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[peonieslibrary]

welcome to my atz library! below are some of my favorite writings i've read so far!

⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧ - my personal review

ateez -

multiple members

ateez as antiques by @imnayeonjaem | ⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧

seonghwa

✩ What Used To Be (Not What Is Now) by @blossom-hwa | ⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧

✩ Blinding Pavlov. by @seohwang | ⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧

✩ insomnia by @mars101 | ⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧

✩ iced oat latte, extra shot by @/imnayeonjaem | ⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧

✩ sunshine by @xuchiya | ⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧

✩ home by @sweetiesicheng | ⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧

✩ you don't have to pretend by @fixingtheon | ⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧

✩ Date Night Duel by @zeroseuniverse | ⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧

✩ lego house by @jinkoh | ⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧

✩ with you by @hwaightme | ⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧

hongjoong

✩ last hope by @star-eyed-devils | ⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧

yunho

yeosang

san

✩ [00:35] by @from-izzy | ⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧

mingi

wooyoung

jongho

[cosmicalily]

ʚɞ @cosmicalily's 𝒇𝒊𝒄 𝒓𝒆𝒄𝒔 (and reviews) ʚɞ ♡ every author was initially a reader! ʚɞ

hi my loves! since i'm going on an indefinite break for exams, i thought i'd comprise a list of my fic recs (which i'll continously update like a little archive for me to keep track of my fav reads!) for all of you to have a look at while i'm not posting <3 these are NOT organised (but are labelled) by group, just by fic type!

ʚɞ series (both written and smau):

nct: haechan ★ r/ubereats by @ayukas - i binge read this with @hyunjiiza and it was genuinely one of the funniest and cutest smaus i've read on this app! as a foodie and haechan girl this was a 10/10 for me nct dream: ot7 ★ best friend down bad series by @hyuckiestarz - so so silly, i love mutual pining skz: ot8 ★ skz cafe texts by @starrgaziinggg - i love this series so much, one of the first smaus i properly read hehe

ʚɞ smaus:

nct: haechan ★ twink chronicles by @susicheng - it's everything the title says and more. also prime gigglebait! nct: haechan ★ bf texts by @gooner127 - this is accurate im his gf btw nct: haechan ★ desperate ex texts by @ayukas - these actually make me piss myself help nct 127: jaehyun ★ bf texts by @gooner127 - i read this like a wife awaiting her husband's return from war (which is basically what it's about) nct 127: jaehyun ★ best friend's brother by @nctiyz - this is also super sweet and wholesome! i love and miss you jaehyun come home nct dream: jaemin ★ 1800 hot-n-fun by @strrykais - i weally weally wiked this one...thanks papa kai skz: seungmin ★ r/relationship advice by @strrykais - i lowk piss myself every time i read this one so just warning you its the smau of instant urination...insane gigglebait skz: ot8 ★ babe? by @hyunjiiza - my twin is so funny and NEVER misses, go read all of her smaus now! skz: seungmin ★ bf! seungmin dump by @skzr4cha - i'm super picky with seungmin characterisation (bc its often done really badly) and this is perfection! &team: maki ★ but ain't it love? by @nicholasluvbot - i love you makitakiyumafuma

ʚɞ fics:

nct: haechan ★ us by @hazyhae - lowk just a sucker for this kind of stuff in general! i also loved indica dreams (the storyline is so sweet) but there is a smut scene and since i'm a sfw blog i won't be linking it here, you can find it on her masterlist though! nct: haechan ★ i ♡ my girlfriend by @mejaemin - he's so stupid and silly i love him nct: haechan ★ beyond pretty by @ayukas - this actually made me chuckle so hard i love stupid silly chalant haechan yes yearn for me boy! nct: haechan ★ talk by @peterm4rker - this REALLY made me feel something and i come back to read it again whenever i start to feel not real lmao nct: haechan ★ stick with you by @haechnnie - i like to read this during my bimonthly 'i want a boyfriend' phase when i'm not viciously irritated by men #pmddsurvivor nct: haechan ★ falling in love with haechan by @ooshu - grrrrr meow piwon: jongseob ★ jasmine by @kisseobie - this was like, my introductory fic to piwon fanfics and i was genuinely floored. i haven't found a p1harmony fic that's made me feel like this since ateez: mingi ★ what's your is mine by @jhyunology - i think it was day 2 of my period when i discovered this and i bawled for an hour straight (in the best way possible!) ateez: ot8 ★ herbal tea & warm blankets by @seohwang - i love any kind of period care/period affection posts as a girlie with dysmenorrhea, pmdd and cysts and this hits the spot! skz: changbin ★ we'll never have sex by @soobnny - discovered this fic early in the year and oh my god, nothing has ever resonated with me this much or made me feel so understood :( i genuinely ended up dming the author to let her know just how much this meant to me as a girl with a very complex relationship with sex (this is sfw btw!) skz: seungmin ★ yellow sticker by @soobnny - this is genuinely just so cute!! highly recommend reading the first part of this twoshot too but this is also a very cute standalone! &team: nicholas ★ dusk till dawn by @ujuinluv - super wholesome!

[seohwang]

Update

So, this blog has been pretty quiet for a while, but don't worry, I'm not leaving it in the slightest!! I just have a huge series planned out that I'm slowly working on, but I want to release it only once it's all finished. Maybe I'll post a thing or two on here until then, but otherwise I'm a lot more active on my nsfw blog @kp-alice and my very personal, darker blog @jjbalice

[seohwang]

Hi, if anyone's sent me an ask today, please resend it! I got the notification for it, but it seems Tumblr ate it before I could get to it :(

[missmaniac25]

Choi Jongho - Unprofessional

Therapist!Choi Jongho x gn!reader A little bit of hurt, a lottle of unethical behaviour (please do not fall in love with your therapist or vice versa) Word count: 2.5K Warning for reader being insecure, and unprofessional behaviour on Jongho's side

~ “First time here?” The receptionist asked, smiling kindly.

“Um, yes,” you answered as you squeezed your hands together. “Did everything come through from my previous therapist?”

She nodded before telling you to have a seat and that your slot would start soon.

Changing to a new therapist was stressful. Your previous mental health coach had suddenly up and left to go be with their partner in a different city. So reluctantly, you’d started the search and through a friend of a friend, you’d ended up here.

The second hand on the clock ticked slowly. As per usual, you’d arrived early and now had to play the waiting game, trying to sync your breathing with every five ticks of the clock. It kept you busy. So busy in fact that you didn’t even notice the door opening. It was only when you heard someone call your name that you became aware of how much time had passed.

It was time for your therapy session.

Dr Choi Jongho looked exceedingly comfortable in his cream-coloured cardigan and black slacks. A very clean pair of glasses sat on his noise, drawing your attention to his beautiful eyes.

“So, what brings you here today?” He asked, settling himself into his seat.

“Well, I’m sure you’ve seen what my previous therapist sent you.”

You tried your hardest to relax. Dr Choi seemed kind and open, but the new environment was still a tad bit unsettling.

“Yes, I did.” He replied and smiled, the happiness reaching his eyes. “But why today?”

“Honestly the worst of my problems are behind me,” you tell him. “But sometimes I still need help keeping my thoughts in order.”

Dr Choi nodded and scribbled something in his notepad.

“Tell me all about it.”

You left feeling far better than when you’d arrived, even feeling brave enough to give Dr Choi a little salute before heading off, which seemed to amuse him. Maybe this could work out after all.

~

3 months with Dr Choi

“To be perfectly honest with you, I think that you’re making a mountain out of a molehill.”

Dr Choi seemed particularly done with you today. Three months since starting sessions with him, he’d gotten to understand you pretty well. And vice versa.

“But this is a big deal!” You pressed on, scooting closer to the edge of the couch the more worked up you got. “Going on a first date is a big deal!”

Dr Choi looked you up and down before sighing and leaning back in his chair.

“Fine, I’ll bite,” he mused. “Why is it such a big deal?”

“First impressions!” You jumped up off of your seat and started pacing. “Having to expose yourself to a complete stranger.”

The faint scribble of a pen on paper could be heard as you ranted.

“Like, there’s so much that could go wrong!” You continued. “Besides, I’m not dating material. I’m literally only going cause my friend set it up and I don’t want to let her down. Besides all that, what even do I have to offer someone romantically? He won’t even like me!”

“Why not?”

Dr Choi’s words made you stop as you stepped. He wore a strange look on his face; something between confusion and… regret?

“Why not what?” You asked back, still not moving.

He was slower to answer this time.

“Why would he not like you?”

There was a long stretch of quiet before you plopped back down where you had been seated before. Dr Choi kept an eye on you the entire time.

“Maybe…”

“Maybe?” He pressed gently.

“Maybe I’m just insecure,” you confessed. “Maybe… maybe I’m just saying that because I’m nervous and looking for any excuse not to go. Or for it not to work out.”

You heart thumped heavily in your chest. The beginning of a tear threatened to form in your eye but you blinked it away.

“Good,” Dr Choi said, a small smirk appearing on his lips.

“Good?” you queried.

“Good.” He reaffirmed. “But I’m afraid that’s our time for today.”

Quickly you glanced at the clock, seeing that he was right. You gathered your belongings and made for the door, thanking him like you always did.

“See you next time.” You gave a little salute, as had become tradition.

“Goodbye.” Dr Choi saluted back, his face blank. “Good luck with your date.”

It wasn’t until later that you thought about how stiff his goodbye had been.

‘Probably reading into it too much,’ you told yourself. ‘He’s probably exhausted, hearing my nonsense once a week’

That had to be it.

~

7 months with Dr Choi

The pitter patter of rain on the roof had you mesmerized. It was like a spell being cast, keeping you from thinking of anything else. Just the sound. Pitter, patter.

“Are you still with me?”

Dr Choi’s voice finally got through to you.

“Sorry.”

“Theres no need to apologise,” he answered, that soft smile that you’d gotten used to on his face.

It was a smile that never quite reached his eyes. Like it was just something he had to do rather than a genuine reaction.

It had started to bother you once you had noticed it, how closed off he’d become. How he’d stopped saluting back when you left his office every week.

“There you go again.” Dr choi adjusted his grip on the pen he was holding. “Tell me what you’re thinking. That’s why you’re here.”

The debate of what to do held you back for a second but Dr Choi called your name, forcing you to decide.

“You’ve changed,” you stated.

His eyebrows raised in intrigue.

“Oh?”

“Yes. For a while now, you’ve been acting differently.” You continued fulling facing him, “You used to be… friendlier.”

The two of you watched each other as though it were a stalemate; who was going to draw first?

“You noticed that?” Dr Choi finally said, voice quieter than usual.

“It was intentional?” There was a pang of hurt in your heart.

You really liked Dr Choi, as your therapist and as a person; to hear that he was purposefully acting differently towards you…

Dr Choi clearly could see how upset you’d become and tried to explain.

“No! No. Yes.” He stuttered. “I am behaving differently but it’s because…”

He shut his eyes, seemingly starting his own internal argument.

The air felt tense all of a sudden. The rhythm of the rain barely keeping you tethered to reality.

Were you really having a fight with your therapist?

“I think… I think I should go.” You stood up; Dr Choi finally looking at you again.

He said nothing as you made your way to the door, said nothing as you did your usual salute goodbye, and nothing as you shut the door and walked away.

~

It was only a day later when your phone rang. Hesitantly, you picked up, saying your name after greeting whoever was on the other side.

It wasn’t a voice you were expecting.

“Hi, it’s um… It’s Dr Choi Jongho.”

Everything froze. You didn’t move a muscle.

“Um, are you able to come in for ten minutes today?” He continued, voice sounding uneven. “I’d like to explain my behaviour yesterday. It was extremely unprofessional.”

“I still have work…” You began.

“You can come later,” Dr Choi interjected. “After hours. Free of charge.”

The majority of your brain wanted to say no. To say ‘forget everything’ and go back to normal. But there was that small part of you that was curious; that needed to know.

“Ok, I’ll be there.”

The receptionist had already gone home by the time you arrived and the door to Dr Choi’s room was already open. Cautiously, you knocked.

“Come in.”

With a deep breath, you went inside.

Dr Choi was putting away his notebook and pen into a drawer. He’d taken off his glasses and rolled his sleeves up.

“You can sit down,” he offered, watching as you shifted from foot to foot.

“Dr Choi…”

“Jongho.”

You swallowed nothing before he spoke again.

“Sorry.” He rubbed his hands along the legs of his pants. “That came out rather harshly.”

“You’re always telling me not to say ‘sorry’ but, seems like you do it too.”

Jongho smiled. And for the first time in a long time, it seemed to be genuine.

“Do as I say and not as I do,” he quipped back.

You tried to smile at him but something between you two still felt off.

“I suppose I should explain myself.” Jongho moved to stand in front of you.

“I’d appreciate that,” you said.

“I want to start by apologising again for my behaviour,” he said, looking at you earnestly. “It was unprofessional but more than that, it was rude.’

After a nod of acknowledgement from you, he continued.

“It also pains me to tell you that I can no longer be your therapist.”

“Why not!?”

The words flew from your mouth before you could stop yourself. “I forgive you for your weird behaviour today if that’s the problem!”

“No, no.” Jongho placed his hands on your arms. It was firm but still caring. “No, it’s something else. Something more than just that.”

In that moment, you were aware that this was the closest you’d ever physically been to each other. You could see the depth of his brown eyes, the freckle on his neck.

“I can’t be your therapist anymore because I’ve developed feelings for you.”

Out of all the possible things he could’ve said, that had not been at the top of your list. All you could manage was a quiet ‘oh’.

“I, uh.” He stepped back but the place where his hands had been still felt warm. “I tried to ignore my feelings. I had hoped that they wouldn’t get stronger but clearly in trying to ignore them, I’ve changed how I act towards you and… and I didn’t do a very good job of not letting it show.”

He glanced away for a second.

“And obviously I couldn’t stop those feelings from growing. And the more they grew, the worse I became.”

Jongho looked back at you, a shimmer of sadness in his eyes.

“So, that’s why you can’t be my therapist anymore,” you said, still trying to grasp this situation.

“Yes.” Jongho nodded. “But I have some people I can recommend you could go to, if you’d like their information.”

“Honestly.” You took a small step back. “I might need a break from therapists for a bit.”

The two of you stood in silence, neither of you sure what should happen next. You looked around, searching for guidance only to end up looking at Jongho again.

“I don’t want to take up anymore of your time.” He spoke up. “If you want those names, you can let my know.”

“I’ll think about it.”

With difficulty, you turned for the door, feeling your limbs fill with a heaviness. For old time’s sake, you looked back and lifted two fingers to your head. With a bittersweet look, Jongho saluted back.

You left for the last time.

~

One month without Dr Choi

Quiet. Nothing but quiet.

You’d thought about that day often especially in moments like these, when it was just you and your mind.

Quiet.

‘This is a bad idea,’ you told yourself as you picked up your phone and typed a message.

‘Hello Dr Choi, I was wondering if I could please get the names of the therapists you recommended. Sorry for the inconvenience.’

You sent it before you could change your mind. It was almost the end of the working day but contacting him after hours would’ve felt stranger.

Ping.

‘You don’t need to apologize, it’s no trouble at all.’

The next message is a list of names and numbers; some of them you recognised from your previous search before you had found…

‘Thank you.’ You sent back and before the confidence could wear off you added:

‘Are you ok?’

Theres a long stretch of nothing and you assumed that he had decided to ignore you. You’re about to get up and move on when…

‘Normally I’m the one asking that question. Its strange to be on the receiving end of it.’

Ping. Another message.

‘I’m alright. Thank you for asking.’

You answer with just ‘glad to hear it’ before you put the phone aside and found something to do that wasn’t over thinking.

~

6 months without Dr Choi

Hearing someone call your name while you are grocery shopping is always a little bit scary. Turning around to see your ex-therapist is even scarier.

“Oh, hi,” you manage to say as you stood with your shopping basket in one hand and a box of brownie mix in the other. “Dr Choi.”

“Just Jongho is fine. You’re no longer my patient.” He gave you a smile. That fake smile that ended at the corners of his lips.

“Right, sorry,” you said before internally groaning. If you had still been his patient, he would’ve scolded you for that.

“It’s been a few months now,” Jongho said. “Are you seeing anyone?”

Your heart skipped a beat and he realised what he had said and his eyes went wide.

“Oh, no!” He quickly tried to correct himself. ‘No, not like that! I meant professionally, not…”

Jongho took a deep breath and closed his eyes before muttering quietly to himself.

“Why does that only happen with you?”

You waited until he had had his moment, speaking once his eyes were open again.

“It’s ok.” You tried to give him a reassuring look. “I know what you meant to say.”

Letting the brownie mix fall into your basket, you continued.

“Professionally, yes.” You told him. “I’ve been going to Dr Park. He’s good just a little up tight.”

Jongho nodded as you spoke.

“Personally, no. I’ve, uh, I’ve been building up the courage to talk to someone again.”

You watched as he shifted his weight on his feet. He seemed uneasy.

“Oh, well, that’s good.” Jongho offered his two cents. “I hope that you find enough courage to follow through with it.”

It was now or never.

“Jongho,” you said, moving a little closer. “Are you seeing anyone?”

“Personally, or professionally?” He asked, eyebrows furrowed.

“Personally.”

His reply was a quick ‘no’ and a shake of the head.

“I, um.” Your heart pounded; like it was going to jump right out of your chest. “I don’t know if you still feel the same way about me as before or if this is even ethical but…”

“Yes?” Jongho gently pressed.

“Would you like to maybe have a coffee with me? At some point?”

A spark ignited in Jongho’s eyes and you could see his cheeks flush pink.

“Yes.” He finally smiled fully. “I’d love to have coffee with you.”

“Great!” You slowly started to shuffle around him. “I’ll send you a text.”

“I’ll be waiting.”

With one final nod, you turned your back and started to walk away.

“Hey!” Jongho called out.

When you looked at him, he had two fingers up to his forehead.

You couldn’t help but laugh a little as you did the same, giving the mock salute back.

“See you.”

“Yeah.” You smiled. “See you soon, Dr Choi.”

[seohwang]

XXXX.

First kisses with Ateez - Jongho ver.

Genre: fluff

Word count: 755

Warnings: none, Jongho is just too smooth for his own good, that's all

A/N: While working on my other bigger projects, I've decided to post another member's part of my First kisses with Ateez reaction series!! This time, the member of choice is Jongho, as I've been especially focused on him lately. Hope you enjoy and see you again soon! ♥

A/N 2: Btw, this is part of a small event I did on both this blog and my other, more nsfw one, @kp-alice! Go check it out if you're interested in some fun sub!yeosang smut ♥

Now, I think Jongho is a simple man

Not in a bad way, of course not!!

He just likes to take things at a slow, comfortable pace, especially when it comes to relationships

So he would definitely be one of the less nervous members when it came to your first kiss

He wouldn’t worry about it much, deciding that he’d stress about it when it actually happened

And in the meantime, he'd want to get to know you as much as possible, resulting in many relaxed, quiet dates where the two of you would get to hang out and talk, or even just vibe silently in the other’s presence

Whether it would be at a park, at home, or at some cute and cozy café - much like right now

You were just planning on taking a short walk around, wanting to enjoy the unexpectedly pleasant weather today

But then you saw this cool hand-made artisan shop, and this beautiful public art display, and-

Before you knew it, you strayed way off your original starting point, walking through unknown streets and exploring your new surroundings

Had it been just you walking around, you would have been a bit worried by now, pulling out your phone to try and find your way back

But with Jongho, you knew you had nothing to be concerned about

He just held your hand and pulled you along, a small smile never leaving his lips as he did so

And really, this did help you relax and allow yourself to roam freely

Until you noticed the sullen, grey sky looming above you, warning the two of you that the weather wouldn’t be staying nice for much longer

You told Jongho right away, making him reluctantly agree with you to call it a day just to be safe

But not even a few minutes later, rain started falling from the sky, growing in intensity with every street you passed

This alone would have been doable, but once the freezing wind picked up as well, you were starting to question your life decisions

Noticing your wet shirt, Jongho offered you his jacket to warm yourself up, but you quickly refused, not wanting him to get sick

But Jongho obviously didn’t want that for you either

And so, after a second failed attempt at convincing you to just take the jacket because he’d rather catch a cold himself than have you suffer, he thought of a different plan

Before you knew it, you were being pulled into the nearest café, a small bell chiming above your head as you entered

You tried to protest, but Jongho just gently shushed you, tugging you with him to a cozy table tucked in a far-away corner

There, he helped you get seated before taking off his jacket and sitting down next to you

“Jongho, we really don’t have to stay here, we’re not that far from-” “Of course we’re staying. I’m freezing cold and I was wearing more layers than you. No way I'm letting you out there before the rain stops,” he quickly retorted before reaching for the menu on the table

“But,” you tried again, nervously biting on your lip as you continued, “I didn’t even bring any money, I didn’t expect us to order anything today…”

You couldn’t help but feel embarrassed, silently scolding yourself for leaving your purse at home

The entire day was going great, but now you were going to ruin it with a small, stupid mistake

You wanted to apologize, to try and maybe save this situation somehow, but then…

???

Before you could say anything, you felt Jongho’s lips on yours, effectively shutting you up

Instinctively, you closed your eyes, resting a hand on his thigh for support as you leaned in for more

Shortly after, Jongho pulled away, tucking a stray strand of hair behind your ear

“And who said I’d let you pay?” He retorted with a smile, lowering his hand to cup your cheek, “I chose to bring us here so it’s my treat. All you need to do is warm yourself back up and stop worrying.”

And with that (and a light blush blooming on his face), he turned back to the menu, skimming the drinks to find something for the two of you while you still sat there, shocked

Needless to say, thanks to Jongho, you did feel a lot warmer already.

Thank you so much for reading! And remember, feedback is always appreciated!! <3

[seohwang]

I love the bedroom mishaps too! I reread them many times and bc yeosang is my bias everytime I'm doing leg day at the gym I think about his and on the inside I look like this: 🫠🥰🤭 while on the outside I'm like: 😤😠🫡

Oh my god, thank you so much!! I don't know why, but the idea that someone gets reminded of my fics again even a while after reading them made me so happy, what a nice thing to say <33 I know the next thing I'm working on is still really far away, but I hope I can continue making you and everyone else happy like this again for as long as possible!!!

[seohwang]

Hey! I really like your writing and I especially liked the bedroom mishaps series, it’s so refreshing to read something more realistic.

I’ve been thinking about what Ateez would be like with an autistic partner, as an autistic person myself.

I feel like Hongjoong would be really aware of and intuitive about his partner’s sensory difficulties, and always have things handy to help, like headphones or sensory safe hoodie. Would enjoy seeing his partner listen to Ateez’s new tracks on repeat for days/weeks.

Both Hongjoong and Seonghwa would love listening to their partners ramble about their special interest/hyper fixation, as well as finding their stims super cute.

Seonghwa would be aware of the social and sensory limits of his partner, maybe even more so than his partner themselves. Would be very good with helping his partner through meltdowns/shutdowns.

Woosansang would just be very intuitive, understanding, really good and comforting and helping their partner through meltdowns/shutdowns as well. Woosan especially would be very openly/loudly supportive and trying to always encourage their partner. And also knowing when their partner is too overstimulated for physical touch, or they just need pressure hugs. Would also find their partner’s stims super cute.

Mingi would listen with his big puppy eyes when they’re rambling🥺 and would indulge with them with their special interests so enthusiastically

Yunho would ALWAYS have a massive grin on his face when they’re rambling. Massive encourager, always encouraging them to unmask and stim as much as they need.

Jongho would be quietly but acutely aware of his partner’s needs all the time, whether they’re overstimulated, or wanting to unmask but being too uncomfortable to do so. Always aiming to help them out silently but with devotion.

I just know they’d all be very understanding and caring. I’m wondering what you think of this? And what Ateez would be like? Anything you disagree with or would add? Feel free to add anything nsfw.

(Sorry it’s so long😅 this has been brewing for a while)

Feel free to ignore lol

Hi!! Thank you so much for the kind words, I'm really happy to hear you like my fics!! I love writing about the more real and awkward parts of relationships, so it's lovely to hear that my readers enjoy them as well!! ♥

(I didn't want to clutter the searches too much, so you can find my response to your headcanons under the cut! ♥)

Now, I'm not autistic myself (or, like, I might be somewhere on the spectrum, but I haven't gotten properly diagnosed or anything), so I don't really feel like I can confidently write much about the topic, BUT I really like the headcanons you have written! There's honestly nothing I disagree with since you picked up each member's personality pretty well in my opinion. Especially with Woosan, since they definitely seem like the types to proudly ramble about their s/o to everyone around them, lol. Oh and don't even get me started on Hongjoong, he absolutely feels like someone who'd carry around a bottomless bag full of the most random things like all moms do, lmao.

Also, I definitely agree that they'd all be very open and understanding!! I think that some of them would pick up on your habits and cues much faster than others (Hongjoong, Seonghwa, Jongho), while others might need more time to learn when to tone things down (San, Wooyoung), but they'd all be trying their best nonetheless.

As for nsfw headcanons, I think that most of the sfw headcanons would transition into the bedroom pretty much identically. They'd all make sure to ask for your limits and preferences (either beforehand like Yunho or in the moment like Yeosang) and would try their best to remember them whenever the time comes. The biggest obstacle, in my opinion, would be with San. He seems like someone who'd love a lot of eye contact during sex, and if that's something that makes you uncomfortable, he would have a harder time getting used to that. Other than that, I think that all the members would be very good at working around any troubles or needs you might have, as they're all very patient and loving anyways ♥ :)

(Lastly, I hope it's okay for me to publicly share your ask like this - if not, just tell me and I'll delete it!! Either way, thank you so much again for the lovely message and headcanons and take care!!!)

(Also, if you have a writing blog, please tell me the name!! I'd love to follow you, you have a nice way with words :) )

[seohwang]

Blinding Pavlov.

Seonghwa accidentally comparing you to his abusive ex for being too clingy

Genre:angst to fluff, comfort, gn!reader

Request: cold bf seongwa x clingy gf reader! […] one day he got irritated so he lashed out comparing his ex to her and the reader cries and distances herself […] angst to fluff pls thank you <3 (you can find the whole prompt here)

Word count: 6 840 (holy shit, how??)

Warnings:verbal fights, mentions of emotionally manipulative exes, crying (both sides)

A/N: Okay, I admit, I had to alter the prompt a little bit. I don’t really see Seonghwa as someone who would lash out at his partner, so I had to give him some stronger reason for it which then turned it into mainly you consoling him, lol. I also made the reader and Seonghwa’s ex gender-neutral to be more inclusive. Hope that’s alright and that you enjoy! <3

A/N 2: Also, I wrote a similar two-part reaction for Ateez before about the two of you arguing, so if you want to check that out as well, you can find it here. 

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[seohwang]

Bedroom mishaps. (Hyung line)

An Ateez reaction to getting into an embarrassing/awkward situation while intimate

Genre: fluff, smut (nothing too explicit, though)

Word count: 6 401

Warnings: mature themes (obviously), embarrassing moments and just awkwardness in general, lol

Dynamics: mostly sub!ateez-leaning or with no dynamics, except for mild dom!Seonghwa

A/N: So, this whole idea randomly came to me when I was reading @blu-joons​​‘s fic about Ateez getting a massage (which is why Yeosang’s scenario is kinda similar to theirs in the beginning, hope that’s okay!!) and my mind just kind of went on from there, haha. I’ve always loved reading fics about the more awkward/funny/weird parts of sex, so I’ve decided to write my own as well ♥ Hope you enjoy!

A/N 2: I’ve just posted the maknae version of this fic as well! You can find it here.

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[kp-alice]

Porcelain.

Dollification with sub!Wooyoung

Request: Okay, can I please request sub!mingi or wooyoung and Dollification? It’s just the idea of wrapping a feather boa around their neck, putting sparkles on their face. And then ruining them so their makeup smears is just, omg it’s so hot! 

Genre: smut, slight fluff at the end

Word count: 5 474

Warnings: doll roleplay (obviously), power dynamics (dom!reader / sub!Wooyoung), manhandling, the reader is a bit mean sometimes but Wooyoung likes it so it’s all good lol, feminization, use of toys, kinda cfnm I guess, only Wooyoung gets to cum btw, you’re just there to be mean lmao. but yeah, that’s about it

A/N: also, I’ve written a sort of? kind of? maybe? similar OT8 reaction to you buying sub!Ateez clothes to wear during sex, which you can find here!

A/N 2: also also, I kept the description of what you chose for Wooyoung pretty vague, since I didn’t want to force my specific taste onto everyone, hope that’s okay!

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[seohwang]

Okay, can I please request sub!mingi or wooyoung and Dollification?

It's just the idea of wrapping a feather boa around their neck, putting sparkles on their face.

And then ruining them so their makeup smears is just, omg it's so hot!

Okay, so this was SO overdue, I don't even think I can excuse this in any way at this point, lol. Just know that I'm really really sorry for taking so long with this, but please believe me when I say that I did genuinely have fun writing it, and I hope you have fun reading it as well!!

Also, I posted this on my other, more nsfw blog, since it turned out smuttier than I originally thought it would, hope that's okay! You can find the link to it right under the cut ♥

Porcelain.

Dollification with sub!Wooyoung x dom!reader

Read here on my other blog! <3

[seohwang]

Blinding Pavlov.

Seonghwa accidentally comparing you to his abusive ex for being too clingy

Genre:angst to fluff, comfort, gn!reader

Request: cold bf seongwa x clingy gf reader! […] one day he got irritated so he lashed out comparing his ex to her and the reader cries and distances herself […] angst to fluff pls thank you <3 (you can find the whole prompt here)

Word count: 6 840 (holy shit, how??)

Warnings:verbal fights, mentions of emotionally manipulative exes, crying (both sides)

A/N: Okay, I admit, I had to alter the prompt a little bit. I don’t really see Seonghwa as someone who would lash out at his partner, so I had to give him some stronger reason for it which then turned it into mainly you consoling him, lol. I also made the reader and Seonghwa’s ex gender-neutral to be more inclusive. Hope that’s alright and that you enjoy! <3

A/N 2: Also, I wrote a similar two-part reaction for Ateez before about the two of you arguing, so if you want to check that out as well, you can find it here. 

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[kp-alice]

Hi again, everyone!! I'm finally free from studying and have months of free time ahead of me, so it's time to start writing again! To celebrate, I've decided to do a small event for sub!Seventeen on my blog and finally expand my sub!svt masterlist. The event is simple:

Until June 21st, you can send me any kink you'd like, and I'll tell you which Seventeen members would be into it + a short description/scenario for them!

(disclaimer: while I currently actively write for only like 7 svt members, for this event, if I feel like any of the remaining 6 also really fit a certain kink, I'll write about them as well ♥)

[seohwang]

Update (29/04/2023)

While I’ve been really enjoying getting back into writing these days, I will unfortunately have to go on a hiatus until June 15th, 2023. 

I’m currently in the process of studying for my entrance exams to get into the university I want, and since this is my second attempt already, I really don’t want to fail again. And so, with all the books and notes and everything else I have to get through, I don’t have the time or mindset to write anything right now.

This doesn’t mean that I’ll never write again!!!! After June 15th, I really want to get back to this and write some more. I have like 2-3 things that are almost ready to be posted, and I really don’t want to abandon them. So fret not, I will be back with more soon <3 

Also, while I won’t be writing during my hiatus, I still go on Tumblr daily to read other people’s content and check the likes and reblogs on my fics, so I’m still available if anyone needs me!

[seohwang]

Bedroom mishaps. (Maknae line)

An Ateez reaction to getting into an embarrassing/awkward situation while intimate

Genre: fluff, smut (nothing too explicit, though)

Word count: 6 155

Warnings: the slightest, tiniest hint of cnc/helplessness in San’s reaction, mature themes, embarrassing moments, and just awkwardness in general, lol

Dynamics: mostly sub!ateez-leaning or with no dynamics, except for mild dom!Jongho

A/N: This fic is the long-awaited second part to my Bedroom mishaps series! You can find the hyung line version here. Hope you enjoy!

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[seohwang]