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for amy 🍩
STARTER CALL ! if you’re a multi , please specify for which muse you’d want it for.
ichorbruised / dad.
heartbreak was not an easy thing to live with, while his had been different: in the form of his father, the form of before him and ximena were even a thing back when their friendship teetered on the edge of being non-existent. he’d experienced what she’d gone through too but not with someone who he’d considered ‘ the one ‘ to him seventeen was awfully young, ( even for him ) to know who she was with was, it’s not his place to question her feelings but merely to support where he could, to parent & guide her in ways neither of his fathers could do apparently. but he wouldn’t give her the speech about maybe forgive her ex, nor would he give her there’s other fish in the sea, because really neither of them were the option he’d want to hear. discovering it with her hurt, not stopping her when she thought she had been sneaky but had something happened right there with her until the end; that was his babygirl and while he’d wanted to just simply keep her home, an overprotective way he knew he wouldn’t—- couldn’t hinder her growth in any capacity.
so it’s lead him to leave her be, ask about her day but for the most part let her give with it a self discovery. socked-feet are resting upon the coffee table, one leg bent at the knee so one of his arms could rest there holding the glass of whiskey within that grasp when zuri made her presence known ❝ hey sweetie. ❞ he said, moving his hand to rest upon hers. her question brings upon a new reaction.
arm lifts up and around her shoulders ❝ well…. I didn’t actually… at first…. we were friends, really good friends. ❞ a small laughs ❝ heh. I thought she was out of my league, and one day it just happened. well no, it didn’t just happen. when she lost her mom, one of your grandmothers, she had a really hard time and since I lost my mom too. it was easier to have that connection. then we spent a lot of time together and one day we kissed, started dating. ❞ he braves the next words ❝ is this about khera? ❞
she was handling the heartbreak most likely like any other teenager girl , sneaking out to parties & reminiscing on the past memories of their ex , which she never thought she’d be doing. never thinking of any negative outcome of their relationship when the young winchester should’ve somewhere deep in her mind. the worst part of getting over khera was seeing her at school , looking UNBOTHERED as if she didn’t mean shit to her after how many years of them being a couple ; zuri has to put on a fake smile everyday just to get through the day & home is where the door gets locked behind her , able to be miserable all she wants. the anger built up in her heart manages but she’s a ticking bomb ready to blow at any moment.
zuri felt like she hasn’t been open lately , especially with her father ( someone she considered her best - friend ) so taking the opportunity on the couch was a must maybe in hopes to get some advice --- she needed an ease. her petite body curls up in dean’s side while listening to him talk about his relationship with her mother & it was honestly SOOTHING to the seventeen year old.
‘ mama told me you were the only one who kept her sane. --- i can’t imagine life without you guys , i think i’d lose it quicker than i believe i would. ’ it was the absolute truth leaving her mouth in the moment & it was something she wasn’t going to prepare to experience if it WERE to happen. her hazel hues looked up at her father as he braved the question towards her , her stomach felt it had been doing flips like she was sick all of sudden. it wasn’t hard to talk about khera , but it was to think of her along with the feelings. zuri sighed , nodding her head. ‘ i’m trying to figure out where i went wrong or what went wrong with us. three years , dad --- three years wasted on someone who doesn’t seem to care or love me anymore. ’ choking up as she talked. ‘ i’m stressing myself out OVER A DAMN GIRL. ’
🤝 ( passionately ) + 14 for peter !
fifty reasons to touch someone , from @sedvisant.
there’s this way she looks at him. and it sucks the breath right out of his lungs , slackens his jaw in moments like this, where she’s settled astride his thighs with her fingertips sliding down over his chest to his pants along his body like she’s memorizing. fingers run through dark curls of hair, settling at the nape of her neck while he lets her touch continue across his body. “ jesus , zuri. ” he manages to croak with a stunned expression.
she’s still new to the whole boy scenario so his stunned expression makes her chestnut hues avert down to her fingertips that continued to roam throughout his body with no hesitation with a BASHFUL BUT YET CONFIDENT smile appearing on her features. the female was obviously doing something right. eyes glance up at peter through her lashes before moving her lips to his jawline & adjusted herself on his lap. ‘ did i just amaze the one & only peter kavinsky ? i am shocked. ’ zuri teasingly mumbled against his skin.
*:・゚✧*:・゚✧
after the break up with khera , she had been assigned a new partner for every class she had with the other female ; chemistry she was now sitting in as she waited for the teacher to start & her new partner to take the seat next to her. hazel hues study the formulas for today’s assignment before the bell echoes throughout the walls of the building ; CLASS WAS BEGINNING , her eyes turning their attention to the teacher with full focus still with an empty seat next to her. about five minutes into their first chemistry experiment , the door opens to reveal peter kavinsky ; someone she’s always avoided since he was one of the popular kids , someone who never fit into her group of friends. seeing mrs . sanchez point towards zuri , her heart beat picked up IMMEDIATELY as she talked to herself inside. “ holy shit. he’s your new partner ” & that he was as her eyes watched him take the seat next to her. ‘ i’ll give you a chance to review everything before we start --- if you want. or i can walk you through it. ’ the winchester spoke. / @faithsought
Casper Meets Wendy (1998) dir. Sean McNamara
father & mother’s day is important to the female whenever it came around every year because it was her time to thank her parents for everything they’ve ever done for her - along with APPRECIATING THEM by spending the entire holiday with each. memories circled her brain to every moment zuri shared with dean during the past seventeen years of her life time especially the big moment when she shared her sexuality. the winchester may have looked like her mother but she was everything like her father & it was something she wouldn’t trade for the world. dean was her best friend , the man who would have his baby girl’s heart FOREVER.
their day consisted of baking a cherry pie from scratch along with zuri’s special song that was personally written by her , also her mother helped put together a slide show of all the images they’ve taken along with videos ; it was going to be UNFORGETTABLE. ximena was behind them making dinner that involved all her father’s favorites. distracted before the sudden dust of flour caught her attention. a toothy grin appeared on her young features with a shake of her head as she looked at dean. ‘ dad --- do you know how much i love you ? ’ zuri asks sincerely before her hand quickly reached for the bag of flour , throwing it all over him with a laugh. ‘ that much ! ’ she shouted playfully & happiness is all she felt also childish , but that was ZURI for them. / @huntmyth
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" You're wasting your time!" Khera.
facial expression drops as the other female’s words were spoken , or shouted for that matter. the pain in her chest CONSTANTLY grows. ‘ you must not fucking love me then ! considering wasting my time waiting for you isn’t what YOU want ! ’ the hurt is clear in her voice with tears beginning to burn in her eyelids , hazel hues avoiding khera’s. / @buriedwoes
things that are hard to hear.
**possible triggers - abuse / death / suicidal implications change pronouns as needed for things you’d WANT to hear, click here!!
❝ i don’t want you in my life anymore. ❞
❝ i don’t want to have a relationship with you. ❞
❝ she’s not coming home. ❞
❝ that wasn’t meant for you. ❞
❝ i don’t love you, okay? i never did. i never will. ❞
❝ you’re wasting my time. ❞
❝ you’re wasting your time. ❞
❝ you’re not listening to me! ❞
❝ i feel like i can’t tell you anything. ❞
❝ you’re too late. ❞
❝ you don’t give yourself enough credit. ❞
❝ you don’t give me enough credit. ❞
❝ it’s time for things to change. ❞
❝ you failed me. ❞
❝ fuck you. ❞
❝ i can see right through you. ❞
❝ things are getting bad again. ❞
❝ are things getting bad again? ❞
❝ move on. ❞
❝ that’s on you. that’s your fault. ❞
❝ you’re holding on to things that are holding you back. ❞
❝ you haven’t changed. ❞
❝ i’m not changing my mind. ❞
❝ i’m dying. ❞
❝ you’re good – but you’re not as good as you could be. ❞
❝ it’s always about you. ❞
❝ nobody cares about your problems. ❞
❝ i don’t trust you. ❞
❝ you’re being taken advantage of! ❞
❝ i feel like you’re taking advantage of me. ❞
❝ did you hear what she said about you? ❞
❝ life isn’t fair. suck it up. ❞
❝ i didn’t mean i liked you that way– ❞
❝ maybe it’s better this way. ❞
❝ i wish i’d never met you. ❞
❝ you ruin my happiness. ❞
❝ i think we should see other people. ❞
❝ i’m not ready to settle down. ❞
❝ i want to love someone like you love me. ❞
❝ you can do anything you set your mind to, but you won’t. ❞
❝ stop crying. ❞
❝ don’t come back. ❞
❝ i’m not coming back. ❞
❝ i don’t care enough about you to hate you. ❞
❝ i feel like you’re dragging me down with you. ❞
❝ why don’t you smile anymore? ❞
❝ something happened today. ❞
❝ i don’t want to do this anymore. ❞
❝ stop letting it get to you. ❞
❝ i’m sorry. ❞
❝ i’m not sorry. ❞
❝ you’re not sorry. ❞
she’s still in pain over the sudden event that happened with khera & nothing seemed to make her feel better , not even the little hookups at parties zuri snuck out to attend to forget. it was hard to COMPLETELY erase someone she was so in love with. late in the evening on a thursday night the young winchester was completing an english essay , until a text from her mother came in saying to turn on the news because something important was about to come on. ximena’s accomplishments always made zuri’s dreams seem so small but yet so important , especially the one her mother was currently working TIRELESSLY to push through. her feet quickly made their way off her chair & into the living room where her father was already seated.
sly smile appeared on her features before sitting on the sofa with head resting on dean’s shoulder , hazel eyes looking at the tv screen as her thoughts wandered off for just a quick second ; the love her parents had for one another was one you would see in fairy tales & it’s something she had , or AT LEAST she thought. it made questions circle in her mind. ‘ how did you know mama was the ONE , dad ? ’ zuri spoke as she avoided eye contact. she’s never heard their love story & she was interested to learn about it , maybe the young female was wondering what she did so wrong to deserve what happened in her previous relationship.
/ @huntmyth
(ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧
head falls back, hair brushing between her shoulderblades. fingers wrap round the table beneath her. her hips jerk forward at the softness of her lips. a soft moan escaped her as she closed her eyes. “ shit , zuri , you know how fucking much i love your mouth. ” one hand lifts to brush through her curly hair. the woman she loved was the most gorgeous person she could’ve ever asked for in her life. “ i’ll return the favor, i promise. ”
a smirk grew on her features as the other’s moan was heard , kisses being placed on khera’s thighs in a tease before slipping off her underwear. she was the only girl in zuri’s world --- the only girl she saw & loved her with her entire heart. ‘ you are so perfect , baby girl. ’ words came out of her mouth while pressed against her glistening skin. but the winchester couldn’t waste any time. tongue flickered her clit with gentleness before it made it’s way to her entrance.
Dean loves his babygirl
zuri loves her dad. miss daddy’s girl. / @huntmyth
fingertips walk along her hips. “ you don’t think teachers are gonna notice if we’re both missing from class ? ” lips part, marking a bruise into her neck. “ we’re gonna have to be quick , babe. think you can do that for me?” she’s pulling her hands back to undo the buttons of her shirt, shrugging out of it and facing her in just her bra.
‘ i can always have bella handle that for us. but we can definitely make this quick enough to get to class on time. ’ zuri reassured her before hues took in the sight of her partially naked in front of her & a ROSE COLOR filled in her cheeks before quickly removing the t-shirt she had on ; afterwards , the female undid her jeans. lips began moving their way from her chest down to the bottom of her abdomen , grazing her skin softly as she made sure not to leave any marks.