Sekretong Tagoanan

this is my hideout place for my secret feeling, gut feeling, and intense feelings to everything and everyone or might be someone

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31 OCT 2023

I am writing this to express how I feel towards the results of recently concluded BSK Election. I feel the pain, sorrow, dismay, what ifs, should haves, and everything in between.

Pain. There is that great hole in me that's bleeding. Hopefully this wound will heal before this year ends.

Sorrow. This deep cut ripped into pieces. Hopefully compassion will shine anew.

Dismay. This horrifying news in this isla is nothing but a butthole, and is bothering me to the max. Hopefully this fanaticism of all kinds will be break soon.

What if. There is a list that a year may not suffice you to read it. In it, it is full of what ifs. Nothing can beat you, but soon you'll be ruined too.

Should have's. This is nothing but associated links to what ifs. Hopefully this turned into reality by proper execution maybe.

Everything in between. This is for the things I may have not mentioned but they are full of sense, unlike those nonsense "gahaman" "hakog sa katunghanan" people of Socorro.

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Today, 24 Sep 2023, is the start of a new, fresh day towards acing to be part of consummate helping professional.

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I spent too much, and I didn’t deserve it. 

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In the warmest evening in the future, I can see those countable by fingers but real friends with an extensive division of my treasure chest. In most challenging times, they are the ones that were there and remembered me when I didn't want to be. 

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I feel blessed with my can-be-counted-by-finger but real friends! Two decades and a year of breathing air of life on Earth.

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With the weather outside, I seem to remember most wonderful time of the year!  

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ang tanging mithi nitong dalisay na puso ay ang mapangiti ka

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sa mabugnaw nga kangitngiton, ako nagpahayag sa gibate

pinaagi sa pagbaton sa maayong gawi 

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paano kung sobrang mapurol na ang isipan, paano ito kulayan?

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kung kailan lumayo tsaka pa nagmithing makita

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Hindi na posible Ang mga puso'y huwag nating pahirapan Suko na sa laban

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Iyak na iyak na ako. Piste nyo Milissa at Ranz. I love you both. Sana love din ako ng crush ko. 

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Hoy, Milissa and Ranz, wag naman ganun. Inggit na inggit na ako. 

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Binibini ba’t hindi ka nakakaumay pagmasdan, at kahit sa malayo’y ang iyong ganda ang tumatatak sa isipan 

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sa lilim ng isang punong guyang, ako’y nagkakalas ng buhol buhol ng isipan

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wala na ako nagtoo nga manumbalik ang pagdayeg nako ka nimo, kani lamang nasulayan sa pagbalik na nimo

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nganung tagsindihan mo paman ang nagbukal ko ng dughan