Selena Shires

I post randomly at random times and most of it is depressing

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I’m a depressed person who uses this as a safe space to vent and look at thinspo

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I go from wanting a big chest to wanting a small almost nothing chest and it’s annoying

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I am stressed depressed and ready to sleep forever

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I’m still alive I just redownloaded this

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I’m in my I’m a girly bitch who needs no one but fashion era and I need new everything but I’m a broke bitch

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To hell with giving and sending good intentions and hope the good comes back I thrive on chaos and spite I’m cursing all the people who pissed me off and were rude to me fck being nice imma go back to being a bitch

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Yelled at a coworker after he threatened me if he doesn’t get in trouble and I do I’m quitting

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In the middle of the depression mode and my mom is constantly on my case of not doing anything and it’s true but I haven’t reached any manic modes yet and all I can do is lay down and cry because none of my limbs feel strong enough to pick myself up

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Relapsed after 3 months of being clean and now I’m falling down a rabbit hole full of fucking nightmares

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I’ve fallen down a rabbit hole on X (twitter I hate the new stupid name) and now I’m mostly on there I rarely get on here anymore but I do every once in a blue moon I probably won’t post on here anymore

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I’m still here just been busy and I’ve started going on twitter more

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I don’t even have the energy to put into words how much I don’t wanna be here anymore

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My brother was suppose to watch my dog and the 2 days he did my dog got out a ran across the road and around the yard while he was inside playing video games I'll never trust my dog with him again

I am literally only living because I don't want my dog to end up in a bad home, put in a rescue center because the one here sucks, or end up being put down

If he d!es so do I

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I just got paid but I need it all for rent and utilities but my mom is making me take my brother to an expensive place for lunch wants me to take him to the movies and take him to supper over the weekend but I don’t have the money and I can’t tell her or else she’ll never stop talking about how I’m wasting all my money I never think things through etc and I just wanna not exist fora while

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I wanna fking end myself

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I spent most of my money on a tattoo that was overpriced. It isn’t bad or awful but she charges $100 per hour and takes all her time to go as slow as she can. I should’ve save it. I need to pay my bills but now I don’t have enough money.

I relapsed after being only 3 weeks clean. I know you’re disappointed in me. I am too. Your probably wondering why I don’t get help. I need it. It’s pretty obvious I do.

I should accept help. I should reach out and talk to some. But guess what. That costs money. And honestly?

I don’t want it. I don’t want help. I just wanna self destruct so badly that everything implodes and pushes me over the edge.

I’m tired, and I’m tired of being tired. I’m ready to face what’s at the end. I know people say there’s so much to live for you have your whole life ahead of you, but I don’t want it. I don’t want a life. My death would probably cause a lot of sadness but I can’t find it in myself to care anymore. I don’t care what happens to everything else I’m just ready to go

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Gr0sspo doesn’t work after working in any public space

Lifeguarding I had to clean 2 glogged toilets and they don’t own a plunger just gloved

Working on corn all of us had at least 1 dead bug in our food that we ignored

Being in food serves the plates and trays I clean I will find random bloody bandages, dentures, puke, a pacifier

Gross stuff no longer grossed me out