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ind. oikawa tooru private + selective contains nsfw content 1/23/17 written by astor.

[matsclla-blog]

             it’s ya boi here. spicing it up with a new muse, mat sella from DDADDS! he’s a cute coffee shop owner, has a ridiculously cute daughter. hella social anxiety, little bit on the introvert side plus just generally awkward as HELL but he’s cute & would probably ask you to hold his hand even if ya’ll been dating for months. i’d be rlly nice of you to like / reblog this giving me the a-okay for us to be mutuals.                            — psa. this blog is a hella wip so my rules page ain’t up QUITE yet but should be soon !

[seijooru-m]

           im sorry for being inactive? ive been in such a fuckin rut with overwatch ( lmao ??? sounds dumb but season 5 is actually kicking my ass) i got to 2700 by myself, but i went on a fucking 10+ losing streak and got down to 2100, and it took THREE DIAMOND SMURFS to get me back up to 2300 ( and im so grateful for them bc they hate carrying but they said theyd do it for me im so blessed to have them as friends dskjdv ) but im trying rlly hard to be here im just fucking dying constantly lmao //

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homosinger:

There’s still a blush on his face and although he’s enjoying this hand holding, he couldn’t help but feel the least bit pissed off at the other. A frown sets in, yet he doesn’t let go of the other, ❝ Oikawa Tooru, you got some honest fuckin’ nerve! ❞ His grip tightens ever so slightly, ❝ You go study abroad– I don’t hear a single word from you for months, and then you come back thinking you can make it all up to me with a damn date?! … ❞ There’s a long silence– he draws it out for as long as he can, just to make the other uncomfortable.

❝ You’re lucky I still like you or else I would’ve broken up with your sorry ass. ❞

           he had the right to be mad. in all honesty, he didn’t expect to get OFF easy. guilt made way into his mind, as he felt himself rather DISGUSTED with himself. yet - he tried not to falter TOO much. even if it’s eating at him, he wasn’t quite the one to show VULNERABLE emotions. ‘ you could call me the luckiest man in the WORLD, then. you know i couldn’t stay away for too long. ‘ his free hand rose to rub at the back of his neck, he felt rather CLICHE for saying that line -- but he figured it needed to be said. ‘ i’ll make it up to you -- not just with a date, okay? anything you want me to do, i’ll do it. ‘ he had to pause his words, his line of sight moving from the others face to ELSEWHERE. he wasn’t QUITE sure how to make this one hundred percent okay, but he was damn well going to TRY. 

[seijooru-m]

homosinger:

He was really confused at first, but by the time his ass was slapped the boy pieced two and two together and he knew immediately who was behind this. There’s a small, ❝ Meep! ❞ As he twists his body around to face the other, the slightest flush present on his cheeks, ❝ Tooru! ❞ Is soon to follow, embarrassment at its finest– especially since they were in public (don’t deny it Anthony, you love it).

❝ –Because it’s YOUR job to text me. Do you know how long you’ve kept me WAITING? ❞

           ‘ fair, fair -- i’ll give you THAT. ‘ however, tooru was at LEAST expecting some sort of lewd picture first. though, the sight of the other acting so EMBARRASSED coaxed a smile to form across his lips. ‘ sorry, sorry. things have been a little too BUSY on my end -- college shit is stupid. studying abroad was fun, but i had no cell service. sorry i couldn’t really TALK to you --- i can make it up to you, though. ‘ a HAND reached forward, fingers moving to wrap around the others palm. ‘ c’mon, let’s go somewhere, on me, right now. ‘ 

[seijooru-m]

           @fourthspike ;; [ starter call. ]

           ‘ c’mon, iwa-chan, i’m telling you -- i TOTALLY saw an UFO last night! ‘ it could’ve well been a shooting star -- but let’s be real, tooru is too stubborn to admit such a thing.

[seijooru-m]

           also before i do anymore ic stuff bc i just was reminded abt it,                        who would be down to do a personafied zodiacs group bc FUCK i miss doing it                        i’d take gemini (castor & pollux -- bring it back as a dual oc type deal) but like                        i wanna make a huge group again bc that shit made me so warm and happy,,,,

[seijooru-m]

           @drumfired ;; [ starter call. ]

           ‘ ---- is there something i can help you with? if you’re looking for someone on the team, i’m afraid everyone else has gone home for the day. ‘ he used the towel that was around his neck to wipe off any sweat that lingered from practice, his head tilting at the girl curiously. ‘ but if you want, i can relay the message to them if it’s important? ‘

[seijooru-m]

           @homosinger ;; [ starter call. ]

           ‘ i recognize that FINE ass anywhere. ‘ don’t mind him & his LACK of decency, as his hand moved to give the others rear a medium-strength slap. ‘ how come you haven’t texted me in AGES, huh? ‘ 

[seijooru-m]

           in any case, i’m gonna get my ass back in gear. starter call time. capping at five. you know the drill.

[seijooru-m]

           im sorry for leaving again ...... i’ve been in a bad depression spout & all i’ve been able to do is sleep

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           today on: will astor ever get out of plat : )

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           im dying @ deh songs

[boys-and-suicide-deactivated201]

[felinace-blog]

yo yo yo!  it’s your girl sam with a brand spankin new muse, YAMAMOTO TAKETORA from the volleyball series haikyuu! can you please like/reblog this post if you’d be down to interact with this big buff nerd? thanks !

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fourthspike:

“it’s not like you’re gonna put him on a cage…” what was he even saying? tying him down? was he like talking about marrying already? talk about going fast or maybe he is misunderstanding his words. he ponders for a while, repeating those words over and over again. “so you don’t like him but you LOVE him, is that what you wanna say?”

           ‘ ... yeah. ‘ MARRIAGE wasn’t quite in the picture yet - even if the setter has had his own set of fantasies in the back of his mind. his hand moved to rub at the side of his arm, a SIGH passing through his lips. ‘ i just... i love him. i really, REALLY love him. ‘ he felt his heart grow heavy with the thought -- it was HEAVY yet warm. ‘ it’s... weird. i want to be with him for LONG time. like, committed. you know? ‘

[carriecmoney]

oikuroo is just dance team captain/cheer squad captain mean girls catty bitchy rivalry

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fourthspike:

there goes oikawa panicking. “you and that nekoma captain are close, aren’t you? i could say you already crushing on him.” he may not know much about love but he is very observant, he noticed how close those two became and also how tooru acted around him. he is in love that’s for sure. “stop making such a fuss about it, if you like him then it’s not that bad.”

            a low whine escaped from him. he DIDN’T understand -- he & the blocker were already MORE than a “ thing “ -- it was the realization that he couldn’t BARE to be apart from him that freaked him out. he was used to being able to feel like he could be FREE, & the idea of being tied down was never appealing to him. at least, not until recently. ‘ it is THAT bad,  i don’t know how to PUT it. it’s more than just “ liking “ him, it’s something more -- MUCH more. it’s a feeling i don’t.. think i’ve ever FELT before. ‘