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gorgeous ruined little life, how could you want anything else? it's got all your people in it and the ways your skin has moved around and i dont know if i could go back and change anything if i would, i would maybe just cry as quietly as i could and watch it again and again. If things played out some other way the perforations in the world at the margins of ur skin would make us all something else. We only have one yolo. Do you want to suck me because of how fleeting it is and stuff

#textposts #yeah

seraphimlovee

really not a fan of how some queer people respond to trans guys dating men/being attracted to them :/

seraphimlovee

like yes i will always have a t4t lean but everything is so situational and circumstantial and like if you’re just kind to me and care about me why should anything else matter. everyone is so sex positive and supportive until it doesn’t look like how they want it to. fuck

really not a fan of how some queer people respond to trans guys dating men/being attracted to them :/

#my life #trans #gay

scenebetween-deactivated2023123

if my trans guy friend ever pisses me off im telling him charlie day died

cutecipher

basketball players fight over the basketball because they are hypnotized before each game to believe it is their egg

okaysuredotbiz

need a hand?

skweebs

Made this guy from my favorite Gerard Donelan comic

gtscorolla

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Japanese Ska/Punk!

#music #art

urie

you dont need to post every single thought that comes to your mind. but i do. i have to

zorofan8

And if I said this was the only thing getting me through exams rn? What then huh?

blogspede

str-ngeloop

you will struggle to say the unsayable thing for five years straight. and then it will suddenly become easy on a Wednesday morning

seraphimlovee

literally

#my life #yeah

I need something to happen to me and I need it to happen soon. I'm at the highlight of my career (so far) and am doing so many amazing things, and getting so many accomplishments, but I just don't feel, good enough. I can't bring myself to make work right now after an insane breakthrough I had in my work a month ago that lead to a huge making spree. It's been a month since then and Ive made like a few small sculptures. I think my mind and body need a break and something bigger than me is forcing that to happen. I am surround by so much love here it's mind blowing and insane people genuinely care about me and want me to succeed.

Im so scared of letting them all down.

I know I'm not, I know this happens to everyone at some point but FUCK! I just feel like somethings wring with me. I mean I did go insanely hard for 2 years non stop on my craft so I think Im finally just crashing but this is the worst time to crash. I just need to push through for one more month and then I can have my two month break before going to my post-bac. I NEED to be rested before that. I will do so many great things there.

But fuck man this sucks so much. I need something to happen and I need it FAST.

I just have imposter syndrome and this is me realizing it in real time.

#my life #rant

gawayne

should I get a masters or jump into a river and swim away forever. vote now

seraphimlovee

in my dream last night our studio was on the beach. i left to go walk the beach and see the dunes out in the water. it was so peaceful but there was a somber feeling in the air. i swam out to a dune in the water that wasn’t that far out. when i turned around you were on the other side of the water looking at me. calmly we stood facing each other. my expression was blank. yours was saying a million things to me without opening your mouth at all. you looked sad. like you regretted something. i held my blank expression as the wind blew my hair to the side. we were there for a while. you might’ve said something but i didn’t catch it. then you left still watching me as you walked and i jumped to another dune. i missed the jump. i turned around to see if you were still watching and you were gone.