn't even possibly be upset if he went out and slept with other women every night.
Despite his giant rough hands, his fingers touched you gently. Consummating your union in a way that caused you as little pain as possible despite his abnormally large size though you had nothing to compare it to. His gentle reassurances when your hands shook and tender touches weren't what bothered you. You had been made aware that a couple had to consummate on the night of the wedding but it was those eyes that unnerved you. Taking in every little twitch of movement, every expression that flitted across your face and any sound he managed to elicit from you despite you trying to hold them in.
To your surprise he returned to your chamber every night though you were well aware that couples of his clan's standing generally had separate beds. You had heard that men of his caliber had high libidos though they didn't necessarily always go to their wives to satiate their needs. The friends of your aunts complaining about how selfish men could be in bed when they thought you were out of earshot but it seemed your husband was neither selfish nor a debaucher.
He seemed to put your pleasure above his own. Somehow knowing exactly where to touch you and how even better than you yourself did. Taking you to heights you didn't know were possible but it wasn't all physical. He would show up periodically during the day just to sit across from you and watch as you read. Only on occasion interrupting to ask what you were reading about. Accompanying you on strolls around the garden until he was called away.
You werenât bad looking, but no one would call you a beauty. It made no sense to you why he couldnât seem to take his eyes off of you. Intelligent enough but not really a wit. How he hung off of every word you said was beyond you. Sighing as though truly annoyed when called away from your side. Pressing a kiss to your forehead or stroking his large finger down your cheek reverently as though wanting just one more touch before being away from you.
It all seemed too good to be true. A husband entirely devoted to you. A household so wealthy you didnât have to lift a finger. The wealth you had been expecting when the alliance was arranged but Gojoâs behaviour still perplexed you. You had heard of men who fell wildly in love. Their affections fiercely passionate but short-lived, attention flitting from woman to woman once they had their fill. Leaving a trail of broken hearts in their wake. Your husband must have been that sort too.
The days passed and you waited for the tides to turn. For him to grow distant, for you to become another forgotten relic in the house but if anything his attentions grew more marked. Heâd sneak into the library where you spent most of your time, taking you by the hand and pulling you along to another part of the house or gardens where his men wouldn't think to look for him.
Today he had chosen a parlour in a wing of the house that anyone seldom went to. Laying with his head in your lap, the long expanse of him stretched across the floor. Seemingly content to just gaze up at you as you read your book. Your back leant against the wall.
In the first days of your marriage it had been very difficult to concentrate with him staring at you the way he did, those vibrant blue eyes impossible to ignore. Now you grew more used to it and were able to continue reading while he watched you. Your hand was enveloped in one of his large ones and you glanced down to him from your book as he brought it to his fluffy white mop of hair.
You bit the inside of your mouth to hide your smile at the surprisingly childish action and began carding your fingers through his soft hair as you returned to your reading. But not before catching the way the tops of his pale cheeks turned pink, full lips turning up hopelessly into a smile far too besotted to be aimed at someone like you by someone like him.
"Will you read to me?" Your husband asked and you glanced down to him, surprised by the request since he had never asked you to do so before. You had also never seen him pick up one of the books himself though the mistress of the house had told you Gojo had read all of the books in the library while giving you a tour.
"I miss your voice." He mumbled grabbing your hand from his hair and pressing a kiss to your palm.
"Of course Gojo san." You responded obligingly.
"Satoru." He said before you could begin to read aloud, making you pause.
"Please call me Satoru my darling. There is no one in this world closer to me than you, if my own beloved wife addresses me as formally as the rest do then I'll feel very lonely." Your husband said and though you had promised yourself to keep your heart guarded, not wanting to be heartbroken when he inevitably lost interest in you - his words still touched your heart. Making it clench in sympathy for the man who despite seeming to have it all had no one before you to call his own, much like you.
"Alright Satoru." You said, his hand squeezing around yours reflexively as though startled by the sound of his name on your lips though he was the one to have asked you to say it.
"Again." He pleaded, staring at your with his impossibly blue eyes wide and beseeching in a way you were not cruel enough to ignore.
You indulged him and he pressed another kiss to your palm. Breathing in the scent of your skin, his eyes falling shut. You took that as your cue to begin to read.
Hours seemed to pass as you read to your husband, though it could have felt that way to you due to the pins and needles running up and down your legs. Gojo seemed to have fallen asleep a while back and knowing how early he rose every day, you were reluctant to risk waking him by moving.
You continued reading aloud until you heard the sound of footsteps rushing down the hall and the call of your husband's name. Unsure of what to do, whether to wake him or not considering he was the one to have chosen to hide here. Your moment of indecision passing as you both were discovered. The men catching sight of the both of you as they rushed down the hall and skidding to a stop.
"Gojo san we've been looking all over for you." They said, bowing to you without lifting their gaze from the ground. You thought you would have to shake him awake and glanced down to your lap, surprised to see your husband's blue eyes open and narrowed at the men.
He rose to his feet in a fluid motion and turned to you, holding both hands out to you. You placed your hands in his, allowing him to tug you up. Your numb legs nearly buckling under your weight but your husband caught you by the elbows, pulling you in so you were leant against his strong frame. You tried to right yourself, embarrassed to be in such an intimate position while in company but your husband tightened his grip.
"Go on, I'll be there in a moment." Gojo said, voice stern in a way you had never heard it before. You only realized then how different he sounded when he spoke to you, always making an effort to gentle his voice.
"I should be able to make it back in time for supper but don't wait if I get late. Can't have my lovely wife fainting." The man said, stroking his thumb over the apple of your cheek.
"I will, please do not worry about me. They must be waiting for you, you should go Gojo san." You said unthinkingly, the soft reverent expression on his face dropping at the formal address.
He stooped down, wrapping an arm behind your knees and the other around your waist, hoisting you up into his arms making you gasp.
"Gojo san what are you-" You started, only realizing your error when his eyes flashed to you.
"Satoru please put me down, you'll be late." You muttered hurriedly, eyes widening in panic as the man began walking out of the room.
"Satoru please, someone will see." You said again, glancing around to ensure the guards had left.
"No one would dare look at my wife." The man said, none of his usual good humour colouring his voice making you realize he was quite serious. Perhaps he was used to this sort of treatment, having grown up as revered as an emperor but you certainly weren't and you doubted the same courtesies would be extended to you.
"I can walk, really." You said voice growing higher in worry as he neared the main hall of the house where people were sure to be.
"Your legs fell asleep because of me, I ought to take responsibility." He said, lips twisted up into a smirk as he glanced down at you.
"They're fine now. Please Gojo San." You said, squirming in his arms but he only tightened his hold.
You ducked your head into his chest as you caught sight of a maid, hiding childishly in your embarassment. Satisfaction practically emanating off your husband at your actions.
You tightened your hand in his collar, squeezing your eyes shut and keeping your face pressed into his strong, broad chest. Hopefully no one would notice it was you and think instead the man was carrying a conquest back to his chamber.
Unable to see your surroundings you didn't notice as the mistress of the manor caught sight of both of you, dropping the laces she held in her hand at seeing the way Gojo carried you through the house. Holding you clutched tightly to his chest like you were too precious to let your feet touch the ground.
From then on she stopped leaving you to your devices. Preoccupying you in silly household tasks that she was normally proud to oversee herself in an attempt to keep you away from Gojo.
He would find time between his own work to seek you out, backing you into an alcove and kissing you desperately as though he hadn't seen you in days instead of having risen from the same bed that very morning. Sometimes lowering himself to his knees before you, pressing his ear to your chest and listening to the solid drumming of your heartbeat. Arms wrapped around your waist keeping you close and urging you to run your fingers through his hair.
You would have to convince him gently to let you go, reminding him you had tasks to get to while he had his own work. Bargaining with him that you would try to return to your chambers earlier that night or rise late the next morning in an attempt to get him to release you.
It was months into your marriage before you were asked to accompany Gojo to an event. Gojo hadn't seemed thrilled about taking you but you guessed that was due to your more mediocre background. You couldn't expect him to be proud to show off before others that his wife was of such humble origins in comparison to himself. Having no idea that it was because he despised the thought of others laying their eyes on you. Outsiders getting to take up your attention and speak to you.
You normally insisted on dressing yourself, not having had a personal maid in your aunt's house but for that night you allowed your maids to dress you. Letting them style your hair as they saw fitting. For the first time since you had arrived reaching for the jewelry drawers your room had come stocked with. Selecting an elegant set of pearls to adorn your neck and ears so you would at least somewhat look the part of your new status.
Your husband had come into the room, more handsome than ever in a black kimono that emphasized the broadness of his shoulders and made him look more imposing than ever. It almost made you question if you had imagined the times the man would beg you to play with his hair or stay just a moment longer with him.
His gaze locked on your reflection and he wondered closer as though in a trance. Leaning down to where you sat before the mirror, head close to yours as he trailed his fingers over the pearls adorning your lovely throat. Both loving the way they looked on you but hating that it attracted more attention to your pretty neck and collarbone.
"Do I look alright?" You asked, fingers rising to touch your necklace and ensure it was in place. Pretty eyes watching him anxiously in the mirror and he was sorely tempted to call off the whole night at the thought of those eyes on another.
"You are the most beautiful thing I have ever seen." Your husband murmured and you breathed out a worried exhale. Had he told you something as simple as stating that you had dressed appropriately for the occasion, it would have helped ease your anxiety much more than his usual flattery that you never could bring yourself to believe.
"When are we leaving?" You asked.
"Maybe never, wouldn't it be nicer to spend the night in the garden? You can gaze all you want at that moon you are so fond of and I can look my fill of you."
"Gojo san you joke too much. Are we to leave soon?" You asked, the hand he rested on your chair clenching at you calling him by his last name. Though you had taken to calling him by his first name in private, if anyone at all was present then you referred to him by last name as though intentionally distancing yourself from him. He was so proud to belong to you, he wished you would stake your claim on him before all to see.
"I never joke when it comes to you."
"I was told it's very important for us to attend tonight, your family wants to form an alliance with this clan and it would show our goodwill." You said.
"My family is you but yes it is important for the clan. We'll leave as soon as you are ready." Gojo said, standing up to his full height.
The maid waiting by the dresser to approach finally came forward. Her hand reaching for your hair where a strand had come undone from the neat updo.
The young woman froze when ice blue eyes flashed to her, pinning her in place. The man gestured his head so subtly at the door that you didn't even notice him silently ordering the maid to leave, too busy smoothing down your own kimono.
The maid hurried out of the room, forgoing even grabbing the basket of hair pins and oils she had brought along with her in her haste to get away. So incredibly relieved that the man hadn't come in while she and the others had been dressing you. If he looked as though he might break her hand for reaching for your hair she shuddered to think what he might do if he caught her near your unclothed form.
Gojo tenderly grabbed the lock of your hair from where it fell against the curve of your cheek, brushing it back into the updo and securing it with one of the pins. Unable to resist pressing a kiss to your soft cheek, losing himself in the sweet scent of you and the feel of your skin, brushing kisses down to the exposed curve of your neck.
"Gojo san we should go." You said and he sighed, pressing his lips to your clothed shoulder before pulling back. It seemed his wife had the most impeccable self-control. A trait he seemed to lack entirely when it came to you.
He held your hand zealously the whole way there, the both of you riding separately from the others in the house. Eyes on you as you looked out the window. The closer you two got to the home of the clan where the event was taking place, the more anxious he got.
He knew what these events were like, men on the prowl for pretty young things to coax into a dark corner alone. Taking their hands in their own and pressing kisses in an attempt to fluster them upon greeting. The way they stood so overly close and found any excuse they could to touch.
You had his utmost trust, he knew you wouldn't betray him but it was all those bastards he worried about. He often spent these events forced into conversation after conversation with old geezers trying to see if he really lived up to his reputation or if they could take advantage of his young age and leech something off of him. The thought of not being there to stop anyone's advances on you worried him.
Tempted to tell the driver to turn back to the house or better yet leave the driver by the side of the road and take you somewhere far where no one would know who the two of you were. He could build you a little house for the both of you to live in together, tending to your every need himself. Finally be able to spend every moment with you as he so wished to, feeling a physical ache in his chest when he was away from you.
Before he could act on those fantasies the driver was pulling up to the gates and being ushered in by their gateman. A doorman arriving at your door but Gojo threw open his own door before the cretin could make a move to open your door and offer you his hand.
Crossing over to your side, the doorman went stumbling back as he caught sight of the tall imposing figure with blazing blue eyes descending on him like some sort of avenging angel. Gojo pulled open your door, holding his hand out to you and you placed your delicate hand in his. Stepping out and allowing him to lead you past the doorman. Gojo's stomach twisting as you offered a small smile to the man who bid you both to have a pleasant evening.
Your smiles should only be for him but he couldn't bring himself to say anything to his darling. It wasn't your fault you were so polite and sweet. He loved that about you but wanted to keep all your sweetness to himself.
You both walked into the main hall, almost every head there turning to look at you both. You tried to keep your head high, not used to so much attention. Your husband wrapped his arm around your waist, tugging you into his side making you feel a bit less anxious.
You responded courteously to all those that came to greet you both. Able to decipher the looks on people's faces as befuddlement over why the wife of the powerful Satoru Gojo was someone so ordinary. You had never been fond of these events but all this attention and the reminders in their stares that you didn't belong next to a man like Gojo made you hate this one more than all others.
You had been filled with relief when your husband denied any requests to speak to him privately. Seeming to others as though joking about not wanting to leave his wife all alone when he was actually quite serious. However the reassurance of his presence couldn't be depended on forever. Eventually he was forced to leave your side as the head of the clan asked to speak with him.
"Stay right here okay darling? I'll be back as quick as I can." Gojo said, looking as though he wanted to say much more but was forced to turn away when his name was called again.
You tried not to let the unease show on your face as he continued to glance back at you as he moved through the crowd. So easily discernible amongst the people not only due to his formidable size but the unmistakable white hair and blue eyes standing out from all the others.
You sipped on the drink your husband had handed to you, trying to look less alone and uncomfortable than you felt. There was no one you knew here. The people you had known growing up in your aunt's home did not move in the same circles as people from Gojo's clan did.
The wife of another clan's head wandered over to you a couple minutes into you standing there. Making idle chatter, dark eyes trying to pierce through you to see if you really were as clueless to the clan's activities as you seemed to be. Eventually giving up and extending an invitation for tea that neither she nor you ever expected to be taken up.
You downed your drink in one go when she finally left. "Can I get you a refill?" a male voice asked from behind making you turn to look at a dark haired man in a silver kimono giving you a charming smile. Though no man's looks compared to your husband's.
"No, I'm not much of a drinker. Thank you though." You responded.
"Well I could get you something without alcohol then. You look a bit overheated." The man said, reaching for the paper fan you held clutched in your hand but his wrist was gripped in a vice grip before he could.
"What do you think you're doing putting your hands on my wife?" Gojo asked, stepping in between the man and you, forcing you to take a step back. His voice deadly calm but as you peeked around his shoulder to explain you were taken aback by the look on his face. Strong jaw clenched to the point where it looked painful, lips twisted into a sneer and the most frightening of all was his eyes. The blue blazing like fire that threatened to consume everything in its path.
"G-Gojo san the man was only trying to help me with my fan." You said, hesitantly resting your hand on his arm to get him to release the man's arm which he still held in a vice grip. Judging by the pained look on the man's face he was close to causing some serious damage.
"Gojo san please accept my apologies. I hadn't known she was your wife." The man pleaded, a pained sound escaping him as Gojo tightened his grip upon hearing the man's words.
He had been so foolish to leave you alone in the midst of vultures. One had swooped in and had the audacity now to admit his intentions hadn't been as innocent as his poor naive wife believed by defending himself using his ignorance of you belonging to Gojo.
"I am very sorry ma'am." The man said to you, a scream escaping his lips as a loud crack was heard and the man fell to his knees.
"How dare you speak to her?" Your husband asked and you watched in horror as he tossed aside the man's now obviously broken wrist. The man's face turning red and tears streaming down his face as he cradled his hand to his chest.
No one in the room daring to move a muscle to help the man. Gojo turned to you and you couldn't help yourself when those otherworldly blue eyes faced you, instinctively stumbling back a step. You didn't recognize this man. This was not the man who pleaded you for another kiss, blushed when you touched him first and spent his days following you around. In his place was a god of destruction. Vastly powerful and lacking mercy.
Those unnerving eyes flitted down to your feet before darting back up to yours. Gojo grabbed for your hand and you let him pull you along behind him through the hall, tugging on your hand firmly when you turned back to glance at the man still on his knees in the middle of the crowd. Almost disbelieving that what you had witnessed had really taken place.
Your teeth chattered as you were pulled outside without your coat that had been taken from you upon entering. Gojo shrugged off the outer layer of his kimono, draping it gently over your shoulders. You flinched instinctively, still too caught up in the ease with which he had wielded such terrible violence.
He wrapped his arms tightly around your waist, bending to bury his face in your hair making you freeze up. Clutching you tightly the way he usually did but for once instead of seeming endearing it felt constraining. Those arms you considered big and strong enough to protect now trapping you to him.
"Please don't be afraid of me. Not you, I wouldn't be able to bear it." He begged and you were torn in indecision. Your horror at his terrible violence over something so trivial warring with the fondness you had come to feel for him.
"I don't understand Gojo san. Why did you-" You cut yourself off unable to bring yourself to voice what he had done.
"I can't stand the thought of anyone else laying a hand on you. That bastard - when I saw him reaching out to you, the way he was looking at you, I lost it." Your husband said, the disgust palpable in his voice.
The driver came running over from where he had been waiting off to the side and opened up the door for the both of you to get in. You gently pushed Gojo's arms from your waist, ducking down to get into the car and scooting to the furthest end. Your husband following you in and sitting down in the middle seat right next to you though you wished that he would give you some space.
He was your husband however and your aunt had drilled into you the lesson that you should do your best to overlook any flaws he had. Though she had been hinting at infidelity or a nasty temper you tried to use those words to push the cold dread seeping into your veins at having to go home with this man away.
"Say something." He pleaded, grabbing your hand in his. Your hand twitching in his grasp as the image of the way he had mercilessly crushed that man's wrist flitted to the forefront of your mind but you managed to keep from pulling away.
"I don't think you needed to hurt him. He was only trying to help me with my fan." You said, keeping your eyes straight ahead on the seat in front of you.
"You're too innocent my darling. You don't understand what's on the minds of men like that. The fan was merely an excuse to get close to you, to touch you." Gojo said, voice turning into more of a snarl as he lost himself in thoughts about what could have happened had he not broken free of the old man to get back to you.
You stayed silent for the rest of the drive, allowing him to keep your hand in his. Changing out of your garments and removing your makeup and jewelry when you returned home yourself, refusing the help of the maids.
Your husband watched anxiously from where he sat on the bed as you carefully removed your accessories and set them back in their places. Heart drumming in his chest as thoughts of you rejecting him overwhelmed him. You lay down on your side of the bed and he hurriedly pushed off the layers he wore before getting into the covers next to you.
Hands reaching out with a hesitance they had never had before and slowly pulling you towards him. Heart swelling in his chest when you came willingly, allowing him to hold you close to himself as he did every night. A rush of relief making his tense muscles go boneless, the feverish anxiety he felt ebbing away. He pressed his lips to your temple, attempting to wordlessly express how grateful he was to you for not pushing him away.
Gojo breathed in your scent greedily and clutched you as tightly as he dared, mindful not to cause his darling any pain. Wishing he could just open up his ribcage and put you inside, safe and sound resting close to his heart where you belong.
The gratitude for how understanding and patient you were making tears swell in his eyes. He buried his face in your now open hair, wanting to get even closer. As though you could sense what he was thinking you opened your arms to him. He latched onto you tightly, feverishly pressing kisses up and down your throat.
Your husband made love to you that night with tears in his eyes. Voice breaking on shuddering little gasps at how you felt under him, around him. Consumed by the scent of you, the taste of you, the feel of you. Confessing his love for you like a prayer in your ear as he fell over the precipice.
He lay draped over you afterwards, head resting on your chest. You carded your fingers through the soft white locks. Trying not to think about anything but here and now.
Your husband's behaviour returned to the good-humoured, clingy man you had come to know the next morning. Though now you couldn't help but notice the instant flip in his demeanor when anyone else neared you. His eyes warning them off in a way that reminded you eerily of the the wolf your grandmother had raised on her property which guarded her land. Eyes flashing with an inhumane possessiveness at those who got too close.
You tried to look past that and focus on how sweet your husband was with you. Following you around and begging for scraps of your attention. Touching you so gently as though you were something precious and treating your every word like gospel.
No one was perfect and there were worse vices for a man to have than jealously and possessiveness. Especially when the anger wasn't turned on you. Though it was difficult to push down that little voice that reminded you the anger hadn't been turned on you yet.
You tried not to let those thoughts impact your behaviour but being the sole focus of a man like him, he noticed even the most miniscule changes in you. How your smile didn't quite always reach your eyes, how you slipped up and called him Gojo in private too now. He felt like you were slipping through his fingers and it set him more on edge than ever. Desperate to tighten his grip on you but not knowing how when everyone and everything seemed determined to keep him from you.
He became short and snappy with everyone but you. With you he was like a puppy that had imprinted or the devoted follower of a god taking up every opportunity for worship.
The clan had been aware of his strange behaviour for a while but connected the dots that it was due to you only after the incident at the event. They had no reason to believe it was your influence, they knew Gojo was more than capable of all this madness himself though it was unfortunate that you brought it out in him.
The plan was set in motion to get rid of you. It was just too bad that while the deed was being carried out, Gojo like a hound seemed to sniff out something was wrong. Returning from the urgent trip they had forced him on, destroying their men who tried to stand in his way so he couldn't get to your room where the assassin was.
They had intended to give you a quick, painless death. You had caused them a lot of trouble but you were naive to it, unaware of the ruin you could bring about. It wasn't your fault that Gojo was a madman and so they would minimize your suffering. A quick and easy piercing of your heart that they would blame on the opposing clan.
It was two birds with one stone. They'd get rid of the thing causing Gojo to stray from the path they wanted him to walk and Gojo would destroy their opposition in his rage. They were sure the anger and loss would make him stronger and more ruthless than ever.
Gojo wasn't even conscious of what he did to the men who tried to block his path to you. Seeing them crumple like flies whose wings had been caught in the rain but entirely focused on the door that led to what was most precious.
He threw it open the moment he could, just in time as the masked man you had been trying to keep away from jumped over the bed you had tried to put between the both of you as you screamed out for help. Gojo sent the man flying back with a push of his hand just as the blade grazed your soft skin.
That one bead of your precious blood that seeped from the cut making his vision explode in red. Your cries went ignored as you begged him to stop while Gojo tore the man limb from limb. His blood defiling that bed where you had laid with Gojo every night and infuriating him further.
This was proof that he should have taken you away when the thought had first occurred to him. Then at least the things blessed with your memories wouldn't have been desecrated. Gojo didn't stop long past the moment when the man stopped moving.
His rage not abated by just this amount of bloodshed when they had tried to take his everything from him. The clan had tried to take his life so he was justified in doing the same to them. Gojo moved through the house, sinking the blade of his sword through everyone he passed.
Making his way over to the shrine where the elders who he knew were behind this stayed. The news of the massacre having reached them but not with nearly enough time to run. Not that something like Gojo could be outrun. All they could do as they awaited their deaths was pray for protection.
Gojo dragged along his bloody blade over the pristine floors of the temples behind him as he walked with feet soaked in the blood of all the lives he had taken. The old men trying to maintain their composure at the sight he cut. Blue eyes blazing with an avenging fury that wouldn't be put out till it had burned down everything.
Emerging from the candle lit hall like a demon hound from hell here to drag them down to the fiery pits where he had emerged from. There would be no use of begging or pleading. He was judge, jury, executioner and the whip of divine punishment.
The Gojo clan fell that day at the blade of the man they had believed would restore their glory. The ancestral home that they had been so proud of becoming their grave.
The angel of death that delivered them to death's cold embrace returning to the house to find his dear one. His heart breaking as you scampered away from him. Hands slipping in the blood of the mistress of the house as you tried to drag yourself back.
Gojo Satoru fell to his knees before you, sword falling from his hands. Unable to take his eyes from your lovely face, pale with fear as it was but such a welcome sight to still be alight with the flame of life.
He crawled over to you, taking your face in his bloodstained hands and pressing his apology into your lips with his own. So sorry for having left you here and endangered the thing most precious to him in this world.
From now on he would never leave your side. Not even for a moment. He had killed the ones who tried to take you from him. Now you two would be together forever and not even death would do you part.
The Good Influence
Yandere Gojo X Reader
Thinking about Yandere Gojo notorious for getting into fights in school. The top student despite seeming to spend most of his time wandering the halls. Pretty face and tall build making him immensely popular amongst the students and even some teachers. Gojo who everyone talks about but few talk to unless they want something from him.
Teachers thought you would be a good, calming influence on him. The only person they could think of to seat next to him in classes trusting that neither would you be provoked by him picking a fight with you and neither would you try to flirt with him. He found you boring like the rest of your peers did until you made the mistake of defending him.
Word count: 12k+ (Supposed to be 2k but this monstrosity got away from me)
Note: Not canon-compliant, yandere and violent behaviour. Slow burn yandere, takes a while to get to the crazy.
Gojo took one look at the nerd sitting in the desk next to his usual one at the back next to the window and glanced over to the balding homeroom teacher with his brows raised. There was no way you had sat there of your own accord. You looked too puny to be trying to take him on for strongest in the school and if you were there to flirt you at least would have tried to tame down the bedhead a little.
He set down his bag on the table, seeing you jump as his textbooks knocked against the wood and made a loud noise. Reminding him of a jumpy little rabbit but still you didn't even turn to look his way. He pulled out the chair and slumped down on it, long legs having trouble fitting beneath the desk, another reason he liked to sit at the back so he had a little extra room.
"Hey rabbit, why are you sitting here?" Gojo asked.
"Sugoshi Sensei asked me to." You responded without taking your eyes off the workbook you were furiously scribbling on.
Gojo turned his glare back to the balding man at the front, rolling his eyes when the man was already looking at him. He wasn't an asshole enough to make your life hard when you clearly had no interest being here anymore than he wanted you here, but the old geezer definitely had it coming. Gojo liked resting his legs up on that desk next to him but now he'd have to sit straight while the old bore droned on.
He didn't go to his next period, choosing instead to walk over to the convenience store and buy himself a chocolate milk. Wandering around the little streets that surrounded the school instead of going to his second period.
When he got to third period he was surprised to see you sitting next to his usual spot again. The teacher of this class a middle aged woman who liked to hold him back to discuss his future and then make eyes at him while she told him about how she believed in his potential. It was too bad she wasn't his type and she certainly wasn't getting so much as a graze of his hand now with the stunt she'd pulled.
It was like you were in every class, there before he was. Taking up the desk he normally used as a leg rest. He ignored you in the rest of the classes, legs cramped by last period from being forced to fold uncomfortably on the low chairs that weren't made for people as tall as him.
He took the long way to the internet cafe he usually went to afterschool, the other kids who had taken to frequenting it because he went there taking up all the computers, except the one with the buggy mouse.
"Hey move." Gojo said to one of the kids whose name he couldn't be bothered to remember who sat at his usual computer. It had the vantage point of the screen not being turned towards the rest of the cafe so he could do whatever he wanted without everyone gawking at his screen. The kid with the buzzcut turned, standing up to his full height that was still a good six inches below Gojo.
"And if I don't?" The boy asked making Gojo smile for the first time that day.
He invited him outside politely, not wanting to risk getting banned from the internet cafe. Leaving buzzcut leaned up against a tree a couple storefronts down from the cafe with a bruised and swollen face, nearly out of consciousness but still managing to promise he would regret this making Gojo laugh.
Gojo returned to the cafe, the kids sitting inside quietening the moment he opened the door telling him all he needed to know about the topic for the day. Two of the guys left, presumably to go get their friend, though they weren't such great friends for waiting till after their friend had gotten a beating before making their move. It was a pity they were so disloyal, he could have used more of a workout today. Beating just one kid with a bad attitude wasn't enough to work out all the kinks in his muscles.
Over the next few days he went to class even less than usual, classes were unbearable as it was but having to sit in that tiny desk made them downright painful.
You had been worried when the teachers in each of your classes besides math and history told you to go sit next to Gojo Satoru. The boy with perpetually bruised knuckles who everyone knew better than to sit next to.
Gojo Satoru always sat with the utmost disrespect, long legs extended out before him and feet resting on the desk next to his, bright blue eyes either looking down at his phone or out the window.
A part of you had been convinced that you would get a black-eye for daring to take his footrest but didn't have the guts to argue with teachers. Hopefully he wouldn't hit you too hard and then they'd be forced to let you switch.
To your surprise Gojo simply ignored you after asking why you were sitting there. Being called a rabbit was strange but then Gojo never really remembered anyone's names, using descriptive terms or nicknames that no one questioned in their place.
He wasn't too bad to sit next to once you got over the initial anxiety that he was going to punch you. Quiet and didn't pester you with questions about the school work or borrowing your notes the way other kids did. Not that he'd need them, everyone knew Gojo got the best grades in the school. Though there were rumours that was due to his rich parents buying his grades but either way it left him uninterested in your school work.
Other than taking up too much room due to his hulking physique, he was actually an improvement from your past desk mates. Just if kids didn't swarm around your desks so much to talk to him, he would have been the ideal student to sit next to.
You struggled to focus on the math homework you still had to complete, having not been able to get through all the problems during lunch while a group of students loudly giggled and jeered around you.
Two of the idiots were playing catch over your head with their gym bag that smelt putrid. You held your hand up to your nose to try to block out the smell, glancing back just in time to see one of the idiots trip while trying to catch the bag, flailing to stop himself from falling forwards and onto you. You barely had time to put your hands up in front of your face, hoping only to minimize damage but a large pale hand caught hold of the boyâs hoodie, tugging backwards to keep him from falling onto you.
"Watch it sweaty pits, you nearly crushed the rabbit." Gojo said, answering your question as to who the terrible smelling bag belonged to.
"Thanks." You said and Gojo only nodded, going right back to his conversation with a girl who was practically standing on his feet while flirting.
A couple days later in third period he dropped down a chocolate milk on your desk.
"BOGO at the convenience store. You want it?" He asked and you nodded, hesitantly grabbing it. He looked away, spending the rest of the period staring out the window as usual and after carefully inspecting the carton to ensure it hadn't been tampered with as subtly as you could, you opened it and drank the chocolate milk while taking notes.
You were discomforted by the way the teacher of this class stared at the boy beside you. Walking by your desks often, resting a hand on his shoulder and asking him to start doing his work.
Her face turned red when she saw the disgusted look you hadn't even realized you were wearing seeing her grope Gojo's shoulder under the pretense of asking why he wasn't starting the homework assignment she gave. Gojo seemed to see it too and let out a bark of laughter making her look almost furious. Her glare softening as it turned on him when he rose to ask to go to the washroom, though he would most likely not come back the rest of the period.
You didn't know the boy who sat next to you in nearly every class well but knew enough from proximity alone to know that half of the rumours about him were a lie. He sadly really did earn his grades, finishing every exam and quiz first even though you spent so much more time studying than he did. And that basketball player's girlfriend everyone had accused him of seducing had been the one to fawn all over him in chemistry. Asking him repeatedly to go to her house for a study session.
So when you heard some students gossiping that the reason he was doing so well in English was because he hit on the teacher, you couldn't help yourself but pipe up to defend him.
"He's doing well because he's smart and for the record it's that creepy old woman that keeps hitting on him. If you don't know him, shouldn't you not talk about him?" You asked the group of freshman who were blocking your way into the library. Completely oblivious to Gojo who had been coming down the stairs and heard the way you defended him.
Blue eyes tracking you as you stomped past the group of horrified freshman who had seen him come up behind you to listen and feared they would get a demonstration of the infamous Gojo Satoru's fighting skills. It was lucky for them he was too preoccupied thinking about the loyal little rabbit he had never realized was brave enough to stick up for him to terrorize them.
From that day on Gojo Satoru stopped ignoring you, though you had no idea why. He pestered you about the homework you were working on, annoying you by telling you all the questions you had gotten wrong. Asking you what you did at lunch and surprised to hear you spent it in the library.
"So when do you eat?" He asked.
"I eat my lunch there too."
"They don't let you take the cafeteria food in there."
"I don't eat the cafeteria food." You said, leaving it at that but then curious about what you did eat he started following you to the library at lunch.
"Milk bread, is that really all you're eating?" He asked, fascinated by the way your ears reddened at the tips and you grumbled out about the cafeteria food being overpriced and not tasting as good as your milk bread.
"No wonder you're so short." He said and you simply blinked at him, not wanting to stroke his ego by saying he was a giant. Choosing to ignore him instead and hope he would go away.
"So where are your friends?" He asked.
"Don't have any." You mumbled, people would probably be embarrassed over that but it never really bothered you. You didn't have time for friends. You spent every spare moment in school studying or doing your homework since you worked a part-time job after school.
"Me neither." He said, blue eyes taking on a weird glint you missed since you had your head bent over your history notes.
You assumed he was merely trying to spare your feelings since he was constantly surrounded by others but Gojo didn't consider any of them to be his friend. Every one of them seemed to hover around him because they wanted something. To leech off his popularity, leech off his money or learn what it was like to sleep with the Gojo Satoru. All except you, who didn't really want to be there and never asked him for anything.
You had assumed his attention would be short-lived and once the curiosity he had about you was abated, he would go back to leaving you alone. Unfortunately that didn't happen. Suddenly he was attending every class, waiting out in the school yard till you arrived so he could walk with you to your first period. His attendance perfect in all classes besides the two he didn't have with you.
You weren't the biggest fan of the change, now with him taking up all your time with his chatter, you had less time to focus on your homework. That resulted in you having to do it at night when you got home from work which disrupted your sleep making you crankier.
You blamed it on your lack of sleep for getting you into this situation. 99% sure Gojo was about to punch your daylights out. He had been pestering you as usual while you did your math problems in homeroom silent study. Telling you in a sing-song voice that was getting on your last nerve that your answer was incorrect and he'd tell you where you went wrong if you looked at him.
"Do you ever shut up?" You asked, your voice rising over the quiet chatter of the other students which died out immediately as everyone heard what had been said to Gojo Satoru. Gojo had put kids in the hospital for far less. Your eyes widened in horror at realizing what you had said and more importantly to who.
Your face went pale as your heartbeat picked up. Blood rushing through your ears making you feel faint as you stayed deadly still, waiting for Gojo to make his move.
"Only when I'm eating. Say wanna share some of that milk bread of yours with me? I skipped breakfast to make it here on time." Gojo said and you could practically here everyone's jaws drop to the floor.
"H-here." You said, digging it out of your bag and offering it up to him with trembling hands. Hoping it would be seen as a peace offering and save your life.
"Thanks." He said, tearing it open and breaking off half. Holding the rest out to you which you took back gingerly. Flinching when he moved his hand back suddenly.
"Don't save it for lunch. I feel like eating pizza and you're coming with me." Gojo said and you nodded, wondering if this was a new form of bullying.
By the time lunch came around you had convinced yourself he was luring you off school grounds to beat you up. Somewhere secluded where no one would interfere.
You tried to make excuses to avoid going. Saying you had a test next period but the freak seemed to know even what was going on in the classes of yours he wasn't in. Then trying to tell him you had an appointment with the guidance counsellor but he merely told you to reschedule it. Telling him you were sick and couldn't eat didn't work because your stomach chose to growl loudly right at that moment making him laugh and snatch your bag. Swinging it over his shoulder and telling you the only way you'd get it back was if you went with him.
You couldn't afford to buy those textbooks again so you had to follow him. Wary eyes tracking his every movement, just waiting for him to try to shove you into an alleyway. When you made it to the pizza place without incident you were really quite confused. Asking for your bag back so you could pay for a slice after he was done ordering, his face blanking as he stared down at you.
"I ordered a whole pizza so we could share." He said.
"Oh well let me pay you for half then." You said, reaching for your bag again but he stepped out of the way.
"Don't worry about it." He said, ruffling your hair. Surprised at how soft it was. He reached for your hair again but you pushed away his hand with a glare that made him laugh. Jumpy as a rabbit and about as threatening as one too.
He'd never noticed before but you were oddly cute. Grumpy and withdrawn but in a way that came off as endearing instead of boring like he had first assumed. You glanced at him and a weird fluttering feeling occurred in his stomach, he would have thought he was sick if it hadn't been strangely pleasant.
You both sat there to have your pizza. Gojo quizzing you on all your favourite foods and polishing off slice after slice with ease. You ate about a quarter of the pizza before declaring you were done. Gojo tried to make you eat more but you told him you were full and he blamed your appetite on only eating milk bread for lunch for god knows how long.
By the time you both finished, fourth period had started and when you caught sight of the time you made a run for it. Gojo watching you for a second in stunned surprise before darting after you with a whoop. Covering double the distance with his freakishly long legs making him frequently outpace you and then circle back, cheering you to go faster.
By the time you both got to class you were winded from the run, a painful stitch in your side and Gojo was grinning ear to ear. Watching you keeled over trying to catch your breath and all he could think about was how he had never had that much fun with anyone before.
That day he tried to convince you to come to the internet cafe, very perplexed to learn that you had a part-time job to get to. He hadn't known high school students worked. Much to your chagrin he followed you to the little supermarket you worked at.
Following you around as you stocked items and leaning up against the counter as you cashed out customers. Earning compliments about what a handsome young man he was from the old women who frequented the store.
Soon that became your routine, Gojo waited outside the school for you to arrive. You sat next to him in all your classes besides two which he both walked you to and collected you from. Either followed you to the library at lunch or forced you to accompany him out by hijacking your school bag.
Annoyed the few times you managed to pay for the food but secretly relieved you werenât just putting up with him for his money. Trying to tell you he should pay since he wasn't the one who worked hard for his money but you merely replied that surely his parents would cancel his cards if they found out he was spending money so recklessly. You clearly had no idea just how rich his parents were and he was in no rush to tell you, he'd rather you think of him as normal.
At the end of the day he would follow you to your part-time job. The middle aged man who owned the store had been very skeptical at first about having him hang around but then seeing all the female customers he attracted, he had become much more welcoming. Offering Gojo fruit cups and candy on the house.
You spent most of your day with him Monday to Friday so when he asked what you were doing over the weekend you drew the line. Putting your foot down about him not being allowed to see you on the weekend even if it meant telling the Gojo Satoru no.
Weekends were the days you spent relaxing after your hectic week. Sleeping in, eating junk food and watching movies. Studying only if you needed to which since Gojo had decided he was going to spend most of the school day distracting you, became more often.
On Monday when you got to school Gojo was there, head cast down and you only realized why when you got closer. The skin around his right eye was a terrible mix of black and blue. You had never seen Gojo Satoru with anything other than bruised knuckles before but even that had stopped for a while. When you glanced down at his hands, both palms were wrapped in gauze, knuckles unharmed.
"Have you iced it?" You asked and he shook his head, watching you silently. You grabbed the cuff of his sleeve, tugging him along behind you to the nurse's office. His eyes on your little hand that gripped his sleeve and he had the strangest urge to push his hand into yours instead. Before he could act on the impulse you were at the nurse's office.
The school nurse got Gojo an ice pack, muttering under her breath about how usually it was Gojo sending people to her office. She had been holding the ice to his face but was called away by the principal, handing it to you as she left. He expected you to just hand it to him, taken aback when you stepped close to the cot he sat on, pressing the ice pack gingerly to his bruised eye. Worried it may hurt for him to hold the ice bag since both his hands were also hurt. Your face contorting into a pained grimace as though you were the one who had gotten hurt.
He was suddenly all too aware of his heartbeat, never having felt so keenly the closeness of another person in his life. He could practically count your lashes at this distance, seeing flecks of honey in your eyes that he had never noticed before. The shape of your parted lips, your tongue that darted out to wet them making him gulp and look away. A red flush spreading over his pale cheeks worrying you that he had a fever.
You pressed your hand to his forehead, then checked your own but didnât sense any significant difference. The feel of your skin against his had his mouth going dry.
"You look feverish but you don't have a fever. Maybe you're just overheated. Take off your sweater." You said and he complied, pulling the hoodie over his head.
Your expression went blank as his toned upper body was revealed. So pale and perfectly proportionate he looked like he was cut from marble. Shoulders and chest too broad to belong to a high schooler, waist tiny enough to make you jealous and arms packed with muscle that showed why he was considered the strongest.
âI thought youâd have something underneath. Put it back on.â You said, disgusted by how pretty he was and not wanting to be faced with such nauseating perfection so early in the morning. He complied, confused as to why you looked mad.
âAre you not going to ask what happened?â He asked. Normally he hated when people tried to stick their nose in his business but it made him weirdly upset that you didnât care to ask.
âIâm sure youâd tell me if you wanted to.â You said simply, silence settling between you two as you continued to hold the ice pack to his eye.
Heâd never wanted to tell anyone about his asshole dad before. It wasnât like they would actually care nor could they do anything about it. It would only make his dad angrier to learn heâd blabbed to someone about what he called family conflict. Though beating your kid the few times a year you actually managed to be home wasnât much conflict in Gojoâs perspective.
âIt was my dad.â Gojo said, voice quiet and almost small in a way youâd never heard before.
âDoes it happen often?â You asked.
âNo heâs only home a couple days of the year.â
âIs he going to be home tonight?â You asked and Gojo nodded, eyes on the white tiles of the nurseâs office floor.
âYou can sleep over at mine until heâs gone.â You said and Gojoâs head flew up. Heâd been thinking of staying at the Internet cafe and only going home in the morning to shower and change. But staying at your house, getting to be in your house, with you sounded so much better.
"Is that really okay?" Gojo asked, suddenly grabbing your hand that held the ice bag in his, uncaring of the way it aggravated the cut on his palm. His dad had shoved him into the glass table and he had sliced his hands on the broken shards of glass while pushing himself back up.
You flinched back at how close he suddenly was. A near manic look on his pretty face that you mistook for desperation to be away from his dad.
"Of course, you're my friend aren't you?" You asked, slipping your hand carefully out of his so you could continue icing his face.
"Friend." Gojo muttered, tasting the word on his tongue. Mind more preoccupied with you calling him your anything. He liked that, the idea of belonging to you in some way.
Friends didn't seem like enough though, even the idiots who walked around in rowdy groups called each other friends. That wasn't enough to describe what was between the both of you but it could be a start.
That day Gojo made you do everything for him, from taking out and putting back the books needed for each class, to feeding him his lunch to passing in his classwork which he never normally did but was enthusiastic about completing when you had to write his answers for him. You had drawn the line at undoing the zipper of his pants when he needed to go to the washroom. Needless to say by the end of the day came around you were not excited about the impromptu sleepover.
Gojo looked at the little house you lived in with your mother with such curiosity and amazement as though exploring a relic from ancient times. Though compared to what you were sure was a fancy mansion or penthouse apartment, your little shack of a house probably seemed like something from another time.
Your mother was overjoyed to meet Gojo, so glad you had finally brought a friend home. A little less thrilled to find out he would be sleeping over but seeing his bruises and making her own assumptions she hadn't fought you over it. Simply telling you to ensure you ordered food for the both of your dinners instead of just getting something from the convenience store before she headed out to her night shift.
Gojo was thrilled to be alone with you in your house, turning overjoyed bright blue eyes over to you the moment she was gone. The sour look on your face could not bring down his good mood.
He sat right next to you on your raggedy couch watching TV as you both ate the convenience store bentos you had bought on the way home. Also having bought a bunch of extra snacks since you knew what Gojo's appetite was like after countless lunches spent seeing him pack away enough food for three grown men.
Your eyes began to droop as you both sat there watching episode after episode. You tried to fight it, telling yourself you needed to set out the futon for Gojo before you fell asleep but eventually lost the battle.
Gojo paused mid sentence as he felt a warm solid weight thunk onto his arm. Glancing down and his heart nearly stopping as he saw it was your head that was resting against him. For a moment he couldn't bring himself to move, heart pounding in his chest and blood rushing in his ears drowning out the sounds of the TV. Eventually he was able to gather himself enough to lean forward a bit and take a peek at your face. Heart clenching at the sight of you fast asleep.
Features that were normally twisted into an unimpressed look or glare now soft and slack with sleep. Lips parted, long lashes appearing to be resting on the apples of your cheeks. He became all too aware of his breathing and the way it made his body move up and down, trying to regulate it so it wouldn't disturb your sleep.
He was so grateful you didn't have any other friends. Just the thought of you so vulnerable in front of someone else filled him with the urge to break and to hurt.
Having you so close soothed him, normally after a run in with his father he would be out on the prowl for a fight to pick. A way to unleash the frustration and aggression that built up every time he was forced to confront the man that seemed like a demon who wore his face. However, there was nowhere he would rather be than here with you.
When you woke you couldn't help the scream that escaped you nor the way your hands flailed out smacking away the bright blue headlight like eyes that were staring a hole into you. Gojo let out a curse, clutching his hand over his eye.
Your terror abated into guilt as you caught your breath after getting the worst jump scare of your life.
"I'm so sorry but why were you watching me sleep?" You asked, trying to get a glance around his freakishly large hands to his face.
"I wasn't watching you sleep." Gojo grumbled, not very convincing when his ears were burning bright red in embarrassment.
"Do you need another ice pack?" You asked and he nodded.
You went to the kitchen to make an ice pack, bringing it back to the tv room where he was waiting. Hand still over his eyes making you feel even guiltier. You rushed over not seeing the empty bento container on the ground, slipping on it and going sprawling across Gojo's lap. Your forehead knocking into his mouth making him curse again and hand landing unfortunately right on his crotch. Telling you more than you ever wanted to know about how what they said about men with big hands was quite true.
You glanced up at him and the quiet string of curses he had been muttering stopped as he saw how close you were. If the weight of your head resting on his arm had been soothing, your warm weight in his lap was anything but. He pushed you off before you could feel first hand what you being so close was doing to him.
"Might have been safer on the street." He joked as a deflection, heart pounding as he quickly grabbed a pillow and put it over his lap.
"God I am so sorry Gojo." You said, holding out the ice pack not trusting yourself to put your hands anywhere near him at the moment.
"It's fine and call me Satoru. You're my friend aren't you?" Gojo asked.
"I don't think we're really close enough to be on a first name basis." You said.
"You just grabbed a solid handful of my junk. It's going to make me feel very cheap and used if you don't at least call me by my first name." He said and you snorted out a laugh, cheeks pinkening in embarrassment at what you had done. Gojo's heart feeling like it was being squeezed and wrung dry at seeing your smile and pink cheeks. The image softened by how sleep rumpled you still were.
"Fine Satoru." You relented and he was glad he had already placed that pillow on his lap. His name sounded so much better coming from you, like he really was something special. Someone held dear to someone.
"Now ice my eye. You really smacked me like you were trying to break open a pinata." He said instigating an argument over pinatas not being broken with bare hands though he insisted that was how he had broken open his own as a child.
You two bickered until it was time to go to bed. He seemed incredibly let down to learn he would be sleeping on a futon in the tv room.
"Can't I just sleep in your bed?" He asked making your eye twitch.
"No and if you have a problem with the futon then you can sleep on the floor." You said, ignoring his sulking as you laid everything out for him on the floor next to the couch.
"How about we stay up and talk?" He asked.
"No I need a break from hearing your nonsense even if it's just for - 6 hours." You said, checking your phone to see how many hours you had to sleep before getting up for school.
"You'd be bored without me." He said.
"I'd be peaceful." You retorted walking towards your room but turning back before you went through the door to bid him goodnight. His chest filling with a warm feeling. He couldn't remember the last time someone had bid him goodnight.
Gojo went to sleep that night with a smile on his face. Thoughts of you swarming his head, ears ringing with your voice saying his name. Those thoughts following him into his dreams. You may have wanted 6 hours away from him but he was glad he didn't have to endure that much without you.
The week passed with Gojo crashing at your place every night. The only time he truly left you were those two classes you had without him and every morning before school when he would run to his place to shower and change. Reassuring you that his dad left for work so early that there would be no chance of their paths overlapping.
You only realized his dad had left days ago when Gojo accidentally played out loud a voicemail from his condominium saying his dad had asked them to call him to set a time to come upgrade the locks since he was out of the country again. You turned to Gojo with a look of complete disbelief that morphed into rage when you saw the sheepish look on his face.
That night you forced him to return to his apartment though he begged and sulked for you to let him stayed another night but for your own sanity and clean criminal record you could not. He was driving you up the wall, you were used to being alone. Not growing up with any siblings or making any friends at school you spent your days alone and had the house to yourself at night since your mom worked.
Having another being as impossible to ignore as Gojo Satoru constantly in your space was overstimulating to your very sensitive and poorly developed social senses. Much to your misfortune the teachers in every class had decided that just making you sit next to him wasn't enough. They also decided to pair you with him for every class assignment or group project giving Gojo just the excuse he needed to invite himself back to your home.
You wanted to complain and scream but there was an advantage to being paired with the top student. Though you had to yell at him to do his work, when he did it, he did better than any of the other idiots in your classes or even you yourself could have done.
However not all assignments were done in pairs and for your English class you all had been put in groups of four to do book reports on your assigned novels. Gojo and you had been paired up with another two boys, one of which you remembered as the boy Gojo called sweaty pits who had nearly fallen onto you and another Gojo called curly for his big curly hair.
Curly seemed terrified of Gojo, avoiding eye contact as you too had done at first upon meeting Gojo. Sweaty pits was reluctant to get too close and be told off about how bad he smelled so both boys resorted to communicating with Gojo through you. For whatever reason that just made him meaner to them both and gave them more reason to be afraid.
Meeting up at the school library after school to research together had been a bust. Gojo entirely unwilling to cooperate and do his part, spending most of his time interrupting the conversations between you and the other two. Sweaty pits wasn't really an academic mind so most of the conversing was happening between you and curly and it was making Gojo boil over with rage.
He snapped the pencil he held in half when you snorted at something curly said. Seeing the boy's eyes widen at seeing your smile. Gojo knew firsthand the sight you made and the effect it had. The way your entire face lit up when you smiled, eyes crinkling and looking even brighter than usual. Something incredibly soft about you when you exhibited even the slightest amount of happiness compared to your usual prickly exterior. Only he should be able to see that side of you. How sweet you were under the standoffishness.
Gojo had immediately swiped your things into your bag, ignoring your protests and complaints about him crinkling up your notes. Grabbing your wrist when curly piped up saying that you all could meet up again whenever worked best for the both of you making Gojo's attention turn to him. Blue eyes blazing with a hatred so visceral it had the boy's voice getting stuck in his throat.
You were dragged away under the pretense of Gojo having been hungry. Enduring the whack you gave him upside the head for bending the pages of your book over not being able to wait another hour to eat. Bad mood lingering all throughout the evening and he didn't argue when you told him he couldn't come to your house after you two had eaten together.
Walking from your apartment straight to the park in the seedier part of town. Not even wasting a moment trying to find a reason but stalking right up to a group of boys older than him smoking and throwing a punch at the biggest one.
Gojo showed up for school the next day with his knuckles split and bruised for the first time in months. The whispers that Gojo was back to his usual self following him through the halls as he made his way to class, late for first period.
You glanced at his knuckles as he sat down but didn't say a word, worsening his bad mood. He didn't understand how you could act so indifferent to him. He wanted you to be nosy, to intrude into his business and demand answers. Hated the nonchalance with which you treated him making him feel as though he was the only one who wanted to know everything about you and thought of you constantly.
For the rest of the day he was uncharacteristically quiet. Emanating an aura that screamed that anyone who came near him was going to get punched. A silent, furious shadow following you around throughout the day.
Everyone was allowed to have their off days and you figured that if he wanted to tell you he would, so you gave him his space. Not instigating conversation and using the time to work through your math homework.
When you got to last period, it was almost a relief to be in a class without Gojo. His terrible mood had been near palpable, suffocating in its intensity and you were glad to be away from it.
A bag settled down on the desk next to yours and you glanced up, surprised to see Curly. He nervously played with the straps of his bag as he asked if he could sit next to you. Quickly going on to explain that it was only because he wanted to ask you some questions about the assignment.
"Sure." You responded simply, having not even realized that you two shared this class too before today.
Curly was abysmal at math and you were glad there were no group assignments for this class or you would have risked failing. His English was luckily better. When you were given time to work on the assigned homework after the lecture, Curly told you he wanted to go over the plot points you needed him to add in the summary to support your part on symbolism.
It was the last class of the day so even when the bell rang you both stayed seated to finish going through the little bit you had left. You rubbed at your eye as you watched Curly furiously jotting down notes about the parts you had asked him to include. Glancing up to ask you a question but pausing as he caught sight of your face.
"You've got some ink on your face." He said and you glanced down at the hand you'd just rubbed your eyes with, groaning when you saw it was covered in ink from having been pressed against your freshly written homework. You swiped at your face with your other hand.
"Better?" You asked and the boy shook his head pointing at where the ink still was staining your face blue. You rubbed in the direction you thought he had pointed and raised your brow at him.
"Here let me just-" The boy said, leaning a bit closer and rubbing his thumb over your cheekbone.
"What the fuck is going on here?" You heard a familiar voice growl. Glancing up to see Gojo charging into the room from where he'd been standing in the doorway. Having arrived to pick you up from your last class only to see you and Curly with your heads close together, Curly's hand on you enough to make Gojo's vision go red.
You could only gasp as a hand yanked the curly haired boy out of his chair and away from you. Tossing him to the ground like he weighed nothing and Gojo swung his leg over him, the first hit making blood spray and the audible crunching of bone breaking rung out in the quiet room. But Gojo didnât stop there, pummeling fist after fist into the boy's face. Each hit raining down so quickly one after the other the boy couldn't even get his hands in front of his face.
"Gojo." You screamed, grabbing onto his hoodie and trying to pull him off the boy but it was like he didn't even notice you.
You couldn't make out what Gojo was saying, your screams for him to stop drowning out his voice. Your screams attracted the kids passing by in the hall and students came rushing in to the math class, not one of them daring to interfere.
"Get a teacher." You screamed at them grabbing onto Gojo's arm to stop him but he pulled free of you making you fall back onto your bottom.
"Stop it, you're gonna kill him." You wept but it was like he was deaf to the world in his rage. Finally you were pushed back as two teachers came charging in, each grabbing one of Gojo's arms and hauling him off the boy.
The hand you were using to push yourself up off the floor slipping, sending you sprawling back as you caught sight of Gojo's face. Features twisted in animalistic rage, the veins on his neck standing out. Blue eyes blazing with fury, teeth barred as he snarled out words just barely legible to you over the sound of your blood rushing in your ears.
"How dare you touch her? She's mine." Gojo was screaming over and over as he thrashed around to be let go. Two other teachers running out in front of him and pushing him back as he broke free and lunged for the boy again.
You scampered backwards in fear, having landed close enough to the curly haired boy to be in Gojo's way. Your movement making his eyes dart to you, the fight draining out of him at the frightened look on your face.
The four teachers took advantage of his state and dragged him out. You could hear Gojo's screams of your name long past when he was out of sight.
For the first time you realized what a mistake it had been to befriend someone known for their violent personality. The curly haired boy was helped up by the principal and another teacher, the students following them leaving you sitting alone in the math class.
You skipped work that day, going straight home. Telling your mom you weren't feeling well and she called the owner of the supermarket for you. Letting you go straight to bed and only coming in to tell you she'd made porridge for you on her way to work.
The next day you didn't go to school. Feigning sick again but actually unwilling to go in and face all the questions that were sure to be asked about the incident. People had seen you there.
You had nothing to tell, you didn't know what had set Gojo off. You remembered what he had been yelling but his words made no sense to you. As wrong as what he had done was, a part of you still felt loyal to your friend and didn't want to say anything against him. Figuring that if you simply didn't show up then you wouldn't have to make a choice between what was right and being loyal.
Gojo had come to school the next day eager to see you and apologize for scaring you. His dad had been called the night before and though the principal had been threatening to suspend him, he'd instead just gotten off with a week of helping the caretaker clean for an hour after school. The principalâs riteous fury doused when his dad brought up how great it would be for the education of the other kids if he got all the school computers replaced.
The principal had let it go, saying boys get into fights and it wasn't worth risking their admission to university to write them up. His father's secretary had flown in and gone to see the boy's family while they were still in the hospital with him. Promising to pay for all of his post-secondary education fees including board and spending money if they didn't press charges and that was simply too good a deal for a parent to pass up.
It was all back to normal like nothing had happened except you weren't there. You didn't come to school the rest of the week and Friday when you didn't show up during first period, Gojo had had enough. He stalked out of the room with the first period teacher asking him to come back or at least take the bathroom hall pass with him if we was leaving but Gojo didn't turn back. Walking right out of school and getting a taxi to your house.
Just the sight of your house was enough to make his heart swell. He knocked on the door, staying quiet as he heard you ask who it was. His knees went weak as the door swung open and revealed you. Standing there in mismatched pajamas with bedhead worse than the first time he'd laid eyes on you and yet he'd never seen such a welcome sight.
Your eyes widened as you caught sight of him. Torn between not wanting to talk to him and ask why heâd done what he did. You stepped out into the cold, closing the door behind you. Wrapping your arms around yourself. Gojo shrugged off the jacket he was wearing, taking a step forward to drape it over you but freezing when you immediately took a step back.
"Take it." He said, holding out his jacket. Blue eyes boring into you waiting for you to finally look up at him and stop staring at the ground. It was maddening to have you before him but still have you avoiding him like this.
"I'm fine." You mumbled.
"If you won't take it then let's talk inside." Gojo said, taking a step forward to reach for your door but you stepped in front of the doorknob.
"My mom's sleeping, you can't come inside." You said and Gojo tried to tell himself it was just because you were worried he would make too much noise and wake her and not because you didn't want him in your house anymore. He knew he had made a mistake, scared you but you had some explaining to do yourself. You had said he was your only friend so why were you letting that little curly haired bastard put his hands on you?
"Why haven't you been coming to school?" Gojo asked and you finally glanced up at him, surprised to hear he had been to school. You were sure he must have been expelled or at least suspended.
It was like he could breathe again now that your eyes were on him. Air filling his lungs for what felt like the first time in days.
"You were at school?" You asked.
"Yeah they put me on cleaning duty this week. Said it wasn't a big deal." He said, sounding so blasé about the whole situation it made your stomach drop. He had beat the curly haired boy to unconsciousness, most likely breaking his nose and taking out some teeth based on the amount of blood but to him it was no big deal?
"How is beating someone to unconsciousness not a big deal?"
"He's fine." Gojo snapped, annoyed that even after not seeing him for days you were talking about that bastard.
"Why are you here?" You asked, realizing you weren't going to get through to him from a morality perspective.
"What do you mean why am I here? You haven't been to school in days, I came to see you." Gojo said, taking a step forward but you stepped away from the door to put more distance between the both of you.
"I don't want to see you right now." You said making Gojo freeze. A cold sweat breaking out on his body as the words you had just spoken rung in his ears. You didn't want to see him. He had been dying to see you and you didn't want him here. You were done with him. He wouldn't allow for it.
"Why do you not want to see me? Look I won't even ask why you were letting that little bastard put his hands on you. It doesn't matter as long as you don't do it again. Let's just go out and get breakfast. You haven't eaten yet, right? We'll bring something back for your mom too." He rambled, voice friendly and bright but eyes manic with desperation that had you balking.
"What are you talking about? Did you hit him for touching me?" You asked, having been raking your brain for days trying to figure out why he had attacked the boy and been unable to think of a reason.
"I don't like others touching you. I'm your only friend. Only I should get to touch you." Gojo said making your heart drop.
"Gojo I'm my own person. You don't get to decide who I'm friends with or who touches me." You said carefully, still hoping this was all a horrid misunderstanding and you were mistaking the implication of his words.
He latched onto your upper arms making you jolt in surprise, pulling you in close until you were nearly chest to chest.
"But you're mine. Just the thought of anyone else touching you makes me so mad I can't think straight. I hate when others talk to you, hate it when they even look at you."
You could only stare up at him in horror. Finally recognizing that glint in his eyes for what it was, mania. You didn't know when he had started thinking of you this way, something he owned and should keep to himself. All you knew was you needed to get away from him.
Not only was he dangerous, with a temper that frequently got the best of him and strength far beyond your imagination, he was also backed by a father who covered up all his misdeeds. Gojo had power and there was no threat of repercussions or consequences to stop him from using it.
"Let go of me." You said but your words had the opposite of their intended effect. He pulled you in to his chest, stooping down to wrap his burly arms around you. Resting his chin on your head and clutching you to him as furiously as a child does their favourite stuffed toy.
"No, can't let you go." He mumbled, turning his face into your hair and breathing in your familiar scent.
"Gojo let go." You demanded, pushing at his chest but with your arms trapped you could barely get enough momentum behind them for him to even feel the pressure, let alone move.
"Stop calling me Gojo. It's Satoru to you." He said, tightening his grip on you making you gasp out in pain.
"You're hurting me, let go." You ordered and Gojo immediately stepped back, horrified at the thought of having hurt you. Gojo had hurt many people in his life, but he never wanted to hurt you. You were the most precious thing to him.
"Leave and don't ever come back. I want nothing to do with you." You said.
"No darling, I'm sorry." Gojo pleaded, trembling hands reaching out to grab hold of you and look you over.
"Leave Gojo." You demanded, turning to go back into your house but his next words made you pause.
"I can't live without you, I need you." He said, voice breaking in a way that had your resolve threatening to crumble. You turned back to him, unable to turn your back on him when the boy you had considered to be your friend sounded close to crying.
"No one's ever made me feel the way you do. I feel like I can't breathe when I'm not around you. I'll die without you, don't push me away." Gojo begged, capturing your hand in his. Blue eyes filling with tears.
You could barely believe this was the boy who nearly killed someone with his bare hands just a couple days ago. But even now as he cried he showed no remorse for what he had done to that boy. He was only upset at the thought of losing you.
He couldn't stop himself as he blurted out everything he felt for you. Needed you to see the truth, how badly he needed you. How he was nothing without you.
"Gojo I've only ever thought of you as a friend, I'm sorry. I think it's best we stay away from each other, I can't return your feelings." You said, watching the tears spill over onto his cheeks at your words.
"You're lying." He said and you glanced up at him, heart clenching at the way the tears poured down his cheeks but he didn't so much as blink or wipe them away.
"You feel the same way. Why else would you spend all your time with me when you don't even talk to anyone else? You invited me to sleep over, took care of me after what my dad did. You do care about me, you're just denying it cause I scared you didn't I?"
"Gojo that's not it, I'm sorry I've never seen you that way. I did all of that because I thought of you as a friend but now I don't think we can even be friends anymore. Just go, okay?" You said turning to go inside leaving him there staring at the spot where you stood as you tore open his heart.
You didn't even want to be friends with him anymore. You couldn't love a monster like him, you couldn't even tolerate to be around him. His dad had warned him that men like them always get left behind. But he wasn't like his dad, he'd get you back. He didn't know how but he would.
Wiping at his eyes Gojo turned to leave, heading right for that part of town he had been told never to return to just a couple nights ago. He found those thugs again, there was a bigger group of them this time. One pointed him out the moment he was in there line of sight.
"Didn't we warn you not to come back here?" One of them asked, standing up from where he was leant against the wall and stepping up to meet Gojo in the middle of the pathway he was walking down.
Gojo didn't even slightly falter at his words. Throwing the first punch once again.
"Oh you're in for it today pretty boy, all our guys are coming here to make sure you don't get to walk away this time."
That day Gojo fought like he really didn't care to continue living. He had lost the one thing that made it all worth it. If Gojo had been rash before then today he was downright reckless. Uncaring about the damage he took, only continuing to move through the swarm of bodies until he physically couldn't anymore.
It took more than one swing of the metal bat to his head to get him down. Barely any of them were left standing by the time he went down and it was lucky that the ones left didn't care to be arrested, leaving him there on the ground and collecting their own men before running off.
He woke up in the hospital. His dad's secretary by his side, glancing up from his laptop when Gojo groaned as he came to consciousness becoming aware of the debilitating headache he had.
You didnât even come to see him, he called you and sent texts that went unread until they stopped delivering. He refused to stay in hospital longer than the moment he could stand up without the world spinning around him. He had to go back to school, had to see you.
You were relieved not to see Gojo in school when you went back on Monday. Back to being left alone without him there to pester you, letting you get all your homework done during school hours. Your mom wondered why he wasnât coming over but you told her he was hanging out with his other friends.
It felt strange now to just study throughout lunch but this was for the best of everyone. You got news that the curly haired boy, whose name you finally learned had transferred schools and you wondered if Gojo had done the same. Though you would assume that a lot more people would have been talking about it if the Gojo Satoru left their school.
You only got 3 days of peace before he was back. Whispers and eyes following him as he trudged down the hall, gauze at the back of his head and two black eyes. Knuckles scabbing over from where theyâd been split over and over.
His heart leapt when he got to first period and you were sitting there in your usual spot. Hunched over doing your math homework like always. You didnât even seem to notice the hush that fell over the class when he walked in, going to his rightful seat next to you.
You glanced over as the chair next to you was pulled back, glancing up to see Gojo watching you with a blank expression. You quickly looked back to your homework, heart skipping a beat at the feel of those eyes on you again and you let out a slow shaky exhale to try to regain your composure. It was strange to feel this nervous around someone you used to be so comfortable around.
As much as you wanted to ask if he was okay you thought it better to ignore him. He had feelings for you that you didn't return and after seeing that other side of him, you didnât want him in your life even as a friend. Best to distance yourself and not get his hopes up.
You could feel his stare boring holes into you all throughout first period, presence seeming to fill up the room and leave no room even for you to draw in a breath. You had never been so glad to hear that bell ring, throwing your stuff haphazardly into your bag not caring if you bent the pages of your textbooks or crumpled your homework.
âIs this how itâs going to be?â Gojo asked before you could make your escape.
âIâm sorry.â You said, meaning it. Youâd never meant to cause him pain. He scoffed out a laugh and you made your escape.
From that day on Gojo didnât talk to you in class. He attended every class you both had together. Sitting silently next to you staring out the window. He got into more fights than ever before, knuckles constantly scabbed over from being split over and over again. When youâd pass him in the halls terrorizing the poor soul whoâd had the misfortune of capturing his attention that day those blue eyes would stare at you accusingly. As though telling you this was all your fault.
When you walked into first period the next week and saw him on top of the teacher, throwing punch after punch in the manâs face you nearly fell backwards. It felt like another one of the nightmares you were now very prone to having of him attacking the student and you standing by, doing nothing to intervene. Those blue eyes flicked up to you as you finally managed to find your voice and scream for help.
A smirk twisting up those lips as he pulled back his fist and hit the man even harder than before, blood spraying onto perfect pale skin. He continued hitting the man long after he'd gone limp in his hold. Not taking his eyes off you even as he was dragged away by multiple other teachers.
You ran to the nearest bathroom, throwing up your breakfast and sinking down onto the ground. Entire body shaking as you remembered the look in those eyes. Like a cornered predator holding its head high even as it was torn to shreds.
For that incident he was suspended. It seemed even Gojo Satoru couldnât get away with putting a teacher in the hospital but considering if it were anyone else theyâd be in jail, you guessed his father had used his influence again. You hated the part of you that worried about the price Gojo must have paid for that interference.
For the next 2 weeks Gojo didnât come to school. Slowly you stopped expecting to see him around every corner you turned and in every class you walked into. The owner of the supermarket stopped asking you to bring him back to attract customers and your mom stopped asking if you two had fought and when he'd come over again.
You went back to doing your schoolwork during your classes, eating your milk bread alone in the library during lunch. Walking to the supermarket, with your brain playing tricks on you and making you see flashes of a tall boy with white hair and impossibly blue eyes in your peripheral.
It was why when you heard a knocking on your door close to midnight on a Saturday, you didn't even suspect it would be Gojo. Being home alone so late at night you had no intention of opening the door. Clutching your phone, ready to call the police as the banging got progressively louder.
"What, now I can't even come around and visit?" You heard a familiar voice call out making you nearly drop your phone. You hurried to the door as he continued his banging, worried he was going to break your door.
You opened the door and there he stood. The dim streetlight illuminating his face as he glanced up from where he'd knelt down on your steps. Hood falling back and revealing his face that was covered in bruises. There was a cut across his eyebrow, edge of his jaw purple, lip split and a bandage over the bridge of his nose.
The smell of alcohol hit you as he got up to his feet, staggering slightly. Split lip pulling into a smile at the sight of you.
"What happened to you?" You asked and he was glad that you had finally dropped the uncaring act. Perhaps it was true what they said about distance making the heart grow fonder. Maybe you had spent all this time apart thinking of him just as his every thought had been consumed by you. No amount of fights or alcohol were helping. He didn't need any of that, he just needed you to feel better.
"Won't you invite me in?" He asked, ignoring your question. Wanting to see the worried look on your face a little longer. You probably thought his dad had done this to him. And well while he had a part to play, not all of it had been his dad. Just the lip really that had split when his dad backhanded him for making him abandon a deal and fly back home to set him straight. Threatening to cancel his cards and looking almost repulsed when that made Gojo start laughing manically.
He had flown back out the next day without making good on his promise. Clearly in no mood to do any actual parenting, either thinking him beyond help or believing the threat to cut him off to be sufficient.
You stepped back from the door giving him the space to enter. Unable to turn him away when he looked like he could barely stand up straight and had god knows how many more injuries. You were glad you let him in when he walked past and you caught sight of the blood that glinted red on the black hoodie he wore.
"Gojo what happened to your side?" You asked and he glanced down to the stained fabric as though just noticing it, lifting his hoodie and revealing a deep gash across his hip making you gasp.
"Jesus Gojo you need to go to the hospital." You said, rushing to follow him in and trying to catch him as he slumped back on the couch in a way that could not be good for his injury.
"Don't need anything else but you." He mumbled, reaching up to grab your hand while you were stood in front of him, legs trapped between his. Not noticing how close you had gotten in your worrying.
"I'm serious, I'm gonna call a taxi and let's take you to the hospital." You said, moving to step back but he tugged you down into his lap. Wrapping his arms around you to hold you down.
"Don't move, need this. Missed you so much." He mumbled, burying his face in the crook of your neck, pressing a kiss to the skin there. Your eyes widening at his actions.
"Gojo let go." You said, pushing at his arms around you but they wouldn't budge.
"Stop calling me that, acting like we're strangers." He whined, pressing kisses up your neck to your jaw. You panicked, shoving at his face. Accidentally hitting his injured nose and he let you go, winded from the pressure on the broken bone.
You scampered backwards out of reach, breathing hard. Glancing over at the door, wishing you had never let him in. He was drunk and completely out of control.
He was up on his feet by the time you glanced back at him and though you had been aware of how tall he was, you had never really noticed how much bigger he was than you before now. So much taller and broader than you. There was no competition when it came to strength. You could only hope you would be able to get through to him.
You stumbled back as he took a step forward, eyes darting down to your feet and back up to you. Pupils dilating as he zeroed in on his prey, each of his steps forward matched with yours trying to maintain the distance between the both of you.
You jolted in surprise as you felt your back hit something solid, taking a quick glance behind you to see you had reached the wall. But darling hadn't anyone ever told you never to take your eyes off the predator? He closed the gap between you the moment you turned your head, on you in a flash. Large hand grabbing hold of your jaw and you didn't even have time to try to pull away before he was crashing his mouth over yours.
Groaning at the taste of you, sweeter than he could have imagined. All the fantasies his brain tormented him with were nothing compared to the real thing. How soft and warm you felt under him, the smell of you that filled his senses. How perfectly your lips fit against his.
For a moment you were too stunned to move but as he licked over your lips to try to coax them into parting it was like you were kicked back into action. You pushed at him with all your might, fingers scrabbling against the solid mass of him for purchase. Soon you were running out of air and without any other options you bit down on his lip.
He pulled back with a laugh, swiping at his lip that you had torn again. Eyes catching on his blood that stained your mouth. Pretty lips slick with spit and his blood colouring them red on the side you had bitten him. Chest heaving with every breath as you watched him warily.
He saw you glance at the door a millisecond before you tried to lunge past him to get to it. But even when he was intoxicated you were no match for his reflexes, he pushed you back into the wall with ease.
Caging you there with both forearms leaned on either side of your head. He traced his thumb gently over your bottom lip, swiping his blood across it. Desperate for another taste.
You turned your head angrily and he tutted, tilting your face back towards him with a hand guiding your jaw. Careful not to apply too much pressure. Last thing he wanted was to hurt you. You looked so pretty with his blood on you but he had no intention of ever seeing your own, certainly not ever drawn by his hand.
"Don't touch me." You snarled.
"Don't be angry darling. I just missed you so much I couldn't help myself. I've wanted to do this for so long, longer than even I realized." Gojo murmured, eyes still tracked on your lips. Just wanting another taste but it had made you so angry the first time so he tried to hold himself back. You had no idea how much he had always been holding back for your sake.
"You disgust me." You spat making him freeze.
He didn't understand why you said all those hurtful things. It had ruined him to hear you say you never wanted to see him again but then tonight you'd let him in again. Been so worried over just a couple bruises and a cut that you had wanted to take him to the hospital in the dead of the night.
You had to be lying now too. It was such a terrible habit of yours. Lying about all these hurtful things, not knowing what it did to him.
"Don't say stuff like that." He admonished gently.
"You do, I wish I'd never met you." You said and he clenched his jaw. Trying so hard to hold back the rage he felt at being treated this way by the one he'd put above everything else.
"After what you did today, you mean nothing to me." You said and he slapped his hand over your mouth. Taking a long slow deep breath in and out to contain his anger.
"Enough." Gojo said quietly, glancing up to look into your widened eyes watching him, the understanding of the sort of situation you were in starting to settle in.
"What a terrible temper you have, saying all these hurtful things I know you don't mean." He said, taking his hand off your mouth to smooth your hair back from your face.
"Please leave." You asked quietly making him sigh.
"Why would I leave my pretty darling all alone this late at night?" Gojo asked softly, fingers playing with the tendrils of hair that fell across your cheek. Brows furrowing in confusion as a pearly drop slid down your cheek and it took him a moment to realize you were crying.
"No, no baby don't cry." Gojo cooed as he looked at your pretty eyes glassy with tears. He swiped his thumbs gently under your eyes, cupping your face between his hands and pressing the tenderest of kisses to your lips.
"It's been so hard on both of us being away from one another but I'm here now. I won't let them keep us apart anymore." He said, pulling you in close to his chest as you choked on a sob that broke free from your chest.
"Others have tried to get in your head haven't they? Telling you terrible things about me and trying to lure you away. My poor naive darling." He cooed and you steeled yourself to do what you had to in order to get away.
"Satoru." You called softly making him pull back to look at you. Eyes filling up with hope and a smile blooming on his face.
You reached up for him, carefully cupping his jaw within both your trembling hands. Keeping your eyes on his all the while you got up on the tips of your toes. Glancing down to your target and his eyes flickered down to your lips.
He leant down and you took the opportunity of finally having him the closest to eye level as you could to ram your head forward with all the momentum you could muster in that amount of space. Your head connected with his nose and an audible crack was heard that you were sure would ring in your ears for the rest of time.
Gojo stumbled back a step, hands flying to his nose. Not even understanding at first why his fingers were suddenly stained crimson until you shoved at his chest making him fall back on his bottom.
You darted for the door, fingers just grazing the door knob before your ankle was grabbed and tugged sharply, bringing you down. You cried out as you hit the floor, chin hitting the ground so hard it made your teeth rattle.
You were flipped onto your back as Gojo crawled on top of you, drops of the blood dripping from his nose dropping down onto you. You pushed and scratched with all your might, besides yourself with the need to get away but your wrists were caught in each of his hands and pinned down on either side of your head.
You sobbed beneath him, squeezing your eyes shut and turning your head so you wouldn't have to see the horrifying image he made. Blue eyes lit up with the flame of his manic obsession, blood dripping down his nose past his lips and down his chin. Dropping onto your chest and splattering you with red.
"Why would you try to run from me darling? What have I ever done to you to make you act like this?" He asked, voice sounding so hurt as though he had any right to feel betrayed.
"Look at me." Gojo said but you kept your eyes squeezed shut. Hoping this was all a nightmare and you'd wake up soon.
"I said look at me." He said releasing one of your wrists to grab your jaw and force your head straight. Grip tightening until you complied, a fresh wave of tears swelling in your eyes at the sight of him.
"Fuck, look at what you've done to yourself." He muttered, gingerly stroking over your bruised chin making you flinch.
"Please let me go." You begged making his heart clench.
"I am never going to let you go. We belong together. Now come on, up on your feet. If we stay here they'll never stop getting between us. We have to leave." Gojo said, not waiting for you to comply. Rising up to his feet and forcefully pulling you up too by your hands.
"Now listen to me good darling, once we get outside I want you to keep your head down and stay quiet. If you so much as say a word to anyone, I'll kill them." Gojo warned, waiting till you nodded before pulling you in close and tucking you under his arm. Casting one last look at the only place that had ever felt like home to him before he ushered you out.
No one knew where you two disappeared to that night. Gojo's dad spent all the money he could on finding his son and your mother never gave up but not a trace was ever found again of either of you. At the school they said regretfully they had thought you would be a good influence on him and yet you two had been each other's ruin.
Nothing Comes for Free
Yandere Gojo x Reader
Thinking about Yandere Lieutenant Gojo known as the mad dog amongst his troop. Born to a long line of military commanders and with a reputation for being more fearsome than any of those that preceded him. Entirely too unpredictable and with that sort of backing, no one dared question the things he did.
All you had wanted was protection. The military was not the place for the likes of you but now that you were there you just wanted to ride the coattails of better and more powerful men until you got discharged and a fat pension to accompany your trauma. It was supposed to be simple but you chose the wrong man to kiss up to. They had warned you about the mad dog and you really should have listened. Nothing comes for free.
Wordcount: 14k+
Notes: Not canon-compliant, alternate universe where curses are widely known and everyone can see and fight them. Yandere behaviour, non-con touching, violence and threats of violence. Crack-like until things get serious. Loosely inspired by the manwha Passion.
You bit nervously at your nails, watching all the others gear up as though they were going to play laser tag and not be exposed to real bloodthirsty curses. You hadn't thought this far when you signed up for the Special Force Against Curses. All you knew was your old neighbour who had retired from SFAC now stayed at home all day eating snacks and yelling at his television. That was all you wanted from life.
The brutal 9-5 for decades would wear you out too fast. You couldn't spend the majority of your life waiting desperately for the weekend. It would be easier to enlist, tough it out until you found a way to be discharged with pension.
You hadn't really considered all the danger you'd be exposed to. Suddenly that fat pension made sense. They could afford to dangle it over your heads knowing most of you would not make it to the finish line.
The others began retreating from the weaponry breaking you out of your thoughts and making you wonder if you had taken too long dallying. Now only the stuff no one wanted would be left but then you saw the tall figure make their way through the parted crowd. Not only taller than all the other men but that shock of white hair made him stand out all the more. The one everyone called the mad dog. Though to you he looked more like an extraterrestrial being with those freakish blue eyes of his.
You had heard the rumours. He was as strong as ten men, so fast he could take out a whole gang of curses before they even realized they were under attack. Thought of strategy and planned attacks out in ways others couldn't even perceive of. It sounded like the winning recipe for a soldier but apparently, and according to the more envious men, he was barking mad. You thought it was just jealousy of his skill.
You weren't the jealous type. No, you were the type to recognize that there were others in this world who had advantages and skills you didn't possess but just because you didn't have them, didn't mean you couldn't make use of them. The mad dog, or Gojo Satoru as you would respectfully address him, was exactly the kind of friend you needed to make it out of here alive and get to use the pension you had signed up for.
That day as you cowered behind a wall while the others attacked, you kept an eye out for that shock of white hair. Watching as the man disappeared from your line of sight and reappeared at intervals almost always brutally finishing off a curse and it became quite clear as you watched why he was called the mad dog. He had a smile on his face more frightening than the creatures as he disemboweled them, those freakish eyes of his glowing in the darkness like that of a predator.
That was a man you could hide behind and one clearly capable of protecting you from any and all threats. That evening at dinner when you had gotten your tray of food you marched it over right to Gojo Satoruâs table.
"Can I sit?" You asked before you could think better of it.
Those blue eyes gazing out the window slowly trailed over to you. Not even the slightest shift in his expression as he stared at you as blankly as he had been looking at the scenery out the window beside the table he always sat at, alone.
"No." He said, making your stomach drop. You had been planning how to approach him but you hadn't really considered the possibility he might turn you down.
"I'll give you my dessert." You bartered, his eyes flicked down to your tray.
"Blech, I don't like raspberry pudding." He said making you glance down to your tray too.
"I asked for chocolate." You exclaimed.
You had asked for the chocolate pudding but clearly the blind bat serving had given you the raspberry instead.
"That blind bat." You muttered lowly under your breath, glaring back over your shoulder at the old lady serving. Nearly jumping out of your skin in fright when a bark like laugh erupted from the man sitting before you. Eyes now sparkling when just before he had been looking at you like he wouldn't bat an eye if you dropped dead.
"That's my great aunt." He said, making your heart drop. You had really ruined all chances of friendship.
"She lost her eye sight in one eye while serving and then majority of her sight in the other in a curse attack." He continued. Not only had you ruined chances of friendship you'd gone and made an enemy of the strongest man in the troop, not to mention that he was your superior.
"I'm so-" You started but were cutoff by him speaking again.
"She's got a nose like a hound though so she definitely gave you the raspberry on purpose. Nasty old bat." Gojo said and you nearly went boneless in relief.
"I knew it couldn't always be a mistake." You said swinging one leg over the bench but a tutting sound made you freeze.
"I didn't say you could sit." Gojo said and you blinked at him like a deer in headlights before awkwardly pulling your leg back.
"Find another table, this one's mine." He said, glancing away from you in clear dismissal.
You joined one of the many other tables where the soldiers, clearly still sour that you had hid during the attack, gave you dirty looks which you ignored. Too busy trying to figure out what had happened because there had been a moment when you thought you'd found your in with Gojo Satoru.
You retreated that day but that didn't mean you stopped trying. From then on where Gojo Satoru went, you followed. If he was heading to meals then you were right behind him, tray in hand and getting the exact same foods he chose. You woke when he did and retired to sleep when he did. At first it was just to align your routine but the madman was an early riser so soon you needed to go to bed early if you were going to survive waking at dawn like him.
The only time you weren't dutifully following him around was when you all ran laps. He outpaced you several times and would eventually make it back into your blurred line of sight as you gasped and panted for air while being heckled by your commander for being a disgrace.
He mostly acted like you didn't exist. He would respond when spoken to but still made it abundantly clear you weren't welcome in his space. He had yet to allow you to sit at his table. The only time he had any sort of positive reaction to you was when he would hear something you muttered to yourself and would let out that bark-like laughter that nearly pierced your eardrums.
It was one of those mornings where you were dragging yourself to the training room. Knowing Gojo was already there and cursing him for being such an early riser when you finally saw what made the others avoid the man and speak of him as though he were the legend of a spooky ghost story and not their fellow comrade in arms.
You opened the door to the gym, still a bit bleary eyed but the fog of exhaustion disappeared the moment you took in the scene in front of you. Gojo Satoru was straddling a man on the ground beneath him, pummeling fist after fist into his face. The man's face, now a swollen, bloody mess, was completely unrecognizable even though you had been spending every waking moment surrounded by your fellow soldiers.
You couldn't help the gasp that escaped you when the next punch resulted in a spray of blood splattering up from the man's nose that had been reduced to a mangled mess of bloodied cartilage. Drops of crimson spraying out onto Gojo's pristine, marble-like pale skin. The sight made more unsettling by how other than that splatter of blood across his jaw and neck, there was not even so much as a scratch on him. Not even his hair was mussed.
At the sound, Gojo glanced up making you freeze in place. Those manic blue eyes now on you, glowing just the way they did when he was hunting curses.
"Good morning." Gojo huffed, sitting back on the man as though it were not the body of a person he'd beaten into unconsciousness but a bench.
"Good morning." You breathed, whirling around when you heard footsteps coming down the hall. Your heart nearly fell through your stomach as you made eye contact with the beady pair of your commander.
Violence against fellow soldiers was strictly prohibited. If the commander saw Gojo now he would expel him and all your efforts in fraying him down would have been for naught. The others didn't particularly like you for being weak and hiding during attacks. You had spent all your time following around Gojo and the others had already formed their little cliques. There was no hope of finding another protector.
"Commander, sir, Lieutenant Hiroshi was looking for you in the weaponry. Something about needing help with a holster." You said, making the man pause. It was common knowledge the commander had the biggest crush on Hiroshi.
"A holster?"
"Yes sir, his thigh holster has come loose I believe." You said and the man didn't even bother responding. Turning right back around the way he had come.
"Lieutenant Hiroshi wasn't in the weaponry." A voice said from behind you and you nearly jumped out of your skin. Whirling back around to see Gojo stood behind you with an amused glint in his eyes and more concerningly the blood still splattered across his face.
"I know that but I had to get the commander out of here. If he saw this you would have been discharged from the military and that too disgracefully. You know you don't get pension if you get discharged disgracefully right?" You asked, unthinkingly licking your thumb and swiping at the blood on his jaw.
He flinched back, catching your wrist but you wriggled your hand out. Pushing against his chest so he was forced back into the gym and out of anyone who may be passing's line of sight. You leaned out, scanning the hall before turning back to look at the man whose large chest muscles you only now noticed your hands were still on considering he was looking down at them like he didn't understand what they were.
"Okay, now listen, you head back to your room and if anyone asks you were feeling sick so you didn't come to work out today. If you weren't at the scene of the crime, then you couldn't have committed it. I'll say I found him here like this. Just help me drag him over to the showers so I can say I only saw him after my workout."
Gojo was still watching you in complete silence as though you were speaking another language he didn't speak.
"Come on, get moving. If anyone sees you we're done for." You said.
"We?" He asked, reassuring you that he had in fact not forgotten his mother tongue out of shock. Though he didn't look the least bit flustered or shocked, only slightly perplexed but not at the situation, at you.
"Yes, we. If I get caught covering for your ass then I'll also be discharged dishonorably, completely defeating the purpose of why I enlisted in the first place so you better start putting that brain and those muscles to use." You said, walking over to the man and grimacing at the mess Gojo Satoru had made of his face. You had been about to grab his shoulders but that was too close to the mangled face so instead you moved to grab his legs which were more in tact.
"Why would you cover for me?" Gojo asked suspiciously and you huffed at seeing he still wasn't making any effort to help you. While he'd been enthusiastic about causing the mess, he was quite reluctant to join in on the necessary clean up.
His question registered and you were glad that you had been stooped down to try to lift the unconscious man's legs so Gojo couldn't see the momentary panic on your face. It probably wouldn't do to tell him that it was because you wanted to be brought under his wing until you found a way to be discharged early.
"Because we're friends." You responded, sounding a little unsure even to yourself but a quick glance up at Gojo told you he hadn't quite noticed.
His otherwordly eyes had a far off look and you wondered if he had now gone into shock before he met your eye and you watched as his gaze narrowed in on you reminding you eerily of a hawk zeroing in on their prey, sending a shiver down your spine. You really should have paid more attention to that uneasy sense of foreboding.
Instead of responding, Gojo stooped down to lift the man up by the shoulders and carried the heft of him over to the showers without taking his eyes off you but you were a bit too busy struggling to carry the man's legs to notice.
After you had both dropped the man in the showers you again told Gojo to go back to his room. Catching his wrist just as he was about to leave. He glanced back, looking at your little hand on his wrist and then up to you. Brows creased in worry for him.
"Did anyone see you on your way here?" You asked and when he took a moment too long to answer rushed to clarify.
"Besides the unconscious man."
He shook his head in negative, something about that worried expression rendering him speechless when so many horrors and wonders he'd faced hadn't been able to.
"Good, go." You said releasing his wrist and turning to fret over the unconscious man again.
Gojo walked back to his room in a daze. You didn't know who he was. He had assumed you had been following him around like a shadow because you wanted to be affiliated with the Gojo heir. Set to inherit all the wealth, influence and glory of all the Gojo clan before him but your actions today made it clear you had no idea about his family background.
It wasn't often that people tried to get close to him. Not since what used to be rumours had become so undeniably backed by proof he had provided at nearly every turn in his life that even his parents couldn't refute them without risking looking like fools. And no member of the Gojo clan would ever risk being made a fool.
He had never had a friend. At first it was because his parents simply didn't think anyone worthy of standing beside him as an equal when he so clearly surpassed all the children his age in every conceivable way. That made him used to being alone and not at all used to sharing.
Gojo knew what the others called him - the mad dog for his territorial ways. Gojo didn't take kindly to anyone trying to take what was his. He didn't go around attacking people for no reason but when they tried to use or take his things that set him off. Admittedly he had a tendency to go a bit overboard when set off.
Like this morning when he'd gotten to the gym and seen one of the others using the weight machine he woke up so damn early to be able to use without others pawing all over it. He had asked politely for the man to find another machine because that one was his but the man hadn't listened and Gojo only asked politely once.
When he'd first enlisted these sort of misunderstandings happened fairly often. People mistook living in a shared space to mean Gojo would be sharing what was his. After that misunderstanding had been clarified with some of his fellow comrades in arms, word spread and they learned to stay away from Gojo's things.
He had broken limbs and beat people to unconsciousness in front of their commander and no one had ever dared to so much as write him up. It was real cute though to see you fretting and scheming for him. No one had ever worried over him like this. People had worried because of him. Worried over the damage he could do to them, their reputations in his parent's case or other such nonsensical things.
He found he quite liked your worrying. If this was what being your friend meant then he was quite ready to have you as his first and only friend.
After that morning incident it was like a flip had switched. Suddenly you didn't need to follow Gojo around anymore because he always managed to find you first.
In the morning he was at your door, knocking to be let in and dragging you along to the gym barely awake. If you got to meals later than he did then he'd have a tray of food waiting for you identical to his and if you went together then there was no question you'd be sitting right next to him.
Somehow no one had bothered to question what you had said about finding the man Gojo had beaten into an actual coma on the shower floors. You had been terrified a full investigation would be done and in your nerves suggested that maybe he had just tripped in the showers when your commander had been questioning you about the incident.
At the time he had made it seem like he would be digging into the matter and you were going to be in a lot of trouble if caught lying but then he'd never brought it up again. Perhaps you were a better liar than you thought.
What you couldn't deceive anyone about though was your lack of physical prowess and were currently feeling the full weight of your commander's disdain as everyone running laps circled you for a fourth time while you struggled to complete your second. Gojo had ran past you six times already. Giving you an encouraging thump on the back the first time that nearly laid you out on the ground had he not caught you, and then with an encouraging cheer and laugh as though he were having the time of his life every time since.
"Having to watch you run is the only time I regret enlisting." Your commander was saying when you felt someone run up next to you. You glanced over, seeing double from exhaustion before your sight settled somewhat and you realized it was just one very pissed off Gojo glaring at the commander.
"Would you like me to give you a couple other reasons?" He asked and the commander seemed to turn as green as you probably were with how nauseous you were feeling.
"I-uh have to go check on the others." The commander said, breaking out into a full sprint across the field. Apparently not even the commander was above being intimidated by Gojo.
To not have to hear the commander's disparaging while you endured having to do the activity you hated more than anything felt like a blessing and out of happiness you flung yourself at Gojo. Clinging to your saviour with all your might.
Had it been anyone else you both would have gone sprawling onto the field with the way you practically tackled him into a hug but Gojo had just gone very still, staring down at you in shock. He couldn't remember the last time someone had hugged him.
You were so soft and warm against him. So much smaller than him you barely reached his chest. Burying your face into him like he was your only hope.
Before he could think of how to react you were glancing up at him beaming. Your face pink from the exertion, the afternoon sun making it glow and bringing out the flecks of gold in your eyes. He hadn't so much as broken a sweat while running those laps but now all he could hear was the blood rushing through his ears and his heart thudding against his ribcage.
Never before had he so desired for something to be his. And you were his, weren't you? It had been your idea all along to become his friend. You were the one to force yourself into his orbit and now that you had he had no intention of ever letting you out.
He allowed his arms to wrap around you, chest clenching at how right that felt. This was where you belonged, within his grasp.
You released him as abruptly as you had embraced him leaving him feeling cold and bereft. But there was still the lingering warmth of your touch and the heat that bloomed within his chest as you smiled at him in that way. Challenging him to a race you both knew there was no way you would win.
The effort however of trying to out run the Gojo Satoru had you so belligerent with thirst you couldn't be bothered to try to find your own water bottle amongst the many at the finish line. Swiping his from his hand and holding it up above your mouth so you could gulp it down.
A hush fell over the others, silence so pronounced that it made it through your haze of exhaustion. Every one of the others was looking at you, or actually upon closer inspection, not at you but behind you at Gojo.
Gojo waited for the familiar rage to rise up within his chest as he watched you gulp down his water from his water bottle. That feeling of wrongness and outrage but there was nothing. No rage, just that weird tightness he'd gotten in his chest earlier while looking at you.
It had been amusing to see you trying to beat him with your much shorter legs and how incredibly out of shape you were compared to him. He probably could have run that lap faster if he were carrying you than you had managed to on your own.
He had always liked running. It cleared his head and let out some of that pent up energy always buzzing in his veins but running with you panting next to him, gasping for air and asking if he was even human was the first time he had found running fun.
You made everything fun, life had been so dull before you. He couldn't imagine going back to that. He found everything you did entertaining. Your little habit of muttering to yourself. It was always rude or bitter comments said under your breath but he found them hilarious.
The way you made no attempt to hide that you had no interest in defending people by eradicating curses but were just here for the pension. Hiding away every time you were all sent out on a mission. Your honesty was a breath of fresh air amongst all the false bravado and nobility he had grown up surrounded by.
He threw an arm around your shoulders, feeling a strange urge to have you close that he'd never felt for anyone before.
"Let's get you out of the sun. You look like a tomato." He said and you scoffed through your panting.
"Sorry we're not all godly beings that can run laps in the sun and still look like we're filming an athletic wear commercial. Did you even sweat, you freak?" You asked, hearing a gasp from amongst the others but not paying any attention as you got up on the very tips of your toes to try to prove your point.
Gojo froze as he felt you nose into his neck and take a quick inhale. Feeling the blood rushing down south as your body pressed against his side, letting him feel the shape of you and the heat emanating off your skin. Your warm breath against his throat and the scent of you, clean sweat and soap filling his senses and making his head spin.
Suddenly he was the one that was breathless.
"How do you still smell good?" You muttered against his neck.
He couldn't help himself and pushed you away, only remembering at the last minute to not use his full force but still sending you stumbling back a couple steps.
"Oh can you not sweat? Are you like those animals that don't have sweat glands?"
You took his silence for affirmation and grimaced sympathetically.
"My bad, that's probably a touchy topic for you. It must be tough being unable to control your temperature and just overheating like a reptile in the desert. I won't bring it up again." You said, giving him a sympathetic pat on the shoulder as you passed him.
Letting you think he was missing sweat glands was better than trying to explain that he was actually sporting a raging boner because you had sniffed him. He let you walk away with his water bottle still held in your hand, turning to watch the commander a moment. That sight had his hard-on dying down fast enough and he scooped up your water bottle and chased after you just as you made it to the doors leading inside.
"Should we hit the showers?" He asked as he made it to your side.
It was strange that after a training session like that you and Gojo somehow had the showers all to yourselves. Usually this place was packed to the brim after a brutal training session with sweaty men all wanting to quickly shower so they could get to the dining hall as fast as possible.
"Can I borrow your shampoo? I'm all out." Gojo said and you quickly squirted some into your hand before turning to pass the bottle to him but froze at the sight that awaited you.
It wasn't unexpected. At that height and stature and with hands that were more like giant paws you couldn't have expected anything else, but this was nearly inhuman. It twitched as you continued to stare and you couldn't help the startled scream that escaped you at the sight of a monstrosity like that having any life in it.
You flung the shampoo at the man next to you and quickly turned to face forward again, hearing him chuckle.
"What, are you really acting like you've never seen a naked man before?"
"I've seen naked men but I haven't seen a weapon of mass destruction swinging between their legs before." You muttered furiously, chancing a glance at the man when you didn't get a response to see his face had gone completely blank.
"Which man have you seen naked? Was it one of those bastards?" He asked advancing on you completely ignoring the rules of the communal shower. You had assumed everyone knew that in the showers you always kept your eyes focused straight on the tiles in front of you and you never got too close to anyone else while your privates were swinging about.
"Woah, woah you stay over there and keep that thing away from me." You said, holding your hands out ahead of you in defense.
"Tell. Me. Who." He demanded.
"I've been sharing a shower with all those duds for months, of course I've seen them naked though none of them have been as shameless as you." You said, finishing up your shower and hurriedly wrapping your towel around yourself.
He grabbed your arm as you made your way past him.
"I've got clean clothes in my bag, wear those. Don't go out there like that." He ordered, eyes roaming down your body.
"Do you have a problem with the way I wrap my towel?" You asked.
Back when you were in school the other kids had given you shit for that though you never quite understood what you were doing so differently than the others.
"No, I have a problem with how small it is and how little it covers."
"It's the standard size they give everyone. Are you body shaming me right now? I'm sorry I don't have a six pack like you." You huffed.
"8." He said, a smirk twisting up his lips making you furrow your brows in confusion.
"Here, see -" He said having grabbed your hand, forcing your fingers to trail down what really was an 8 pack and counting out each row.
As he got to the bottom row and your palm brushed against the trail of hair that led to the image you were afraid was seared into your brain forever, you couldn't help but let out a yelp and snatch back your hand. Instinctively slapping him before your brain could catch up with what you had done.
Your eyes went wide as you saw his head turn. The pale skin of his cheek sporting a faintly pink handprint that perfectly aligned with the hand you would probably be losing in just a moment.
"Oh my god, I'm so sorry. Gojo, I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to. I don't know why I did-"
He turned his head back to look at you making your mouth clamp shut. He took a step forward and you mirrored it by taking a step back. He took another and you did the same, both of you playing this game until your back hit the shower wall.
He placed his palm next to your head making you jump as he leaned in. Bringing his face level to yours as you cringed back into the wall, feeling like your heart was caught in your throat. All the rumours you had heard about his temper returning to you now.
"Kiss it better." He muttered.
"W-what?" You asked hesitantly, almost entirely sure you had misheard him. Perhaps he had said something about his intentions to kill and you had heard kiss.
"Kiss it better." He repeated, turning his pinkened cheek towards you and tapping his finger against it pointedly.
"Oh, uh okay." You said, you didn't quite want to kiss your naked comrade in arms on the cheek but it was better than being disemboweled in the communal showers so you leaned up and pressed a quick kiss to his cheek.
He grinned as though you had done something particularly pleasing and his nickname began to make more sense than ever. The man really was barking mad.
"Now grab something from my bag to wear. I'll rip out the eyes of anyone who sees you like this." Gojo said, turning to saunter back to his shower.
You watched him go, wondering what sort of lunatic you had gotten yourself acquainted with. In the coming days you'd have that thought more often than anticipated.
Gojo Satoru wasn't just a powerful man, but an odd one too and for some reason everyone else just made allowances for it. Now that you were under his wing, that meant they made the same allowances for you.
The taunting by the others and dirty looks they had given you since your first mission when you hid instead of fighting had stopped. So had the very vocal disapproval of your superiors for your lack of strength and endurance.
Hanging out with Gojo also meant getting the gym to yourself, which was a great place to take a nap while the lunatic spent hours on various weight machines building muscles in places you didn't know people had them. It also meant never having to share the showers with anyone but Gojo though you didn't know if that was an upgrade considering he seemed to have no idea how to act in communal showers.
He was always chatting away and staring right at you as he did. The others may have hogged the hot water and been more unsightly in their nude form but at least they didn't stare. That was a small price to pay for all the perks though.
Being his friend wasn't hard. When you had first approached him you'd expected to be something of a lackey, imagining fetching his meal trays and egging him on when he got into a fight with someone. Truth was he did more for you than you did for him.
He got your meals for you because his great aunt actually gave him what he asked for and he would refill your water and even buy you snacks. It was unfortunate he didn't use his power to excuse you from training entirely but you tried not to get too greedy.
Eccentric as he was, beneath the aristocratic features and muscled physique that would imply an empty mind, he was actually quite smart. Seemed to be well-educated too so why he was so intrigued by you was genuinely a bit confusing. You didn't know what it was about you that made him seem to hang onto every word.
Those intense eyes of his bore into you while you spoke, though you were starting to get used to the other-worldly blue of them. He would burst into laughter at the oddest of times, particularly when you weren't intending to be funny. Though he'd always crack at least a smile at even your bad jokes. Grabbing you by the scruff and hauling you in when you truly made him laugh, resting his forehead against yours in a gesture you'd normally think too affectionate for friends but perhaps that's how comrades were.
The sound of the pulldown machine he was currently using was faintly registering as your mind began to wake but you refused to let yourself fully rouse to consciousness. When the sound of the machine struggling against the maniac who had had dragged you here this early finally seized, you had just begun to sink back into sleep when you heard the murmur of your name.
You groaned, turning over and clenching your eyes shut. Trying to escape into dreamland so you wouldn't have to face another day of arduous training and the resulting cloud of body odor that lingered in every room of the building because of it.
"Come on, wake up." Gojo said, poking your cheek but you batted at his hand.
âYouâve been napping for two hours. Do you not sleep at night?â He asked, which were long sentences and if you were understanding them then that meant the fall back asleep ship had sailed without you on board.
âNo Gojo, I donât sleep at night.â You sighed, sitting up and rubbing at your eyes.
âWhy?â He asked, passing you his water bottle and smoothing your mussed hair as you took a long drink from it. Making you choke on the water as you dodged his hand irritably.
âBecause the rats Iâm roomed with stay up till ungodly hours playing games and drinking.â You said, once youâd finally managed to clear the water in your airways, helped by Gojoâs thumping of your back.
âDo they make you play with them?â He asked, returning to his patting of your hair.
âNo, as if Iâd ever do something so childish.â You scoffed, batting at his hand.
Truth was they didnât let you play nor did they share their booze. Apparently rewards were for âsoldiers not cowardsâ according to those jerks.
âThen why canât you sleep?â
âBecause theyâre loud and stop touching my hair or I swear to god.â You growled, slapping at his hand.
âSwear to god to what?â He asked, though his gaze was a bit far away. Staring at the wall across from you both as though lost in thought about something. Probably trying to mentally tally the reps he had done, the meathead.
âIâll - Iâll bite you.â You said, floundering for a threat when the man was double your size.
He smirked, amused. Holding up his giant claw of a hand before you like an offering.
âWell, as long as youâve learned your lesson I'll let it pass this time.â You said, going to get up but that offending appendage forced you down by your shoulder. One of his claws keeping you seated and the other mussing up your hair until you really were livid enough to risk it all.
You caught his hand, bringing it to your mouth not paying any attention to how deceptively easy that was to do. Sinking your teeth into the soft flesh between his pointer finger and thumb like a feral pest.
Missing entirely the way those blue eyes darkened as he watched you, pupils blown wide. The hand forcing you down now cupping your shoulder and guiding you closer.
You pulled away, worried if you continued you might actually draw blood.
âMy turn.â He said and you only had enough time to feel your stomach drop as he leaned in and then his teeth were sinking down into the conjecture between your neck and shoulder and you were screaming.
Pain wasn't familiar to you and to feel the teeth of a brute sinking into your sensitive flesh wasnât something you could withstand with the grace of a soldier.
You slapped and batted at him but your hands were caught in his and easily restrained. Finally after what felt like an eternity of agony, he pulled back. Staring down at the mark heâd left in your soft flesh with a satisfied gleam in those freakish eyes of his.
He leant back in making you scream again but it broke off into an exclamation of âew what the fuck manâ as you felt something warm and wet drag over the bite mark.
You pushed vindictively at his chest when he pulled back and released your hands. Running over to the closest mirror to inspect the wound.
âYouâre a fucking freak.â You called over your shoulder as you looked at the clear indents of his goddamn molars in your flesh.
âBe glad I didnât break skin.â He said, making you yelp as he seemed to materialize right behind you like some sort of fucking ghost. Staring at your reflection with his mark on your soft skin with so much satisfaction and intrigue it turned your stomach.
You moved back intending to stomp his foot but froze as you felt something hard and large poking into your lower back.
âPlease tell me thatâs your water bottle in your pants.â You muttered.
âNope.â He whispered back, popping the p in a way that had you jumping away.
âYouâre a real freak. You better stay at least 6 feet away from me from now on.â You warmed.
He grabbed your wrist, hauling you in to his chest. You screamed again as the monstrosity in his gym shorts pressed into your stomach. Pushing against his chest but he kept you pinned with an arm around your waist.
âNothing can make me stay away from you. Youâre mine, I do what I want with you.â He said as easily as one tells the time and you scoffed.
âLike hell you do. Bit me like Iâm a goddamn prime cut steak and then popped a boner. What a- oh my god are you a cannibal?â You asked, eyes wide in terror as you looked up at him. Mind jumping to the only conclusion you could think of in which a fellow soldier would be turned on by biting you.
âI wasnât before but I might just become one because of you.â He muttered lowly, leaning down towards your neck as he spoke and snapping his teeth at you making you yelp again.
â6 feet, you rat.â You warned, somehow getting lucky and managing to shove him off as you accidentally brushed the beast pressing against your stomach in a way that had him going a little weak in the knees.
You watched him warily, a hand held out before you which you pulled back to your chest when his gaze dropped to it. He took a step forward and you took one back to maintain the distance.
âI-Iâm warning you.â You said shakily which he ignored completely. Stalking forward until you were pressed up against the mirror with him hovering over you. That offending snake between his legs pressing against your stomach again.
âWarning me of what? Are you gonna bite me again?â He asked, tone light with amusement but those freaky blues still darkened in a devious way that didnât sit well with you.
âI might if you force my hand.â You said, sounding uncertain even to your own ears.
The last bite had resulted in you nearly getting a chunk torn out of your neck and then getting harassed by a thing that should only exist in those bad romance novels you sometimes liked to read. You weren't really itching to repeat that episode.
âDo it here, please.â He breathed, and just for a second you could see why all the other soldiers complained he had it all.
So mesmerizingly pretty as he titled his head up, exposing the long column of his strong neck to you. Long lashes that nearly touched the apples of his cheeks when he blinked, pointed little nose and lush pink lips but then the words they uttered registered and the trance was broken.
âYouâre completely fucking nutsâ You mumbled, almost to yourself but he heard anyway.
âToo bad youâre stuck with me.â He said, backing off and finally you could breathe without the oppressive hulk of him looming over you. The monstrosity between his legs and the fangs in his mouth a safe distance away from you.
âWeâll see about that.â You mumbled, missing the way his eyes narrowed at your comment. No longer amused or playful.
You had known Gojo was weird but not threatening cannibalism or popping boners at his fellow comrades weird. It was making you reevaluate your chosen survival strategy.
Unfortunately while you were pondering whether it would be in your best interest to distance yourself from him, he was thinking the exact opposite. Planning how to get you more securely into his clutches.
He hated the thought of others around you. Not to mention others sharing a room with you. He couldnât believe he hadnât thought about it sooner. People other than him around you while you were at your most vulnerable, asleep or changing.
That had to change immediately.
He wiped at your mouth with his thumb, swiping off the bit of sauce on the edge of your mouth. Bringing it to his own and licking it off. You hadnât reacted to him wiping your face since he did it so often but your eyes went wide as saucers as you saw him lick the sauce off his thumb.
âYou really have got to stop doing shit like that.â You said when you got your bearings back after staring at him blankly for another minute.
âHere you can have my karaage too.â He said, pushing his tray forward which was enough to distract you.
âYour roommates really bother you, donât they?â He asked, watching you stuff your face with the karaage from his tray.
âYeah, theyâre complete assholes. Childish too, did I tell you they play games all night? Like talk about lack of maturity.â
âYou should change rooms.â
âI tried, not allowed. Apparently we need to man up and learn to deal with each otherâs shit.â You said, quoting the Commander.
âYou can if thereâs a vacancy in one of the other rooms.â
âIs there? Oh yeah the guy you put in the- I mean the guy who took a bad fallâs bed is probably empty but heâs roommates with that guy who smells like blue cheese. Iâd rather not.â You said.
âMy room has a vacancy.â He said.
âI thought lieutenants got their own rooms.â You said suspiciously.
âYeah exactly, thereâs an empty spot for you to take.â
You blinked at him, trying to mentally calculate if lack of sleep or risking being eaten by the snake swinging potential-cannibal was worse.
âThe Commander doesnât do his morning wake-up calls in the lieutenantâs rooms.â He said and you were sold. To not be forcefully woken to the unfortunate sight of your Commander screaming in your face that you were a waste of space and would regret not waking up sounded like a dream.
âRooming together would be cool.â You said, already fantasizing about getting to sleep-in.
âGreat, finish eating. Then weâll go pack your stuff.â Gojo said, only then picking up his own chopsticks and beginning to eat his food.
Packing was quick when you had superhuman strength on your side. Your roommates cleared out in a matter of seconds when they saw Gojo follow you in, not that they would have tried to stop you either way.
You walked alongside Gojo who was carrying both your bags in one hand swung over his shoulder, following him to the lieutenantsâ quarters where his room was.
You waited behind as he unlocked his door and then stepped in after him. Scanning the room that was surprisingly neat. Youâd only ever gotten glimpses over his shoulder as he locked the door after himself.
The detail that stood out to you most though was the count of beds in the room which stood at a steady and alarming one.
âWhereâs the empty bed?â You asked. Watching as Gojo set down your stuff and then sat down on the bed.
âI said empty spot, and here it is.â He said, to your utter horror patting the spot next to him on the solitary bed in the room.
âOh no. That's not gonna work. Thanks but hard pass.â You said stepping forward and grabbing your bags. The larger one of which you were quite unsuccessful in lifting and resolved to drag towards the door instead.
Before you could even make it more than a step away while dragging the bag that probably weighed more than you considering you were never a light packer, Gojo was in front of the door. Blocking the only exit.
âThe change is processed. You canât go back now.â He said.
âProcessed where?â You cried. You had this discussion less than an hour ago and certainly hadnât put in any requests.
âIn the system. Your bedâs being given to the new arrival and youâre rooming with me.â
âI didnât submit anything, howâs that possible?â
âI did it for you.â
âThe office closes at 4.â
âI processed it this morning.â He said making your jaw drop at the sheer audacity of the extraterrestrial being before you.
âWhat do you mean you did it this morning? I didnât even know this was happening till an hour ago.â
âI knew youâd agree.â He shrugged.
âWell I donât, so kindly please go tell them they canât give away my bed and help me carry this back. I know it's mine but I don't understand what I put in here to make it weigh a ton.â
âNot happening, darling. I told you youâre stuck with me, so you might as well settle in. Feel free to shower first.â He said and it was all too much for your brain to process but one particular detail stuck out.
âWait, youâre telling me you have a shower in your room?
âYeah, convenient isnât it?â
âSo why the fuck have you been using the communal showers?â You asked.
âBecause thatâs where you shower.â He answered as though that was a completely reasonable thing to say.
âYeah like I said, hard pass on this whole situation. Iâll drag that newbie out by his toe hair if I have to. That bedâs mine.â You said, starting for the door, intending to somehow push past him while you dragged your overly large bag.
Perhaps you could somehow use the weight of it to your advantage. You remembered them teaching you all something about throwing off your opponent using their weight so this had to be similar. Not that you ever mastered that maneuver either.
"Darling, you have two options. Be good and listen to me, start unpacking your stuff, take a shower and then come to bed or I tie you to the bed. I unpack your stuff and then shower you myself. Either way you're staying in this room." He said making you pause in your very unsuccessful dragging of the bag sent from hell.
You stared at him, trying to discern if he was quite serious and would really follow through on his threat. Nothing about those blue eyes of his was giving you any confidence that he had a single rational or normal bone in his oversized body and so you gave up.
"I'm building a pillow wall between us." You huffed.
Your pillow wall lasted about 0.3 seconds before being quite unceremoniously, and unnecessarily violently, tossed to the floor. Then you were pulled back into the chest of the lunatic who had tricked you into his den and were used like a teddy bear.
There was no dignity in any of this. That pension could not begin to cover the damages that you had incurred here in this hellhole.
It was warm though, and his bed was softer and blankets fuzzier than your own. The weight of his long limbs on you was making you drowsy even through the haze of anger that nearly blinded you.
"You're a bad man." Was all you could manage before sleep overcame you.
Gojo didn't sleep though. He couldn't believe how good it felt to have you in his arms. So soft, so warm against him. If he wanted, and god how he wanted, he could completely envelope you in his arms so none of you was left exposed to the rest of the world. Take all of you for himself.
You moaned in your sleep, arching up slightly and he loosened his hold just enough to let you turn once he realized that was what you wanted and then on top of being sleepless, he was also rendered breathless. You turned, resting your head on his shoulder easily as though even in your sleep you could tell you two fit like puzzle pieces.
His heart clenched as he stared down at you. Watched your parted lips, still not knowing what they tasted like. Gojo wasn't ignorant to the effect he had on people and yet somehow the only one he had ever wanted was entirely immune.
He pulled you in closer, lowering his head to press his lips to your forehead. Feeling a warmth bloom in the core of his being that he had never felt before. This had to be what others called being at peace. So fulfilled, like there was nothing else he wanted, nowhere else he would rather be. This was addicting.
You woke enveloped in warmth, arching up and stretching in the little space you had between the awfully heavy covers pinning you to the bed. Finally opening your eyes and then screaming in horror when you were met with two blue lightbulb like objects floating in a blurry pale shape mere inches from your face.
"What is it?" The shape asked and as your vision focused you rest your hand over your racing heart. Trying to catch your breath from the insane jolt of adrenaline seeing something so unnatural that early had caused you.
"Don't do that. Why are you staring at me with your 500 megawatt bulbs at - god 7 in the morning." You said, turning to check the clock by his bedside.
"Wait isn't this actually late for you?" You asked, remembering he normally rose at 5.
"I didn't want to risk waking sleeping beauty." He said with a smirk.
"You could be doing laps around the bed with a lawn mower and I wouldn't wake up once I'm asleep. I just can't fall asleep in noise." You clarified.
"Lucky I'm quiet as a mouse at night." He said.
"It takes a big man to admit he's a rat." You said, going to scooch off the bed but Gojo tightened his arm around you.
"Where are you going?" He asked.
"To get changed for training, we're already late." You answered.
"They would understand if we skipped a day." He said.
"No, I want to see the thief that stole my bed."
You could never have anticipated that in that thief you would find a kindred spirit. A soldier who flinched when anyone came near them in combat practice or looked out at the field with utter dread painted on their face. Perhaps that bed was simply fated only to have rational heads rest on it, or cowards as the rest of the troop would put it.
It was inevitable that you two would begin to get close when you were always the last ones to finish a lap, dragging your feet and cursing having ever laid eyes on this place. Standing with your backs against the wall as the others went hand to hand as though fighting for their lives when it was just practice.
Of course there was someone who highly disproved of this camaraderie. Gojo hated the new guy. Would glare daggers into him whenever he saw you both together and was the only reason you weren't braiding each other's eyebrow hair and exchanging pension fantasies.
"Oh man if that weight had fallen on my foot I'd be lined up at admin with my direct deposit form in hand faster than Commander could call me an idiot." The new guy - Kaido said making you guffaw and nod in agreement.
"What a fucking dumbass, telling the Commander he's just fine. That was a golden ticket to pension land." You agreed.
"You're too young to be thinking about pension." A voice said from right behind you making you yelp and turn to see Gojo looming above you and Kaido.
"I think you just shaved ten years off my life. We really need to put a bell on you." You said, taking the offered water bottle from Gojo and letting him pull you back so you were stood by his side.
"Lieutenant Gojo, sir." Kaido greeted awkwardly making you laugh and elbow Gojo, glancing up expecting him to laugh too but rather seeing him looking down his nose at Kaido as though he were dirt on his shoe.
The Commander called you all in before you could say anything but it stayed on your mind the rest of the morning anyway.
"Do you not like Kaido?" You asked as you sat on the bed that day while Gojo was folding both your laundry making him pause.
"No, I don't." He said, looking up at you, taking you by surprise. You had at least expected him to deny it.
"Why?"
"Because he sticks too close to you."
"No, you stick too close to me. Kaido understands the concept of personal space." You said.
"He better. I don't like seeing you with him, stay away from him." He said making you frown.
"I like Kaido, Kaido's my friend." You defended, not noticing the way the way Gojo froze at your words.
"He's your friend?" He asked, voice deceptively level and calm.
"Yeah, unlike the rest of you try-hards he understands the appeal of the easy life. We get each other." You answered not even getting a moment to try to back away before Gojo had tossed aside the towel he was holding and was rounding the bed.
Grabbing you by the jaw, he pushed you down flat onto the bed. Knocking the wind out of you with the unexpectedness of the movement. He sat down straddling your hips, keeping you pinned in place.
"Tell me again whoâs your friend." He said.
"What the fuck dude? What's wrong with y-" You asked, being cut off by your own gasp of pain as he tightened his hold around your jaw to the point where the bones creaked in protest.
"Who is your friend?" He asked again.
"K-Kaido." You answered, not quite understanding what his problem was.
His eyes darkened and grip got even tighter making you grab at his hand, afraid he really might break your jaw.
"G-Gojo please it hurts." You mumbled, words barely intelligible with the way he was holding your face.
"I'm your only friend. You don't need anyone else. Just me." He said, leaning down closer so your noses nearly brushed against each other. Enouncing each word clearly and calmly as though he weren't actively trying to crush your face between his hand.
"Fine, fine just you. Please let go, it hurts." You pleaded. Willing to say anything to make him release you in that moment.
He let go of your face, seemingly satisfied but didn't get off of you. Watching in silence as you rubbed at the clear imprints of his fingers on your face. The bruises darkening into your soft skin.
He felt a pang in his chest, he hadn't meant to hurt you. He had just lost his mind a little hearing you so casually give someone else the place he held in your life.
"Let me see." He said, reaching for your face but you slapped at his hands. Pushing him away and when he saw the way your eyes were watering with pain he backed off readily, heart sinking as he realized he had hurt you to the point of inducing tears.
"I'll get you some ice." He said.
"No need." You scoffed, wiping at your eyes with the back of your hand. Scooching off the bed and heading for the door.
He let you go, knowing you needed some time to cool off. He'd always gone too far when it came to protecting his things and keeping the paws of others off of them. He'd never meant to hurt you though.
You slammed the door behind you. Immediately headed to the admin office. In the past few weeks you had often wondered if choosing to befriend Gojo had been a mistake but today had proven it. He was a far bigger lunatic than you had initially known. Volatile in his unpredictability. You were better off without someone like him by your side, either he'd get you in trouble or he'd end up hurting you seriously in one of his fits.
"I'd like to change rooms." You said as soon as you made it to the admin office, approaching the man sitting behind the desk who you'd never bothered learning the name of.
"Why?" The man asked, looking like he'd rather be doing anything but his job.
"I'm rooming with Lieutenant Gojo right now-" You paused as you saw the man's eyes widen and him sit up straighter.
"But there's only one bed so I'd like to request to be switched into any room with a vacant bed." You continued, wondering why he looked so alarmed.
"There's no vacant beds." The man said making you scoff.
"I know there has to be at least one considering Tomoya is still in a coma and will probably be in no condition to continue in the force when he wakes." You said.
"His bed was sent to headquarters." The man answered and you stared at him blankly, making his ears turn red at how stupid of a lie he had just uttered.
"Okay, well I don't have a bed so can you request headquarters to send it back so I have a place to sleep?" You asked.
"I'll put in the request." The man said.
"And how long is that going to take?" You asked.
"I don't know but I'll let you know when it's processed." He said making your eye twitch.
"Fine, thanks." You relented, getting the feeling there was no reasoning with this soulless slave to bureaucracy.
You would check Tomoya's dorm yourself. If you found the empty bed then you'd come here and demand this lying rat to process the transfer right then.
You lurked in the corridor outside Tomoya's room, icing your bruised jaw until one of his roommates finally emerged. The door opened and the pungent smell of blue cheese wafted out, singing your nose hair but you still forced yourself forward to take a peek. Letting out a triumphant "ha" which had your future roommate flinching out of surprise.
"I knew that man was a liar." You said to the soldier currently staring at you like you had two heads before marching back to the admin office. Swearing out loud when you saw the door was now closed. It probably wasn't even 4 yet.
You would be back first thing tomorrow morning. Waiting outside before the office opened to force that stinking liar to process your transfer request. That meant you just needed to figure something out for tonight. Tomorrow by this time you would have roommates who weren't actively a threat to everyone around them.
You didnât want to see Gojo but the clinic doctor saw right through your lies about being sick and wouldn't let you into the infirmary. Upon arriving to the base you had feigned being sick quite often to get out of missions and more arduous training sessions so by now the doctor was more likely to believe Pinocchio with an actively elongating nose than you.
You couldn't avoid seeing Gojo but that didn't mean you couldn't ignore him. You walked right past him at shooting practice. Joining Lieutenant Hiroshi's group instead and avoided his gaze at dinner, choosing to sit next to Kaido instead. Feeling the full force of those otherworldly blues on you all throughout the rest of the day but refusing to look back at him.
Kaido however was having more trouble ignoring Gojo than you.
"He looks like he wants to kill us. Wait - actually he was only looking at me like that. He looks like he wants to kill me and looks like he's going to eat you as usual." Kaido said.
"Ignore him." You responded, angrily shoving another piece of broccoli in your mouth.
"Easy for you to say, he doesn't look like he wants to kill you. What happened between the two of you anyway?"
"Nothing." You barked, the word muffled and unintelligible due to the very undercooked broccoli still filling your mouth.
"Muppet?" Kaido asked in confusion making you huff in annoyance.
"I said nothing and I'm sleeping in your dorm tonight." You said after forcefully swallowing the unchewable broccoli down.
"What, why? There's no space in our dorm." Kaido whined.
"Because you stole my bed."
"I didn't steal shit, you transferred to Lieutenant Gojo's room so they gave me yours."
"I didn't transfer. That rat filled out the paperwork himself. You know what - it doesn't matter. Here, I'll give you my chocolate pudding if you let me stay." You said, pushing your tray towards Kaido.
"I don't like choc- oh it's blueberry. Fine, you can stay." Kaido said and you swore out loud when you looked down at the pudding. Being a pain in the ass clearly ran in the family.
You heard a bang across the dining hall and glanced up only to see a fuming Gojo up on his feet. His tray of food now spread all over the ground next to his table. He glared at you and Kaido as he made his way across the dining hall. Grabbing your tray from in front of Kaido and throwing it to the floor with a loud clattering sound that made you flinch.
"Stop testing my patience unless you want to see what happens when it runs out." Gojo warned, but you were too stunned by the commotion to think of anything to say. He turned to stalk out of the dining hall when you didn't respond.
"What a fucking nutter." You muttered under your breath once you were quite sure Gojo was out of earshot, glancing over at Kaido to see he was still frozen.
"Hey, you okay?" You asked, nudging him with your elbow.
"I don't know if that's spilt juice or if I pissed my pants." Kaido said making you grimace in disgust as you looked down at his pants to see that they were indeed soaked.
"Looks a little orange so unless you're very sick it's got to be the juice." You said, hoping you were right.
After clearing up the tray and giving Kaido the chance to shower and change out of the juice/sickly urine-soaked pants you two made your way back to your old dorm to retire for the night.
"What are you doing back here?" One of your old roommates asked the moment you walked in.
"I'm sleeping here tonight."
"Did Gojo get sick of his little lapdog?"
"Should we go ask him that together?" You asked, making the smirk fall right off the ugly mug of your most obnoxious old roommate.
"Whatever." He responded, going back to the stupid card game he had been playing with the others.
You and Kaido stood staring at the twin bed that looked even smaller than you remembered it. It really wasn't built for two adults to share.
"We can just lay in opposite directions." You suggested.
"Gross, I'm not laying with your feet in my face." Kaido said.
"Okay then orange-piss boy, what do you suggest?" You asked, earning yourself a dirty look from Kaido and confused glances from the others.
"Why don't you just take the floor?"
"Because the floor is hard and cold and there's creepy crawlies everywhere."
"Fine, we'll just share the bed. It's really no different than standing side by side." Kaido said.
It was very different. The bed was so cramped you couldn't even build a pillow wall without compromising the little space you had and of course Kaido had the pointiest elbows known to mankind. He wouldn't stop shuffling around to get comfortable and one of his elbows from hell would dig into your vulnerable midsection.
After the fourth time you elbowed him back which started a war you were bound to lose with your regular human elbows. You both eventually fell asleep bruised and cramped.
You were woken far too soon for it to be morning by a hand desperately slapping at you and then gripping into your pajama shirt as though about to tear it off. You slapped at the hand, trying to get back to sleep but were forced awake when you heard an odd, muffled gurgling sound followed by the voice of the last person you expected to hear.
"Keep your fucking hands to yourself." You heard Gojo say making your eyes fly open, struggling to adjust in the dark room only to see him forcing Kaido's hand backwards until you heard a sharp snapping sound as his wrist broke.
Your scrambled upwards on the bed, struggling to make sense of what you were seeing. Gojo sat straddling Kaido's chest, chocking him with one hand. The other still holding the wrist he had broken. Kaido let out a muffled scream, turning to look at you and reaching out towards you with his other hand making you flinch back but Gojo caught that hand before it could reach you.
"What did I just fucking say? Why can't people just listen while I'm asking nicely. Everyone's always trying to get their paws on what's mine." Gojo said, tossing Kaido's hand back down to his side. Increasing the force with which he was choking Kaido, pushing his head further down into the bed.
"G-Gojo what the fuck?" You asked, shakily reaching for the hand that was choking Kaido but seeing that manic blue gaze turn on you in the darkness had your blood freezing in your veins.
The predatory look he had while hunting curses back on his face but this time there was no joy accompanying it. Just a single-minded determination to take out what he saw as a rival for his chosen prey.
"Oh darling, did we wake you? I'm sorry, I was just teaching this fucker what happens when he puts his hands on what's mine. Why don't you go sleep in our room? I'll be there in a minute."
Kaido let out a muffled whimper, his flailing growing weak as he began turning purple with the blood rushing to his head. His teary eyes met yours, forcing you into action. As much as you wanted it to be, this wasn't a nightmare. Gojo had really somehow found you here and was about to kill Kaido if you didn't do something.
"Get off of him Gojo." You cried, shoving at his chest with all your might but it wasn't enough to move him.
You glanced back, about to yell to wake the others. Only to see them already awake, sitting up in their beds. Watching the scene with wide, horrified eyes.
"Fucking help me." You yelled at them, pushing and clawing at Gojo who didn't even bother to swat at you. Instead wrapping his free arm around your waist and pinning you to his side.
You thrashed against him, pulling and scratching at his arm as Kaido's eyes bulged.
"You're gonna kill him." You screamed, near feral now in your attempts to get Gojo off but it was like trying to move a rock.
"This is what happens when you befriend someone else. Look closely darling." Gojo mumbled, resting his forehead against your head. Completely relaxed as though he weren't actively choking the life out of someone.
"You fucking cowards." You screamed at the others, looking around desperately for something to help you get Gojo off. Your gaze landed on Kaido's alarm clock and you grasped at it desperately, turning in Gojo's hold and slamming it down into his temple with all your strength.
He reared back, finally releasing Kaido and you shoved him back off of him. Watching, with your hands hovering helplessly as Kaido coughed weakly, tears still streaming down his eyes and broken wrist held against his chest as tremors shook through him.
You heard that bark-like laughter and turned to see Gojo clutching his bleeding head. Streaks of blood running down the left side of his face, over his eye making the mania of his unnaturally blue gaze all the more terrifying to witness. Blood seeping through the hand he held to his head yet he was laughing.
"Only you, darling, would dare to do such a thing. Only you could get away with it." He said, pulling you in by the wrist back towards him.
"Let go, you fucking psycho." You yelled, hitting your fists against his chest but he swept both your wrists up in his hand. Palm sticky with blood that rubbed off onto your skin as he brought your conjoined hands up to his mouth to press a kiss to them.
"Never, I'm never going to let you go." He muttered, lips still against your hands. Darting his head back with a laugh as you tried to swipe at his face.
"You're not going to have a choice. When everyone finds out what you've done you're going to end up rotting in prison."
"Whose gonna put me there?" He asked, smiling indulgently as though speaking to a child.
"Me, I'm going to report you for what you've done to Kaido and I'll tell them about Tomoya too." You threatened.
"But you covered for me, you're my little accomplice. Won't that get you in trouble too?" Gojo asked, voice still light and teasing but his words made you blanche.
He let out another one of his bark-like laughs at the look on your face, darting forward and pressing a kiss to your cheek as though unable to help himself. You flinched back in disgust.
"Oh darling, I'm just teasing. I'd never let you get in any trouble and neither will I. You don't have to worry your pretty little head over things like that when you're with me. I take care of what's mine."
"There's four witnesses to you attacking Kaido. There's no way you'll get away with this." You said.
"What witnesses? Did you guys see me here tonight?" Gojo asked the others without even bothering to take his eyes off of you. He always thought you looked so cute while angry, turning as red as a tomato and glaring as though you could ever hope to intimidate anyone.
"No, sir." Came three responses making your eyes widen and you turned to look at your old roommates.
"Are you fucking kidding me? You all called me a coward but really you're the cowards." You spat, and not one of them could meet your gaze.
"It doesn't matter. I witnessed it, I'll help Kaido report you." You said, turning back to Gojo.
"My poor darling, you really don't know who I am, do you? I could kill Kaido at breakfast and no one would even dare complain about the mess."
"What do you mean? Who cares if you're a lieutenant, you can't go attacking soldiers."
"Poor, sweet thing, you don't even know who you decided to befriend. You don't even know who it is you belong to." Gojo tsked as though truly sympathetic at your naivety.
"I'm Gojo Satoru, darling. This place is only running because my family wants it to, because I want it to. I can do whatever I want here, but lucky for you, so can you. So long as you have my approval of course. Sleepovers with other soldiers are not allowed." Gojo said and suddenly everything he got away with doing began to make sense.
How he had gotten away with nearly killing a fellow soldier with as poor an alibi as yourself. Why he had a room nicer than the Commander and wasn't questioned for any of his insane antics. Where he got all that audacity from.
"I get you were upset with me so I'll let this one slide, but if you ever do something like this again, I'll have no choice but to punish you. You're mine, don't ever let anyone else get so close, let alone touch you." Gojo said, reaching for your face. Face dropping and eyes growing cold as you flinched back from his touch.
"Enough. I told you not to test my patience. Don't push me so far that I have to get strict with you. Now come on, let's go to our room." Gojo said, getting up off the bed and holding his hand out to you.
"You're fucking insane if you think I'm going anywhere with you." You said, turning back to Kaido and ignoring his hand but it was a mistake to turn your back to Gojo.
You were yanked back around by your arm making you cry out, Gojo ducking down and tossing you over his shoulder like you weighed nothing before turning to stalk out of the room.
"I warned you." He said, swatting at your ass with one of those giant hands making you yelp.
"Put me down." You demanded, squirming and flailing to try to get out of his hold. A kick to his stomach only earned you another smack on your ass.
Your yelling must have attracted attention for you heard a door opening down the hall and the Commander's voice demanding which moron was up causing a commotion this early before he came into view wearing a sleep robe tied over pajamas.
"Help me." You called out, reaching out towards the Commander when he stood there staring as though frozen in shock. Heart sinking as Gojo got closer and the man merely stepped out of his way.
"Excuse us from training for the rest of the week, we've got a couple things to work through." Gojo said as he passed the Commander.
"Yes, of course. Let me know if you need to leave the base, I'll have a car arranged."
"That won't be necessary." Gojo responded, turning the corner so you could no longer see the man who you had expected to help you but had only stood with his head bowed down to the monster carrying you off.
Gojo didn't so much as slow down until he had made it back to his room. Opening the door with you still hanging over his shoulder with ease and dropping you down onto the bed. You immediately got to your feet, eyeing him warily where he stood before you.
He raised his hand and you flinched back making him frown as he brought his hand to the still-bleeding wound on his head.
"Fuck, you got me good." He winced, prodding at the wound tenderly and going over to the mirror hung up on the wall to get a better look.
"I didn't think you were capable of that but it's good to see you're not completely defenseless. Though, next time, maybe try hitting someone else and not your friend." He said, wiping at the blood with his t-shirt gingerly.
"You're not my friend." You said, seeing him pause in the reflection of the mirror. Eyes flashing before he closed them and took a deep breath as though trying to restrain himself.
"You're angry." He sighed, turning back to face you.
"No, I'm not angry. I'm disgusted. I can't believe I ever called you a friend." You spat.
His jaw clenched but he shook his head as though the movement would help him shake off what you had said.
"I lost control and I hurt you. I get that you're mad and I'm sorry for hurting you, I really am, but don't go saying things you don't mean." He said.
"Oh I mean it. You mean nothing to me, I don't ever want to see your face again. In fact, I'm leaving. Fuck this whole force. That pension isn't worth this shit." You said, moving towards the closet intending to pack but before you could even round the bed Gojo had crossed the room and was turning you to face him by the arm.
Your protests died on your lips as you caught sight of his face. Blue eyes alight with rage, the veins running up his neck and into his jaw standing out grotesquely from how tightly he was clenching his teeth. He looked inhuman, like something animalistic and feral. For the first time you felt truly afraid of Gojo.
"Didn't I say not to push me too far?" He asked through gritted teeth.
"Didn't I?" He demanded loudly, gripping you by your upper arms and giving you a sound shake.
"Y-you did." You responded, arching up in his hold to try to get out of the painful grip he had on your arms.
"Who are you leaving?" He asked, bringing you in closer by the hold he had on you.
"Who said you could fucking leave me? Who even allowed you to think it?" He barked, giving you another shake.
"You're mine, you don't ever get to walk away from me. You're the one who barged into my life, you think you can just up and leave whenever you want?" He demanded, his grip growing steadily tighter on your arms.
"Gojo, please, you're hurting me." You said, eyes watering from the pain but you didn't dare try to pull away.
"And what about how much you're hurting me?" He asked.
"Does my pain mean fucking nothing to you? Saying shit like I mean nothing to you, that I'm not your friend. You know what, you're right. I'm not your friend. I'm so much fucking more than that. Friend doesn't begin to cover what we are to each other."
"W-what?" You asked. You knew he was weirdly possessive of you but you hadn't anticipated that he thought of you in that way.
"I'm your fucking everything. Your friend, your lover, your husband. It's all me, there is no space for anyone else. I won't let there be anyone else. I'll make you mine in every conceivable way. Put a ring on your finger, brand my name over your fucking heart and mark your pretty little neck with my teeth every damn day." He growled, and before you had a chance to react was leaning down and sinking his teeth into your neck making you scream as he tore through the flesh.
You flailed in his grasp, pushing and shoving at his chest but it was like trying to move stone. After what seemed like an eternity of agony he finally pulled away, teeth lined with your blood and lips crimson with it.
"All fucking mine." He declared, licking over his lips making your breath catch as the reality of your situation dawned on you.
You had walked right into the den of a monster, awakening the beast and now you were trapped in its grasp. You should never have befriended Gojo Satoru. Not when there was all those rumours about him. Shouldn't have thought yourself more clever than the rest, able to tame the infamous mad dog.
"Gojo I don't think of you that way." You said shakily, hoping you could at least get him to go back to wanting to be your friend, not whatever the hell this was.
"That's okay, you'll start. It's my fault, I should have been more clear. I know how oblivious you can be so I wanted to take things slow but clearly that was a mistake on my part."
"Y-you can't force someone to be with you. I don't want to be with you and I won't." You said, trying to sound firm.
"I know you're a little slow and normally I find that to be fucking adorable but I need you to get it through your head that you are mine. You belong to me." He repeated slowly as though trying to drill the words into you.
"You're the one who forced your way into my life so really this is all on you. I would have left you alone had you not started following me around and then tried to cover for me, getting all worried about me getting into trouble." He said, going from enraged to getting a far-off look in his eye as though reminiscing. He was fucking insane, his moods changed faster than you could keep up with.
"I only approached you because I needed someone who'd have my back during missions. I didn't mean for any of this to go so far." You said.
"I'll always protect you, I'll always have your back. There's no curse, institution or person that can get to you while I'm around." He cooed, not seeming mad at all to find out about your ulterior motive for approaching him.
"I don't need that from you. I'm leaving the force, I never should have joined." You mumbled, filled with regret over your greed that had brought you into the predicament.
"You're not going anywhere. I'll tie you to the bed if that's what it takes. You'll stay where I am. If you don't want to be part of missions, good, I'd rather you not be but you're staying here."
"You can't watch over me every second of every day. I'd find a way to get away so why don't you just make this easy for both of us and let me go?" You asked, making his eyes darken and that bravado that had overcome your senses drained just as fast leaving only a hollow, cold sense of fear behind.
"I told you I'm never letting you go. I'll do whatever it takes to keep you with me. I don't want to tie you up but I'll do it if you make me and if you somehow manage to get out then I'll hunt you down and I'll break your fucking legs so you can't run." He growled making you flinch back.
"Now what's it going to be? Are you going to choose the easy route where you stay with me in our room and get to move about as you please or should I tie you up?" He asked.
"Better yet should I move right to breaking your legs so you don't get any funny ideas about running away? They'll even discharge you with pension if I break your legs, you'll still stay with me of course but it is what you always wanted." He said, grabbing your jaw in his hand and forcing you to look up at him.
His eyes softening when he saw the tears in yours.
"Fuck, I didn't mean to make you cry. Come here." He sighed, pulling you in to his chest and wrapping his arms around you.
Terrified as you were of him you couldn't help but sob into his chest. The dread of the horrible predicament you had gotten yourself into making you seek comfort from anywhere you could get it, even if it was the source of your misery. He hushed you, rubbing a hand up and down your back soothingly. Pressing apologetic kisses into your head.
"I told you not to push me. I fucking lose it when I even so much as think of you not being with me. Just promise me you'll stay with me. That you won't ever leave and we can forget all of this."
"I-I won't." You hiccuped, finally giving in to what had been inevitable since the moment you first approached Gojo.
"We're gonna be so happy together, darling. I'll always protect you, all you have to do is stay with me." He cooed into your hair. Hushing you when his words only made you cry harder.
Gojo Satoru's Birth Chart: an Analysis
I posted this on twitter some time ago + now that we have the birth date of many jjk characters i have been thinking about their charts sooooo here it is!
MOONLIGHT DUST
starring ... SATORU GOJO?!
with everything that's happening in this life of yours and the impending war that's about to break out, you decided to pay a visit to the moon incarnation in the forest for a blessing. you didn't know then that the incarnation takes form in a humanâmanâwho craves nothing but a company. ( 5,3k )
main ingredients ... SFW â moon incarnation!satoru gojo, knightess!reader, NOT PROOFREAD, non-canon au, fluff, slight angst, pov alternating â REPOST from carienations â art © howtodriveacar. ( ⊠) more works â ao3.
notes in red ... HI, i was supposed to post this three days ago, but i haven't been able to edit the layout, lol. i had so much fun writing this back then, even though i have some regrets on how i write it, too. anyways, i hope you guys enjoy this one. reblogs and comments are always appreciated! <3
you've heard tales of the moon incarnation uttered from kinds of lips, kinds of humans.
in the deepest part of the forest, north from the kingdom, standing with all the glory that's curated in this universe, lays the incarnation of the moon, light of the night.
a solitude, a divineâ people who claimed to have seen the being always use those words, although they who spoke of it always say the incarnation is far more enchanting than the tales that have been passed through generations.
people's tongues always get twisted, as they try to describe how the moon appeared before them, unable to recall the words they've been familiar with their whole life. no words can really do justice to the light that appears before them, is what they'd always say.
you never came as far as to this part of the continent, seeing no point in traveling far away to a place where there's nothing but trees and rocks; a nature that'll stay there, unchanging.
"forest of limitlessness" is what people have called it through ages, decades away before you're born. and there's two kinds of reasons behind the chosen name. a name that no souls dare to question because, well, it's befitting.
the first rule that lies behind the name of the forest is the very truth of how itâs almost impossible to find the end of the forest when you're walking through it, endless. as if you're walking through a maze, you can't seem to find a way that'll lead you out of it.
it's something that's important to remember before anyone decides they're going to the forest.
after all, you might get lost.
lost, unless the incarnation itself paves the way. the people who have gone there said that the moon incarnation whispers the wind to guide the people to where the light stays or it could be anything. a kindness shown in the surroundings of trees that's enveloping every space there is.
from what the elders of the kingdom said, it's said that people whose heart is a mist of dark clouds, having ill intention, will be lost in the forest as the light way to protect lives of ones that are worth more than one soul with ill.
every soul that is lost there is said to be shattered into pieces and find ways to another life, rewriting the fate that was set from them. in other ways, no one really knows what happened to the lost souls.
the other reason is the very truth that the moon incarnation grants any wishes that the people longed for. whatever they have in mind, it shall be turned into reality. everyone who came shall utter their limitless wish and let the moon incarnation do their part.
after all, the moon incarnation is a god.
you decided to go through all the hassle there is to see the light, wanting to pray and make a wish for a peaceful soul that's slowly but surely cracking under pressure; asking for a blessing.
it's only a matter of time before you shatter with this life of yours that keeps wishing for your downfall. so, you need the blessing of the god, the light for you to be able to continue this journey of yours.
when you finally reach the front of the forest, you're greeted by a mist. it's like a gate to the forest where the moon incarnation resides. your finger touch the mist before it split into two, paving a way for you to walk through.
may the god see your soul as pure as possible.
you step into the forest, then. the mist immediately tangled with one another, again, when you walked past them. you didn't pay attention to that, eyes zeroed on the sight before you. a normal forest it is. nothing more, nothing less.
this is only the start though. you haven't walked through it. and oh dear god, you suddenly fear being one of the many lost souls that are roaming around aimlessly.
every step you take feels like a nail on the tongue, it's heavy. not to mention, you're using your armor throughout the journey. both as your way of protection and to be used to any obstacle that might be heading your way in the impending war.
sounds of armor are echoing through the forest, filling the silence with nothing but sounds of iron clashing against one another. and it was then, after countless steps, when a flicker of light greets your eyes.
fireflies.
it's staring at you before it flies away towards the other side of the forest, making you blink in confusion. however, you choose to follow it. as someone said, anything could be the sign of the light ways of telling you that you're welcomed. that's why you choose to take a step and trail behind the fireflies.
because indeed, you're one of the chosen ones. more than that, in any ways that may exist.
you follow the fireflies to the deepest part of the forest, all the things that's surrounding you are moving in a way that's welcoming. the leaves, branches, grass, flowers, rocks; everything seems to be curating a gentle melody to your ears, enveloping you with belonging.
each step you take, a new animal seems to peek amongst the treesâ carefully examine the human that the incarnation has allowed to enter the divine hearth of the forest.
in the corner of your eyes, there's a deer that's staring at you with their doe eyes. the deer blink a few times at the sight of you, sending a shiver through your spine. it's eerie, in a way. they're looking straight to your soul.
all the animals a human can think of are in your view, showing their presence slowly but surely. and you couldn't help but get entrance by the sight of these animals gathering in one place, living in the part of the forest that is only the chosen one able to enter.
the sense of familiarity tugging your heart with a warm that you've long forgotten due to the fear of the impending war. you, who've been nothing but a walking shell of what you used to be, in this moment, feels that you're regressing to the younger you whose life was a field of blooming flowers.
in the distance, your ears catch the sounds of water flowing. a trickle of a drop clashing and emerging into one is feeling your senses. your heart beats faster at the way it's wrapping you in a nostalgic feeling.
finally, after the walk that seems like there's no end to it, the fireflies that have been guiding you throughout the forest fly away, far from you. and the sight that greets you? a waterfall.
a waterfall that's as blue as the sky before the whole kingdom turned into an ocean of fears and smells of death.
your breath was stolen from your lungs the moment your eyes trail around the surroundings of the waterfall. if the walk to the divine hearth of the forest was as beautiful as the imaginary heaven you've always painted on your mind, the sight in front of you is a trillion times better than it.
everything looks as if it's a place that shouldn't have existed in this world full of ash, scatter of blood, and pain overall. it's too much of an enchanting place to stand on this earth.
the trees, grass, bushes are emerald green. a color you've learned in books, a color you thought is impossible to exist. the flowers, every kind that may exist, are blooming vibrantly; the scent of sweetness and nature enveloping you. the rocks are shining, too. it's gleaming in a way that has you questioning if it's really a rock.
nothing is what you're used to.
you couldn't help but wondering if this is all just a silly dream of yours. a wish come true as a gift from the moon incarnation, from your whisper of prayers on hoping for one minute of solitude.
it could be true.
however, the stinging pain of falling from hitting the log you passed by on your way to the forest is still as vivid as the sight in front of you. this isn't a dream. after all, you could feel your feet trembling after the long walk here.
a deer shows its presence to you when you turn around, hearing sounds of shifting from behind. it's the same one that was staring at you as you made your way here.
the sound of the deer soles against the grass scratches a part of your brain and you couldn't help the step you take towards it. erasing the distance between the two of you as your gaze roams around the deer that's now only arm reach.
you let out a startled gasp when the deer pushes you gently with its horn, making you walk backwards before plopping down on a nearby rock. it was supposed to hurt you, logically, being pushed down to a solid surface like a rockâ but it didn't.
because logic doesn't apply here.
not in the comfort home of the moon incarnation, a god, even in whatever forms it might take. humans, animalsâ it could be anything.
"... don't tell me," you whisper to yourself, into the air. when the possibility of the deer in front of you being the moon incarnation flashes through your mind, fear washes over you.
a soft chuckle, angelic as well as it's smoky. something that you haven't exactly heard before in your lifetime, bouncing around the space. wrapping the whole divine hearth in a warm blanket. it sends a thrill through you.
when you turn around, the sight that greets you is a man, standing some steps away. he's standing there with the warmest smile you've been given for the longest time, glowing brighter than the moon you saw before entering the forest.
he's the moon incarnation, the light.
you stand up abruptly, your iron armor making a sound of clashes at the sudden movement. no words came from between your lips, though. you were too lost in the scenery of your surroundings, then you got hit with a soft blow at the appearance of the man that could lighten up your life.
it's not even "could", actually. at this single moment, this second shared between you twoâ he's really lighting up your life just by presence alone.
"to what pleasure, am i being graced by your company here, dear knightess?" he spoke.
oh, he sounded like home. the voice of the man standing before you sounds like the most delightful melody ever written, carefully threaded for the souls as pure as white to hear, with warm love.
a loss of words is the state you're currently in. years of learning the alphabet, tracing the letters as a way to be engraved in your brain, repeating the same thing for days seems thrown out to the trash bin at the sight of him.
you understand now the reasons people always seem to never know what words to use when it comes to describe him, the moon incarnation.
divine, is far too much of an understatement. ethereal, are lacking a hint of something to fully grasp the being in front of youâ any kind of word that crosses your mind sounds like a mocking endearment to him.
"i, iâm ⊠thank you for allowing me to enter this part of the forest ⊠um, you âŠ" you paused midways.
what should you refer to him as? how are you supposed to know how to call a god who's in raw flesh right in front of you?
the man let out a laugh at the sight of your flustered state, his eyes gleaming with amusement. "you may call me satoru, knightess. and what shall i call you, pray tell?"
oh, dear heaven.
you didn't quite catch his eyes earlier. but now that your gaze is settled on the ones that are boring into yours, you couldn't help the feeling that a part of you is melting into a puddle, boneless and unable to move; nothing.
well, to be fair, you're nothing compared to a god. how could you ever compete with a being whose existence is the sole reason why you exist in the first place?
he takes a step closer to you, eyes taking in the sight of the knightesses who've spent a long journey, facing countless obstacles to reach the limitless forest which is far from the kingdom that he guesses she's from.
one heck of a ride, is what a human told him many years ago.
you clears your throat when he gestures to you to take a seat on the stone that the deer pushes you to. you nod your head stiffly before slowly lowering yourself, feeling unsure on how to communicate with a being that's far on a different level from you.
"thank you, satoru." your voice came in a whisper, full of uncertainty. "you may call me ... just knightess, if that's what you're most fond of."
he hummed softly at your words as he took a seat on the stone beside you, gaze falling to the waterfall that's in the center of this forest. "then, knightess, may i be told what brings you to this forest?"
blinding. the man is blinding and he's sitting beside you. well, for some reasonâthat you're sure happen because of himâit didn't hurt you, in any way. he's shining, but somehow you're able to tolerate and adjust the light that's radiated from him.
if it isn't by his kindness, you would've gone blind the moment he came into sight. you really are losing your brain cells when satoru, the moon incarnation, the god, makes its presence known to you.
"... i came to ask for a blessing," you answer, glancing at the man whose gaze is zeroed on the view in front of you two. not that you can blame him, the scenery is like a painting by the greatest painter to have ever existed. this space is the painter's canvas, a truly magnificent piece of work.
although, technically, satoru lives in this part of the forest divine hearth. this is his home; a place where he spends the eternal life of his.
"a blessing, you say âŠ" he muttered. a minute of silence filled the air between the two of you before he spoke again. "i shall give you the blessing you've worked hard to achieve for. in return, would you accompany me for a talk?"
talk. the moon incarnation is asking you to engage in a conversation with him? a god is requesting something from ⊠you.
you blink once. twice.
it's quite an odd request coming from a being that can alter the world, but in a sense it does make sense. as a god, he has no one but himself. nature and all that comes with it aren't enough to fulfill the aching void inside him. the exact one that's gnawing at him when he thinks of the life outside this forest.Â
not that any soul should know of the fact that the one they came for a blessing is craving for an interactionâ it's not befitting his status, his sole purpose of existence.
the god is drowning in loneliness.
"... i suppose i can do that, satoru," you reply to him after a while.
his, supposedly, name sounds foreign rolling off your tongue like an ancient language yet to be found. however, your pair of ears can catch the way it's threaded into a prayer to the air the moment it leaves between your lips.
the wind around you is blowingâkissing your skinâas his name dances along the breeze that's coating you in this feeling of familiarity and deeper to the sense of coming home that you felt earlier.
satoru's head turned to you, then. a soft, warm smile plastered on his lips. "thank you. i shall make it worth your time."
oh, you already have, you thought to yourself.
âhow's the world outside of the forest?â he asked you, eyes gleaming with curiosity.
now, you paused at the question. shouldn't he, as the god, know of what's happening all around the world? he's the one being above anything that exists in this world. both breathing and what not.
he has the privilege of seeing what happened in the past, present, and future; the question doesn't suit him.
you pressed your lips into a thin line, mind wandering here and there to arrange an answer that doesn't pry into the mind of a god. it already feels odd enough to sit next to someone who should be anything but beside you.
much to your demise, one of the nature of humans that's hard to brush off is wanting to know more than they should. forcing both eyes and ears to gather things for the sake of satisfaction, for themselves.
curiosity, to be precise.
"shouldn't that be something you're able to ⊠privy?" your brows furrowing, not knowing the word to choose in this situation.
the man's smile faltered. he didn't think that question would leave your mouth. then again, he shouldn't have underestimated the basic pinnacle of humans that made them, them.
satoru ponder your question for a while before letting out a sigh, his head turning to face the waterfall again.
"... it's a headache."
⊠a headache?
he glances at you, chuckling when he takes in the bewildered and confused expression that painted your face. your eyes are sparkling with the need of wanting to learn more, unraveling the truth there's to know about the man sitting beside you in the forest that's more than your mind may depict, can portray.
"the limitless knowledge of humans and this universe can send me into a spiral of headache," he continues. satoru's gaze roamed around the sight of the forest behold just for them to see. "although i am what you may call a god. incarnation, in whatever form there is, is the weaker state of me."
as you listen to his explanation, you can hear the faint hint of loneliness in the back of his voice that's crawling itself out. although, it stops halfway out of fear of being seen. after all, vulnerability isn't something that goes well with a being that's immortal.
so, even a divine being can fear something, you think.
"... does it ever get lonely here?" you asked, changing your attention to the way the tree leaves brushing against one another. creating a sound of ruffles in a soothing way.
the man beside you stood up, he paved his way towards the edge of the ground, close to the plunge pool. "what do you think, knightess? would you be drenched by loneliness if we were to switch places?"
his words tugged something inside you. it seems like he pulls a string that you never know is there. or maybe one that you never wanted to acknowledge in fear of feeling like a failure of a knight.
dread.
being one of the small number of female knights is something you're very proud of. it's a dominated male part of the world. the work as a knight is one that people would argue isn't befitting a female. the road is full of blood, sweat, regrets, betrayal, tears; all what many see isn't for females to pursue.
the feeling of dread from being alone doesn't stand side-by-side with what it takes as a knight. any knight should throw kinds of emotion to exist for them to be able to walk this earth with nothing to hold them back.
it's the very reason you always try to push away the feeling of dread whenever it washes you as you stand frozen while the thought of what's to come flashes your mind; the countless nights you spend wide awake staring at the ceiling; the days you find yourself staring into the endless horizons.
you're afraid someone knows this part of you and declared that you aren't one for the title as a knight. fear of someone saying that you're a soul who steals a place for someone out there who deserves it more than you. caging a soul that meant to be free.
silence, once again, shared between the two of you. each one battling with the turmoil inside them. it stays like that for a while before you stand up and strode to his side, kneeling on the ground as your knees pressed against the grass to touch the water and splash it around.
"they said that water holds memories."
he didn't answer immediately, mind repeating your words a few times before he spoke. "everything holds memories, not only water. both living things and non-living things."
"... like the mirror my mother passed to me which she inherited from my grandmother?" you look up at him.
the man smiled hearing what you said, feeling a sense of pride that you caught on to what he meant by saying that. "precisely. this very grass you walk on remembers the shape of the feet or footwear of every existence that have brushed against it."
"what's with the sudden talk about memories, knightess? are you recalling some?" he asked you. his gaze darting to you who's kneeling beside him, hand fiddling with the water.
"i'm a quite nostalgic person."
satoru's brows raised at your statement. a word that very much matches a human whose time is limited in this world, the other side of a coin to him whose lifetime is limitless.
it struck him, again.
he sometimes forgets that the people who visit this forest have only a little amount of time to spend compared to him who has walked this ground longer than he remembers. the life of your kind is fickle and fragile. satoru is the opposite of that.
like a fire torch, if your kindâa red, orangish fireâwere to go against a storm, it'll be in the blink of an eye before it dies down.
satoru's fire is as blue as the shade of the waterfall in the center of this forest. as bright and clear as the sky during a warm, beautiful sunny day. as deep as his eyes that hold the beginning and the end of this world.
the hottest flame to exist, the hardest to put out.
"what's your most ⊠favorite memory, if you don't mind sharing with me?" satoru reply after a while.
you blink a few times at the question, seemingly taken aback by how heavy the question is. and without you having time to stop and prepare yourself, a flood of memories came crashing down to you like waves washing the shore.
every memory that had come to life at some point in this life of yours had you rendered speechless, frozen in place. it's like someone forcefully trying to pull pictures out of your mind, your head starting to feel dizzy at the intensity.
it's like a share of your memory is an offering for him. another thing to give him beside your time in return for the blessing you had asked for.
"... it was when i'm younger, satoru." you paused for a minute as your mind portrayed the memory you're recalling. "the time when the field was still blooming, covered with all kinds of flowers. now it's just a field of nothing."
"a field of memories."
you open your mouth before letting a soft chuckle. right, everything holds memories. the ground of the field remembers the way your little feet roamed around it. the wind there still whispers away the sound of your laughter during those daysâ it's never really lost.
"what about yours, satoru? are there any memories from this long lasting journey of yours that stand out from others?"
it was a question that seemed impossible to answer. satoru has breathed the air of this earth as long as it has existed. the man has seen, heard, smells of anything that is known to humans. yet for whatever reason, there's a memory that's deeply ingrained in him, he can't seem to cast away.
his feet tapped against the grass as his mind traveled to the memory. "once, there's a grandma who came to visit me."
a granny? some old woman visits him? going through the obstacles of the path to this forest?
"i was surprised when the breeze announced her arrival to me. this place is quite far from places where human resides," he said. a warm smile tugging his lips as the memory plays like a moving pictures.
you listen to him intently. satoru's tone of voice changed into something of fondness, like when you first set foot into this enchanting forest.
"her soul was the purest one iâve seen after a while that time. she was beaming with happiness and excitement. apparently, she greets every animal that comes into her view."
satoru laugh echoes throughout the forest after finishing the sentence. the memory has a special place in his heart, it seems. he's shining even brighter than he already is.
and oh, may whoever is listening save you.
because the moment you hear his laugh that's heavy with warmth, the way he shines as he speaks of a fond memoryâ you think that you're falling for a being who you know better than to place feelings for. satoru is a moon incarnation, a god. the two of you live in a different world.
your world has already been filled with nothing but pain and craving for a better life. you don't need the feeling of yearning for someone you couldn't have, you shouldn't fall for. you don't have the energy to walk through another torturous path of your life that you helplessly stumble into.
"the animals were delighted. they didn't stop talking about her months after she left. grandma left quite an impression on them." satoru takes a quick glance at you, his eyes trailing down on you from the top of your head. "she came to ask for a blessing for her grandchild that's about to be born."
satoru's heart beat faster. a tad quicker. the second he locked eyes with you, he felt his heart beating rapidly. it's enough to make it feel like it's going to burst out of his heart.
you're staring at him like he's the sole reason why you're here, your existence. there's stars in your eyes. sparkling in a way that makes satoru's heart ache and longed for your presence some days after.
he takes a deep breath before exhaling, continuing from where he left off. "it was her first grandchild. she wanted to make sure that her first grandchild had the blessing of the moon."
"that's ... very thoughtful of her," you whisper.
"indeed ⊠i heard from the wind that she spent the rest of her life surrounded with love." he then quickly shifted his attention to the trees surrounding them.
satoru clears his throat. he turns around and strolls to the entrance of where you came from. "you should leave, knightess. it's never a great thing to stay here longer than an hour."
your brows furrow in confusion at the sudden change of topic. though it's quickly forgotten the moment he mentioned an hour. it barely feels like half an hour, what does he mean by that?
the man didn't look at you, his eyes set on the entrance. "time works differently here. you shall not stay longer."
at his words, you quickly stand up. your armors rattling at the abrupt action, causing a slight alteration from the calm and peaceful that's wrapping the forest.
it didn't take long before you stood before him, mind still reeling from how fast it had been and the conversation that was far from finished. it was only the starting line between the two of you.
although maybe, maybe it's better to bid your farewell now before you lose your mind and fall deeper to the warm light that he has shown you. the two of you aren't meant to stand by each other. it's an unwritten rule in this world.
while you're trying to gather your mind, he reaches for your right hand, making you startle and look at him.
his hair, whiter than anything you've seen, the true embodiment of the color white are on your view as he leans in to place a chaste kiss against your hand. it wasn't just a mere one kiss that he graced you with.
satoru's lips pressed softly against your skin as he mumbled words you couldn't catch. the kisses he sent you away with are on the back of your hand, your knuckles, your fingers, your palmâ he kissed every part of you that there's to lay his lips on.
and you, on the receiving end, are standing frozen. the intimacy of the moment had you in shambles. every fiber in you screaming at the contact of his lips against your skin. the blood that streams through you suddenly feels as warm as the honeycomb your mother just harvested before you left.
before you're able to say anything else, the grass had already pulled you away from him. it's a gentle push, but still able to leave you letting go a gasp of shock. everything was moving too quickly, you couldn't comprehend a single thing that's happening.
you tried to look over your shoulder, but the breeze was blowing to your face. obstructing your sight as the hair covers your eyes. when your hair is finally out of your view, the entrance is gone.
satoru are nowhere in sight.
and you're left heartbroken, unable to bid him farewell and take a last look at him. you were taken away from the right of memorizing his face so you could engrave it to your soul, to make sure you remember how he looks when you're asked to paint a picture of him on someone's mind.
unfortunately, he didn't let you. satoru didn't give you any chance to grief the feeling that was just starting to bloom for him even by a second of the time that passed here. you're shattered on the ground, passing that phase of cracking slowly but surely, because even something as small as thatâ he didn't let you embrace it.
the man on the other hand is down on his knees. eyes wide as his body trembles while nature wrapped itself around him, transferring a sense of comfort. the water splashes on him, the grass is clinging to his body, the animalsâdeer, butterfly, rabbitsânuzzle themselves against him, the wind kisses his skin tenderly.
why, anyone might ask?
satoru, the moon incarnation, the light, the god had found himself entranced by a human he shouldn't have. he had defied the rules of the universe; no god shall fall for any being. there's no part of life where an eternal life can stand alongside a human whose life is always on the line. and even nature can feel how his heart is cracking.
he's doomed.
and he shall pay the price of the longing that came second after second, minutes after minutes, hours after hours, days after days, weeks after weeks, months after months, years after years, decade after decade, centuries after centuriesâ for the very truth that time doesn't really exist in his world.
while you, another soul amongst trillions, will live in the gaps of his mind and fill him with emptiness where there's no end. even when he already tried to disintegrate you into the air, telling the breeze to whisk you afar, you're left somewhere in his life.
because his mind chose to erase a little part of his long lasting life that has you in it. satoru doesn't want to live in misery and losing his identity as the god who lost his light when he's the light itself.
it couldn't happen.
then, before he even recalls and realizes it, you're nothing but a fractured memory in the moon incarnationâa godâmind. leaving nature and iron of your armor as the only thing left as the witness of the short moment shared between you two, the only thing that remembers.
after all, just like what the man had said: everything holds memories.
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á ËË summary â thereâs no one you hate more than satoru gojo. heâs arrogant and entirely too full of himself. when you agree to be strictly enemies with benefits, gojo takes this as the perfect opportunity to finally make you his.
″ warnings: this mini series will feature adult content and is not recommended to anyone under the age of 18
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⊠chapter one: the fuck buddy proposal
⊠chapter two: you're not my type!
⊠chapter three: the conclusion
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wc: ~8.4k | cw: viltrumite gojo x viltrumite reader! smut, arranged reproductive pairing, reproductive coercion, breeding/pregnancy kink kinda, loss of virginity, fingering, rough sex, creampie, possessiveness, contains minor spoilers for viltrumite lore in invincible
summary: with viltrum on the brink of extinction, your father selects the strongest male of your generation to help you preserve its dying bloodline.
a/n: this one has been sitting in my drafts for a MINUTE i'm sorry babesâŠpossible part two maybe??? also, shoutout to @yanderenightmare for the inspo to write about viltrumite gojo !!
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VILTRUM WAS ONCE a planet so bountiful its end seemed impossible to ever imagine.Â
A world inhabited by billions of the strongest beings to ever grace the universe, where power was not a rarity but rather a birthright, and might thrived in such abundance it bled into the very architecture of the empire itself.Â
Viltrum did not just survive for millennia, it had spent them conquering. The Viltrumites bent a myriad of civilizations to their knees and called it order, this is what they were made to doâto inflict brutality upon those weaker, which in turn, made Viltrum prosper. A race of people so certain of its own superiority, extinction had never once been considered a possibility.Â
ThenâŠthe Scourge Virus came, and with it, came ruin.Â
The disease spread throughout Viltrum like a curse; hollowing the planet from the inside out. Billions were reduced to mere fractions; certainty tainted with panic, and proud legacy careened into desperate survival.Â
What once had been a world overflowing with life, power, and conquest was left gasping for air, which may have been rightfully deserved; a karmic outcome of sorts. All of that cruelty, all that destruction they inflicted among others was now occurring to their own people, with no cure, no way of stopping it. The virus claimed countless lives, taking those who were supposedly the strongest in a short matter of time, and spreading far too quickly to ever contain it.Â
Now? Viltrum stands not as it once was, but as a graveyard dressed in imperial red and pearly white. A planet that was so prosperous it seemed eternal now lingers on the verge of extinction, its future balanced precariously between dwindling bloodlines and the threat of yet another warâone looming close enough to feel it in the air itself. The Coalition of Planets awaits Viltrum like carrion beyond the stars, united in grief, eager to finish what the virus started.Â
And in the center of it all, sits your father.
Grand Regent Thragg.Â
Ruler of what remains, the keeper of a rapidly dying empire and the strongest Viltrumite the planet had ever borne witness toâŠwith the sole exception of Satoru Gojo, of course.
And he has summoned you without explanation, how typical of him. When you are as powerful and feared as he, no one dares to ask why, afraid it may be the very last thing they say.Â
The corridor leading to the throne room seems longer today, lined in stone the shade of dried blood; the palace, similar to everything else left on this world, does not feel alive anymore. It feels artificial, preserved, like the bones of something once magnificent is now forced to pretend it has not already rotted from the inside out.Â
You hate being summoned here alone, not out of fearâno, you fear nothing, not even him, but because you already have a rising suspicion as to why he has requested it.
Your eighteenth birthday had passed not long ago, you are an adult now, a fully grown one in the eyes of Viltrum. And on a planet with so few women left, you can think of only a handful of reasons a father like yours would wish to speak to you in private.
The doors part at your approach with a low groan and you step into the vast chamber with your spine straight and your chin high, red light spilling through the massive windows and painting the floor in the color of fresh violence.Â
Your father stands with his back to you, hands clasped behind him, staring out over the tethered remnants of Viltrum below. You stop a respectful distance away and drop into a kneel, arm crossed over your heart with your head bowed. Despite the Grand Regent being your own flesh, he still commands your respect just as he does everyone else.Â
âFather.â
He does not turn immediately, does not say a thing. Instead, he lets the silence stretch until the one standing within it begins to feel small; he has always wielded silence well in this way.Â
Then, at last, his pragmatic voice cuts through the room, âDaughterâŠLet me explain your future to you.â
The words settle cold and heavy in your stomach. It is how he says it, as if your future has already been decided, written into scripture before you were ever born. Slowly, you lift your head. Thragg turns then and there is nothing soft in his face, there rarely is. Yet, tonight he somehow looks even less like your father and more like what he truly isâthe ruler of a wretched world, a man so thoroughly carved from purpose that tenderness had never been useful to him.Â
âYou are aware of our circumstances,â He says.
âYes.â
âThe number of remaining females is no longer sufficient enough to justify unnecessary risk.â
Your brows draw together unwillingly, "Unnecessary risk,â You repeat flatly.
His expression does not so much as flicker, it stays as hard as stone, âYou will no longer participate in combat in the same capacity.â
For a second, you simply stare at him. You understand what he means, quite perfectly, and heat crawls up your spine at once, âWe are on the brink of war with the Coalition,â You say, rising from your kneel in one smooth motion, âAnd you want me toâŠsit out?â
âI want to preserve what remains of Viltrum.â
A humorless laugh escapes you, unable to bite it back, âBy sidelining your heir?â
âBy ensuring my heir survives long enough to matter.â
The room falls still and silent once again. Cruelâthat is what it is. How can his tone remain so calm and certain as if your anger is nothing more than air moving through the atmosphere?
You take a step closer, jaw tight, âI am not some delicate thing to be hidden away while everyone else goes to war in my place.â
âNo,â Thragg agrees, âYou are not.â
And, somehow, his agreement is worse. Because he is not suggesting you are weak, of course not, you share his genetics, there is no way you could be weak. ButâŠyour strength no longer matters.
âAs my daughter and as my heir, your purpose has changed.â
Your fingers curl at your sides, âMy purpose.â
âYes.â
The words come out sharper now, barbed with disbelief, âYou would remove me from battle when our species is balanced on the edge of extinction?â
His gaze stays fixed on you, âYour value to Viltrum no longer lies there.â
Your value.Â
Now, it is not measured by how many enemies you can kill, but by what your body can produce. You hold his gaze anyway, looking away would feel too much like yielding and you are not ready to do that, not yet, âSo that is what this is? You drag me in here to tell me I have been repurposed?â
If the word offends him, he gives no indication. Though, majority of the time he is unreadable regardless, âThe future of our world will not be secured through sentiment,â He states, âIt will only be secured through blood.â
You purse your lips, âAnd you have already chosen whose, I suppose.â
âYes.â
No surprise there. He would never summon you for a discussion he had not already resolved in his own mind. Men like Thragg do not ask, they decide and inform. Still, your stomach twists with something tight and ugly all the same, because there are only so many names he would consider suitable for a task like this.Â
âThe bloodlines of surviving females are too closely shared with those of the remaining males. Any offspring produced from such pairings would carry an unacceptable risk of deficiency.âÂ
Though you were already aware of this. The survivors were not merely few in number; they were descended from the same handful of families, their bloodlines crossing so many times that there was hardly any meaningful distance left between them.
Your fatherâs voice stays level and unfeeling, âYour motherâs lineage was preserved separately from the central Viltrumite population for generations. Through her, your blood remains sufficiently distinct from that of the surviving males.â
You knew this as well. Your mother had been descended from an isolated Viltrumite branch, one that had resided beyond the empireâs central territories long enough to avoid the tangled ancestry now burdening those left behind.Â
It was what made you valuableâthe fact that enough of your blood was different. However, it should not feel isolating. On Viltrum, usefulness is a virtue. Value is an honor. To be necessary is to matter. And yet your arms fold over your chest in silent protest.Â
âThe male chosen for you, thereforeâŠâ Thragg trails off, choosing his verbiage thoughtfully, â...Could not be selected carelessly.â
You swallow once, though it does nothing to alleviate the heat bubbling in your chest, âWho is it?â
Thragg does not speak the answer. Instead, with all the chilling ease of a man summoning a soldier rather than a future father to his grandchildren, he gives a short nod to the doors and they part at once.Â
Satoru Gojo steps through them.Â
The breath leaves your lungs so fast it nearly hurts.Â
He is the strongest besides your father. The Viltrumite they have named the Honored One.Â
Of course he was the one chosen.Â
He enters the throne room alone, tall, broad, and pale in the flood of red light, white hair catching gold where it spills across his forehead. Even now, beneath nothing but imperial summons and the weight of your fatherâs gaze, he moves with that same impeccable steadiness he carries into battleâunhurried, precise, devastatingly self-possessed. Eighteen years old, the same as you, and already spoken of as if he were something much older and inevitable.Â
He stops at your side and lowers himself into a kneel, one fist over his heart, but you see itâan almost imperceptible flicker of his eyes in your direction, before they lock onto your father, âGrand Regent.â
Up close, the sight of him is even more striking. Now he is not merely a name or the strongest of this generation or the boy you have spent your whole life seeing from the edges of training halls and state assemblies; always near, never touchable. No, now he is here, beside you, beautiful in the severe, infuriating way only very dangerous men ever are.Â
And as he stands here next to you, in this context, the reality lands all at once. You see exactly why your father chose him. Worseâyou see exactly how easily Viltrum would use a man like this again and again if allowed.Â
A male like Gojo, with blood like his, strength like his, a body like his, would never be left to breed with one woman unless someone made it impossible. Something possessive flares at that thought, shocking even you.Â
Your fatherâs voice remains level, âSatoru Gojo.â
Satoru lifts his head just enough to meet his cold gaze, âYou summoned me.â
âI did,â Thragg looks between the two of you as if assessing nothing more intimate than a military resource, âThe future of Viltrum requires deliberate preservation. My daughter is the only surviving female whose bloodline remains sufficiently distinct from that of our males and she has reached physical maturity. Among the surviving males, several could have served the role. But, I have chosen you.â
For the first time, something shifts in Gojo. There is a tightening in the line of his jaw as he comes to the understanding that there were others considered for this position. Older males, more seasoned veterans, men with longer battle records and centuries of experience behind them, some that have even fathered offspring before. Despite thatâŠyour father still chose him.Â
The knowledge pleases him, but he buries it well. It stirs some private, sharpened satisfaction that does not touch his face. His sense of superiority among the Viltrumites spikes ever so slightly.Â
But beside him, you catch the faintest change in his posture, as if another male standing where he now stands would have sat poorly with him.Â
Thragg continues, âYou understand what is being asked of you.â
Oh, Satoru knows. Selective breeding is not a foreign concept to Viltrum. In reality, it is the standard to assure the most sufficient children with the perfect genetics. A simple arrangement between males and females, nothing more than a means of reproduction. Though, this time around it is much different. This is a last ditch effort for salvation.Â
âYes,â He answers.Â
âAnd you accept it.â
Satoru does not hesitate, âI do.â
The words land strangely because there is no reluctance in them, no visible uncertainty. They lack eagerness, too. Nothing crude, just acceptance, like this is another duty placed into his hands. And for some reason, that bothers you more than if he had smirked or displayed smugness.Â
You look at him fully then andâŠ
God, he is handsome.
That only causes the flare of possession to deepen.Â
Because if your father has chosen himâthis beautiful, terrible thing at your side who is so composed he may as well have been curated from the same stone as the palace, then you know exactly what Viltrum would do with him when given the chance.Â
Use him.Â
Broadly, strategically, repeatedly, everywhere.Â
No.Â
If your body is to become strategy, then you refuse to become the first stop in a wider plan for his.Â
âIf I am to bear children for Viltrum,â You announce, cutting through the room before either of them can continue, âThen I will do it with him,â Thragg says nothing, neither does Satoru. You keep your eyes on the latter anyway, âBut only him. He will not take other women. Not on Viltrum. Not elsewhere. Not later. If I am to do this, then he belongs only to me.â
The words ring through the throne room like steel and for one second, nobody moves, nobody even breathes. Your father studies you with a cool, almost curious stillness. Next to you, Satoru remains composed, but there is the faintest shift in himâsmall enough that another may miss it. A sharpening of focus.
You already can assume what your father is thinking. Monogamy? That is unheard of on Viltrum. Especially whilst on the brink of extinction? It is an almost offensive demand. But, Thragg is in no position to argue. If this is the only way to get you to accept the terms of the arrangement, then he has no other choice.Â
He speaks first, opting for something you did not expect, âYou are possessive.â
Your lip curls, âI feel it is practical.â
His gaze lingers on you a moment longer, then lands on Satoru, âMy daughter has made her condition clear.â
Satoruâs eyes flick to you again, only for a breath, but it is long enough for you to feel the full, unnerving weight of them on your face. Then he says, just as calmly as before, âUnderstood.â
No sign that he finds the condition unreasonable at all, despite it being unreasonable as ever.Â
You are not sure why that should matter to you this much, but it does.Â
Your father seems satisfied enough by the answer and inclines his head, âIt is done,â Then his eyes harden further with expectation, âDo not delay.â
The meaning of it burns through the room at once and you hate that your body recognizes it instantly. You hate even more that some traitorous part responds.Â
Thragg says nothing else because there is no need to, the dismissal implicit now, both heavy and absolute. Your jaw tightens and without another word, you turn for the doors and hear Satoru move beside you a second later; the sound of his steps falling into place with yours as the two of you leave the throne room beneath your fatherâs cold, watchful silence.Â
The corridor beyond feels longer now, narrower too, and for several strides, neither of you speaks, but the quiet between you is not empty. It is crowded with the knowledge of where you are being sent and what is meant to happen once you get there.Â
You can feel him beside you in a way that makes no sense and all the sense in the world; the hushed gravity of a man you have known the shape of your entire life and yet have never once stood this close to.Â
Distance has always separated you both and now, there is none left.Â
You cannot find it in yourself to look at him first, unable to trust what seeing him again so clearly might do to the uneasiness weighing on your chest. So instead you keep your eyes dead ahead, on the corridor created out of blood-colored stone, and let your mind do what it has done for years when it comes to Satoru Gojoâcircle him without touching.Â
The boy who was always the strongest, the one your father observed differently, the one whom others measured themselves against and did not live to tell the tale. The weapon who kept becoming more beautiful with age in that unfairly infuriating way, all pale severity and blue eyes so brilliant and the kind of body Viltrum revered without need to say it aloud.Â
And nowâŠhe walks beside you because your father has decided that he will father your children.Â
You almost miss a step as the thought of that haunts you. Beside you, he is still silent as ever. Entirely too composed for a man who has just been informed he is expected to bed the Grand Regentâs daughter before the hour is out. That irritates you too. Everything about him seems to.Â
By the time the two of you reach your chambers, your pulse is annoyingly frantic. The doors part and you step inside first. Red light spills through thin windows cut high in the walls, dragging long shadows over everything in its wake. A broad bed sits in the center, too neatly made to feel inviting, more like another imperial command waiting to be obeyed than somewhere either of you might willingly lay. A basin gleams near the far wall along with folded linens and a low table. It is obvious the room had been carefully prepared for this moment.Â
You hear the doors close behind him and now you are entirely alone with Satoru Gojo, and the crushing expectation of what is meant to happen next.Â
For an awkward while, neither of you says anything nor dares breathe too loudly. Genuinely, it is absurd. The arrangement had already been made, the purpose is as clear as day, and the room itself may as well shout well what are you two waiting for?
Regardless, the both of you simply stand there.Â
Until, at last, unable to bear the silence any longer, you move to sit on the edge of the bed. The mattress dips beneath your weight and a second later, after the briefest pause, he does the same. He is far enough to not touch, but close enough to be painfully aware of him anyway.Â
And all you can do is stir over the fact that you know exactly what is expected and still have no idea how to begin.Â
You burn holes into the floor, then finally turn your head, âSoâŠâ His gaze shifts to you, âYou are the strongest.â
The reply comes laced with that maddening calmness, âThat is what they say.â
It is such a dry response that you nearly laugh, but refuse to. You let your eyes drag over him openly since there is no point in pretending otherwise now. This is the first time in your life you have been permitted to look at him this long. There is even more to appreciate when being this close.Â
The broadness of his shoulders, his posture is perfect in that arrogantâViltrumite way, the pale beauty of his face works cohesively with the white uniform he adorns. A body honed by violence, primed to be one of the most formidable killers Viltrum had ever produced. You had known, abstractly, what he was. Feared it, perhaps. Admired it too, in the private way one admires storms from a distance.Â
Distance was much kinder than whatever this is.Â
And he is looking at you too. In recognition, maybe. As if he is seeing you clearly for the first time as well and finding the view more complicated than anticipated.Â
âYou accepted quickly,â You note.
âThere was no reason not to.â
You turn your gaze away from him again, to the crimson light stretched across the floor, âNone at all?â
âYour father did not summon me for my opinion.â
âAnd that does not trouble you?â
Satoru is silent for a moment, then says, âIt is what is required.â
You huff a frustrated breath, âIt is easy for you to say.â
His gaze rests on your face, âBecause I was not removed from the battlefield.â
You look at him after he speaks and for the first time since he entered the throne room, something in his countenance seems to slip from pure unreadability. There is nothing so openly dangerous, but understanding, possibly? At least he is not stupid enough or selfish enough to feign ignorance.Â
âNo. You were not,â Your voice comes out harsher for the restraint wrapped around it, âI have spent my life being raised to fight. To conquer. To rule after him, if it came to that. And now, suddenly, I am told that none of it matters as much as what my body can produce.â
Satoru says nothing and you almost snap at him for it, until you realize he is not silent out of indifference. He is simply listening. You laugh this time, though it is small and bitter, âAnd youâyou are told you are to father the next generation and you kneel and say understood.â
He does not flinch, âYes.â
You turn toward him more fully, âThat is all?â
âThat is what a man in my position is for.â
His answer is what helps you remember that he is still only eighteen too. Young, but a grown man. Spoken of like he is some towering inevitability and some warrior fated to reshape whatever war he enters, but he is really, the same as you. He is merely just another body the empire has deemed useful enough to claim fully and use in this predicament. You should not find that as disarming as you do.Â
âAnd my conditionâŠyou accepted that quickly too.â
At that, something almost flickers in his blues, âI did.â
âYou do not mind being told where you may and may not go?â
The corner of his mouth shifts so faintly you nearly miss it, âNo.â
You narrow your eyes, âNo?â
âYou asked for exclusivity,â He says, âI understood.â
âThat is not what I asked.â
âThen what are you asking now?â
The question catches you off guard. You stare at him a minute too long, suddenly very aware that this is the first true exchange the two of you ever had, and it is already beginning to feel less like politics. You know you need to answer carefully, but what comes out is, âI am asking whether it offends you.â
His eyes stay on yours, âNo.â
The reply is immediate enough to feel sincere, âWhy not?â
Satoru pauses long enough that you see him consider the words before speaking them, âBecause your father chose me for you,â He says, âNot the others.â
Your breath catches in your throat. Perhaps, buried under the composure, there is something in that answer that feels a little too close to what had flashed through your own mind in the throne room, âThat sounds very pleased with itself.â
âIt is only true.â
âIt is rather arrogant.â
The corner of his mouth lifts, âI am simply correct.â
Then the room falls quiet once more. And now that the real questions have been answered, the reason why you are here at all sits there between you. Your eyes drift to the door and you drop some of the formalities now that your partnership has become more solidified, âI wouldnât be surprised if heâs waiting just outside it.â
Something similar to amusement ghosts across Satoruâs face, âI imagine heâd be disappointed by how long weâve spent sitting here.â
You turn your head and glare at him, âYouâre irritating.â
âWould you prefer it were someone else?â
No. You would not. Not at all.
The answer rises too quickly to be anything but true and the fact that he likely sees it in your expression before you can hide it only makes your blood run hotter. Whatever trace of amusement that had touched his face disappears again, leaving only that ridiculous poise.Â
Your fingers tighten in the sheets under you, âI donât know what to expectâŠâ
Satoru knows what you mean by that and he, too, does not know, being just as inexperienced as you, âNeither do I.â
The realization changes him. Beneath all of who he is, you can glimpse the outline of something startlingly young. Your gaze drops, unwillingly, to his hands where they rest on his thighs. Large, scarred, capable of splitting bodies open without a second thought and little effortâthe thought of those same hands touching you should terrify you. Instead, it oddly entices you.Â
âThis is for Viltrum,â You mutter, unsure whether you are reminding him or yourself.Â
He nods, eyes fixated on you, âYes. For Viltrum.â
For Viltrum.Â
For survival. For bloodline. For the empire.Â
Though when the words settle, they almost immediately begin to sound thin.Â
And then he moves, slightly, one hand lifting from his thigh and your pulse jumps so hard it makes you angry. His hand comes to rest, soft as a whisper, against the side of your face and the touch is so tender it startles you more than roughness would have. You stare at him; this is the same man who tears enemies apart, the same man your people call honored, and yet his thumb brushes against the line of your cheek like you are something precious he must preserve.Â
He isâŠgentle? How strange.Â
Then, slowly, his hand slips from your cheek to the back of your neck. He leans in enough that the air shifts and you feel his breath before you feel anything else. Your fingers curl in the bedspread, somehow, he notices, âIf you want me to stopâŠsay so.â
You simply shake your head and close the remaining gap yourself; the first kiss is not graceful whatsoever. It is tentative and weird and misaligned from inexperience, your noses brush and your mouths meet with all the awkwardness of two people who have never done this before and are trying very hard not to show it. The sheer absurdity of it almost makes you pull back.Â
But then, his hand tightens at the back of your neck and he kisses you again, more certainly, and suddenly the awkwardness is no longer the dominant thing. Now, there is only heat. His mouth is softer than it should be, his hand at your neck is steadier than you expected, the broadness of his body when he shifts closer to you makes the bed dip beneath your combined weight, and a small sound slips out of you, causing Satoru to draw back an inch.Â
His eyes are brighter, mouth parted slightly from the kiss, breath no longer as measured as it was previously.
âYouâre still being careful,â You murmur.
âI said I would stop if you wanted.â
âAnd I didnât.â
God no, you definitely did not.Â
If anything, your body has only betrayed you more and more with every touch and every brush of his lips. It is becoming harder to remember that this is meant to be something practical. Something done for survival. For duty. For Viltrum.Â
Well, because practical things are not supposed to make your skin this hot. They are not supposed to make your stomach knot when his hand slides from the back of your neck to your waist, tightening to pull you properly into him.Â
Not getting another second to think, his mouth is on yours again, hotter now, and your hand fists the front of his uniform hard enough to wrinkle the pristine white. Satoru reacts by moving quicker, undoing one clasp of yours, then another gives way beneath deft fingers while your own fumble at his.Â
Eventually, within minutes, the bed is littered in pieces of white and grey, and when his hands find your skin for the first time, the air leaves your lungs all over again. Seated beside him, turned slightly inward, your bare thighs are practically touching. His hands rest at your waist where the last piece of your uniform had fallen away, large enough that his fingers span the width of it.Â
For a moment, Satoru only looks at you and there is nothing discreet about it. His eyes graze over every inch you have exposed to himâyour breasts, the soft plane of your stomach, the smooth skin between your thighs, as if the sight requires study. The open astonishment on his face makes heat crawl from the center of your chest all the way to your cheeks and down between your legs.
You have been looked at your entire life, it is something you are not new to. You have been assessed for strength, examined for injury, watched in combat to determine whether the Grand Regentâs daughter might someday prove worthy of inheriting his place, but never like this. Never as though someone has forgotten what he intended to say simply because you are sitting before him completely naked and without anything left to hide behind.Â
Your first instinct is to cover yourself, although pride prevents it, âStop staring.â
His gaze rises to your face, hands remaining settled at your waist, âIâm looking.â
âThat is the same thing.â
âNo,â He answers, almost absently, âIt is not.â
His fingers begin to move before you can find a response, tracing the curve of your waist with a caution that feels absolutely absurd coming from him. These hands have broken bone and torn through flesh without hesitation, yet now his fingertips barely skim your skin, mapping you with an uncertain fascination.Â
The touch makes your stomach tighten and he notices immediately; his attention sharpens, following the small reaction as if he means to memorize it, âYou trembled.â
âYou touched me.â
âIâm aware.â
The faint arrogance in his tone nearly makes you roll your eyes, but then his thumb passes slowly over your hip and every clever response abandons you. Still, you refuse to be the only one left exposed beneath such scrutiny, letting your gaze drop to him.Â
Without the white severity of his uniform, Satoru appears somehow larger. You always knew he was built like he was carved from stone by gods themselves, but none of him is softened by the fabric anymore, and seeing him like this and this close is entirely different.Â
Your eyes travel over the firm planes of his chest, the powerful lines of his stomach, and the narrow taper of his waist. The strength Viltrum praises so proudly lives everywhere beneath his skin, every part of him honed through violence.Â
Then you notice the scars. There are more than you expected. Thin, silvery marks cross his shoulders and ribs, remnants of injuries severe enough to leave evidence even after self-healing had done its job. One cuts diagonally across the middle of his chest and fades dangerously close to his heart. Your hand lifts without warning, tips of your fingers following the pale line; Satoru goes still.
âWhat caused this?â
âI donât remember.â
You glance up at him, puzzled as to how he could forget, âIt nearly struck your heart.â
âIt did strike my heart.â
Your fingers halt because of the way he says it so casually, âAnd you survived.â
The corner of his mouth shifts, âClearly.â
You narrow your eyes at him, but your palm remains against his chest. His heart beats beneath it, faster and more erratic than it should be.Â
âYou have scars too,â He mentions, hand leaving your waist long enough to comb over a mark along your side. The tenderness of the gesture feels more intimate than nakedness itself.Â
âTraining.â
âWith your father?â
âWho else?â
Something dark passes briefly through his expression, then his gaze drops again, following the line of your body, and your own attention drifts lower in response. The sight awaiting you there wipes every thought from your mind.Â
His cock is half-hard and intimidatingly large, resting heavy upon the cut of his lower abdomen. It twitches under your stare, thickening further as it rises with prominent veins running along the shaft; flushed tip already glistening.Â
You cannot help but wonder how something of that size is supposed to fit inside you, the sheer girth alone looks impossibleâfar too wide to take without splitting you open. Your lips part on a shaky exhale and Satoru follows your stare, and for the first time that evening, uncertainty breaks visibly through his composure. A faint blush colors the tops of his cheeks.Â
âThat may be a problem,â You murmur, voice quieter than you intended.Â
His brows draw together, âYou are Viltrumite.â
âThat does not make every part of me indestructible.â
âIt nearly does.â
You glare at him, but the edge of amusement touching his mouth disappears when he realizes that your apprehension is genuine. His hand returns to your waist as he says, âLie back.â
Your pulse stumbles, and instantly, you think he is ready to start and get this over with. Finish the task that has been assigned to him. Get you pregnant.Â
But his voiceâŠit is low and careful, so you find yourself obeying his words, shifting farther onto the mattress. Satoru helps guide you down, one hand supporting your back until your shoulders meet the sheets, and he follows you without hesitation.Â
The mattress lowers beneath his weight as he moves between your parted legs, kneeling there while you lie under him. His thighs press against the backs of yours, broad shoulders blocking part of the red light spilling through the windows. The position leaves you entirely open to him, legs threatening to close on instinct, but Satoruâs hands settle lightly on your knees before they can; merely holding them there as his striking eyes lift to yours, and he waits.Â
Slowly, you let your legs relax, and only then, does his gaze drop. The look of wonder that crosses his face is enough to make you want to hide all over again.Â
His hand travels down the inside of your thigh, rough pads of his fingertips running along a path that leaves your skin burning behind them. When he reaches the slick heat between your legs, his touch turns tentativeâcurious. He explores without a semblance of knowledge, parting your folds with two thick fingers, spreading the wetness gathered there, dragging them up to circle your swollen clit.Â
When your hips jerk against the mattress, he knows he may have done something right. He immediately looks up for confirmation, âThat affected you.â
You swallow the thick lump in your throat, breathing out a strangled, âIt...did.â
He repeats the motion, firmer, rubbing slow circles over that seemingly sensitive bud, while his vibrant blues stays fixed on your face. Pleasure sparks sharp through you, drawing a few unsteady breaths that he clearly hears, âDoes this feel good?â
You look away, cheeks burning, embarrassment the main thing you feel. You are not a being who is supposed to feel pleasure, â...I think so.â
âYou think?â
âI have nothing to compare it to.â
Recognition makes his expression soften, âI donât either.â
But he keeps going, still cautious, though more deliberate now. He replicates what made you react, studying every tremor and every tightening of your hands in the sheets with unnerving concentration, âYou areâlearning very quickly.â
Satoru hums thoughtfully, transfixed on the sight of your pretty face and his fingers glistening in your folds, âI usually do.â
Even now, his arrogance finds a way to survive. You might have insulted him for it had another movement of his fingertips against your clit not stolen the words from you.Â
He watches your expression change and something hungry begins to replace the wonder in his eyes. Now that he has discovered he can make you feel good, the knowledge of that pleases him far more than it should.
Growing increasingly impatient and curious whether the act might feel as good to him as his touch seems to feel to you, he withdraws his soaked hand from your core and disappointment flashes through you before you can hide it. He notices that too, the corner of his mouth lifting faintly.
But he doesn't move yet, attention dropping to his fingers. They are glittering in the red light, coated so thoroughly in the viscous wetness of your cunt that it shines over his knuckles. Satoru stares, turning his hand slightly as if examining the aftermath of some unfamiliar phenomenon.
Heat rushes instantly to your cheeks, "What is it?"
His thumb drags slowly over the slick coating his fingertips, spreading it between them. The expression on his face fades from curiosity and into unmistakable gratification, "This came from you."
You scoff, slightly embarrassed by his intrigue in it, "Obviously."
He looks at you then, "Because I touched you."
The satisfaction dripping from his tone makes your stomach clench, "Don't look so proud of yourself."
"Why shouldn't I be?"
Before you can respond, he brings his coated fingers back between your thighs, dragging them one more time through your folds as though unwilling to waste the evidence; the touch pulls another small twitch from you.
Satoru is no idiot. Inexperienced, yes. But he can decipher what this means.
Your body wants him.
And in knowing that, he feels much more confident when he shifts closer between your thighsâthe considerable size of him becomes impossible to ignore once again. His cock ghosts over your entrance as his hand slides beneath one of your legs, lifting it carefully as he settles over you.
One arm braces beside your head while the other remains at your thigh, trying to understand angles, bodies, where he is meant to go. Perhaps, it would be almost funny if the sight of him between your legs did not make your pulse tick so violently.Â
He notches the blunt head of his cock into your tight cunt, stretching you open with a burning pressure that forces a sharp inhale from your chest and every muscle in your body tenses; he stops right away, not pushing an inch further, eyes finding yours, âTell me if I hurt you.â
âYou probably will.âÂ
His jaw tightens, and for all his power, he looks wary now, âThen tell me how much.â
You reach for him, wrapping one hand around his muscular bicep and drawing him closer, âI will.â
He studies your face for another moment, searching for uncertainty, but whatever he finds seems to satisfy him. His forehead lowers to yours, breath warm against your mouth, and he pushes in another inch, yet this time, the effect on him is immediate. Satoruâs breath leaves him in a rasping, fractured sound, so unlike anything you have ever heard from him, or anyone else for that matter, that your eyes fly to his face.Â
His entire body goes rigid above you, the arm braced next to your head locks at the elbow, muscle drawn taut, while his other hand clamps around your thigh. His expression is almost impossible to comprehend, appearing somewhat stricken with the violent shock of sensation.
You are so warm around himâŠso tight, it knocks the air straight from his lungs. He parts his lips, brows pulled together, brilliant eyes gone unfocused as though every thought inside his head has been extinguished at once. How is anything supposed to feelâŠthis good?
And when he thrusts himself inside you deeper, his hand flees from your thigh and fists in the sheet beside you, the fabric straining under his strength, seams tearing in his fingers; but he does not seem to realize any of it, too lost in the feeling of you squeezing around his cock that he keeps sinking in deeper and deeper, until heâs buried to the hilt.Â
He forces himself to stay motionless, every line of his body trembling with the effort to not pull back and fully stuff his length inside you again. It is quite funny, for all the ease with which Satoru can dominate a battlefield, he seems to have relatively no command here.Â
At the same time, while he is above you losing his mind entirely, the pressure in your lower belly becomes almost unbearable. Your fingers close around his biceps, nails clawing hard enough to leave crescent moons in skin that ordinarily resists mostly everything.Â
His focus returns as soon as he feels it, âDoes it hurt?â
You nod slightly, biting your lower lip, âA little.â
Although you are particularly used to enduring pain, essentially every Viltrumite isâtrained to withstand even the most brutal injuries, this form of pain is too intimate to handle and surprisingly, he cares a great deal about your comfort. You half expected him not to care whatsoever; a dangerous Viltrumite who has perhaps killed many of his own kind, worries of harming you. How absurd.Â
He becomes stiller, which should not be physically possible, but of course he defies all odds. His eyes search your face, all hints of hunger momentarily eclipsed by concern, âI can stop.â
âNo,â Your answer comes too quickly.Â
His jaw clenches so hard the muscle pops, âBut you said it hurts.â
âIt does.â
âThenââ
âJust wait.â
It should not shock you that he listens, yet it does. The strongest male of your generation remains frozen over you, chest rising unevenly, hand still tangled in the ruined sheet as if it is the only thing preventing him from losing control completely. You breathe through the discomfort of being stretched out and little by little, the pain begins to subside.Â
Your body adjusts around his girth, the unfamiliar pressure becoming something warmer, almost intoxicating even. The grip you have on his arms loosens and instead, your hands slide upward over the hard curvature of his shoulders and onto his back.Â
Satoru watches every change in your countenance, nothing escaping him. He takes it all inâyour breath evening out, your thighs relaxing around him, the slight, unconscious shift of your hips beneath his.
His blue irises darken, âBetter?â
âYesâŠâ
That single word nearly destroys him, causing his fingers to twist into the sheet and forehead to drop against yours. His breath breaks hot over your mouth as your nails drag down his back, making a sound somewhere between a gasp and a growl. His free hand flies to your waist, nails digging into your skin hard enough to remind you exactly what he is, but he catches himself quickly, loosening his grip, yet you tighten your legs around him before he can pull away.Â
His eyes snap open as you pull him closer to you, and whatever restraint he had left starts to die. He kisses you suddenly, without precision because he is still inexperienced as ever, though desperate all the same. His mouth hovers yours when he draws back for the first time, moving only a few cautious inches, before slowly pressing forward again.
The motion sends another flare of pressure through you, but it is different now. No longer is it that immediate pain from before.Â
He moves once more, slower this time, withdrawing with painstaking control before easing himself back inside you. The strange heat deep in your lower belly gathers, spreading through you with every inch until your fingers sink into his back. Satoru fixates on your face as he keeps repeating the motion, watching the tension between your brows gradually dissipate, and your lips part for an entirely separate reason.Â
âOhâŠâ You breathe quietly, this feelsâŠunexpectedly good.
He starts to move more purposefully then, deep, rolling thrusts that turn faster and rougher, though still measured for your sakeâalbeit barely.Â
The mattress creaks with each snap of his hips; the wet, filthy sound of his cock plunging into your slick filling the chamber. Your pain has nearly vanished now, transformed into a blinding pleasure that makes your vision white out and thoughts blur at the edges.Â
You start meeting his thrusts without meaning to, learning his rhythm and movements almost as quickly as he learns you, and the first time you do it deliberately, Satoru stops breathing.Â
His face lifts from yours, âYou did that.â
Despite everything, you stifle a laugh, âI did it purposely.â
â...Do it again.â
He gives the demand softly, and you comply, clenching around his cock as you grind up to meet him once more. His eyes flutter shut for a moment, and the composure he wears like armor disappears totally; the sight sends a thrill through you.
This is the Honored One.Â
The Viltrumite who has stood untouched before collapsing planets. The weapon who has ripped through armies and returned home with boredom in his gaze. And youâare undoing him with your tight cunt he cannot seem to get enough of.Â
He fucks himself deeper, more urgently, though he continues watching you with almost obsessive attention. Each little moan you make seems to draw another from him. Every time your nails score his back, his grip tightens at your waist and his cock drives harder into you.Â
âYou feelâŠâ He starts, and stops, voice gone hoarse.
You peer up at him with half-lidded eyes, âWhat?â
He stares at you like he resents the fact that language has failed him, he has never been this vulnerable, â...so perfect.â
The praise makes heat bloom through you; your hands move over his back again, tugging him down until his chest presses fully against yours, and he shudders at the feel of your breasts touching his bare skin.Â
Then, something in him shifts. His breathing breaks apart, his rhythm loses its careful consistency, becoming uneven and instinctive as he enters you with long strokes. His eyes widen slightly with dawning realization.Â
He knows what his body is approachingâa climax.Â
Viltrum educated him well enough for that. This was the means to reproduce.Â
What no one had taught him was how overwhelming it would feel.
âSatoru?â
His fingers stab into your waist, âI know.â
But he sounds as though he does not know anything at all. Because he does not. He has never ejaculated beforeânever even felt something half as pleasurable as this.Â
His body tightens over yours with such sudden force that the bed groans beneath both of you, face dropping into the crook of your neck as he stuffs himself as deep as possible. You feel his cock throb and pulse within your walls, followed by the hot, thick rush of his cum flooding inside you in heavy spurts.Â
For several seconds, he cannot speak or move, seemingly he has forgotten how. You feel him trembling, the hand at your waist still clamped tight as he empties every last drop of his load into your womb, and when he finally lifts his head, his pale cheeks are flushed. His white hair hangs disheveled across his forehead, lips parted. His eyes, usually so clear and cutting, appear dazed.Â
He knows exactly what has happened. What he does not understand is why no one warned him it would feel like being split apart from the inside in the best possible way.
His gaze lingers on your face, âThat wasâŠâ
Trailing off, still searching for the correct word, you are breathing no more steadily than he is when you ask, âIt wasâŠ?â
Satoru swallows, âNo one said it would feel like that.â
Something about his honesty makes your chest swell, but before you can really acknowledge it, you notice his attention shifting. His eyes lower between your bodies, slowly pulling out just enough to watch his cock slip free, and a stream of his cum leaks from your swollen cunt, dripping onto the sheets in thick, white globs.Â
The bewilderment in his expression sharpens into one darker. Because there it is.Â
The abstract purpose of this arrangement suddenly made visible.Â
He had completed the act required of him. His body had done precisely what it was summoned here to do. Yet the satisfaction spreading through him is anything but dutiful.Â
His seed is inside you.Â
His.Â
There had been other males your father could have selected. Older veterans with centuries of conquest behind them. Proven fathers. Men who would have entered this chamber without hesitation, far too eager to bed you, and leave once the task was done.Â
ButâŠnone of them had been chosen.Â
Satoru had.Â
And you had ensured that choice would be permanent.Â
No other male would ever father your children. No other female would ever carry his. His bloodline would continue through your body alone, just as yours would continue only through him. The thought settles somewhere deeper than pride.Â
You had claimed him before he ever touched you, and now, staring at the evidence of himself inside you, Satoru realizes he would have demanded the same in return. He could not tolerate another male standing where he stood now nor could he bear the thought of someone else knowing you this way, or worseâgiving you a child.
No.
You are his.Â
But that realization comes with another, equally consuming truth.Â
He is yours too.Â
Thragg did not order that one. That was your own doing. You had looked upon Satoru and decided that you wanted him for yourself. He would not be used elsewhere other than with you.Â
A deeper hunger takes hold of him then, twisted with pride, possession, and something dangerously close to devotion.Â
He wants more of you.Â
Wants your body to remember him, to accept his seed again and again until conception feels less like a possibility and more like an inevitability. Wants to see you carry the living proof that, among every male left on Viltrum, he had been chosen.Â
And underneath all of that, sits one startling, intoxicating truthâhe belongs exactly where you put him. Â
His hand settles low over your belly, then slides even lower to gather whatever left of himself he can to push it back inside you with two fingers, as if to make sure it takes.Â
Your back arches slightly, whining, âSatoru.â
His eyes lift slowly to yours, âPerhapsâŠwe should make another attempt.â
You stare at him, searching for any concern that this first attempt may have failed, but do not find it. All you find is the want.
âTo ensure conception?â You ask curiously.Â
He hesitates for a mere breath, âYes.â
The lie is almost convincing, and your reply comes before any caution can reach it. You know you should not want more of him already, but you do. Desperately.
âThen letâs make another attempt.â
Satoruâs gaze darkens at the words. And this time, when he reaches for you, all the gentle restraint he had is gone. He flips you over onto your stomach with that effortless strength, pulls your hips up, and before sinking back inside your cum filled cunt to do it over again, his mouth ghosts over the shell of your ear to whisperâ
"For ViltrumâŠright?â
You arch up into him, âFor ViltrumâŠâ You repeat, however meaninglessly.Â
Because you are not sure whether any of this is for Viltrum anymore.




