Shawty I'mma party 'ril the sun down

Waiting for DBSK. Roo│ INTP│ Multi-fandoms and that sucks│ Kpop/ J-rock│Hardcore fan of TV shows and Kdrama │ Books are the air I breathe.

[940601]

even if it ruins your aesthetic, please.

change your icon to white.

[kpopmentalhealthblog]

Okay but the tragedy that has happened today is a perfect example of why mental health needs to be talked about more in South Korea. I know many idols do/have talked about mental health but SK as a whole needs to be more open and comfortable talking about mental health because it can literally save so many lives. People seriously need to remember idols are human beings with feelings and problems just like the rest of us and need serious help sometimes. I really hope everyone becomes more open to talking about mental health really soon because it is just as important as physical health.

[jj0ng]

[shineeisforever]

jonghyun emulated the best of things and growing up with him was such an endearing and special experience that i always knew would only be between us two and for him to have that connection with so many other people is so beautiful yes i am sad but reading through old blue night posts and hearing his voice… im feeling a lot of things a lot of love a lot of appreciation… he was so charming and relatable but could word himself so eloquently when he wanted to god he sent us so much goodness and peace from his heart i hope hes found some for himself too

[shimseulran]

[fairykibum]

i dont care what shinee does now. they can disband, continue, retire from the public life, keep on going on as a solo. i dont give a fuck. as long as they do what is best for them, what helps them heal and what makes them happy. that is the most important thing. shinee will always be in my heart and memory a group of 5 loving and caring friends. thats how i decided i will forever remember them.

[mystericmoon]

“I pray that you won’t be hurt”

Jonghyun’s last post on instagram.

[shinees-deactivated20190406]

puppy hugging the members one by one

[hero-inactive-deactivated201801]

When SHINee hears a doorbell…

[taekey]

For all the people who didn’t know him… Jonghyun was everything you could wish for in and idol and more. Beyond his talent, no one could talk to him without gushing about what a good person he was. He was just that lovable and kind. Jonghyun was always outspoken about mental health, lgbtq rights, and inequality. He was always the first one to cry, but he was also always the first one to laugh. He poured his soul into composing and writing music. He suffered from insomnia, but always gave 100% energy on the stage. He liked silly jokes, ballads, and staying indoors. He had one of those voices that could make you cry just by listening to it. He was so kind, gentle, open, and talented. His life was short, but I won’t ever be able to forget him.

[ex0deus-deactivated20180629]

“I don’t think there are too many people to whom I’ve revealed everything like this. I would worry about what they would think if I were to talk to them in such a manner. No matter what I say, honestly, people would only judge me the way they want to.

Before, I would want to show the real side of me because of the unfair things that people said about me, but I realized that it was impossible and tried to think why people thought of me in that manner.

I thought that people didn’t want to know the real me. There aren’t that many people who would want to know the real me. Of course, not much has changed since then, but if I were to express myself first, then wouldn’t they think differently?” - Kim Jonghyun

[fyjjong]

experience key’s (now infamous) instagram post in it’s full subbed glory. (source: shinelikeoxygen)

[kpopmademyday-deactivated202107]

Remember moments like this.

His life.

Not his death.

[sataeminism-deactivated20200601]

[carolina-thiell]

Credit of the drawing to the owner.

Today, I lost someone I deeply admired to depression and suicide. Wish there was something I could have done to let him know he was deeply loved. So heartbreaking to know that he was struggling and thought this was the only way out. You inspired me with your beautiful music, with your fight for LGTBQ+ in Korea and your opines about certain topics. Rest in peace, Kim Jong-Hyun. Really hope that, wherever you are, you don’t have to deal with the loneliness and sadness you felt. Love you so much.

[fyjjong]

the story by jonghyun ♡ concert teaser

[moonlitmargaritas]

A lot of people put kpop in the category of “obsession.” They claim fans are overly passionate and obsessed with the idol/music scene, but I disagree. Back in highschool kpop wasn’t my obsession it was my drug. I know it sounds crazy but I’d take it when I was down, when I needed to disassociate. When I was happy it elevated my high, and when I needed some sort of stimulation, when I felt empty, I pressed play. Life sucked and the only thing that made—makes it better is my drug. My music. My idols.

[youxidol]

please respect the wishes of his family. 

he’s a son and a brother. that’s more important than being a celebrity