lala 🎀

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yall… I crashed out… then got kicked out ☹️

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FOUND 35 CALORIE BREAD AT THE STORE ?? Like big pieces too 😭

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I’ve lost almost 10lbs since I started restricting better again 🎀🎀🎀 yay just need to lose like 500 more and I’ll be back at my lw

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went to the store with my mom to get some treats for a spooky party I’m having on Saturday, I grabbed something and my mom said that I’m gonna have to go to the gym :( I told her “that was a really mean thing to say to your anorexic daughter” and then I just started crying and she hugged me and apologized but I tried to walk away and I just went a hid by a display corner and cried and asked her why she would say that to me

Let me remind you barely over a year ago I was in the hospital for a month after almost having a heart attack at 16 due to the affects starving had on my body 🙁 you checked me into an eating disorder residential and now you’re saying g this shit to me cool cool cool I’m gonna get worse than I ever have now

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Supermodels rarely eat, have insane personal hygiene, workout multiple times a day, put hours in their looks and much more.

And you think you will look just like them if you lose a few pounds by skipping dinner?

Girl you don't even brush your teeth.

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💭🦇

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had 909cals today which was slightly more than I anticipated but I got home and got stoned and ate a cupcake with my dinner 🙁

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my boyfriend is so special to me, he’s everything I could have ever dreamed for. Not only is he SO HOT!! Like seriously tall dark & handsome with an accent and tattoos and piercings and masculine and 5years older than me😵‍💫

He’s so sweet to me, he protects me, he disciplines me and keeps me in check… opens all my doors and lets me sleep on the side of the bed with the fan, he loves all of my little art and crafts projects I make for him while he’s at work and he encourages me to do better for myself

He’s such a hard working person and he’s very serious about achieving his goals and I admire him so much I can’t wait to be with him for the rest of our lives and for us to have everything we’ve always wanted and to prove to everyone that we’re amazing together ⭐️

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I’ve lost 7lbs in 6 days 🎀

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630 cals today 🎀

I had yogurt w granola , and then I just came home and had pasta 420cals for dinner!

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I fasted around 30 hours and broke it with 500 🎀 that’s my total for today but I’m thinking about having a bit of my brothers treats he’s bringing home from work and smoking with him 😭

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do it for younger you who always wanted to be the pretty popular person who everyone loved 🎀 BUT U NEVER WERE FATASS NOT UNTIL U LOCK IN LOCK IN NIGHTMARE NIGHTMARE NIGHTMARE NIGHTMARE NIGHTMARE

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good evening edtmblr ^_^ slightly strange thinspo 4 u

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its so annoying getting back underweight :( I’ve already done this bro!! And I can’t end up in the hospital and res this time and I have to get thinner than before

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maybe I won’t weigh myself until Halloween and see how much weight I can lose to look cute in my costume 😭

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about 600 cals today 🧠

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hi everyone no updates still fat just wanted to say hi