Time passes by so fast.
I often feel like I just got through a time rift. Blinked the eyes, spent two days or month out of my flesh.
No medecine helped so far. It's just me & my broken mind. Mind that only find relief when it can focus on something it really needs, like drawing...
but I lack Time. Real time - the one you really own for yourself - ; Also I lack Energy, and the Will to be diligent on social media, and much more... I'm so tired sometimes.
There are so many places I'd like to be "active", but all I can do is watch Life go by while fighting my inner torments behind a mental window... guess I'll always be dysfunctionnal...
But enough of this already. I finally got a bit of whatever it takes to be here, so let's share some Art. Old & new. And some thoughts too.
For slowly, but surely. They are more days when I realize they are true. I used to doubt them when it came for me. Still hard to believe really. But can't hurt to remind them to me, and to whoever would read this.
Below, one of the few digital drawing I did in the last year.
Just for fun, cuz I'll admit, sorry but I played a bit with suno (only for FUN on a personal level and not too much coz I know far too well the cost of such tools, even when little used.) We could argue for hours and more about all this sh!t, but this is not the place, not the time... I just know that, sometimes, we have to do something that brings back a bit of fire in our heart. I used it to "set to music"—wrapped in humor—words for which I had no voice. Helped me with something.
I also did a fanart of my 2025 favorite game & fan couple. Not perfect but izokay. Spent many hours on this game, wandering on the map as much as in my own head.
The other drawings are mostly original drawings & fanarts, realized with markers & watercolour. All gifts for someone.
Most of them have a short message on them, because I wanted their recipients to remember some important things...
I wish I could make everyone see themselves through my eyes sometimes, because, damn, I know many amazing people who have absolutely no idea how wonderful they are in their own way.
Dudes, you ARE GIFTS to this World !! I'm happy my path crossed yours, one way or another.
You should trust more in yourselves people.
For whoever you are, they ARE people who love YOU, just the way you are.
You matter and your feelings are legit.
Your soul is beautiful and spread invisible joy around you that is so so soooo precious to someone.
Dare to be who you were meant to be and be happy, you deserve it as much as anyone else.
Never be ashamed to surround yourself with what you really like and what makes you feel good and safe.
Never stop sharing Peace & Joy in your own way whenever you feel it.
Anything can make a little difference somewhere, and become a huge change, at least for someone. There are no insignificant word or action when turnt to the right person. You never know how much you'll impact others, even when you don't know or even seeing they're here.
To all these golden persons around me : Thank you.
For being here. For being you. For spreading your light in my darkness. For seing the sparkle I do not see in me. For accepting the weird person I can be.
You give me the force to try, over and over again, to keep giving whatever softness I have to offer to this world. might be all I can do, but this is still not "nothing".
Have a lovely day, and 'til next time.
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