CuriositySavedTheCat

ignorance is bliss

[seizesuns]

I’m so fucking frustrated... Fine.. don’t compare myself to other people.. ok ok.. But even to my own standard, I feel like a fucking failure. I drag through the day so I can live the next. It’s now 11pm and I have no energy to practice. I can force myself but it’s literally torture. After every few minutes I repeat in the back of my head, I can’t do this. How am I suppose to practice with this terrible mindset.. I think.. better I go to sleep early now so I have the energy tomorrow. Will I make progress tomorrow? I guess that’s purely up to me.

[seizesuns]

Kinda fucking sucks I can’t talk to someone I live with. I initiate every conversation while you’re here, and they are ALWAYS minimal. Maybe one or twice a month you have something to say.. and 90% of that is just telling me about rent, or anything related. No actual conversations.. no interest.. fucking sucks.. feel alienated, disliked... really just a fucking nuisance... If I bring any of this up it will definitely make everything worse. I’m getting closer to asking you if even want to renew the lease.. and I’ve got nowhere else to go.. Back to my moms? I’ve got 0 friends... I need to socialize and I don’t know what the fuck to do...

[seizesuns]

Beyond sexually frustrated is now sexually vacant.

[seizesuns]

It’d be nice if I was actual friends with my roommate whom I’ve known all my life, instead of just occupying the same space at times. It’d also be nice if I understood why it’s so damn hard to socialize. Really.. without any talk of the matter I’m left to assume that I’m just impossible to interact with, so he just can’t stand it anymore.

[lazyyogi]

“Nothing that is of real value can be lost, only the false dissolves.”

— Eckhart Tolle

[seizesuns]

incredibly horny.. almost all the time

[seizesuns]

If I can’t offer you anything, don’t fucking talk to me.

[seizesuns]

Here I am. Not feeling worth of expressing myself.

[seizesuns]

Is there a cap on sexual frustration... or does it just keep going?

[seizesuns]

I think I’m overdue to renew my intimacy 

[seizesuns]

Am I just too sensitiveeeeeeeeeeeeee

[blueboyluca]

Bob Ross gets it.

[seizesuns]

Random post about sexual frustration

[sleepbby]

be sure to understand ur s/o’s way of showing affection and make them aware of yours.. some ppl show affection by buying u things and some ppl will say I love u a million times and some will make u breakfast some will leave u the last ice cream, but it’s really important to know about these things bc u could not notice them and feel unloved while your s/o feels taken for granted and it’s just all a big misunderstanding so please talk about these things

[soursagerage]

Learning about love languages can be so important when trying to build meaningful relationships with friends and family as well. Not everyone perceives the world the same way.

[atasteoflee]

Actively learning this

[seizesuns]

note to my next love

[goodquoteco]

A lover doesn’t discourage your growth. a lover says, ⠀ ⠀ ‘I see who you are today, I cannot wait to see who you become tomorrow’

Donte Collins (via forestsandcoffee)

[crying--is--okay]

[adultos-blog]