[pascalcampion]

You are. Epilogue 03

Just keeping that story going!

#pascalcampion

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I am going on a "like" binge of your NALU art BUT HAVE NO FEAR A REBLOG IS NEAR (gotta get on my laptop haha)

Haha thankss

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I mean I'm just sayin... the one I made from one year ago is still better I think. 😏

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"Sam fucking Dean"

Now that I realized that Daybreak's Josh Wheeler's actor Collin Ford had played a younger Sam Winchester in Supernatural, I cannot take this entire freakin' nickname seriously anymore everytime someone says it. 😭

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I needed you, Angelica, to tell me why I’m a mess. To explain why I’m changing. But you’re the kid. I’m the teacher. I wanted to be like those teachers I saw on TV. God, they always had the right thing to say, and they meant so much to their students. I wanted to be someone’s Morrissey.  I wanted to matter. I didn’t. Burr made me feel wanted. He made me feel necessary and important. I shouldn’t have slept with Burr, or change the grades, but… I did.  Even adults struggle with an evolving amygdale and we make bad decisions.

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Why does no one talk about Ms. Crumble!? 😭 my lady teacher is badass af!! And made me cry like 20 times! Forget Sam, Ms. Crumble is a fucking amazing teacher ya'll!

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“I heard YOU were TALKING SHIT. Come closer 🕷. Take the spotlight 🕸. Let’s hear it.”

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Tell me

when was it

that you started to see the world

in a different way.

Tell me

when did you stop

trusting the world?

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um wheres al of your old FT art cause im looking for the original art piece of this young short haired acnologia and Anna i found 2 years ago

Oh dude I have no clue. Sometimes the tags don’t work on my tumblr and even I can’t find shit. Let me know if you find it though LOL

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Why do you look like a k-pop idol? Like you're cute, but you look like you're made from the k-pop idol cookie cutter. Baked to the best quality.

What? xD I don’t even watch or listen to k-pop lol so I don’t really know what you’re talking about. Wait what is this, is this a compliment or what ahah.

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Hey how are you? Great art! Scrolled through and boy you got talent! That being said, you yourself are also quite the masterpiece :) keep it up!

Thank you for the kind words! Sorry I haven’t updated the blog lately.

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“It is better to be hated for what you are than to be loved for what you are not.”

— André Gide, Autumn Leaves

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I just discovered your art on a friends blog but I wanted to say I love your drawing style and the pieces of art you have done!! They’re so pretty, and absolutely beautiful. 😘

☺️ thanks love, much appreciated.

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And then suddenly you realize, everything everyone has ever said or portrayed about relationships was either a lie or a watered down version of crap.

They say relationships aren’t perfect, but they never tell you how messy it can really get.

They portray relationships where people have their own issues to traverse, but they never show you how long and how much effort it really takes.

They make movies of happy endings, but in reality relationships are a multi-series of ups and downs, of real humans who are neither bad or good, just human.

It’s not always going to be happy, but it’s also not always going to be sad. Sometimes it’s boring, sometimes it’s exhilarating. Sometimes you want to give up and sometimes you want to keep hoping. There’s jealousy and there are talks, there’s hurt and there are apologies.

You’ll get tired.

And that’s fine, and that’s good, because what people don’t tell you or portray in media is REALITY.

And the moment you stop comparing reality to fiction is the exact moment when you’ll probably want to jump off a cliff, but then also realize it’s better..

..because what you have is real. You know you fought for it, you know the obstacles that you had to overcome, you finally know what it feels to be human, to be with a human. When you stop comparing your life to the movies, you’ll soon realize you’re in uncharted territory..

..the best adventure there is.

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But, soon or late, the fact grows plain To all through sorrow’s test: The only folks who give us pain Are those we love the best.

Ella Wheeler Wilcox

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Being with you feels really scary. Because all at once I feel my heart swell and reach out while shaking in fear.

I feel it worry when I see you hurt, deflate when I see you go, and ache when you don’t meet my eyes.

Everything right, I think is perfect. Everything questionable, I think is okay because you are you. And that’s so scary, and every day I fall deeper into this hole.

And I fear the day when I’d have to claw my way out, bleeding and in tears. Because that’s usually how this ends. Maybe not tomorrow, maybe not in five years..

..but I know, eventually.

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Drowning

Sometimes it just builds and builds. Sometimes it’s really hard to breathe. Sometimes you just look to the sky, hope it passes quickly, and hope it doesn’t come out where everyone can see it.