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The adventures of Beckie, Bianca, and their faggot-ass boyfriends.

[seoulmates-5ever]

Shimi Changa & Bianca: Post-Wedding.

Music: [x]

Changmin carried Bianca into the suite in his arms, her own arms clinging to his neck like a parasite. He shut the door and immediately carried her into the bedroom, placing her down on the bed gently. He then crawled on top of her and pressed their lips together, her immediately reciprocating the kiss while still holding onto his neck.  (oops this is copypasta'd)

She scratched the nape of his neck gently, causing him to purr into the kiss; he loved the feeling of her nails against his skin, so much that is sent chills down his back and caused goosebumps to grow on his arms. 

With a quick nibble on her bottom lip, he crawled off her, making his way towards to mirror on the back of the bedroom door as he shrugged off his suit coat. He could see Bianca in the mirror, how she sat up and started undoing the straps on her shoes, tossing them to the side. 

He started to undo his tie, although he was struggling; Yunho tied it far too tight, and Changmin wasn't the best with bow ties. Bianca watched in amusement, chuckling as her boyfriend -- no, not boyfriend anymore, husband -- started to grunt in frustration. She stood up and sauntered over to him, shaking her head.

"Haven't you ever untied a bow tie?" She asked, pushing his hands away from the tie and turning him so she could undo it. 

"Yeah, but Yunho tied it too fucking tight," He grumbled, scrunching his nose. He scoffed as she finished untying it, laying the fabric against his shoulders. 

"Can you undo my dress?" She asked. "This thing is an extra thirty pounds and it's killing my back." She turned her back to him, showing the intricately laced corset. 

He undid the ribbon at the top while she started pulling bobby pins and baby's breath flowers from her hair. He watched her fingers work nimbly with her hair, unbraiding it and pulling it over her shoulder, exposing the back of her neck that was previously hidden by her braid. He smirked to himself, loving the situation that was presented to him. 

As he continued unlacing the ribbon, he leaned forward, pressing himself against her and pressing soft, whisper-like kisses against the hollow of her throat. She gasped in surprise, but didn't fight it; instead, she smiled, enjoying the sensation of his fingers against her back and his lips against her neck. 

When he was done with the corset, he pulled away from her neck and slowly slid her dress from her figure, his fingers brushing gently against her skin as he did. She turned to face him, revealing that she was wearing a black, lace-covered bra with matching panties; he looked her up and down, drinking her in, an urge to press his lips against every inch of her body washing over him. When he looked back up to meet her eyes, she was merely inches in front of him; he reached forward, wrapping his arms around her waist before pulling her close and pressing their lips together. 

Bianca breathed in deep, pressing herself to his body while their lips slid against each other slowly. While Changmin's hands slid up and down her sides, fingers scraping teasingly against her skin, Bianca began to unbutton his shirt, fingers nimbly popping his buttons within seconds. With the shirt open, she slid her fingers up his stomach, taking in every curve, every dip of his muscles, over his chest and finally resting on his collar bone. She then broke the kiss, eyes glancing up to meet his, and slid the shirt off his shoulders before crawling onto the bed. She got comfortable, right in the center of the bed, stretching for a moment before melting into the comforter, sighing contently. 

Changmin stood by the door, staring at her hungrily; she raised an eyebrow. "What is it?" 

"You're just so..." Changmin started, walking towards the bed as he pondered. "Alluring." He said, crawling on the bed, on top of her. He took his hand and brushed it against her cheek, then brushed his thumb against her bottom lip before kissing it briefly. "Enticing." He whispered, before burying his face in the crook of her neck and biting down on the skin tenderly, causing her to gasp.

She tangled a hang in his hair, tugging on it firmly, but not enough to cause him any pain, while her free hand gripped his shoulder, nails biting into his skin. This encouraged him to bite harder, his hand beginning to roam her barely-clothed body, nails scraping her skin, making her shudder with anticipation. Gradually, his bites  started to get harder, teeth digging into her skin more; he would then suck on the bitten spot for a while, before swiping his tongue over the redness and moving on.

At this point, Bianca was beginning to feel warmth spread over her body, the room suddenly feeling a little too hot; she rubbed her hips against his, not even realizing she was doing it, before letting out a soft mewl of satisfaction.

Changmin started to move down her body, his lips and teeth grazing every inch he could get to; while tending to her collarbone, he scooped his arms underneath her back, unhooking her bra with expertise before pulling the unwanted article away from her body and tossing it aside. The air was a shock to Bianca's exposed chest, her breath hitching slightly in her throat, but it immediately changed into a moan when he took one of her nipples into his mouth. Her back arched as his tongue worked, flicking the nub while he sucked on it gently, his fingers playing with the other one simultaneously. 

As he continued to move down her body, still placing nips and bites on her skin, Bianca began to tremble the lower he got. As he reached her navel, he left a definitive red mark just above her panty line, just as he hooked his fingers into the fragile elastic waistband and began to tug them down. As he disposed of the panties, his fingers slipped between her folds, rubbing momentarily against her clit while he began to suck on her inner thighs. Bianca cried out, hips bucking every time Changmin touched her most sensitive spot. His lips moved up her leg, inching closer and closer to her core before switching to the other leg and gravitating away from it, causing her to moan in frustration. Changmin smirked against her thigh, loving how he could make her such a mess in a matter of twenty minutes. 

He then gently slid a finger inside her, allowing her to adjust to it before slowly starting to move it. After she was beginning to squirm, he added a second finger, which was a little tight but caused her to moan nonetheless. As his fingers slowly began to move in and out of her, he leaned forward and began to lick and suck on her clit, taking his time and hitting every spot that made her moan. 

Every noise she uttered made his cock twitch, and he could feel himself becoming aroused. She gripped the bed sheets hard, mouth slightly parted as heavy pants slipped from her throat; she quickly grabbed the pillows on the bed and stacked them on top of each other, propping herself up so she could watch every move he made. The sight of him between her legs, tongue working and fingers moving in and out of her, all while his eyes stared up at her hungrily -- it drove her absolutely mad. 

After a few minutes, when she was getting to the point of violent shudders, he pulled away, wiping his mouth on the back of his hand and smirking at her. Bianca whimpered at first, but then she saw, as he got onto his knees, the slightly enlarged bulge in the front of his pants, and she smirked as well.

She sat up, immediately moving to work on his pants. She unbuttoned them quick, tugging down the zipper before pulling both his pants and briefs off in a flash. He was already slightly hard, not completely but getting there; she unconsciously licked her lips as she reached out and ran her fingers slowly down his length. She then pushed him back so he was half-sitting, half laying down and using his elbows to support himself. She positioned herself between his legs, placing kisses on the head, then down his shaft before licking the vein along the underneath all the way back to the top. 

She started off by taking only a little bit of him into her mouth, sucking gently and swirling her tongue over every bit she could before pulling back slightly, but as the minutes went by, she leisurely began to take more of him in her mouth. 

He watched as her head bobbed between his legs, the feeling of her mouth and tongue touching his length making him crazy. He moaned loudly, something he very rarely does; his hips started to buck against his will, which he was scared would make Bianca gag and have to stop, but she didn't. 

After a few more minutes, he pushed her shoulder gently, her cue to stop. She pulled back, a slight pop coming from her lips as she took him out of her mouth. She took a moment to admire his full erection while she laid against the pillows, getting comfortable before grabbing him by the wrist and pulling him on top of her. He positioned herself between her legs before brushing his hand against her cheek, his thumb brushing just below her eye. He pressed a kiss to her forehead before leaning down and kissing her passionately, mouth parted slightly. Their lips moved in time with each other, their tongues reaching out and intertwining; Changmin took Bianca's tongue into his mouth and sucked on it lightly, causing her to moan. 

He then reached between his legs and grabbed his erection before positioning himself at her entrance. He pressed the tip against her core before slowly pushing himself inside, the both of them gasping audibly. He stayed like that for a moment, just to let her adjust, but pretty soon her legs were wrapped around his waist and pushing him slightly, encouraging him on. 

The sensation of her walls around him was almost too much at first -- with all the stress of the wedding and his work, they hadn't had sex for quite a while -- so his movements at first were rather slow. He only started moving quicker when she started to squirm with anticipation.

After many minutes, his thrusts started to get deeper, harder, hitting her in just the right spot every time, which made her moan loudly. She gripped his shoulders hard, nails digging in, while her head was tilted back with her mouth parted just so. The look on her face and the way his name slipped from her lips, begging, pleading for him was the sexiest thing he had ever heard, even after the many, many times they had been intimate. 

"Fuck," He moaned, thrusting hard; his eyebrows were furrowed as he focused on her face. "Oh fuck, Bianca--!" His sentence was choked out, cut short by a loud moan crawling from his throat. 

"Harder," Bianca pleaded. "Harder, please, oh god, Changmin!" She cried, panting heavily. Her entire body was trembling, a bizarre combination of warmth and cool washing over her; she reached between her legs and began to rub her clit, almost unable to take the sensation, it was so intense. 

Her body suddenly tensed up, jerking almost as she came hard, crying out Changmin's name, burying her face into his shoulder and biting hard. He gasped, the pain from her bite and the feeling of her inner walls contracting sending him over the edge; he came hard, biting out Bianca's name as his release spilled inside her. 

~

They took a few minutes to come down from their post-orgasmic high, smiling at each other as their heads spun in euphoria. They then decided to take a quick shower, spending more time kissing lazily under the stream of water than actually cleaning up, before having room service bring them a pizza. They ate in relative silence, curled up in bed with the box in both their laps while they watched some shitty American movies.

Around 3AM, the two finally decide to go to sleep; they fall asleep snuggled up to each other, their left hands laced together. 

[seoulmates-5ever]

Beckie & Yunwhore: Sky

Music [x]

The warmth of her breath fogged the bus window on that chilled October morning.

Beckie shifted in her seat anxiously, sighed, and propped her elbow up, with her head leaning into her hand.  Two hours ago she was snuggled up in her warm bed—now she was on a bus heading to Geoje. The scene of that morning replayed in her head:

“Beckieeeee~!” the crisp silence of the Autumn morning was broken by the bedroom door creaking open. Bianca’s head peeked in, her hair spilling over one shoulder.

The maknae groaned and rolled over, her back facing her friend.

“You have to wake up!  You just got a package from Yunho; it says it’s time sensitive” she whined, pushing the door open wider.

There was a short pause before Beckie sat up stiffly, rubbing the sleep from her eyes, “Where is it?” she yawned.

The older girl turned to reach for something and then returned with a large cardboard box in hand.

“Here you go,” Bianca smiled and handed over the precious package, she stared at Beckie with curiosity before she heard her phone ring from the other room, “Oppa!” she yelled as she dashed out with urgency.

Inside the box was a wool, cream colored braided sweater, a pair of tickets, a packet of chocopies, and a letter which was tucked away neatly.

Beckie sat there thoroughly confused (and tired) for a moment before unfolding the cute stationary to read the message within:

Beckie-yah,

I hope you open this before 8am! Keke.

 She glanced at her phone-7:02am. She was good (but slightly annoyed at how early it was…not to mention hungry.)

In this package is a sweater, wear it today, ok? ^^ Also two tickets, one from Busan to Geoje Port, the other is for the ferry you will take at the port. Ah do I sound bossy? Keke. Please go to Busan and catch the 10am bus to the dock at Geoje. Once you get to the dock get on the ferry, one arrives every hour.  From there follow the main signs—you’re know what I mean! I even packed you a little snack <3 see you soon jagi~

She felt the blood rush to her cheeks rather suddenly and she threw the letter beside her with a huff.

“I can’t with him…” she barely whispered those words, her eyes filling up with admiration for having such a man in her life. It was the little things he did like this that really made her heart swell.

Beckie unfolded the sweater to get a better look at it. It was gorgeous and soft to the touch. She knew she wouldn’t even need to wear a jacket—the sweater looked so warm and comforting. It reminded her of her childhood memories and Christmases with her family.

“Ah…dummy” she brushed the moisture from the rims of her eyelids and stood up to get dressed.

-

Now the bus was slowly rolling to a stop in front of a busy looking street that appeared to lead down to the ocean side.  Beckie nervously pulled at the bottom of her sleeves as the bus driver shouted something in a heavy Busan accent.  Her heart pounded for no reason in particular while the other passengers began to collect their things—preparing to exit the vehicle.

After a few moments she finally rose to her feet and filed out of the bus along with the others.

“Follow the main signs—you’ll know what I mean!”

Beckie’s eyes wandered with slight anxiety, scanning the area for signs that would lead her to the ferry. People pushed by her, clearly in a hurry and the autumn wind blew the scent of sea salt which filled her lungs.

“Goddamnit, Yunho” she growled through gritted teeth as she made her way down the busy sidewalk; she figured she’d just wander to the end of the street where the ocean breeze was coming from.

Beckie mentally swore to herself as she barely dodged a young man zipping about on a motor scooter and wanted to scream when she was crowded by ajummas who were trying to sell her peppers. Despite it all she felt at home.

The tiny street was crowded with market places on both sides—selling everything from freshly caught seafood to live chickens and ducks. The country side of Korea was so different from city life in Seoul. Beckie ate up the scenery with her eyes—she watched an old woman haggle for tomatoes with animation and two children chase each other with sticks, laughing and playing—to Beckie, this was truly living. She was suddenly so caught up in the charms of her surroundings she momentarily forgot what her mission was. She noticed a bunch of signs nearby and quickly hustled her way over to them, weaving in and out of clumps of people.

“To Geoje Dock (ferry)”

Beckie read the hangul outloud to herself, her tongue carefully forming each foreign word with precise pronunciation.

Within minutes the sea was now in sight. There were all sorts of colorful ships and boats floating about, some tied to the dock, while others were sailing off into the skyline.  Now, Beckie just had to find the one that would lead her to Yunho.

Her phone buzzed signifying her received a text message. She felt her heart leap as she fumbled to press the buttons on her phone.  Of course it was Yunho.

Is everything going alright? ^^

She held back from grinning like an idiot and quickly responded that she was at the dock now to board the ferry. He responded quickly:

Okay <3

Beckie wanted to toss her phone into the ocean. He was too adorable for words and all she wanted to do was scream at the top of her lungs about how much she loved that dork.

Right now, however, she needed to get on that ferry and see him. This was imperative.

Beckie anxiously glanced over the signs that were littered on the pier before spotting one that said “Ferry to Geoje here.” She felt herself actually breathe and relax for the first time all morning but that feeling wouldn’t last very long anyhow.

The ferry ride was peaceful enough, the overcast brought some light drizzle that passed after a few minutes and the breeze was fairly strong. Beckie was nervously going back and forth from standing on the deck, to sitting inside, to fiddling with her phone (texting Bianca random things), and playing with her hair.

She had no idea how long the ride was even supposed to be and after twenty minutes she texted Yunho asking how long it would take.

About an hour, be patient keke~

With a sigh, Beckie put her phone away and pulled the packet of two chocopies from her purse and nibbled at one of them. She honestly wasn’t hungry at all but wanted to find a way to pass the time. Her stomach churned slightly in a combination of slight sea sickness and nervousness. Sitting on the other side of the bench she had been perched on was a little boy of about seven or eight. He stared at her and his eyes floated down and fixated on the chocopie in her hand. Beckie smiled at him and offered him the sweet, chocolate snack. It was as if she had made this boy’s day—his eyes lit up and he took the chocopie and bowed his head politely before practically shoving half of it in his mouth. She couldn’t help but laugh loudly, her voice ringing in the still misty air.

Time seemed to fly by after that and suddenly the boat was pulling up to the pier in preparation to be anchored.  Beckie ran onto the deck and grinned at the beautiful scenery that awaited her. A well timed text was then received:

You should almost be there right? I’m so anxious! Come to pebble beach~~

-

It felt like forever for the boat to dock, but once it did Beckie found herself power walking to pebble beach—her heart pounding like a bass drum. Her anxiousness bubbled over once she saw the sign saying “Pebble Beach this way” and broke into a run.

The terrain turned from sandy grass to just sand, causing her to trip over herself slightly. It didn’t matter though; at this point she just wanted to see her boyfriend.  She saw him a few days ago but it felt like forever. The only thing she craved was him.

The path winded around the side of a rocky sand dune and Beckie slowed to a stop.  She exhaled heavily and blinked a few times.

She had reached Pebble Beach.

It indeed lived up to its name; there was no sand, only smooth gray and black pebbles that littered the ground. The gray blue ocean lapped against the pebbles creating a comforting sound that anyone could drift asleep to.

Her eyes rapidly scanned the area until she saw a familiar figure sitting on the pebbles with one leg propped up.

Beckie wasn’t sure whether to scream or cry. She called her boyfriend’s name over the roar of the waves.

Yunho glanced over his shoulder and smiled brightly. He was dressed in the same sweater Beckie wore and also had on black jeans. His hair was messy and had a slight wave to it from sitting out in the salty air. He looked natural.

And Beckie found that to be perfect.

Before Yunho could even stand up he was tackled promptly and fell back onto the pebbled ground.

“I missed you” Beckie nearly whined as she clutched him tightly.

Yunho barked his signature laugh and wrapped his arms around her, “I missed you too jagi.”

They stayed like that for a few quiet minutes with nothing but the gentle roar of the sea to break what would otherwise be complete silence.

Yunho pulled himself up, Beckie still clinging to him like a koala, “The sweater looks good on you” he said almost in a whisper.

“You dork. I didn’t know you were into couples clothing!” Beckie finally released her boyfriend and sat back onto the ground, pushing his shoulder playfully.

“I’ve always wanted to do this! I mean. I have before but that was so long ago and it wasn’t with you. I’d much rather be a dork with you” he admitted shyly.

“What is…” Beckie felt her face turn red hot. Yunho was extra adorable today and she didn’t know the occasion.

The crisp autumn wind blew through their sweaters, chilling them slightly. Yunho pulled his girlfriend close to his body to warm her. They laced fingers and stared out at the ocean; the seagulls calling over head and the overcast clouds migrating above them.

With his free hand, Yunho gently pushed Beckie’s head onto his shoulder and rested his own head on top of hers. Even though they saw each other a few times a week, lately things were really hectic for Yunho. His schedule was jam packed since the release of Catch Me; he was super lucky to have off the rest of the afternoon.  It had been weeks since they would last spent time together for more than a few consecutive hours.

“Oppa. Why did you pick this place?” Beckie finally broke the silence, her gaze focused on the foamy water that lapped against the smooth pebbles.

Yunho didn’t really know. He paused for a moment before responding, “Well I haven’t been here in years. I thought it’d be a nice place to show you. It’s also out in the countryside. It’s nice to get away from people. A lot of people around here don’t really know who I am. Sometimes I almost feel like an ordinary person when I come to places like this” he sighed slightly and looked down at his girlfriend.

Beckie sat up and stretched, “You’re a country boy at heart, huh.”

He smirked and nodded, “Guess so. What do you think about it?” he asked vaguely.

“The country side or…?”

“Yeah.”

“I like it. It’s nice.”

“Someday let’s move to a place like this. Away from everyone. Just me and you” Yunho’s gaze turned back towards the ocean, shyly.

Beckie sat there quietly and let it sink in. Not a day passed where she wasn’t in shock by who her boyfriend actually was. Just a little over a year ago she was watching his performances online—now he was sitting beside her suggesting that they live together.

“Or I mean we could stay in Seoul—

“No. No, I want to live with you out here. We can live freely without worrying about sasaengs or reporters. It would be nice” Beckie spoke, her voice shaking a pinch.

Yunho smiled warmly and leaned in until their noses touched and he gave her an Eskimo kiss, “C’mon let’s go for a walk.”

-

“How many kids do you want?”

“Huh?”

“I need to know!” Yunho held onto Beckie’s hand tightly as she climbed up onto a boulder near the sea.

Beckie’s face flushed, now he wanted kids?  This was too much for her heart to handle at the moment.

“Who said I wanted to procreate with you?” she teased, pulling him up onto the boulder with her.

Yunho laughed loudly and snaked his arms around her neck, holding her from behind, “Well let’s have at least four. Is that okay?”

The thought of having to bear four children made Beckie cringe with thoughts of what her lower anatomy would have to go through.

“Just give me a piggy back ride dummy. I’ll think about it.”

Yunho instead scooped up his favorite girl and ran down the beach laughing as she screamed with protest, clinging to his sweater tightly.

-

“This is delicious” Beckie’s eyes grew wide like saucers after she took a sip of her bubbling kimchi jjigae.

“I’m glad. This is one the best restaurants here in Geoje in my opinion” Yunho smiled as he watched his girlfriend blowing on her stew in an attempt to cool it down.

“I hope that doesn’t mean expensive” Beckie toyed with her chopsticks before plucking mandu from a tiny side dish.

“So I’m going to be busy for awhile,” Yunho began rather solemnly before sipping at his hot water.

“What else is new” Beckie covered up  her bitter words by smiling at him.

Yunho frowned, “Beckie…”

“No no no, I know! I’m used to it. Really. So how long are we talkin’?” she grabbed his hand from across the table and held it comfortingly.

Yunho tossed his hair from his eyes as he collected his thoughts, “Maybe about a month…” his voice trailed off when he saw Beckie’s face drop.

“That’s the longest…” she sighed.

“Promoting this album is all we’ve been doing. Talk shows, variety shows, radio, fan signings, music show performances….not to mention we’re starting a world tour soon” he explained, squeezing her hand a little.

Beckie faked a cheerful smile, “Oh oppa it’s okay. I totally understand! You better still text me though.”

He chuckled, “Of course. Every day. I promise.”

“Bianca’s not going to take this well” Beckie laughed too and thought of her friend’s reaction to when Changmin would have to tell her the same news.

“Well it’ll give you two some bonding time!” Jung Yunho, always looking on the brightside.

A whole month without seeing Yunho sounded like a whole year stuck in the desert.

Beckie decided to make the best of it and she knew it would only bring them closer together.

The couple sat and chatted happily for another two hours as they munched on a variety of food. The sun was starting to go down at this point but they never seemed to grow bored of each other.

“Crap. We should probably catch the ferry…the last one leaves soon” Yunho said as he glanced at his phone.

“NOOOOO!” Yunho whined like a child as they watched the ferry float off into the sunset, “that was the last one…..argghhhh.”

“Oh crap what ever should we do?” Beckie hide her excited smile, missing the ferry meant more time with her boyfriend so she wasn’t upset at all.

Yunho sheepishly scratched the back of his neck, “looks like we’re stuck here for the night then!”

-

“Jagiiiiiiiii c’mon” the singer cried out to his girlfriend as he laid on downy bed, rolling onto his stomach.

“Give me one second! I need to wash my face!” Beckie called from the tiny bathroom.

They were staying at a comfy little bed and breakfast type place since Beckie insisted she didn’t want to be at the upscale hotel.

Yunho sighed and sat up, ruffling his hair with impatience. All he wanted to do was cuddle.

Finally after what seemed like forever, Beckie emerged into the bedroom wearing cute winter pjs.

“C’mere!!” Yunho held his arms open like he was calling a little kid over for a hug.

She laughed and threw herself into his arms, causing him to fall backwards onto the bed.

They giggled for a moment before silence fell upon them. Beckie took in Yunho’s scent. He always smelled of cologne and fresh laundry that made Beckie swoon.

She teared up at the thought that it would be the last time for a month that they would be in each other’s arms. Beckie felt stupid for even being upset.  Yunho is a star. He is loved by so many people and he has a job to do. He has to shine brightly along with Changmin and continue to protect the name of TVXQ. She almost felt selfish for even getting disappointed. 

“Are you okay?” Yunho glanced down at Beckie who smiled up at him.

“Yeah I’m just happy” she then buried her face under his neck and kissed him there.

Yunho intertwined his legs with hers and kissed the top of her head, “Me too. Looks like we’ve bought some time, huh?”

“Don’t you have a schedule in the morning?” Beckie questioned.

And right on time Yunho’s phone began to ring. He pulled it off the nightstand to check the caller ID.

It was Changmin.

“Hello? Changmin-ah? Yeah. I won’t be back til later tomorrow okay? Apologize to everyone for me please. Alright haha. See you later.”

“Is he mad?” Beckie rolled onto her back and hugged Yunho’s waist.

“Nah of course not. He said he’ll cover for me. So no worries!”  Yunho patted Beckie’s head like she was a small child.

“I’m actually not even tired” she suddenly changed the subject and sat up, stretching a bit.

“What do you want to do?” Yunho’s question almost seemed suggestive but Beckie answered normally.

“Not sleep.”

“You’re so funny today!” Yunho was 1000% serious; he cracked up as he poked his girlfriend in the side.

Beckie stared at him like he was insane, “Oppaaaaaa,” she whined, “what are we gonna do?”

He hopped off the bed and extended a hand towards her, “Let’s go” he calmly instructed.

Beckie placed her hand in his and his fingers slithered in between her own as he pulled her towards himself.

He walked towards the sliding back door that led to a simple porch over right on a beach. Yunho peeked outside and glanced at the sky before turning towards Beckie.

“There’s something I want to show you.

-

Music [x]

Yunho laid out the quilt from the bed onto the soft sand as Beckie went inside to get the two of them jackets. She came back moments later to see Yunho staring up at the star filled sky.

He didn’t notice her so Beckie watched quietly for a few moments. His eyes were wide, drinking in the view.

“Here,” she handed him a coat before pulling her own on.

Yunho nodded, sat up to put on the jacket, and then patted the space next to him, encouraging her to sit down.

Beckie complied and sat next to him, “So what is it that you want to show me?” she questioned, grinning playfully at him.

He suddenly had a serious look on his face before laying back down, Beckie doing the same. Yunho put his hands behind his head and sighed slightly.

“Isn’t it so beautiful? You can never see this many stars in Seoul” he mused outloud.

The sky was pitch black but covered in hundreds of thousands of sparkling stars. It was as if the milkyway itself poured its contents out onto the night time sky.

“It is. But not as beautiful as you. HAHA you know like in the movies they say that stuff and--

Yunho faced Beckie and shut her cheesy joke up with a peck on the lips before turning to lay on his back again.

“It’s only in dark places like here where you can see it” he continued.

“See what?” Beckie asked, not taking her eyes off of the starry sky.

“The W. Beckie-yah, you know all about Cassiopeia, right?” Yunho began as he closed his eyes.

Beckie froze.  She knew where he was going with this. Yunho NEVER discussed things like this.

“Y-yeah,” she said cautiously, “why?”

“It has a lot of meaning to me. Even now. Despite everything, despite all the words said and actions done…I’ve never stopped caring about the others. Changmin and I had to endure so much and because of that we became closer and stronger. There were times where I had thoughts about the other three. About how angry I was with them, how hurt I felt…all of those feelings. A lot of time has gone by now and I don’t feel that way towards them anymore. I can only wish them happiness. I have so many precious memories of the five of us so I want to remember them in that way only.”

Beckie nodded, “its good. That’s how it should be. Don’t let anyone else try and tell you other wise. I’m so proud of you, Yunho. You’re the brightest star in my eyes, even more so than the W.”

Yunho could just throw himself at her and cry. He was so happy to have someone like her in his life.

“Beckie. I know it’ll be hard to be away from each other for a month. It might seem like forever. But whenever you’re sad and missing me just go outside and look up at the night time sky. Find the W. Because that way I know we’re looking at the same thing together, under the same sky, even if we are a distance apart. It’s comforting to know that” Yunho looked over at Beckie and placed a hand over her forehead, trailing it backwards, stroking her hair lovingly.

She sniffled and blinked several times to keep her tears from falling.

The two of them laid like that for quite some time. They watched the stars flicker as they giggled about their own memories together.  It all felt very surreal. They relished each tiny moment, each smile, and every kiss (Yunho kept kissing Beckie’s lip when she least expected it causing her to yell at him for a warning at which he laughed.)

It was nearly 5am by the time they decided to head into the room to sleep. However, they hardly could do just that. They simply laid in bed, staring into each other’s eyes quietly. Occasionally touching the other’s face or hair but mostly just taking in the moment in silence.

Beckie’s eye lids became heavy and the last thing she saw was Yunho crying. He cried for a long time even when she slept. He cried not because he was going to miss her (although he would very much miss Beckie) but because he felt something was right in the world for once. He felt sincerely happy for the first time in years.

“I love you. There is nobody else I’d rather spend my life with.”

[seoulmates-5ever]

Shimi Changa & Bianca: Wedding bells~

Music: [x]

The air was crisp that night, but it was expected for an early spring evening on the coast of Busan. It was the evening of March 8th -- Bianca's birthday -- and Changmin had taken her to Busan for a sort of relaxing vacation. 

The two stood on the top of Busan Tower, standing at the railing, admiring the skyline and the locks of love that still sat in their spot, hooked to the fence. Changmin wrapped his peacoat tightly around him, shivering slightly from the cold; Bianca huddled into him, hoping to warm him up.

"It's weird," Changmin said randomly after a long silence. "That it's been almost two years since we were here. And we put our own lock on that very fence."

"Two years..." Bianca said, smiling to herself, biting her bottom lip. She never thought in a million years, she would ever get Changmin to date her, nevermind stay with her for more than two years. "We've been through so much, and yet it still feels like just yesterday we went on our first date." 

Changmin sighed in agreement, shaking his head in disbelief. 

After a few more minutes of silence, Changmin turned to his girlfriend. "Do you remember where we put our locks?"

"Of course," Bianca said with a smile. She immediately bounded across the deck, pointing to their locks, which were situated in the corner of the deck. "See?" She said, grinning at Changmin. He smiled back and walked over to her. 

"I'm impressed," He said, hands in his pocket. He took one of his hands and grabbed the lock, admiring the letters C + B still etched perfectly into the lock, showing no signs of age. "Bianca..."

"Hm?" She asks, looking up from the lock to focus on his face.

"Do you remember how we first met?" He asked. "At the fanmeet in New York, you were with Beckie. She was a mess of tears in front of Yunho, but you...you were confident. Maybe even a little headstrong." He chuckles, causing Bianca to nod with embarrassment. "I didn't think, after that two minute meeting, that I'd ever see you again, and at the time it was whatever. You were a fan -- a cute one at that, but I didn't think anything of it." He moves his hand from the lock to stroke Bianca's cheek gently. "But then, out of nowhere, you showed up at that party one night -- the one that was supposed to be for people in the industry." 

"Do you know how much effort it took to worm my way into that?"

"A lot, I can imagine," Changmin laughed. He could feel people watching them every now and then, but chose to ignore it. "I felt really drawn to you, though. Despite thinking you were kind of obnoxious -- I mean that in a good way -- I wanted to know more about you. And then Yunho and Beckie started hanging out a lot, so I saw you quite often. And since they were always attached at the hip, I got to spend a lot of time with just you...and I felt myself drawn to you even more." He turned so he was fully facing her, and took her hands in his own. "Since then, you've been...the light of my life. You're the air I breathe, my reason for getting up in the morning and staying strong, as cliche and ridiculous as it is to say -- it's all true. I never thought I would find someone who made me feel this way, especially not a fan...but you proved me wrong. And I couldn't be happier."

Bianca smiled, her face red and cheeks stinging from the grin on her face. "Oppa..."

He looked over at their locks, causing her to look as well -- suddenly, she blinked. "Oh," She said, leaning down to look. She let go of Changmin's hands and picked up a lock she hadn't seen before; it was a heart-shaped lock hooked onto their original one, with the hangul 비앙카 engraved on it. Underneath it, there was a sentence, in both Korean and English -

으면 좋겠어요 지출하는 영원히 당신과 함께. I hope to spend eternity with you. 

Bianca's eyes widened and she stared at it, jaw opening slowly. "Oppa, what is this--?"

She turned around to face her boyfriend, who was smiling warmly at her. She suddenly realized that the people around them, who she thought were just complete strangers, were people she actually knew -- her friends from Seoul, artists from SME that the two of them were close to (of course a large handful of Suju were there), Beckie and Yunho -- and her eyebrows furrowed. Beckie suddenly pranced over to a large stereo that sat in the back of the tower, which had been playing soft guitar music before, and pressed a few buttons. TVXQ's 'I Swear' started playing.

"Waking up every morning, seeing you laying there next to me, would make every day worth living. So..." Changmin reached into his pocket, pulling out a--

"A pokeball?" She laughed, covering her mouth. She was trembling slightly at this point.

He looked at her sheepishly, his cheeks tinged pink, before getting down on one knee. "Bianca Lyn Gaeta, the girl who I've had the pleasure to call my girlfriend for the last two years and the love of my life," He opened the pokeball, revealing a beautiful diamond ring -- a princess-cut stone, placed atop a thin, silver band. Simple, elegant, and totally breathtaking. On the top part of the inside of the pokeball, the words 'I choose you' were written. "Will you marry me, and allow me to spend the rest of my days with you?"

Bianca was shaking, hands covering her mouth and tears spilling from her eyes. She moved her hands away to speak, but nothing came out, so she just nodded vigorously. The crowd started cheering, Beckie and Yunho possibly being the loudest. Changmin reached up and took Bianca's hand, taking the ring out and sliding it onto her finger. He stood up, about to lean in and kiss her, but Bianca immediately wrapped her arms around him, tackling him, and started sobbing into his shoulder. He grinned, wrapping his arms around her and nuzzling his face into the crook of her neck, placing soft kisses there. 

Bianca then pulled away and cupped Changmin's face in her hands. "Of course I'll marry you, Shim Changmin," She said, a huge smile on her lips and tears still streaming down her face. "I wouldn't have it any other way."

_____________________

*✧･ﾟ:* Some months later... *:･ﾟ✧*

"I'm going to fucking puke."

Bianca was seated in a room in the Loeb Boathouse in Central Park, the place where the reception was being held. The day was October 6th, the day that Bianca had been anticipating for months -- and, essentially, her whole life.

The couple decided that Central Park would be the best bet; it was easy and cheap access for all of Bianca's friends and family, and would give Changmin's side an excuse to travel for a bit. 

"Oh, stop," Beckie said, who was fishing in her makeup bag. "Aren't you excited?"

"Of course!" Bianca cried. "But I'm nervous as shit too. What if I trip. What if I burp while I'm reciting my vows. What if I forget my vows comple--"

"Stop," Beckie said, pulling out some Missha BB cream and some primer. "You've been memorizing those vows since like, the beginning of April. She started applying the primer all over Bianca's face, followed by the BB cream. "You're going to be just fine."

Bianca sighed, hugging her sweatshirt to her body. "I just don't want to fuck up. This is the biggest day of my life -- our lives -- and I just...you know."

Twenty minutes later, her makeup was finished -- natural looking makeup, with some soft brown eye shadow and liner, completed with long lashes. [x] Beckie quickly went to doing Bianca's hair, which was a simple, low French braid that was pinned up like so: [x] with her bangs and a few strands left out in front to frame her face. Beckie quickly grabbed some bobby pins, just to secure the braid, before grabbing some small white flowers and placing them into the braid [like so.]

Afterwards, Beckie helped Bianca get into her dress, tying up the corset back as quickly and efficiently as possible. The dress was gorgeous; an asymmetrically-pleated bodice, embellished with a floral lace designed and a beaded Swarovski crystal belt. Tiers of gathered tulle spill out delicately from the bodice, falling gently to the floor. [oo la la]

Bianca inhaled deeply as she eyed herself in the mirror, trying to calm down.

"This is really it," She said, pursing her lips.

"Yep," Beckie said. She quickly grabbed Bianca's shoes -- ivory-colored platform sandals with crystals embedded onto the top and ankle straps -- and helped her friend put them on. With a few accessories -- earrings, a diamond necklace, and two silver bracelets -- her look was complete.

Beckie quickly adjusted her dress - a simple maroon bridesmaid's dress, to match the fall theme - and slipped on her heels, just as there was a knock on the door. "Come in!" The girls called.

The door swung open, and there was Yunho. "Hello girls~ Oh Bianca! You look gorgeous! Changers will die when he sees you."

Bianca flushed pink, grinning. "Thanks oppa!"

"Just wanted to let you know, be down asap~ Wedding starts in ten!"

He quickly shut the door and went back downstairs.

"Oh my god." Bianca said, who started to shake. "I--I'm so scared, maknae, help!!" 

"Shut up," Beckie said, before grabbing Bianca's bouquet [x] and handing it to her friend. "You can do this. If he can do this, god dammit, you can too!"

Bianca sighed and nodded. "You're right. I can do this. Okay. O. Kay. Let's do this shit."

-

When the girls got outside, everyone was being seated. The scenery was gorgeous; it was right by the lake in Central Park, in the middle of the Formal Garden. The trees were in full autumn color, so the garden was a stunning collage of warm tones. 

"Oh god," Bianca said. "I see my parents." 

"Stop looking!" Beckie cries, turning Bianca away as she sees Changmin and the minister/priest whatever enter from the side, walking towards the altar. "You can't see him yet." Bianca pouted, but Beckie shook her head. It was then that the music started to play, and the bridesmaids and groomsmen began to enter.

"You ready?" Yunho asks Beckie, suddenly appearing next to her. Beckie smiles and nods, linking their arms together before pressing a kiss on her boyfriend's cheek.

"You can do this," Beckie says, gripping Bianca's shoulder tightly. "Trust me. This is what you've been working for, for the past five years."

"I know," Bianca says with a smile. Beckie and Yunho offer a reassuring grin before being ushered towards the altar as well. She watched them go, then watched as the ring bearer and flower girl walked down the aisle as well.

Bianca took a few breaths, bracing herself for the moment that she knew was coming. 

"Will all rise and turn in honor of the bride," The minister said. Bianca cursed under her breath just as Canon in D started playing. She twisted her fingers around her bouquet, nervously biting her lip until she heard her cue. She swallowed hard before beginning to walk.

As she made her way down the aisle slowly, she looked at Changmin and immediately her throat closed up. He stood there, beaming at her with such admiration, his mouth spread in an almost proud grin. He wore a neat, black tuxedo, complete with a bow tie, and his hair was styled so his bangs were swept across his forehead just slightly [like so]. Bianca could feel her eyes well up with tears, but she smiled at him, not wanting to cry in front of both their families. To be honest, though, she almost didn't notice they were there, or the scenery, or anything else. All she could see was him.

The music faded out slowly to a light hum as she reached Changmin and the minister, leaving the place in almost-silence.

"Would you please give your flowers to Beckie, then turn to face Changmin and take his hands?" The Minister asked; Beckie quickly came over and took Bianca's flowers, allowing the couple to turn to each other and hold hands. 

"We're gathered here today, on this beautiful autumn day, October sixth, in New York's gorgeous Central Park garden, to join these two in marriage; Changmin Shim and Bianca Gaeta." The minister -- who was dressed in a simple black tuxedo -- smiled, looking around. "On this gorgeous day, who gives this woman to be married to this man?"

"We do," Bianca's parents answer. 

"Changmin, Bianca," The minister begins. "Today, hand in hand you will enter marriage. The hand you freely give to each other, is both the strongest and the most tender part of your body. In the years ahead you will need both strength and tenderness. Be firm in your commitment. Don't let your grip become weak. And yet, be flexible as you go through change. Don't let your hold become intolerable. Strength and tenderness, firm commitment and flexibility, of such is a marriage made, hand in hand."

The minister continued to speak, but Bianca was hardly listening, and apparently, Changmin was doing the same. They stared each other in the eye, tears threatening to spill. Changmin pursed his lips and smiled at her, a few tears running down his face. Bianca smiled back and reached up, wiping the tears away. 

"Changmin." The minister says; Changmin nods. "Do you take Bianca to be your lawfully wedded wife, to have and to hold from this day forward, for better and for worse, for richer and for poorer, in sickness, and in health, to love, honor, and protect her and her alone. Do you pledge your love for her as long as you shall live?"

"I do," Changmin says, his voice trembling slightly, but still staying strong. 

"And Bianca," The minister continues. "Do you take Changmin to be your lawfully wedded husband, to have and to hold from this day forward, for better and for worse, for richer and for poorer, in sickness, and in health, to love, honor and protect him and him alone. Do you pledge your love for him for as long as you shall live?"

"I do," Bianca says. She breathes a few times before tears start streaming down her face as well.

"Now, I believe you both have written vows for each other, correct?" The minister asks; Changmin and Bianca nod. "Changmin, if you could please recite your vows first?"

Changmin swallows hard, nodding to himself before starting. "Bianca," He says, lacing his fingers with hers. "I promise to stand by you, day in and day out. To care for you, to be your rock when you feel like crumbling." He smiles, tears starting to fall again. "To be not only your husband, but also your best friend. I promise to hold you close like a precious gem, because essentially, that's what you are to me." He grins. "I promise to tell you when you're loud, and how that's okay because I love you that way. I promise to not shove all the parental duties onto you when we start our family." He says, causing everyone to chuckle. "But most of all...I promise to love you, from the bottom of my heart, for the rest of my life."

Bianca nearly broke down in sobs, but managed to keep it together.

"And you, Bianca, could you please recite your vows?"

"Changmin," Bianca starts. "I promise to be faithful to you, one-hundred percent. I promise to be your biggest fan. To be on your side when no one else is." She grins. "To feed your constant hunger, and put up with your ridiculous obsession with skincare products and staying healthy. I promise to be the best wife, mother of your children, and best friend you could ever have. And I promise to love you, from the bottom of my heart, for the rest of my life."

There's a slight silence in the air as the minister takes the rings from Yunho, who had been holding them from the ring bearer.

"The rings you both have chosen are one of the most precious metals, and are some of the least tarnishing -- the most enduring. They symbolize your union in holy matrimony, and they will stand the test of time, just as your bond will. Yunho, will you please take this ring and give it to Changmin?"

Yunho nods, taking one of the rings and handing it to the groom.

"Changmin," The minister starts. "Will you please place that ring on the ring finger of Bianca's left hand?" Changmin nods and does so. "Now, as you hold it there, please testify the covenant made here."

Changmin takes a deep breath, swallows hard. "With this ring," He says, starting to tremble slightly. "I wed all my heart's affection, all that I am." His voice shakes, cracking slightly. "All that I ever shall be, and everything that's a part of me, I give to you now, my wife."

The minister then handed the other ring to Beckie, who then gave it to Bianca.

"With this ring," Bianca starts as she slides the ring on Changmin's finger. "I wed all my heart's affection, all that I am. All that I ever shall be, and everything that's a part of me, I give to you now, my husband."

"Please take each other's hands," The minister says. "Do you promise to stay true to the promise and commitment you have made today?"

"I do," Bianca and Changmin say in unison.

"And now, with the power invested in me, I now pronounce you husband and wife," The minister says with a smile. "Changmin, you may kiss your bride."

As everyone stood up and applauded, Changmin cupped Bianca's face in his hands and leaned in, pressing their lips together gently but ~passionately. Bianca wrapped her arms around his shoulders, melting into him, still completely in awe that she was now his wife.

He pulled away and smiled at her, keeping his forehead pressed against yours. "I love you so much, Mrs. Shim~" He teases.

"I love you too," Bianca says, grinning. 

-

The reception was held at the Boathouse afterwards, fairy lights and candles illuminating the inside. The centerpieces of every table were made to look like a fresh autumn harvest, and in the center of the room was their wedding cake, which was adorned with small confectionery pumpkins and leaves. 

The couple sat and talked, and Kyuhyun, Yunho and Beckie each made a toast to the newlyweds. 

When it came time to cut the cake, Bianca immediately shoved a piece right into Changmin's face, which he reciprocated by eloquently rubbing it all over her exposed collar bone. 

Their first dance took place while Yunho and Kyuhyun sang Shiawaseiro no Hana, while Beckie ran around with a camera filming the whole thing. 

Bianca then gathered all the girls in the center of the dance floor and tossed her bouquet; somehow, Beckie managed to catch it, causing her to screech. Changmin then burst into laughter and clapped Yunho heartily on the shoulder.

"Seems like you're next, big guy!" He said to his hyung, grinning. Yunho beamed, nodding.

"Guess so."

-

After the wedding, Bianca and Changmin made their way back to their hotel room at the Double Tree Guest Suites in the middle of Times Square. Their suite was huge, with a plasma TV in both the living area and the bedroom, a king-sized bed, and a leather couch, with a gorgeous marble-tiled bathroom. The bed was covered in rose-petals, and there was a bucket of ice with a bottle of champagne in it. 

Changmin carried Bianca into the suite in his arms, her own arms clinging to his neck like a parasite. He shut the door and immediately carried her into the bedroom, placing her down on the bed gently. He then crawled on top of her and pressed their lips together, her immediately reciprocating the kiss while still holding onto his neck. 

They ended the night with some uber-romantic sexytime that I may possibly write up for you at a later date, followed by a relaxing dip in their bathroom's own personal hot tub before crawling into bed and passing out in each other's arms.

[seoulmates-5ever]

Some dumb letter

To TVXQ:

Whether I’m strolling through campus to get to my next class or driving towards the sunrise on my way to work; there is one thing that I never leave without—my music.  If you were to stop me on the street and ask what I was listening to I will most likely say TVXQ.

A few years ago my best friend was the one to introduce me to Korean music and culture.  Of all the different idol groups she showed me the one she was most passionate about was TVXQ. To be honest, at the time I was a naïve and slightly rebellious high school student. I just didn’t understand what made TVXQ so special to not only my friend but to the rest of their thousands of followers. I had some growing up to do and once that happened and I was able to gain new experiences something suddenly changed.  

I am now in my third year as a university student and not a day goes by where I do not listen to TVXQ’s music.  There is a song for every mood no matter how I’m feeling.  TVXQ is the soundtrack to my day. When I see how diligent they are, despite going through their own hardships, it makes me want to become a better person.  To me, TVXQ means everything. 

All there is left to say is thank you. Thank you for the meaningful music, lasting memories, and the happiness you bring to me as well as Cassiopeia. Thank you for working so hard and smiling even when you’re tired. I know no matter what the future holds for you, you’ll both do your best.

I’ll always be cheering for you! TVXQ 화이팅!

사랑해요♡

--Bianca

[seoulmates-5ever]

Beckie & Yunwhore: Autumn

There was something about autumn that made her happier than usual. Perhaps it was the crisp cool air or the wall the sky looked extra blue in the midmorning. Whatever it was, Beckie relished the mood it set for her and found herself out and about way more than she usually would.

This particular Sunday morning started off refreshingly enough.

The scent of warm apple pie slowly seeped into Beckie’s room, causing her to stir from slumber. Her eyes flickered open and she sat up tiredly, glancing at the TVXQ alarm clock on her night stand. 10 am.

“Why are you baking so early in the morning?” Beckie practically whispered in a sleepy tone as Bianca hopped about the kitchen, pulling a delectable looking pie from the oven.

Bianca placed the baked good on a cooling rack and turned to face her friend. She was wearing a gingham apron that had little strawberries stitched on it.

“Today is my one year anniversary with Changmin…heh. We’re going to have a dessert party tonight! So I gotta start early” she explained, her cheeks turning slightly red from embarrassment.

“Oh shit. Congrats!! Looks good. And you managed not to burn the apartment down. Good for you” Beckie teased as she rubbed the sleep from her eyes.

Bianca pouted and playfully smacked her friend’s shoulder, “I’m a great chef, don’t even. Also your phone has been going off all morning.”

“Hm?” Beckie paused, looking confused momentarily.

She then remembered she left her phone charging in the living room so she quickly went to check it.

There were four unread messages from Yunho.

Beckie smiled to herself, she loved waking up to Yunho messages and this was the most he texted in weeks. They had just released a new album so both of the boys were quite busy promoting it. She maybe got to see him once or twice a week if she was lucky. So texting him was the next best thing even if was just a simple “did you eat yet?”

Message 1:

Good morning ~^^ hope you’re still sleeping kkkkk, I’m already awake to start our schedule. So tired, ah~

Message 2 (selca attached):

Look!! ^^ I’m hungry jagiyah, feed me! Changmin is hungry too as usual, tell Bianca to send him some food! Kkkk.

Beckie snorted and rolled her eyes, “What a dummy” she chuckled to herself before yelling “UNNIE, CHANGERS IS HUNGRY SEND HIM SOME FOOD!”

“OK!” was her response. Bianca then took a picture of the apple pie with her phone and sent it to her boyfriend who later on would respond with

AHHHhhhHHFGhhHGG. STOP!!!! I’m starved ugh.

Message 3:

Yahhhhhhh, are you really still sleeping?! Wake up, silly.

  Message 4:

It seems we will be done early today, can I see you? ^^

  Beckie bit her bottom lip anxious as she struggled to type a message back on her phone:

Sorry boo!! Was sleeps. But of course you can see me, is that even a question. What time will you be done?

She noticed the time was only 10:15am, usually Yunho wasn’t finished for the day til after 11pm, sometimes even later.

Within a minute her phone buzzed and fumbled with the keys excitedly until she was able to open the message:

By noon time. I’ll meet you at your apartment then, be ready! ^o^

  She surpressed a shy giggle and tossed her phone lightly onto the nearby sofa—she simple was too jittery with excited to even respond coherently.

Beckie then did a skip-like jig back into the kitchen where Bianca was now mixing a cookie batter.  She was giggling like a school girl, hopping slightly in place.

“So what’s the good news? Spill” Bianca demanded, grinning at the maknae before handing her the cookie dough covered spoon to lick.

“Yunho’s coming over in two hours! I haven’t seen him since last week so ahhhhhh!” she then dreamily stuck the spoon into her mouth.

Her eyes widened with surprise, “This is so good unnie, what is it?” the sweet flavor lingered in her mouth.

“Pumpkin-cinnamon sugar cookies! Tyin’ to go with a Fall theme” Bianca replied with pride, “Also I’m jealous.  Changmin won’t be here til 3 at the earliest. What a butthole. What he be doin anyways.”

The two girls laughed and Beckie offered to make pancakes and maple smoked bacon for breakfast.  Bianca, being the fatty that she is, accepted her offer and they both pigged out to their hearts content.

It wasn’t a few minutes past noon before there was a signature triple knock and tap at their front door.

Bianca was just pulling cinnamon buns out of the oven, “Hold on!” she called, carefully setting them down on a cooling rack before pulling off her oven mits and racing towards the door, yanking it open.

“Yunho oppa!” she exhaled with a grin plastered on her face.

There stood the epitome of a perfect date. Yunho wore a brown and burgundy plaid jacket with a matching wine colored scarf loosely draped around his neck and shoulders. His hair was tidy and styled with his bangs swept across his forehead, framing the thick black glasses he also wore.

“Hey Bianca! Ooh what smells so good?” Yunho immediately caught the scent of a sweet aroma that filled the apartment; he poked his nose in like a curious kitten.

“Come on in, I’m baking!”

Yunho entered the apartment and slipped his shoes off before sliding on a pair of blue spare slipped that sat near the door.

Bianca shuffled towards the bathroom, “BECKIE! Your boo bear is here!” she called before hurrying back to the kitchen to bake even more.

“Ahhh!” Beckie studied her reflection carefully. She fixed her hair and added a cute pumpkin barrette, pinning her bangs to the side with it.

She was dressed in a cute latte colored scoop neck sweater, a pair of dark grey jeans and a pair of pale pumpkin colored flats to match her hair accessory. She added just a bit of brown eyeliner and a dash of matching eyeshadow to complete her look.

“So I head you and Changers are having a dessert party later today” Yunho began, eying the plethora of sweets that lined the counter.

Bianca opened the fridge and grabbed the milk, pouring a glass of it, “Yep yep! Do you know if he will be baking also?” she implored, grabbing two cookies and putting them on a place, handing them to Yunho as well as the chilled glass of milk.

“O-oh, thanks! And I’m sure. Changmin isn’t much of a baker heh.”

Bianca pouted, “We he fucking better not come empty handed.”

“Oppa~” a voice cutely spoke.

Both Bianca and Yunho looked up and over to see Beckie standing at the threshold to the kitchen, shyly staring down at her shoes.

Her boyfriend instantly placed the plate and glass down to walk over to her. They stood in front of each other for a few seconds, Beckie occasionally peeking up, stealing glances.

Yunho’s eyes flickered to the left shyly before he slowly reached for Beckie, pulling her by the waist into a hug.

“DAWWWWWW” Bianca erupted, clasping her hands together while still holding a spatula.

With that Yunho pulled away, turning red from embarrassment, “S-stop!” he half smiled at Bianca who was acting completely retarded over them. Beckie held her face in her hands; her skin was hot to the touch.

-

A few minutes later Bianca received a call from Changmin saying he was going to be over in an hour or so. She promptly freaked out and practically pushed Beckie and Yunho out the door, babbling on about how she wasn’t even dressed properly yet.

“So what’s the game plan then?” Yunho questioned with a bit of uncertainty.  He swung his arm a bit until Beckie stopped him, quickly interlacing her fingers with his.

“Oh I thought you had something planned? Oops….” Beckie tried to laugh it off but she was a tad disappointed that Yunho didn’t cook something up.

“Have you ever been to Bundang before?” Yunho’s voice rose a bit with excitement as they climbed down the steps away from the apartment.

Beckie inhaled the fresh autumn air before replying, “Nope!”

“Let’s go then!”

-

The couple received both many cold and curious stares as they walked hand-in-hand down the clean, bright streets of Bundang.

Beckie always felt super self-conscious when they were together in public (more than usual, anyway.) She pulled at the zipper of her jacket, trying to hide her face. Yunho didn’t say anything but used his free hand to pull her arm back down. He didn’t want her to feel like she had to hide her face anymore.

It was already public knowledge that Yunho was dating a foreigner. Why try and keep hiding? If anything, he wanted everyone to see.  He just had to be cautious because not everyone was as happy as he was. All that didn’t matter in that moment though.

They headed into the tiny neighborhood of Jeongja-dong and found themselves standing outside of a quaint little icecream shop.

“Fairy Cream? Such a cute name”  Beckie swooned over the shop’s cute little striped awning and bubble-like lights.

“Want to go in?” Yunho grinned, a breeze started up causing his bangs to ruffle and fluff up cutely.

Beckie quickly broke eye contact, “Yes of course.  Icecream is always good.”

They ended up sitting down for a bit inside, sharing a bowl of Gingersnap flavored icecream with whipped cream and brown sugar dashed on top.

“Hey oppa?”

“Hmmm?” Yunho looked up, spoon in mouth, eye brows arched with question.

“I was thinking. Did you know next week is our one year anniversary?” Beckie then shut herself up with a spoonful of sweet.

Yunho pulled the spoon from his mouth and set it down. He smiled and tried not to look at a small group of fans who began to hover, “Yeah of course. I remember because Changmin and I started dating you girls so close in proximity.”

Beckie nodded, “Isn’t that weird?”

“Is what weird?”

“A whole year of dating. We’ve been through so much” she mused, still avoiding eye contact.

“It’s not weird. However it certainly went by so quickly” Yunho leaned forward to wipe a bit of whipped cream from Beckie’s cheek with his thumb.

She felt herself start to turn red and bit her lip causing Yunho to chuckle to himself.

“Has it been hard?” Yunho grew serious and asked Beckie.

She finally looked him in the eye, “Relationships are never easy are they?”

His stomach dropped at her response, “I’m sorry.”

She shook her head rapidly, “No no no. Oppa, relationships always have their ups and downs. I wouldn’t have it any other way. Has it been difficult for you? Dating a nobody and all.”

The air was thick for a moment.

“You’re not a nobody. You’re a somebody. My somebody. I hate when you cut yourself down like that. You’re right though. Relationships aren’t easy for if they were I don’t think they would even exist. “

Beckie stared at him with glassy eyes. She still couldn’t wrap her head around the fact that Yunho was hers. Of all the hundreds and thousands of girls who admire him she was the only one he could see.

“I like you a lot Beckie. I love you a lot too. Now let’s get the hell out of here” He smiled and extended a hand towards her.

-

As they made their way down the street Beckie took notice of a small vegetable stand on the side of the road.

She broke away from Yunho and ran over with excitement.

“Look Yunho! They have pumpkins” she pointed and the ajumma who ran the stand looked over at Yunho and gasped.

“So handsome!”

Yunho beamed an award winning smile at her and walked over, “What’s this about pumpkins?”

“Can we please buy some to carve?” Beckie began looking through for the perfect pumpkin.

“Carve? I don’t understand” Yunho raised an eyebrow as Beckie shoved a fat round pumpkin into his arms.

“Back home in the autumn it’s tradition to carve faces or pictures into pumpkins. Mostly to celebrate Halloween!” she picked up one more pretty pumpkin and gave it to Yunho.

“That seems kinda silly. Do you eat them?” he asked as he handed the little ajumma money who continued to coo about Yunho’s face.

“No oh my god. They’re just used for decoration.  You can even put candles inside of them and it’s really pretty if they’re all lit at night” Beckie babbled on about pumpkins with much delight.

“That’s so strange but alright. Let’s go back to my place and carve these things or whatever you silly Americans do!”

-

“I totally messed up. It’s ruined” Yunho whined slightly and pushed his pumpkin away from him.  He acted much like a child at times.

Beckie tried not to crack up; she placed a hand over her mouth and practically choked. Her boyfriend ended up cutting the pumpkin to shreds despite his claims that “pumpkin carving is way too easy.”

“If I squint I can see the face better” she then burst into laughter and Yunho stuck his tongue out at her.

“Whatever! It’s not like yours is any better. Just kidding its great ugh” He slammed his head down on the table and pretended to cry, flailing arms and everything.

“Don’t be such a baby oh my god!” Beckie laughed, ruffling his hair gently. Yunho groaned into the wooden furniture and lifted his head, rubbing it on Beckie’s arm like a cat begging for attention.

Her pumpkin was just smiling generically while Yunho’s looked deformed and rather creepy. Nonetheless Beckie placed a tealight candle inside each of the pumpkins and lit them.

Yunho leaned backwards in his chair, nearly falling, and flicked the lights off.

It was early evening at this point but it made the room dark enough to show off the pumpkins properly.

A huge contagious smile spread across Yunho’s face.  Beckie smiled too and clapped her hands together, “Don’t they look so cute together?”

“You know what else looks cute together?” Yunho suddenly snatched Beckie up and pulled her into his lap. He was grinning mischievously.

Yunho softly held a stare with Beckie, he naturally felt himself gravitating closer to her. She didn’t flinch or back away as he did so. Their noses touched and suddenly both parties got shy and broke apart.

“I-I can’t with you” Beckie buried her face into her hands, wanting to scream. He literally was the cutest dope ever in her eyes.

“You know what would be good right now! Apple cider! I hear it’s popular in America. Is that true?” Yunho quickly changed the mood by his words. He stood up and strolled into the kitchen, opening the fridge to pull out a carton of apple cider.

“It is! Especially this time of year. I didn’t know they sold it in Korea” Beckie jumped to her feet. She hadn’t had a glass of apple cider for a few years now. Just looking at it gave her so much nostalgia.

“Want some?” Yunho giggled a bit like a little kid, “but wait! There’s more!”

He practically skipped back into the living room and threw a couple of logs into the fireplace before lighting them up. The fire was tiny and flickering but it would soon grow into a comfortable crackling flame.

The sun was beginning to sink into the horizon so the fireplace appropriately set the mood.

Beckie convinced Yunho that the only way to drink apple cider was to drink it warm. He complied and the two of them sat by the fireplace curled up in a blanket, sipping at the sugary substance in their mugs.

“What do you think Changmin and Bianca are doing?” Beckie snuggled closer to Yunho’s body as she asked.

He took a sip of his drink before setting it down on the coffee table behind him, “Well Changmin actually baked for her. So I’m sure Bianca is pretty damn excited about that. From what I’ve heard from him is that they’re basically gonna eat desserts and talk.”

Beckie laughed loudly, “It’s so like them” she then also placed her mug down beside Yunho’s.

“Well…is this ‘so like us’?” Yunho looked at her through his thick framed glasses that always made Beckie melt into a puddle of mush.

She sat there in thought for a few moments, “I guess it is. Hmm. Well we usually don’t go out in public together. And I’m almost never here at your apartment” she admitted rather matter-of-factly.

Yunho nodded, “It’s difficult. Even though people know about us I’d prefer they didn’t try and stalk you. It’s bad enough I get stalked.”

“But you know, people have been way more considerate then I expected. You must be losing your appeal!” Beckie joked before impulsively kissing the tip of his nose.

Yunho barked out his signature laugh and tousled his girlfriend’s hair despite her protests, “Maybe that’s true! But in my opinion perhaps it’s a good thing. I’m not getting any younger. I want to settle down.”

She found herself staring down into her lap, picking at her fingernails, “Settle down, huh?”

“Well that’s what we’re going to do, right?” he looked at her with sincerity.

The way his voice spoke those words was enough to send Beckie over the edge, chills creeping down her spine like first frost.

He could see the fire in her eyes but held back, waiting for her signal.

In one fluid motion Beckie reached forward and around Yunho’s neck, pulling him into a kiss. He didn’t resist at all and wrapped his own arms around her waist, pulling her in between his legs.

She broke the kiss and stared up at him, taking his glasses off and setting them on the table, “You’re the best thing that has ever happened to me, Jung Yunho” she breathed in almost a whisper.

He responded by holding her close, kissing her head and neck repeatedly as her hands traveled up and under his shirt, begging for him to remove his clothing.

He complied and stripped his upper half as he pressed his lips to hers, his tongue waiting for permission to enter.  She nibbled the bottom of his lip before allowing his tongue to sneak in and meet her own. The taste of sweet apple cider was strong, causing both sides to deepen the kiss hungrily.

Beckie ran her hands slowly up and down his bare back; she enjoyed feeling the goosebumps she created as she did so. Her hands then wandered from around his waist and down below his belly button; a soft moan escaping from his throat into her mouth.

She loved when Yunho moaned. Normally, he didn’t make such sounds often but when he did Beckie ate it right up. She took immense pleasure in getting her boyfriend to react in such a way.

Her hands wandered lower and lower, rubbing him through his jeans momentarily before creeping back up his chest and finally resting her hands behind his neck.

He gasped slightly as she did so and broke the kiss slightly so he could exhale, “Fuck.”

 Beckie’s eyes lowered and she felt a thin smile play on her lips. She quickly went to work unzipping and unbuttoning her boyfriend’s bottoms.

His breathing became irregular from just her touch. It was obvious they weren’t intimate like this for a while as just the brushing of her skin against his made his blood surge.

Yunho leaned backward, the blanket slipping off from his shoulder and pushed his hips forward slightly, begging for attention.

Beckie didn’t mind focusing on her boyfriend and promptly removed his pants, exposing his briefs. She felt herself become rather wet at the sight of his erection which hid under the fabric. She let out a sexually frustrated hiss escape from her lips before taking her own bottoms off.

As Beckie removed her bottom half clothing completely, Yunho was panting slightly with anticipation. He stared at her hungrily, his eyes glazed over with sheer lust.

Once she hips and below was free Beckie rubbed Yunho teasingly. His shallow breaths turned into whispery moans. He wanted to shout at her to just fuck him already but he held back, his legs slithering around her lower back, gripping her slightly.

After a few moments of teasing her boyfriend, Beckie finally pulled down his briefs and lowered her head taking his ~*length*~(omg I cant…) into her mouth…or as much of it as she could.

A loud gasp was caught in Yunho’s throat as if it were the first time lips had touched him in that way. He reached out with one hand and rested it on top of her head before curling his slender fingers gently around her hair.

The two of them reached a rhythm together; Yunho’s hips bucked slightly every few seconds, in synch with Beckie’s tongue. Her boyfriend was rather audible today as he constantly was panting  and even let a few loud moans escape from his mouth.

She rather her tongue from the base to the tip of his cock (that word…every. Time.) And he exhaled loudly which drove her insane. She was practically dripping at this point and wanted some attention herself. She gave her boyfriend an almost puppy eyed expression and he sat up knowing just what she wanted.

The fireplace was still at a soft roar but the temperature was reaching hellish conditions. Yunho felt sweat drip down his chest and back as he reached for Beckie’s sweater, pulling it over her head and tossing it to the sofa.

The mixture of her sweat and the heat of the fire gave off an almost cooling sensation and she sighed softly, falling into Yunho’s chest, as he popped her bra off with unreal dexterity.

Yunho leaned his body weight forward, signaling Beckie to lie on her back. They exchanged glances, sweat glistening on both of their faces. He smiled down at her before climbing on top and pressing his sweet sticky lips against her own.

As their tongues danced, Yunho’s hand slid slowly with precision from her shoulder, down over her hips, and finally rested on the top of her thigh. He could feel her small gasps in the back of his own throat as he gently sucked on her tongue before allowing his fingers to lightly brush down her slit.

This was enough to elicit a breathy moan from her as she pulled away from the deep kiss and buried her face into the crook of his neck, nipping at his collarbone.

Yunho smiled into her shoulder and made his way to her sensitive spot where then rubbed slowly and deeply. Beckie tilted her head back slightly and felt herself try and spread her legs, begging for more.

He quite enjoyed her reaction and slowed his pace more and more until she pleaded, “O-oppa. Oppaaaa. Harder. Please.”

He almost wanted to laugh with pleasure but he held back and instead rubbed her to her heart’s content. Beckie felt slightly dizzy with intense sensation, she really had to hold herself back from releasing too soon.

Yunho stopped what he was doing and instead dug his nails into her back, running down it slowly causing her back to arch the way a cat does when you stroke it. She let out a frustrated cry and gently slapped his back.

“Patience, Jagi~” he chuckled into her ear. His hot breath drove her crazy and her body shook with anxiousness.

Her reaction caused Yunho to go against his own words. He used his arms to prop her legs up and hold his own position. She then reached between herself and grasped his member firmly but gently. Yunho then was able to guide himself to her entrance where he lingered momentarily, feeling her own moisture practically pour on command of his touch.

“Oppa!” she cried out.

Yunho then pulled himself into her and held her waist firmly.  His movements were too slow for her and Beckie found herself shoving Yunho down rather aggressively, straddling him. He of course loved it when she took the lead felt his heart pound against his chest with excitement.

Beckie was now in control. She set the pace slow, riding him steadily. She lifted her head and panted slightly to try and control herself from getting ahead of the game. Yunho arch his back, this time he was the one pleading for her to quicken the pace.

“B-Beckie-yah…a-ah…please…” he gasped through moans, his hips bucked as she continued her slow steady pace.

She looked down at him, pleasure written all over his face. Beckie didn’t listen and continued the same rhythm, causing Yunho moan and squirm impatiently under her.

After a few more moments of enjoying his reactions, Beckie decided to liven the pace and thrusted her hips a little faster. Yunho began to sigh heavily with pleasure, his hands gripping her hips tightly.

He moaned her name as she pressed her body down more, clenching his length inside of her. This went on for a few more minutes before the couple lost all composure.

They both desperately needed to orgasm at this point.

Beckie found herself thrusting quickly, matching the speed and rhythm of Yunho’s own hips. The two of them moaned each other’s names and panted like animals in heat.

Yunho found himself getting closer to finish, his breath quickened and he managed to sit up, still gripping Beckie tightly enough that she would probably be bruised later.

He decided to take back control and pushed himself on top of her, thrusting forcefully and desperately. He was driven by her loud moans and fingernails than scratched his back, dragging up and down.

Yunho could no longer hold back and his whole body seemed to arch as he came inside of her. Beckie shivered from the warmth of him inside of her and pinned her nails down into him until he breathily gasped her name. She quickly reached down and rubbed herself rather harshly for a few moments until her own body stiffened and arched, melting into his as she reached her climax. She felt her vision go blurry as the rush of the orgasm filled very corner of her body. She cried his name as well to make it complete.

-

The couple had collapsed onto the blanket and laid together like that for at least twenty minutes or so, trying to catch their breath and cool down.

Yunho went to say something but when he looked over at Beckie she was sound asleep, exhausted from the whole ordeal.

He smiled and stood up, pulling his shirt and briefs back on before tending to the fire which he put out. Yunho then lifted his girlfriend who was draped in the blanket and gently placed her on the sofa. He then curled up next to her, pulling her body as close as he could to his own. In her sleep she then wrapped her arms around his chest and nuzzled her head under his own, sighing tiredly.

Yunho paid close attention to her heartbeat before finally drifting off in a pleasant slumber, a smile still on his face.

The autumn wind gently blew and a slight pitter-patter of cold rain tapped against the windows much like a lullaby.

[seoulmates-5ever]

Shimi Changa & Bianca: 그 XX, Part 2

More days pass and the two make no contact. 

Changmin, notorious for devouring every bit of food in sight, has resorted to not eating. Yunho tries his hardest to feed him -- getting his favorites, like pizza, spaghetti, ramyun -- but to no avail. The older can see how frail Changmin is becoming, mentally and physically, but has no idea how to fix it. 

Bianca was suffering similarly; eating nothing, sleeping even less, becoming lethargic and delusional, and sometimes even outrageously angry. She laid in bed, refusing to go to work or shower or do much of anything aside from cry. 

-

"Unnie," Beckie says one day, coming into Bianca's room. "This is getting ridiculous." 

Bianca looks up from her laptop, eyes barely open. "Hmm."

"You need to talk to him." 

"But...." Bianca sighs. "I told him I never wanted to see him again."

"Which is why you need to go to him," Beckie crosses her arms against her chest. "According to Yunho, he's a complete wreck. He won't sleep or eat, unnie." 

Bianca blinks, surprised. Even when stressed out beyond belief, Changmin always makes time for food and sleep. 

"You need to go make amends. Both of you are miserable without each other."

-

The next day, Yunho pulls Changmin out of bed, forcing him to at least attempt to be a human and not a lump under the sheets. He had food shoved down his throat and was pushed into the shower, Yunho standing outside the door to make sure he didn't attempt to drown himself.

After eating and washing up, Changmin had to admit he felt a smidgen better, although not by much. He collapses on the couch, grabbing a blanket and curling in a ball.

"Changdola," Yunho says from the kitchen; he's fully dressed and pouring himself a cup of coffee to go. "Beckie and I are going out for lunch. Do you want to come?"

"No," Changmin feebly replies, grabbing the remote and flipping through the TV channels.

Yunho sighs, shaking his head. "Well...try and eat something, okay? Also if you could vacuum I'd really appreciate it." He grabs his coat and slides it on. "I'll probably be back late tonight, so don't wait up for me."

"Yes mom."

Yunho gives Changmin a fleeting look before sighing, plucking up his car keys and coffee, and heading out the door.

A few hours later, Changmin wakes up, still on the couch, to three loud knocks on the door. He doesn't know how he fell asleep, but pulls himself off the couch regardless and makes his way over to the door. 

"Hyung, did you forget your house key agai--"

He stops short as he pulls open the door, seeing Bianca standing there, a frightened look on her face. She's dressed in a peach-colored, floral sundress with a burgundy, off-the-shoulder sweater over it, and a cute pair of chunky-heeled sandals. Her hair is tied in a loose ponytail over her left shoulder, and she put on just a little eyeliner.

"H-Hi, oppa," She says gently, barely above a whisper.

"...Bianca," He says, almost incredulously. "What are you...?"

"Can I come in?" She asks, toying with the strap of her purse. 

He nods, moving out of the way and letting her into the house. She's only been over a few times, as to not attract attention to the place in case any sasaengs are lingering, so she still felt a bit uncomfortable. He shut the door behind her as she looks around, obviously nervous.

"Look, I..." She turns to face him, biting her lower lip nervously. "I'm sorry I got so upset. I wasn't -- wasn't thinking straight...when I said I never wanted to see you again." She doesn't make eye contact, far too nervous to even think of doing it. "I just missed you...so much. I still do."

"Bianca," Changmin says, moving towards her. "I didn't cheat on you--"

"I know," She says. "At least, I know that now. But you still ignored me for over a week, barely saying three words to me..." She feels her throat start to close, like she's going to cry, but she stays steadfast. "I just wanted to see you. If it were for work, it would be a totally different story, but you were ignoring me to go hang out with other people -- other girls...I felt like you didn't care." She clenches her fists, as if she's angry. 

"I do care!" Changmin cries. "I care more than you can even understand! I--I've been a wreck without you, I've barely left my room, I haven't eaten, or slept, or--"

Suddenly, Bianca grabs Changmin's face and pulls him into a firm kiss, holding him in place so he couldn't get away before pulling away herself. They stared at each other, eyes wide, for what seemed like forever as they tried to catch their breath. 

Changmin then grabbed Bianca by her hips and pulled her into another kiss, just as firm but twice as passionate as before. She immediately melted into him, arms draping around his neck and body pressing firmly against his. They drank each other up, breathing each other in like oxygen. 

He maneuvered her backwards into the living room, pushing her down onto the couch before climbing on top of her, all without breaking their kiss. Their tongues collided, velvet on velveteen, swirling over and under each other while their hands roamed each other's body. 

Bianca moved to Changmin's neck, kissing a trail from his lips to just below his jaw, where she started nipping playfully, swirling her tongue over the skin after every bite. He groaned, a shiver crawling up his spin; he pressed her arms against the couch and grinded his hips against hers, eliciting a soft moan from both parties. 

In an instant, both Changmin's shirt and Bianca's dress were on the floor. Bianca ran her hands over Changmin's chest, nails digging slightly into his tanned skin, causing him to hiss in pleasure. His breathing hitched as her hands slipped lower, past his navel to the top of his pants; she slipped her hand inside, rubbing his erection over his boxers, causing him to gasp once more. She smirked, proud of herself, before pressing their lips together again, her hand slowly crawling into his boxers, where she began to jerk him off.

"Fuck," He breathed as he pressed himself into her hand, burying his face into her neck and sucking on the skin where her throat and shoulder attached. He managed to kick off his pants, all while not disturbing her task. Throaty moans slipped from his lips involuntarily, muffled by Bianca's skin. 

She changed her rhythm, causing his hips to buck and a gasp to slip out. "Oh god, babe," He breathed, his body starting to tremble. 

She smirked, stopping for a moment. "What? Is everything oka--"

"Why the fuck did you stop," He whined, cutting her off mid-sentence. She chuckled, starting her rhythm up again.

After a few minutes, he pulled her hand from his boxers, then crawled off of her and pulled her up, positioning her so she was sitting upright against the couch. He pulled her panties off in a second, then playfully started to bite at her inner thighs. She whimpered and her head tilted back, her fingers tangling in his hair and pulling him closer to her. 

He hooked his arms around her legs, propping her up slightly before beginning to work her. His tongue roamed, not staying in one place for too long, going from her entrance, up to her clit, which he would suck on gently. 

"Oppa," She breathed, pulling him into her. He continued to suck on her clit before bringing his fingers up and sliding them into her entrance, causing her to gasp. The way her hips moved with the rhythm of his fingers, her hands pulling at his hair gently and the moans that slipped from her throat was almost enough to send Changmin over the edge (which he wouldn't admit to anyone but himself).

When he knew she was getting close, he pulled away, which garnered a cry of protest from his girlfriend, although she stopped when he pulled off his boxers. He grabbed her by the hips and lifted her up while sitting in her spot. Once he was comfortable, he placed her above him, allowing her to get comfortable herself. She straddled his hips, positioning herself right above his cock (that word omfg) before reaching back and unhooking her bra with expertise. She quickly tossed it to the pile with the rest of the clothes. 

Once she was comfortable, he placed his hands on her hips and slowly guided her onto him, both of them gasping at the sensation. He gave her a second to adjust to him inside her before beginning to move. He started slow, but after only a minute or two, she leaned forward.

"H-Harder," She breathed in his ear, all but clinging to him. "Oppa, please."

Her begging was all he needed to hear; he quickened his pace, causing her to whimper in his ear and grip at his skin. She began to nibble on his earlobe, nails dragging down his shoulders, causing him to moan as well. He gripped her hips hard, nails digging in hard enough to bruise. 

She was soon whimpering loudly, hips caught up to his pace and body trembling. He shifted slightly, changing his position just a bit so he would hit her ~g-spot. Immediately, she cried out, spots dancing in her vision. He continued to hit that exact spot at the same angle, her moans increasing in volume. At this point, she was a trembling mess in his arms, whimpering his name over and over like a mantra.

Her whimpers and pleads sent him over the edge, a warm heat building in the pit of his stomach as he steadily reached his orgasm. He brought one of his hands between her legs and started to rub her most sensitive area, causing her to cry out as she tumbled into her orgasm. She shook in his arms, clutching to his shoulders tightly as she moaned his name into his ear. 

With a few more thrusts and the sensation of her orgasm, he came as well, groaning Bianca's name before pressing their lips together harshly.

After a few minutes of catching their breath, Bianca pulled herself off of Changmin's lap and began to pick up their clothes. She handed Changmin his clothes, when he grabbed her arm.

"Is that..." He looked at the gold bracelet around her wrist.

She smiled at him. "Of course," She said. "As if I'd ever take it off."

He beamed at her, smiling gently before pressing his lips to her forehead. "So I take it you're not mad at me anymore?" He asked as he pulled away.

"Oh, I'm still pissed," She said, scrunching her nose. "You'll just have to make it up to me later on tonight."

He grinned devilishly. "Round 2?"

[seoulmates-5ever]

Homoshinki and the Seoulmates: Catch me if you wanna

The most important rule for Manhunt is: don’t get caught.

Nothing could be heard but the sound of feet slamming against the tiled floor.  It was nearly pitch black in the SMe building with nothing but a feel dim security lights to guide them.

“Where could they be? This building is huge…” Bianca mused through breaths as her and Beckie ran to the end of the dark hallway

“They’re not exactly dwarfs though. It shouldn’t be too hard to find those dopes. Should we split up?” Beckie wiped sweat from her forehead with the back of her hand. Both of their hearts were pounding from sheer adrenaline.

“Ah but I’m scared! It’s creepy in here” the older of the pair whined, clutching the bottom of her shirt nervously.

Beckie sighed, “We’ll meet up again at….” She glanced at her phone quickly, “2:15? Right here on the 3rd floor in front of these elevators. Okay?”

They were the seekers. The manhunters. Changmin and Yunho were their prey.

“Alright…fine. See you in 20 then!” Bianca nearly choked on her own words as she pressed the up button on the elevator.

Beckie nodded and ran to the staircase. She figured it could possibly be a good hiding place. But mostly, she was afraid to take the elevators at such a weird time at night.

Ding!

The doors to the elevator welcomed Bianca in. She dashed inside and randomly pressed a floor button. Number 10.

The lights inside the elevator were even dim. She felt as if she were in a horror movie. “Changmin when I catch you, you’re dead” she swore, tapping her foot impatiently as the elevator rose slowly. She had a love/hate relationship with Manhunt. It was so much fun but nerve wracking.

Beckie made her way to the fifth floor in record time. There was one tiny light on whole floor.

“Perfect. I can’t see shit” she muttered to herself with a hint of sarcasm.

As she power walked through the hallway of offices she heard a creaking sound.

Beckie immediately froze in place, holding her breath.

She slowly turned her head to the nearest office. Through the frosted glass she swore she saw some sort of movement.

With careful precision she tip toed towards the door and reached for the knob. Her heart nearly exploded as she slowly and quietly turned it.

“Fuck!” Bianca screamed when she made it to the tenth floor.

There were literally no lights at all.

“Just fucking perfect. I HATE YOU CHANGMIN. I HOPE YOU CAN HEAR ME” she shouted, pulling out her phone to use as a makeshift flashlight.

Bianca had terrible night vision and her phone didn’t exactly have the brightest light. She was crouching slightly, using the phone to light her path. She looked left and right constantly.

She saw a corner near a door that looked particularly dark. As if something was there.

Bianca carefully made her way over however she felt herself step on her own shoelace. By the time she reacted, she tripped and fell, cursing as she did so.

Her phone went sliding across the shiny tiles. It was stopped by a foot. The figure bent over and picked the device up, turning it off before placing it back on the ground.

Beckie threw the door open rather suddenly. She stood at the threshold in silence for a good ten seconds.

She didn’t even think to flick a light on; she simply just strolled right in with determination.

She glanced around, a desk, filing cabinet, and a tiny side table with a lamp on it; it seemed as if no one was actually in there.

Beckie went to turn back around until she felt hot breath on the back of her neck.

“Looking for someone?” the deep voice whispered in her ear, sending chills down her spine.

“FUCKING. YUNHO” she whipped around and attempted to grab him however there was nothing but still air.

She saw in a sliver of light, Jung Yunho’s narrowed eyes and slight smirk.

“Catch me if you wanna~” he said almost mockingly, beckoning her with his hands.

At that point Beckie sprinted forward towards him and he dashed away from her like a shadow.

“Damnit…” Bianca felt around blindly for her phone. She heard it turn off but figured it was just because it fell.

She grew extremely nervous. She needed to keep an eye on the time. She cried out a little to herself with frustration.

“FINALLY!” she squealed when she found it, relieved that it was okay.

She switched it back on and used it to guide her way as she was about to stand up.

In the dim light her phone gave off she saw a pair of suave leather shoes.

She rose to her feet quickly and shined the light up at the stranger.

The tiny white light shone across the familiar face of Shim Changmin. He had a stupid half-smile plastered on his face.

“YOU BITCH, C’MERE!” Bianca lunged at him wildly, but Changmin only stepped aside to avoid her attack.

“You’re gonna have to try harder than that” he laughed coolly and jogged off into the darkness.

Beckie checked her phone as she ran, trying to listen for Yunho’s foot steps to guide her.

It was 2:13.

She came to a screeching stop and coughed a little due to being out of breath.

“Goddamnit” she breathed exasperatedly.

The maknae walked back to the elevators and decided to bite the bullet and take them back to the 3rd floor.

She walked into the darkened box and turned around.

As the doors close she saw Changmin come out of the elevators across the hall, “CHANGMIN!” she screamed at him. But it was too late. The doors fully sealed her inside.

Third floor. SMe building. 2:16 am.

Bianca paced back and forth in front of the row of elevators waiting for her friend.

“Fucking doped eared mother fucker. Slippery bitch. I can’t” she grumbled to herself angrily.

Changmin easily got away from her because he’s just way too fast.

The doors to an elevator opened and Beckie ran out and over to her friend.

“Did you see Changmin?! I found Yunho but that nigger got away from me” she half shouted in Bianca’s face.

“YEAH. I did see him. He is fast as hell. What do we do now?”

Beckie didn’t fucking know. There were 20 floors. 20 fucking floors. It could take hours to catch them.

“I saw Changmin on the fifth floor as I was getting on the elevator to meet up with you. I suggest going there” she finally spoke, checking her phone again as it vibrated.

A text message.

“Who is it?” Bianca peered over Beckie’s shoulder eagerly.

Come to the 8th floor jagi~

-Yunho

“OH HO HO. This nig is asking for it. Oh my fucking god wait til I get there” Beckie practically broken the up button to the elevator.

The two girls ran inside when the doors opened, Bianca pressing the fifth floor button, Beckie the eighth.

They stood in silence as the elevator moved upwards.

The doors opened. Fifth floor.

“Good luck unnie!” Beckie yelled as her friend immediately ran out into the darkness.

Bianca stopped in front of a water fountain and praised jesus in her head. She was dying of thirst.

 She tossed her hair over her shoulder and bent down to get a quick drink.

She lowered herself and the water turned on. She didn’t even question it and began to gulp the ice cold liquid down.

“Wow, you were really thirsty.”

Bianca began to choke and looked up.

“YOU!” she pointed at Changmin who started laughing.

“I know I’m supposed to be hiding but this is just way too much fun. It’s almost like you’re the hunted” he chuckled darkly.

He let his guard down briefly and suddenly found himself pinned to the wall.

Beckie noticed the eighth floor was fairly open and empty. There were random props scattered around neatly and a couple of desks with computers.

“Must be the art production team’s floor” she whispered to herself as she tiptoed around.

That’s when she saw him. Her goddamn boyfriend.

Yunho was sitting in a big comfy leather chair, his back facing her.

He had one legged crossed over the other, one elbow propped on the arms, the other idly touching his lips.

Beckie silently grinned like a Cheshire cat. She turned to her right where a box of various fabric scraps lay and she plucked a silk black scarf from the pile.

Yunho stayed perfectly still as Beckie crept up behind him. She was wary; did he really not know she was there or was this some sort of trap.

Then, all in one swoop, Beckie lurched forward and tightly pulled the scarf around Yunho’s eyes, blindfolding him.

“HAH! I GOT YOU NOW!” she exclaimed, tying the blindfold to the best of her abilities.

Yunho smiled thinly and leaned his head back so she could see the rest of his face (think: teaser picture.)

“Hehe. Indeed, you caught me! What are you gonna do now, huh? I’m your prisoner.”

It was almost as if Yunho was begging to be captured. His words made the tiny hairs on the back of Beckie’s neck stand on end.

“I got you right where I want you” Bianca growled victoriously, she had to practically press her entire body on Changmin to pin him to the wall (even though he could easily push her off, but he didn’t.)

The TVXQ member laughed loudly, “It’s so cute when you’re all assertive.”

Bianca snapped, “IT’S ALSO CUTE KNOWING I’M ABOUT TO WIN THIS GAME!”

Changmin rolled his eyes, still giggling, “What about Beckie? In order to win you need Yunho too. Not to mention you actually have to bring me to the ‘prison.’”

Bianca had forgotten about that. You see, the rules of the game were this:

-Catch Yunho and Changmin

-Bring them to the Lobby (aka the “prison”) using whatever it took

“What a dumbass rule. That’s nearly impossible. You’re way stronger than me….” Bianca’s voice trailed off and she broke the intense eye contact with Changmin.

Changmin continued to find her amusing and bit his bottom lip to prevent himself from erupting with more laughter, “You’re so naïve. You do know there are other waysof getting me down there?”

Bianca blinked and before she knew it she was suddenly the one pinned against the wall.

And then, his lips were pressed to hers unexpectedly, Changmin broke away just as Bianca was wanting more.

“You have to learn to keep up~” and with that he pulled back, turned on his heels and ran into the elevator which conveniently opened for him.  

Beckie found herself in Yunho’s lap, straddling him moments after he was practically inviting her into his pants.

The two of them were making out heavily, so much so that they found themselves breaking away slightly, panting for oxygen.

She had her legs wrapped around his waist and he had one hand on her collarbone, his fingers tickling the back of her neck causing her to moan slightly into his mouth.

Needless to say, Beckie wasn’t really giving much of a fuck about the game.

Yunho was enjoying himself so much he momentarily forgot they were even playing Manhunt. Once his memory was jogged he sneakily reached back behind his head and pulled the blindfold off.

Just then Beckie’s eyes locked into Yunho’s eyes. They both broke away from each other and stared.

Yunho could have run. He could have jumped up and escaped, however, he chose not to.

It didn’t take long before Beckie found herself pressed up against the frosted door that led into a small office, her legs still wrapped around him.

The two of them hungrily pulled at each other’s clothing as they intensely continued to kiss.

First went Beckie’s shirt, then Yunho’s, and hands started to roam all over the other’s body as if they had never had physical contact before.

Beckie suddenly broke the kiss to look right into Yunho’s eyes. She didn’t really have a reason except she wanted to look at him as if to confirm this was actually happening.

He blinked several times and smiled at her.

“So much for playing this game, huh?” he laughed quietly, talking in a low, calm voice that soothed Beckie instantly.

She grinned and reached down, pulling at his zipper, “Fuck me, Oppa” she purred, getting straight to the point.

Yunho swallowed hard, Beckie was never usually this aggressive, he liked it. Perhaps he too should play into it?

“I’m going to fuck you so hard” he felt slightly awkward saying those words but honestly it was enough for Beckie to practically rip his jeans off at that point.

There was a lot of nipping and fingers entangling in hair throughout the whole act and it ended with the two of them collapsed against the door covered in sweat, their bodies sticking together.

Both of them were panting heavily into each other’s ears, trying to catch their breath. Never before had they fucked quite that hard and fast. Despite all that the whole ordeal lasted 30 minutes anyway.

After a few moments like that they finally began to pull their clothes back on,

“We should probably find the other two…heh…” Yunho suddenly felt embarrassed, his face turning red.

The two of them made their way to the lobby after Beckie shot Bianca a text asking where she was.

AHAHA I GOT THIS BITCH! Be down there in a few~

-Bianca

Yunho and Beckie were sitting in the darkened lobby with laced fingers, waiting for their friends.

“What’s taking so longgggg,” Beckie complained before adding “I’m tired!”

“STOP IT. DON’T FUCKING TOUCH ME” Bianca’s voice echoed throughout the halls.

“GET OFF OF ME THEN!” Changmin’s voice was loud and clear in response.

The couple appeared in front of Beckie and Yunho, Bianca on Changmin’s back (she was practically choking him.)

“Oh god…” Beckie sighed, watching her friends bicker.

“I fucking caught you bitch hahaha!” Bianca leaped off of her boyfriend’s back and punched his shoulder.

“You’re an idiot” Changmin then pulled her into a loose headlock.

“FUCKING!!! GET OFF OMFG. BECKIE. YUNHO. HELP” Bianca was struggling to push Changers away as he then began messing up her hair.

Yunho and Beckie exchanged glances and stood up, walking towards the exit together.

“GUYS. GUYSSSSSSSSSS” Bianca screamed as Changmin just dragged her along.

It was obvious after that everyone slept fairly well. Especially Yunho and Beckie.

I want you to beg for me so I’ll wait for you Tell me, “Don’t ever leave me”

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Shimi Changa & Bianca: 그 XX, Part 1

"Are you okay?"

Bianca looks up from her phone, which she had been staring at for the last ten minutes, over to Beckie. The younger stood at the kitchen counter, peering into the living room when she noticed her friend acting weird.

"Wh--Yeah," Bianca says flatly. "Why wouldn't I be."

"Because I know you're texting Changmin," Beckie says, walking over with two glasses of chocolate milk. "What's going on?"

Bianca huffed and shoved her cell phone at Beckie; a message from Changmin was opened.

Not coming over tonight, going out for drinks with a friend.

"So what you're saying is--"

"Yes," Bianca snatched the phone back. "Jessica."

Of course Bianca was right; it was less than an hour after she got the text that pictures of the two began to surface on all the fansites. Jessica was dressed in a silver shirt that stopped right above her navel, paired with a black blazer, ripped grey skinny jeans and high heeled ankle boots. Changmin was in a black dress shirt, the sleeves rolled up to his elbows, black jeans and converse. They could be seen at the bar, each with a glass of wine in hand, laughing and playfully hitting each other.

Bianca slammed her laptop shut and shoved it away from her.

"Do you want me to call Yunho and ask him what's going--"

"No," Bianca cut Beckie off. "He's been hanging out with her every night for the past week and a half. I don't fucking like it. I'm in my right mind to just fucking end it."

"Unnie don't think too rash," Beckie says. "It could be nothing."

"Or he could be a disgusting piece of shit!" Bianca cried. "I can't fucking believe him. I'm calling him."

It took a few rings for him to answer.

"Hello?" He yelled into the phone, unable to really hear over the loud music.

"If you know what's best for you," Bianca screamed. "You'll be at my place within twenty minutes."

She quickly hung up the phone, sighing heavily and dropping it on the coffee table. Beckie sighed, petting Bianca's head before going to make her a tuna sandwich.

Forty three minutes later, Changmin showed up at Bianca and Beckie's apartment. He paused at the door, debating if he should even bother at this point, but decided he better do it. He knocked a few times on the door.

Beckie was the one to answer.

"Hi, Changmin oppa," She said gently, half-smiling at him. She moved out of the way and he quickly came in, heart pounding as he made his way down to Bianca's room. He took a deep breath before opening the door.

"Bianca?" He asked, poking his head through the door; he couldn't see her. "Jagi?" He walked in, confused; she wasn't on her bed, or at her desk like normal.

Suddenly, the door slammed shut; she was leaning against it, arms crossed.

"What the fu--" 

"Where in the hell have you been, Shim Changmin?" Bianca demanded; from the look in her eyes, it was quite obvious she was extremely pissed off.

"Out," was Changmin's reply.

"Mhm," Bianca agreed. "Out. With Jessica. Like you have been for the past eleven nights and haven't bothered to even stop by and say hi." She stepped forward, and stared him right in the eye. "How long has it been since you told me you loved me, oppa?"

Changmin just stared back at her, unable to respond. He didn't know.

"It's been a week," Bianca snapped. "A whole fucking week. I've even said it to you, and you just say nothing. Do you not love me anymore? Is that why you're doing this?"

"No, it's not like that, I--" He reached out to hug her, but she shoved him back in an instant.

"Don't touch me!" She shrieked. "What is it about her, huh? Is it because she's Korean, with flawless skin, pale as snow and perfect hair all the time?!" 

Changmin's eyes widened; he had no idea how to respond. She was beyond furious - she was hurt. He could see it in her face, the way her eyes wanted to cry but refused to.

"Bianca, I--" He stopped, rethinking his words. "I'm not cheating on you! I don't understand why you're so fucking upset."

"But you're still ignoring me!" Bianca fired back. "What is it, Changmin? What is it about her?"

She clenched her fists, tears finally spilling from her eyes.

"What does that bitch have that I don't?!"

They held eye contact for what seemed like forever, until Changmin attempted to reach out to her again.

"No," Bianca spat, slapping his hand away. "Get the hell away from me. I never want to see you again."

Changmin's eyes widened. "Wh-What are you saying--"

"GO!" Bianca shrieked, shoving him out of her room and slamming the door.  

-

Sleepless nights followed, for both Changmin and Bianca.

She cried herself to sleep every night, clutching her pillow and sobbing until she finally drifted into unconsciousness.

Changmin tried to continue on, to pretend like everything was okay. He did his idol duties, performed to the best of his abilities and stayed as strong as he could, but it was hard. It was hard when every night, Bianca's words echoed in his mind, refusing to let him rest.

그 새끼보다 내가 못한 게 뭐야?

-

"Changmin, can I come in?"

He decided one morning, a week after the fight, that he wasn't going to get up. He laid in bed, wrapped in his comforter, staring at the digital clock next to him. He was going on five hours of sleep in the last week, and he was starting to get a little bit delirious.

Yunho didn't wait for an answer, but simply walked into his bedroom, Beckie in tow.  Beckie had a container of ddukbokki and Yunho had some patjuk and aloe drink for him.  Beckie looked to her boyfriend at the sight of Changmin, but all Yunho could do was nod. 

"Changmin, we brought you food," Yunho said. "We think you need to go apologize to--"

"No," Changmin cut him off. "She won't see me."

"You have to try, oppa," Beckie said. "She's just as upset as you are. Even if you didn't cheat on her, she loves you and ignoring her and spending time with other girls was wrong..."

"I know," Changmin sat up, sighing. "But she won't see me. She told me she never wanted to ever again. I..." He ruffled his hair. "I know I fucked up, but what am I supposed to do?"

"Apologize," Yunho said. "She needs you, Changdola. Just as much as you need her."

"I..." Changmin sighed. "I can't."

To be continued.

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Homoshinki and the Seoulmates: IRL??

The chilled early winter air made their cheeks turn slightly blush as they made their way into the Philadelphia International Airport.

“I honestly can’t believe we’ll be going to Korea for winter break” Bianca practically gasped for air as she spat out her words with excitement.

“I know right? Jesus, I’m gonna barf all over the fucking plane” Beckie joked (sorta) as they wheeled their luggage over to check in.

After getting their luggage tagged and sent off the two girls decided to walk over to see where their terminal was.

Flight 926 has landed, all passengers are now deplaning to Terminal D

“Damn, I’m hungryyyy. Can we please stop for some food?” Bianca whined as usual.

Beckie gave her a “r u srs we r about 2 go 2 korea how r u thinking about food” look but decided it wasn’t a bad idea.

“Yeah actually I’m ready to eat a fucking horse (no offense.)”

They grabbed some warm churros and hot chocolate and headed over to the giant escalators that would lead them to their terminal.

As they were going up a familiar tune started to play:

Kimi ga ire ba sorede ii 

It was fucking Winter Rose. And it was Bianca’s phone ringing. Her phone was in the front pouch of her backpack (which was currently on her back.)

Beckie and she immediately looked at each other and Bianca sung along to the lyrics loudly,

 sou sa close to heart close to my love tatta hitotsu shika nai ai ga koko ni aru kara

“Oh my god, stop!!” Beckie couldn’t handle that song.

The tune kept loudly playing (both Beckie and Bianca now singing) as Bianca blindly pulled her backpack around and fished in the front pocket for her phone.

Her hand slipped as she attempted to grab the device which sent it crashing to the step behind her.

She turned around to see someone already bent over, picking her phone up.

When the figure looked up with a smile, the two girls nearly lost it.

It was fucking Yunho.

FUCKING.

U KNOW

YUNHO

Standing behind him was Changmin who happened to be holding back a smirk. He was finding this situation rather amusing.

The funny thing was, no fans or hoards of girls were in sight. It was just the two of them and a couple of employees/manager type people.

Bianca stood there dumbfounded for point two seconds before quickly taking her phone back, squeaking out a thank you.

She whipped back around and grabbed Beckie’s arm tightly.

“I literally can’t right now” Beckie choked. She felt her body heat up.

“I’m telling you right now. The second we make it to the top I’m running” Bianca warned.

“No you’re not you faggot. This is our chance. I don’t even know what is happening right now. But fucking Yunho and Changers are right behind us. What is.” She could barely even English.

“NO I CAN’T. UGH. I CAN’T” Bianca practically shouted and stomped her foot.

The escalator seemed to take forever but finally made it to the top. Beckie stepped off and to the side and Bianca attempted to run.

Beckie was quick to grab onto her backpack and sling her backwards, “NOPE.”

Yunho, Changmin, and their small entourage stepped off.

“E-excuse me!” Beckie managed to speak some of her limited Korean.

Yunho and Changmin turned around.

They were wearing their best airport fashion. Yunho had on a  striped cardigan sweater with a scoop neck tee underneath and slacks (he had his thick framed glasses on too.) and Changmin wore some dumb scoop neck sweater and jeans because dumb and gay.

Bianca was looking away as Beckie attempted conversation. She told them they were fans and that they’re a big inspiration to them, etc.

They both thanked her for her compliments and their manager said they had to go because busy.

“W-WAIT!” Bianca finally spoke up, everyone turned to look at her. She blushed profusely and stared down at her feet, “Can we maybe please take a picture with you guys?” she nervously asked.

Beckie watched their expressions carefully. Homin exchanged glances and Yunho nodded, “Sure!” he replied.

Bianca fumbled for her phone and asked the manager if he would do it for them.

Changmin and Yunho crowded around Beckie who had to bite her tongue to keep herself from screaming.

Bianca nudged Beckie to move over so she could stand next to Changmin.

Yunho put his arm around Beckie’s shoulders. She immediately felt tears prick the back of her eyes and she tried as hard as she could to hold them back.

“1….2…..3!”

Click!

The picture was taken.

Bianca snuck a glance at Changmin who looked right into her fucking eyes. She quickly made a little eep sound and looked away. He smirked a little to himself.

“Thank you so so much” Beckie said, her vision now blurry from holding back her tears.

“Beckie….” Bianca saw her friend’s glossy eyes and frowned, “Don’t cry or I’m gonna cry!”

Yunho smiled at her, “Don’t cry~” he repeated Bianca.

At that point Beckie fucking let the water works loose.

Changmin looked in the other direction, this was nothing new to him and it’s not like he didn’t care. He just didn’t know how to handle it.

Yunho put a hand on her shoulder, “It’s ok! Please don’t cry!” he said it in his cute English voice.

Beckie nodded and wiped the tears from her face.

“Thanks again!” Bianca waved to them, Changmin looked at her again and she averted her eyes and swore under her breath.

Yunho smiled at Beckie again (her poor kokoro) and waved a little. Heck, even Changmin nodded in their direction before they all took off.

“I don’t know what just happened but I’m the happiest girl in the world right now” Beckie said, sniffling.

Bianca nodded and started to hum Winter Rose.

“FUCKING STOP!!!” Beckie laughed.

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Shimi Changa & Bianca: Bun in the oven????

Bianca stared at the calendar on her wall, the one next to her closet, that marked down everything she needed to do every day. Friday, food shopping with Beckie to make sure the apartment was stocked. Saturday was cleaning and laundry day. And so on, and so forth. 

She stared at the last Friday of the month, which had a large red O on it, marking the beginning of her monthly visit from the Red Dragon.

That was a week and a half ago, and the dragon still hadn't reared its ugly head.

Granted, Bianca and Changmin had been fucking like bunnies almost constantly since Changmin started preparing for DBSK's Korean comeback. They had a thirst for each other that couldn't be quenched, no matter how much they drank of each other -- Changmin was over at the girls' apartment nightly, spending time with Bianca which usually ended with a romp in the sack. Some days, Bianca would attend his schedules with him (of course standing off to the side/in the back) and during his few free minutes, they'd get freaky in a bathroom stall. They weren't sure what had come over them, but for some reason, they couldn't keep their hands off each other.

"Are you at least using protection?" Yunho asked one day when the four of them were out at lunch. Changmin shoved a french fry in his mouth, not looking at Yunho. Bianca coughed and twirled her straw in her iced coffee. "....You guys..."

"Well, I'm on the pill," Bianca retorted. 

"Pill isn't 100% effective," Beckie shot back. 

"Neither is a condom," Changmin pointed out, taking a bite of his burger.

"Yes but," Yunho said. "Just....be careful, okay?"

"We're just concerned--"

"Thanks, mom and dad," Changmin sneered. "I forgot I was a freshman in high school with my first girlfriend."

Yunho and Beckie blinked and stared at each other before shaking their heads.

And so it continued. So much so, that they sometimes had difficulty walking -- Bianca especially -- and would need to lean on the other slightly. 

But now here she was, a week and a half later with a sore lower anatomy and no period to show for it. She sighed and turned the calendar over to the next month; if she didn't get it within the next week, she'd get a test.

-----

Changmin was starting to worry about Bianca. She normally shied away from him when she was on her period, but she normally at least texted him a few times a day, and he hadn't heard from her in three days. 

After day four, he decided to visit.

"Oh, oppa," Beckie said as she opened the door to see Changmin. He held a giant stuffed Mudkip plushie he bought on the way over. 

"Is Bianca home?" He asked, a look of genuine concern on his face.

"Of course," Beckie said, stepping out of the way. "She's in her room."

Changmin said a quick thanks before going down to Bianca's room, knocking on the door before entering.

"Bianca?" He asked, poking his head in the door; she was curled up in the corner of her bed, staring at her laptop. She looked up when she heard his voice.

"O-Oppa?" Her voice cracked, and she smiled gently, but she didn't run over to him as usual. 

"Yeobo," Changmin came in, clutching the large Mudkip plushie. "I got this for you..." He handed it to her and sat on the bed next to her. "I haven't heard from you in days."

Bianca smiled sadly and nodded. "Sorry....been a little...stressed."

"You know," Changmin said, brushing some hair out of Bianca's face. "Just because I'm a prickly asshole doesn't mean I don't care..." He leaned forward and kissed Bianca's forehead. "What's going on?"

She sighed, taking the Mudkip plushie and clutching it to her chest. "I, um...I'm late."

Changmin's eyebrows furrowed. "L-Late?"

"I was supposed to get my period two and a half weeks ago..." She looked at the calendar. "And I still haven't gotten it."

Changmin stared at her without so much as a word, causing Bianca to burst into tears.

"I-I'm sorry," She squeaked. "I wanted to tell you, but...I was....I was worried." She let out a sob. "I don't want you to leave me, you know? I mean I know we've been really careless about what we're doing but...but if--if I am...you know, pregnant..."

Changmin sighed, leaning forward and kissing her gently. When he pulled away, he grabbed Bianca and pulled her into his lap, cradling her gently.

"Aish, my little babo," He said, tucking his chin on her shoulder. He rocked back and forth, breathing gently. "I'm not going anywhere. Yeah, you being knocked up isn't particularly the greatest thing to happen, but we also don't know if you even are. So don't be too downtrodden." He then pressed his lips to her cheek. "And even if you are, we can...well, it'd be your choice. It's your body, you know? So you can get an abortion, or you can put it up for adoption, or..." He smiled against her skin. "We can keep it." 

Bianca turned to face him in shock. "K-Keep it?!" She cried. "Oppa, I--we're so young, we're not ready..." She hung her head, cheeks flushing. "I mean, we're not even married, or engaged...we've only been together a few months--"

"It's okay. That can wait." He turned her chin so she was facing him. "We'll make it work, okay? Just...just know that, no matter what, I'm right here, okay?"

Bianca's eyes welled up with tears again, and she tackled him, knocking him on his back as she buried her face into his shoulder and cried. 

"Yah, stop it," Changmin snipped. "You're getting my shirt wet!" He sighed, stroking Bianca's back; in reality, he didn't really mind.

-

"Okay, so. Here's your water," Changmin placed down a large bottle of water. "And your tests." He placed the box next to it. "And when you're done -- no matter the result -- we'll go get tacos."

"O-Okay," Bianca said. She cracked open the water and went to work.

By the time she was finished drinking, she had to pee so bad she thought her bladder was going to burst. Immediately she ripped the test out of the box and raced into the bathroom.

Changmin paced outside the bathroom, arms linked behind his back as he stared at the carpet. He was scared -- scared for her, scared for his career, scared for everything -- but he meant what he said. He was going to stay by her side, no matter what happened.

Bianca emerged a few minutes later, test in hand. "Okay. Gotta wait three minutes." Changmin nodded.

They stood there, waiting patiently, practically counting the seconds.

And how slow.

They seemed.

To go by.

When the three minutes were up, Changmin grabbed Bianca's free hand while she held up the test. She had her eyes clenched shut, but slowly opened them and stared at the stick. Her eyes widened as she stared at the answer before looking at Changmin.

"What?" He asked nervously. "What's it say?"

With a smile, Bianca said,

"Not pregnant."

[seoulmates-5ever]

Shimi Changa & Bianca: PONIES

(You even get music this time! Click here: ~x~)

-----

The alarm on the nightstand by the window blared, jolting Bianca from her sleep.

She checked the time; eight o'clock on the dot. It was Sunday, and Changmin always let her sleep for an extra two hours instead of dragging her out at six. She appreciated it, because working with the horses all day while he went off to do his ~idol duties~ wasn't exactly the easiest thing, so it was nice to have a break once in a while. 

She got up and immediately went to the kitchen, to see Changmin in his normal weekend spot - the kitchen table. He was pouring himself a cup of coffee while a piece of bacon dangled eloquently out of his mouth. In the setting next to his, was a stack of pancakes and syrup with an individual plate of bacon and a glass of milk.

"Morning," He said as he chomped on the bacon, not pulling his eyes away from the television that hung on the wall above the table. He was already dressed, and his hair was partially damp so he clearly got out of the shower not long ago. He was in a pair of overalls with a t-shirt underneath, a tan hoodie with sleeves that stopped at his elbow, and a pair of working boots. Bianca nearly fainted from her farm girl feels.

"Pancakes and bacon? You've really outdone yourself, oppa," Bianca said, taking a seat. 

"Not just any pancakes," Changmin said, smiling at her. "Strawberry pancakes."

They ate breakfast quickly, not really talking but enjoying each others' company nonetheless. They even did the dishes together, ultimately getting into a soap-suds fight. 

After that, they put on their boots and went out to the barn. "Saseum-ah~" Changmin called out to his horse, a buckskin Morgan stallion. The horse immediately stuck its head out of its stall. "Hey, boy," Changmin said, going up to the horse and stroking his head. Saseum shoved his nose into Changmin's hair before nipping gently at his hoodie.

"I can't believe you named your horse deer," Bianca teased, sticking her tongue out at him as she went to her own horse's stall -- a Friesian mare.

"Um," Changmin laughed. "At least I didn't name mine after a pokemon." 

"I'll have you know, Latias loves her name," Bianca said; as if to validate the point, Latias snorted at Changmin, causing him to laugh. 

They did their daily care of the horses, grooming them and making sure they had all the proper food, hay and water before taking them out and saddling them up. The routine on Sundays were to go for a trail ride for a few hours, taking a break while out for about an hour or so. 

The trail was nice and quiet, going through the forest in some parts while others required going through a pasture. After about an hour, they took a break, camping out by a river and playing with the horses (and each other ;3). They romped around in the grass, acting like the children they pretended they weren't on a day-to-day basis, and ended up snuggled up to each other for a good while, watching the clouds go by like the losers they are. 

When they got back to the farm, they put the horses in the large pen they had before going in and having some lunch. They made sausage soup and sandwiches (Changmin had turkey, Bianca had a tuna melt because dumb) and had lemonade to go with it. 

After lunch, they tended to the barn, making sure everything was in proper order and clean and stuff. They then went inside and did a sex because I have no idea where I'm going with this

here

the end

[seoulmates-5ever]

Beckie & Yunwhore: Potential Breakup

“Jagiiiiii~”

Yunho purred and attempted to lean over on the sofa and cuddle with Beckie who was on her laptop scrolling through tumblr.

She didn’t even look in his direction as she slid over to avoid his grasp.

Yunho stared at her with a disheartened expression.

She quickly clicked to her facebook tag and messaged Bianca:

This nigga keeps tryin to cuddle with me. I can’t.

Bianca was in her room, alone surprisingly (Changmin was out with the Kyu-line), and quickly responded:

Why don’t you just tell him why you’re mad lol

Beckie turned to look over at Yunho who was now staring at her with deep concentration as if he were trying to solve some sort of puzzle.

Finally he spoke.

“Are you mad? Did I do something?” he whined, sitting up straight.

Beckie sighed and closed her laptop, placing it on the coffee table, “Sort of” she shortly answered.

“What do you mean sort of?” Yunho inquired.

“It’s nothing really. It’s just me being dumb” Beckie then stood up to pour herself a glass of soda in the kitchen.

Yunho immediately jumped to his feet and followed her like a helpless puppy.

“You always do this. Just tell me what’s bothering you” he gently commanded, putting his hands on her shoulders as she drank the sugary concoction.

Beckie shrugged him off of her, “I just. I just feel like we never see each other much these days. You barely even text me anymore…” her voice trailed off sadly. She then squeezed by him and returned to the sofa.

Of course Yunho followed, concerned for his girlfriend, “Well I’m here now! I’m sorry baby, you know how comebacks are. We have to promote ourselves. My energy and time are being run into the ground. You aren’t the only one. Just ask Bianca!”

It was as if fate wanted to play a joke on Beckie because just at that moment there was a knock on the door.

Beckie sat there giving Yunho a dull expression as she heard Bianca run behind her and throw the door open.

“OPPPAAAAAAAA!” she shouted, leaping on Changmin.

“Get off! You’re way too heavy for me!” he complained loudly.

“OPPA ARE YOU SAYING IM FAT?”

“Stop screaming oh my god,”

Changmin then looked over to see some intense aura hovering over Beckie and Yunho, “Okay derp-face, let’s go” he then pulled Bianca by her wrist and shut the door behind him.

Yunho blinked, “Well. Well I got here before him so!” he tried defending himself.

“Changmin has been here almost everyday. Even if it’s for an hour” Beckie calmly spoke.

Yunho sighed and rubbed the back of his neck, “I’m really sorry if I neglected you.”

With that Beckie opened her laptop and continued browsing the internet.

“I just apologized” Yunho cleared his throat but Beckie didn’t look over at all.

“Yeah I heard you. Thank you” was all she said.

Yunho forcefully shut her laptop closed, “Are you still gonna act like you’re pissed off?” he sounded very hurt, his voice shook slightly.

“I’m not pissed off? I’m just tired” she lied. In reality she wanted to be left alone but not left alone at the same time?

“I really can’t stand this” Yunho growled lowly under his breath, frustrated with the situation.

“What are you gonna do then? Break up with me” Beckie raised an eyebrow, she smiled slightly because she was trying to kid with him but Yunho wasn’t looking at her.

“Maybe I should. Maybe this isn’t working out. Perhaps we need to break up then” Yunho looked up at her, his voice became rather serious now.

“W-what” Beckie stammered, eyes now wide with fear.

“It’s honestly probably for the best. You won’t have to worry about me all of the time. And you’ll be free from sasaengs and nasty rumors. I will get cut some slack as well. It’s a win-win for the both of us” Yunho stood up and stretched.

He turned back around, “Let’s break up.”

Beckie’s heart was slamming against her chest, she could feel herself heat up, she struggled to hold tears back.

“Don’t tell me you’re sad?”

She thought at this point she was going to barf. Why was he being so cruel?

“W-what am I supposed to even do?” she whispered shakily.

“That’s easy. You go back to being normal. I continue with my life as a singer. We forget that each other had ever existed” Yunho said, turning towards the door and slipping his shoes on.

Beckie jumped to her feet and clung to him, “WAIT” she sobbed.

“I don’t wanna break up, Yunho. I’m sorry for being such a turd. I just missed you okay? I missed you terribly. I can hold on though. I can wait” she was now in tears.

He looked down at her tear-stained face and frowned, “Please don’t cry. I hate seeing you cry.”

This made Beckie cry even harder, she couldn’t stand the idea of losing him.

He sighed, “I just need a few days to myself, okay? Let’s talk then.”

He patted her head and she let go of him. Yunho then exited the apartment.

For the next few days Beckie locked herself in her room, only emerging to use the bathroom and to eat.

She spent most of her nights with her face buried in her pillow, crying.

Three days later there was a knock on the door.

Bianca knew it wasn’t Changmin so she paused for a moment. She was concerned for her friend but Beckie didn’t want to talk to anyone.

She finally stood up and opened the door a hair and poked her head out.

“Oh! Yunho. Thank goodness you’re here. I’m worried about Beckie!”

Yunho was dressed nicely, slacks and a dookie sweater with a collared shirt underneath. He held a box with a ribbon wrapped around it.

“May I come in?” he politely asked with a smile.

“O-oh! Of course” Bianca opened the door wider and allowed him to walk in, “Is Minnie-butt around by the way?” she asked.

“Oh. He’s just finishing up a photoshoot. He said he’ll be here afterwards” Yunho replied, still smiling like a goddamn faggot.

He then made his way over to Beckie’s room and opened the door without so much as a warning.

Beckie was sitting on her bed, sniffling and curled up under a blanket.

“Y-Yunho?” she looked at him pathetically.

He immediately placed the box down on her dresser and walked closer to her. He wrapped his arms around her body and gave her an amazing hug.

“Gah. Don’t cry. Stop crying okay?” he whispered in her ear.

Her only response was a sniffle; she then returned his embrace with her own arms and held on tightly.

“I was doing a lot of thinking. I was really harsh last time. Even though I’ve been busy I forgot that it’s hard on you as well. It’s my fault. I could have made time for you. I don’t want to break up either. I want to be with you for as long as I possibly can. I’m sorry Beckie-ah.” Yunho was very sincere. He broke the hug so he could look into her eyes.

He then kissed her forehead gently.

“I’m sorry too” she lowered her head, “I know you’re really busy. It’s hard for me but no matter what I’ll hold on, okay?”

He nodded and ruffled her hair, “I brought you something by the way!” he chuckled to himself and pulled the box from the dresser, “here, open it!”

Beckie smiled to herself as she unwrapped the gift. She opened the lid to the box and revealed a special clear container that held a beautiful Lotus flower in it.

“I can set up a special bowl with water for it. Isn’t it pretty?” Yunho was proud of himself for picking such a nice specimen.

Beckie was in awe, “Ahhh. I love it so much. Thank you oh my god” she kissed his cheek.

“Lotus flowers have a lot of meaning to them. Just like you have a lot of meaning to me!” Yunho felt so cheesy saying that but he couldn’t help himself.

Beckie wanted to stab herself in the eye with a pen. She fucking couldn’t with him even.

“I think we should celebrate our not-breaking-up-ness with some icecream!” Yunho announced, standing to his feet and pulling Beckie up with him.

“YES! I’d love that! I haven’t seen day light in forever haha” Beckie laughed to herself and Yunho cracked up.

“Let’s go silly” he took her by the hand and skipped out of the apartment. Literally skipped.

The two shared a huge sundae and then later that night Yunho got some (they made a sex) and everything was dandy and happy!

THE END!

[seoulmates-5ever]

Yunwhore & Beckie: Some angry-ish sexy times? YesS.

The heavy rain continued to beat down on the windows of SMe’s studio, it was nearing close to midnight and Changmin was now zipping his hoodie up over his black tank top.

“Yunho. I’m leaving now. I’m fucking exhausted. Enough is enough; let’s just go get something to eat. Besides, Beckie’s probably still up waiting for you” the younger of the duo flipped the hood up and started towards the door, glancing backwards at his disheveled friend.

Yunho was sprawled on the floor of the dance studio; he was covered in sweat and he could even feel his muscles rapidly twitching from over exertion.

The two of them had been preparing for their upcoming Korean comeback and lately Yunho was frustrated with the difficult choreography.

“Just go without me. I’m not leaving” Yunho grumbled, closing his eyes and sighing heavily.

Changmin rolled his eyes and strolled over, standing over Yunho’s body.

“Hey. Dummy. You’re clearly exhausted. Let’s just go get some beer and chicken. We can invite Beckie and Bianca too. It’ll be fun. I’m hungryyyyy” Changmin  complained before feeling his stomach rumble loudly at his own mention of food. He yawned and continued to stare down at his band mate expectantly.

Yunho’s eyes fluttered open rather quickly, “Did I fucking stutter? Do you know how annoyed I am at myself? I’m not leaving until I perfect this goddamn dance.”

Changmin was completely un-phased by Yunho’s venomous words, “You’re not going to get anywhere when you’re pissed and stressed out. But, suit yourself. I’ll see you later.” He had never seen Yunho so pressed about choreography.  Usually, Yunho would perfect the dances to their songs rather easily and Changmin would be the one feeling behind. Either way, he couldn’t do anything to convince him otherwise so he turned on his heels, grabbed his backpack and slung it on a shoulder, and left the studio to brave the rain. He felt his phone buzz in his pocket; it was a text from Bianca he presumed. Changmin pulled his phone out and smiled. He then hailed a cab and climbed into the one that pulled up to the curb first.

“Arghhh” Yunho flung himself up and onto his feet and ruffled his own hair with frustration.

He dragged his feet towards the stereo system and pressed a few buttons to load up the song. As soon as the first note began to play he turned his body towards the infamous SMe blue sky back drop.

“Goddamnit” he swore loudly as he yet again failed to pull off the choreo properly.

It wasn’t the steps he couldn’t get, but the feeling. He looked awkward for some reason and it bothered him to no end.

He tried again and again but only grew angrier with himself. Yunho was normally a calm and collected person. He was the one who would try and settle Changmin down when he’d get hot tempered but now Yunho found himself losing control.

He kicked the fold up chair that sat near the stereo and it collapsed loudly, echoing throughout the studio.

Changmin knocked on the door to Bianca and Beckie’s apartment; he was barely outside of the cab for a minute and was already soaked from the storm.

“Ah! The boys are finally done. Thank god, I’m starving!” Bianca squeaked and jumped to her feet when she heard the knock.

Beckie stood up and stared at the door as Bianca skipped to it. Usually Yunho texted her when he was on his way but her phone remained rather silent.

“Oppa” Bianca grinned up at the rain soaked Changmin who ruffled her hair and walked in.

“Ready to get some chicken!?” he of course sounded excited when talking about food.

“Yeah I’m hungry as shit oh my god you have no idea. But. Where’s Yunho?” Bianca looked behind her boyfriend and then back at Beckie whose expression fell.

Changmin scratched the back of his head and looked down sheepishly, “He’s in a rather pissy mood right now. I tried to get him to come with us but he refused.”

“Why?” Beckie was quick to shoot the question at Changmin, her heart pounded slightly from worry.

“He’s just frustrated with the dance for our comeback. I honestly think it looks fine but he insists it’s horrible or something. It’s rare that he gets into these moods so I try not to push him too much. It’s best to leave him alone. He’ll get over it” the maknae explained, his eyes flickering from Beckie to Bianca as he spoke.

“Ah….” Beckie trailed off and looked down at the carpet.

“But hey you’re more than welcome to come with us! Delicious chicken awaits. My treeeeat” Changmin smiled at Beckie when he saw how bummed out she looked.

“N-no it’s okay! I don’t wanna be a downer or anything. Besides it’s pretty late and I’m a bit tired. You two go ahead” she insisted, lying through her teeth.

“As long as you’re sure….?” Bianca shot a worried look at her friend.

“Seriously you guys. I’ll be fine!” Beckie did her best to put on a happy face as she nervously tugged at the bottom of her long shirt.

Changmin nodded and took Bianca’s hand into his own.

“See ya girlie!” Bianca waved her off and the couple disappeared into the rainy night.

Immediately, Beckie threw herself onto the sofa and screamed into a pillow. She rolled over and started going through her phone.

The last time Yunho had texted her was around 5pm:

Man, this is so tiring! ^^; what are you up to?

She let out a loud sigh before forcing herself to call him. She was extremely nervous but worried enough to take the plunge and just do it.

Yunho was drinking some water before he would attempt the dance again when he saw his phone light up and vibrate on the stereo table.

He knew exactly who it was. He glided over and snatched up the Samsung and slid the red icon to the left, rejecting the call.

It pained him in reality but he didn’t need any distractions. After thinking for a few seconds he ended up switching off his phone entirely.

Beckie was now on the verge of tears. What if something happened to him? She decided not to be too rash so she gave herself a time limit before she went down to the studio. One hour.

30 minutes later she broke and rushed out the door without even an umbrella and practically threw herself in the street to wave a taxi down.

The entire drive her heart was beating against her chest. She wasn’t sure what to expect. She was anxious to see his stupid face though.

Beckie threw a handful of bills at the driver and ran out and into the studio. She neared the dance hall and quickened her pace into a jog.

When she reached the room she stood at the windows that looked in.

Yunho was concentrating on the music; his body seemed to move on its own through the steps he had been practicing for hours now. He counted in his head, 1 and 2 and 3 and 4…

This time his sneakers got stuck on the floor causing him to incorrectly execute the next move. Yunho swore loudly and threw a fist through the air with frustration.

He paused for a moment, staring at the wooden floor, a hand on the back of his neck.

Beckie continued to watch from the observation window. She was unsure of what she should do. With a small sigh she was about to turn and leave but she froze when suddenly the door clicked open.

“What are you doing here?” a voice roughly demanded.

She glanced over her shoulder to see Yunho, dripping with sweat, leaning against the door frame.

Beckie’s throat seemed to dry up and her vocabulary was suddenly nonexistent.

“Did you hear what I just asked or…?” Yunho’s words became sharper; he took a step towards Beckie.

“I just wondered if you were okay. Since you didn’t come home when Changmin did and all…” she finally spoke in almost a whisper. She averted her gaze from his piercing eyes to the tops of her shoes.

“Oh.  Since when is it necessary for me to come home with Changmin? Is he my guardian? Am I supposed to stop what I’m doing and follow Changmin because HE’S leaving?” Yunho’s voice was dripping with venom. With each sentence he drew himself closer to Beckie, his arms now folded across his chest.

Beckie had never seen this side of Yunho before and quite honestly it frightened her. She could see his eyes glazed over with madness.

“Well you didn’t answer my calls or texts-“

“-So shouldn’t you take that as a hint? Or are you too stupid for that?” Yunho cut her off, his voice starting to grow louder.

“W-why are you being like this?” Beckie stuttered. Her heart started to pound from anxiety. She couldn’t believe the usual angel Yunho was being so harsh.

“Because right now I’m really pissed off at myself. Hell, I’m pissed off at everything and everyone. Just go home, Beckie” and with that he disappeared back into the dance studio.

Beckie stood there dumbfounded. She didn’t quite understand what was happening at the moment and found her vision become blurry as hot tears welled up in her eyes.

She heard Yunho yell and then a loud crash.

He had torn the stereo off from the table and it smashed to the ground, surprisingly remaining intact.

That was it.

Beckie knew she had to stop him. His anger wasn’t going to get him anywhere.

She shoved the door open and raced in, “Yunho!” she called out to him.

Yunho whipped around, “What now?” he snapped before sighing heavily.

“Listen. I don’t know what exactly is going on right now but just stop. Let’s go home. We can talk and relax there. I think once you feel refreshed you’ll be able to see things more clearly” Beckie practically tripped over her own words as she attempted to soothe the demon that apparently possessed the usually sweet Yunho.

“I’m not leaving. Just go home. There’s nothing you can do to change my mind” he was a bit calmer this time. Yunho began to place the stereo back on its table.

“Why can’t you just be reasonable? Stop trying to be so perfect.  I can’t stand it” Beckie choked, tears now slowly making their way down her face.

“Don’t fucking cry, jesus” Yunho clenched his jaw. He was starting to feel guilty. He sharply turned his head away from her direction and angrily glared at his own reflection in the practice mirror.

“How can I not? You’re being a real fucking jerk. Like Jesus Christ, sorry that you’re my boyfriend and that I care about you” now, Beckie was starting to defend herself from Yunho’s poison.

Yunho’s mouth hung open slightly in surprise at her words. His surprise flooded back to annoyance and anger.

“Just fucking leave please. Your presence is giving me a headache” he buried his face into his hands and rubbed his forehead.  Yunho just desired to alone, he knew his own presence was going to trouble another.

Beckie charged forward until their faces were merely inches apart. She glowered at him. It took every ounce of energy to not slap the faggotry off his stupid face.

She could see every little bead of sweat that covered his face and neck. The corners of his lips twitched slightly as she stared into his eyes. She felt heartbeat quicken.

“No. I’m not leaving now nor will I leave ever. Don’t be so stubborn. Anyone can see you’re tired.”

Yunho opened his mouth to speak but Beckie continued on with persistance.

“What the hell is the point of trying to work right now? It’s nearly 2am. Like really? You’ve been running yourself into the ground for this comeback. I get it. I respect the fact you want to work hard. But fucking Christ, Yunho, you’re only human. Give yourself a break. Sure, I want you to do your best but goddamn I care more about your health and happiness than your music” She growled in his face, her own face feeling flush as she spoke.

Yunho really couldn’t respond to what she had just said. After all, Beckie was right.

He made some sort of growl under his breath and looked away.

“I fucking love you, you idiot” she spat rather loudly, practically screaming at him.

Yunho’s gaze locked back with her own. His eyes widened slightly. He noticed how red her eyes were from a mixture of tears and tiredness. His venomous gaze softened and he gravitated towards her slowly.

He felt his body release tension. He bit his bottom lip thoughtfully. The whole time Beckie’s gaze was unwavering.

Without any words or warning Yunho rushed in, placing a hand on the back of Beckie’s neck and pulling her into his lips-he felt the desire to be as close to her as he possibly could.

His kiss started lightly, causing her lips to tingle and heart to flutter. Beckie was tense and froze her eyes wide from shock. She quickly shoved him backwards, breaking the kiss almost immediately.

“What the hell” she hissed, taking a step back from him. She was now in a bad mood due to his unexpected behavior. She could feel had red her face was and self-consciously touched her burning cheeks.

Her rejection just made Yunho want her more.

He walked closer and closer to her, taking immense pleasure in the way she backed away like a frightened kitten.

Beckie could have pushed past him and run off to her apartment. She could have screamed a few insults in his face and left rather easily but for some reason she felt compelled to stay as if she were hypnotized. Yunho seemed to have her under his spell so no matter how much she resisted the result would always end the same.

She felt the wall was now behind her and she had nowhere else to go.

Yunho, seeing his prey was now trapped, firmly kissed her again in a desperate hunger; his hand began to explore her body on their own accord.

That was when Beckie began to hit his right shoulder hard. She weakly smacked him multiple times in a row in an effort to remove him off of her body. In response, Yunho snatched her by the wrist and pinned her arm back to the wall.

He deepened the kiss and nibbled and sucked on her bottom lip, teasing her.  Her breathing started to become irregular as his free hand traveled down from her shoulder to the top of her thigh.

Yunho pulled away from the kiss, his tongue briefly brushing her bottom lip and he then targeted her neck. He nipped and sucked at her taut skin, even travelling up to give her ears attention too.

Beckie shivered and gripped him by his shirt tightly as Yunho brushed his hand on her area.

Seeing such a response excited him. He coyly grinned as he used one hand to undo her jean’s button and then slid the zipper down.

He slipped a few fingers down her panties and began to explore. Beckie breathily gasped slightly, releasing her grip on his shirt and instead clawing at it to be taken off.

She wanted to feel his warn skin.

Yunho complied and removed his fingers from her pants to yank the shirt from his back and toss it across the dance studio. His body was covered in a light sweat.

Beckie’s eyes wandered his body thirstily; she placed her hands on his shoulders and lightly began to run her finger tips on them.

Yunho immediately went back to work and slithered his fingers down her again. He touched her most sensitive spot and gently played with it. He pressed his body right against her own and felt her breathing quicken.

He carefully slipped two fingers inside of her which caused her hips to buck forward with pleasure. He smiled into the crook of her neck mischievously.

Before Beckie could moan outloud he caught her mouth with his own and gently kissed her lips, her moan escaping into him instead. Their tongues intertwined in a slow dance.

He let go and peppered her neck with tiny, soft kisses as he worked his fingers inside of her.

Her heavy breathing and moans were enough to drive him crazy. Yunho used his other hand to tug down at one of her pant legs.

Beckie understood what he wanted and hastily pulled her jeans down and slipped out of them all without disturbing Yunho.

However, Yunho removed his fingers some seconds later. Beckie left her legs spread as if her body was asking for more. She trembled slightly, wanting his touch again.

“O-oppa….” She whispered in a squeak.

“Heh. I didn’t realize how dirty you are” Yunho coldly laughed to himself before kneeling down and pulling off her panties in one quick sweep.

Beckie couldn’t say a word due to her feels ok.

He then used both of his hands to spread her legs further apart. Yunho started with his tongue, dragging it slowly from her inner thigh to her entrance. He then stayed there and began to work her. His tongue twisting over her sensitive skin, his hands lightly rubbing the backs of her thighs.

Beckie gasped and bit her bottom lip to suppress a moan. Her body automatically lifted one of her legs to drape over his back and give him more freedom to work with. Which, Yunho did as he was now able to lightly suck on her clit (I cannot with that word dear sweet jesus.)

At this point a moan escaped involuntarily from Beckie’s mouth and she nearly pulled herself away until Yunho stopped.

He stood up and pressed her against the wall. Once he did that, he took her legs and placed them around his own waist. Beckie then gripped him with them and slowly wrapped her arms around his neck.

He then was able to quickly slide off his sweat pants with ease. Beckie pushed her face into the crook of his neck and nipped at his skin as if to tell him to hurry. Her hot breath sent a shudder down his spine.

“Heh, cute” she whispered before nipping him again.

Yunho let out a small gasp when her teeth grazed his skin. This gave Beckie so much satisfaction that she continued to nip and bite him everywhere from his neck down to his shoulders. Her bites ranging from gentle to slightly hard. That didn’t bother Yunho one bit though as he returned the favored and nibbled her collar bone. This caused Beckie’s breathy gasps to intensify. She wanted to scream and tell him to just fuck her already but she maintained composure, or what she had left of it.

As the two of them continued to preen each other, Yunho guided himself inside of her. Beckie gave a tiny gasp and then snapped out of it for a moment.

“No condom?” she was barely audible.

Yunho shook his head ever so slightly. They both knew it should be okay since Beckie was on the pill. And at that point in time they couldn’t care less (bad!!!)

With Beckie propped up against the wall, Yunho started off with slow, gentle thrusts. His hands pulled her hands from off of his neck and he pinned them against the wall, intertwining his fingers with hers.

Beckie felt her hips match the rhythm of Yunho’s and she felt her breath get caught in her throat as he began to quicken his pace.

Within minutes their bodies were glued together by dripping sweat. Yunho was relentlessly burying himself deeper and deeper within her. He too was now breath audibly, panting and moaning.

Beckie’s hands roamed up his neck and entangled his hair in-between her fingers, she guided her lips to his and shared another passionate kiss.

Yunho’s pace quickened even more, hungry for more and more pleasure. He let out a frustrated grunt at himself.

Beckie whispered to him that she was close and he immediately went to help her out and used a hand to rub her. He was able to rhythmically do this while he moved inside of her. He could feel her warm body trembling against his own.

Within moments Beckie’s entire body stiffened with electrifying pleasure as she reached her orgasm, while moaning his name much to his delight. Towards the end of her peak she bit down onto his collarbone gently which caused him to breathe her name in her ear.

A few moment later Yunho felt Beckie’s legs latch onto him tighter as the sweat between the two of them was acting as a lubricant.

Then he was able to get a better grip and thrusted as quickly as he could, grunting and panting like a beast. His hands, over excited, began to travel up her torso and he cupped her chest with care. Not enjoying the fabric that covered it he used his teeth to rip the bra from off of her (super human strength okay?)

Beckie felt herself take a sharp intake of air and she started whispering to him, running her fingers through his dripping wet hair.

Yunho arched his back as Beckie dragged her nails down his body as he came inside of her. She suddenly felt the rush of heat in her lower half.

They stayed like that for a few moments trying to catch their breath again. They were gay and even laughed and smiled a bit at each other.

Finally they detach themselves and get dressed.

“Jagiyah…” Yunho began in a tiny voice.

“Yes?” Beckie looked over at him as she pulled a shirt on; her bra was now rendered as useless.

“I’m really sorry. For being a jerk I mean. I’ve been stressed about this comeback. I didn’t mean to take it out on you. Can we please go home and cuddle now?” He small-ly asked her, his eyes big like a puppy’s.

Beckie couldn’t help but let out a laugh, “I think you just made up for it. And of course. I’ll make us some tea and we can cuddle and listen to the rain together.”

Yunho wrapped his arms around her neck and kissed her cheek chastely, “I think I’d like that” he smiled tiredly at her and the two set off in the pouring rain hand in hand.  

[seoulmates-5ever]

Shimi Changa & Bianca: Valentine's Day awesomesexiness

Valentine's Day - 5:36 PM

Bianca pulled the coffee table away from the couch, positioning it in the center of the living room, before snatching a few cushions from the couch and setting the across from each other on either side of the table. The lights were dim, the only lit one being the floor lamp in the corner, and she went around the room, lighting the few strawberry candles she had set up. 

She turned on the stereo, putting on a mix she had burned earlier in the day of ~da sexy songs. She jumped with excitement when the oven went off -- she decided to go with something simple, so she opted for chicken parmigiana with spaghetti and garlic breadsticks, with a bottle of Dom Perignon Rose 2000 champagne, and chocolate fondue with sliced strawberries and bananas for dessert. 

Once she set the table, she rushed over to the mirror to look at herself -- she was in a ruby boat-neck sweater, a tight black skirt, with tights and black flats with bows on them. She checked her makeup very quick, which was just a bit of bb cream and a swoop of eyeliner on the top lids, and she was good to go.

It was then that the door knob jiggled, and in walked Changmin; he was on his way back from a variety show to promote their new Korean comeback, but he was dressed quite nicely. He had on a black sweater, tight slacks, dress shoes and those fucking glasses that made Bianca want to die.

But of course, like the fucking faggot he is, in his hand he had a bouquet of red roses, with a large white one in the middle. In his other hand was a black box.

"Happy Valentine's Day, babo," He says with a smile, shutting the door with his shoulder. Bianca grinned, disregarding the fact he called her babo, and ran over, grabbing his face and pulling him into a kiss. She expected him to pull back, but he didn't; he melted into the kiss, cautiously wrapping his arms around her as to not ruin her gifts. 

"Happy Valentine's Day, oppa," She breathed when he pulled away slightly. She then looked at the flowers, grinning before snatching them and getting them set up in a vase. 

By the time she was done, Changmin had taken off his coat and was seated at the coffee table, legs crossed and the box resting at his side. Bianca sat down across from him, waiting for his verdict.

"This looks...amazing, babe," He said with a smile, quickly snatching up a piece of bread and munching it. "And tastes good, too. Good job. I thought you might burn the apartment down--" He said, being cut off by Bianca shoving his leg under the table with her foot.

They poured the champagne and ate, chatting about their day and things of that sort. He frequently made comments about how amazing the food was, and he even through in a few comments about her appearance, too. (Positive, of course!!)

After the meal, they finished up the champagne and munched on the fondue, feeling relaxed and unwound with a slight, but not overwhelming, buzz. 

"So," Bianca said suddenly, hopping up from her spot. "Since you've got schedules all day on your birthday, I figured I could give you your present tonight." She reached under the couch, where she had hidden his birthday present -- a large box, covered in plain red wrapping paper with a white bow. She handed it to him and smiled before sitting down next to him.

"W-What," He laughed. "I told you not to get me anything you idiot." He sighed, undoing the bow. "Stubborn as usual, aish."

"Of course~" Bianca purred, sitting patiently. He quickly unwrapped the box and opened it, taking out the tissue paper to reveal--

"Ahhhh," Changmin grinned, taking the laptop case out of the box. "You knew I needed a new one~" He then noticed there was something else in the box; he picked it up to find out it was another, smaller box. "What is."

"Just open it!"

Changmin scrunched his face, then opened the box -- a black wallet, with the word Burberry etched into the wallet. He widened his eyes and stared at her.

"B-Burberry?" He asked. "These cost like, ₩500,000!" He stared at her incredulously. "How did you afford this? You don't have money to just throw around like I do--" "Shh," She said, putting her finger against his lips to silence him. "Don't worry about it."

"You're insane," He shook his head, sighing heavily before leaning forward and kissing her gently. "Thanks. You didn't have to."

"But I wanted to," Bianca said, grinning. "You were worth every cent." 

"Well," Changmin smiled and picked up his own box. "You're worth every cent of this."

"Wh--" Bianca started, but smirked. "Did you go to Lotte and pick up a cheap bracelet from the clearance section? You're not one to give lavish gifts." 

Changmin made a face. "Just open it, you brat." 

She chuckled, before tearing the wrapping off the box and lifting open the top --

inside, was a gorgeous, thin bracelet made of (real) gold, with a gold heart pendant attached.  Her eyes widened as she stared at it, completely in awe, particularly when she saw the card beneath the bracelet.

"Tiffany & Co.?!" She cried, gaping at her boyfriend. "Oppa, this shit's expensive--"

"Only the best for my babo," he teased, leaning towards her and smirking. He then plucked the bracelet from the box and quickly hooked it on her wrist; a perfect fit. 

"Thank you..." Bianca said, gazing at the bracelet. "It's...it's gorgeous. I love it." She leaned forward and kissed him, resting her hands on his shoulders. He smirked into the kiss, his hands sliding down to her waist before pulling her into his lap.

Instinctively, her arms draped around his neck, her body moving so that she was kneeling comfortably in his lap, their chests pressed together. 

His hands slid up and down her sides, his hands whispering up before slowly trailing back down, past her hips, right down to her thighs, where he spread her legs slightly. She gasped into the kiss in surprise, and he brushed his tongue against her bottom lip before it slid into her mouth. He brushed his fingertips slowly down her thighs, making sure to leave no inch untouched. He worked his way up until his fingers slipped up her skirt; he felt the way her body tensed, and pulled away to look at her, asking for permission. She gripped his shoulders lightly the higher his fingers went, but she never stopped him. 

He took one of his hands out of her skirt and moved it to the back of her neck, bringing her close so he could gently nip at her bottom lip, all while starting to ~rub her~ through her underwear. Her body trembled slightly, soft moans crawling from her throat. She kissed him again and moaned into his mouth, pressing her body as close to his as possibly, wanting more of his touch. 

He complied, of course, adding pressure to his motions, causing her to squirm against him. He loved the way she reacted to everything he did, the way she'd press her hips down, pressing his fingers firmer into her.

But then his fingers were gone, and she audibly whined at their absence. "Patience," Changmin chided, before lifting her into Bianca arms before whisking her into the bedroom.

He placed her on the bed, but she immediately grabbed the collar of his sweater and tugged, dragging him onto the bed before straddling his hips. "Oppa," She purred, grinding her hips against his, causing him to take a short breath. She dragged her fingers over his chest, slowly going lower and lower before her fingers slipped under the hem of his shirt. She ran her fingers up his chest this time, dragging her nails lightly against his tanned skin, causing him to shiver. 

In a flash, his shirt was off and tossed to the floor, as if its presence on his body was offensive. She crawled up his body, kissing random spots briefly before she nestled her head into his neck and started to kiss it gently. He let out a shaky exhale -- this drove him absolutely insane. His neck was his most sensitive spot, and she knew exactly what he liked and how he liked it. 

Soft pecks turned to open-mouthed kisses, to gentle nips against his skin. His breath began to become labored and shaky, his hands moving to her shirt as a means of distraction. He pulled the shirt over her head, tossing it near his own. As she began to grind her hips against his again, he unhooked he bra and disposed of that as well. 

Bianca moved away from his neck, her lips traveling down his body while her hands instinctively moved to the waistband of his pants. She unbuttoned them in a second, tugging down the zipper just as fast. 

Her actions became teasingly slow as she took her time pulling off his pants, her fingers brushing against the fabric of his boxers underneath. Once his pants were off, she began kissing gently, from his navel down to the waistband of his boxers, all while she playfully palmed at his ~growing erection. Changmin hissed at the contact, the pressure of her hand combined with the friction of the fabric driving him mad and causing his body to tremble. 

She slid his boxers down to his ankles, which he kicked off in a second flat. She then leaned forward and licked the tip of his erection, looking up at him before taking him in her mouth. (OOO QURL)

"Fuck," He breathed, head lolling back slightly. He propped himself up on his elbows as he watched her get to work, taking her time and making sure no inch of his length was left untouched by her tongue. He placed one of his hands on her head and tangled his fingers into her hair, encouraging her to go deeper.

After a few minutes of her doting on him ~member, he pushed her back slightly, which she took as her key to stop. With a final stroke of her tongue along the underside of his length, she then straightened herself up and slipped off her skirt and tights. She opened the top drawer of the nightstand and pulled out a condom, tearing the wrapper with her teeth. He got up and took it from her, quickly rolling it on before motioning for her to lay down. 

Once she was comfortably situated on the bed, Changmin crawled on top of her, pressing their lips together as his hand slid between her legs and rubbed her a bit, making sure she was ready. He slid two fingers in and out of her slowly, doing so until she was pressing her hips down onto him and moaning into his mouth. He broke the kiss and slid his fingers out of her, before anchoring himself on the mattress and sliding inside her. 

It had been a few weeks since they had gotten intimate together, and it definitely showed; immediately, Bianca tensed up, her breath hitching in her throat.

"Does it hurt?" He breathed.

"No," She said, smiling at him. She reached up and kissed him, pressing her hands on his hips, urging him to continue. 

His rhythm was slow at first, knowing better than to let the sensation get a hold of him so quickly; he quickened his pace gradually when she started breathing heavily. 

He nestled his head into the crook of her neck before biting gently on the skin, causing her to whimper. She dragged her fingers down his back, nails gently scraping his skin, which made him tremble. 

He was soon going at a decent pace, his thrusts causing her to moan loudly. She moaned his name, gripped his shoulders and hugged him as close as possible. He panted in her ear, moans crawling from his throat against his will as he edged closer to his finish.

Bianca's moans suddenly grew in volume, her fingers digging into his back as she writhed beneath him. Knowing she was close, he reached a hand between her legs and rubbed her most sensitive area, all while still continuing to thrust into her. She cried out, body convulsing as she reached her peak, her voice practically echoing off the walls. 

The sound of her orgasm and the sensation of her clenching around him sent him right over the edge; with a few more rough thrusts, he groaned into her her neck, gripping the sheets as he came inside her (but don't worry cuz condom!!!). 

They stayed the way they were for a few moments, catching their breath and coming down from their post-orgasmic high. Once he was able to, he slid out of her and collapsed next to her, quickly pulling the condom off and tying it before tossing it in the trash. He flicked on the fan next to the bed, breathing deeply as the breeze cooled him off. They were both sweaty and overheated, and little surges still pinpricked at random points of their bodies. 

"Bianca," Changmin said, turning on his side to look at her; she was already looking at him.

"Yes, oppa?" 

"...I love you," He said, brushing some hair out of her face and kissing her forehead. "Happy Valentine's day."

She smiled, scooching closer to him so she could nuzzle into his chest; he automatically wrapped his arms around her.

"I love you too," She breathed. "So much."

---

lol cheesy ending ok

[seoulmates-5ever]

Homoshinki & The Seoulmates: Beckie's Birthday

11:59 pm, September 17th.

 Beckie sat in bed tiredly staring at the laptop screen. She was curled up under a couple of blankets, had the computer propped on her knees, and clutched a stuffed bunny under one arm-to say she was comfortable was an understatement.

She yawned and rubbed one of her eyes before closing the laptop and placing it beside her bed. Then with an exhausted sigh she flopped backwards and bounced slightly. Beckie’s eyelids slowly drooped down until they were shut. She felt her body go slightly numb as she quickly fell into a slumber.

12:00 am, September 18th

BEEEEEEEEEEEZZZZZZZZT BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEZT!

Beckie nearly rolled off her bed in shock as her phone buzzed loudly on the nightstand, lighting up the room as it did so.

It was a text message.

She squinted from the bright light of her phone as she opened the text. It was from Yunho.

HAPPPPPYYYYY BIRTHDAYYYY JAGIYAH~<3 I wanted to be the first one to wish it to you! I am the first-right?! I’ll be over early tomorrow so be ready ok? ^^ sleep well.

Beckie made some sort of loud incoherent jumble of words/screech that caused Bianca who was in the other room talking to Changmin on the phone to pause.

And with that she was able to drift back to sleep with thoughts of Yunho running through her mind. 

“HAPPY BIRTHDAY BITCH!!!!!!”

The bedroom door was practically torn down and her apartment mate came stomping in. Bianca screeched, “WAKE UP ITS YOUR BIRTHDAY!” 

Beckie rolled over and groaned, looking at the clock that read 8am, she then buried her face into her pillow; birthday or not it was too early for this shit.

“JAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGIIIIIIIIIYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!”

Running into the room, shoving Bianca aside (who yelped a meek “h-hey!”) was the stupidest, sexiest mother fucker ever-Yunho.

He leaped onto the bed and bounced up and down, “Happy Birthday!! Are you awake??”

Beckie kept her face in the pillow to hide her creepy smile and her red face. She couldn’t be any happier.

“NOOOOOOOO” she shouted, muffled through the fabric.

Yunho forcefully turned her over. He was now straddling over her, his face close to hers, and he grinned like a faggot.

“Um.”

Changmin suddenly appeared by the door way.

“Omfg oppa you can’t just appear out of no where” Bianca barked at him.

“Happy Birthday Beckie! I left you a gift on the kitchen table” Changmin smiled at Beckie who peered from under Yunho.

She pushed Yunho over and he face planted down onto the bed.

“Thanks Changmin!” She piped, touching her face self conscientiously, considering she just woke up and all.

“So water we gonna do today?!” Bianca practically knocked Changmin over as she tried to get closer to Beckie and Yunho.

“You’re not doing anything with them” Changmin stated as he dragged her out of the room, “Enjoy your day!” he added with a wave.

The minute they closed the door behind them Yunho pounced on his girlfriend and held her close.

“I’m really excited to be sharing your birthday with you. I do have a radio interview in like an hour but it won’t last long. I even made you a traditional Korean birthday breakfast” He spoke in almost a whisper into her ear.

Beckie shuddered slightly. There was just something about his voice that was so soothing it gave her chills.

“And when I’m done with that I planned a few things for us to do” he added, she could feel his smile as he snuggled into her back.

“O-oh really? Thanks…I’m really excited too” she squeaked as his hands wandered down her hips.

He slowly and lightly ran the tips of his fingers on the inside of her thighs and pulled a little at the waist of her pajama pants.

“OKAY TIME TO EAT LETS GO!” Yunho the stopped being all sexual and whatnot and forced Beckie up.

Beckie was ready to slam her head against the wall. “You butthole” she glared at him and he grinned and stood up, stretching like a cat.

“That was just a preview, wait til later okay?” he then ruffled her hair and walked out of the room.

Beckie found herself following after him like a shadow. He led her to the kitchen table where a small feast was set up. 

“Look! Seaweed soup! Everyone needs a bowl of it on their birthday” Yunho was so proud of what he made.

He sat down with his girlfriend and the two of them ate and talked about nothing in particular. They always seemed to laugh a lot when they were together too. They were happy.

After the couple finished eating it was time for Yunho to leave for his radio interview.

Enter Changora and Bianca.

“Oppaaaaaaa. DON’T GOOOOOOOOOOOOOooooooooO” Bianca whined, chasing after Changmin who was making his way over to Yunho (who had his head in Beckie’s lap, getting his hair played with.)

She then tripped and fall onto her knees. She made a yelp as she did so and pitifully sat there hoping Changmin would notice.

And of course he did.

“Aish. You need to be more careful.” He helped her up and patted her head before turning back to Yunho, “You ready to go?”

Yunho looked at Beckie as if he needed her permission.

“Go!” she insisted, pushing him a little.

Angel Yunho jumped up and gave Beckie a peck on the lips, “See you soon birthday girl!” and with that him and Changmin made their way to the door.

“O-OPPAAAA” Bianca loudly cried and threw herself at Changmin, clinging to his leg like a love sick puppy.

He felt slightly embarrassed and looked away. He knelt down and kissed Bianca’s lips as well, “I’ll see you later. Be sure you eat a good lunch, okay?”

The two then left.

Beckie threw herself into the toaster and screamed.

Okay maybe not but still she screamed.

Bianca was a puddle on the floor. THAT FAGGOT.

About five hours later the door opened and HoMin strolled in.

“Beckieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Let’s go, let’s go!” Yunho looked a little tired but still managed to be energetic.

Beckie practically ran over and hugged him tightly. For some reason she really missed him when he was gone.

“Where are we going?” she muttered into his chest.

“You’ll see!” He took her by the hand and the two left together.

“CHANGMINNIE!” Bianca bounded over like a kitten and leaped into Changmin’s arm.

After a short subway ride Yunho and Beckie arrived to their destination.

“THE ZOO?! OMFG” Beckie screeched loudly as they neared the gates to the Seoul Zoo.

“I knew you’d like it!” Yunho exclaimed, hugged her with one arm around her waist.

The two of them took lots of pictures (because faggots), fed baby animals in the petting zoo, went on a pony ride, and even got to pet an elephant.

Yunho even bought her some funnel cake for them to share. 

They laced fingers and talked about everything from his upcoming Korean comeback to what their favorite pokemon was (for yunho it was obvs vulpix.)

After a couple hours of derping around at the zoo Yunho announced what was planned next.

“So we’re gonna go to this cute dessert café for dinner. I thought it’d be nice to just eat some sweets, hehe. Since you’re sweet.”

Beckie nearly vomited in his face.

At the café Yunho bought her a little mini strawberry cake that was adorned with all sorts of fruits and a sweet, sticky glaze. Beckie blushed furiously when he even sung her happy birthday.

Afterwards Yunho led Beckie towards their next destination. By this point the sun was starting to set.

“Now I know Changmin took Bianca to the one in Busan. But I want you show you Namsan Tower” Yunho began, “It’s the most famous place for love locks.”

At the top of the tower (which had some couples wandering around) Beckie began looking at the different locks and taking pictures of them.

She loved reading the sweet messages inscribed on them. It made her feel all gushy inside.

“Let’s put on our locks on. I want to capture this moment with you” Yunho pulled a pair of cute, bright white locks from his man bag.

He handed Beckie an ink pen, “I’ll write you a message on mine so you write me one on yours!”

“Okay!” Beckie nodded.

After about 15 minutes or so they were both done and exchanged the locks.

Beckie-yahhh ^^ Happy Birthday to my most favorite of all potatoes. I love you lots funny honey bunny. You mean so much to me and I hope we can continue our happiness forever.

Beckie almost threw herself to her death right then and there.

Yunho read hers and smiled and simply kissed her cheek. Let’s pretend it was super cute ok.

They crossed their locks together and locked them onto the chain link fence on the roof, sealing their love for one another.

Beckie couldn’t ask for a more perfect boyfriend.

She watched the sunset with him, their fingers laced tightly and her head resting on his shoulder.

“I hope you had fun today” Yunho said, turning towards his girlfriend and brushing the hair from her face.

“Of course I did! It was the best” Beckie truthfully told him with a grin on her face.

Yunho then very suddenly hugged her.

“Yunho people are staring!” Beckie complained a little. She worried about fans taking pictures, and more about how insane they are.

“Who cares. Let them” he embraced her for a few minutes.

It felt so nice to be in the comfort of someone’s arms.

The two headed back to the apartment where they found Changmin and Bianca passed out together on the couch. Beckie noticed two empty bowls of shinramyun laying on the table.

“No wonder why they’re already sleeping!” she laughed to herself and placed her things down.

Yunho looked over at her expectantly.

“W-what?” Beckie fumbled with her words for a bit.

He approached her quickly and pushed her into the bedroom, closing the door behind her.

Around 3am Yunho woke up and shook Beckie.

“What is it?” She sleepily yawned and rubbed sleep from her eyes.

“I just wanted to say I’m so lucky to have you.”

He then rolled over and went back to sleep.

It was pretty much the best birthday ever.

Wo w I mgfd tiredefdgfd lazy

[seoulmates-5ever]

Homoshinki & The Seoulmates: The First Date.

He who is not impatient is not in love.

The night was warm, balmy but not humid, like it should be in mid-May. Bianca fidgeted outside of the Lotte Hotel, checking her phone frequently to take a quick peek at the time -- 8:02. Two minutes late.  

It's okay, she told herself. He's not standing you up. It's two minutes. Two. That's like nothing. Maybe he's stuck in traffic?

She sighed, tugging at the hem of her dress and squeezing her black clutch. She wasn't sure how to dress for dates -- he told her to dress well, since they'd be going to a nice restaurant, so she just opted to pick up a dress from a shop near her apartment. It was your typical ~little black dress, falling mid-thigh and hugged her frame in all the right places. It was scoop-neck, with short sleeves that clung to her arms and a small hint of glitter mixed into the fabric, not so much that it was blinding but enough to make her look glowing. She had made sure her makeup looked perfect; flawless foundation, a small bit of eyeliner and a subtle smoky eye, and her hair was swept to the side, falling on her shoulder in soft ringlets (like this but like 100000x cuter). She had even picked up a pair of black suede stilettos (pretend those are black), making sure to practice extensively before leaving the house in them.

"Bianca?"

Bianca looked up to see Changmin, looking phenomenal, walking over. His hair was styled just right, slightly tousled and hanging slightly in his eyes (think Before U Go MV), and was donning a dark grey suit, the jacket kept open, with a white dress shirt underneath. His shoes were black and shiny, obviously freshly-polished for the occasion.

Bianca swore she was gonna pass out. "H-Hi, oppa," She stammered, trying to remain calm but obviously failing.

Changmin smiled, amused by her obvious nervousness. "You look...lovely," He said. Bianca let out an awkward whimper/mewl, unsure of how to react. He blinked, but chose to ignore it. "Ready to go in? Our reservation's for 8:30." He held his arm out to her, which she gladly (albeit cautiously) took, and he led her inside.

-

Meanwhile, across the city at the Spasso Italian Restaurant in Gangnam, Beckie and Yunho were already seated and sipping at red wine. They chattered about nothing in particular, simply enjoying each other's company. Beckie opted for a black pencil dress, complete with tights, simple jewelry in silver (to match her ~pale complexion), and black peep-toe heels. She had her hair freshly dyed (black) and curled softly, with cats' eye liner and a light pink lipgloss. Yunho dressed similarly to Changmin; just a simple black suit, nothing too flashy but still made him look like a million bucks.

They couldn't keep their eyes off each other, even when their shared plate of mushroom fettuccine alfredo came out. The waiters and waitresses watched on, giggling madly and gossiping amongst each other; Beckie noticed, but Yunho told her to disregard it.

"They're just jealous I'm on a date with such a beautiful girl," He said, reaching for her hand.

"Stop it," Beckie blushed, hanging her head. "I don't know how to take compliments from you. You're...you're handsome, talented, sweet, and I'm..." She shrugged, smiling at him. "A potato."

Yunho chuckled, obviously getting the reference. "If you're a potato, you're the prettiest potato I've ever seen. I wouldn't ever eat you, that's how pretty you are." 

"Not ever?" Beckie smirked. "What a shame."

Yunho laughed heartily this time. "You're a perverted potato, as well."

-

After three courses, Bianca figured she would be at least a little full by now, but she still felt like she could eat an entire horse. Her and Changmin talked of many things, mainly their careers, particularly her skills with the English language and her love of horses.

"It's your native language, right?" Changmin asked. Bianca nodded. It was then that the waiter came out with their next course: pajeon, gochu japchae, and galbijjim. Changmin immediately grabbed his fill of side dishes before eating some of the galbi. "Tell me something in English."

Bianca faltered as she ate some pajeon. "L-Like what?" She asked.

"Hmmm..." Changmin ponders as he shoves some of the japchae in his mouth. "Pick one of the songs I sing. Tell me the translation of part of it."

Bianca blinked a few times before breathing in deep and pondering for a minute. She took a sip of her lemon Soju before speaking.

"I’d rather lose the lights illuminating my life or dreams filling my mind than lose you. Don’t forget, never forget, my heart is yours. I want you to know I’ll protect you with my everlasting eternal love. I love you, truly love you, and my everything is yours...so come here and stay with me."

Changmin listened intently, watching her as she spoke the words from memory. He was impressed, really. He figured she would go onto her phone and look up a translation, but she recited it all herself, without any hesitation. Once she stopped speaking, there were a few moments of silence before he smiled.

"Let me guess...'Duet?'" He asked, raising an eyebrow. She smiled sheepishly and nodded. "You...have a really nice voice, Bianca."

Bianca nearly grabbed her knife and stabbed herself in the eye. But instead, she blushed, nearly choking as she muttered a soft thank you. "I was only speaking, though. When I sing I sound like a dying walrus."

"I highly doubt that," Changmin said, dismissing her remark altogether. "In fact, I would love to hear you sometime." He smiled before devouring the rest of his galbijjim, causing Bianca to laugh. 

Once the meal was over and they had their dessert (rice cake with fruit), the waiter came out and brought over the check. Bianca pulled out her wallet, but Changmin immediately told her no and pulled out his credit card. She pleaded to let her help pay, since she knew that the bill would probably be near $500 USD, but he refused to accept. "Just a small price for a nice evening with you." He said as he tucked his card in the folder and handed it back to the waiter.

When he got his credit card back, Changmin stood up, helped Bianca out of her seat, and led her down to his car. It was a white Lexus IS35, with an interior that nearly made Bianca scream. He even opened the door for her, which shocked her.

They did a little shopping in the area, Changmin buying Bianca a simple, but gorgeous gold bracelet with a pastel pink bow charm. Immediately after paying, he put it on her wrist, and in return she kissed his cheek, causing him to stutter a bit, which she thought was adorable.

Afterwards, he brought her back to her apartment, walking her to the door.

"Thank you for tonight," Changmin said with a smile. 

"What are you saying?" Bianca laughed. "Thank you. This has been the most wonderful date ever. And you didn't have to pay for everything, but I appreciate it."

"Like I said," Changmin spoke softly as he brushed a strand of Bianca's hair behind her ear. "A small price for a perfect evening with you."

Bianca flushed pink and smiled, hanging her head slightly to hide it. "W-Well, thanks again." Changmin chuckled.

"So...when can I see you again?" He asked, lifting Bianca's chin. She stared at him, wide-eyed.

"As soon as possible," She beamed. "How's next Friday?"

"Next Friday sounds perfect," He whispered. They ~gazed at each other (gaaaaaaay) for a few moments before Changmin rested his hand against the side of Bianca's face and kissed her. She was taken by surprise, but immediately melted into it. She placed her hands on his shoulders, feeling almost like her knees would give out.

When he pulled away, he hesitated, like he wanted to go back for more; instead, he smiled. "It's pretty late..." He said, checking the watch on his wrist. "I'd stay longer, but I have a schedule in the morning." He sighed, taking out his phone and checking really quick before putting it back in his pocket. "I'll text you tomorrow, see how you are." 

"Okay," Bianca beamed at him, unable to look away. "Thanks again."

"It's nothing," He said before giving her a soft kiss on the forehead. "Goodnight, Bianca."

"N-Night," She stammered, watching him as he walked over to the elevator and got in. 

Once in her apartment, she slammed the door shut and threw herself on the ground, screaming into the hardwood. She then pulled out her phone, about to call Beckie, when she saw a text from her.

unnieeeee. i'm going to yunwhore's place tonight omo. he's so perf omgjsjgl;ka <3 we are watching crappy american movies and if i'm lucky, sex. lol just kidding. no really though i'm chilling here. let me know how the thing with changdicksinmybutt went!!!1111

Bianca snorted.

omfg u be careful ok. can't have maknae getting preggo this soon in your relationship. omh our date was beautiful he took me to mugunghwa which is like a rEALLY expensive restaurant in the lotte hotel. and then he took me shopping and got me a bracelet. and then he KISSED ME LIKE TWICE I CAN'T i fucking can't and he's texting me tomorrow and we're going out next week again fucking kill me my life omg. i'm going to kms. be safe!!!! <3

She then got ready for bed, washing her face, brushing her teeth and combing her hair out. She got into her pajamas and was crawling into bed when her phone lit up, buzzing as a cute voice sang out, munja wa shong! Munja wa shong! She stared at it for a moment before grabbing it; it was a text. (Obviously.)

I truly had a good time tonight, I hope you did too. I hope I'm not waking you. Sleep well. :) ~CM

[seoulmates-5ever]

Yunwhore & Beckie: Not really a fight but

Beckie cringed at the thought of having to socialize. However, this wasn’t just any kind of socialization. This was a party.

Why was she going?

Because Yunho asked her to and generally she couldn’t refuse him I mean look at his fucking face.

“Ready to go?” the handsome namja himself peered into the living room where Beckie was plopped on the sofa, gripping a pillow tightly.

He was dressed semi-casual, slacks, a nice collared shirt, his hair slicked all fancy like, and a bow tie because he was a dork.  He essentially looked flawless.

Beckie stared at him like a fish out of water mainly because she was nervous and also she didn’t know what to say. Her boyfriend left her speechless quite frequently.  Yunho just smiled at her and held out his hand in a gentleman-like fashion.

She looked up at him and literally wanted to cry. He was perfection. But also her anxiety was making her stomach churn.

Beckie placed her own hand in his with some hesitation and he whisked her away.

The party was a goodbye party for Super Junior’s very own leader, Leeteuk, who would be sent off to the army for his mandatory duty in a week or so.

Beckie wasn’t particularly fond of Teuk, in fact she somewhat hated him due to his douche-bag behavior towards pretty much everyone he came into contact with.

A few hours later.

The party was held at someone’s flat. Beckie had no idea who the home actually belonged to but she figured it was probably someone from SMe.  Nearly everyone was drunk or at least buzzed at this point.

Music was blaring, bodies were crammed together in the small space like sardines, and Beckie found herself on a love seat in the corner, taking tiny sips of her mixed drink.

She hated this. She barely even spoke to anyone even Yunho. She recognized a lot of stars from SMe. Amber, Heechul, Jonghyun, even BoA was present.  And honestly, the amount of famous people she admired didn’t help her nervousness any.

What was odd was that Yunho practically left her to fend for herself which was so unlike him. He basically just dropped her off and went to socialize.

“Beckie!”

She snapped out of her thoughts to see Bianca standing in front of her in a light pink party dress.

“Oh. I didn’t know you were coming” Beckie admitted, slightly relieved to see a familiar face she could converse with.

“Yeah it was sort of last minute! Changmin’s here too…somewhere” Bianca replied. She furrowed her eyebrows at her friend’s sulky demeanor.

“I know you don’t like this sort of shit. Why are you here?”

Beckie took a sip of her drink before placing it down on the side table next to her, “Because of Yunho, why else?” she forced a laugh.

“Yahhh. Bianca!” Changmin walked half way over and called to his girlfriend.

“What?!” Bianca jokingly snapped back at him.

“Come drink with us!” Changmin gestured to himself and Kyuhyun and Minho who stood slightly behind him.

Bianca’s eyes widened with excitement, “I’ll be right there!” she called back, waving a little like an awkward penguin to Kyu and Minho.

“Beckie, do you wanna join us? Because Kyuhyun” Bianca turned back to her friend.

“Nah, I’m good. You go have fun!” Beckie assured her, at this point the only thing she wanted to do was go home and curl up in a ball.

Another 45 minutes passed and Beckie didn’t even move from her spot not to mention no one even attempted to interact with her. She didn’t even get a glimpse of Yunho.

“That’s it. I’ve had it.”

She finally stood up and stretched briefly before wandering around the flat looking for her boyfriend.

It took a few minutes of awkwardly squeezing by people and poking around corners but finally Beckie spotted Yunho sitting at the kitchen table with four girls.

These girls could have been trainees or just rich bitches, but Beckie knew for sure they weren’t famous at all. However they were pretty typical, eye-lid surgery, circle lenses, hair extensions, and expensive clothing; these girls weren’t average in their looks for sure. They were fairly intimidating despite the fake air that hung around them.

Yunho was talking loudly and being very animated. The girls hung onto every word he said and laughed fakely at all his gay-ass jokes.

Beckie stomped over to Yunho and stood over the table, crossing her arms expantantly.

They all continued laughing and talking and no one seemed to notice her at all.

She sighed loudly and one of the girls looked over and shot daggers.

OH HELL NO. Beckie thought.

“Can we help you with something?” The one girl who sat next to Yunho asked as she then draped her arm around one of his protectively.

“Yeah, you can help me with something and you can start by taking your fucking nasty ass toothpick arms off of my boyfriend”

IS WHAT BECKIE WANTED TO SAY.

Instead she stood there feeling awkward for no reason and looked down at the ground briefly.

She glanced back up and saw Yunho just staring like a fucking idiot at her. Why the hell wasn’t he saying anything?

“Can you fucking speak or….?” Another girl hissed through her cherry red lips.

Beckie turned around abruptly and barged out of the kitchen, through the living room, and out the front door.

She hailed down a taxi after many attempts (with tears in her eyes too) and headed back to Yunho’s apartment.

She didn’t exactly want to be there but her shit was there so she figured she would get it and then leave back to her own apartment with Bianca.

Beckie opened the door and immediately Yunho’s scent overwhelmed her. Immediately she teared up again and threw herself onto the couch and clung to a pillow.

She must have cried herself to sleep because she looked at her phone which now read 1am (she arrived at the apartment at 11pm.)

The door clicked open and Yunho ran in.

“I’ve been looking all over for you. Where the hell were you? What happened? Fuck I’m glad you’re okay” he tried to hug her but she shrugged away.

“Dumbass” she spat.

He sat next to her quietly.

“You’re so stupid” she then punched his shoulder lightly.

“I can’t stand your fucking face” she pushed him this time.

Yunho silently wrapped his arms around one of Beckie’s arms and held it close to him (remember he’s totally wasted.)

“I’m sorry” he squeaked.

She ripped her arm away from him and turned the other way to hide her blush. Stupid faggot Yunho omg.

“It’s my fault. I know how you hate large social gatherings. And I’m sorry I didn’t even stick with you. It’s my fault for even still talking to those nasty girls and not even protecting my most favorite girl of all. Damn. I really fucked up, huh? I’m just so drunk and stupid right now. But please don’t be mad” Yunho stuttered plenty as he spoke but Beckie could tell he was sincere.

She looked over at him, “Just shut the fuck up and kiss me ok.”

Yunho beamed and in an instant he pounced on her, knocking her down on the couch. She gasped slightly with surprise but she sure loved it when Yunho took control.

He lowered himself and kissed her softly. She could feel his stupid smile through the kiss and instinctively wrapped her arms around his neck, pulling a bit at his hair.

He broke away but his face lingered close to hers, “You’re my most favorite of people.”

“I thought maybe Changmin was” Beckie replied mischievously.

Yunho laughed loudly. Beckie could smell the alcohol on his breath.

“I like you even more than him” he then said with a serious tone.

He then rolled next to her and pulled her body close to his.

“Don’t ever leave me, okay?” Yunho became rather serious.

Beckie just quietly hugged him tightly as her response and the two drifted off to sleep in each other’s arms.

Wow the ending sucks but tired D: