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I’m anti diet culture I’m pro what you having for lunch what’s everyone favorite snack planning my next meal out loud I’m sorry. it was busy and I went “do you know eating spicy food helps reduce stress”

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ate tacos complained and drank about it but why are women against me. free yourself kill the cop in your head direct your anger righteously

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reminiscing about old lovers, fun dates, kisses in the park. I won’t be loving anyone new soon but I really am one of the lucky ones

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I really do think about my old party friends all the time, they’ve slowed down like me, in general everyone has with inflation. I wonder if I reached out it would mean anything? I was the one to distance myself and other factors agh

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in paris again since 2016, how I’ve changed since then. those days meant so much to me and now I get to walk the same streets

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same friend who encouraged me to get with and give my boyfriend multiple chances is now making fun of me for still being with him? I’m tired

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jealousy is for lazy people

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I remember being so excited to go to a small art school on the east coast in high school and my teacher said to me what if no one likes you. and that’s just followed me around for years of feeling like maybe at the end of the day no one really likes me, or they will for a little bit and then they get bored

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the whole “you’re 28 you should still be going out!” is for the people who didn’t start partying at 15. if I’m gonna heal my body Ill stay in as much as I want to thank you very much

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slowly introducing my boyfriend to friends and family, driving more, went to the gym and tried a new machine. so exhausted from the heat

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hate feeling like a wounded animal, but whenever I have a really nice day with my boyfriend it makes me glad I’m still here

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sad and tired and everyone around me keeps going isn’t life great! isn’t it fun! shouldn’t you be doing more!

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sooooo tired, first time in months I went out not once, but three nights in a row

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made nutella crepes, a cup of coffee with condensed milk and vanilla bean paste, crawling back into bed with acne and a hickey on my neck

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anyways I want to make a coconut curry soon, made a nutella crepe at home w/ a cup of tea to celebrate getting my permit

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had an interview for a job that sounded so cool until I started asking questions. what a nightmare

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took the ferry home because there was two fires in the tunnel, no trains. the night was long, phone almost dying along the way but I could have a drink, look at the water. kind of lost it once I was back in the city, walking in circles getting a slice of pizza. whenever I’m back at my moms house I feel so separated from everyone else.