It'a 4 years ago since a posted my last post.
Bow I can say I'm fully happy with my life and I'm proud of myself

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It'a 4 years ago since a posted my last post.
Bow I can say I'm fully happy with my life and I'm proud of myself
it's a while ago since I posted, I was really happy, stopped cutting.. Not end of 2022, I'm completely lost, my boyfriend suddenly quit and I'm all alone not knowing where to go, what to do, who I am.
I just want to be happy
I haven‘t cut for 4 month now & im kinda proud of myself and so fucking thankful for my boyfriend 🖤
But I still have those thoughts of hurting myself, but I think I can fix it
I love you so much I‘ll never let you go
I really thought my depression is over and I did but unfortunately I relapsed.
I feel so empty, my life doesn‘t make any sense.
Why is this so hard to get through it?
WHAT IT‘S LIKE TO LIVE WITH DEPRESSION:
• you struggle to sleep but have no reason to get out of bed
• there is zero motivation
• your hunger is too much or completely subsided
• you mastered a fake smile
• one day you drown the others you swim
• a lot of tears will run over your face
• you end up questioning everything
• being alone can be good but is also the scariest thing ever
• you‘re just an overthinker
IT WILL BE OKAY, BUT WHEN..?
Happy Wednesday :)
I relapsed
accurate
I don‘t know where my head is anymore and I‘m so tired of it
Because one day I‘m completely happy and then the next day, I feel completely broken
I just wanna be happy and live my life but it seems like that can never happen
Because something always goes wrong..
trapped in my own mind
I wanna cut so bad
Corona und der Lockdown machen mich einfach nur noch fertig, langsam können ich und meine Psyche einfach nicht mehr.
You cut because you‘re angry, depressed, sad, frustrated and desperate
but then
you start cutting even without a reason you only want to feel the pain, see the blood and to have a scar