𝓑𝓪𝓫𝔂𝓭𝓸𝓵𝓵

[seraphicbitch]

why does it still hurt when I think about you

why does it still hurt when I see her face

why does it still hurt being betrayed like this

why does even having to give you up mean that I am still caged by these feelings

[delicateviolets]

being a fashion designer was one of my first dreams ever. first dreams are never the ones that come true, right?

[seraphicbitch]

the highest highs before the lowest lows kick in>>

[seraphicbitch]

eight shots later & I'm still trying to remember how your skin felt on mine

[seraphicbitch]

"when you consider things like the stars, our affairs don't seem to matter very much, do they?"

[knucklexvelvet]

[miawasthere]

tumblr angels do not support ICE btw 🩷🪽

[luvlymayas]

[manicuredrot]

[seraphicbitch]

why do the most harmful things always feel like heaven?

[seraphicbitch]

Ich vergesse. Ich vergesse dich wie die Teile eines Puzzles, die mit der Zeit verloren gehen. Ich vergesse das Gefühl des warmen Rauschens, welches deine Stimme in meinem Körper ausgelöst hat. Ich vergesse den Takt deines Herzschlags, die Wärme deiner Haut. Ich vergesse die Form der Hände, die ich eigentlich nie loslassen wollte. Ich vergesse den Geruch deiner Haare sowie die Muster aus Muttermalen auf deiner Haut. Doch obwohl du immer mehr aus meinem Kopf fliehst, bist du das Einzige, woran ich denken kann; alles, was ich vermisse.

[seraphicbitch]

burned vape, headache, got catcalled and my room isn't cleaned. can this day get any worse?

[seraphicbitch]

it doesn't matter if you cut or starve yourself. it doesn't matter if you drink or take those pills. it doesn't matter if you fuck until you bleed. it doesn't matter. nothing can get rid of that buzzing in your brain or the pain in your chest. nothing will ever make it stop. nothing will bring them back and you'll have to live like this forever, unless...

[passionpeachy]

year of the horse

[lukaffective]

Histrionic Personality Disorder.

I can take things way more personally than other people realize, even small changes in tone or attention.

If someone seems distant, I might immediately assume they’re upset with me or losing interest, and it can spiral fast.

I sometimes need constant reassurance, and when I don’t get it, I can become clingy, upset, or reactive. 

I can accidentally make everything about how I feel, even when someone else is the one going through something.

When I feel ignored, I may say or do things that are bigger, louder, or more emotional than I truly intended just so someone notices.

I sometimes confuse intensity with closeness, assuming a strong moment means the relationship is deeper than it actually is. 

I can struggle with feeling “boring,” so I may perform a version of myself that feels more interesting, dramatic, or desirable.

My mood can shift depending on how people are responding to me, which makes my sense of self feel unstable. 

I may chase validation even when I know it’s unhealthy, because being noticed can temporarily make the emptiness or insecurity quieter.

Sometimes I regret how intense I came across and worry that people see me as “too much.”

I can unintentionally test people’s loyalty or affection because I need proof that they care.

I may know I’m reacting strongly but still feel unable to stop in the moment.

[seraphicbitch]

the warmth of your skin

[seraphicbitch]

missing that sweet shade of red a little extra rn