The Idealist

A white feather that falls from the sky A black feather that rises from below A Touya blog affiliated with Colorful Circle!

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sunbeamprince:

Hearing the other young man tell him to wait up, he slowed his pace and looked up from the phone. “Hm?”  The brunette soon caught up and apologized.  “Ah you don’t have to make it up to me. It’s no big deal.” It was literally only a quarter it’s not like it was a ton of money. Seeing the phone the other was holding, and hearing about exchanging information, Sun thought for a moment. “Yeah okay, hang on I think I got a card or something.”  He dug through his pockets and pulled out a small, shiny card case. Taking out one of the clearly homemade business cards he handed it to the other boy.  The card was printed on some really nice card stock and featured a design of the sun on one side, on the back it contained his social media usernames, but no phone number.  “oh wait, hang on.” He took back the card and scrawled his mobile number on it real quick. “Just send me a text with your name. Ok?”

While Touya still had the card in his hand, he took the moment to flip it over to try and find a number. 

Wait, that username was familiar-- he stared at Sun for a long second. He didn’t even realized the card was snagged out of his hand, as he was too much in thought to try and put two and two together.

“Wait! I follow you! Your blog has all sorts of cute-- I mean cool stuff!” well shoot, he didn’t mean to say cute, the term just slipped out. The blog was rather aesthetically cute, though, or at least in Touya’s eyes. His finger was pointed at Sun, a surprised expression on his face. Remembering that he should probably add his number, he went ahead and pulled out his phone.

“Picture. I want a picture. You’re good at that, right?” he switched his phone to the camera selfie setting, and handed it to Sun while he made sure to put the business cards safely in his pocket.

“I mean, one of us together. Is that okay?” it’s not like he was forcing him to do it or anything, but he was pretty darn eager to get it.

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There was a pokemon that Touya was keeping his eye on for a while. It wasn’t from his region, and he was eager to find out what kind it was. There were many pokemon that weren’t native to Unova that lurked about, but something about this one was different.

He kept hidden in the grass the best he could, his old pokedex at his side and ready to scan to see what it is. But the moment he was about to creep closer to the rustling patch of grass, the pokemon hopped away and disappeared from his sight.

“Aghh… this is so hard, and I haven’t done this in a while—huh?” he saw someone else nearby. Were they seeking the same pokemon he was trying to find? He didn’t want them to get it first, but maybe if they paired together they’d find it faster. Carefully, he walked on over to them and tapped them from behind.

“I dunno what you’re up to, but mind helping me out? I’m not asking for a pokemon battle, or anything.”

@101darmanitans

[sentatakai-blog]

I changed my theme!!

I feel so much better about it. And I’m slowly updating his blog.

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sunbeamprince:

If the dude didn’t want the drink then why did he throw a mini tantrum? Weird but whatever. 

Sun shrugged and took a sip from the can. This guy was really weird. First he yells at him, but now he’s offering up his vending machine change?  “Nah, don’t worry about it. Here.” He set the can down and dug through his wallet for a quarter. He put the coin in the machine, and then put the wallet away before grabbing his beverage again. “Now you can get something.” He smiled a bright and friendly smile to hide how weird and awkward this situation really was and then took out his phone. (which probably came across as rude but like the phone is his life.)  On the screen were a bunch of notifications for messages and reminders. Maybe taking the phone out was a bad idea because now he was reminded of all the stuff he was putting off. “Next time you’re short on change, maybe just ask someone instead of yelling at them about buying a drink? You’ll make more friends with kindness or something instead of loud eruptions.” With that he began to walk down the hall again, looking at his phone and dismissing the notifications. 

How thoughtful. This guy seemed better at dealing with the situation than he was. Touya’s face turned into relief when the quarter went into the machine properly, and he tapped the drink that he wanted. There was nothing better than a cold can of carbonated caffeine. 

He propped it open and started to take a sip, but he stopped when the other spoke up. What was he talking about? Was he really being that loud as he said he was?

“Wait up.” Touya hollered, quickly taking a few more gulps of his drink before running and catching up to the phone boy.

“It slipped out unexpectedly, my bad. Sorry if you’re that upset over it. I’ll make it up to you sometime.” He pulled out his phone and waved it to make sure the other was actually paying attention to him.

“Want to exchange numbers? Or uh, a blog, whatever’s most comfortable to you. I’m not always loud. I swear.” He really wasn’t, honestly, but today had been an off day and Sun happened to be there at the nick of time.

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sunbeamprince:

After a long day, there’s nothing quite like a cold drink to revitalize the spirit.  That’s why vending machines were honestly a god send.  The blonde put a few coins into the machine and made a selection - last one! SCORE!  Happy about his luck, Sun began to walk away from the vending machine, opening the can of iced tea. As he left the scene he passed by a rather unhappy looking brunette who seemed to be muttering something disappointed. It was probably not important.  As he got a bit farther down the hall he could hear the other boy raising his voice at him. Curious, Sun stopped walking and turned around. “Huh? Ya mean this?” He pointed to the can in his hand. “How exactly is it my fault that you didn’t have enough change for a different drink?” Was this guy seriously blaming him for something like that? Geez. It wasn’t his fault that this random guy was having shitty luck. Don’t blame the innocent for your own short comings. Hearing the apology, Sun sighed and approached the other boy. “Look, if you want it that badly, then here.” He handed the open can to the brunette and then with his free hand reached into his pants pocket to grab his wallet. He could always buy another drink - it wasn’t like some major ordeal. 

Touya stopped his gesture, and stared at the other in confusion. He did not expect the drink to be handed back to him. He looked the open can over, but he shook his head and waved his hands. He declined the offer.

“I-I’ll live. Thanks anyway.” How embarrassing, do I look that desperate? He thought while he glanced away. Perhaps he should make it up to the boy somehow. An apology didn’t feel like enough, for some reason.

“I already put my change in the machine, but you can use it. I’m a quarter short.” That should be acceptable. He smiled, an attempt to hide his desperation that was previously on his face.

[sentatakai-blog]

Strange Things

"These walls can talk."

"We need to breathe, eat, drink and expel waste. Everything else is optional."

"The past is present and the present is in the past."

"Weren't you just over there?"

"The government is controlling everything."

"I've seen a lot of odd things."

"Doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results... do you know what that's called?"

"What did you do?"

"Do you have a twin?"

"The eyes on that painting are following me."

"You have pointed teeth..."

"They are the devil."

"I can feel you slipping away from me."

"Everything you know is a lie."

"Shadows are moving."

"Black is white, up is down and pain is pleasure."

"Light is your friend."

"Something is wrong..."

"What are you doing?"

"Beware the crows that cry at dawn."

"Come with me."

"Do you want to see the world?"

"The trees are humming."

"Have to ever talked to the dead? Once they get going they don't shut up."

"Run. I'll take care of this."

"What is this world all about?"

"Silence is deafening."

"Many worlds exist within our own."

[shittyrpmemes]

text post sentence starters  /  original version here

“bro, you look so cute right now. dude, you are so fucking adorable.”

“wanna watch this murder documentary with me?”

“i may act like i’m sassy but if you’re mean to me there’s a 900% chance i’ll cry.”

“i may act like I’m clueless but actually know what’s going on at al times.”

“attention: i need attention.”

“i don’t have a nervous system. i’m a nervous system.”

“drugs? no thanks, the only ‘high’ i need is the natural rush you get from commiting a murder.”

“i think i’m subconsciously trying to ruin my own life.”

“why fall in love when you can fall on the floor and never get up?”

“i try not to sound like an asshole but it’s really hard because i am an asshole.”

“i don’t want to look 'pretty’, i want to look otherwordly and vaguely threatening.”

“i’m the nicest, sweetest, most rage-filled person i know.”

“girls are so soft and amazing and nice and beautiful and mysterious and complex and loving and caring. i don’t remember what i was going to say but i’m just gay.“

"i’d love to relax but that’s just not realistic.”

“contrary to popular belief i’m actually soft and have feelings.”

“this could be less hetero.”

“to be honest i just need a hug.”

“why can’t I be mentally chill instead of mentally ill?”

“this is it, this is how i die: lack of attention.”

“are we just friends or is this flirting serious?”

“i have this problem where i isolate myself from civilization and then get upset because i’m lonely.”

“i may be ugly but at least i have an ugly personality too. consistency is key.”

“i don’t wanna get involved in drama i just wanna know 103% of the information on what happened.”

“i am bysexual as in i’m not interested, goodbye.”

“i could win an olympic gold medal in being ignored.”

“fill your heart with bees. if someone breaks your heart then they have to deal with the bees.”

“i’m so tired of not being a multimillionaire.”

“i panic a lot of other places besides the disco.”

“which layer of hell do you think you’re going to?”

“my kink is being right.”

“my kink is being home alone.”

“you’re really sensitive for a selfish asshole.”

“i can tell myself to be heartless but in all reality, i have a big heart and can’t treat people badly, that’s just not me.”

“what about netflix and kill?”

“no offense but why does everyone hate me?”

“i’m a strong independent introvert who don’t need no social life.”

“why do i get struggles instead of snuggles?”

“if a conversation goes on too long without being about me, i’m out.”

“i’m small, queer and something to fear.”

“all this sadness is bad for my skin.”

“i’m cute and perfect but also unstable, violent and self-destructive”

“i’m beautiful and underappreciated.”

“she’s beauty, she’s grace, she’s me.”

“sorry for being awesome, loser.”

“is 'no’ an emotion? because i’m feeling it.”

[ineedtherpmesmes]

First Meeting / Icebreakers

“Hi, I’m ______.”

“Oh fuck! Are you okay?”

“Crap! Sorry about that! Wasn’t looking where I was going. Here, I’ll get you a new jacket…”

“Need a ride?”

“How are you?”

“Seems like we’re gonna be stuck on this train for an extra three hours.”

“What’s your name?”

“Thank you.”

“You just saved my life!”

“Move the fuck out of my way.”

“Watch where you’re going!”

“Asshole.”

“Would you like anything?”

“You’re gorgeous.”

“Do I know you?”

“Uh, that’s my spot.”

“Oh, God, sorry! Let me buy you a new one.”

“Is that your dog? He is so CUTE!”

“Here, take my seat. You look tired.”

“Checking in?”

“Can I sit here?”

“May I buy you a drink?”

“I can spot you, if you want.”

“How’d you even get stuck in a locker, anyway?”

“Can you turn it down?! Some of us are trying to sleep!”

“Hi, I’m your new roommate.”

“I think I found your dog. Is he yours?”

“You look cold, take my jacket.”

“Hey, I think the mailman gave me your mail by mistake? [Name], right?”

“You’ve had a guy/girl over every night this week! And you’re really loud! You know how I know? I know because I live below you!”

“So, your kid apparently punched my kid in the face.”

“Bride or groom?”

“Can you switch seats with me? I can’t see!”

“Okay, look, if you’re gonna be airsick, aim the other way.”

“[Sir/Ma'am], if you don’t stop being rude to me, I’m going to give you decaf.”

“Don’t drink that! I saw some guy slip something in there.”

“Hey, is he bothering you?”

“Don’t give up your day job.”

“…Dude, your fly’s down.”

“I think you have the wrong number.”

“I’m [muse’s child]’s teacher.”

“[Muse’s child/younger sibling] was in my yard again!”

“Get out of here! This is my hiding spot!”

“YOUR STUPID MUTT RIPPED UP MY YARD AGAIN!”

“SHUT UP. And learn to stay on key.”

“Good Evening/Afternoon/Morning/Day/Night.”

“Watch where you’re going!”

“Is this seat taken?”

“Here you dropped this.”

“You remind me of someone.”

“Will you be taking this?”

“May I take your order?”

“How are you?”

“You look familiar, have we met before?”

“Be careful next time.”

“Hey, could you help me?”

“Help me!”

“I’m so sorry!”

“Are you alright?!”

“I know we’ve never met, but I think you’re beautiful.”

“I think I may have seen you before…”

“Hey! Watch it!”

“Oh my god are you okay?”

“Have we met…?”

“Were you at that one party?”

“Remember me?”

“I know you don’t know me but I love your shirt.”

“Quick, pretend to look like you’re talking to me.”

“Hey, is that your dog?”

“Service takes forever here.”

“Don’t mean to sound cliche, but do you come here often?”

“I wouldn’t sit there if I were you.”

“This is gonna be a long plane ride.”

“Can you turn that music down?”

“People are trying to sleep!”

“I’m your new neighbour.”

“Is that who I think it is?”

“Be quiet!”

“Is that your son/daughter?”

“I’ve read about you.“ 

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@sunbeamprince ;;

Touya watched as one of his favorite drinks were now in another person’s hands, forever lost. He wanted that drink badly, but by the time he got to the vending machine, someone had already snagged it from him! He could not believe how terrible his luck is right now, for that drink was the last one in the vending machine. Something else would have to suffice.

He walked past the person that held the drink in hand, eyes sharp as daggers as he did so (though he did try to act casual).

“I wanted that one…” he mumbled aloud in disappoint, and started to dig for his change in his wallet. When he got the right amount, he started to put in money one by one. It started to go smoothly, but he found out that he was one quarter short.

“Ahh—no way…! Hey!” he more than likely looked childish to the public right now as he hit the machine, but he didn’t care. He looked over at the boy who was still nearby for some reason, and pointed at him.

“It’s ‘cause you took the cheapest drink in there…!” he declared loud and clear, although that wasn’t his intention. When he realized he did it, it was already too late. He rubbed the back of his head in an apologetic matter, and took this moment to calm down.

“Sorry. That’s not what I meant.” Smooth move, Touya. Some soon-to-be college student you were.