SHE IS THE SUNSHINE.

𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒔𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒃𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒎 𝒂𝒈𝒂𝒊𝒏.

[angeles8fuimos]

it’s all red diamonds in hong kong by now

[alivedean]

for amy 🍩

[sedvisant]

         STARTER  CALL  !   if  you’re  a  multi ,  please  specify  for  which  muse  you’d  want  it  for.

[sedvisant]

ichorbruised​    /    dad.

heartbreak was not an easy thing to live with,   while his had been different:   in the form of his father,    the form of before him and ximena were even a thing back when their friendship teetered on the edge of being non-existent.   he’d experienced what she’d gone through too but not with someone who he’d considered    ‘  the one ‘      to him seventeen was awfully young,   ( even for him ) to know who she was with was,     it’s not his place to question her feelings but merely to support where he could,   to parent   &  guide her in ways neither of his fathers could do apparently.   but he wouldn’t give her the speech about maybe forgive her ex,   nor would he give her there’s  other fish in the sea,  because really neither of them were the option he’d want to hear.   discovering it with her hurt,   not stopping her when she thought she had been sneaky but had something happened right there with her until the end;   that was his babygirl and while he’d wanted to just simply keep her home,   an overprotective way he knew he wouldn’t—-  couldn’t hinder her growth in any capacity.

so it’s lead him to leave her be,   ask about her day but for the most part let her give with it a self discovery.  socked-feet are resting upon the coffee table,  one leg bent at the knee so one of his arms could rest there holding the glass of whiskey within that grasp when zuri made her presence known            ❝     hey sweetie.    ❞               he said,  moving his hand to rest upon hers.   her question brings upon a new reaction.

arm lifts up and around her shoulders            ❝     well….  I didn’t actually… at first…. we were friends,  really good friends.   ❞               a small laughs            ❝     heh.  I thought she was out of my league,  and one day it just happened.  well no,  it didn’t just happen.  when she lost her mom,  one of your grandmothers,   she had a really hard time and since I lost my mom too.  it was easier to have that connection.  then we spent a lot of time together and one day we kissed,  started dating.    ❞               he braves the next words            ❝     is this about khera?    ❞    

             she  was  handling  the  heartbreak  most  likely  like  any  other  teenager  girl   ,   sneaking  out  to  parties     &     reminiscing   on   the  past  memories  of  their  ex   ,   which  she  never  thought  she’d  be  doing.   never  thinking  of  any  negative  outcome  of  their  relationship  when  the  young  winchester  should’ve  somewhere  deep  in  her  mind.   the  worst  part  of  getting  over  khera  was  seeing  her  at  school   ,   looking  UNBOTHERED  as  if  she  didn’t  mean  shit  to  her  after  how  many  years  of  them  being  a  couple   ;    zuri  has  to  put  on  a  fake  smile  everyday  just  to  get  through  the  day      &     home  is  where  the  door  gets  locked  behind  her  ,   able  to  be  miserable  all  she  wants.   the  anger  built  up  in  her  heart  manages  but  she’s  a  ticking  bomb  ready  to  blow  at  any  moment.

          zuri  felt  like  she  hasn’t  been  open  lately  ,  especially  with  her  father   (   someone  she  considered  her  best  -  friend    )   so  taking  the  opportunity  on  the  couch  was  a  must  maybe  in  hopes  to  get  some  advice   ---   she  needed  an  ease.  her  petite  body  curls  up  in  dean’s  side  while  listening  to  him  talk  about  his  relationship  with  her  mother     &     it  was  honestly  SOOTHING  to  the  seventeen  year  old.   

         ‘   mama  told  me  you  were  the  only  one  who  kept  her  sane.   ---   i  can’t  imagine  life  without  you  guys  ,   i  think  i’d  lose  it  quicker  than  i  believe  i  would.   ’    it  was  the  absolute  truth  leaving  her  mouth  in  the  moment     &     it  was  something  she  wasn’t  going  to  prepare  to  experience  if  it  WERE  to  happen.   her  hazel  hues  looked  up  at  her  father  as  he  braved  the  question  towards  her  ,   her  stomach  felt  it  had  been  doing  flips  like  she  was  sick  all  of  sudden.  it  wasn’t  hard  to  talk  about  khera  ,   but  it  was  to  think  of  her  along  with  the  feelings.   zuri  sighed  ,  nodding  her  head.    ‘   i’m  trying  to  figure  out  where  i  went  wrong  or  what  went  wrong  with us.   three  years  ,  dad   ---   three  years  wasted  on  someone  who  doesn’t  seem  to  care   or   love  me  anymore.    ’    choking  up  as  she  talked.   ‘   i’m stressing  myself  out  OVER  A  DAMN  GIRL.  ’

[kindwon-deactivated20200919]

🤝 ( passionately ) + 14 for peter !

fifty reasons to touch someone    ,     from    @sedvisant​.

there’s this way she looks at him.  and it sucks the breath right out of his lungs , slackens his jaw in moments like this, where she’s settled astride his thighs with her fingertips sliding down over his chest to his pants along his body like she’s memorizing.  fingers run through dark curls of hair, settling at the nape of her neck while he lets her touch continue across his body.  “ jesus , zuri. ”  he manages to croak with a stunned expression.

[sedvisant]

          she’s  still  new  to  the  whole  boy  scenario   so   his  stunned  expression  makes  her  chestnut  hues  avert  down  to  her  fingertips  that  continued  to  roam  throughout  his  body  with  no  hesitation  with   a   BASHFUL   BUT   YET  CONFIDENT   smile  appearing  on  her  features.  the  female  was  obviously  doing  something  right.  eyes  glance  up   at  peter  through  her  lashes  before  moving  her  lips  to  his  jawline     &     adjusted  herself  on  his  lap.     ‘   did  i  just  amaze  the  one     &     only  peter  kavinsky   ?     i  am  shocked.   ’     zuri   teasingly  mumbled  against  his  skin.

[stevienick]

*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

[sedvisant]

                                after  the  break  up  with  khera  ,  she  had  been  assigned  a  new  partner  for  every  class  she  had  with  the  other  female   ;    chemistry  she  was  now  sitting  in  as  she  waited  for  the  teacher  to  start     &     her  new  partner  to  take  the  seat  next  to  her.   hazel  hues  study  the  formulas  for  today’s  assignment  before  the  bell  echoes  throughout  the  walls  of  the  building   ;   CLASS WAS BEGINNING  ,  her  eyes  turning  their  attention  to  the  teacher  with  full  focus  still  with  an  empty  seat  next  to  her.  about  five  minutes  into  their  first  chemistry  experiment  ,   the  door  opens  to  reveal  peter  kavinsky   ;    someone   she’s  always  avoided  since  he  was  one  of  the  popular  kids  ,  someone  who  never  fit  into  her  group  of  friends.  seeing  mrs . sanchez  point   towards  zuri  ,   her  heart  beat  picked  up  IMMEDIATELY   as  she  talked  to  herself  inside.   “ holy  shit.  he’s  your  new  partner ”    &    that  he  was  as  her  eyes  watched  him  take  the  seat  next  to  her.     ‘    i’ll  give  you  a  chance  to  review  everything  before  we  start  ---  if  you want.  or  i  can  walk  you  through it.   ’    the  winchester  spoke.      /     @faithsought​

[brittany-murphy]

Casper Meets Wendy (1998) dir. Sean McNamara

[sedvisant]

                            father    &    mother’s  day  is  important  to  the  female  whenever  it  came  around  every  year  because  it  was  her  time  to  thank  her  parents  for  everything  they’ve  ever  done  for  her  -  along  with  APPRECIATING  THEM  by  spending  the  entire  holiday  with  each.  memories  circled  her  brain  to  every  moment  zuri  shared  with  dean  during  the  past  seventeen  years  of  her  life  time  especially  the  big  moment  when  she  shared  her  sexuality.  the  winchester  may  have  looked  like  her  mother  but  she  was  everything  like  her  father     &    it  was  something  she  wouldn’t  trade  for  the  world.  dean  was  her  best  friend  ,   the  man  who  would  have  his  baby girl’s  heart  FOREVER.  

                             their  day  consisted  of  baking  a  cherry  pie  from  scratch  along  with  zuri’s  special  song  that  was  personally  written  by  her  ,   also  her  mother  helped  put  together  a  slide  show  of  all  the  images  they’ve  taken  along  with  videos   ;   it  was  going  to  be  UNFORGETTABLE.  ximena  was  behind  them  making  dinner  that  involved  all  her  father’s  favorites.  distracted  before  the  sudden  dust  of  flour  caught  her  attention.   a  toothy  grin  appeared  on  her  young  features  with  a  shake  of  her  head  as  she  looked  at  dean.    ‘   dad  ---  do  you  know  how  much  i  love  you   ?   ’    zuri  asks  sincerely  before  her  hand  quickly  reached  for  the  bag  of  flour  ,  throwing  it  all  over  him  with  a  laugh.   ‘   that  much  !   ’    she  shouted   playfully     &     happiness  is  all  she  felt  also  childish   ,   but  that  was  ZURI   for  them.       /    @huntmyth​

[zedayacoleman]

A Softie ™

[sedvisant]

" You're wasting your time!" Khera.

                    facial  expression  drops  as  the  other  female’s  words  were  spoken ,  or  shouted  for  that  matter.  the  pain  in  her  chest  CONSTANTLY  grows.  ‘  you  must  not  fucking  love  me  then  !   considering  wasting  my  time  waiting  for  you  isn’t  what  YOU  want  !   ’   the  hurt  is  clear  in  her  voice  with  tears  beginning  to  burn  in  her  eyelids ,  hazel  hues  avoiding  khera’s.     /    @buriedwoes

[anotherdamnrpmemeblog]

things that are hard to hear.

**possible triggers - abuse / death / suicidal implications change pronouns as needed for things you’d WANT to hear, click here!!

❝ i don’t want you in my life anymore. ❞

❝ i don’t want to have a relationship with you. ❞

❝ she’s not coming home. ❞

❝ that wasn’t meant for you. ❞

❝ i don’t love you, okay? i never did. i never will. ❞

❝ you’re wasting my time. ❞

❝ you’re wasting your time. ❞

❝ you’re not listening to me! ❞

❝ i feel like i can’t tell you anything. ❞

❝ you’re too late. ❞

❝ you don’t give yourself enough credit. ❞

❝ you don’t give me enough credit. ❞

❝ it’s time for things to change. ❞

❝ you failed me. ❞

❝ fuck you. ❞

❝ i can see right through you. ❞

❝ things are getting bad again. ❞

❝ are things getting bad again? ❞

❝ move on. ❞

❝ that’s on you. that’s your fault. ❞

❝ you’re holding on to things that are holding you back. ❞

❝ you haven’t changed. ❞

❝ i’m not changing my mind. ❞

❝ i’m dying. ❞

❝ you’re good – but you’re not as good as you could be. ❞

❝ it’s always about you. ❞

❝ nobody cares about your problems. ❞

❝ i don’t trust you. ❞

❝ you’re being taken advantage of! ❞

❝ i feel like you’re taking advantage of me. ❞

❝ did you hear what she said about you? ❞

❝ life isn’t fair. suck it up. ❞

❝ i didn’t mean i liked you that way– ❞

❝ maybe it’s better this way. ❞

❝ i wish i’d never met you. ❞

❝ you ruin my happiness. ❞

❝ i think we should see other people. ❞

❝ i’m not ready to settle down. ❞

❝ i want to love someone like you love me. ❞

❝ you can do anything you set your mind to, but you won’t. ❞

❝ stop crying. ❞

❝ don’t come back. ❞

❝ i’m not coming back. ❞

❝ i don’t care enough about you to hate you. ❞

❝ i feel like you’re dragging me down with you. ❞

❝ why don’t you smile anymore? ❞

❝ something happened today. ❞

❝ i don’t want to do this anymore. ❞

❝ stop letting it get to you. ❞

❝ i’m sorry. ❞

❝ i’m not sorry. ❞

❝ you’re not sorry. ❞

[sedvisant]

         she’s  still  in  pain  over  the  sudden  event  that  happened  with  khera    &    nothing  seemed  to  make  her  feel  better ,  not  even  the  little  hookups  at  parties  zuri  snuck  out  to  attend  to  forget.  it  was  hard  to  COMPLETELY  erase  someone  she  was  so  in  love  with.  late  in  the  evening  on  a  thursday  night  the  young  winchester  was  completing  an  english  essay ,  until  a  text  from  her  mother  came  in  saying  to  turn  on  the  news  because  something  important  was  about  to  come  on.   ximena’s  accomplishments  always  made  zuri’s  dreams  seem  so  small  but  yet  so  important  ,  especially  the  one  her  mother  was  currently  working  TIRELESSLY  to  push  through.  her  feet  quickly  made  their  way  off  her  chair    &   into  the living  room  where  her  father  was  already  seated.   

       sly  smile  appeared  on  her  features  before  sitting  on  the  sofa  with  head  resting  on  dean’s  shoulder ,  hazel  eyes  looking  at  the  tv  screen  as  her  thoughts  wandered  off  for  just  a  quick  second   ;   the  love  her  parents  had  for  one  another  was  one  you  would  see  in  fairy tales    &    it’s  something  she  had  ,  or  AT  LEAST  she  thought.  it  made  questions  circle  in  her  mind.   ‘   how  did  you  know  mama  was  the  ONE  ,  dad   ?   ’   zuri  spoke  as  she  avoided  eye  contact.  she’s  never  heard  their  love  story    &    she  was  interested  to  learn  about  it  ,  maybe  the  young  female  was  wondering  what  she  did  so  wrong  to  deserve  what  happened  in  her  previous  relationship.

/     @huntmyth​

[zedayacoleman]

(ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

[sedvisant]

head falls back, hair brushing between her shoulderblades.  fingers wrap round the table beneath her.  her hips jerk forward at the softness of her lips.  a soft moan escaped her as she closed her eyes. “ shit , zuri , you know how fucking much i love your mouth. ” one hand lifts to brush through her curly hair.  the woman she loved was the most gorgeous person she could’ve ever asked for in her life. “ i’ll return the favor,  i promise. ”

           a  smirk  grew  on  her  features  as  the  other’s  moan  was  heard ,  kisses  being  placed  on  khera’s  thighs  in  a  tease  before  slipping  off  her  underwear.  she  was  the  only  girl  in  zuri’s  world  ---  the  only  girl  she  saw    &   loved  her  with  her  entire  heart.   ‘   you  are  so  perfect ,  baby girl.   ’    words  came  out  of  her  mouth  while  pressed  against  her  glistening  skin.  but  the  winchester  couldn’t  waste  any  time.  tongue  flickered  her  clit  with  gentleness  before  it  made  it’s  way  to  her  entrance.

[sedvisant]

Dean loves his babygirl

               zuri  loves  her  dad.   miss  daddy’s  girl.     /    @huntmyth

[sedvisant]

fingertips walk along her hips.  “ you don’t think teachers are gonna notice if we’re both missing from class ? ” lips part, marking a bruise into her neck. “ we’re gonna have to be quick , babe. think you can do that for me?”  she’s pulling her hands back to undo the buttons of her shirt, shrugging out of it and facing her in just her bra.

            ‘   i  can  always  have  bella  handle  that  for  us.  but  we  can  definitely  make  this  quick  enough  to  get  to  class  on  time.   ’    zuri  reassured  her  before  hues  took  in  the  sight  of  her  partially  naked  in  front  of  her     &     a  ROSE  COLOR  filled  in  her  cheeks  before  quickly  removing  the  t-shirt  she  had  on    ;   afterwards ,  the  female  undid  her  jeans.  lips  began  moving  their  way  from  her  chest  down  to  the  bottom  of  her  abdomen  ,  grazing  her  skin  softly  as  she  made  sure  not  to  leave  any  marks.