Ed

MDNI | he/him | t4t fag | 20 yrs old | into concerning shit made this blog to interact with like-minded freaks

[seelenunheil]

GAY TRANS NSFW +18 blog

owner of @dead-boy-toy

we share @n0aut0nomy (nsfw pics & vids)

this space is primarily for t4t transmasc fags, but if you're not that's okay too. as long as ure into guys then idgaf ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

sometimes normal, but mostly immoral and vile sexual themes / scenarios and fantasies. i myself am heavily leaning top, mostly dominant

into:

age diff (i love dilfs holy fuck) sado/maso, cnc/rapeplay, intox, somno, free use, kidnapping, gags, degradation, praise, boots, bondage, knifeplay, blood, choking, beating, humiliation, dacryphilia, autassassinophilia, enopliophilia, in general being forceful & violent

The noncon/rape stuff has to ALWAYS be mutually consentual.

It's just a kink, whoever thinks actual rape is okay/wants it to be "legal" piss off, die even. You're getting blocked.

for the asks: don't flirt with me, don't leave anything like "i'd do this to you" or "i'd let you do that to me" in my inbox, i am in a commited dom/sub dynamic... taken anons: 🦇

for the dms: you can text me, i'm happy to chat about anything. unless you have an empty blog or are any of my DNIS.

DNIS!!!

minors, AGELESS BLOGS, radqueers, zoos&pedos, ai users, proships involving children, detrans, misgend

racists,homophobes, transphobes and all the other bigoted fascist shit

[seelenunheil]

hehehe smiling at the tags you added to the post you reblogged from my sideblog :33 glad you like that line i felt so smart writing it

it was so good, i love when people write disgusting stuff and then sprinkle a little poetry over it!!!!

[bl00dy-wolf]

would be so so fun to corrupt a guy into being autonecro. would want a guy whos curious, but scared of the idea. doesnt like thinking about it because the idea of being dead is terrifying. some guys just dont care since theyll be dead anyway and wont feel it. apathy seems more difficult to work with. fear though, that i can definitely use.

i corrupted myself into being a necro, so i think that would help. id talk to him, calm and kindly, about what freaks him out so badly. if hes not actually going to die, just in fantasy, what gets him so anxious? from there i can prod and ask more questions to see if theres any attraction underneath that they cant feel because of the fear. how far does his masochism go? how gory do things in his head get? is he also into free use and somno? sooo many things to ask. not all at once of course, wouldnt want it to be too obvious what im doing. taking it too fast would probably scare him off and build up mental walls i dont want. the questions also plant little seeds in their mind, and seeds need time to grow.

i wonder how long it would take. obviously different amounts of time for different people but still.

[seelenunheil]

god i want to be scared of a man. i need him standing in front of me while im on my knees, begging him not hurt me. he's letting me have my moment of begging and whining, letting me believe that all that effort will make him spare me, but he's gonna hurt me regardless.. it's inevitable. he just finds it amusing to see my pathetic pleads for mercy. i have such a pretty face, such a pretty body to hurt. such a nice blank canvas to paint my skin with all the beatiful various colors of bruises. and the red... the red beautiful blood....

i want him to make me feel small, crawling backwards away from him, at my limit of creating space between us as i reach the wall behind me. all i can do is press myself against it and hope he wont go too rough on me...slowly approaching me with a disgusting sadistic smile on his face.

i need to feel helpless, unintentionally holding my breath whenever he grabs my chin to inspect the aftermath of his slapping and beating on my face. i need him to scan my body and make me afraid of what might come next.

i have no idea what he's up to, what is going trough the messed up head of his. does he want to release some steam or does he want to hurt me just for fun? or break me? or even kill me? is me begging gonna turn him on? or will he go easier on me? am i allowed to defend myself or will he punish me and hurt me even more for it? so many unanswered questions, making me spiral into endless turmoil.

fucking throwing me around, using me however he wants. making me scream in pain. choking me to the verge of passing out. making me flinch at every little movement. sending chills down my spine everytime he looks at me. forcing me to "admit" that im his little boytoy. teasing and making fun of me for letting out a moan here and there on accident.

i need him to degrade me, but then when i do a good job at taking his torment, praise me. by doing that, my head is gonna get all fucked up, getting mixed feelings...

am i... enjoying this...? am i a fucking pathetic dog...? no, no, no he makes me take it, there's nothing good about that, i don't want this!!! or am i just in denial? maybe i should give in afterall... maybe im just a toy to play with...his toy to play with.

[dead-boy-toy]

i fucking love the term breaking in (a person)

like after a while of getting raped and tortured, there's not really a lot left of a person. blank. they got broken in. theyre to be rebuild however their new owner wants

[seelenunheil]

i know it wants me to violate its holes, mark it with bruises, and cut into its flesh. it just doesn't know it yet. staining it with my violent actions, reducing it to just a toy for me to fuck and play. i can't help but to get incredibly hard whenever i think of doing those disgusting things to it. i really want to abuse my bunny, make it beg me to stop raping it. scratching and kicking me so i let go. but i can't, i just can't. it just feels so right to me, i have to do this, it's the best for it. at some point it will understand, it has to. it's made for being used by me, its eyes are screaming abuse me. its body is so slutty, its begging me to rape it. what that fucktoy says doesn't matter, because at the end of the day it still gets wet for me when i slap its ass. it still gets hard whenever i step on its dick. its begging is meaningless. fighting back when i rape it doesn't do anything but make me thrust faster. trying to defend itself only makes me hit it harder. it will love this treatment one day, it just doesn't know it yet.

[nympho-mania]

sadistic stalker who jerks off to cute innocent pictures of you while fantasizing about how badly they’d traumatize you if they ever got the chance

[seelenunheil]

im currently trying not to jerk off (havent in a few days) and holy fuck it is SO HARD, and SO AM I!!!! i started writing a post with the intention to post it, but because im so extremely hard rn, it came out so messy and nonsensical. i lost the ability to write or form thoughts.

[cuntboybatty]

Violated is such a good word. Like get fucking deep in me. Touch me in places that I’ve never been touched in ways I’ve never experienced. Grope and squeeze and pinch and stroke me while I don’t want it, ignore my boundaries, refuse to recognize me as an equal. Violate me.

[lavendershoneyy]

Oh to be hiking and hurt myself. calling out for help while miles away from the trailhead. Praying someone finds me and comes to my rescue. But instead you answer my pleas. You see how stuck I am like a wounded lamb. Knowing I can’t run on my own and that clearly no one is listening to my screams anyway, decide to take your chance. It’s not too hard to wrestle me to the ground from the position I’m in and the knife you happened to have on you comes in very handy in the way of my clothes. Pressing it to my neck, telling me how pretty I look in pain and crying. How I better be good unless I want to add a few more injuries to my day. Make it slow and painful. Chase your own pleasure and tease me for how wet I get being used and raped. After your done tell me how you can’t just leave the little bird with the broken wing you found. Tell me that you want to help get me strong again. Pick me up and carry my exhausted and used body dripping your cum down my thighs as I have no choice but to seek comfort in my new captor

[calliophine-deactivated20191206]

Pixiv ID: 58681488 Member: kani畜

[hound-mother]

i need you crying and trying to crawl away from me. i need to grab your ankles and drag you back over to me. i need to force your legs open and put it in dry. uh. if i don’t rape something soon im going to lose it

[muttrott]

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[pawsnsaws]

After a long hard day I deserve to take my frustrations out on my puppy's pudgey tummy and sensitive little nipples. Fuck myself into his hole and grope him while I hit that nice perfect spot over and over again until he cums all over me and himself.

[grimpact]

it's making them whisper when they beg. it's convincing them being loud will only make it last longer. it's having them noiselessly breathe, "please don't, please, please stop" in your ear every time you push yourself deeper inside. it's forcing them to be quiet when you're already raping the dignity out of them, praising them for it, "thank you for being so good for me. i know you need this to end, i hear you. i want to help you. shhh, i know you have to let it out but keep it down. just keep quiet & i promise it'll be over soon."

[stinky-kibby]

Hello tumblr.. I used to be stinky ouppy but on this horrible Tuesday night I unfortunately got nuked.. reblog to help me find my one million mutuals please ugh I am so annoyed by this. Especially since I did not save any of my mcr fanfics from my side blog. But that’s kinda my fault. 💔

[kittyblushes-deactivated2021071]

uuuuuuh no offense but i RLY want two dominant boyfriends who will refer to me as “our boy” when speaking over my head about me… like “look at our boy; he takes cock so well, doesnt he?” and “why dont you get our boy ready for me while i grab the wand?” 😍😍

[quietftmperv]

Having them both holding me up between them, one fucking my tight ass while the other fucks my pussy, both groaning in my ear about what a good little boy I am for them.