little darling

“There are so many fragile things, after all. People break so easily, and so do dreams and hearts.”

[themotivationjournals]

She did not need much, wanted very little. A kind word, sincerity, fresh air, clean water, a garden, kisses, books to read, sheltering arms, a cozy bed, and to love and be loved in return.

Starra Neely Blade

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camxronthompson:

Cameron looked at Sefina as her fingertips stayed rested against the spine of one of the books, and he shrugged his shoulders casually before looking at the brunette and no longer the book in her hands. He spoke, making the words come out from his lips slowly and laced with seduction. N-no. Cameron chuckled softly when she stuttered, the words coming out with a voice that was barely there at the time. I.. Have thought about it… Being me. The grin on the dark-haired male’s lips widened and he looked at the brunette as her fingers curled further around the book and he knew now that his words had made an impact on her. As Cameron moved closer to her, he watched her body lean against the shelf. But not… Not the other stuff. Thought it has m-made me… uh… Cameron raised his eyebrows and looked at her, nodding his head as in a way to tell her to go on. W-wet, you know? D-down… Down there. Letting his tongue slide quickly across his bottom lip, the male cleared his throat and nodded. “Uh-huh,” he spoke and sunk his feet into his bottom lip. “That’s – That’s actually kinda hot,” Cameron whispered, keeping his voice as quiet as possible, so that only the two of them could hear it. “Do you take care of it too then, hmm?” 

He laughed and instantly - her cheeks flushed, fingers digging in more firmly to the spine of the book, wondering what it was that she had said in order to have him laughing at her. Her body felt warm, almost overheated, and her legs wobbled slightly, as if unsure if she should move and put some distance between them or not. And then he spoke those words; kinda hot - and immediately she felt a chill shoot down her spine, causing her petite frame to tremble, though her eyes still remained locked upon him, unable to bring herself to pull her gaze away. Take care of it? Was he referring to.. “No.” She denied, tone almost bold, as if shocked by the mere suggestion. Of course, she understood what he meant; masturbation. She had read about that before too, and while the reading made her excited in the same way he had previously been speaking of, she had never before found herself able to touch herself in such a way, the mere thought of doing so overwhelming her. “N-no...” She repeated again, as if to make her answer clear - yet, this time her voice was softer, wavering and unsure.

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rileyxblake:

The new ones always seemed to stand out around here. Not only did they look lost, but they were either nervous or angry. And there was also the fact that Riley had been in the Tower for over a year and was familiar with the faces so when she bumped into one she hadn’t seen before, she usually could assume they were new. “There’s signs that will point you in the right direction when you come off the elevator, but I could show you, if you want,” She offered, deciding that a little nap in the rec room on one of the couches might be just as nice as one in her bed in the bunk room. “It’s nice to meet you too, Sefina. That’s a really pretty name,” Riley took her hand, shaking her gently and then releasing it. “The elevators are this way if you want me to show you the way,” She nodded in the direction of the lifts, starting to slowly walk that way.

The other woman was polite, seeming more than willing to lend a helping hand - but Sefina still couldn’t help but feel a little idiotic, for already being unsure of where she was going this soon after a tour, and also for being a burden on the female that surely had other plans. “They a-actually gave me a tour after...a-after orientation but...” Her cheeks flushed, lower lip pulling inwards as she nipped at it in her embarrassment. “This place is kind of big.” The compliment caused her features to lose some of their tension, the dark-haired girl smiling as she shook the other’s hand. “T-thank you.” She allowed her hands to fall back to her sides, nimble fingers grabbing at the fabric of her dress, toying with it due to the nervousness running through her. She nodded, feet moving instantly in order to follow alongside the blonde, not wanting to hold her up anymore than she already was. “T-thank you. I appreciate it.”

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amieryans:

Amie could tell not just from the monitor, but the way the girl was fidgeting ans as her name came up on the screen, she tried to ease her nerves. “Sefina, don’t worry. People have come in here for far less injuries and they happened in far more embarrassing ways. Believe me,” She told her, reaching into a drawer nearby to pull out some cooling gel. “Let me have a look, okay?” The blonde stepped closer to her bed, waiting for her to hold up or point out whatever part of her had been burned.

Her dark eyes flickered upwards, locking onto the blonde for the first time since she had entered the room, something between confusion and concern tugging at her features. “H-how...how do you know my name?” She stuttered out, not having expected to hear it roll from the other girl’s lips, even though her tone was soothing in a way to make her feel that it was all okay. There was hesitance, but she reluctantly lifted her arm, the outside of which was red due to her unfortunate brush with the hot oven. 

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kane-hale:

The response from the brunette actually amused Kane a little bit. Outside of this tower he never thought to how his presence might affect the other sex (or the same sex for that matter) because it was all about surviving out there. But in here, with the safety of this place, Kane was able to experience some more human feelings and emotions and his confidence was starting to show from the kind of attention he got from others. And how stunned they got when they saw him without a shirt on. “No, I didn’t. You got the wrong room…but,” He paused, knowing he was planning to go get some food soon anyway. “You can leave it. I’m hungry anyway.”

It wasn’t that she was unused to seeing men shirtless, because she had; in fact, up until a few months ago, Sefina’s home had been on the edge of the beach, and being out within the water with or without others was far from abnormal. However, the switch wasn’t just shirtless, he was bare - with only a towel covering his frame, and most of the males that Sefina had been around, did not look the way he did. “O-of course.” She responded, though she felt almost scared to speak or move. “It’s chicken...with roasted vegetables, potatoes a-and biscuits.” The submissive moved forward, towards the small kitchenette, not daring to turn and hand it to him so instead setting it down upon the counter. “Did you...did you need anything else?

[sand-snake-kate]

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domme-bailee:

“Okay, how is it that i’ve been here for over a week now, and yet i’m still managing to get lost at every turn.” Bailee muttered to herself as she turned a corner and ran smack dab into another person. 

The last thing the female was expecting when she rounded the corner was to slam directly into another, the impact causing her to draw in a noise, somewhere between a whimper and a gasp, feet stumbling back slightly, though her focus quickly went to apologizing rather than recovering from the impact. “I-I...I am so sorry.” She breathed out quickly, features twisting with distraught. 

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kane-hale:

Coming out of the bathroom in his apartment, just a towel around his waist, Kane stopped dead in his tracks when he found someone there unexpectedly. “What the–What are you doing in here?”

Dark eyes lifted at the sound of the voice, mind registering the words at near the same moment it registered the sight of him, the sight causing her body to stiffen in shock, eyes flickering to take in the sight without proper realization of what she was doing. "Oh.” She gasped suddenly, as if it all hit her, her face flushing with embarrassment and the female quickly spinning around, filled with horror at what she had just done. “I-uh...I...I am so sorry...” The submissive stuttered out, thoughts spinning too quickly to even grasp. “Didn’t-...d-did you...did you o-order food?”

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amieryans:

“What did you do?” Amie asked the person laying on the bed in Medical as she came over to examine them, sliding gloves onto her hands. Reaching over them, she flipped the monitor on to sync their chip with the machine so she could check their vitals. “If you tell me what you did, I’ll be able to better treat you.”

Fingers twiddled nervously on her lap, discomfort coming from both her arm and the room itself, unused to medical care on this level. "I, uh...was in the kitchen.” She stuttered out in response, feeling idiotic for having already injured herself within her first days. “T-they were giving me a tour and I...I brushed against one of the ovens. I think it’s just red...”

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rileyxblake:

Riley had just finished up her shift on the cleaning crew where she was busy switching the sheets and cleaning out Dominant suites. Sometimes the suites were still pretty clean, but others were a disaster. It all depended on the Dominant. After dropping all her stuff off at the cleaning station, Riley was headed back to the bunk room to change out of her work clothes when the voice of the brunette broke her out of her thoughts. Turning to her with a smile of her face, she shook her head dismissively. “Oh no, don’t worry about it,” Riley told her. “There’s books in the rec room which is down on level two.” She was going to leave it at that, a little tired and ready to go relax herself when she decided to engage further. “Are you new around here? I’m Riley.”

Immediately - thankfully, the blonde seemed nothing short of lovely, a warm smile and tone radiating a sense of ease Sefina’s way. "Rec room...” She repeated, the words near silent, her eyes falling to the ground as her mind worked to reconstruct the building and it’s rooms within her head, to know just where it was she would be wanting to go. “I think I remember that one.” The submissive nodded, lifting her face once more and returning a smile, thankful for the help that had been offered. “Thank you.” Of course, the girl couldn’t help but wonder if it was her words that made the fact that she was new so obvious, or if it was simply something about her that gave it away. “I am, actually. I...I just got here this morning.” Her right hand lifted, extending over to the other in greeting. “It’s nice to meet you. I-I’m Sefina.” 

[sweet-creautre]

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camxronthompson:

The rules given say we must obey orders and show respect to both the switches and the dominants. Cameron nodded and moved a hand to the back of his neck, in which he rubbed slightly frustrated. He knew that. “Guess I gotta re-read the manual some day, huh?” Cameron said and chuckled softly. You mean like excited goosebumps? “Yeah, like,” he said and leaned against the bookshelf, crossing his arms over his chest. “Goosebumps that make your whole body shake with anticipation. That,” he said and pushed himself off the shelf, moving towards where Sefina was. The smile on his lips widened and he shrugged his shoulders. “Goosebumps that, when you’re sitting there, reading the story between these two people, you can feel your body reacting, wishing it was you being done those things to,” Cameron spoke quietly, his voice low and seductive. As he approached her, he laughed and bit his lip. “Goosebumps that make your hands slide from your knee, and up to your thigh as sweat slides down your neck and towards your chest…” Standing in front of her, he grinned and shrugged his shoulders casually. “Those kinds of goosebumps.” 

Dark hues drifted, from the bookshelves to him, though her fingertips stayed rested against the spine of one of the books, as if assuming her attention would drift right back to them after just a moment. However, that wasn’t at all the case; instead her eyes landed on him and held there, at first, listening to be polite but then seeming unable to pull her focus away all together. His words were slow, purposeful, and Sefina was undoubtedly caught in the web. A lump formed in her throat and she felt almost short of breath, goosebumps rising up upon her skin as if by command. Slender fingers curled slightly, grasping at the book as he grew closer, a warmth having grown within her stomach at his all too forward words and moved to overtake the entirety of her body, flushing her features. “N-no...” She stuttered out after a moment, voice barely there, sounding unsure of herself. “I...have thought about it..being me...” She admitted, fingers curling further around the book as she spoke, body seeming to shift ever so slightly towards the shelf subconsciously, as if it was a safe place for her to fall back on. “But not...not the other stuff... T-though it has m-made me...uh...” Under normal circumstances, she didn’t think she would be able to look at him while confessing such things while looking at him, if she would have spoken them at all - but she couldn’t seem to pull herself from his gaze. “W-wet...you know? D-down...down there.”

[normajeaned]

[dailyactress]

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camxronthompson:

“Honestly, I think you’re going to be fine. You’re not going to piss anyone off. Really, trust me. I know it when I see it. People around here are going to love you,” he spoke and absentmindedly licked his lips as he looked at the dark-haired girl walking next to him. How could they not, she was beautiful. Then again, all the women here were, really. Cameron looked at Sefina as her eyes dropped and her hands began to play with her dress. It made him wonder, did the word sex make her feel uncomfortable? Was she as innocent as he thought she looked like? I think I’ll learn to deal with it when it comes. “Well, yeah, but just remember, you are allowed to say no,” Cameron said and looked at the brunette as she entered the room. He followed her and closed the door behind him, leaving the two of them on their own in there. Looking at the books, Cameron stared at Sefina and smiled, “So… Here you go. Books as far as you can see. Read your heart out.” He chuckled softly and walked over to a couple of the books on the shelves. “Have you ever read a story that just, you know, left goosebumps on your skin? I mean, I feel like books are very… Very, you know, filtered. You don’t see someone fucking in a library in books, do you?” 

Despite how the words had been, there was admittedly some reassurance thanks to them, trusting that the other knew what he was talking about. “I don’t think we can, actually.” She responded as she glanced over her shoulder to where he was standing, though there was doubt even within her own tone. “The rules given said we must obey orders and show respect to both the switches and the dominants.” It wasn’t until he gestured to the books that her mind actually focused in on the fact that they had reached their destination - or that they had held one to begin with, her eyes shifting to take the room in and immediately, there was some relief, a feeling that she had some kind of safe place. The edges of her lips eased upwards, the submissive stepping further inside, lifting a hand to trail it along the books, taking in some of the titles. She was distracted, but not enough that she hadn’t heard him, his words causing her to laugh softly. “You mean like...excited goosebumps?” She questioned, unsure of how else to phrase it, but sure from his words that he was speaking of goosebumps from a certain kind of excitement. “I mean some of the have sex; some more...detailed than others.” 

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camxronthompson:

“You really like books, huh? Are you the kind of girl who believes in fairytales, too?” Cameron questioned and looked at the girl with raised eyebrows. She was definitely pretty, and someone who people around here was going to enjoy furiously; he thought. The nervousness that was radiating from her was clear. “Are you scared?” he asked curiously. I don’t want to do anything wrong. “Well, you don’t have to worry about that with me. You’re not doing anything wrong, sweetheart, and I highly doubt you ever can,” he spoke confidently, nodding his head, wanting to make her feel comfortable. Cameron smiled softly and a soft hum fell from his lips as he noticed the darkening of her cheeks. They told me that you guys have more leeway and that I have to obey switches and dominants and that you guys can, uh… Claim and punish us. He nodded. “Punish you sounds so… Ridiculous, but yeah, I guess that’s true. What do you think about the whole claiming thing though? I mean, do you mind the fact that some people here are going to only want you for sex?” He put his hand on a door handle, pushed open the door and nodded for her to enter the room, where the books would be. He was a man of his words after-all. 

His question caused a laugh to fall from her lips, real and genuine, the girl seeming at ease if only for a moment. “No, not quite.” She responded, her eyes upon his own and a smile upon her lips. “I do think that life can be one sometimes though. ...in a way.” It was a bit cheesy, even she knew that, but it was the truth. Her eyes dropped downwards once more, knowing there was no way to deny her worry even if she wanted to. “I mean...a little. I don’t want to upset or anger anyone, you know? ...I don’t want to do anything wrong.” Her attention lifted back to him, relief at his words, pleased to know that she at least hadn’t done anything wrong as of yet. “That’s nice to hear. I promise I’ll do my best to keep that true.” It was the next question that caused her expression to drop, as did her eyes, fingers toying once again with the fabric of her dress. She was silent for a moment, stepping past him to go inside and stopping just a few feet inside the doorway when there, nipping at the inside of her cheek. “I, uh...try not think about that.” She admitted, not that she was afraid of sex or afraid of someone wanting her, but she was afraid of someone being too harsh, being too forceful when she wasn’t ready. “I think I’ll learn to deal with it when it comes...”

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camxronthompson:

Cameron chuckled and waved his hand, as if to just brush it off. “It’s fine, honestly. Don’t worry about it,” the dark-haired male spoke and nodded as he kept his brown eyes on her the whole time. “You’re not doing anything wrong, just… Keep in mind as to who you’re talking to. You might find someone who isn’t as welcoming as me when it comes to the whole dominant - submissive - switch stuff,” Cameron spoke quietly and licked his lips absentmindedly. “Why would you think you’re doing anything wrong?” Cameron asked. He watched as her shoulders lifted, in a shrug, and he couldn’t help but wonder what the answer was. I don’t mind my label, if that’s what you’re asking. I understand it, but… I guess I just don’t understand the reason. It seems a little silly, you know? Cameron smiled softly and nodded, as he understood. To begin with, he didn’t understand it either. Hell, he still doesn’t really understand but he’s just rolling with it. “So, you don’t mind being a sub?” Cameron spoke and looked at Sefina, “You do know what doms can and can’t do, right?” he questioned curiously, looking at her with slightly raised eyebrows. 

Her teeth released her lip but her tongue darted out, wettening them as she nodded, listening carefully to his words and taking note of them. Interaction for her was hard enough a task without having to worry about what might happen if she angered someone, the last thing she wanted to do anyway. “I, just...it’s different.” She stuttered, eyes dropping, fingers toying with her dress and thoughts spinning as she did her best to try and explain. “The only thing I can think to compare any of it to is some of the things I’ve read; there’s old books where people talk about having servants but sometimes there were special rules and I just...” Dark orbs flashed back up to him and she gave a shrug, the nervousness she felt clear. “I don’t want to do anything wrong.” To say she was okay with being a submissive felt a little off, after all, the girl was anything but experienced, but she did understand why and how she had received the title - anything else would almost be more uncomfortable. “I mean I...I guess I’m not really excited about it or anything but...I’m definitely not a switch or a dominant.” She admitted sheepishly, a small laugh falling from her lips and her cheeks darkening, before his question caused her nerves to kick back in. “Sort of? I mean, they told me that you guys have more leeway and that I have to obey switches and dominants and that you guys can, uh...claim and punish us.”