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One of the girls in my friend group is TINY like turns sideways and you lose her tiny and she has started talking about how she bought a dress for a wedding in a size zero and it’s a little small so she’s a huge disgusting pig and is out loud calculating calories (admiralty she’s not very good at it) and it’s triggering me into an ED again…. Actually kill me

#cw disordered eating #eating disoder things #tw ed thoughts

Having a panic attack, feeling like I’ve no control of anything, stuck in limbo, I don’t wanna bother my friends cause it’s not their job to care for a mentally Ill person, I can’t talk to my family I’ve put them through enough and can’t keep being the attention needing sibling/child (they’re all 1000s of miles away anyway) , the anti depressants aren’t doing enough and I wouldn’t even know what to say on a crisis line because I never feel any comfort form that

I just want all this fucking noise to stop

#help

On the edge of mental collapse

Kind of soft launching the idea of killing myself around friends and family, and they all just kinda laugh it off… “there were no signs” they’ll say

becherdireinen

to be so understanding and never understood is draining.

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Happiness can be a tricky thing. Sometimes it comes easily, and other times it’s noticeably hard to reach. In those harder times, I like to hold on to the fact that at least there is less sadness than there was before. And I know the happiness will return. 💛

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