(tw) ash

vent blog | any pronouns | 20 | active july 2026

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𓆩♡𓆪 info + byf

𓆩♡𓆪 tw – trigger warning for self harm, eating disorders, and other content related to mental illness. this blog does not aim to promote or glorify any of the topics discussed. i use this as a place to vent and connect to others with similar experiences. ♡

𓆩♡𓆪 about me – ash, 20, any pronouns/gendered terms are okay

♡ i mostly vent about my bpd, anxiety, depression, bulimia, self harm, and mood swings

♡ during episodes i might post concerning or triggering content, but i always do my best to keep it censored and tagged accordingly.

♡ my twitter is @/xxdarkcandyxx

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motorcycles are so silly because wdym i can gap the shit out of expensive sport cars on my $3k facebook marketplace find 20 year old bike

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got a new bike

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i loved you like the sun

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i feel like i am entirely reliant on others to survive. it's a constant cycle from favorite person to favorite person, shifting the weight of my life onto someone i can't even comprehend how it happens but suddenly they're my whole world and the only reason im breathing

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new tattoo :3 color next month when it heals

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why do some men act like you are personally telling them they are awful and deserve to die just because you don't want to have sex with them

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day 1 & 2 forbidden kingdom outfits!!

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woke up late to work and called out since im gonna be in trouble either way might as well use up my sick time and chill

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my second job lets me wear literally whatever i love it

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thats awesome omg u look so cool with ur motorcycle!!!!! glad things seem to be going well

thank u!!!!! imsuper excited to get a bigger bike but im having fun learning :3

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you would not believe the whore behaviors ive been up to lately.... i need to learn how to say no to people hahaahhaaa or maybe i just need to stop hanging with people who won't take no for an answer

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hey ash are u doing ok? ♡

HIII yes im ok! i got busy with life haha, got a second job and bought a motorcycle! currently saving up to buy a bigger one :3

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new guy im seeing, i just got hired at a new job im getting a vehicle soon im evolving as a person (heavily manic from not taking my meds)

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redowloaded hinge 4 days after being broken up with and i think im manic also i stopped taking all my meds

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i tried to love you