fear is how i fall

confusing what is real

[selfish-ace]

hello! welcome to my sideblog. i'm likely going to move here for the main reason of "i am tired of people's bullshit"

my labels are achillean, trans, aspec, nebularomantic, ambiamorous, and my pronouns are he/him.

i love pokemon, but i also love alt rock bands. i will post about those.

my tags (i stole one from my dear friend canid):

#XO - matt matthew

#on shuffle - music stuff

#suck out my motherfucking brains - rant tag

#permanent jet lag - vent tag. ed, drug, and other shit

[selfish-ace]

hey throwback to the time my stepmom described to me in detail what her dad did to her and how it "didnt count" cause it was fingering

this was when i was 11 btw and had just been sexually assaulted. in a similar way. so i felt fucking invalid.

[selfish-ace]

the draag roleplay has found my main account. does the grand immortal dictator not know that half of them have beef with me

[selfish-ace]

i HATE him i HATE him i hate how he used to say he loved me. he even said it during the time period he later claimed was when he started disliking me. i hate how he would say it first most the times. i hate how he'd say he loved me when i was upset and i hate how he almost never said it was platonic. i used /p a lot but he NEVER did. oh my god

[selfish-ace]

[selfish-ace]

hellooooooo handsome.... wonder who u may be..... twirls my hair

heloooooo pretty boy.. hows the weather down there

[matthews-machines]

its actually sunny for once BUT its all a lie and its chilly

[selfish-ace]

i hate the heat

[selfish-ace]

JUMP

BOUNCE

DOWN

UP

JUMP BOUNCE UP DOWN

[selfish-ace]

i keep thinking my pfp is a ninja turtle

[selfish-ace]

owning a discord server's hard. tf you mean i gotta give random people mod. no . i dont want asshats tryna ruin my server i know they're gonna do it come on

[selfish-ace]

hellooooooo handsome.... wonder who u may be..... twirls my hair

heloooooo pretty boy.. hows the weather down there