La Vie Est Belle

Welcome to the depression diaries - 21+ NSFW Blog is in the pinned 😘

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If I followed you and you’re confused cause the content doesn’t match, The side blog that became the main blog is here - http://www.lilsweetsecret.tumblr.com

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Operation : Unrecognisable begins now.

Plan

Is to lose 5kg as quickly as possible being ~somewhat~ reasonable

Will I actually like myself more at the end? Probably not but maybe

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[kumkaniudaku]

And then you can’t even say shit about bc people start trying to put you in a jacket and shit. Like omg it’s so strict???

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I’m feeling so out of sorts and I don’t know why 🙃

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Doctor told me that it’s not that my anti depressants aren’t working, it’s that there is too mich trauma and bad things happening to me right now that any tablet wouldn’t help me mask it

I’m applying for a lobotomy

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I am so unbelievably tired of being the only friend in my entire friend group that gives a shit. 💩 Al the one who has to plan EVERYTHING. EVERY time. Every dinner, every picnic date everything. And for once (on my birthday) I was just tired and I didn’t want to have the burden of planning it and having to message & get everyone together. And what happens? I get a text at 11pm the day before saying “X and I were thinking of hanging out tomorrow around 3pm for your bday and bring you some gf pastries and snacks”

It reeeks of “we forgot and didn’t plan anything” im fuming

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hopefully i'll get to do something other than endure soon. that would be really nice

[remanence-of-love]

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7 days to my birthday and I’ve never wanted to be dead more

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I’m having a mental breakdown and my therapist is ghosting me.. ha. Aha ha ahhhhhhh 😭

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Met a girl today who had twin girls and TUMBLR I KID YOU FUCKING NOT their names were Anna and Mia…. Somebody sedate me the tumblr girls are having children (miraculously)

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Cried today because I realised I will never be back on a specific kayak dock looking up at the stars on a warm summers night ever again

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there's a special place in my heart for people who made an effort to be my friend regardless of how quiet or distant i can get at times

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Having a crashout about being undateable he he ha ha